younger. He looks 20 and acts 25. And now he's getting kinda friendly but I have to shut it down......mostly cause he's a minor and here I am feeling like a *********. The timing's kind of a shame cause this guy is awesome. I've always thought of him as older.
and it's all going towards my graudation (well well months worth) my parents paying for the rest. NEVER did I think graduating would be so much money. well $200 is for graduation is the of it for the party. kinda regretting it...
I've been waiting for this day for ever.
Like, I've got the power now. I can go out at night and drink (but just a bit) and get a driving licence and go places and ****.
Sounds like a fresh new start for me. I hope it is.
2004 South Asian Tsunami
End of a 30 year war/terrorism in my country (2009)
Death of MJ 2009
Death of Bin laden
Death of Gaddafi
Death of sai baba
Harry Potter era
Royal wedding to a commoner
Death of Nelson Mandela
Saw the Catholic pope...
I fail at being a good friend, I fail at being a good daughter, mostly I of who I am. I've done a lot d GREAT stuff in my life (modleing, fire department, etc.) but I failed becasue I'm being called worthless, useless, and make NO ONE should be called by their family.
When he says he left and he "forgot" to to tell me (he went on vaction) yeah... seriously hurts because I was gonna go up and DRIVE 4 hours just to see him where he works. He needs to come back to his hometown. Which is where I am. I feel like I'm nothing to him. I feel like he...
some really crazy experiences, the most epic once I always recall are:
1. Saving my mom from being murdered by my dad - age 5+
2. My first crush -age 4-8
3. My first crush on an adult - age 7 (he was 21)
4. Being bullied by 2 guys and one of them accidentally seeing me naked...
I recently turned 18 and I'm not at all where I was hoping I'd be right now. I had plenty of dreams that I now realise were unrealistic due to certain unfortunate circumstances. I get majorly jealous of 17 year olds who are in...
and now am a legal adult. Of course though I'm still a senior in high school and live under my parents house. I'm frustrated because I can't find my place. Am I a child or an adult? I pay for my car insurance which puts me in an adult situation , but I'm not allowed to stay over...
do whatever you want." then when we sleep together you and I talk, then when my parents find out you turn into a dad figure. always like "just do t agrue" "remember I am always here." etc. how about you man up to what you did instead of trying to get me to lie about it.
..and I have had these annual school events throughout my life again and again....these were the last time I attended those as school student in unifrom...even though I was 17 when these few days happened in school i need to type this-Last Children's day (01.10.2015)The best part...
but also may have to quit. I am auctioning for a MAJOR modeling company and totally excited! Working out, eating healthy, and living my life for modeling is turning out to be my favorite thing! I did quit the fire department for this!