I recently turned 18 and I'm not at all where I was hoping I'd be right now. I had plenty of dreams that I now realise were unrealistic due to certain unfortunate circumstances. I get majorly jealous of 17 year olds who are in...
and it's all going towards my graudation (well well months worth) my parents paying for the rest. NEVER did I think graduating would be so much money. well $200 is for graduation is the of it for the party. kinda regretting it...
younger. He looks 20 and acts 25. And now he's getting kinda friendly but I have to shut it down......mostly cause he's a minor and here I am feeling like a *********. The timing's kind of a shame cause this guy is awesome. I've always thought of him as older.
I've been waiting for this day for ever.
Like, I've got the power now. I can go out at night and drink (but just a bit) and get a driving licence and go places and ****.
Sounds like a fresh new start for me. I hope it is.
When he says he left and he "forgot" to to tell me (he went on vaction) yeah... seriously hurts because I was gonna go up and DRIVE 4 hours just to see him where he works. He needs to come back to his hometown. Which is where I am. I feel like I'm nothing to him. I feel like he...
and now am a legal adult. Of course though I'm still a senior in high school and live under my parents house. I'm frustrated because I can't find my place. Am I a child or an adult? I pay for my car insurance which puts me in an adult situation , but I'm not allowed to stay over...
but also may have to quit. I am auctioning for a MAJOR modeling company and totally excited! Working out, eating healthy, and living my life for modeling is turning out to be my favorite thing! I did quit the fire department for this!
..and I have had these annual school events throughout my life again and again....these were the last time I attended those as school student in unifrom...even though I was 17 when these few days happened in school i need to type this-Last Children's day (01.10.2015)The best part...
I fail at being a good friend, I fail at being a good daughter, mostly I of who I am. I've done a lot d GREAT stuff in my life (modleing, fire department, etc.) but I failed becasue I'm being called worthless, useless, and make NO ONE should be called by their family.
some really crazy experiences, the most epic once I always recall are:
1. Saving my mom from being murdered by my dad - age 5+
2. My first crush -age 4-8
3. My first crush on an adult - age 7 (he was 21)
4. Being bullied by 2 guys and one of them accidentally seeing me naked...
do whatever you want." then when we sleep together you and I talk, then when my parents find out you turn into a dad figure. always like "just do t agrue" "remember I am always here." etc. how about you man up to what you did instead of trying to get me to lie about it.
2004 South Asian Tsunami
End of a 30 year war/terrorism in my country (2009)
Death of MJ 2009
Death of Bin laden
Death of Gaddafi
Death of sai baba
Harry Potter era
Royal wedding to a commoner
Death of Nelson Mandela
Saw the Catholic pope...