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I Am a Bad Person

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    My cousin dragged me along to her boyfriend's

    court case I never bothered to ask what for when we got there it was a rape case I had to sit there and listen to the details of the event I wanted to die right there and then tears were building up I fought as hard as I could finally the damn thing was postponed I got out of...
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2015

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    I warn people not to take a liking to me ,

    even when they do I tell them to run because one day they'll wish they had never met me when the real me comes around .
    Iamalostcause Iamalostcause 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 12, 2015

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    Bedeviled By A Disabled Kid

    Okay, Here is my confession.  I want to strangle my neighbor -- and/or her retarded kid.  There.  I said it.  Actually I wrote it.  It's now forever emblazoned, in print, on the internet.  I AM a bad person. When my neighbor 1st moved in, we went to visit.  Her retarded...
    Colormevibrant Colormevibrant 46-50, F 8 Responses Mar 16, 2011

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    Break me into pieces.

    It is my fault. I'm bad. I have to be punished.
    SpecialButReal SpecialButReal 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 6, 2015

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    I'm a bad person. My friends ex-boyfriend talks

    to me like we're best friends. He told me he has feelings for me. I think I like him back. But I'm scared to tell my best friend I've been secretly talking to her ex. Me and him are so close and we've spent New Years together. That's the day he told me he loved me. I didn't say...
    Malaylayy Malaylayy 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    My choices haunt me at night.

    Every time someone tells me I am the sweetest, most gentle, loving person they have met it makes my stomach turn. It is so easy to act, but I am starting to slip up. Behind closed doors I hate myself. I only married because in reality I am learning, it was because I didn't want...
    CrashingComet CrashingComet 22-25 Jul 24, 2014

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    Ive done bad things before,

    hurt peopld and i hate myself for it. I have changed but my past haunts me
    Hgaood Hgaood 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 3, 2015

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    I'm beyond bad I'm horrendous.

    I've struggled with heroin and painkillers on and off for years and I can honestly say I've done some bad **** to people. I can't tell you how many times I've scammed, lied to and deceived people. I'm surprised I'm not in jail for some of the stuff I have pulled off. Recently I...
    wasteofahumanbeing wasteofahumanbeing 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 1, 2015

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    I use to be a spoiled kid

    that would always get he wanted. I'd yell for no reason. I do not know why but i seemed to get irritated at every little thing. I spoke badly of everyone as if i didn't care about anyone. As revenge my brother and sister started treating me the same way. Mom still stick through...
    Holybum Holybum 16-17, T 2 Responses Apr 27, 2015

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    This is paradoxal, I don't think I do really

    anything bad but deep inside me, I know I am a bad person, my nature is bad, I feel like everything happening to me, I deserve it, like I don't deserve people to treat me good or be kind to me, but I need to be punished for my existence, I deserve to be sad and to suffer. It is...
    SpecialButReal SpecialButReal 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26, 2015

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    I am a "bad person",

    as most of you like to qualify me. I make decisions based on reason instead of empathy. I put on a mask to hide my cold, apathetic self. I will hurt you with scalding truth, and use my words as knives. I don't really care much for the suffering of the world, or freedom of others...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 12, 2015

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    I Think this group should be named "I Was a Bad

    Person" Cause People Change, We all change ;)
    boom991 boom991 16-17, M Dec 11, 2015

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    Life handed me lemons.

    I tried to make lemonade. Hit with a lemon truck. I tried to duck. Why does life suck? I look in the mirror. And see a stranger. Smile has been stolen. My eyes are swollen. Why get out of bed? I'd rather be dead. ********************************* I am a bad person...
    wtf4 wtf4 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 18, 2013

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    Yes.

    Yes I am a bad person. Very bad actually. Most who know me online and offline would most likely disagree, but I know who I am they don't. Even though I will probably come off as a sweet girl who genuinely cares for people I'm more than that. So much more and not all of that is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    mblan11 mblan11 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 27, 2015

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    Ive done something horrible.

    I dont deserve to be alive but i still am. Everything in my moral code goes against it. When my parents found out they couldnt believe i had done it. I am a bad person and im sorry
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 3, 2015

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    I'm a parasite. I use people

    and then throw them away when I don't need them anymore. Bad, bad, bad.
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 13, 2015

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    Storm

    You have been my best friend for the past 5 years and I'm sorry I didn't take you out and spend as much time with you as what I wanted to. You were the most compassionate friend I had. I loved you with all my heart and my life will be empty without you by my side. Im so sorry...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    Natural Failure

    I want to type this and dedicate it to my mom.. I know she'll never read it but thats fine.. Even if she did would she care? I doubt it.. Well.. Mom i know i said a mean joke but in my eyes it wasn't even mean.. and i didn't know it would make you so upset.. But when you talk...
    HeartAndWings HeartAndWings 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 1, 2013

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    I always mess everything up with my selfishness.

    I told a secret I shouldn't have and now I've singlehandedly ruined the friendship between my best guy friend and his friend who likes me. Because of this, I've also ruined my relationships with them, as well as other who have now found out about it. Honestly, this is another...
    msvanille msvanille 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2015

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    I am a bad person. I am filled with anger

    and I take it on people. I am a back stabber. I lie and I am fake.
    darmansfield darmansfield 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 5, 2015

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    Me and someone else found some interesting ****

    in the other person's room. Duuude, wtf..
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 25, 2015

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    A Part Of Me I Don't Understand

    I got reminded of a part of me I don't really like yesterday. I was at a Big Lot parking lot , when a man walked up. (Friendly type),  He ask me if I could spare a little change. I didn't have any to spare, but we talked for awhile. I told him I was staying at a homeless...
    kidkeith kidkeith 51-55, M 11 Responses May 17, 2011

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    Faking Online Profile Identity

    i dont know what i was doing but i first decided to create a fake online profile on facebook. im a girl and i just want to know what it feels like to be an attractive boy. and it just progressed to the facebook account having thousand of friends. i got really disgusted as i was...
    sighingz sighingz 18-21 3 Responses Jul 13, 2013

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    I really am. I mean I haven't gone out with the

    sole purpose of committing genocide, but I'm not a good person. I'm selfish and wallow in my own misery and I'm not willing to try to help others to happiness. I tried. I tried being sweet and nice, but I'm just so sad and angry and want everyone else to leave me alone but they...
    JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe 16-17, F Mar 10, 2014

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    Maybe I live in the past

    because the future sees nothing but misery
    gummball gummball 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2015

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    I am entirely self-serving,

    deeply manipulative and narcissistic.
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 3 Responses May 23, 2015

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    No Matter How You Look At It...

    ... i suck.I am a bad person.Actually i hate myself.I'm too selfish.I think just about my precious time.I'm too lazy and too unmotivated.A lot of times when i could help i just didn't.And i hate it.I screw everything i touch.I always fake my true feelings.I think that i don't...
    pro0ject pro0ject 26-30, F 9 Responses Jan 1, 2010

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    I feel I am a bad person.

    I hate myself.
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2015

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    I do this really, bad

    and annoying thing. I guess a lot of people could call me manipulative, and I don't even try to be like that, I don't even realize that I'm doing in. When I get into arguments I refuse to admit I'm wrong, even if I know I'm wrong, I keep going until I make the other person...
    bflyboo14 bflyboo14 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 22, 2015

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    I have done things that I'm not proud of ,

    I lots my virginity when I was 14. Started with drugs , drinking and smoking at the age of 20 , thanks to my brother . These habits never left me and it seems like a battle getting over them , but I like it. I like the feeling of bad , I've always loved it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    I believe i am genuinely a bad person.

    Am i proud of it? No but do i have the will to change it? No. I am a pathological liar, ever since i was a little girl. I do not lie to cause harm, but in the back of my mind i know that when that person finds out the truth it is going to be worst. I have boundaries on my lies...
    neptunemermaids neptunemermaids 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 27, 2015

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    I'll Probably Always Be A Bad Person

    Recently I've been wondering if I'll always be a bad person, and think I will be. I have been in several relationships where I have cheated or at least been flirty and promiscuous without being intimate. Most of the time I cheated on these different people with the same person...
    amillionpeople amillionpeople 22-25 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I carelessly failed to mention

    that I hadn't gotten tested for stds in 2 people before I had sex for the first time with my current girlfriend. Now I finally got tested and I'm a scared lil *****.
    siprichodko siprichodko 22-25, F Jun 19, 2015

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    On the out side, I'm

    that girl that everybody (well, most people) love and I'm so nice and *good* but on the inside I'm just... This horrible person who's done so many bad things; someone who can't be saved no matter how hard I fight for her.. And by far only one person has learned that and I'm...
    MissImaginaryy MissImaginaryy 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    Fix Me If You Can.

    I'm not a bad person because of the things I've done, but because of the way I think.. God forgives murderers and prostitutes and thieves, but what can God do with people who won't stay faithful, with people who continue sinning after receiving His forgiveness? I know what it...
    prodigarl prodigarl 18-21, F 10 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    And I don't care at all anymore.

    Might as well enjoy life.
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Jun 13, 2014

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    I hurt people I am a manipulator The reason

    people get hurt around me is because I'm desperate I'm desperate for pleasure, for peace I've flirted with guys unintentionally because I enjoyed feeling love. When they realized this... They abuse me. But I deserve it. For what I did. I help those who are lesser than me...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 12, 2015

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    Just Awful.

    I am a bad person. Not in the actions I do, but the way I am. I am a Horrible human being. Humans are sposed to live life knowing that they are going to accomplish something, and that others around them support them and love them. Humans strive, Humans love, humans feel, human...
    dearveronica dearveronica 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    I hate myself. I resent people with joy in

    their lives. I drink too much. I cant stop myself. Sometimes I will wake up and see things I have destroyed in my house and I don't remember doing it. My child hid from me when I would drink and I would scream and yell for her to come out. I terrorized her. Then I finally...
    sinabet sinabet 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 17, 2014

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    I for the first time slept with someone else

    while in a relationship (admittedly a bad relationship) I did it with a friend who i have an agreement with whenever were single and both 'up for it' I dont know how I feel about it, we did something that I was new to but curious about and I did enjoy it. I know my 'boyfriend...
    hidingintheshaddows hidingintheshaddows 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 30, 2015

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    I Joined This Group

    Just to tell you that none of you are bad people.All of us have love inside of us, and good hearted, right natured love.Now if you turn that love into hate and use it to harm other people, then you still are a good person with bad motives.It takes a lot to become a bad person and...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 23, 2011

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    I'm beginning to realise more

    and more every day that I'm really not a good person. I play one for everyone else but when the chips are down I'm a liar, I'm unreliable, I'm a bad person. I play a martyr when I need to but it's not because I care, just because it's expected. I alienate people who are just...
    bunnyXbunny bunnyXbunny 26-30, M Apr 27, 2015

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    When I Look In the Mior I Dont Like What I See.

    i'm a bad person. i dont like the the person i am i feel like i let my family dawn i have troubles ceeping a clean house some one turned us in one tim saying me and my husdand wasnt good parents i feel that way alout i fieel like i dont desirve to have a son and a husdand i think...
    halfpint halfpint 26-30, M 3 Responses May 3, 2007

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    WAS a bad person. I'm trying very hard

    now every day to become better and better and be closer to God and be someone he could be proud of. When I was little, I discovered you could easily get people to do what you wanted if they liked you. So I would get everyone to like me by being silly and fun and charming and...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 2, 2015

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