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I Am a Bad Person

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    I have a big problem with my bank

    for a student loan. I can lose the house, my family will be kicked out and I won't be able to study again. My mom lives on another city and has the money that I need, she stopped helping me to pay the loan, and now I'm on a mess. I take responsibility for this, but I decide...
    Healinghate Healinghate 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 6

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    ​I am honest, I speak the truth,

    I'm not gossiping, I always say how I feel even If I sound crazy and that makes me a bad person.
    EleniHaru EleniHaru 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    A Part Of Me I Don't Understand

    I got reminded of a part of me I don't really like yesterday. I was at a Big Lot parking lot , when a man walked up. (Friendly type),  He ask me if I could spare a little change. I didn't have any to spare, but we talked for awhile. I told him I was staying at a homeless...
    kidkeith kidkeith 51-55, M 11 Responses May 17, 2011

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    Me and someone else found some interesting ****

    in the other person's room. Duuude, wtf..
    WhisperingGrass WhisperingGrass 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Fix Me If You Can.

    I'm not a bad person because of the things I've done, but because of the way I think.. God forgives murderers and prostitutes and thieves, but what can God do with people who won't stay faithful, with people who continue sinning after receiving His forgiveness? I know what it...
    prodigarl prodigarl 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    I am not a nice person.

    I know that. I will admit that and I don't give a **** what you think of me. The way I see it, why be nice to people who aren't nice to you. Why should I listen to your problems when I don't care about anything you say. Now don't get me wrong, there are some people who can break...
    TheDemonsWithin TheDemonsWithin 13-15, M Mar 10

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    I was wondering if this is bad

    or makes me a bad person. I am in a relationship but I asked this girl I'd she would date me if I asked her. I didn't actually ask her, just if she would say yes. I wouldn't date her and don't want to. And she lives 10 or 12 hours away. I mainly asked because I have self esteem...
    canyouhearthedrums canyouhearthedrums 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 23

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    And I don't care at all anymore.

    Might as well enjoy life.
    NatashaRose NatashaRose 18-21, F 11 Responses Jun 13, 2014

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    I am a bad person. I am filled with anger

    and I take it on people. I am a back stabber. I lie and I am fake.
    darmansfield darmansfield 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 5

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    I Do It Anyways

    I think the worst part about my bad behaviors is that I fully and completely understand what I need to do to prevent them and control them, yet, I make the same mistakes anyways. As much as I want to believe that I can stop them from continuing, the rational side of me knows that...
    LookingButNeverFound LookingButNeverFound 22-25 Jun 1, 2013

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    I Think I Am A Bad Person.

    I am a 16 year old. For the past couple years of my life I have had fantasies about hurting, killing, or raping people. I know its wrong and I never have done it or tried to, I just get these urges to do it to some people. Some for reasons that I will explain and some for no...
    havicdog havicdog 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 25, 2013

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    I hate myself. I resent people with joy in

    their lives. I drink too much. I cant stop myself. Sometimes I will wake up and see things I have destroyed in my house and I don't remember doing it. My child hid from me when I would drink and I would scream and yell for her to come out. I terrorized her. Then I finally...
    sinabet sinabet 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 17, 2014

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    Just Awful.

    I am a bad person. Not in the actions I do, but the way I am. I am a Horrible human being. Humans are sposed to live life knowing that they are going to accomplish something, and that others around them support them and love them. Humans strive, Humans love, humans feel, human...
    dearveronica dearveronica 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    My choices haunt me at night.

    Every time someone tells me I am the sweetest, most gentle, loving person they have met it makes my stomach turn. It is so easy to act, but I am starting to slip up. Behind closed doors I hate myself. I only married because in reality I am learning, it was because I didn't want...
    CrashingComet CrashingComet 22-25 Jul 24, 2014

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    Storm

    You have been my best friend for the past 5 years and I'm sorry I didn't take you out and spend as much time with you as what I wanted to. You were the most compassionate friend I had. I loved you with all my heart and my life will be empty without you by my side. Im so sorry...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    I always mess everything up with my selfishness.

    I told a secret I shouldn't have and now I've singlehandedly ruined the friendship between my best guy friend and his friend who likes me. Because of this, I've also ruined my relationships with them, as well as other who have now found out about it. Honestly, this is another...
    msvanille msvanille 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    I use to be a spoiled kid

    that would always get he wanted. I'd yell for no reason. I do not know why but i seemed to get irritated at every little thing. I spoke badly of everyone as if i didn't care about anyone. As revenge my brother and sister started treating me the same way. Mom still stick through...
    Holybum Holybum 13-15, T 2 Responses Apr 27

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    I destroyed Jack's Mac N Cheese.

    Heaven rain your wrath down upon me!
    twistedAndJaded twistedAndJaded 41-45, M 2 Responses Feb 15

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    No Matter How You Look At It...

    ... i suck.I am a bad person.Actually i hate myself.I'm too selfish.I think just about my precious time.I'm too lazy and too unmotivated.A lot of times when i could help i just didn't.And i hate it.I screw everything i touch.I always fake my true feelings.I think that i don't...
    pro0ject pro0ject 26-30, F 9 Responses Jan 1, 2010

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    I really am. I mean I haven't gone out with the

    sole purpose of committing genocide, but I'm not a good person. I'm selfish and wallow in my own misery and I'm not willing to try to help others to happiness. I tried. I tried being sweet and nice, but I'm just so sad and angry and want everyone else to leave me alone but they...
    JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe 16-17, F Mar 10, 2014

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    I'm beginning to realise more

    and more every day that I'm really not a good person. I play one for everyone else but when the chips are down I'm a liar, I'm unreliable, I'm a bad person. I play a martyr when I need to but it's not because I care, just because it's expected. I alienate people who are just...
    bunnyXbunny bunnyXbunny 26-30, M Apr 27

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    Maybe I live in the past

    because the future sees nothing but misery
    gummball gummball 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 25

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    I manipulated my friends

    and the people around me. I wanted things and I used sympathy and guilt to get what I wanted. I got greedy and my well off friend proved that all I really wanted was to have his wealth. I even went as far as to tell him to incorporate me in his will. I'm a bad person. I want to...
    SylverCoyote SylverCoyote 18-21, M Dec 23, 2014

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    I have done things that I'm not proud of ,

    I lots my virginity when I was 14. Started with drugs , drinking and smoking at the age of 20 , thanks to my brother . These habits never left me and it seems like a battle getting over them , but I like it. I like the feeling of bad , I've always loved it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    On the out side, I'm

    that girl that everybody (well, most people) love and I'm so nice and *good* but on the inside I'm just... This horrible person who's done so many bad things; someone who can't be saved no matter how hard I fight for her.. And by far only one person has learned that and I'm...
    MissImaginaryy MissImaginaryy 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    I have caused the events that

    now souround me. I know that now. I deserve nothing less. I am a bad person. I used to think there was no such thing as evil. That it was a construct of the human condition. I know now that it does exist that it is somewhat dependant on you actions karmic, Devine. I deserve...
    ohfunk ohfunk 26-30, M Apr 10

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    Please forgive me...or don't.

    I don't sees eve forgiveness. I don't even deserve these bitter tears. I should just see my mouth shut so nothing bad will happen. I'm sorry. Sorry sorry sorry Everyone was content. They were laughing. Things were good. But they would have been better. I opened my mouth and...
    reapersweep reapersweep 18-21, F May 10

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    I'll Probably Always Be A Bad Person

    Recently I've been wondering if I'll always be a bad person, and think I will be. I have been in several relationships where I have cheated or at least been flirty and promiscuous without being intimate. Most of the time I cheated on these different people with the same person...
    amillionpeople amillionpeople 22-25 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    Are you a bad person?

    depends who you ask
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 23, 2014

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    Faking Online Profile Identity

    i dont know what i was doing but i first decided to create a fake online profile on facebook. im a girl and i just want to know what it feels like to be an attractive boy. and it just progressed to the facebook account having thousand of friends. i got really disgusted as i was...
    sighingz sighingz 18-21 3 Responses Jul 13, 2013

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    my ex always said i was just like the others

    cold and heartless i don't even know what I did but apparently im just a monster or in their words demonic...... :(
    Anastas17 Anastas17 18-21, T 3 Responses Feb 2

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    Natural Failure

    I want to type this and dedicate it to my mom.. I know she'll never read it but thats fine.. Even if she did would she care? I doubt it.. Well.. Mom i know i said a mean joke but in my eyes it wasn't even mean.. and i didn't know it would make you so upset.. But when you talk...
    HeartAndWings HeartAndWings 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 1, 2013

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    I am a bad person with a ****** personality

    and a bad attitude and all I do is push people away...
    bellsmarrie bellsmarrie 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2, 2014

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    When I Look In the Mior I Dont Like What I See.

    i'm a bad person. i dont like the the person i am i feel like i let my family dawn i have troubles ceeping a clean house some one turned us in one tim saying me and my husdand wasnt good parents i feel that way alout i fieel like i dont desirve to have a son and a husdand i think...
    halfpint halfpint 26-30, M 2 Responses May 3, 2007

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    I Am A Bad Person Because I Like It

    I am that guy you can't understand, but doesn't really affect your life; just another stranger; the classmate you don't know.I am graduating soon from college, I never had friends in school, only acquaintances in which I dominated to establish a certain security, some prestige if...
    reallyfuckedupbutokay reallyfuckedupbutokay 22-25 3 Responses Feb 5, 2011

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    DemonicallyPossessed DemonicallyPossessed 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2013

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    Yes.

    Yes I am a bad person. Very bad actually. Most who know me online and offline would most likely disagree, but I know who I am they don't. Even though I will probably come off as a sweet girl who genuinely cares for people I'm more than that. So much more and not all of that is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    My cousin dragged me along to her boyfriend's

    court case I never bothered to ask what for when we got there it was a rape case I had to sit there and listen to the details of the event I wanted to die right there and then tears were building up I fought as hard as I could finally the damn thing was postponed I got out of...
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 10

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    I feel I am a bad person.

    I hate myself.
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    The bad in me far surpasses any good.

    I seem to only live for sex and instant gratification and convenience. I don't know how to work long and hard for something. It's much easier to accept that I can't have it and live without it. I am dishonest to myself and to everyone around me. I keep deluding myself into...
    shouldievenbother shouldievenbother 26-30, F Jan 8

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    Ok, ever since i got problems with my back i

    have been a bad person/depressed from time to time. When i in my normal mood im happy,full of life, i exercise and im very peacefull with alot of energy! When im in that mood i usually search for new people to make new friends. Sounds kinda normal eh? Then i hit the bottom, i...
    mannenspeci mannenspeci 22-25, M May 12

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    I hurt people I am a manipulator The reason

    people get hurt around me is because I'm desperate I'm desperate for pleasure, for peace I've flirted with guys unintentionally because I enjoyed feeling love. When they realized this... They abuse me. But I deserve it. For what I did. I help those who are lesser than me...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 12

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    I believe i am genuinely a bad person.

    Am i proud of it? No but do i have the will to change it? No. I am a pathological liar, ever since i was a little girl. I do not lie to cause harm, but in the back of my mind i know that when that person finds out the truth it is going to be worst. I have boundaries on my lies...
    neptunemermaids neptunemermaids 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    i am not a nice person.

    most would say otherwise because i try to be nice, but im just not. i always have a plan in my head for how to hurt you as much as possible as quickly as possible, for everyone no matter how much i like or even love you i know just how to hurt you.
    lilhunters lilhunters 18-21, M Apr 25

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    I Hurt Her. . . . A Lot.

    I am seen by most as a good person that is willing to help others and want to do good in the community. I am intending to become a teacher and will graduate in the next six months to teach middle school math. I was dating this girl off and on but mostly on for three years until a...
    lipscoml13 lipscoml13 22-25 2 Responses Nov 19, 2012

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