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I Am a Bad Person

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    Are you a bad person?

    depends who you ask
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 23, 2014

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    mblan11 mblan11 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    I hate myself. I resent people with joy in

    their lives. I drink too much. I cant stop myself. Sometimes I will wake up and see things I have destroyed in my house and I don't remember doing it. My child hid from me when I would drink and I would scream and yell for her to come out. I terrorized her. Then I finally...
    sinabet sinabet 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 17, 2014

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    A Part Of Me I Don't Understand

    I got reminded of a part of me I don't really like yesterday. I was at a Big Lot parking lot , when a man walked up. (Friendly type),  He ask me if I could spare a little change. I didn't have any to spare, but we talked for awhile. I told him I was staying at a homeless...
    kidkeith kidkeith 51-55, M 11 Responses May 17, 2011

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    I really am. I mean I haven't gone out with the

    sole purpose of committing genocide, but I'm not a good person. I'm selfish and wallow in my own misery and I'm not willing to try to help others to happiness. I tried. I tried being sweet and nice, but I'm just so sad and angry and want everyone else to leave me alone but they...
    JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe 16-17, F Mar 10, 2014

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    I lie mainly to get out of getting in trouble

    and to make my life easier I can be deceitful. I dress up and put allot of effort in my appearance to intimidate people and dress down to disarm others. I honestly don't really care about my appearance. I steal things very easily like i just put a whole bunch of makeup in my...
    xxSashaxx xxSashaxx 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Me and someone else found some interesting ****

    in the other person's room. Duuude, wtf..
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 25

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    Maybe I live in the past

    because the future sees nothing but misery
    gummball gummball 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 25

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    I Think I Am A Bad Person.

    I am a 16 year old. For the past couple years of my life I have had fantasies about hurting, killing, or raping people. I know its wrong and I never have done it or tried to, I just get these urges to do it to some people. Some for reasons that I will explain and some for no...
    havicdog havicdog 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 25, 2013

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    I hurt people I am a manipulator The reason

    people get hurt around me is because I'm desperate I'm desperate for pleasure, for peace I've flirted with guys unintentionally because I enjoyed feeling love. When they realized this... They abuse me. But I deserve it. For what I did. I help those who are lesser than me...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 12

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    I Do It Anyways

    I think the worst part about my bad behaviors is that I fully and completely understand what I need to do to prevent them and control them, yet, I make the same mistakes anyways. As much as I want to believe that I can stop them from continuing, the rational side of me knows that...
    LookingButNeverFound LookingButNeverFound 22-25 Jun 1, 2013

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    I Hurt Her. . . . A Lot.

    I am seen by most as a good person that is willing to help others and want to do good in the community. I am intending to become a teacher and will graduate in the next six months to teach middle school math. I was dating this girl off and on but mostly on for three years until a...
    lipscoml13 lipscoml13 22-25 2 Responses Nov 19, 2012

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    I have done things that I'm not proud of ,

    I lots my virginity when I was 14. Started with drugs , drinking and smoking at the age of 20 , thanks to my brother . These habits never left me and it seems like a battle getting over them , but I like it. I like the feeling of bad , I've always loved it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    use my words against me

    when I said I wanted freedom. Force me to be somewhere and someone I am not. control me and put strings on me as a puppet and use every single hard worked money I've painfully earned for you to consume and say awful words. I am a worst person! I am since I was young! I am till...
    catacomb catacomb 66-70 Aug 20

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    Two people have came to me today with "I want

    to die" and " I'm really depressed, sorry" I tried talking to the first one and she just isn't understanding but I think I might have got to her, I don't know. The second one sometimes acts like he doesn't care when I get depressed so I just said it's okay and we had a...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 16-17, F Nov 21, 2014

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    I Know I Am, And I Won't Deny It.

    I am not a bad person other than the fact that I've really hurt someone. This wasn't intentional, yet I still feel responsible. Thinking back, I could've done something to prevent it but the fact that I hadn't, makes me a bad person. Yes, unintentional... but what excuse is there...
    Athru Athru 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    Storm

    You have been my best friend for the past 5 years and I'm sorry I didn't take you out and spend as much time with you as what I wanted to. You were the most compassionate friend I had. I loved you with all my heart and my life will be empty without you by my side. Im so sorry...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    Faking Online Profile Identity

    i dont know what i was doing but i first decided to create a fake online profile on facebook. im a girl and i just want to know what it feels like to be an attractive boy. and it just progressed to the facebook account having thousand of friends. i got really disgusted as i was...
    sighingz sighingz 18-21 3 Responses Jul 13, 2013

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    DemonicallyPossessed DemonicallyPossessed 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2013

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    I warn people not to take a liking to me ,

    even when they do I tell them to run because one day they'll wish they had never met me when the real me comes around .
    Godofblackclouds Godofblackclouds 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 12

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    I have caused the events that

    now souround me. I know that now. I deserve nothing less. I am a bad person. I used to think there was no such thing as evil. That it was a construct of the human condition. I know now that it does exist that it is somewhat dependant on you actions karmic, Devine. I deserve...
    ohfunk ohfunk 26-30, M Apr 10

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    I am entirely self-serving,

    deeply manipulative and narcissistic.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses May 23

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    I feel I am a bad person.

    I hate myself.
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    Ive done something horrible.

    I dont deserve to be alive but i still am. Everything in my moral code goes against it. When my parents found out they couldnt believe i had done it. I am a bad person and im sorry
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 3

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 10

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    I am a bad person. I am filled with anger

    and I take it on people. I am a back stabber. I lie and I am fake.
    darmansfield darmansfield 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 5

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    On the out side, I'm

    that girl that everybody (well, most people) love and I'm so nice and *good* but on the inside I'm just... This horrible person who's done so many bad things; someone who can't be saved no matter how hard I fight for her.. And by far only one person has learned that and I'm...
    MissImaginaryy MissImaginaryy 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    i am not a nice person.

    most would say otherwise because i try to be nice, but im just not. i always have a plan in my head for how to hurt you as much as possible as quickly as possible, for everyone no matter how much i like or even love you i know just how to hurt you.
    lilhunters lilhunters 18-21, M Apr 25

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    Bedeviled By A Disabled Kid

    Okay, Here is my confession.  I want to strangle my neighbor -- and/or her retarded kid.  There.  I said it.  Actually I wrote it.  It's now forever emblazoned, in print, on the internet.  I AM a bad person. When my neighbor 1st moved in, we went to visit.  Her retarded...
    Colormevibrant Colormevibrant 46-50, F 8 Responses Mar 16, 2011

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    I carelessly failed to mention

    that I hadn't gotten tested for stds in 2 people before I had sex for the first time with my current girlfriend. Now I finally got tested and I'm a scared lil *****.
    siprichodko siprichodko 18-21, F Jun 19

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    I believe i am genuinely a bad person.

    Am i proud of it? No but do i have the will to change it? No. I am a pathological liar, ever since i was a little girl. I do not lie to cause harm, but in the back of my mind i know that when that person finds out the truth it is going to be worst. I have boundaries on my lies...
    neptunemermaids neptunemermaids 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    WAS a bad person. I'm trying very hard

    now every day to become better and better and be closer to God and be someone he could be proud of. When I was little, I discovered you could easily get people to do what you wanted if they liked you. So I would get everyone to like me by being silly and fun and charming and...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    Fix Me If You Can.

    I'm not a bad person because of the things I've done, but because of the way I think.. God forgives murderers and prostitutes and thieves, but what can God do with people who won't stay faithful, with people who continue sinning after receiving His forgiveness? I know what it...
    prodigarl prodigarl 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    I'll Probably Always Be A Bad Person

    Recently I've been wondering if I'll always be a bad person, and think I will be. I have been in several relationships where I have cheated or at least been flirty and promiscuous without being intimate. Most of the time I cheated on these different people with the same person...
    amillionpeople amillionpeople 22-25 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I always mess everything up with my selfishness.

    I told a secret I shouldn't have and now I've singlehandedly ruined the friendship between my best guy friend and his friend who likes me. Because of this, I've also ruined my relationships with them, as well as other who have now found out about it. Honestly, this is another...
    msvanille msvanille 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    I am a bad person with a ****** personality

    and a bad attitude and all I do is push people away...
    bellsmarrie bellsmarrie 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2, 2014

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    My choices haunt me at night.

    Every time someone tells me I am the sweetest, most gentle, loving person they have met it makes my stomach turn. It is so easy to act, but I am starting to slip up. Behind closed doors I hate myself. I only married because in reality I am learning, it was because I didn't want...
    CrashingComet CrashingComet 22-25 Jul 24, 2014

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    Ive done bad things before,

    hurt peopld and i hate myself for it. I have changed but my past haunts me
    hgaood hgaood 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 3

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    I Am A Bad Person Because I Like It

    I am that guy you can't understand, but doesn't really affect your life; just another stranger; the classmate you don't know.I am graduating soon from college, I never had friends in school, only acquaintances in which I dominated to establish a certain security, some prestige if...
    reallyfuckedupbutokay reallyfuckedupbutokay 22-25 3 Responses Feb 5, 2011

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    I am a "bad person",

    as most of you like to qualify me. I make decisions based on reason instead of empathy. I put on a mask to hide my cold, apathetic self. I will hurt you with scalding truth, and use my words as knives. I don't really care much for the suffering of the world, or freedom of others...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 12

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    Please forgive me...or don't.

    I don't sees eve forgiveness. I don't even deserve these bitter tears. I should just see my mouth shut so nothing bad will happen. I'm sorry. Sorry sorry sorry Everyone was content. They were laughing. Things were good. But they would have been better. I opened my mouth and...
    reapersweep reapersweep 18-21, F May 10

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    And I don't care at all anymore.

    Might as well enjoy life.
    NatashaRose NatashaRose 18-21, F 10 Responses Jun 13, 2014

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    I'm beginning to realise more

    and more every day that I'm really not a good person. I play one for everyone else but when the chips are down I'm a liar, I'm unreliable, I'm a bad person. I play a martyr when I need to but it's not because I care, just because it's expected. I alienate people who are just...
    bunnyXbunny bunnyXbunny 26-30, M Apr 27

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    I'm beyond bad I'm horrendous.

    I've struggled with heroin and painkillers on and off for years and I can honestly say I've done some bad **** to people. I can't tell you how many times I've scammed, lied to and deceived people. I'm surprised I'm not in jail for some of the stuff I have pulled off. Recently I...
    wasteofahumanbeing wasteofahumanbeing 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    I have a big problem with my bank

    for a student loan. I can lose the house, my family will be kicked out and I won't be able to study again. My mom lives on another city and has the money that I need, she stopped helping me to pay the loan, and now I'm on a mess. I take responsibility for this, but I decide...
    Healinghate Healinghate 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 6

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