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I Am a Bad Person

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    I Do It Anyways

    I think the worst part about my bad behaviors is that I fully and completely understand what I need to do to prevent them and control them, yet, I make the same mistakes anyways. As much as I want to believe that I can stop them from continuing, the rational side of me knows that...
    LookingButNeverFound LookingButNeverFound 22-25 Jun 1, 2013

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    Two people have came to me today with "I want

    to die" and " I'm really depressed, sorry" I tried talking to the first one and she just isn't understanding but I think I might have got to her, I don't know. The second one sometimes acts like he doesn't care when I get depressed so I just said it's okay and we had a...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F Nov 21, 2014

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    I Am A Bad Person Because I Like It

    I am that guy you can't understand, but doesn't really affect your life; just another stranger; the classmate you don't know.I am graduating soon from college, I never had friends in school, only acquaintances in which I dominated to establish a certain security, some prestige if...
    reallyfuckedupbutokay reallyfuckedupbutokay 22-25 3 Responses Feb 5, 2011

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    On the out side, I'm

    that girl that everybody (well, most people) love and I'm so nice and *good* but on the inside I'm just... This horrible person who's done so many bad things; someone who can't be saved no matter how hard I fight for her.. And by far only one person has learned that and I'm...
    MissImaginaryy MissImaginaryy 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    Just Awful.

    I am a bad person. Not in the actions I do, but the way I am. I am a Horrible human being. Humans are sposed to live life knowing that they are going to accomplish something, and that others around them support them and love them. Humans strive, Humans love, humans feel, human...
    dearveronica dearveronica 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    I have done things that I'm not proud of ,

    I lots my virginity when I was 14. Started with drugs , drinking and smoking at the age of 20 , thanks to my brother . These habits never left me and it seems like a battle getting over them , but I like it. I like the feeling of bad , I've always loved it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    Bedeviled By A Disabled Kid

    Okay, Here is my confession.  I want to strangle my neighbor -- and/or her retarded kid.  There.  I said it.  Actually I wrote it.  It's now forever emblazoned, in print, on the internet.  I AM a bad person. When my neighbor 1st moved in, we went to visit.  Her retarded...
    Colormevibrant Colormevibrant 46-50, F 8 Responses Mar 16, 2011

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    I Think I Am A Bad Person.

    I am a 16 year old. For the past couple years of my life I have had fantasies about hurting, killing, or raping people. I know its wrong and I never have done it or tried to, I just get these urges to do it to some people. Some for reasons that I will explain and some for no...
    havicdog havicdog 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 25, 2013

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    I am not a nice person.

    I know that. I will admit that and I don't give a **** what you think of me. The way I see it, why be nice to people who aren't nice to you. Why should I listen to your problems when I don't care about anything you say. Now don't get me wrong, there are some people who can break...
    TheDemonsWithin TheDemonsWithin 13-15, M Mar 10

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    I am a bad person with a ****** personality

    and a bad attitude and all I do is push people away...
    bellsmarrie bellsmarrie 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2, 2014

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    When I Look In the Mior I Dont Like What I See.

    i'm a bad person. i dont like the the person i am i feel like i let my family dawn i have troubles ceeping a clean house some one turned us in one tim saying me and my husdand wasnt good parents i feel that way alout i fieel like i dont desirve to have a son and a husdand i think...
    halfpint halfpint 26-30, M 2 Responses May 3, 2007

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    my ex always said i was just like the others

    cold and heartless i don't even know what I did but apparently im just a monster or in their words demonic...... :(
    Anastas17 Anastas17 18-21, T 3 Responses Feb 2

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    I Hurt Her. . . . A Lot.

    I am seen by most as a good person that is willing to help others and want to do good in the community. I am intending to become a teacher and will graduate in the next six months to teach middle school math. I was dating this girl off and on but mostly on for three years until a...
    lipscoml13 lipscoml13 22-25 2 Responses Nov 19, 2012

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    I constantly think about being pummeled in the

    face, and how much better that would feel than this despondent feeling of being absolutely numb
    Jitterbug77 Jitterbug77 18-21, F Nov 17, 2014

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    Maybe I live in the past

    because the future sees nothing but misery
    gummball gummball 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 25

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    Ok, ever since i got problems with my back i

    have been a bad person/depressed from time to time. When i in my normal mood im happy,full of life, i exercise and im very peacefull with alot of energy! When im in that mood i usually search for new people to make new friends. Sounds kinda normal eh? Then i hit the bottom, i...
    mannenspeci mannenspeci 22-25, M May 12

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    I hurt people I am a manipulator The reason

    people get hurt around me is because I'm desperate I'm desperate for pleasure, for peace I've flirted with guys unintentionally because I enjoyed feeling love. When they realized this... They abuse me. But I deserve it. For what I did. I help those who are lesser than me...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 12

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    I hate myself. I resent people with joy in

    their lives. I drink too much. I cant stop myself. Sometimes I will wake up and see things I have destroyed in my house and I don't remember doing it. My child hid from me when I would drink and I would scream and yell for her to come out. I terrorized her. Then I finally...
    sinabet sinabet 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 17, 2014

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    i am not a nice person.

    most would say otherwise because i try to be nice, but im just not. i always have a plan in my head for how to hurt you as much as possible as quickly as possible, for everyone no matter how much i like or even love you i know just how to hurt you.
    lilhunters lilhunters 18-21, M Apr 25

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    I use to be a spoiled kid

    that would always get he wanted. I'd yell for no reason. I do not know why but i seemed to get irritated at every little thing. I spoke badly of everyone as if i didn't care about anyone. As revenge my brother and sister started treating me the same way. Mom still stick through...
    Holybum Holybum 13-15, T 2 Responses Apr 27

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    No Matter How You Look At It...

    ... i suck.I am a bad person.Actually i hate myself.I'm too selfish.I think just about my precious time.I'm too lazy and too unmotivated.A lot of times when i could help i just didn't.And i hate it.I screw everything i touch.I always fake my true feelings.I think that i don't...
    pro0ject pro0ject 26-30, F 9 Responses Jan 1, 2010

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    Okay, so I got back home today from college (I

    go to college from home) and my mother opened the door. Her eyes were swollen and red from crying. I had no idea what had happened at home. So I asked my little sister, and she said that my parents had had a fight and that my father had left home. I asked her details about the...
    aphoenix7777 aphoenix7777 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 17, 2014

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    I really am. I mean I haven't gone out with the

    sole purpose of committing genocide, but I'm not a good person. I'm selfish and wallow in my own misery and I'm not willing to try to help others to happiness. I tried. I tried being sweet and nice, but I'm just so sad and angry and want everyone else to leave me alone but they...
    JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe 16-17, F Mar 10, 2014

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    Fix Me If You Can.

    I'm not a bad person because of the things I've done, but because of the way I think.. God forgives murderers and prostitutes and thieves, but what can God do with people who won't stay faithful, with people who continue sinning after receiving His forgiveness? I know what it...
    prodigarl prodigarl 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    My choices haunt me at night.

    Every time someone tells me I am the sweetest, most gentle, loving person they have met it makes my stomach turn. It is so easy to act, but I am starting to slip up. Behind closed doors I hate myself. I only married because in reality I am learning, it was because I didn't want...
    CrashingComet CrashingComet 22-25 Jul 24, 2014

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    I don't understand where my malfunction lies

    actually... i continue to burn bridges, break hearts and cause tears. Everything from lies to using people I've done... The worst is that I am fully aware of all my mis-deeds even as I'm doing them. I have been called disappointing and disgusting or horrible for my actions. I...
    tainted167 tainted167 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 24

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    Life handed me lemons.

    I tried to make lemonade. Hit with a lemon truck. I tried to duck. Why does life suck? I look in the mirror. And see a stranger. Smile has been stolen. My eyes are swollen. Why get out of bed? I'd rather be dead. ********************************* I am a bad person...
    wtf4 wtf4 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 18, 2013

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    So we have this team activity in school

    where we basically play survivor (like the tv show) except with core academics. So we are allowed to form alliances and the first place winner gets 10 points on one of their final exams so my team is in second place and I already have made arrangements to take out the first...
    Nightfang109 Nightfang109 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 17, 2014

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    I'm beginning to realise more

    and more every day that I'm really not a good person. I play one for everyone else but when the chips are down I'm a liar, I'm unreliable, I'm a bad person. I play a martyr when I need to but it's not because I care, just because it's expected. I alienate people who are just...
    bunnyXbunny bunnyXbunny 26-30, M Apr 27

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    I have caused the events that

    now souround me. I know that now. I deserve nothing less. I am a bad person. I used to think there was no such thing as evil. That it was a construct of the human condition. I know now that it does exist that it is somewhat dependant on you actions karmic, Devine. I deserve...
    ohfunk ohfunk 26-30, M Apr 10

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    Faking Online Profile Identity

    i dont know what i was doing but i first decided to create a fake online profile on facebook. im a girl and i just want to know what it feels like to be an attractive boy. and it just progressed to the facebook account having thousand of friends. i got really disgusted as i was...
    sighingz sighingz 18-21 3 Responses Jul 13, 2013

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    A Part Of Me I Don't Understand

    I got reminded of a part of me I don't really like yesterday. I was at a Big Lot parking lot , when a man walked up. (Friendly type),  He ask me if I could spare a little change. I didn't have any to spare, but we talked for awhile. I told him I was staying at a homeless...
    kidkeith kidkeith 51-55, M 11 Responses May 17, 2011

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    I am a bad person because I hated my parents

    and hate my sisters and I have slowly over the years taken everything and left them all with nothing. I have no real emotions and every time I've ever cried in my life it has been fake. I watch soap operas all the time and can't feel anything real. I am very much over...
    heathercc heathercc 46-50 1 Response Dec 17, 2014

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    Are you a bad person?

    depends who you ask
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 23, 2014

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    ...and I Love It.

    I am a bad person because people mean nothing to me. I have no attachments to anyone therefore I do not care for anyone. Because I do not care I use and abuse others in order to attain my own selfish desires and I have to say I am quite content with that. Sometimes I play around...
    PerpetualAmbivalence PerpetualAmbivalence 22-25, F 18 Responses Mar 7, 2011

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    I believe i am genuinely a bad person.

    Am i proud of it? No but do i have the will to change it? No. I am a pathological liar, ever since i was a little girl. I do not lie to cause harm, but in the back of my mind i know that when that person finds out the truth it is going to be worst. I have boundaries on my lies...
    neptunemermaids neptunemermaids 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    I Know I Am, And I Won't Deny It.

    I am not a bad person other than the fact that I've really hurt someone. This wasn't intentional, yet I still feel responsible. Thinking back, I could've done something to prevent it but the fact that I hadn't, makes me a bad person. Yes, unintentional... but what excuse is there...
    Athru Athru 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    I'll Probably Always Be A Bad Person

    Recently I've been wondering if I'll always be a bad person, and think I will be. I have been in several relationships where I have cheated or at least been flirty and promiscuous without being intimate. Most of the time I cheated on these different people with the same person...
    amillionpeople amillionpeople 22-25 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    Yes.

    Yes I am a bad person. Very bad actually. Most who know me online and offline would most likely disagree, but I know who I am they don't. Even though I will probably come off as a sweet girl who genuinely cares for people I'm more than that. So much more and not all of that is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    i always stand on the negative side.

    i am always gossiping. im no good at keeping secrets. i have a veryvery insane temper. i am an introverted person. i feel so bad
    Regkid Regkid 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 9

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    DemonicallyPossessed DemonicallyPossessed 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2013

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    I manipulated my friends

    and the people around me. I wanted things and I used sympathy and guilt to get what I wanted. I got greedy and my well off friend proved that all I really wanted was to have his wealth. I even went as far as to tell him to incorporate me in his will. I'm a bad person. I want to...
    SylverCoyote SylverCoyote 18-21, M Dec 23, 2014

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    I destroyed Jack's Mac N Cheese.

    Heaven rain your wrath down upon me!
    twistedAndJaded twistedAndJaded 41-45, M 2 Responses Feb 15

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    Yes I am a bad person,

    for getting so jealous over my ex who's got a boyfriend, and here's me with my paranoia playing up everyday wondering what they're doing together and when she tells me all the stuff they do it's literally killing me slowly on the inside and it's so painful, **** thing is I...
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    Please forgive me...or don't.

    I don't sees eve forgiveness. I don't even deserve these bitter tears. I should just see my mouth shut so nothing bad will happen. I'm sorry. Sorry sorry sorry Everyone was content. They were laughing. Things were good. But they would have been better. I opened my mouth and...
    reapersweep reapersweep 18-21, F May 10

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    I always mess everything up with my selfishness.

    I told a secret I shouldn't have and now I've singlehandedly ruined the friendship between my best guy friend and his friend who likes me. Because of this, I've also ruined my relationships with them, as well as other who have now found out about it. Honestly, this is another...
    msvanille msvanille 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 25

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