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I Am a Bad Person

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    A Part Of Me I Don't Understand

    I got reminded of a part of me I don't really like yesterday. I was at a Big Lot parking lot , when a man walked up. (Friendly type),  He ask me if I could spare a little change. I didn't have any to spare, but we talked for awhile. I told him I was staying at a homeless...
    kidkeith kidkeith 51-55, M 11 Responses May 17, 2011

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    I Am A Bad Person Because I Like It

    I am that guy you can't understand, but doesn't really affect your life; just another stranger; the classmate you don't know.I am graduating soon from college, I never had friends in school, only acquaintances in which I dominated to establish a certain security, some prestige if...
    reallyfuckedupbutokay reallyfuckedupbutokay 22-25 3 Responses Feb 5, 2011

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    Im a lazy, aggressive,

    story-embellishing ******* who has cheap dreams, stressful days, a confusing life and also has autism (which ruined my life)
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jul 18

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    I Know I Am, And I Won't Deny It.

    I am not a bad person other than the fact that I've really hurt someone. This wasn't intentional, yet I still feel responsible. Thinking back, I could've done something to prevent it but the fact that I hadn't, makes me a bad person. Yes, unintentional... but what excuse is there...
    Athru Athru 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    Natural Failure

    I want to type this and dedicate it to my mom.. I know she'll never read it but thats fine.. Even if she did would she care? I doubt it.. Well.. Mom i know i said a mean joke but in my eyes it wasn't even mean.. and i didn't know it would make you so upset.. But when you talk...
    HeartAndWings HeartAndWings 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 1, 2013

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    So what happens is that people get close to me

    and depend on my friendship and I get fed up of them, I guess, after a while. I've had two really good friends in the past, one of them being probably the closest non-familial relationship I've ever had. I ended up hurting these two people because I decided that I did not want...
    sheclosedhereyes sheclosedhereyes 18-21, F Jun 24

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    Bedeviled By A Disabled Kid

    Okay, Here is my confession.  I want to strangle my neighbor -- and/or her retarded kid.  There.  I said it.  Actually I wrote it.  It's now forever emblazoned, in print, on the internet.  I AM a bad person. When my neighbor 1st moved in, we went to visit.  Her retarded...
    Colormevibrant Colormevibrant 46-50, F 7 Responses Mar 16, 2011

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    i am in the worst state i’ve ever been in,

    and i abhor the fact that i’ve become a lying, cheating scumbag. i’m turning into someone i hate, and it is not the me i have tried so hard to grow and cultivate over the years. I made a terrible decision. It was a moment of weakness, a time when i felt like i wanted to die...
    johnlx johnlx 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I constantly judge others

    and hate on other people if they are better than me at something. For example: I constantly criticize other bands in my local music scene mostly because I feel insecure about my own bands success. I worry that this will get out of hand and it will transition into my adult life...
    jamierhoden jamierhoden 16-17, M 4 Responses Jul 4

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    im not gd i was born into a family of people to

    which im very differnt and all through my life i have been differnt to people and it has been pointed out by my sister about 5 times, my bother and an aunt tht i am one also all my friends say im a bad person and many strangers have said it about me also the girl i loved found...
    greatbritain1707 greatbritain1707 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    I am such a bad person.

    I have done so many bad things in my life and I am still doing some of them till now and I'm afraid that it is only a matter of time before I go back to my other bad habits. I also hate that sometimes I feel so selfish and have bad intentions towards others, it's like I always...
    meme30 meme30 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    When Buddhist preaching talks about impermanence

    and to always contemplate the prospect of death always. I think about death in a suicide manner. Isn't it messed up?
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F Sep 9

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    ...and I Love It.

    I am a bad person because people mean nothing to me. I have no attachments to anyone therefore I do not care for anyone. Because I do not care I use and abuse others in order to attain my own selfish desires and I have to say I am quite content with that. Sometimes I play around...
    PerpetualAmbivalence PerpetualAmbivalence 22-25, F 19 Responses Mar 7, 2011

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    My mother just come over from her room to talk

    and I don't want to talk to her. I drove her away by concentrating on my mobile phone. It's rude I know, and this type of behavior is unacceptable. I start to doubt if I really love her, I used to be so certain so sure about the love I have for her. Now I'm not so sure... I...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    I'm feeling very guilty

    and have even shameful lately. When I was 13 years old, in 8th grade, I lost my virginity. Ever since then I never forgave myself for doing that and I never healed from all the hurt that person has caused me. I am now 15 years old. Everyone thinks of me as a good Christian girl...
    softballgirl99 softballgirl99 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    Not What I Thought

    So ... *sigh* .... so I had a friend who was 'infatuated' with me and decided that he'd tell me after going through the worst breakup ever. And for me it was just TOO soon. So I explained my situation, he made me feel he understood and then we weren't talking anymore. We'd see...
    LosingIt LosingIt 22-25, F 5 Responses May 16, 2008

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    I hate myself. I resent people with joy in

    their lives. I drink too much. I cant stop myself. Sometimes I will wake up and see things I have destroyed in my house and I don't remember doing it. My child hid from me when I would drink and I would scream and yell for her to come out. I terrorized her. Then I finally...
    sinabet sinabet 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    Storm

    You have been my best friend for the past 5 years and I'm sorry I didn't take you out and spend as much time with you as what I wanted to. You were the most compassionate friend I had. I loved you with all my heart and my life will be empty without you by my side. Im so sorry...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    To Answer Everyones First Question.

    Everyone keeps asking me about this so here it is. What makes me a bad person? I am a bad person because I seduce married men. I love the feeling of getting attention from men who have girlfriends or wives. It makes me feel wanted and better about myself. I go for the men...
    TonyaG1987 TonyaG1987 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2010

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    Life handed me lemons.

    I tried to make lemonade. Hit with a lemon truck. I tried to duck. Why does life suck? I look in the mirror. And see a stranger. Smile has been stolen. My eyes are swollen. Why get out of bed? I'd rather be dead. ********************************* I am a bad person...
    wtf4 wtf4 31-35, M Dec 18, 2013

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    This is a song I dedicate to those I find

    attractive who'd never give me a second glance lol... "Now I'll be glad when you die, you rascal you, uh-huh I'll be glad, oh I'll be tickled to death when you leave this earth it's true, oh yeah When you're lyin' down six feet deep, no more fried chicken will you eat I'll be...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    Well, I finally got my cousin to hate me.

    .. I enjoy self torture... But nothing as crude as physical torture for most part... I enjoy being in misery. It is the only state I feel most comfortable. I drive people I love away, through simple means... By making them afraid of me. And I just did that to my wonderful, funny...
    Arr762 Arr762 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 2

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    And I don't care at all anymore.

    Might as well enjoy life.
    NatashaRose NatashaRose 18-21, F 11 Responses Jun 13

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    I'm a super bad person.

    The person that everyone thought I was, wasn't. I'm so different when I'm at home and when I'm out with my friends. At home, I'm like a total monster. I scream at people, I threaten to kill. I know I'm bad but I don't know how. What should I do? I can't control myself. I feel...
    bernschia bernschia 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 8

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    My choices haunt me at night.

    Every time someone tells me I am the sweetest, most gentle, loving person they have met it makes my stomach turn. It is so easy to act, but I am starting to slip up. Behind closed doors I hate myself. I only married because in reality I am learning, it was because I didn't want...
    CrashingComet CrashingComet 22-25 Jul 24

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    I Do It Anyways

    I think the worst part about my bad behaviors is that I fully and completely understand what I need to do to prevent them and control them, yet, I make the same mistakes anyways. As much as I want to believe that I can stop them from continuing, the rational side of me knows that...
    LookingButNeverFound LookingButNeverFound 22-25 Jun 1, 2013

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    I am a really bad wife I yell

    and shout I get so mad at my husband sometimes I just wanna punch him in the face or leave him he knows what upsets me and he does them anyways he says that how you keep a marriage fun wtf dude seriously he's an ******* seriously
    shumey shumey 18-21, F Mar 21

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    I Hurt Her. . . . A Lot.

    I am seen by most as a good person that is willing to help others and want to do good in the community. I am intending to become a teacher and will graduate in the next six months to teach middle school math. I was dating this girl off and on but mostly on for three years until a...
    lipscoml13 lipscoml13 22-25 2 Responses Nov 19, 2012

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    Faking Online Profile Identity

    i dont know what i was doing but i first decided to create a fake online profile on facebook. im a girl and i just want to know what it feels like to be an attractive boy. and it just progressed to the facebook account having thousand of friends. i got really disgusted as i was...
    sighingz sighingz 18-21 3 Responses Jul 13, 2013

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    I Know I'm A Bad Person But I Want To Change.

    Everyone who knows me always describes me as a mean,bad, and snob person. Even those who don't know me well, have the same description on their first impression of me too. I don't understand why they always think of me like that perhaps they just don't like me at all. When i was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Aug 17, 2012

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    Bad Man

    I know I am a bad person. I used to be fine with it. But now I feel the emotions coming back. They flood my body. I used to do this kind of thing every day. I hate to think that I am feeling the consiquences now.... Everyone knows how terrible I am now...
    QuincyArcher QuincyArcher 22-25 6 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    If I can't find someone soon

    or a reason that motivates me enough to continue living I'll end it on my own terms. It's my fault for being a pathetic, lousy, lazy, depressing, negative, whining person. Or maybe I'll point a gun at a policeman and he'll have to kill me. It's be quite cool to go out like that...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 11

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    I just realise that I don't wanna spend my

    money on girls. Does anyone feel the same way with me?
    crazyperson444 crazyperson444 13-15, M Jun 26

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    Well at work that young dopey kid .

    I just to support him cause he is really dumb and I protect him so that no one could hurt him.I shout at anyone if they try to give him trouble.But today he did mistake and try to do compitition with me and called me slow.And his bad day start from today hahaha. For good people...
    Johnnystha Johnnystha 26-30, M Jul 16

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    Yes.

    Yes I am a bad person. Very bad actually. Most who know me online and offline would most likely disagree, but I know who I am they don't. Even though I will probably come off as a sweet girl who genuinely cares for people I'm more than that. So much more and not all of that is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    I Hurt the Ones I Love

    I hurt the people that I love without even knowing it.  I hate everything about myself when this happens.  I never intended to hurt anyone but it happens and I feel like such a beast, I work so hard to avoid hurting the people that I love but end up with...
    strawsandink strawsandink 18-21 4 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    DemonicallyPossessed DemonicallyPossessed 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2013

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    I can't do anything right.

    I suck at everything I do. I ruin things for everyone. I feel like there isn't even a point in living because I just destroy everything I'm apart of.
    thoughtfulstars thoughtfulstars 13-15, F 2 Responses May 1

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    No Matter How You Look At It...

    ... i suck.I am a bad person.Actually i hate myself.I'm too selfish.I think just about my precious time.I'm too lazy and too unmotivated.A lot of times when i could help i just didn't.And i hate it.I screw everything i touch.I always fake my true feelings.I think that i don't...
    pro0ject pro0ject 26-30, F 9 Responses Jan 1, 2010

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    Just Awful.

    I am a bad person. Not in the actions I do, but the way I am. I am a Horrible human being. Humans are sposed to live life knowing that they are going to accomplish something, and that others around them support them and love them. Humans strive, Humans love, humans feel, human...
    dearveronica dearveronica 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    I made people on the internet fall in love with.

    I did it because I wanted to feel loved and worthy. I pretended that i loved those people but I did not. I know I 'abused' people and I feel really bad for them now. It were all broken people. I pretended I loved them, they started loving me and I fellt good for a moment. When I...
    appelpeer appelpeer 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    toiletwater toiletwater 16-17, M Jul 3

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    I Think I Am A Bad Person.

    I am a 16 year old. For the past couple years of my life I have had fantasies about hurting, killing, or raping people. I know its wrong and I never have done it or tried to, I just get these urges to do it to some people. Some for reasons that I will explain and some for no...
    havicdog havicdog 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 25, 2013

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    I Joined This Group

    Just to tell you that none of you are bad people.All of us have love inside of us, and good hearted, right natured love.Now if you turn that love into hate and use it to harm other people, then you still are a good person with bad motives.It takes a lot to become a bad person and...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 23, 2011

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    I really am.. I felt

    so ashamed of my self the day I got caught smoking. I've been smoking for 3 years and never got caught but when I did I realized I brung two good people to go do my dirty **** with me. When we got caught even though there 18 & 17 they looked so scared and innocent and I just...
    iamj iamj 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 14

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    I realize now that I'm

    such a bad person, I never really thought about the way he felt. The whole time I've been a selfish brat, I didn't know I was hurting his feelings. I hate myself right now because it's the truth. I constantly pick out the bad things forgetting all the good things he's done for...
    Jazzylilys Jazzylilys 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 10

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    I have done things that I'm not proud of ,

    I lots my virginity when I was 14. Started with drugs , drinking and smoking at the age of 20 , thanks to my brother . These habits never left me and it seems like a battle getting over them , but I like it. I like the feeling of bad , I've always loved it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I've done bad things

    and having a hard time believing I am worthy of being loved.
    LauraLy3 LauraLy3 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 7

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    I'll start cutting sometime today I don't want

    to act like a pathetic clown here anymore. Scissors will be my friend, no longer my wrist but my stomach then no one can see it. It'll heal eventually or not I don't care. People make me want to do it and I hate myself for being so weak. I won't hate myself anymore I'll just...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 6

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    When I Look In the Mior I Dont Like What I See.

    i'm a bad person. i dont like the the person i am i feel like i let my family dawn i have troubles ceeping a clean house some one turned us in one tim saying me and my husdand wasnt good parents i feel that way alout i fieel like i dont desirve to have a son and a husdand i think...
    halfpint halfpint 26-30, M 2 Responses May 3, 2007

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    I'll Probably Always Be A Bad Person

    Recently I've been wondering if I'll always be a bad person, and think I will be. I have been in several relationships where I have cheated or at least been flirty and promiscuous without being intimate. Most of the time I cheated on these different people with the same person...
    amillionpeople amillionpeople 22-25 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    Fix Me If You Can.

    I'm not a bad person because of the things I've done, but because of the way I think.. God forgives murderers and prostitutes and thieves, but what can God do with people who won't stay faithful, with people who continue sinning after receiving His forgiveness? I know what it...
    prodigarl prodigarl 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    I'm not a very sensitive

    or caring person. I don't connect to children. I like being left alone.
    undercovermonroe undercovermonroe 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 25

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