I Am a Bad Person

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    I am a "bad person",

    as most of you like to qualify me. I make decisions based on reason instead of empathy. I put on a mask to hide my cold, apathetic self. I will hurt you with scalding truth, and use my words as knives. I don't really care much for the suffering of the world, or freedom of others...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 12, 2015

    I believe i am genuinely a bad person.

    Am i proud of it? No but do i have the will to change it? No. I am a pathological liar, ever since i was a little girl. I do not lie to cause harm, but in the back of my mind i know that when that person finds out the truth it is going to be worst. I have boundaries on my lies...
    neptunemermaids neptunemermaids
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 27, 2015

    Maybe I live in the past

    because the future sees nothing but misery
    gummball gummball
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 25, 2015

    I broke up with my boyfriend 20 days ago

    after months of being unhappy with him. Althought I wasn't happy I wanted to feel that way, so I kept ignoring my feelings and had a toxic on and off relationship for 3 months, struggling to stay happy. He knew I was in a horrible position and finally I broke it off and he said...
    lucyskywalker lucyskywalker
    18-21, F
    Jan 21

    On the out side, I'm

    that girl that everybody (well, most people) love and I'm so nice and *good* but on the inside I'm just... This horrible person who's done so many bad things; someone who can't be saved no matter how hard I fight for her.. And by far only one person has learned that and I'm...
    MissImaginaryy MissImaginaryy
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Dec 9, 2014

    Me and someone else found some interesting ****

    in the other person's room. Duuude, wtf..
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 25, 2015

    Please forgive me...or don't.

    I don't sees eve forgiveness. I don't even deserve these bitter tears. I should just see my mouth shut so nothing bad will happen. I'm sorry. Sorry sorry sorry Everyone was content. They were laughing. Things were good. But they would have been better. I opened my mouth and...
    reapersweep reapersweep
    22-25, F
    May 10, 2015

    My cousin dragged me along to her boyfriend's

    court case I never bothered to ask what for when we got there it was a rape case I had to sit there and listen to the details of the event I wanted to die right there and then tears were building up I fought as hard as I could finally the damn thing was postponed I got out of...
    00Broken00 00Broken00
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 10, 2015
    DemonicallyPossessed DemonicallyPossessed
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 29, 2013

    A Part Of Me I Don't Understand

    I got reminded of a part of me I don't really like yesterday. I was at a Big Lot parking lot , when a man walked up. (Friendly type),  He ask me if I could spare a little change. I didn't have any to spare, but we talked for awhile. I told him I was staying at a homeless...
    kidkeith kidkeith
    51-55, M
    10 Responses May 17, 2011

    And I don't care at all anymore.

    Might as well enjoy life.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    9 Responses Jun 13, 2014

    Ive done bad things before,

    hurt peopld and i hate myself for it. I have changed but my past haunts me
    Hgaood Hgaood
    16-17, M
    1 Response Aug 3, 2015

    Fix Me If You Can.

    I'm not a bad person because of the things I've done, but because of the way I think.. God forgives murderers and prostitutes and thieves, but what can God do with people who won't stay faithful, with people who continue sinning after receiving His forgiveness? I know what it...
    prodigarl prodigarl
    18-21, F
    10 Responses Apr 13, 2012

    I'm beyond bad I'm horrendous.

    I've struggled with heroin and painkillers on and off for years and I can honestly say I've done some bad **** to people. I can't tell you how many times I've scammed, lied to and deceived people. I'm surprised I'm not in jail for some of the stuff I have pulled off. Recently I...
    wasteofahumanbeing wasteofahumanbeing
    31-35, M
    1 Response Sep 1, 2015

    I'm a parasite. I use people

    and then throw them away when I don't need them anymore. Bad, bad, bad.
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 13, 2015

    Yes.

    Yes I am a bad person. Very bad actually. Most who know me online and offline would most likely disagree, but I know who I am they don't. Even though I will probably come off as a sweet girl who genuinely cares for people I'm more than that. So much more and not all of that is...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Mar 29, 2013
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 10, 2015

    Natural Failure

    I want to type this and dedicate it to my mom.. I know she'll never read it but thats fine.. Even if she did would she care? I doubt it.. Well.. Mom i know i said a mean joke but in my eyes it wasn't even mean.. and i didn't know it would make you so upset.. But when you talk...
    HeartAndWings HeartAndWings
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Mar 1, 2013

    Storm

    You have been my best friend for the past 5 years and I'm sorry I didn't take you out and spend as much time with you as what I wanted to. You were the most compassionate friend I had. I loved you with all my heart and my life will be empty without you by my side. Im so sorry...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 27, 2013

    Are you a bad person?

    depends who you ask
    Angelcum Angelcum
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Nov 23, 2014

    I'll Probably Always Be A Bad Person

    Recently I've been wondering if I'll always be a bad person, and think I will be. I have been in several relationships where I have cheated or at least been flirty and promiscuous without being intimate. Most of the time I cheated on these different people with the same person...
    amillionpeople amillionpeople
    22-25
    2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

    I am entirely self-serving,

    deeply manipulative and narcissistic.
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 23, 2015

    I'm beginning to realise more

    and more every day that I'm really not a good person. I play one for everyone else but when the chips are down I'm a liar, I'm unreliable, I'm a bad person. I play a martyr when I need to but it's not because I care, just because it's expected. I alienate people who are just...
    bunnyXbunny bunnyXbunny
    26-30, M
    Apr 27, 2015

    I have done things that I'm not proud of ,

    I lots my virginity when I was 14. Started with drugs , drinking and smoking at the age of 20 , thanks to my brother . These habits never left me and it seems like a battle getting over them , but I like it. I like the feeling of bad , I've always loved it.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 27, 2014

    When I Look In the Mior I Dont Like What I See.

    i'm a bad person. i dont like the the person i am i feel like i let my family dawn i have troubles ceeping a clean house some one turned us in one tim saying me and my husdand wasnt good parents i feel that way alout i fieel like i dont desirve to have a son and a husdand i think...
    halfpint halfpint
    26-30, M
    3 Responses May 3, 2007

    WAS a bad person. I'm trying very hard

    now every day to become better and better and be closer to God and be someone he could be proud of. When I was little, I discovered you could easily get people to do what you wanted if they liked you. So I would get everyone to like me by being silly and fun and charming and...
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 2, 2015

    I carelessly failed to mention

    that I hadn't gotten tested for stds in 2 people before I had sex for the first time with my current girlfriend. Now I finally got tested and I'm a scared lil *****.
    siprichodko siprichodko
    22-25, F
    Jun 19, 2015

    I always mess everything up with my selfishness.

    I told a secret I shouldn't have and now I've singlehandedly ruined the friendship between my best guy friend and his friend who likes me. Because of this, I've also ruined my relationships with them, as well as other who have now found out about it. Honestly, this is another...
    msvanille msvanille
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 25, 2015

    I have caused the events that

    now souround me. I know that now. I deserve nothing less. I am a bad person. I used to think there was no such thing as evil. That it was a construct of the human condition. I know now that it does exist that it is somewhat dependant on you actions karmic, Devine. I deserve...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 10, 2015

    My choices haunt me at night.

    Every time someone tells me I am the sweetest, most gentle, loving person they have met it makes my stomach turn. It is so easy to act, but I am starting to slip up. Behind closed doors I hate myself. I only married because in reality I am learning, it was because I didn't want...
    CrashingComet CrashingComet
    22-25
    Jul 24, 2014

    I Hurt Her. . . . A Lot.

    I am seen by most as a good person that is willing to help others and want to do good in the community. I am intending to become a teacher and will graduate in the next six months to teach middle school math. I was dating this girl off and on but mostly on for three years until a...
    lipscoml13 lipscoml13
    22-25
    2 Responses Nov 19, 2012

    I Do It Anyways

    I think the worst part about my bad behaviors is that I fully and completely understand what I need to do to prevent them and control them, yet, I make the same mistakes anyways. As much as I want to believe that I can stop them from continuing, the rational side of me knows that...
    LookingButNeverFound LookingButNeverFound
    22-25
    Jun 1, 2013

    i am not a nice person.

    most would say otherwise because i try to be nice, but im just not. i always have a plan in my head for how to hurt you as much as possible as quickly as possible, for everyone no matter how much i like or even love you i know just how to hurt you.
    lilhunters lilhunters
    18-21, M
    Apr 25, 2015

    Faking Online Profile Identity

    i dont know what i was doing but i first decided to create a fake online profile on facebook. im a girl and i just want to know what it feels like to be an attractive boy. and it just progressed to the facebook account having thousand of friends. i got really disgusted as i was...
    sighingz sighingz
    18-21
    3 Responses Jul 13, 2013

    I for the first time slept with someone else

    while in a relationship (admittedly a bad relationship) I did it with a friend who i have an agreement with whenever were single and both 'up for it' I dont know how I feel about it, we did something that I was new to but curious about and I did enjoy it. I know my 'boyfriend...
    hidingintheshaddows hidingintheshaddows
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 30, 2015
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster
    18-21, F
    Mar 4

    Bedeviled By A Disabled Kid

    Okay, Here is my confession.  I want to strangle my neighbor -- and/or her retarded kid.  There.  I said it.  Actually I wrote it.  It's now forever emblazoned, in print, on the internet.  I AM a bad person. When my neighbor 1st moved in, we went to visit.  Her retarded...
    Colormevibrant Colormevibrant
    46-50, F
    8 Responses Mar 16, 2011

    I Think this group should be named "I Was a Bad

    Person" Cause People Change, We all change ;)
    boom991 boom991
    18-21, M
    Dec 11, 2015

    I Joined This Group

    Just to tell you that none of you are bad people.All of us have love inside of us, and good hearted, right natured love.Now if you turn that love into hate and use it to harm other people, then you still are a good person with bad motives.It takes a lot to become a bad person and...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 23, 2011

    Ok, ever since i got problems with my back i

    have been a bad person/depressed from time to time. When i in my normal mood im happy,full of life, i exercise and im very peacefull with alot of energy! When im in that mood i usually search for new people to make new friends. Sounds kinda normal eh? Then i hit the bottom, i...
    mannenspeci mannenspeci
    22-25, M
    May 12, 2015

    To whosoever it may concern,

    I am a very bad person for hitting my parents. During my breakdowns I would mercilessly beat them because I was going insane. It's a heinous crime, I had beat them with objects and broken things. I was sick of my life and the fact that my parents were always fighting and...
    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 23

    I feel I am a bad person.

    I hate myself.
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 19, 2015

    Life handed me lemons.

    I tried to make lemonade. Hit with a lemon truck. I tried to duck. Why does life suck? I look in the mirror. And see a stranger. Smile has been stolen. My eyes are swollen. Why get out of bed? I'd rather be dead. ********************************* I am a bad person...
    wtf4 wtf4
    31-35, M
    1 Response Dec 18, 2013

    I seem to be obsessed with all things dark,

    funerals and graves... death.They make for eerie photography and wonderful poems, they truly make me wonder about life, don't humans just act so self important, politics, a great example, we think we're so important and serious. It's like watching a comedy show! In fact, that's...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 3, 2015

    I Know I Am, And I Won't Deny It.

    I am not a bad person other than the fact that I've really hurt someone. This wasn't intentional, yet I still feel responsible. Thinking back, I could've done something to prevent it but the fact that I hadn't, makes me a bad person. Yes, unintentional... but what excuse is there...
    Athru Athru
    26-30, M
    1 Response Sep 8, 2013

    Just Awful.

    I am a bad person. Not in the actions I do, but the way I am. I am a Horrible human being. Humans are sposed to live life knowing that they are going to accomplish something, and that others around them support them and love them. Humans strive, Humans love, humans feel, human...
    dearveronica dearveronica
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Nov 7, 2012

    I hate myself. I resent people with joy in

    their lives. I drink too much. I cant stop myself. Sometimes I will wake up and see things I have destroyed in my house and I don't remember doing it. My child hid from me when I would drink and I would scream and yell for her to come out. I terrorized her. Then I finally...
    sinabet sinabet
    41-45, F
    Apr 17, 2014

    Ive done something horrible.

    I dont deserve to be alive but i still am. Everything in my moral code goes against it. When my parents found out they couldnt believe i had done it. I am a bad person and im sorry
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 3, 2015

    I warn people not to take a liking to me ,

    even when they do I tell them to run because one day they'll wish they had never met me when the real me comes around .
    Iamalostcause Iamalostcause
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Aug 12, 2015

    i never thought i was a bad person

    until people started to complain. or maybe im just an *******
    sadcookiemonster sadcookiemonster
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 25, 2015

    I Think I Am A Bad Person.

    I am a 16 year old. For the past couple years of my life I have had fantasies about hurting, killing, or raping people. I know its wrong and I never have done it or tried to, I just get these urges to do it to some people. Some for reasons that I will explain and some for no...
    havicdog havicdog
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Sep 25, 2013

    I really am. I mean I haven't gone out with the

    sole purpose of committing genocide, but I'm not a good person. I'm selfish and wallow in my own misery and I'm not willing to try to help others to happiness. I tried. I tried being sweet and nice, but I'm just so sad and angry and want everyone else to leave me alone but they...
    JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe
    16-17, F
    Mar 10, 2014
    mblan11 mblan11
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 27, 2015

    I am a bad person. I am filled with anger

    and I take it on people. I am a back stabber. I lie and I am fake.
    darmansfield darmansfield
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jun 5, 2015

    No Matter How You Look At It...

    ... i suck.I am a bad person.Actually i hate myself.I'm too selfish.I think just about my precious time.I'm too lazy and too unmotivated.A lot of times when i could help i just didn't.And i hate it.I screw everything i touch.I always fake my true feelings.I think that i don't...
    pro0ject pro0ject
    26-30, F
    9 Responses Jan 1, 2010

    I Am A Bad Person Because I Like It

    I am that guy you can't understand, but doesn't really affect your life; just another stranger; the classmate you don't know.I am graduating soon from college, I never had friends in school, only acquaintances in which I dominated to establish a certain security, some prestige if...
    reallyfuckedupbutokay reallyfuckedupbutokay
    22-25
    3 Responses Feb 5, 2011

    I hurt people I am a manipulator The reason

    people get hurt around me is because I'm desperate I'm desperate for pleasure, for peace I've flirted with guys unintentionally because I enjoyed feeling love. When they realized this... They abuse me. But I deserve it. For what I did. I help those who are lesser than me...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 12, 2015
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