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I Am a Bad Person

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    Ugh I'm sick of myself,

    I hurt everyone around me and I don't want to do it but I do because of my stupid ****** ******* mental problems and the abuse I got for 7 years.. AAGH!
    RazorToMySkin RazorToMySkin 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 1

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    I constantly think about being pummeled in the

    face, and how much better that would feel than this despondent feeling of being absolutely numb
    Jitterbug77 Jitterbug77 18-21, F Nov 17

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    I Am A Bad Person Because I Like It

    I am that guy you can't understand, but doesn't really affect your life; just another stranger; the classmate you don't know.I am graduating soon from college, I never had friends in school, only acquaintances in which I dominated to establish a certain security, some prestige if...
    reallyfuckedupbutokay reallyfuckedupbutokay 22-25 3 Responses Feb 5, 2011

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    This is a song I dedicate to those I find

    attractive who'd never give me a second glance lol... "Now I'll be glad when you die, you rascal you, uh-huh I'll be glad, oh I'll be tickled to death when you leave this earth it's true, oh yeah When you're lyin' down six feet deep, no more fried chicken will you eat I'll be...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    And I don't care at all anymore.

    Might as well enjoy life.
    NatashaRose NatashaRose 18-21, F 12 Responses Jun 13

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    Just Awful.

    I am a bad person. Not in the actions I do, but the way I am. I am a Horrible human being. Humans are sposed to live life knowing that they are going to accomplish something, and that others around them support them and love them. Humans strive, Humans love, humans feel, human...
    dearveronica dearveronica 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    I am a bad person because I hated my parents

    and hate my sisters and I have slowly over the years taken everything and left them all with nothing. I have no real emotions and every time I've ever cried in my life it has been fake. I watch soap operas all the time and can't feel anything real. I am very much over...
    heathercc heathercc 46-50 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Natural Failure

    I want to type this and dedicate it to my mom.. I know she'll never read it but thats fine.. Even if she did would she care? I doubt it.. Well.. Mom i know i said a mean joke but in my eyes it wasn't even mean.. and i didn't know it would make you so upset.. But when you talk...
    HeartAndWings HeartAndWings 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 1, 2013

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    toiletwater toiletwater 16-17, M Jul 3

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    I'll Probably Always Be A Bad Person

    Recently I've been wondering if I'll always be a bad person, and think I will be. I have been in several relationships where I have cheated or at least been flirty and promiscuous without being intimate. Most of the time I cheated on these different people with the same person...
    amillionpeople amillionpeople 22-25 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I have lost my ability to trust

    or respect women. I no longer allow women into my real world life & act like a jerk to new women who try to friend me.
    Foenix Foenix 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 31

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    Life handed me lemons.

    I tried to make lemonade. Hit with a lemon truck. I tried to duck. Why does life suck? I look in the mirror. And see a stranger. Smile has been stolen. My eyes are swollen. Why get out of bed? I'd rather be dead. ********************************* I am a bad person...
    wtf4 wtf4 31-35, M Dec 18, 2013

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    I am very bad I've cheated on my wife,

    I give in to temptation and I have bad thoughts about others. There are some people who have wished me dead. I really don't deserve anything good.
    GhostlyDog GhostlyDog 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I Think I Am A Bad Person.

    I am a 16 year old. For the past couple years of my life I have had fantasies about hurting, killing, or raping people. I know its wrong and I never have done it or tried to, I just get these urges to do it to some people. Some for reasons that I will explain and some for no...
    havicdog havicdog 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 25, 2013

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    I'll start cutting sometime today I don't want

    to act like a pathetic clown here anymore. Scissors will be my friend, no longer my wrist but my stomach then no one can see it. It'll heal eventually or not I don't care. People make me want to do it and I hate myself for being so weak. I won't hate myself anymore I'll just...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 6

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    No Matter How You Look At It...

    ... i suck.I am a bad person.Actually i hate myself.I'm too selfish.I think just about my precious time.I'm too lazy and too unmotivated.A lot of times when i could help i just didn't.And i hate it.I screw everything i touch.I always fake my true feelings.I think that i don't...
    pro0ject pro0ject 26-30, F 9 Responses Jan 1, 2010

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    Well at work that young dopey kid .

    I just to support him cause he is really dumb and I protect him so that no one could hurt him.I shout at anyone if they try to give him trouble.But today he did mistake and try to do compitition with me and called me slow.And his bad day start from today hahaha. For good people...
    Johnnystha Johnnystha 26-30, M Jul 16

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    When Buddhist preaching talks about impermanence

    and to always contemplate the prospect of death always. I think about death in a suicide manner. Isn't it messed up?
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F Sep 9

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    When I Look In the Mior I Dont Like What I See.

    i'm a bad person. i dont like the the person i am i feel like i let my family dawn i have troubles ceeping a clean house some one turned us in one tim saying me and my husdand wasnt good parents i feel that way alout i fieel like i dont desirve to have a son and a husdand i think...
    halfpint halfpint 26-30, M 2 Responses May 3, 2007

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    A Part Of Me I Don't Understand

    I got reminded of a part of me I don't really like yesterday. I was at a Big Lot parking lot , when a man walked up. (Friendly type),  He ask me if I could spare a little change. I didn't have any to spare, but we talked for awhile. I told him I was staying at a homeless...
    kidkeith kidkeith 51-55, M 11 Responses May 17, 2011

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    I am a bad person. But not like other people.

    I'm quite friendly once you get to know me, although I'm extremely shy. I hate confrontations so I don't fight or argue. I don't mess with other people's lives. But there's this one thing about me that, if other people knew, would truly make me a monster in their eyes. And yet...
    Idyllust Idyllust 26-30, M Oct 18

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    My choices haunt me at night.

    Every time someone tells me I am the sweetest, most gentle, loving person they have met it makes my stomach turn. It is so easy to act, but I am starting to slip up. Behind closed doors I hate myself. I only married because in reality I am learning, it was because I didn't want...
    CrashingComet CrashingComet 22-25 Jul 24

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    Suu . Please , don't say sorry - ever .

    I was supposed to be the one who asked for apologies , not you. Please , just go away. I was supposed to be the one who asked you to stay , not you. Please . I have wronged you so much that I can't bring myself to say sorry . Because I know I will do it again like I always do...
    chanceux chanceux 16-17 Jul 31

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    I made people on the internet fall in love with.

    I did it because I wanted to feel loved and worthy. I pretended that i loved those people but I did not. I know I 'abused' people and I feel really bad for them now. It were all broken people. I pretended I loved them, they started loving me and I fellt good for a moment. When I...
    appelpeer appelpeer 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    Faking Online Profile Identity

    i dont know what i was doing but i first decided to create a fake online profile on facebook. im a girl and i just want to know what it feels like to be an attractive boy. and it just progressed to the facebook account having thousand of friends. i got really disgusted as i was...
    sighingz sighingz 18-21 3 Responses Jul 13, 2013

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    Two people have came to me today with "I want

    to die" and " I'm really depressed, sorry" I tried talking to the first one and she just isn't understanding but I think I might have got to her, I don't know. The second one sometimes acts like he doesn't care when I get depressed so I just said it's okay and we had a...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    I just realise that I don't wanna spend my

    money on girls. Does anyone feel the same way with me?
    crazyperson444 crazyperson444 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 26

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    Are you a bad person?

    depends who you ask
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 23

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    Yes.

    Yes I am a bad person. Very bad actually. Most who know me online and offline would most likely disagree, but I know who I am they don't. Even though I will probably come off as a sweet girl who genuinely cares for people I'm more than that. So much more and not all of that is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    I Hurt Her. . . . A Lot.

    I am seen by most as a good person that is willing to help others and want to do good in the community. I am intending to become a teacher and will graduate in the next six months to teach middle school math. I was dating this girl off and on but mostly on for three years until a...
    lipscoml13 lipscoml13 22-25 2 Responses Nov 19, 2012

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    Well, I finally got my cousin to hate me.

    .. I enjoy self torture... But nothing as crude as physical torture for most part... I enjoy being in misery. It is the only state I feel most comfortable. I drive people I love away, through simple means... By making them afraid of me. And I just did that to my wonderful, funny...
    Arr762 Arr762 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 2

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    I really am. I mean I haven't gone out with the

    sole purpose of committing genocide, but I'm not a good person. I'm selfish and wallow in my own misery and I'm not willing to try to help others to happiness. I tried. I tried being sweet and nice, but I'm just so sad and angry and want everyone else to leave me alone but they...
    JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe 16-17, F Mar 10

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    I constantly judge others

    and hate on other people if they are better than me at something. For example: I constantly criticize other bands in my local music scene mostly because I feel insecure about my own bands success. I worry that this will get out of hand and it will transition into my adult life...
    jamierhoden jamierhoden 16-17, M 4 Responses Jul 4

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    I try to be a good person

    but I'm so bad at it. I am naturally angry/grouchy. It's nearly impossible for me to be a good person. Now as Zuko would say: Why am I so bad at being good?!?
    InvaderGashloog InvaderGashloog 70+, F 1 Response Oct 19

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    I want to bring someone

    as low as I can. I want to ruin her life like she ruined mine. and all she did was exist. I hate how she gets exactly what she wants and doesn't have to work for it like I do. and I hate how everyone loves her but forgets about me. I got on some of her pictures and commented...
    battlefighter battlefighter 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    Storm

    You have been my best friend for the past 5 years and I'm sorry I didn't take you out and spend as much time with you as what I wanted to. You were the most compassionate friend I had. I loved you with all my heart and my life will be empty without you by my side. Im so sorry...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    I have done things that I'm not proud of ,

    I lots my virginity when I was 14. Started with drugs , drinking and smoking at the age of 20 , thanks to my brother . These habits never left me and it seems like a battle getting over them , but I like it. I like the feeling of bad , I've always loved it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 27

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    DemonicallyPossessed DemonicallyPossessed 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2013

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    On the out side, I'm

    that girl that everybody (well, most people) love and I'm so nice and *good* but on the inside I'm just... This horrible person who's done so many bad things; someone who can't be saved no matter how hard I fight for her.. And by far only one person has learned that and I'm...
    MissGorgeous MissGorgeous 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    Okay, so I got back home today from college (I

    go to college from home) and my mother opened the door. Her eyes were swollen and red from crying. I had no idea what had happened at home. So I asked my little sister, and she said that my parents had had a fight and that my father had left home. I asked her details about the...
    aphoenix7777 aphoenix7777 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Fix Me If You Can.

    I'm not a bad person because of the things I've done, but because of the way I think.. God forgives murderers and prostitutes and thieves, but what can God do with people who won't stay faithful, with people who continue sinning after receiving His forgiveness? I know what it...
    prodigarl prodigarl 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    I hate myself. I resent people with joy in

    their lives. I drink too much. I cant stop myself. Sometimes I will wake up and see things I have destroyed in my house and I don't remember doing it. My child hid from me when I would drink and I would scream and yell for her to come out. I terrorized her. Then I finally...
    sinabet sinabet 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    Bad Man

    I know I am a bad person. I used to be fine with it. But now I feel the emotions coming back. They flood my body. I used to do this kind of thing every day. I hate to think that I am feeling the consiquences now.... Everyone knows how terrible I am now...
    QuincyArcher QuincyArcher 22-25 6 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    So we have this team activity in school

    where we basically play survivor (like the tv show) except with core academics. So we are allowed to form alliances and the first place winner gets 10 points on one of their final exams so my team is in second place and I already have made arrangements to take out the first...
    Nightfang109 Nightfang109 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've done bad things

    and having a hard time believing I am worthy of being loved.
    LauraLy3 LauraLy3 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 7

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    I Know I Am, And I Won't Deny It.

    I am not a bad person other than the fact that I've really hurt someone. This wasn't intentional, yet I still feel responsible. Thinking back, I could've done something to prevent it but the fact that I hadn't, makes me a bad person. Yes, unintentional... but what excuse is there...
    Athru Athru 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    Bedeviled By A Disabled Kid

    Okay, Here is my confession.  I want to strangle my neighbor -- and/or her retarded kid.  There.  I said it.  Actually I wrote it.  It's now forever emblazoned, in print, on the internet.  I AM a bad person. When my neighbor 1st moved in, we went to visit.  Her retarded...
    Colormevibrant Colormevibrant 46-50, F 7 Responses Mar 16, 2011

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    People tell me I'm not bad.

    I try to warn them but they never listen. I hide it naturally my mean behavior. Plus I don't socialize much since I'm homeschooled and iv currently stopped talking to my last two friends. Iv watched my mom cry in front of me many times and iv never comforted her. I even laughed...
    chaoshead chaoshead 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 11

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    My mother just come over from her room to talk

    and I don't want to talk to her. I drove her away by concentrating on my mobile phone. It's rude I know, and this type of behavior is unacceptable. I start to doubt if I really love her, I used to be so certain so sure about the love I have for her. Now I'm not so sure... I...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    I Do It Anyways

    I think the worst part about my bad behaviors is that I fully and completely understand what I need to do to prevent them and control them, yet, I make the same mistakes anyways. As much as I want to believe that I can stop them from continuing, the rational side of me knows that...
    LookingButNeverFound LookingButNeverFound 22-25 Jun 1, 2013

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    Phew. You know. I cannot help myself doing

    foolish stuffs eventhough im already a Christian. Or to think foolish things. Am i being bad? Its quite hard to tell. Since we're already saved of our sins. Maybe it will take time.. Or maybe, im just too young. :p for some serious stuffs. Anyways.. It's me! :D or isnt it me...
    blitzkrieg7 blitzkrieg7 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    I Joined This Group

    Just to tell you that none of you are bad people.All of us have love inside of us, and good hearted, right natured love.Now if you turn that love into hate and use it to harm other people, then you still are a good person with bad motives.It ta