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I Am a Bad Person

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    I'm a super bad person.

    The person that everyone thought I was, wasn't. I'm so different when I'm at home and when I'm out with my friends. At home, I'm like a total monster. I scream at people, I threaten to kill. I know I'm bad but I don't know how. What should I do? I can't control myself. I feel...
    bernschia bernschia 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 8

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    ...and I Love It.

    I am a bad person because people mean nothing to me. I have no attachments to anyone therefore I do not care for anyone. Because I do not care I use and abuse others in order to attain my own selfish desires and I have to say I am quite content with that. Sometimes I play around...
    PerpetualAmbivalence PerpetualAmbivalence 22-25, F 18 Responses Mar 7, 2011

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    I abandoned my friend

    when she was battling anorexia because i was too busy trying to be popular ...
    taraj96 taraj96 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I Know I Am

    I know I am a bad person. I don't really need it pointed out by the people in my life. Everyone makes mistakes and some of mine have been real doozies. I do and say horrible horrible things. Not sure if it's some kind of defense mechanism, or if at my core I ...
    WolfSong WolfSong 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 8, 2009

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    I hate myself. I resent people with joy in

    their lives. I drink too much. I cant stop myself. Sometimes I will wake up and see things I have destroyed in my house and I don't remember doing it. My child hid from me when I would drink and I would scream and yell for her to come out. I terrorized her. Then I finally...
    sinabet sinabet 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Just Awful.

    I am a bad person. Not in the actions I do, but the way I am. I am a Horrible human being. Humans are sposed to live life knowing that they are going to accomplish something, and that others around them support them and love them. Humans strive, Humans love, humans feel, human...
    dearveronica dearveronica 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    im not gd i was born into a family of people to

    which im very differnt and all through my life i have been differnt to people and it has been pointed out by my sister about 5 times, my bother and an aunt tht i am one also all my friends say im a bad person and many strangers have said it about me also the girl i loved found...
    greatbritain1 greatbritain1 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    Storm

    You have been my best friend for the past 5 years and I'm sorry I didn't take you out and spend as much time with you as what I wanted to. You were the most compassionate friend I had. I loved you with all my heart and my life will be empty without you by my side. Im so sorry...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    im so so sorry. i hurt the person i love.

    i should just hang myself right now .theres no way he'll every forgive me. IM SOOO SORRY
    doomkitty9 doomkitty9 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    i am in the worst state i’ve ever been in,

    and i abhor the fact that i’ve become a lying, cheating scumbag. i’m turning into someone i hate, and it is not the me i have tried so hard to grow and cultivate over the years. I made a terrible decision. It was a moment of weakness, a time when i felt like i wanted to die...
    johnlx johnlx 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    Not What I Thought

    So ... *sigh* .... so I had a friend who was 'infatuated' with me and decided that he'd tell me after going through the worst breakup ever. And for me it was just TOO soon. So I explained my situation, he made me feel he understood and then we weren't talking anymore. We'd see...
    LosingIt LosingIt 22-25, F 5 Responses May 16, 2008

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    Oh God! I Am A Crappy Friend!

    So, I have a friend who I love dearly. She had a friends with benefits thing with this guy for a while. She fell in love, he didn't. They're still friends, but without the benefits. 6 months on and she's still not over him and holding out hope that they'll end up together. The...
    traitor13 traitor13 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2013

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    Sometimes I feel remorse,

    other times I don't. I remember dwelling upon a bad situation once and felt remorse for not doing a certain action... But I got over it relatively quickly.
    Phantomhummingbird Phantomhummingbird 13-15, F Feb 23

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    To Answer Everyones First Question.

    Everyone keeps asking me about this so here it is. What makes me a bad person? I am a bad person because I seduce married men. I love the feeling of getting attention from men who have girlfriends or wives. It makes me feel wanted and better about myself. I go for the men...
    TonyaG1987 TonyaG1987 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2010

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    I am a pretty screwed up person.

    Extremely in fact. I'm a decent enough person on the surface. I try to help people, I like to make them laugh, I'm compassionate, slow to anger, quick to forgive. But underneath the smiling kindly exterior,there lives a vicious sadist. I like to think about hurting people...
    Shittyandbroken Shittyandbroken 18-21 1 Response Mar 1

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    No Matter How You Look At It...

    ... i suck.I am a bad person.Actually i hate myself.I'm too selfish.I think just about my precious time.I'm too lazy and too unmotivated.A lot of times when i could help i just didn't.And i hate it.I screw everything i touch.I always fake my true feelings.I think that i don't...
    pro0ject pro0ject 26-30, F 9 Responses Jan 1, 2010

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    I Do It Anyways

    I think the worst part about my bad behaviors is that I fully and completely understand what I need to do to prevent them and control them, yet, I make the same mistakes anyways. As much as I want to believe that I can stop them from continuing, the rational side of me knows that...
    LookingButNeverFound LookingButNeverFound 22-25 Jun 1, 2013

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    I Hurt the Ones I Love

    I hurt the people that I love without even knowing it.  I hate everything about myself when this happens.  I never intended to hurt anyone but it happens and I feel like such a beast, I work so hard to avoid hurting the people that I love but end up with...
    strawsandink strawsandink 18-21 4 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    Faking Online Profile Identity

    i dont know what i was doing but i first decided to create a fake online profile on facebook. im a girl and i just want to know what it feels like to be an attractive boy. and it just progressed to the facebook account having thousand of friends. i got really disgusted as i was...
    sighingz sighingz 18-21 3 Responses Jul 13, 2013

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    I am a really bad wife I yell

    and shout I get so mad at my husband sometimes I just wanna punch him in the face or leave him he knows what upsets me and he does them anyways he says that how you keep a marriage fun wtf dude seriously he's an ******* seriously
    shumey shumey 18-21, F Mar 21

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    I Tried To Do Something Wrong, And Thank God It Didn't Happened. And I M Afraid Of The Future.

    I tried to take advantage of someone who opened up to me. It didn't went through but i feel terrible that i thought like this or my actions are so cheap. I wish it never happened. I don't want to be this person but i don't think next time this type of opportunity comes i will...
    anurag115 anurag115 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 12, 2013

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    Fix Me If You Can.

    I'm not a bad person because of the things I've done, but because of the way I think.. God forgives murderers and prostitutes and thieves, but what can God do with people who won't stay faithful, with people who continue sinning after receiving His forgiveness? I know what it...
    prodigarl prodigarl 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    When I Look In the Mior I Dont Like What I See.

    i'm a bad person. i dont like the the person i am i feel like i let my family dawn i have troubles ceeping a clean house some one turned us in one tim saying me and my husdand wasnt good parents i feel that way alout i fieel like i dont desirve to have a son and a husdand i think...
    halfpint halfpint 26-30, M 2 Responses May 3, 2007

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    Bad Man

    I know I am a bad person. I used to be fine with it. But now I feel the emotions coming back. They flood my body. I used to do this kind of thing every day. I hate to think that I am feeling the consiquences now.... Everyone knows how terrible I am now...
    QuincyArcher QuincyArcher 22-25 6 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    I can't stop thinking

    that I'm just a bad person. It's like I love to help people but I always do the opposite. I can't stand it.
    girlgirlgirl0123 girlgirlgirl0123 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    Yes I'm

    If I think about everyone been in my life and left me they consider me as a bad person. Learning too most stories people would read about me would consider me as a bad person.
    ChillyWilly82 ChillyWilly82 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 24, 2013

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    Natural Failure

    I want to type this and dedicate it to my mom.. I know she'll never read it but thats fine.. Even if she did would she care? I doubt it.. Well.. Mom i know i said a mean joke but in my eyes it wasn't even mean.. and i didn't know it would make you so upset.. But when you talk...
    HeartAndWings HeartAndWings 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 1, 2013

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    I Hurt Her. . . . A Lot.

    I am seen by most as a good person that is willing to help others and want to do good in the community. I am intending to become a teacher and will graduate in the next six months to teach middle school math. I was dating this girl off and on but mostly on for three years until a...
    lipscoml13 lipscoml13 22-25 2 Responses Nov 19, 2012

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    Wow... I really am. For years my husband has

    asked me to do things, some crazy some easy. I did a few things to appease him, but most I said no because I didn't want to do them. I realize that the little things like dying my hair blonde or wearing sexy outfits really wouldn't have hurt anything. The things I did do...
    Dimples99 Dimples99 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    I have done things that I'm not proud of ,

    I lots my virginity when I was 14. Started with drugs , drinking and smoking at the age of 20 , thanks to my brother . These habits never left me and it seems like a battle getting over them , but I like it. I like the feeling of bad , I've always loved it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I'll Probably Always Be A Bad Person

    Recently I've been wondering if I'll always be a bad person, and think I will be. I have been in several relationships where I have cheated or at least been flirty and promiscuous without being intimate. Most of the time I cheated on these different people with the same person...
    amillionpeople amillionpeople 18-21 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    Bedeviled By A Disabled Kid

    Okay, Here is my confession.  I want to strangle my neighbor -- and/or her retarded kid.  There.  I said it.  Actually I wrote it.  It's now forever emblazoned, in print, on the internet.  I AM a bad person. When my neighbor 1st moved in, we went to visit.  Her retarded...
    Colormevibrant Colormevibrant 46-50, F 7 Responses Mar 16, 2011

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    I Think I Am A Bad Person.

    I am a 16 year old. For the past couple years of my life I have had fantasies about hurting, killing, or raping people. I know its wrong and I never have done it or tried to, I just get these urges to do it to some people. Some for reasons that I will explain and some for no...
    havicdog havicdog 13-15, M 3 Responses Sep 25, 2013

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    DemonicallyPossessed DemonicallyPossessed 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2013

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    Im Being Bad. On Purpose

    Yesterday I was nice. I was sick and I let people be nice. I wasn't mean. My mistake. Terrible terrible mistake. I be nice and let people around me and they get to nice. They get to mushy. That's why I have to be mean and by myself. So they won't do that. Today I've been mean. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 24, 2013

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    Stay Away Please..

    Don't let me do this to you again,Please just shut down,Close your heart of to me,Don't let me in again,All i do i cause you pain,I am not the same person,My love is not the same,I am a closed person,Don't you see this,Please just stay away,I cannot hurt you that way! x
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 2, 2013

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    I never felt anything.

    No one can understand that
    AshtonJeanius AshtonJeanius 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 1

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    I really am. I mean I haven't gone out with the

    sole purpose of committing genocide, but I'm not a good person. I'm selfish and wallow in my own misery and I'm not willing to try to help others to happiness. I tried. I tried being sweet and nice, but I'm just so sad and angry and want everyone else to leave me alone but they...
    JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe 16-17, F Mar 10

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    I Know I Am, And I Won't Deny It.

    I am not a bad person other than the fact that I've really hurt someone. This wasn't intentional, yet I still feel responsible. Thinking back, I could've done something to prevent it but the fact that I hadn't, makes me a bad person. Yes, unintentional... but what excuse is there...
    Athru Athru 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    In middle school I stole everything I could get

    my hands on that I wanted. Why not? I never got caught but by half way through eighth grade I stopped. I don't remember why, I just did. When I was four/five I pushed my 2/3yr brother head first off the bed and said he fell. I've physically hurt other even without a proper...
    brokenkailyn brokenkailyn 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2013

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    I Know I'm A Bad Person But I Want To Change.

    Everyone who knows me always describes me as a mean,bad, and snob person. Even those who don't know me well, have the same description on their first impression of me too. I don't understand why they always think of me like that perhaps they just don't like me at all. When i was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 17, 2012

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    Basically, I've cheated in my past relationship

    with a guy I was infactuated with (while messing around with his friends as well), & I'm cheating on my current boyfriend with the brother of another guy I used to mess with. To add to that, I'm messing around with my ex while in my current relationship.. & On top of that, the...
    FakingTheReal FakingTheReal 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    I started lying to people on the internet

    when I was 13. That was 11 years ago. I told a lot of lies, some of them small, but a lot of them very big. I hurt a lot of people. 5 years ago I came clean. I told the truth. I lost a lot of friends. 5 years later and I still feel like there is nothing I will ever be able to...
    liberty53000 liberty53000 22-25 1 Response Feb 19

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    I'm feeling very guilty

    and have even shameful lately. When I was 13 years old, in 8th grade, I lost my virginity. Ever since then I never forgave myself for doing that and I never healed from all the hurt that person has caused me. I am now 15 years old. Everyone thinks of me as a good Christian girl...
    softballgirl99 softballgirl99 13-15, F Mar 25

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    "I'm sorry, this child is not normal.

    " I cried. I was a child back then. I begged. To God. I had God once. He'd protect us, love us. I said. "Kill me." I couldn't be a girl my family wanted, my friends wanted, the goverment wanted or you wanted. I said. I can't. I said I'm sorry. Because whenever I get the knife, I...
    llilith llilith 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    Yes.

    Yes I am a bad person. Very bad actually. Most who know me online and offline would most likely disagree, but I know who I am they don't. Even though I will probably come off as a sweet girl who genuinely cares for people I'm more than that. So much more and not all of that is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    A Part Of Me I Don't Understand

    I got reminded of a part of me I don't really like yesterday. I was at a Big Lot parking lot , when a man walked up. (Friendly type),  He ask me if I could spare a little change. I didn't have any to spare, but we talked for awhile. I told him I was staying at a homeless...
    kidkeith kidkeith 51-55, M 11 Responses May 17, 2011

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    Insult To Injury

    I feel I am a bad person because yesterday i found out that my sworn enemy, whom i hate, had his dog killed in an accident, and i laughed at him. I didn't laugh at the dog's death; i actually liked his dog, but it was the fact that he was so hurt by it that made me laugh. He was...
    theJudged06 theJudged06 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 13, 2009

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    Life handed me lemons.

    I tried to make lemonade. Hit with a lemon truck. I tried to duck. Why does life suck? I look in the mirror. And see a stranger. Smile has been stolen. My eyes are swollen. Why get out of bed? I'd rather be dead. ********************************* I am a bad person...
    wtf4 wtf4 31-35, M Dec 18, 2013

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    I Joined This Group

    Just to tell you that none of you are bad people.All of us have love inside of us, and good hearted, right natured love.Now if you turn that love into hate and use it to harm other people, then you still are a good person with bad motives.It takes a lot to become a bad person and...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 23, 2011

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    I Am A Bad Person Because I Like It

    I am that guy you can't understand, but doesn't really affect your life; just another stranger; the classmate you don't know.I am graduating soon from college, I never had friends in school, only acquaintances in which I dominated to establish a certain security, some prestige if...
    reallyfuckedupbutokay reallyfuckedupbutokay 22-25 3 Responses Feb 5, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    My life has been a constant battle in so many ways and i feel i will always have to battle to keep as stable as i can and to stay away from toxic people. I don't hate people that...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    :( ;( friday 21st march........sun shone brightly and day started,had a list of chores to do......my lazziness and ignorance to work proved a real blame n taunt fr me.... why s it...
    Mughee Mughee 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 21

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    I always thought that i was a normal person but i have found out that i am not. I convinced myself of that not because I got enough smart to know it but because sooner or later...
    Verrycocktail Verrycocktail 22-25, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I am, a bad liar. First because on important things, out of "I'm fine", to people you don't even know, or people you don't want to be worried, or, independence, and above all, self...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    the thing that i want the most is wht cuts me everytime soo sad to be soo smart, but always fall for the line knew it was wrong, but still tried to make it right so i ended up...
    braveenoughto braveenoughto 31-35, F 6 hrs ago

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