I Am a Bit Sad

Just a wee bit... 51 People

    Moments In Time

     There are moments when I think I might be alright. Times when life seems happy, almost bare able and liveable,but it's not tonight. I love him....and no matter how much I do to live without him, he is there, now and for always. It makes me sad. 
    theredlady theredlady
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Aug 5, 2009
    Lyra1001 Lyra1001
    26-30, F
    Aug 25, 2014

    Just Another Reason to Cry.

    Well, now it's come to this again. My one and only sister-in-law, my last living connection to my husband(aside from my kids), is in the hospital. She has been there many times, as she is morbidly obese, smokes, drinks and suffers from chronic pnuemonia. This time her heart...
    theredlady theredlady
    41-45, F
    18 Responses Aug 15, 2009

    Some days it happens.

    Memories come to my mind and my heart hurts deeply. Some other days... Some other days you are a cloud, so far and yet so visible in my mind.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 16, 2015

    I Just Cried

     I went outside last night to sit and talk to my star. Yes, I have a star picked out that I talk to when I feel sad. I have no one else to tell my deepest secrets to anymore so I tell the star. It wasn't out there last night, though. i was feeling so all alone and needed to...
    theredlady theredlady
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Sep 10, 2009

    School

    I come home from school, do homework, read/write, go to bed, then cry, silently. I am sick of being bullied, called names, and living as a nerd. I am sick of it. And then you. You better not be on here because you, my ex-best friend has started to bully me to impress his friends...
    BigDreamer1 BigDreamer1
    16-17
    1 Response Jun 4, 2013

    Hang My Head

    I close the door and turn the sign. Lock the door and sit in my chair and hang my head. It's not been a good day. Hell, the week was worse. I put my head in my hands and just start crying. Loud, hard and uncontrolled. No one is here to see me, no one to care. It's okay. I wouldn...
    theredlady theredlady
    41-45, F
    11 Responses Nov 6, 2009

    All Good Things Must Evenutally Come to An End...

    All good thing that come in our life, at one point has to end, Sadly this is an end of a good....or at least, somewhat good weekend. I just got the phone call that my parents are on their way home. So now Brian and our weekend together is over. While it was a good weekend, and I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 5, 2009

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    I am a sadist, dom, dd (daddy dom), and master,
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