I feel horrible. I woke up feeling a horrible because guilt came sinking into my mind. I hate that fact I like girls. I hate the fact that I have to go through this. I hate the fact I'm not feminine enough and I try my hardest to change my posture. the way I walk and talk to...
It got to the point where I don't care. .
I don't feel guilty.
That's horrible on my part!
I know it's wrong.
I don't know why I still do it?
I feel if I just watch just watch more,
maybe, just maybe, I will get tired,
and these feelings will go away...