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I Am a Closet Crossdresser

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 846 People

    Confused What To Do.

    I'm a 21 year old guy who has had a fetish for tights and high heels since 13 which then turned towards cross dressing and androgyny. When I was younger and home alone I would wear my Mums boots and play around with makeup. As I got older my shoe size was too big to wear them...
    Hexperience Hexperience
    1 Response Jan 30, 2013

    When I Was A Sister

    My big sister and her friends used to dress me as a girl when I was little, When I was 11 I started putting on her underwear while she was out. Then when she left home i tried my mom's clothes when she was at work. After I began having girlfriends I wanted to stop but it was too...
    claudine82 claudine82
    Nov 20, 2012

    No One Knows

    I have been playing dress up for a long time, but only when I am sure not to get caught. I know my wife would never accept it, so she has no idea. I would love to meet another crossdresser to play dress up with. I just want to let the woman in me out so bad.
    iwannabeacumslut iwannabeacumslut
    51-55, M
    5 Responses Jul 26, 2011

    Only Partially In The Closet

    With the exception of my wife, I am still fully in the closet. With her I am usually fully dressed as a female. A common evening will find me in hose and heels, while she is in something decidedly more casual. She will take one look at my "Donna Reed" like outfit and give a...
    cdsubalice cdsubalice
    56-60, M
    4 Responses Sep 18, 2013

    I Love To Fully Dress

    as long as i can remember i loved to wear sheer to the waist pantyhose preferably nude and taupe i love skirts,bras, panties.and everything else that has to do with being a woman
    christina56 christina56
    Oct 14, 2013

    Will A Cd Be Able To Mix With Tg/ts Scene?

    Many years ago, I was on a business trip to New Orleans and a group of 4 of us guys went out barhopping. We went into this bar where there were the most gorgeous women! In talking to the bartender, we soon realized that we were in a TG bar and that there was only one GG in the...
    DonnaSue10 DonnaSue10
    66-70, M
    1 Response Nov 10, 2011

    Since I love to dress up en femme

    and rarely get the opportunity to do so (my wife knows but does not support his activity), I go to professionals to assist me in this regard. The big dilemma for me is whether to simply go to a crossdressing service where I will be dressed and madeup by a professional CD...
    DonnaSue10 DonnaSue10
    66-70, M
    Apr 21, 2014

    Looking Forward To An "out Of The Closet Vacation"

    I've been crossdressing all my life, but have been very reluctant to go out fully en femme as I don't feel that I present a very good femme presence. I'm a very large guy and you just can't hide certain male features. Anyway, my wife is going out of the country for a month in...
    DonnaSue10 DonnaSue10
    66-70, M
    Sep 27, 2011

    Wife Knows

    Several years ago, I was caught in my wife’s lingerie. She was at first a bit shocked but didn’t really mind and it actaully turned her on. So, I have been dressing up more and more. I started wearing panties every day and sleeping in nighties every night. My wife buys me...
    pantiescouple pantiescouple
    Jul 20, 2010

    I Crossdress While The Wife Is Away, See How I Dress Inside.

    Currently, my favorite is to get dressed up when my wife is out of the house running errands and I know she will be gone for awhile. I have aquired several very short tartan/plaid schoolgirl skirts from the local thrift store that I can barely get over my hips ($1.00 each from...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 19, 2012

    Erotic Vibes.

    I done know if this is appropriate, but I'll take my chances. I read a lot of stories about how it feels to wear girly thing, how soft they feel,.... For me wearing a lovely set of panties and bra is more a sexual thing. For me its about being sexy, feeling desired, being able to...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 29, 2013


    Hello i am married and love to crossdress, but since i am married i dont get o do it often. Since i was a kid i have been crossdressing!
    Amigoinlove Amigoinlove
    31-35, M
    Jan 14, 2013

    Laundry Can Be Exciting

    In anticipation of a solo trip where the destination is not as important as what is in the suitcase I wanted to freshen up my panties, camisoles, nighties and dresses.  I was planning on doing it the first day of vacation but those plans changed and I wouldn't be home...
    prettydar prettydar
    Mar 28, 2010

    Feels So Good

    I started at 12 years old by wearing my Aunts nylons in the bathroom and it just went on from that point . About 10 years ago I started putting together my very own secret collection on nylons,panties, ect ... I remain in the closet with several on line friends and I also webcam...
    chrissycd2000 chrissycd2000
    61-65, M
    1 Response Sep 25, 2008

    Underdressing Emergence Of An Old Phenomena

    I delved into researching the subject of cross dressing have read all material I could find on cross dressing, high heels and lingerie fetishes as well as on the internet. Being anonymous with just a screen name men have openly confessed that they do or have the desire to cross...
    wellheeled2 wellheeled2
    51-55, M
    1 Response Jul 24, 2012

    Closet Crossdresser

    i been  crossdressing since  i was six teen yrs old  i would wear my sisters cloths and dressess when mom and everyone was gone some where then i started buying bras pantys and skirts at the goodwill stores . or if i see  a bra laying in a park or underware...
    nichole54 nichole54
    Sep 28, 2010

    Closet Dresser

    I guess you could say I am a closet crossdresser. Only my Wife knows about my desires to be dressed in silky womens lingerie all the time. It has become part of our sex life that we both enjoy. I could never pass as a women in publis, I only wish I could. To go out dressed, lady...
    jamiesissycd jamiesissycd
    61-65, M
    1 Response Dec 18, 2011

    Not Sure

    When I look at all the pictures you girls are sharing, It makes me want to post one to. This is something I have never done before. No one I know in real life knows I like to dress up like a girl, feeling sexy this way, turning me on. I have never taken a picture of myself as a...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Feb 5, 2013

    My Secret Side

    I have been crossdressing for as long as I can remember, even as a kid. I has always been an erotic thing for me. Sometimes when I'm alone, I love to put on a sexy pair of panties and bra, miniskirt and tight top, and go sit in front of the computer or on my bed with my laptop...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Dec 31, 2012

    A Few Days Ago.

    I had been wearing my favorite pair of girl's jeans around the house all day and I had to change my shirt when I went out, so I put on a blouse that looks mostly normal.  It's plain white with a collar, but the sleeves a little fuller than a regular shirt...
    SomeguyinUT SomeguyinUT
    1 Response Oct 22, 2008

    Escape To Girlhood

    I had a lot of girl influence growing up, being raised by Mom, older sister, and grandmothers. Dad didn't come back into the family picture until later. So I was raised with a girl outlook on life which I'm sure contributed to my dressing like a girl later. When I was about 12...
    mariecxdsr mariecxdsr
    May 11, 2011

    Was In The Closet, But Now Just Wear A Secret!

    For years, I had a wonderful stash of fem things and would, on occasion, get to have enough private time to dress up and feel feminine.  Between major such events, I would sometimes wear a bra and my breastforms under my golf shirt while around the house.  One day, my wife came...
    DonnaSue10 DonnaSue10
    66-70, M
    2 Responses Sep 16, 2011

    Keeping a Secret

    I am a straight single man trying to find a long lasting relationship with a woman.I have crossdressing fantasies every day. I rarely dress in womens clothing though I have a small collection of dresses, shoes wigs and cotume jewelry.I have kept my fantasies and wardrobe to...
    nichole88 nichole88
    5 Responses Feb 27, 2009

    Closet Cd

    I'm acloset CD married but she has no idea I love to wear her unfies when I'm home alone. Looking at other CD's gets me so hot!!!
    sailer588 sailer588
    61-65, M
    3 Responses Aug 12, 2009

    I've Allways Dress Privatly

    I've allways dress in the privacy of my home. It's the only way my femme character will come out. It allows me to become the woman of my fantasy and the way i wish to dress. I'am also not very passable so that is something that is against me to come out of the closet. I also have...
    gownlover gownlover
    61-65, M
    2 Responses May 2, 2012

    Getting Lonely

    For me this has two meanings. The first is the obvious sad one. I'm currently single and am feeling lonely. But I live in a town where I do not see even 90% or more of the available women as date worthy. I just don't find most of the women here attractive (either physically or...
    oriontilde oriontilde
    22-25, M
    Dec 7, 2012

    I Want To Get Caught - Sort Of

    I have been a closet crossdresser for years and I certainly have come out anonymously on this site. I like the fact that this site allows us to communicate with others without some of the prejudice or stigma that some of the general public associates with crossdressers. Whle I...
    vfln08 vfln08
    2 Responses Jul 4, 2012

    I Began At Age 12

    When i was 12 i walk in on my sister she was in her bra, it was the first time i ever seen anything close to boobs before. But i also noticed how pretty her bra was, it was a white lacey bra. A couple days later when i was home alone i tried on my sisters bra. Then another time...
    danielle70 danielle70
    3 Responses Sep 29, 2011

    I Can't Be In The Closet...

    ...Because it is too full with my girly things. hehe But I have been a secret crossdresser as long as I can remember. I love the feel of women's clothing and always have. I enjoy panties because they feel so much nicer than any men's underwear, I love how it feels to have a bra...
    Aeslyn Aeslyn
    36-40, T
    2 Responses Jan 14, 2012

    One of my favorite things to do

    while underdressed with a bra and breastforms is to go shopping for a new bra. Ever since I first got up the nerve to go into Lane Bryant and to ask for a bra fitting, I relish that experience all over again. The first time I got fitted, I was just in LB, walking around and...
    DonnaSue10 DonnaSue10
    66-70, M
    6 Responses Feb 2, 2015

    "busted" At The Senior Center

    Weekly, I go to our neighborhood senior center to play cards. I always underdress my drab clothes with a nice bra and small breastforms. Then I wear a loose or baggy shirt or fleece so that my bust is not so noticeable. I've been going there and playing bridge with a mixed...
    DonnaSue10 DonnaSue10
    66-70, M
    1 Response Oct 5, 2011

    Escape To Girlhood

    I had a lot of girl influence growing up, being raised by Mom, older sister, and grandmothers. Dad didn't come back into the family picture until later. So I was raised with a girl outlook on life which I'm sure contributed to my dressing like a girl later. When I was about 12...
    mariecxdsr mariecxdsr
    May 11, 2011

    A Couple Of "Oops" Moments

    I have been quite secretive about my dressing all my life. I have only ever let a couple of people know about it and go out of my way to hide it. But recently I had a couple of oops moments. The first, came when I had an upcoming appointment for a neuro specialist of some kind. I...
    Aeslyn Aeslyn
    36-40, T
    1 Response May 17, 2013

    Hideing In Plane Site

    was thinking something was wrong with me . i was finding myself takeing my sisters under clothes and wareing them , after some time , i was really gettung excited sexually . then around holween age 12 i started going out t&t and was real cute all made up , well i kept that up...
    cuteinaskirt cuteinaskirt
    46-50, M
    Dec 6, 2012

    Hey, ive been doing this

    for a while, but never with someone else. I really want to, if anyone else in NYC does, please message me.
    mangera mangera
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 9, 2014

    Being a 70 year old male crossdresser with a

    big secret from my friends and family, I rarely get the opportunity to fully dress in public. I am so excited today as I am going to be traveling about 600 miles by car alone tomorrow and I plan on dressing fully with hosiery, bra, panties, skirt, top, wig, full makeup,and...
    DonnaSue10 DonnaSue10
    66-70, M
    2 Responses May 1, 2014

    Crossdressing Makes Me Very Horney

     i have been crossdressing since I was 10. I started to wear my sisters panties and bra.It got me very exited. Through out the years I started wearing  stockings slips high heels and dresses. to this day I still love to dress up andjerk off .I am not gay although...
    Marcychick Marcychick
    41-45, T
    1 Response Jul 17, 2009

    Closet Crossdresser

     I am a closet crossdresser , I like to do my ritual of crossdressing in private and I enjoy it very much , I feel at home when I do it alone I feel in extreem enjoyment , Im not interested to go out side for the moment , Yet this feeling when I am at home , as if i am a...
    lilianne lilianne
    46-50, M
    4 Responses Jul 13, 2008

    I Love Feeling Like a Woman

    i started dressing at a very early age. seems like only yesterday. as i sit here today fully dressed life just doesn't get any better. i thought i wrote this story already. although i have been close to going out in public, i have all these people who would know. i look forward...
    rachaeldevry rachaeldevry
    1 Response Oct 3, 2009

    Too Male To Come Out

    I have enjoyed cross dressing for as long as I can remember but as I am very hairy with a dark beard line even after shaving I would not pass as a female. Hence I always stay at home when I'm dressed. This does give me the opportunity to experiment with what I wear. Sometimes the...
    zymack zymack
    66-70, M
    6 Responses May 1, 2012

    Love Crossdressing

    I am a closet crossdresser. I have been dressing since I was 9 yrs old. I started with my Mom's and sister's bras and panties. I love the feel of lingerie material against my body. I do my dressing in private because I do not want my wife or family to know that I love wearing...
    BarbieB BarbieB
    61-65, M
    4 Responses Sep 15, 2008
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