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I Am a Closet Crossdresser

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    Keeping a Secret

    I am a straight single man trying to find a long lasting relationship with a woman.I have crossdressing fantasies every day. I rarely dress in womens clothing though I have a small collection of dresses, shoes wigs and cotume jewelry.I have kept my fantasies and wardrobe to...
    nichole88 nichole88 56-60 6 Responses Feb 27, 2009

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    My Secret Side

    I have been crossdressing for as long as I can remember, even as a kid. I has always been an erotic thing for me. Sometimes when I'm alone, I love to put on a sexy pair of panties and bra, miniskirt and tight top, and go sit in front of the computer or on my bed with my laptop...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 31, 2012

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    Confused What To Do.

    I'm a 21 year old guy who has had a fetish for tights and high heels since 13 which then turned towards cross dressing and androgyny. When I was younger and home alone I would wear my Mums boots and play around with makeup. As I got older my shoe size was too big to wear them...
    Hexperience Hexperience 22-25 1 Response Jan 30, 2013

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    Wonder When I'Ll Stop?

    I am a closet crossdresser and have been so since I was about 10 years old. I always loved the look of women's legs in pantyhose and high heels that I had to try them on for myself one day. When I did, I thought pantyhose possesed some sort of magic because they made me feel just...
    Delishus Delishus 36-40, M 5 Responses Apr 18, 2013

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    I Crossdress While The Wife Is Away, See How I Dress Inside.

    Currently, my favorite is to get dressed up when my wife is out of the house running errands and I know she will be gone for awhile. I have aquired several very short tartan/plaid schoolgirl skirts from the local thrift store that I can barely get over my hips ($1.00 each from...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 19, 2012

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    I Began At Age 12

    When i was 12 i walk in on my sister she was in her bra, it was the first time i ever seen anything close to boobs before. But i also noticed how pretty her bra was, it was a white lacey bra. A couple days later when i was home alone i tried on my sisters bra. Then another time...
    danielle70 danielle70 41-45 2 Responses Sep 29, 2011

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    Erotic Vibes.

    I done know if this is appropriate, but I'll take my chances. I read a lot of stories about how it feels to wear girly thing, how soft they feel,.... For me wearing a lovely set of panties and bra is more a sexual thing. For me its about being sexy, feeling desired, being able to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 29, 2013

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    I Dress Secretly

    Unlike some, I don't have a desire to BE a girl, nor to seduce men,I just like dressing in slutty attire and getting myself off.
    Galahad727 Galahad727 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 30, 2012

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    The Dress

    My wife and I were both off for Memorial Day this past weekend. The kids weren't so we decided to take in some shopping and a movie and make the most of the day off together. Our first stop was a clothing store that both she and I like to shop at. My reason being it has very...
    Delishus Delishus 36-40, M 6 Responses May 28, 2013

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    Closet Cd

    I'm acloset CD married but she has no idea I love to wear her unfies when I'm home alone. Looking at other CD's gets me so hot!!!
    sailer588 sailer588 61-65, M 3 Responses Aug 12, 2009

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    Closet Crossdresser

    i been  crossdressing since  i was six teen yrs old  i would wear my sisters cloths and dressess when mom and everyone was gone some where then i started buying bras pantys and skirts at the goodwill stores . or if i see  a bra laying in a park or underware...
    nichole54 nichole54 51-55 Sep 28, 2010

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    Married

    Hello i am married and love to crossdress, but since i am married i dont get o do it often. Since i was a kid i have been crossdressing!
    Amigoinlove Amigoinlove 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 14, 2013

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    A Couple Of "Oops" Moments

    I have been quite secretive about my dressing all my life. I have only ever let a couple of people know about it and go out of my way to hide it. But recently I had a couple of oops moments. The first, came when I had an upcoming appointment for a neuro specialist of some kind. I...
    AnonymityDarkstone AnonymityDarkstone 31-35, T 1 Response May 17, 2013

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    Looking Forward To An "out Of The Closet Vacation"

    I've been crossdressing all my life, but have been very reluctant to go out fully en femme as I don't feel that I present a very good femme presence. I'm a very large guy and you just can't hide certain male features. Anyway, my wife is going out of the country for a month in...
    DonnaSue10 DonnaSue10 66-70, M Sep 27, 2011

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    Feels So Good

    I started at 12 years old by wearing my Aunts nylons in the bathroom and it just went on from that point . About 10 years ago I started putting together my very own secret collection on nylons,panties, ect ... I remain in the closet with several on line friends and I also webcam...
    chrissycd2000 chrissycd2000 61-65, M 1 Response Sep 25, 2008

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    I Can't Be In The Closet...

    ...Because it is too full with my girly things. hehe But I have been a secret crossdresser as long as I can remember. I love the feel of women's clothing and always have. I enjoy panties because they feel so much nicer than any men's underwear, I love how it feels to have a bra...
    AnonymityDarkstone AnonymityDarkstone 31-35, T 2 Responses Jan 14, 2012

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    Love Crossdressing

    I am a closet crossdresser. I have been dressing since I was 9 yrs old. I started with my Mom's and sister's bras and panties. I love the feel of lingerie material against my body. I do my dressing in private because I do not want my wife or family to know that I love wearing...
    BarbieB BarbieB 56-60, M 4 Responses Sep 15, 2008

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    I Want To Expose Myself Some Day!

    damn it i love crossdressing, been doing it for years but lately i've been getting the urge to step out of my comfort zone a little bit! i want to expose myselft to others, cause i just feel so DAMN sexy when im crossdressed! my roomate is out of town for the next month, maybe...
    00nothankyou2010 00nothankyou2010 18-21 1 Response May 2, 2010

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    Me Too

    I am not in the closet but I underdress on a daily basis for work. Other times I am totally in my femme mode and come and go freely. I have a number of friends that know me only as a woman and would be shocked were they to learn the truth.When I was in high school I stopped...
    josilver josilver 56-60 2 Responses Oct 21, 2012

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    Only Partially In The Closet

    With the exception of my wife, I am still fully in the closet. With her I am usually fully dressed as a female. A common evening will find me in hose and heels, while she is in something decidedly more casual. She will take one look at my "Donna Reed" like outfit and give a...
    cdsubalice cdsubalice 56-60, M 5 Responses Sep 18, 2013

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    I've Allways Dress Privatly

    I've allways dress in the privacy of my home. It's the only way my femme character will come out. It allows me to become the woman of my fantasy and the way i wish to dress. I'am also not very passable so that is something that is against me to come out of the closet. I also have...
    gownlover gownlover 56-60, M 2 Responses May 2, 2012

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    Closet Crossdresser

     I am a closet crossdresser , I like to do my ritual of crossdressing in private and I enjoy it very much , I feel at home when I do it alone I feel in extreem enjoyment , Im not interested to go out side for the moment , Yet this feeling when I am at home , as if i am a...
    lilianne lilianne 46-50, M 4 Responses Jul 13, 2008

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    Being a 70 year old male crossdresser with a

    big secret from my friends and family, I rarely get the opportunity to fully dress in public. I am so excited today as I am going to be traveling about 600 miles by car alone tomorrow and I plan on dressing fully with hosiery, bra, panties, skirt, top, wig, full makeup,and...
    DonnaSue10 DonnaSue10 66-70, M 4 Responses May 1

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    Too Male To Come Out

    I have enjoyed cross dressing for as long as I can remember but as I am very hairy with a dark beard line even after shaving I would not pass as a female. Hence I always stay at home when I'm dressed. This does give me the opportunity to experiment with what I wear. Sometimes the...
    zymack zymack 56-60, M 11 Responses May 1, 2012

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    Secretly Dressing When Wife Is Away

    Hi all, I Love dressing when I get the chance. My last time, wife was gone for 2 days, so I shaved my legs put on bright pink nail polish got a sexy silk top, which just barely covered my **** put on red lipstick and 4" strappy sandles (all Her clothes and shoes) I walked around...
    slicksean slicksean 51-55, M 3 Responses Aug 22, 2013

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    Closet Dresser

    I guess you could say I am a closet crossdresser. Only my Wife knows about my desires to be dressed in silky womens lingerie all the time. It has become part of our sex life that we both enjoy. I could never pass as a women in publis, I only wish I could. To go out dressed, lady...
    jamiesissycd jamiesissycd 61-65, M 1 Response Dec 18, 2011

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    I Want To Get Caught - Sort Of

    I have been a closet crossdresser for years and I certainly have come out anonymously on this site. I like the fact that this site allows us to communicate with others without some of the prejudice or stigma that some of the general public associates with crossdressers. Whle I...
    vfln08 vfln08 36-40 2 Responses Jul 4, 2012

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    Hey, ive been doing this

    for a while, but never with someone else. I really want to, if anyone else in NYC does, please message me.
    mangera mangera 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    "busted" At The Senior Center

    Weekly, I go to our neighborhood senior center to play cards. I always underdress my drab clothes with a nice bra and small breastforms. Then I wear a loose or baggy shirt or fleece so that my bust is not so noticeable. I've been going there and playing bridge with a mixed...
    DonnaSue10 DonnaSue10 66-70, M 2 Responses Oct 5, 2011

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    Since I love to dress up en femme

    and rarely get the opportunity to do so (my wife knows but does not support his activity), I go to professionals to assist me in this regard. The big dilemma for me is whether to simply go to a crossdressing service where I will be dressed and madeup by a professional CD...
    DonnaSue10 DonnaSue10 66-70, M Apr 21

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    A Few Days Ago.

    I had been wearing my favorite pair of girl's jeans around the house all day and I had to change my shirt when I went out, so I put on a blouse that looks mostly normal.  It's plain white with a collar, but the sleeves a little fuller than a regular shirt...
    SomeguyinUT SomeguyinUT 31-35 1 Response Oct 22, 2008

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    Long Time (Ultra Secret) Lingerie Wearer

    I have been wearing ladies underwear since about 10, when I fell in love with wearing my mom's bra. I have secretly worn bras and panties ever since. No one knows I wear, and I even keep it secret from my wife. I do not want to be a girl, I am not passable, but I feel totally...
    julia09 julia09 56-60, M 11 Responses Apr 21, 2013

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    Wife Knows

    Several years ago, I was caught in my wife’s lingerie. She was at first a bit shocked but didn’t really mind and it actaully turned her on. So, I have been dressing up more and more. I started wearing panties every day and sleeping in nighties every night. My wife buys me...
    pantiescouple pantiescouple 26-30 Jul 20, 2010

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    Closeted

    Ever since I was a young child, I had a fascinatinon to try on women's clothig. I. First started with my mom's stockings,bras,x girdles and heels Then I sttarted wearing my sister's panties, bras, pantyhose, heels,skirts, bloses, tubetops and bikinis.I continued this for years...
    Galahad727 Galahad727 56-60, M Dec 16, 2011

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    This Is Me!

    Not a soul knows that I love cross dressing, and no one would ever expect it from me either. That is why it is so damn scary to mention it to a lady about my passion for cross dressing. I can not handle the personal life ridicule. So I keep it as a closet experience!
    wjk1849 wjk1849 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    No One Knows

    I have been playing dress up for a long time, but only when I am sure not to get caught. I know my wife would never accept it, so she has no idea. I would love to meet another crossdresser to play dress up with. I just want to let the woman in me out so bad.
    iwannabeacumslut iwannabeacumslut 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 26, 2011

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    Hideing In Plane Site

    was thinking something was wrong with me . i was finding myself takeing my sisters under clothes and wareing them , after some time , i was really gettung excited sexually . then around holween age 12 i started going out t&t and was real cute all made up , well i kept that up...
    cuteinaskirt cuteinaskirt 46-50, M Dec 6, 2012

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    Escape To Girlhood

    I had a lot of girl influence growing up, being raised by Mom, older sister, and grandmothers. Dad didn't come back into the family picture until later. So I was raised with a girl outlook on life which I'm sure contributed to my dressing like a girl later. When I was about 12...
    mariecxdsr mariecxdsr 61-65 1 Response May 11, 2011

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    Jamie

    While I am dressed in very nice lingerie, siting at the computer. I wish I heard a knock on the door and be discovered as the female I'd like to be. Jamie
    laceytosee laceytosee 51-55 2 Responses Sep 28, 2011

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    Getting Lonely

    For me this has two meanings. The first is the obvious sad one. I'm currently single and am feeling lonely. But I live in a town where I do not see even 90% or more of the available women as date worthy. I just don't find most of the women here attractive (either physically or...
    oriontilde oriontilde 22-25, M Dec 7, 2012

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    Not Sure

    When I look at all the pictures you girls are sharing, It makes me want to post one to. This is something I have never done before. No one I know in real life knows I like to dress up like a girl, feeling sexy this way, turning me on. I have never taken a picture of myself as a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 5, 2013

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    Long Time Closet Crossdresser

    I have been a closet cross dresser since i was 13 when i started dressing. I would wait for my folks to leave and go to my moms stuff and would dress up in bras, panties, nylons , slips girdles, and dresses and skirts. I would make sure i put everything back in the same place i...
    billie42 billie42 41-45, M 5 Responses Aug 6, 2009

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    I Love To Fully Dress

    as long as i can remember i loved to wear sheer to the waist pantyhose preferably nude and taupe i love skirts,bras, panties.and everything else that has to do with being a woman
    christina56 christina56 41-45 Oct 14, 2013

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    When I Was A Sister

    My big sister and her friends used to dress me as a girl when I was little, When I was 11 I started putting on her underwear while she was out. Then when she left home i tried my mom's clothes when she was at work. After I began having girlfriends I wanted to stop but it was too...
    claudine82 claudine82 46-50 Nov 20, 2012

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    Underdressing Emergence Of An Old Phenomena

    I delved into researching the subject of cross dressing have read all material I could find on cross dressing, high heels and lingerie fetishes as well as on the internet. Being anonymous with just a screen name men have openly confessed that they do or have the desire to cross...
    wellheeled2 wellheeled2 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 24, 2012

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    Well not really wearing pantyhose

    but trying to steal them. Ever since I was young, I've adored pantyhose; both wearing them and seeing them on women's legs. In the past I'd stolen them from my Aunts, mom, and girlfriend. But one day, when I was around 20 years old, I decided I wanted to own a new pair fresh...
    transithose transithose 36-40, M Jan 27

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    Crossdressing Makes Me Very Horney

     i have been crossdressing since I was 10. I started to wear my sisters panties and bra.It got me very exited. Through out the years I started wearing  stockings slips high heels and dresses. to this day I still love to dress up andjerk off .I am not gay although...
    Marcychick Marcychick 41-45, T 3 Responses Jul 17, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I only just started crossdressing, so I don't really know what I'm doing, if anyone has any tips and/or advise, I would appreciate it.
    cdowns88 cdowns88 26-30 Aug 3

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    My problem is, I have no cleavage, I know there is tape out there that might work, but how good is it, any suggestions. Also I have artificial breast's, 50 DD, they had glue on...
    sweetcharlene41 sweetcharlene41 70+, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    Hi guys. I moved to Canada a few months ago and I live in London, Ontario. I have always been a crossdress we in closet. I want to increase my spectrum and explore my sexuality. I...
    deeplycurious deeplycurious 26-30, T Jul 27

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    I wore mascara and some other, lightly put on, eye makeup before finding my best friend. She supported and encouraged me to use more noticeable cosmetics, she would apply it to me...
    CdKimmi CdKimmi 61-65, M 1 Response Aug 4

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    i adore crossdressers so much!!! you all look so good. i have no idea why but im just so attracted to crossdressers. a bunch of cuties.
    sutsuki sutsuki 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 28

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