I Am a Closet Lesbian

Today during my Sociology class, we were talking about deviance and how a lot of psychologists believe that you're born 'bad'. Well, one of my stupid classmates, Ian, said, "I don't believe you can be born bad just as much as you can be...

Seriously? How can I see you all the time and want to be with you and you not know it? I just want to touch your soft skin, to kiss your beautiful lips.. It's electrifying. Can you not feel it? You don't know because you think I'm just...

I'm not sure how I got to this point. It's like I have two different lives--two sets of friends, two sets of stories; everything split rather unequally to fit into 'gay' and 'normal'. Not straight. Normal.

My mother is my idol...

Okay so I'm in love with my one of my bestfriends. That's a fact but the thing is I really wish I knew if she feels something, anything for me. I swear some days we act like a couple and some days we like barely talk. I'll explain this...

I don't know what to do.
I have never been attracted to boys.
But then, whilst I am attracted to girls and can imagine living with one..I don't know if I'd want to make love with one.

Then again, I would never, ever, want to do that...

I wish I could explain fully how strongly I feel for you but it's incredibly hard. But when I see you, I feel the instant need to talk to you, when I'm talking to you, i feel the need to be holding you and when I'm holding you I feel...

Well, here I am a 38 year old soccer mom...not too hard on the eyes when I get out of my yoga pants and tank tops, which isn't too often. But the more I get in touch with my lesbian-self, closeted though she is, the less I feel the need...

Yes, my parents dont know that I am a les, but i have a short hair(boy cut), i dress like a guy and behave like a guy(no make up at all) and if people ask me about my relationship status, i say i have girlfriend, that means i dont hide...

If only you knew how much I want you!! How much I would love to just hold you in my arms, caress your body!! Kiss your lips gently. ‘E’ There isn’t a day where im never thinking about u its driving me crazy…If only I may hold u...

I feel a little weird writing this.. but at the same time i feel so releived that i found a place where i can speak my heart out and there WILL be people who understand me- well at least i hope. This is the first time that im actualli...

Its so hard to find someone like me here....unfortunatily i live in a country where people like me are rare!! So why admit to people what i am...Ill only do so when i actually find someone....and i dont know where i can do that or how...

I don't know how I will ever find you since I'm keeping myself tucked safely in the closet, hiding from a world full of homophobes. But I dream of the day when I finally get to know you. I want to prove to you how beautiful you are. I...

I have been a resident of the closet for a long time. I’m 22! So I have been hiding here for so many years. I used to consider it my comfort zone. A place where I can safely hide my ego from being hurt by homophobes who can’t...

I can't help but be completely in love with her. And every time I think that I can finally move on and actually let her go she comes back. I blame myself, lets face it, I was the one who lied. I spent three years pretending she was...

im a student at university and i am a cheerleader but there is a problem im a lesbian and no one knows and i dont know what to do

I am an average looking girl who has a boring life. I've been hiding inside the closet and now I realized that I've been depriving myself the chance of loving and being loved by someone. I am an introvert and it's quite difficult for me...

I grew up playing with the neighboy boys, and never had a crush on any. In fact, I didn't have my first crush until I was in the 7th grade.. and she was not a boy. ;) I was enthralled. She was absolutely beautiful. But I didn't say...

Isn't that sad? That we have to live in a worl where the only place we can be ourselves is when we are anonymous. I mean, of course Rose Donovan is not my real name. It is the name of one of my fictional characters. I could not out my...

Yes, I feel I'm a closet lesbian. I haven't been able to tell anyone. Especially not my parents. Thing is though. I haven't been able to tell the person I love. Like many other girls in their teen years. My best friend and I...

My life has changed somewhat drastically in a relatively short period of time.. I have accepted myself as a lesbian (something I have known/felt for 10 years or longer, but ignored and suppressed), my husband and I are getting a...