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I Am a Closet Lesbian

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    i think or im bi ive dated guys

    and had that experience but never dated a girl so i think i want to try so i can have that experience so are there any girl around my age willing to date me?
    munchkin07 munchkin07 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    I have an amazing boyfriend

    and I care about him but I can't love him. I can't love him because I like girls, not boys... And I've tried and tried and tried so hard to make it work but to me it's just an act. an act I need to keep on playing because I know what my parents and my friends would say if it...
    infinite1994 infinite1994 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 21

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    Interested in hearing from lesbian women

    who are 18 years and older for my psychology research study. Inviting you to complete a survey which should only take 30 minutes! For more information and to shed some light on some very important difficulties affecting lesbian women please see www.surveymonkey.com/s...
    constancer constancer 22-25, F Oct 7

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    Alright here goes: So I've never really had

    much romantic interaction with anyone and I've been a bit of a loner since elementary school. I've never kissed anyone before or had sex, and I really want to do those things with a girl. I don't find guys attractive at all and the thought of being with a girl is so exciting. I...
    skyfox051 skyfox051 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 26

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    At Least I Can Be Proud Here, Where No One Knows Me.

    Isn't that sad? That we have to live in a worl where the only place we can be ourselves is when we are anonymous. I mean, of course Rose Donovan is not my real name. It is the name of one of my fictional characters. I could not out my real name on here for fear someone I knew...
    LonelySoul LonelySoul 18-21, F 76 Responses Jul 18, 2007

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    Right now I am in urge to move out.

    .. I can't stand them anymore. .
    xwolverinex xwolverinex 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    I'm a 30 year old Indian lesbian looking

    for a gay gentleman in US/UK or any abroad country, so we both could settle there. I believe its better that to stay away from our parents.. I have started my venture into writing lately. I'm a forward thinker exploring myself and would love to explore the World as well. I would...
    dragonofsouthind dragonofsouthind 31-35, F Sep 27

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    I’m Tired And I’m Coming Out!

    I have been a resident of the closet for a long time. I’m 22! So I have been hiding here for so many years. I used to consider it my comfort zone. A place where I can safely hide my ego from being hurt by homophobes who can’t understand. I am a lesbian. And a few months...
    deleted deleted 26-30 32 Responses Aug 26, 2012

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    cittykatluv cittykatluv 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    Hey, so I first posted on here almost a year

    ago (22/09/13) Back then, I was confused, I was lost, I was in need of help and advice and most off all, kind words and healthy solutions to the problem I found myself in. As I explained back then, I had searched articles and forums, looking for someone in a similar situation...
    Rach130 Rach130 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    Lesbian, But I Can't Find Other Lesbians Or Don't Know Where To Look.

    I just joined this site because I saw another person post a similar concern as I have myself, but didn't quite answer all of my questions. I am a lesbian, been with men, been told all of my life being gay is wrong, or "weird", but now that I'm 20 years old I can form my own...
    brookesmelscer18 brookesmelscer18 18-21, F 21 Responses Mar 11, 2012

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    Hi im jennifer my parents wud kill me

    if they found out i was bi
    jenny12ark jenny12ark 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    Couldn't Change Even If I Wanted Too

    It is scary to be yourself in a world full of hateful people. In a world full of people who don't understand that being gay isn't a choice. It isn't something that you decided. I don't wake up and think "You know what I'm feeling a little gay today." lol. It is something that I...
    EElena EElena 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 25, 2013

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    I'm Stuck In Closet-land..

    I'll start at the beginning.. I was a late bloomer in the love department. As a kid, I was always fine with just having fun whereas the other girls were more concerned with who liked who and which boys were the cutest. As much as I tried, I could not get into these conversations...
    ageyutsa ageyutsa 18-21, F 11 Responses Sep 26, 2011

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    Not really......after all there isn't enough

    room for the two of us in my closet anyway. I guess I could get a bigger closet or just be out like I'm starting to be. Okay so long story, but basically I've discovered girls in a whole new way. All through my life I thought I was straight, normal, you know, not gay...
    ClaudNine ClaudNine 18-21, F 13 Responses Jul 17

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    I'm a Closeted Lesbian

    I'm not sure how I got to this point. It's like I have two different lives--two sets of friends, two sets of stories; everything split rather unequally to fit into 'gay' and 'normal'. Not straight. Normal. My mother is my idol, and she's the hardest-working, most beautiful...
    Harpertrap Harpertrap 18-21, F 171 Responses Dec 28, 2007

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    I am a lesbian in high school.

    I am only out to my relatives.
    chlo3ann3 chlo3ann3 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    Well this is my first time to post this

    so anyway, I was so confused with my sexuality since I was 8th Grade, it's been horrible years ever I have. So after That I lost motivation in my school, sports and everything. I was have a battle with myself because I used to not accept myself who I am.. So I entered High...
    xwolverinex xwolverinex 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 9

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    I'm thinking about coming out now.

    I want to come out. I'm just not sure about how to go about coming out.
    SeaOfMonsters SeaOfMonsters 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 15

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    I dont trust girls who are attracted to

    me…like why? write me a 10 page paper with a legitimate thesis and valid points backing up your claim or you fake.
    OrangeCaramel OrangeCaramel 18-21, F 7 Responses May 21

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    The Closet Gets Cramped

    Hi, my name is Stephanie. :) I am a college student who only recently started coming to terms with my sexuality. I've known for as long as I can remember that I liked girls, but I always did my best to stifle the truth, and keep my feelings buried. This is a huge contributing...
    stephanie929 stephanie929 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 17, 2013

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    Willing To Come Out For The Sake Of Love

    I am an average looking girl who has a boring life. I've been hiding inside the closet and now I realized that I've been depriving myself the chance of loving and being loved by someone. I am an introvert and it's quite difficult for me to open up with anyone. I've never been in...
    strikien strikien 26-30, F 13 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    I'm so frustrated when my family going to store

    with me to buy clothes... I always going to men clothes instead women clothes. My family kept nagging me that I am woman not man. I was like yes I know that but I rather men clothes better but I don't want to be transgender. I just want to be tomboy lesbian. I am also get very...
    xwolverinex xwolverinex 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    I Was Confused For So Long...

    I'm not one of those "I knew since I was 5 years old" lesbians...but I am gay. Very gay. And even though I'm closeted at the moment, I'm proud of who I am and I'm happy with being gay. It took a long time to even understand my sexuality, allow me to explain... When I was 12, a...
    shesaloverofthelight shesaloverofthelight 26-30, F 9 Responses Jul 18, 2013

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    Looking for a closet lesbian,

    who wants to marry a closet Gay guy to satisfy parents and society. But be free to live her life as she wants in private.
    Studio54 Studio54 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 6

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    I'm still confused but I guess I'm a 90% lesbian

    because I only wish to be in a relationship with a female. I just want someone that can relate to me and can keep up a conversation. Talking crap is also a form of entertainment :)
    Rachh13 Rachh13 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    So Yeah.......... *update*

    I joined EP days ago and I like it so far. I expressed my feelings through my story called "confused." I said that I was bi, but im having other thoughts and feelings. It has not been a week yet and I am becoming more distant from boys. I find boys attractive, but cannot date...
    Natalie542 Natalie542 13-15, F 16 Responses Aug 10, 2013

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    I think I like girls

    and fantasy about them, I've even had my heart beat fast for a Girl but never a guy. Last year a girl came after me but I wasn't ready so she gave up on me. When she gave up on me then I realise what a fool I was and regret not responding to her. I miss her... I still have the...
    hildaq14 hildaq14 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    i am 27 yrs old and just a couple yrs ago i

    realized that i am attracted to women. the hardest thing for me right now is the fact that i haven't been able to explore these feeling further. i don't know why it took me so long to realize that i like women; all the early signs were there for me but i never paid close...
    laencantadora laencantadora 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 5

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    bignatbreastluver bignatbreastluver 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting,

    well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me at seekingmoc28@gmail.com.
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M Sep 5

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    I don't know if I am a lesbian

    but I love women with big breasts. And I haven't had a real relationship with a woman i have sucked and groupe my friends breasts. Whenever I see a woman with big breasts it makes me happy.
    dreasboobs dreasboobs 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    I told my friend today.

    I was the first whom she came out as a bisexual, so I thought she would understand me. I was right. she supports me. She told me: "whatever you need me or talk about something; I'm here for you. We are together in this". Was even better because she told me this face to face...
    OrangeCaramel OrangeCaramel 18-21, F 2 Responses May 27

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    I am using EP to slowly let people know

    that I am a lesbian..I have some barriers to being open...sigh..
    femsweety12 femsweety12 31-35, F 8 Responses Feb 17

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    I'm a 30 year old Indian lesbian looking

    for a gay gentleman in US/UK or any abroad country, so we both could settle there. I believe its better that to stay away from our parents.. I have started my venture into writing lately. I'm a forward thinker exploring myself and would love to explore the World as well. I would...
    dragonofsouthind dragonofsouthind 31-35, F Sep 27

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    My Daughter Is A Closet Lesbian

    I have been wanting to write this story for a long time. This story is a tribute to my one and only daughter. For simplicity I will refer to my daughter as "M". After 5 children and several years of marriage my wife and I divorced. Our youngest, M, thought that I did not love her...
    Spockk Spockk 66-70, M 261 Responses Jul 6, 2013

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    Dont Know What To Do

    im a student at university and i am a cheerleader but there is a problem im a lesbian and no one knows and i dont know what to do
    amy1200 amy1200 18-21, F 48 Responses Sep 11, 2012

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    Is there any single lesbians around the age of

    13 that would be willing to date me
    bulliedweakling bulliedweakling 13-15, F 16 hrs ago

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    Okay so, I'm lesbian

    and I have been for a while, peoples opinions don't bother me it's just that my parents are huge homophobics and my older brother has already came out of the closet fully. My brother was kicked out, I don't want that to happen to me, I've only told a few people about my...
    supernichole supernichole 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 16

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    Happy New Year to all!

    I'm Nikki, 23 yrs old. I live in the US and the Caribbean. I recently began exploring these attractions I have towards women and well my family/friends don't know about it and I am pretty anxious and pensive about it so I hope through this site I can meet people going through...
    nikkiHappiness nikkiHappiness 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 2

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    I fell in love in love with a girl but cause

    I'm a girl I hide in fear and shame I try to keep a distance but every thing about her pulls me in she has the beauty an perfect soul I've always wondered if she knows Just say something or give me a hint But every day ends just as it begins With her thinking I just wanna be...
    watdoido2094 watdoido2094 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11

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    I'm a 30 year old Indian lesbian looking

    for a gay gentleman in US/UK or any abroad country, so we both could settle there. I believe its better that to stay away from our parents.. I have started my venture into writing lately. I'm a forward thinker exploring myself and would love to explore the World as well. I would...
    dragonofsouthind dragonofsouthind 31-35, F Sep 27

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    I'm thinking about coming out now.

    I want to come out. I'm just not sure about how to go about coming out.
    SeaOfMonsters SeaOfMonsters 26-30, F Sep 15

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    Why Do People Assume You Choose To Be Gay Or Lesbian?

    Today during my Sociology class, we were talking about deviance and how a lot of psychologists believe that you're born 'bad'. Well, one of my stupid classmates, Ian, said, "I don't believe you can be born bad just as much as you can be born gay,"Well, that got me ticked off. Why...
    WeArePilots WeArePilots 18-21, F 26 Responses Dec 15, 2011

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    I'm in a long term relationship with a man

    but over the past few years have come to realise I am attracted to women. I don't know if I was always a lesbian really and suppressed it when I was younger but I guess it doesn't really matter now. I'm not looking for sex talk on here though. I'm a genuine person just trying to...
    EllisRose EllisRose 36-40, F 5 Responses Mar 24

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    I am 99% sure I fancy girls over boys

    but i really don't dare / want to tell anyone because of the reactions I will get and all of that. Sometimes I think "i'm just going to marry a guy friend and have children" because i'm too afraid
    miserebro miserebro 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 6

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    Ok so I have finally decided to come out to my

    best friends, any tips on how to tell them? All tips are welcome!!!
    irisjuuu irisjuuu 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 18

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    none of my friends know it though.

    It feels weird and I am super scared. I really love on of my friends and she is in my class in school and in my soccer team. I see her all the time and it makes me insane. I have kissed her before when we did dares at sleepovers but everyone did for it. Since then it means more...
    kirakitten kirakitten 13-15, F 4 Responses Oct 8

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    This is my first time

    even writing the words "I am a lesbian," so this is a big step for me. I think I've always known (very very deep down, so far down that the thought never even came into my head), but I had my "aha" moment about 7 months ago (in the beginning of my senior year of college). I...
    anonymous0987654 anonymous0987654 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 4

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    My mom just found out

    that I am in love with one of my best friends.. She was fuming mad at me. She said that I better stop seeing her... I could only cry. I wanted to tell her that I am really gay and there is nothing I can do with it. I want to run away from home so I can be free.
    Mikey022 Mikey022 18-21, F 9 Responses Jul 20

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    I tried so hard to like boys.

    But it just never really worked. When I tried dating guys, after a couple weeks I just couldn't do it anymore, I felt nothing towards them. Every time. I kept trying to go farther with guys sexually and I never felt aroused or good. When I lost my virginity to a guy it was awful...
    SavannaJade SavannaJade 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 25

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    Anyone in northwest Oregon?

    I want an EP friend that i can talk to in real life
    imbleedinghope imbleedinghope 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    unicornsarerad unicornsarerad 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 23

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