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I Am A Closet Smoker

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    Most of my friends smoke, so it's not that much of an issue. A lot of people have no idea. I leave my smokes at home and most days during the week I have 1 or 2, sometimes none. Weekends are different, depending on who I'm with and what I'm doing. I never smoke around people that...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 3 Responses May 5, 2013

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    I qiut for all intensive purposes in 98.

    But I just love the flavor. I'd walk a mile for a camel.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 12

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    Hmm Closet Smoker

    Smoking in a closet--You must shure breath in a lot of smoke!!
    jettys jettys 56-60 Dec 8, 2011

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    THANKS TO ALL THE NEW FRIENDS AND SO MANY PEOPLE COMMENTING WITH ME.  REALLY APPRECIATE IT.Heavy smoker. Really heavy. And consider myself lucky to have been one of those "bad...
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M a week ago

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    Smoking More than Usual My wife and I have both smoked 2+ ppd since our late teens (Although we started smoking much younger) and over the years there have been periods when we...
    LeatherLungs LeatherLungs 41-45, M Jul 9

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    I was 16 when i got pregnant with my sweety. I lived a wild life with all, what belongs to it. Call it sex n dugs n rock n roll. I was already a heavy smoker. First I tried to...
    crazysinglemum crazysinglemum 26-30, F 7 Responses Jul 12

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    I smoke cigarettes. I know it's harmful. I know it contains 7 herpadirion poisonous chemicals. I know it causes all kinds of cancer. I know all that, but I love it.I love the way...
    ramymehelba ramymehelba 18-21, M Jun 30

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    Hi! I would really like to have a relationship leading to marriage and 2.4 kids with a closet Lesbian. Not everyone is comfortable about coming out and that is perfectly fine. I...
    thesignet thesignet 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    Not really......after all there isn't enough room for the two of us in my closet anyway. I guess I could get a bigger closet or just be out like I'm starting to be. Okay so long...
    ClaudNine ClaudNine 18-21, F 10 Responses Jul 17

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    I have a addiction I smoke cigarettes. I've been smoking for 2 years now. My parents do know I smoke they don't care for it. But they deal with it. Trying to quiet but it's def...
    Kclay82 Kclay82 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am an attractive closeted gay man, looking for a closeted lesbian for marriage. I would prefer someone who can be my companion, my best friend and soul mate. I am not looking for...
    spartian spartian 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have been in the closet for all of my life (which is probably 48 years). Just after I discovered the joy of ************ I had my first mutual ************ session with a friend...
    wantonwanker wantonwanker 61-65, M 3 Responses Jul 4

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    Yeah I'm bisexual and in the closet. The reasons I am keeping it from people is because well my "father" is a "catholic" now don't get me wrong I'm not against Christianity or...
    DarkRun421 DarkRun421 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Um I don't really know where to start. I've been in the closet since 7th grade that's when I knew.I was afraid to come out because of my family,they are not homophobic to others...
    kenmic153 kenmic153 13-15, F Jun 28

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    I am a 24 year old lesbian African girl. I am well educated. I have a Masters degree and a full time career. I am also independent and support myself full time. My family is...
    marciade marciade 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I'm in the closet , my parents are homophobic and my siblings are all hateful so I have to keep it to myself. It's hard living in the closet but I try every way to meet or gay and...
    OtakuKidd OtakuKidd 13-15, M 9 Responses Jul 12

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    Hello, I am 27 Years Old. Attractive and Feminine Lesbian already in a relationship with a girl who everyone knows as my "best friend". I am looking for a Closet Gay man who is...
    deelishh deelishh 26-30 5 Responses Jul 12

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    COMING OUT - A Story by Jay. Hello, everyone. It's Jay from the "Jay and Corey Show." For those of you who have been around EP for a while, you probably know us. For those of you...
    cumminatcha cumminatcha 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Hi! I'm 23 Asian closeted gay guy who studying in San Francisco. Due to the pressure from family, I gotta marry with a girl in the future, so I'm here for looking for MOC. Plz feel...
    edsonice edsonice 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    So today was my first day of being in the confirmed closet I guess. It sucked a lot more than I thought it would. Now that I know about my sexuality and am honest about it with...
    jentile jentile 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    I happen to be gay but I am very masculine and only into masculine guys. I am just a guy who likes guys. I don't feel like I fit in the gay scene and I don't fit in with straight...
    Armen28 Armen28 26-30, M Jun 28

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    I am a closeted gay man but am not comfortable with myself. Sometimes I feel I might be straight but my desire to have gay sex is still there.
    rogrey rogrey 56-60, M 1 Response Jun 29

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    Hello, I am a closeted gay guy, from Nigeria. It's really lonely and dark in here but I fear that if I come out, I might get killed by the greatly populated homophobes in my...
    amosswaye amosswaye 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 2

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    I just can't believe that at 35 I'm still in the closet. How much more numb can my limbs be from being squeezed into this area? Just one person knows that I am gay, or I should...
    brady120378 brady120378 31-35, M 6 Responses Jul 2

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    I don't really know where to begin. It's so uncomfortable and depressing that I'm not even sure I feel like talking about it. I grew up in a traditional Christian family where...
    canttakeitin canttakeitin 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 6

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    I'm not as closeted as I was when I first added this experience some years ago. My mom now knows. I told her almost two years ago, Halloween, 2012. My one friend has known since I...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    I'm in the closet. Bisexualy. I'm a wife and a mom and I've known I was attracted to women for along time but I didn't except myself for who I am. Now I'm in this place where I...
    KissesA KissesA 18-21, F Jul 7

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    I can't believe I still do this. I'm not even afraid of the dark, but their's just something creepy about leaving the closet door open. Darkness is almost hypnotic when you stare...
    Lifelover27 Lifelover27 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    (Warning: read my earlier post to understand what I'm talking about) My heart is pounding right now it's about a hour away from when I plan on face timing my cousin to come out to...
    Gayguy22 Gayguy22 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    I'N NOT LONGER IN THE CLOSET!!! :D So I spoke to my cousin quite a bit moving up to the topic finally the moment come and I told him that I'm bisexuality but mostly prefer guys...
    Gayguy22 Gayguy22 16-17, M 10 Responses Jul 9

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    I'm a closet pansexual. Even if I did come out, nobody even knows what that means. But it doesn't matter, I will love who I love and be attracted to what I'm attracted to.
    puppy85899 puppy85899 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I actually find closeted gay guys attractive 😻😳
    ashbyking ashbyking 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    I actually find closeted gay Guys attractive 😳😻
    ashbyking ashbyking 16-17, M Jul 10

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    I feel like I'm Bisexual but sometimes I doubt it. I really want to talk to and meet people who are closeted gay, people of my age.
    simonlecorpa simonlecorpa 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 14

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    So a little over a year ago i came out to my friends that i was bi, despite having had multiple relationships with guys and girls (mostly guys) long before then. But having a...
    helsingrise helsingrise 16-17, M Jul 16

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    I have started telling friends and some family but I'm really lost:( I don't know how to get involved and I'm doing it alone! I felt so good at first but reality is setting in and...
    nikohl27 nikohl27 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I am not a closeted gay but my 24 year old son is. He came out to his father and I (we are divorced) almost five years ago. But that's as far as it's gone. He got complete love and...
    Elle612927 Elle612927 51-55, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am bisexual and im more into girls. But I'm still in the closet. I'm afraid to come out because I dont want people to judge me especially my family. I wish I was straight so that...
    nevershoutmyname nevershoutmyname 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm 30, closeted , gay and a religious Jew or so I thought I was. My journey has been intense! I've dated women for years while denying what my urges are really leaning towards...
    lion84 lion84 26-30, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am a Saudi lesbian looking for a moc marriage to a Saudi gay guy. you can contact me via Twitter @bleu_sarah
    bleusarah bleusarah 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I am a Saudi lesbian looking for a moc marriage to a Saudi gay guy. you can contact me via Twitter @bleu_sarah
    bleusarah bleusarah 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I love smoking. I just wish it were allowed places. It's so hard to have a comfortable smoke out anywhere.
    Goddess2013 Goddess2013 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I've spent some time today formulating my own rub and marinade. Tomorrow it will be put to the test on some pork spare ribs and tenderloin!
    nocturnalhound nocturnalhound 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    Best friend for my lonely times 👍
    Honeyyas Honeyyas 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    Helps me forget , idk if I'll stop
    loladdicted loladdicted 13-15, F Jun 30

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    I started smoking in the seventh grade and then quit for a year to start again at 14. I'm 15 now and am giving an effort to quit, but tbh I don't really want to. I deal with...
    chemically99 chemically99 13-15, F 9 Responses Jul 2

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    Today is 3 weeks without a cigarette. I want to quit and i'm really really trying. It's just really hard some days.
    chemically99 chemically99 13-15, F Jul 3

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