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I Am A Closet Smoker

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 62 People

    Only In Front Of Certain People

    Most of my friends smoke, so it's not that much of an issue. A lot of people have no idea. I leave my smokes at home and most days during the week I have 1 or 2, sometimes none. Weekends are different, depending on who I'm with and what I'm doing. I never smoke around people that...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 4 Responses May 5, 2013

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    I qiut for all intensive purposes in 98.

    But I just love the flavor. I'd walk a mile for a camel.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    Love having a cigarette in the closet.

    Only family member that smokes.
    Trex34 Trex34 51-55, M 2 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    Yep, I am a smoker. Feels good to admit it.

    Most of my family smokes and knows that I do. I have a circle of friends who know about my habit. I also have a whole lot of people in my life that I desperately don't want to be be "found out." Kind of weird that I am so ashamed of it. I've smoked since I was a young girl. I've...
    Michigan12345 Michigan12345 26-30, F 5 Responses Jun 19

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    I started smoking when I was about 16.

    And smoked regularly since until about two years ago (my husband had been CONSTANTLY badgering me to quit!). However.... My dearest friend Katie is a smoker and when we are together (And Todd is not about!) I will bum off of her (she will tease me, making me beg!)! I cannot go a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 16

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    Well, until I admitted it

    now of course! I'm fairly casual with the amount I smoke though, a pack of 20 could easily last the week, maybe even 9 days or so. Unless I'm massively stressed of course, then I tend to smoke a few a day to aid my relaxation.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 9, 2014

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    alexjohnson28 alexjohnson28 18-21, F Apr 21

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