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I Am A Closet Smoker

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    alexjohnson28 alexjohnson28 18-21, F Apr 21

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    I qiut for all intensive purposes in 98.

    But I just love the flavor. I'd walk a mile for a camel.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    Love having a cigarette in the closet.

    Only family member that smokes.
    Trex34 Trex34 51-55, M 2 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    I started smoking when I was about 16.

    And smoked regularly since until about two years ago (my husband had been CONSTANTLY badgering me to quit!). However.... My dearest friend Katie is a smoker and when we are together (And Todd is not about!) I will bum off of her (she will tease me, making me beg!)! I cannot go a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 16

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    Well, until I admitted it

    now of course! I'm fairly casual with the amount I smoke though, a pack of 20 could easily last the week, maybe even 9 days or so. Unless I'm massively stressed of course, then I tend to smoke a few a day to aid my relaxation.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 9, 2014

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    Only In Front Of Certain People

    Most of my friends smoke, so it's not that much of an issue. A lot of people have no idea. I leave my smokes at home and most days during the week I have 1 or 2, sometimes none. Weekends are different, depending on who I'm with and what I'm doing. I never smoke around people that...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 4 Responses May 5, 2013

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    Yep, I am a smoker. Feels good to admit it.

    Most of my family smokes and knows that I do. I have a circle of friends who know about my habit. I also have a whole lot of people in my life that I desperately don't want to be be "found out." Kind of weird that I am so ashamed of it. I've smoked since I was a young girl. I've...
    Michigan12345 Michigan12345 26-30, F 5 Responses Jun 19

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    Okay I was late to the party. I started smoking a couple of months back simply because I wanted to try it, I had started to hang out with other smokers. I didn't expect to like it...
    Naominatrually Naominatrually 18-21, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I'm not only proud of smoking weed. I'm only 15 but I'm a proud pothead
    zane234 zane234 13-15, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Today is the 4 year anniversary. The thought makes me want to eat a lot and then fight every last one of you before I finally black out and stumble into the nearest store to buy a...
    RememberTomorrow RememberTomorrow 31-35, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I had quit smoking successfully for more than a year. My ex was an everyday smoker. She'd go to the garage and smoke all the time. Inevitably, I'd bum a cigarette and start smoking...
    WineNot44 WineNot44 41-45, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Being gay in the closet ,having crush on my str8 best friend,living double Life :acting str8 , acting that i am attracted to girls,being lier,being stressed and depressed...
    iyadraad iyadraad 18-21, T 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    But damn, they are really making me feel relaxed!
    Msfirefly Msfirefly 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    You probably know that the absolute majority of Russians hate gays, so coming out is out of the question if you still live in a relatively small city with muslim parents. It's not...
    UchuuStranger UchuuStranger 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    15 minutes has past, **** this I'm gonna head out for another cigarette and, and, and silently hate this crazy ****** up world some more.
    sunshineh13 sunshineh13 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    It's my 100 the attempt by now it's cold turkey again !! But here's my plan!! I live a few minutes walk from a 7/11 convenience store when I'm hanging for one I'll go for a walk...
    freefalling123 freefalling123 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My friends accuses me I'm a closeted gay and it annoys me every time they open the topic and sometimes I will just hear it from another person that they were talking about my...
    mikehaha111 mikehaha111 18-21, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    Upon further excavation under the concrete floor of her closet, it turns out all of her exes don't really live in Texas.
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    It makes me happy how early kids start smoking now a days, and how early they want to start. I believe everyone should constantly be smoking, and the earlier you get started...
    rosiepatch rosiepatch 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I notice sometimes that there can be clashes between weed smokers and cigarette smokers. Being both, I know that often the two can coexist peacefully. But sometimes I see older...
    CrepuscularCook CrepuscularCook 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 19

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    Though there's no carved-in-stone definition of what a heavy smoker is, I've seen 25 cigarettes a day in several studies so that would place me in heavy territory with my thirty...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Aug 17

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    I am now and forever bc smoking bad for your health and just nasty!
    Nenanena13 Nenanena13 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I have more than a few skeletons in my closet. It's funny listening to opinionated people at work who criticize people for doing certain things with no idea whatsoever that I'm...
    elliemv elliemv 41-45, F 7 Responses Aug 16

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    its mostly all the time especially when im at work and when I drink
    aaronpayne aaronpayne 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 15

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    but cmon i started it becaUSE of all the worries in the first place
    SADandDARKsoul SADandDARKsoul 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 15

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    Not really any more....My skeletons started coming out, one by one and doing little dances for whoever was around that wanted to watch.....So, pretty much an empty closet now.
    lifealwayschanges lifealwayschanges 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I'm a closeted lesbian in a very religious family... It sucks ***...
    ZehKilljoy ZehKilljoy 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Haven't smoked in almost a month after years of smoking
    chicamexicana chicamexicana 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 13

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    Ohhhh there are more then a few. I have that closet locked, with a door pushed up against the nob. Nothing is getting out! By the way EVERYONE has skeletons...
    ButtercupBrown15 ButtercupBrown15 36-40, F 11 Responses Aug 13

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    I have not had a cigarette, cigar or pipe in over twenty-five years, but I did not quit. I fooled myself into not wanting one. I figured if someone says they quit, a little...
    Solitaireman Solitaireman 51-55, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    I'M CLOSETED GAY, IN LOVE AND WITH THE DOUBT THE OTHER ONE CHEATES ON ME.... somebody to talk.... someone real, who wants a gay long distance friendship, who understand the...
    alexcardona alexcardona 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 11

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    Quit almost a month ago and feel so much better
    Sharnice2017 Sharnice2017 22-25, F 16 Responses Aug 11

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    quit when i was 21....thankful
    ladytasia92 ladytasia92 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 11

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    Not entirely closeted. I've told my family. They were accepting. I'm just scared of telling my friends. They've always been immature as hell. They always say things to the other...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Aug 10

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    skbari skbari 36-40, M Aug 10

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    Muslim guy looking for MOC in USA. s_k_bari@yahoo.com
    skbari skbari 36-40, M Aug 10

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    Any sane closet lesbians interested in a MOC? Then PM me.
    Studio54 Studio54 31-35, M Aug 9

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    Gay Guy based in Europe looking for a MOC.
    Studio54 Studio54 31-35, M Aug 9

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    white, not religious lesbian looking for a closeted gay guy living in California
    InsideTracker InsideTracker 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    I don't understand people who says that watching women smoking is disgusting, but they are okey with men smoking!!
    latingirlhn latingirlhn 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 7

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