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I Am A Closet Smoker

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    Love having a cigarette in the closet.

    Only family member that smokes.
    Trex34 Trex34 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 16

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    I started smoking in Spring at age 18 to calm

    my nerves. I was going to have a serious operation and I pretended not to be scared, but I was scared shitless (pardon the French!) I was having panic attacks, wondering if I should cancel the op, then changing my mind again, but all the time needing something to calm me. I...
    PennyLaneXXX PennyLaneXXX 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Well, until I admitted it

    now of course! I'm fairly casual with the amount I smoke though, a pack of 20 could easily last the week, maybe even 9 days or so. Unless I'm massively stressed of course, then I tend to smoke a few a day to aid my relaxation.
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M Sep 9

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    I qiut for all intensive purposes in 98.

    But I just love the flavor. I'd walk a mile for a camel.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 12

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    Only In Front Of Certain People

    Most of my friends smoke, so it's not that much of an issue. A lot of people have no idea. I leave my smokes at home and most days during the week I have 1 or 2, sometimes none. Weekends are different, depending on who I'm with and what I'm doing. I never smoke around people that...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 3 Responses May 5, 2013

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    DeathstalkerScorpion DeathstalkerScorpion 22-25, M Nov 24

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    I'm a pretty heavy smoker. . .if I could afford it I could smoke 2 packs a day maybe more I wish I didn't smoke this much but I do and have been for like 4 or 5 years
    dazedandconfused66 dazedandconfused66 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    Second-hand smoker since birth :(
    twelves twelves 22-25 1 Response Dec 11

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    I used to be a smoker , but I am smoke free now thank goodness!!!!
    Blissfullkim Blissfullkim 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 14

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    Well, the one that was annoying about it anyway. This morning I got back from my four months assignment in other branch and found out that my temporary replacement is a heavy...
    Felicity3110 Felicity3110 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I am a 20 yr old closeted guy looking for a closeted lesbian girl between the age of 18-22, looking to start a relationship and take it from there to possibly moc in the future...
    Saul33 Saul33 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    it sucks to be closeted but the african culture has forces us to be closeted... the femmes have it easy coz they look just like a normal female but the butch and studs have it hard...
    barbrabarbie barbrabarbie 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I have accepted I'm gay a long time ago. I normally fantasize having sex with men, but I have this close girl friend at school and she likes to joke around saying she likes me and...
    imkryptonian imkryptonian 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 12

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M a week ago

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M a week ago

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M a week ago

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M a week ago

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    The group is self explanatory. If I were to divulge what is in that closet, there would be no need for that closet. I do hate it when people I know (especially new acquaintances...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I "peek out the door" at times. It's fun, but scary at the same time. I'm getting more comfortable over time. I can shop for women's clothing and meet the few looks that come my...
    CinimonGypsy CinimonGypsy 41-45 2 Responses Nov 28

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    Sooo.. How did it happen? well so far I have only come out of the closet with my wife. But that began about 4 years ago. It should be noted that i have dresses off and on in...
    MsMarcy MsMarcy 41-45 4 Responses Nov 30

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    I'm finally coming out of the closet. My sexual preferences are now known all around school and luckily, nobody has judged me about this so far. I'm planning to make this clear to...
    NoxiousUnicorn NoxiousUnicorn 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 1

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    I'm a 16 year old Female. In the closet of course lol. I asked my dad what he would do if I turn out gay. He said he'd disown me and send me to an all girls school. I was like yeah...
    thisgirlhasquestions thisgirlhasquestions 16-17, F Dec 1

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    I'm in my late twenties and still (uncomfortably) tucked away in the far back of the closet. I've known I was gay since I was 9 but it was always very difficult for me to accept...
    Michele87 Michele87 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 3

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    Being in the closet is like being in dark for a while until u come to the light
    KillerBitch4 KillerBitch4 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 5

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    I'm am a13 year old gay boy and I'm out of the closet with school but not my family I just wanna know what to do about my family I know I should wait but she can't kick me out that...
    Andrewwhittemore Andrewwhittemore 13-15, M Dec 6

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M a week ago

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M a week ago

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    Today I walked into the closet and found luggage I had bought this summer . I loved it then but orange luggage - what was I thinking ?
    Dancemomisme1 Dancemomisme1 46-50, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm going to come out, even though I'm afraid my family and friends won't be able to accept it. I've been keeping this secret from them for as long as I can remember. I've been...
    Eristocrat Eristocrat 22-25, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am from Cebu City, Philippines. Still closeted. Only came out to two of my friends.
    LooWee LooWee 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My closet is so full that when i go through my clothes.clothes start falling off the racks and i have to jam in more but i love my clothes so much that i cant get rid of them.
    brandye brandye 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Let me begin with introducing myself as a decent good looking gay guy from mumbai whoz looking for a life partner. I am choosing this platform to do so, as the conventional methods...
    rshah1987 rshah1987 22-25 6 days ago

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    Hate coming home from school and not having any cigarettes and having to beg other people for them :/
    MoonUnitSpiff MoonUnitSpiff 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 24

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    How should my boyfriend spank me for doing drugs, drinking, and smoking either message me or comment.
    brennon1 brennon1 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    And I walk the walk, too. Stay lit. :)
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M Nov 27

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    I haven't gotten high in a long time. It took me two hits and I was gone.
    MoonUnitSpiff MoonUnitSpiff 18-21, F Nov 28

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    Third times the charm. I'm having a really paranoid high right now. What do you guys do when this happens to you??
    MoonUnitSpiff MoonUnitSpiff 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    is weed a drug or a plant in your opinion?
    Donnie420blaze Donnie420blaze 16-17, M 8 Responses Nov 28

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    Not much or often. Just a little now and then in legal WA state.
    MrPlank MrPlank 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 30

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    Smoking is like pure heaven on earth
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    Marijuana is a miracle plant and I wish more people could see/understand/believe that. It's not for everyone, but it would solve SO MANY PROBLEMS. Medically, socially, economically...
    CountryQueen623 CountryQueen623 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    Nothing is more satisfying than a cigarette after a long emotionally painful day.
    Mydogsaremylife Mydogsaremylife 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    Smoking is only thing that makes me feel I am doing something for me. I never dwell in what's good or bad. But it makes me feel I am still alive.
    sky1594 sky1594 18-21, M Dec 1

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    I've smoked before, but never again. I almost passed out. I can't stand cigarettes!
    CaliginousHeart CaliginousHeart 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 4

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