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I Am A Closet Smoker

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 61 People

    Only In Front Of Certain People

    Most of my friends smoke, so it's not that much of an issue. A lot of people have no idea. I leave my smokes at home and most days during the week I have 1 or 2, sometimes none. Weekends are different, depending on who I'm with and what I'm doing. I never smoke around people that...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 4 Responses May 5, 2013

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    I qiut for all intensive purposes in 98.

    But I just love the flavor. I'd walk a mile for a camel.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    alexjohnson28 alexjohnson28 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I started smoking when I was about 16.

    And smoked regularly since until about two years ago (my husband had been CONSTANTLY badgering me to quit!). However.... My dearest friend Katie is a smoker and when we are together (And Todd is not about!) I will bum off of her (she will tease me, making me beg!)! I cannot go a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 16

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    Well, until I admitted it

    now of course! I'm fairly casual with the amount I smoke though, a pack of 20 could easily last the week, maybe even 9 days or so. Unless I'm massively stressed of course, then I tend to smoke a few a day to aid my relaxation.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 9, 2014

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    Love having a cigarette in the closet.

    Only family member that smokes.
    Trex34 Trex34 51-55, M 2 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    PeepsAreHereToo PeepsAreHereToo 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    DriftingLeaf DriftingLeaf 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Sometimes I want to crawl back in the closet...
    RobertE22 RobertE22 31-35 1 day ago

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    I quit for a few days and now I decided I am going to smoke two to three cigarettes a day.
    Lilyflower00 Lilyflower00 13-15, F 10 hrs ago

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    Ever try to be with a gender you do not find even the slightest interest for just because your family will disown you if you don't. That you will be hurt physically and verbally...
    octoberlovely octoberlovely 16-17, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    InutileSuicide InutileSuicide 16-17, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I can't be a part of this group anymore because I finally came out to my family :)))))
    abelive06 abelive06 13-15, M 5 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    still here cuz im kinda out. like my parents and brother know, plus my close friends and band mates, but not everyone knows
    thatblackguyakame thatblackguyakame 13-15, M 2 hrs ago

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    Denise. 6 beautiful letters that make me shudder with memories. Denise. A name that makes me remember every kiss on my cheeks, collarbones, and neck. Denise. The person that...
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    hi girls feel free to message me :)
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    Smoking and have sex at same time men love it when you do it
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    I only started recently, and I've no regrets. It helps keep me calm and relaxed. Besides, I need a vice now I don't really drink alcohol anymore.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 31

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    I have been smoking since i was 15 it started at 3 a day then but now i am a 60 a day man and really enjoy it.
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    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 6

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    It ****** me off when someone judges me just because I smoke... I´m polite, even when I shouldn´t be. I´m smart, and a contributing citizen to my country. No, I don´t want to...
    DiamondArmada DiamondArmada 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    Was feelin blue, but don´t worry... I rolled one, hehehehe how do you smoke in your country? Here in Portugal, we use rice paper and filters.
    DiamondArmada DiamondArmada 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 8

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    Well no cigarettes I mean, I do smoke the ganja
    ston3rluk3 ston3rluk3 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    Started when I was 16. Been caught a few times by parents but have continued to this day but looking forward to quitting (maybe)
    WolfClanLady WolfClanLady 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 10

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    I have recently quit. I got a vapor. that helped tremendously. then I got great support from a special person. the support I recieved was an immeasurable benefit. I was able to...
    shyshewolf shyshewolf 70+, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    its not as impossible as people think but its pretty hard i think it has to do with actually liking smoking if you do then its hard
    Beutifulman1970 Beutifulman1970 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 17