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I Am A Closet Smoker

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 58 People

    Only In Front Of Certain People

    Most of my friends smoke, so it's not that much of an issue. A lot of people have no idea. I leave my smokes at home and most days during the week I have 1 or 2, sometimes none. Weekends are different, depending on who I'm with and what I'm doing. I never smoke around people that...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 3 Responses May 5, 2013

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    Well, until I admitted it

    now of course! I'm fairly casual with the amount I smoke though, a pack of 20 could easily last the week, maybe even 9 days or so. Unless I'm massively stressed of course, then I tend to smoke a few a day to aid my relaxation.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 9, 2014

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    I started smoking when I was about 16.

    And smoked regularly since until about two years ago (my husband had been CONSTANTLY badgering me to quit!). However.... My dearest friend Katie is a smoker and when we are together (And Todd is not about!) I will bum off of her (she will tease me, making me beg!)! I cannot go a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 16

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    Love having a cigarette in the closet.

    Only family member that smokes.
    Trex34 Trex34 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 16, 2014

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    I qiut for all intensive purposes in 98.

    But I just love the flavor. I'd walk a mile for a camel.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    janwantstobeateenagemom janwantstobeateenagemom 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    sometimes am well rounded and sometimes i just wanna lock myself in my closet its really bad kinda depression! because ive lost interest in everything and hating even my fam i feel...
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    it's just the right thing to do.
    aliciawolf aliciawolf 51-55, F Jan 27

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    You should see how defensive they get when I poke fun at them . I didn't make them slow , socially retarded , have no SOH etc so why get mad at me . it's the gutter drug they...
    certifiable certifiable 70+, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    I hate the smell of cigarette. It's ******* smelly.
    Stephanieloveowl Stephanieloveowl 26-30, F Jan 30

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    I quit smoking 4 years ago but i kept my pipe. I have fond memories of working on my parents land, clearing trees and such. I quit for my health but, i still like to keep the pipe...
    Miles222 Miles222 26-30, M Jan 30

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    recently i finished Allen Carr's' An easy way to stop smoking' at frist i avoid it like thousands of other self help books but as it was suggested by wikiHow i read book. n magic...
    007magar 007magar 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    Chewing tobacco or smoking is not a habit but an adiction - Adiction to nicotine- Nicotine is a drug- It exists in body like a monster- We have to feed this monster all the day...
    007magar 007magar 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 2

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    Okay so maybe it isnt the best thing for ya. But its the easiest. And its relaxing.
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 16-17, F Feb 2

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    smoke responsibly and it will be legalized drugstores.comli.com/medical_marijuana(kush)_and_seeds.h
    drodre40 drodre40 22-25, T Feb 2

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    I really don't love smoking ciggs!!!!!!!!
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    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M Feb 15

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    I'm going to try and cut back to one cigarette a night one for all the stress of my day
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