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I Am a Closeted Gay

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    My Name Is X And I'M A Recovering Homophobe

    I am not a closeted gay. I was never really closeted. I was a homophobic homosexual and I may be one still. The product of a freakishly conservative, ignorant, and fearful family - God bless the Bible belt. Gays were sinful, subhuman, and deserved to die of AIDS. In retrospect, I...
    a1scat a1scat 26-30 7 Responses May 21, 2013

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    Ok well this is my first post

    and I'm sorry I haven't been active on this site but I do have an experience to share. Well I'm gay (well duh) anyway I've been more certain that I was when I was twelve. Well at that age I didn't really care as much but when I got around 14 to 15 I moved in with my father. He...
    brandonkrakora7 brandonkrakora7 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 6

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    Beneath this fragile frame lies a battle

    between pride and shame..
    huskysheep huskysheep 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 25

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    Hi, my name is Ruben

    and I'm 17 years old 😊. I grew up like a normal kid in a normal family 👪, with normal friends and normal stuff around me. It was when I was really young that I started to know that I was different from the other boys around my age. I didn't like the same things as they...
    rubencaldeira rubencaldeira 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 20

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    Yet Another Masculine Closeted Gay...

    I finally decided to post a story. It's really nothing special, I'm 21, masculine and closeted gay. I've always kind of known, but never really accepted it. Already after having sex for the first time, with a girl, I knew something was missing. I finally came to terms with it a...
    babaganoosh89 babaganoosh89 22-25, M 14 Responses Aug 14, 2011

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    No One Knows I Am Gay

    I am a 20 year old that has never told a soul about the situation I am in. I am gay and I am mortified to tell anyone. This is the first time I have said any of this. My parents divorced at a young age and I was verbally and physically beaten throughout school and at home. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    No One Knows Except My Best Friend

    I am 15yrs old and in high school. My parents would so freak out if they knew I was gay. Even my friends at school would freak out. I am so afraid of telling anyone because of the negative impact and because I know lots of people can be so very cruel. My parents are devoted...
    IloveBVB IloveBVB 16-17, M 7 Responses Aug 2, 2013

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    I don't know where to put my eyes.

    On the streets, whenever I see some hot guy, I look twice before looking away. It's just that tension building up from the heart to the throat, drying up. It sucks to be alone without anyone to share this to. Sexuality is not a shame. Shame.
    rowrowrowthe rowrowrowthe 22-25, M 6 Responses Jan 12

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    I have extremely homophobic parents & family.

    I cant tell them I am gay because my dad has made his strong opinions on the subject of being gay very clear & has stated more then once if his son was gay he would throw me out. I also am an only child so he expects a lot from me. I am still a senior in high school & have no...
    SutureMyHeart SutureMyHeart 18-21, M 13 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    It's Jay again. Welcome back to "The Jay

    and Corey Show." Here's an update on our relationship. Corey and I grow deeper in love everyday. We are truly a match made in Heaven. We complement each other in every way. We love each other so much. We've spent a lot of time together this summer. It is so much easier now that...
    cumminatcha cumminatcha 13-15, M Aug 6

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    It's the first time that I talk about it 'out

    loud'. I only talk about this by message but well I need to do it some day so...here I am! :D I'm 17 and I know it since I had around 13/14 yo, I never say it to any of my friends or family because I'm Afraid of what can happen before that... I start using EP some months ago and...
    Bral05 Bral05 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I'm a 20 year old closeted gay/bisexual male.

    I don't even know at this point whether I'm gay or bisexual. I've always found myself more sexually attracted to guys but could never imagine settling down with a guy for the rest of my life. Am I in denial? Who knows. Its 1 in the morning and I'm home from university. I've been...
    rcnb10 rcnb10 18-21, M 8 Responses Jan 4

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    Hi, it's Jay again. You remember the plan

    that I made a few weeks ago to bring two younger boys into my relationship with Corey for sex tutoring. You also remember that Corey nixed the plan, for good reason. One or two other boys in our relationship could have driven us apart. So, I gave up on the idea. This ultimately...
    cumminatcha cumminatcha 13-15, M Aug 22

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    sturmgewher44 sturmgewher44 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Where I am- I'm out as gay to mostly everybody.

    The only ones who don't know are those outside of my friend group and majority of my family. I don't feel a need to chant "I'm gay" to everyone I meet. Does it matter who you like? Love is love. Just be you.
    VerdlaTal VerdlaTal 13-15, T 4 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    I only manage to successfully stay in the

    closet by being the least stereotypical bisexual male that you could possibly come across. If you saw me on the street, I would easily pass as a heterosexual.
    jmmoosey jmmoosey 31-35, M Aug 11

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    Hey everyone I haven't been back on

    for a while but I'm back on! So want to chat or whatever just send message!
    pierson924 pierson924 13-15, M Aug 21

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    kristi9852 kristi9852 13-15, T Aug 17

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    Some times it just gets hard

    for no real reason. It's like your coock is just begging for attention. Brutal.
    MrNurseGuy MrNurseGuy 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    Well yesterday was very unexpected.

    I had a rough night on New Years (almost got arrested) parents got a call at 4am that I was found passed out by the cops. But the parents were in Florida at the time so not much they could do. They got back last night around 5am and I knew there would be a talk in the morning...
    KY2LAX KY2LAX 22-25, M 7 Responses Jan 6

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    Ever since I came out to my best friend,

    I've kinda set my gayness free haha I don't even hold back on my attraction to girls anymore xD it doesn't even matter that I'm not out to anyone else anymore, people will figure it out on their own hah! :D
    Fishees Fishees 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    I'm in the closet , my parents are homophobic

    and my siblings are all hateful so I have to keep it to myself. It's hard living in the closet but I try every way to meet or gay and bi guys
    OtakuKidd OtakuKidd 13-15, M 10 Responses Jul 12

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    I slowly try giving my parents hints

    before my step dad died last week I like slowly threw him hints cus he was like really supportive he asked what I wanted for dinner I said hot dogs? He's like okay? And I put things on tv like Taylor swift journey to fearless on Netflix when he was around I mean I never payed...
    Sprinklesnstuff Sprinklesnstuff 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 8

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    Hello.

    Hello my name is Evan,I'm 18 years, I don't really know why i'm writing this. I wanna come out to my father, but i'm quite nervous about it. I feel like he's always putting the homosexual community down, And even though he may not mean too I just don't know how to go about coming...
    evan151 evan151 18-21, M 23 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    Closeted Gay Male. I Hate My Life

    I am a 21 year old closeted gay male and nobody knows about my situation. Though being gay, I still walk, talk, look and act just like any straight guy you see out there, probably even more masculine than most. Except my sexual attraction is with the same sex. I'm a straight man...
    royalflush408 royalflush408 18-21, M 133 Responses Nov 29, 2009

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    We did it again. For those of you

    who have been following the adventures of Jay and Corey, you know that we are two 14 year old boys who fell in love on EP, but we met up in real life. 3 weeks ago, we tricked our moms into taking us to the same mall to shop. While our moms shopped independently, Corey and I made...
    cumminatcha cumminatcha 13-15, M 11 Responses Mar 30

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    iwantdic iwantdic 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Struggle With Myself!

    I have known that I was bi-sexual for quite a few years. It took me until recently to come to grips with that reality and actually date men. I have always been good with women, but guys were another story. I come from a very religious/spiritual family, and being gay or bi is a...
    grownbiman grownbiman 26-30, M 7 Responses Oct 28, 2012

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    can't read my , can't read my,

    no they can't read my poker face.
    internallybroken internallybroken 13-15, M 3 Responses May 25

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    I am 15 and in high school,

    I am already a bit of a loner and I can't imagine even thinking about coming out. I do have some popularity but nothing substantial. Though my parents are open-minded people (my parents have gay friends) I just am not sure how they will feel about having their son be gay. It...
    starwarsfan99 starwarsfan99 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 10

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    Hi, Josh here, I'm officially gay!

    Anyone have coming out stories they want to share? I'm still closeted, so I need help. Anyone want to share? You can message me or comment on this post. Please answer 1 or more of my questions below: Why did you come out? When did you come out? Who did you come out to first...
    JoshIsGay23095 JoshIsGay23095 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I'N NOT LONGER IN THE CLOSET!

    !! :D So I spoke to my cousin quite a bit moving up to the topic finally the moment come and I told him that I'm bisexuality but mostly prefer guys there was a slight pause and he asked are you for real so of course I responded yes another pause slightly longer then the other...
    Gayguy22 Gayguy22 16-17, M 10 Responses Jul 9

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    It's Never Too Late

    As a kid I was bullied every day by this one boy who didn't know how to show that he liked me. His name was Jerry. At the time, I had no idea he had a crush on me. And he was afraid because I was also a guy and he thought there was something wrong with being gay. He used to tease...
    HitchhikingProphet HitchhikingProphet 18-21, M 9 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    Falling In Love With My Straight Best Friend....

    That's right. I think I might be falling in love with my straight best friend, I know it must be a common thing for people like me, or people like us I guess I should say...but god damn does it suck... I am definitely in th closet and to the best of my knowledge no one knows that...
    slwat1st slwat1st 22-25, M 27 Responses Oct 30, 2011

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    It felt weird when my male friends used to

    touch me and i eventually became attracted to them.
    ScarletVampyre ScarletVampyre 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 15

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    AN APOLOGY by Jay Hi again.

    It's Jay from "The Jay and Corey Show." In case you haven't noticed, I've taken down my last set of stories. I've had a realization. It takes a very big man to love Corey. It takes an even bigger man to admit that he was wrong. We could put this another way. It takes an even...
    cumminatcha cumminatcha 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    My situation is sort of different.

    I know that the people I care about will be very accepting, I go to a liberal arts type high school. I've known I've been a lesbian for years. But it makes me so uncomfortable to talk about it. It's makes me all squeamish. I don't know why, I just hate talking about it!!! So...
    MovieJunkie MovieJunkie 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    Outed At Work And Laughing About It

    Its been a little while since I've posted anything, mainly because real life was just too entertaining to pass up. As the story title said, I got outed at work about six weeks ago. It was my sales manager of all people, a man who I believed couldn't count above three without...
    InkedAmongTheSands InkedAmongTheSands 31-35, M 4 Responses Apr 16, 2013

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    amazingfrank amazingfrank 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    I would love to meet a closeted gay

    or bisexual man close to me.
    jmmoosey jmmoosey 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    I'm back in the closet

    as well :( buts it's ok at least my mum is happier ! She worries so much , bless her :)
    interlink2 interlink2 51-55, M 3 Responses Aug 25

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    I just came out to my best friend tonight!

    It went incredibly well i was worried he would shut me out or be disgusted but he said he would support me 100%, now thats two people that know i am gay!
    dann5 dann5 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 9

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    Gay In The Military

    I've been in the Military for about 5 years, and I've know I was gay for a lot longer than that. Its been hard being a closeted gay in the Military, and I think everyone knows how your typical "male" can be. I've been pretty good at hiding it for sometime, but i've never really...
    rickman88 rickman88 22-25 6 Responses Sep 3, 2012

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    pierson924 pierson924 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I finally met my EP boyfriend in real life.

    I'm Jay, and I'm in love with Corey. We are both 14. We met here on EP, but we only live an hour apart. Neither of us have told our parents that we're gay, so at first, our proximity seemed to be irrelevant. Then we hatched a plan. We both asked our mothers to take us to the...
    cumminatcha cumminatcha 13-15, M 10 Responses Mar 9

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    Sister says she doesn't like

    when gay people flaunt being gay (ie holding hands), brother thinks we shouldn't be able to get married and try to get "more rights than they already have", mom thinks anything related to the stereotypes makes someone gay and she sounds so obsessive over them as if you collect...
    Zaquash Zaquash 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    I first knew when I fell hard

    for my childhood best friend at 13 and I accepted it but I'm afraid no one else will accept it with me.
    YeahIKnowImSick YeahIKnowImSick 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Kristi45632 Kristi45632 13-15, M Aug 16

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    Well, I'm not really in the "closet" I just

    don't think it's any of my families business who I'm attracted to and they have never asked. I know they will be accepting when they finally find out as I have quite a few relatives who are also gay so it's not really a new thing. I love my family a lot. :)
    BurntToasty BurntToasty 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 7

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    Came out to my sister tonight.

    Proud of myself :D
    jxlecler jxlecler 13-15, M 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    The step out of the closet seems to be an

    insurmountable one. At least for me. The level of courage it takes is incredible. As I've just finished my first degree, I've been doing a lot of introspection and reflection about my life so far. One of the main things I realised it that I like to know things. Uncertainty is my...
    rcnb10 rcnb10 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 24

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    *WARNING* The account "HiImDavid" is a FAKE

    account! here--> EP Link I thought his profile pic looked suspicious..so i looked into it...and it was! The real person is a model by the name of "Simon Carter Resende" it seems like his pics have been stolen before. Here's all the proof!: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com...
    Nimblecat Nimblecat 16-17, M Aug 13

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    Masculine, Gay and Closeted; Though Everyone Knows and I'm Messed Up.

    I am gay and closeted to my friends. In some ways it's stupid. The people I call my friends have known me for 10+ years and there have been comments regarding my sexuality as I've never had a girlfriend or talked about girls. My response has always been: "...
    xy001 xy001 26-30, M 21 Responses Jan 17, 2009

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    So here's a story. So last Saturday I decided

    to go to a bathhouse for some fun. I had been to this same bathhouse many times before so this wasn't new to me. Like putting on a glove. So the day starts out with me in the sauna. I'm just relax breaking a sweat when another guy gets in. This guy is just a hunter. This world...