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I Am a Closeted Gay

Please read and give advice, I want it all 3,817 People

    thisissamwut thisissamwut 18-21, M 1 Response May 20

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    Beneath this fragile frame lies a battle

    between pride and shame..
    huskysheep huskysheep 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 25, 2014

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    Why don't people just understand

    that coming out is a long hard thing
    kev2424 kev2424 13-15, M 4 Responses Mar 24

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    can't read my , can't read my,

    no they can't read my poker face.
    internallybroken internallybroken 16-17, M 2 Responses May 25, 2014

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    I'd like to meet more of you

    so hit me up if you're near my age
    thisissamwut thisissamwut 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 7

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    I have been trying to explorer ways of coming

    out, I thought that by confessing here to other EP users that I am gay, and I actually have an online boyfriend, mischief, and I thought that it would be easier to come out as a gay man to friends and family. Maybe I'm bisexual? All I know is how attracted I am to other men.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 21

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    i want to know to every gay

    or straight who really love a gay person and want to help them with a good suggestion i want your openion that i m a maried gay but my married life is not full with sex me and my wife adjust our marriage for the parents sake my wife dont know that i m a gay but i fade up with...
    pankajpandit pankajpandit 31-35, M 1 Response May 18

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    I'm 19 years old and I am seriously questioning

    my sexuality right now, but I think that deep down I am gay, and just don't want to admit it. I go to a college that is very LGBT friendly, but where I live is a small town that is fairly homophobic. My family is Catholic, I went to a Catholic school until high school, and my...
    Trahere Trahere 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 6, 2014

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    Masculine, Gay and Closeted; Though Everyone Knows and I'm Messed Up.

    I am gay and closeted to my friends. In some ways it's stupid. The people I call my friends have known me for 10+ years and there have been comments regarding my sexuality as I've never had a girlfriend or talked about girls. My response has always been: "...
    xy001 xy001 26-30, M 29 Responses Jan 17, 2009

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    Hi! May name is Jay and I'm 16

    and gay. I'm new to this site and would love to meet new people I can relate to! Age does not matter to me so message me!
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 30

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    If I could simply have some exposure to the

    exciting and romantic part of life that everyone else gets to live through... Without having to give a ******* speech about my sexual orientation... That would be gucci.
    thisissamwut thisissamwut 18-21, M 3 Responses May 24

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    Hello.

    Hello my name is Evan,I'm 18 years, I don't really know why i'm writing this. I wanna come out to my father, but i'm quite nervous about it. I feel like he's always putting the homosexual community down, And even though he may not mean too I just don't know how to go about coming...
    evan151 evan151 18-21, M 23 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    Reading short gay stories.

    Inspiring. Sadly, just fiction.
    LooWee LooWee 18-21, M Jun 16

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    I guess you could say I'm

    so deep in the closet, I'm finding Christmas presents
    sturmgewher44 sturmgewher44 18-21, M 4 Responses May 25

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    Hello guys, I am a bisexual male

    who has a huge heart to help lonely or confused or scared teenage boys, I will share my experience with you both from my life and my experience from counseling, Please reach out
    BiBoy3 BiBoy3 31-35, M 1 Response May 29

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    Outed At Work And Laughing About It

    Its been a little while since I've posted anything, mainly because real life was just too entertaining to pass up. As the story title said, I got outed at work about six weeks ago. It was my sales manager of all people, a man who I believed couldn't count above three without...
    InkedAmongTheSands InkedAmongTheSands 31-35, M 4 Responses Apr 16, 2013

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    My Name Is X And I'M A Recovering Homophobe

    I am not a closeted gay. I was never really closeted. I was a homophobic homosexual and I may be one still. The product of a freakishly conservative, ignorant, and fearful family - God bless the Bible belt. Gays were sinful, subhuman, and deserved to die of AIDS. In retrospect, I...
    a1scat a1scat 31-35 8 Responses May 21, 2013

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    I have always known that I am gay

    and have never ever thought about coming out of the closet, but now as I am getting older and relationships and desires are becoming more common for people my age, I want to express who I really am to people but don't think I ever can! I don't want to disappoint anyone or ruin...
    NeverGonnaGiveUp21 NeverGonnaGiveUp21 16-17, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm a 20 year old closeted gay/bisexual male.

    I don't even know at this point whether I'm gay or bisexual. I've always found myself more sexually attracted to guys but could never imagine settling down with a guy for the rest of my life. Am I in denial? Who knows. Its 1 in the morning and I'm home from university. I've been...
    rcnb10 rcnb10 18-21, M 8 Responses Jan 4, 2014

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    OK, so i have a question is their a fine line

    between gay and straight. maybe not completely centered ... because that would be considered bisexual! but some where to the left or right of bisexual.. with out breaking out of boundaries of gay and straight? I ask this for the simple pleasures of understanding this guy i like...
    Ifonlycr Ifonlycr 18-21, M 2 Responses May 20

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    I just can't come out of the small contraption

    they call the closet for me being bisexual
    chaoticscars chaoticscars 13-15, M 1 Response May 20

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    A very weird thing happened a couples of hours

    before i went home to my apartment. There was this friend (a guy, of course) who approached me. I knew him the moment i saw him coz i knew him for the last three years. Then we started chatting about school and stuffs blah blah blah. And then something unexpected happened. He...
    LooWee LooWee 18-21, M 7 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    It's been frustrating.

    It seems like it's tell Everyone you're gay (which I have no plans on doing) or stay alone. I knew this would be tough from the start but I hope to see a turning point in this journey eventually.
    thisissamwut thisissamwut 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 14

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    I've given a guy head but( never swallowed )

    and taken it up the butt. I'm scared and afraid of what my family or friends or anyone else would say about it.
    Kevin132 Kevin132 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 3

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    If my mom asks "you got a girlfriend?

    " one more time... 😂
    thisissamwut thisissamwut 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 18

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    Ok well this is my first post

    and I'm sorry I haven't been active on this site but I do have an experience to share. Well I'm gay (well duh) anyway I've been more certain that I was when I was twelve. Well at that age I didn't really care as much but when I got around 14 to 15 I moved in with my father. He...
    brandonkrakora7 brandonkrakora7 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 6, 2014

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    IDK what to do, I live in a really complex place

    where people in my community know about each others. The thing is about them knowing about my business is what actually scares the living crap out of me. I am a great person TBH all I have done in here, all the perverted stuff I have done leaves me scarred because it is so...
    sameasyoubruh sameasyoubruh 22-25, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    gurpinder gurpinder 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    Hi, my name is Ruben

    and I'm 17 years old 😊. I grew up like a normal kid in a normal family 👪, with normal friends and normal stuff around me. It was when I was really young that I started to know that I was different from the other boys around my age. I didn't like the same things as they...
    rubencaldeira rubencaldeira 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 20, 2014

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    Closeted Gay Male. I Hate My Life

    I am a 21 year old closeted gay male and nobody knows about my situation. Though being gay, I still walk, talk, look and act just like any straight guy you see out there, probably even more masculine than most. Except my sexual attraction is with the same sex. I'm a straight man...
    royalflush408 royalflush408 18-21, M 150 Responses Nov 29, 2009

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 14

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    While I have already come out to my family,

    a cousin and most of my close friends, I'm still not officially "out". I guess it's as they say, coming out is a whole process rather than a single event.
    Madobsession Madobsession 16-17, M 2 Responses May 25

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    awkward when your mates are asking you

    if you think the girl that just walked past was fit, when in my head I have no interest and just say yeah so they'll shut up.
    CookmySock CookmySock 18-21, M 11 Responses Feb 25

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    It's Never Too Late

    As a kid I was bullied every day by this one boy who didn't know how to show that he liked me. His name was Jerry. At the time, I had no idea he had a crush on me. And he was afraid because I was also a guy and he thought there was something wrong with being gay. He used to tease...
    HitchhikingProphet HitchhikingProphet 18-21, M 9 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    I wrote this poem as a release

    for myself, but if it can help just one person on here, I'd be happy. This just came to me at 3am in the morning waking me out of my sleep. I hope everyone enjoys it. I've only let a select few read it, I'm pretty apprehensive when it comes to my poetry. A Question of Love...
    brady120378 brady120378 36-40, M 8 Responses Jul 30, 2014

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    It's not simply the fact

    that I'm able to legally get married, who knows, maybe I won't. It's the fact that there are a few minds sitting in the Supreme Court that have been eager to grant people like me this right on the federal level. That sends a powerful message, that being gay does not make you any...
    thisissamwut thisissamwut 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I'N NOT LONGER IN THE CLOSET!

    !! :D So I spoke to my cousin quite a bit moving up to the topic finally the moment come and I told him that I'm bisexuality but mostly prefer guys there was a slight pause and he asked are you for real so of course I responded yes another pause slightly longer then the other...
    Gayguy22 Gayguy22 16-17, M 9 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    Gay In The Military

    I've been in the Military for about 5 years, and I've know I was gay for a lot longer than that. Its been hard being a closeted gay in the Military, and I think everyone knows how your typical "male" can be. I've been pretty good at hiding it for sometime, but i've never really...
    rickman88 rickman88 22-25 6 Responses Sep 3, 2012

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    I can't be a part of this group anymore

    because I finally came out to my family :)))))
    abelive06 abelive06 13-15, M 5 Responses Apr 26

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    What do you say when someone asks

    whether you're gay ?
    SugarDoughnut SugarDoughnut 13-15, M 4 Responses Jun 7

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    I need help I'm very confused about my

    sexuallity and need to talk to someone about it
    CiaranMcGuinness1997 CiaranMcGuinness1997 18-21, M 3 Responses May 18

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    I have extremely homophobic parents & family.

    I cant tell them I am gay because my dad has made his strong opinions on the subject of being gay very clear & has stated more then once if his son was gay he would throw me out. I also am an only child so he expects a lot from me. I am still a senior in high school & have no...
    SutureMyHeart SutureMyHeart 18-21, M 11 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    I don't know where to put my eyes.

    On the streets, whenever I see some hot guy, I look twice before looking away. It's just that tension building up from the heart to the throat, drying up. It sucks to be alone without anyone to share this to. Sexuality is not a shame. Shame.
    rowrowrowthe rowrowrowthe 22-25, M 7 Responses Jan 12, 2014

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    Falling In Love With My Straight Best Friend....

    That's right. I think I might be falling in love with my straight best friend, I know it must be a common thing for people like me, or people like us I guess I should say...but god damn does it suck... I am definitely in th closet and to the best of my knowledge no one knows that...
    slwat1st slwat1st 22-25, M 36 Responses Oct 30, 2011

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    Well yesterday was very unexpected.

    I had a rough night on New Years (almost got arrested) parents got a call at 4am that I was found passed out by the cops. But the parents were in Florida at the time so not much they could do. They got back last night around 5am and I knew there would be a talk in the morning...
    KY2LAX KY2LAX 22-25, M 7 Responses Jan 6, 2014

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    hmmm I think I'm in the state of closeting

    myself but although my family knows that I'm not the feminine gay. I think there waiting for me to break out my shell. so freaking confused.
    mcx0125 mcx0125 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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