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I Am a Closeted Gay

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    That feeling when you are reading gay stories

    and pretend to be the main character.............. Not mentioning dreaming about a happy ending...
    LooWee LooWee 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have extremely homophobic parents & family.

    I cant tell them I am gay because my dad has made his strong opinions on the subject of being gay very clear & has stated more then once if his son was gay he would throw me out. I also am an only child so he expects a lot from me. I am still a senior in high school & have no...
    SutureMyHeart SutureMyHeart 18-21, M 11 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    I'm in the closet , my parents are homophobic

    and my siblings are all hateful so I have to keep it to myself. It's hard living in the closet but I try every way to meet or gay and bi guys
    OtakuKidd OtakuKidd 16-17, M 9 Responses Jul 12, 2014

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    I'm gay obviously and I still in the closet

    because I am afraid of my parents and their strict anti-gay lifestyle :3 ...
    aldogarza84 aldogarza84 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 17

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    im 17 bi looking for a bf around carthage,

    texas. message if u wanna chat.
    teenguy17 teenguy17 16-17, M Feb 17

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    Yeah....my crush sorta found out I'm gay.

    He doesn't mind. But if he finds out I like him....I dunno. I have no clue if he's gay or not. I know there's gotta be a good amount of gay people at my school, but they're all closeted. The only ones that are out are the overly feminine type that I'm not a fan of, and even if...
    sblp2017 sblp2017 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 4

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    I'm 19 years old and I am seriously questioning

    my sexuality right now, but I think that deep down I am gay, and just don't want to admit it. I go to a college that is very LGBT friendly, but where I live is a small town that is fairly homophobic. My family is Catholic, I went to a Catholic school until high school, and my...
    Trahere Trahere 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 6, 2014

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    I only find men physically

    and sexually attractive. Not emotionally. And I hate the idea of "anal" like ew, thats disgusting. But i am always thinking about guys and looking at them! I have no interest in women except as friends. Is this normal? I wish i wasnt gay! :(
    soccerkid45 soccerkid45 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 7

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    It is nice to know that there are still friends

    who chat to me even though it has been months since we last talked. Thanks my friends! You know who you are.....
    LooWee LooWee 18-21, M Jan 24

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    God, Miss Colombia is hot.

    Phew. I know I am gay but, hell!... Just admiring. I still love boys :)
    LooWee LooWee 18-21, M Jan 26

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    can't read my , can't read my,

    no they can't read my poker face.
    internallybroken internallybroken 16-17, M 3 Responses May 25, 2014

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    Outed At Work And Laughing About It

    Its been a little while since I've posted anything, mainly because real life was just too entertaining to pass up. As the story title said, I got outed at work about six weeks ago. It was my sales manager of all people, a man who I believed couldn't count above three without...
    InkedAmongTheSands InkedAmongTheSands 31-35, M 4 Responses Apr 16, 2013

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    was at the gym yesterday,

    and saw this tall black guy get out the shower, he had a huge d**k, a part of me just wanted it so bad... (never felt like this)
    james23452345 james23452345 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 5

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    so... Im quite camp anyway

    and I think my friends have guessed I'm gay, and I'm almost ready to come out to the person I have been worried about the most... my dad. basically in the next 2 weeks I am aiming to come out to him, I feel ready, and I'm ready to start living. wish me luck people XD
    happygolfer97 happygolfer97 16-17, M 8 Responses Jan 10

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    I'N NOT LONGER IN THE CLOSET!

    !! :D So I spoke to my cousin quite a bit moving up to the topic finally the moment come and I told him that I'm bisexuality but mostly prefer guys there was a slight pause and he asked are you for real so of course I responded yes another pause slightly longer then the other...
    Gayguy22 Gayguy22 16-17, M 11 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    My Name Is X And I'M A Recovering Homophobe

    I am not a closeted gay. I was never really closeted. I was a homophobic homosexual and I may be one still. The product of a freakishly conservative, ignorant, and fearful family - God bless the Bible belt. Gays were sinful, subhuman, and deserved to die of AIDS. In retrospect, I...
    a1scat a1scat 26-30 7 Responses May 21, 2013

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    Beneath this fragile frame lies a battle

    between pride and shame..
    huskysheep huskysheep 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 25, 2014

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    I wrote this poem as a release

    for myself, but if it can help just one person on here, I'd be happy. This just came to me at 3am in the morning waking me out of my sleep. I hope everyone enjoys it. I've only let a select few read it, I'm pretty apprehensive when it comes to my poetry. A Question of Love...
    brady120378 brady120378 36-40, M 8 Responses Jul 30, 2014

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    But not anymore I came out

    and told my parents, I thought that they were going to disown me, instead we had a very long talk about it and they said that they always known that I was gay, they still love me and support me.
    plastickid plastickid 13-15, M 6 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    Deleted101 Deleted101 16-17, M Jan 30

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    Tb2015 Tb2015 18-21 Feb 19

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    I am definitely bisexual

    when I stayed at my friends house when I was about 15 me and him experimented and I liked it over a few years of sleepover after sleepover me and him drifted apart he moved away and surprisingly got a girl friend and had a kid i on the other hand am still gay i am attracted to...
    Atomic98 Atomic98 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 21

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    Yeah im in the closet :/ its pretty comfy in

    here lol XD but really i dont see a need to come out i like things the way they are and dont want it to change i also dont want to be known as the "gay kid" in my family :/ ugh this is so complicated
    taurusboii15 taurusboii15 13-15, M Feb 1

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    Masculine, Gay and Closeted; Though Everyone Knows and I'm Messed Up.

    I am gay and closeted to my friends. In some ways it's stupid. The people I call my friends have known me for 10+ years and there have been comments regarding my sexuality as I've never had a girlfriend or talked about girls. My response has always been: "...
    xy001 xy001 26-30, M 25 Responses Jan 17, 2009

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    Well yesterday was very unexpected.

    I had a rough night on New Years (almost got arrested) parents got a call at 4am that I was found passed out by the cops. But the parents were in Florida at the time so not much they could do. They got back last night around 5am and I knew there would be a talk in the morning...
    KY2LAX KY2LAX 22-25, M 7 Responses Jan 6, 2014

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    I don't know where to put my eyes.

    On the streets, whenever I see some hot guy, I look twice before looking away. It's just that tension building up from the heart to the throat, drying up. It sucks to be alone without anyone to share this to. Sexuality is not a shame. Shame.
    rowrowrowthe rowrowrowthe 22-25, M 6 Responses Jan 12, 2014

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    Kiik- suck_it_baby_ Snapchat- darkboy001 Or

    just message me on here for some fun ;) 15+
    Deleted101 Deleted101 16-17, M Feb 4

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    A very weird thing happened a couples of hours

    before i went home to my apartment. There was this friend (a guy, of course) who approached me. I knew him the moment i saw him coz i knew him for the last three years. Then we started chatting about school and stuffs blah blah blah. And then something unexpected happened. He...
    LooWee LooWee 18-21, M 7 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    djneedslovetoox3 djneedslovetoox3 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 14

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    Where I am- I'm out as gay to mostly everybody.

    The only ones who don't know are those outside of my friend group and majority of my family. I don't feel a need to chant "I'm gay" to everyone I meet. Does it matter who you like? Love is love. Just be you.
    OtakuTimeLord OtakuTimeLord 13-15, M 4 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    I'm a 20 year old closeted gay/bisexual male.

    I don't even know at this point whether I'm gay or bisexual. I've always found myself more sexually attracted to guys but could never imagine settling down with a guy for the rest of my life. Am I in denial? Who knows. Its 1 in the morning and I'm home from university. I've been...
    rcnb10 rcnb10 18-21, M 8 Responses Jan 4, 2014

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    I have a gf but I want a guy !

    I had experiences under 21 but never since .. I have strong urges now tho kmt
    JuelzDonny JuelzDonny 22-25, M Jan 29

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    Kiiik- suck_it_baby_ Snapchat-

    darkboy001 15+ Looking for some fun ;)
    Deleted101 Deleted101 16-17, M Jan 31

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    Falling In Love With My Straight Best Friend....

    That's right. I think I might be falling in love with my straight best friend, I know it must be a common thing for people like me, or people like us I guess I should say...but god damn does it suck... I am definitely in th closet and to the best of my knowledge no one knows that...
    slwat1st slwat1st 22-25, M 35 Responses Oct 30, 2011

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    awkward when your mates are asking you

    if you think the girl that just walked past was fit, when in my head I have no interest and just say yeah so they'll shut up.
    CookmySock CookmySock 18-21, M 9 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm 17 male looking for a bf I live in Carthage,

    Texas message me if u wanna talk.
    teenguy17 teenguy17 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    I am a friendly and decent Indian gay man

    living in Bangalore, India. I am 30 years old and well settled in life, with a good IT job and all the comforts in life. I am quite masculine and straight acting. As it's the norm in Indian society, my parents are actively trying for getting me married. I have told them several...
    homosapien84 homosapien84 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 8

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    Yet Another Masculine Closeted Gay...

    I finally decided to post a story. It's really nothing special, I'm 21, masculine and closeted gay. I've always kind of known, but never really accepted it. Already after having sex for the first time, with a girl, I knew something was missing. I finally came to terms with it a...
    babaganoosh89 babaganoosh89 22-25, M 15 Responses Aug 14, 2011

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    It's the first time that I talk about it 'out

    loud'. I only talk about this by message but well I need to do it some day so...here I am! :D I'm 17 and I know it since I had around 13/14 yo, I never say it to any of my friends or family because I'm Afraid of what can happen before that... I start using EP some months ago and...
    Bral05 Bral05 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    Closeted Gay Male. I Hate My Life

    I am a 21 year old closeted gay male and nobody knows about my situation. Though being gay, I still walk, talk, look and act just like any straight guy you see out there, probably even more masculine than most. Except my sexual attraction is with the same sex. I'm a straight man...
    royalflush408 royalflush408 18-21, M 137 Responses Nov 29, 2009

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    Tonybuaa Tonybuaa 18-21, M Feb 8

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    It's Never Too Late

    As a kid I was bullied every day by this one boy who didn't know how to show that he liked me. His name was Jerry. At the time, I had no idea he had a crush on me. And he was afraid because I was also a guy and he thought there was something wrong with being gay. He used to tease...
    HitchhikingProphet HitchhikingProphet 18-21, M 9 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    thisissamwut thisissamwut 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 19

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    I haven't talked to many guys the few I have

    talked to didn't go well. So I'd like to talk
    Nds32566 Nds32566 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 27

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    Gay In The Military

    I've been in the Military for about 5 years, and I've know I was gay for a lot longer than that. Its been hard being a closeted gay in the Military, and I think everyone knows how your typical "male" can be. I've been pretty good at hiding it for sometime, but i've never really...
    rickman88 rickman88 22-25 6 Responses Sep 3, 2012

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    Ok well this is my first post

    and I'm sorry I haven't been active on this site but I do have an experience to share. Well I'm gay (well duh) anyway I've been more certain that I was when I was twelve. Well at that age I didn't really care as much but when I got around 14 to 15 I moved in with my father. He...
    brandonkrakora7 brandonkrakora7 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 6, 2014

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    Hey everyone im looking

    for a cute gay or bi or curious guy to talk to thats around my age or older i just want a convo that will last alittle long and fun and wont go dead after the first 5 mins so guys if you like what you see if you think im cute just mesg me and we can chat maybe become goid...
    complicated4you complicated4you 18-21, M Feb 1

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    I would like a significant other.

    .. But there is no reason why I have to take time to explain *this* to everyone. It's not that I'm afraid of rejection... A lot of people I know are accepting, but i don't want them to find out because I will be loaded with questions. I'll will be known as "gay" and not as the...
    thisissamwut thisissamwut 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 10

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    Hi, my name is Ruben

    and I'm 17 years old 😊. I grew up like a normal kid in a normal family 👪, with normal friends and normal stuff around me. It was when I was really young that I started to know that I was different from the other boys around my age. I didn't like the same things as they...
    rubencaldeira rubencaldeira 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 20, 2014

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    No One Knows Except My Best Friend

    I am 15yrs old and in high school. My parents would so freak out if they knew I was gay. Even my friends at school would freak out. I am so afraid of telling anyone because of the negative impact and because I know lots of people can be so very cruel. My parents are devoted...
    IloveBVB IloveBVB 16-17, M 7 Responses Aug 2, 2013

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    I'm a bi girl, still in the closet.

    I have a crush on my female teacher and I'm in love with my best friend. I'm selfharm because of all of this and I just want someone to talk to? Anyone? x
    katemicheal katemicheal 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    Hey guys my name is danny

    and im 14. I am looking for a bf. Anyone can text me but dont be older than 18
    alienfreak alienfreak 13-15, M 4 Responses