I Am a Complex Person

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    Here I am again...with a bunch of people

    who I used to know...it's like everybody around me is dying..I'm looking at people I have known for years watching their bodies and minds deteoriate from drugs and drink ..I'm sitting here with a girl who pretends she understands me and all I can think to myself is shut the...
    GrewUpTooFast GrewUpTooFast
    22-25, M
    Jan 24, 2014

    The Good And The Evil

    I can be the sun that shines and illuminates without belonging to one personI can be the star that you look at the sky to see meand it is right thereI can be the scent that arouses such a jealousy driving some people crazyI can be the hummingbirdthat kisses flowers and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Jan 13, 2013

    I can't even find my own Start

    nor End. I'm stuck in the middle of my own maze, already given up on finding the light.. I really should sleep now ._.
    jellyfishz jellyfishz
    13-15, T
    Aug 20, 2015

    I feel like I've been shot

    and I'm hemhorraging. But no one cares. No one knows. I'm a puppet, dancing merrily on the stage - performing my role in society with grace and beauty. Im getting weaker and paler as I bleed profusely. As long as I smile and perform my role no one knows any better. The bullet...
    LittleRed88 LittleRed88
    26-30, F
    Mar 27

    Complexity is what summarize me at the best.

    My mind analyse everything... It is good professionally, but personally... It creates doubts just thinking, and has turned me into a kind of stone during all these years... So many things to write... Yet, I am not ready, to say more or not sure where to start. I am from Belgium...
    laurasya laurasya
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Apr 25, 2014

    I don't even understand myself,

    and no one else does either, just lovely...
    LikeICare13 LikeICare13
    13-15, F
    Dec 28, 2015
    Lonely270 Lonely270
    56-60, M
    Mar 14

    I think I need new set of friends.

    I would like to surround myself with people who bring out the best in me. They are draining me out. Our whatsapp group chat has been dead for a couple of days now, all I get are just one word replies. Nobody makes time anymore. They are all too busy. Is it just me or is it...
    freestyler605 freestyler605
    22-25, M
    1 Response Aug 13, 2014

    I'm manipulative and don't care

    for others, but at the same time I do in a way. I don't like causing too much harm, because then I feel somewhat empty and sad. I know I'm a bad person, and yet I feel as if there is something in me that's good. I guess I'm a self loathing psychopath, but then, am I a psychopath...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 3, 2015

    There's many layers to be peeled,

    I cave in that heart so no one can see the depth of it is so real. There's so much darkness and pain, so much attitude and games. So much sunshine to make you go insane, dare and gain. You'll come to know a person you never knew before, I will be your opposite in it all, I will...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jun 12, 2014

    I Am Two People!

    A very complex preson! I have wanted to give up drinking, something i have wanted to do for a number of years! I love my family Dearly, the eldest child so much!  she has an ILLness that I can't assist!.....What are fathers for? I am a Cross Dresser,...WHY?....Alot of...
    mzdivine mzdivine
    56-60
    Dec 29, 2008

    And within complexity,

    there's simplicity
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 17, 2013

    "What Are You Talking About?"

    My mind races in a million different directions, and I can never seem to properly fit into conversation.  I'll be listening, but then my train of thought takes me somewhere completely different, like from dancing at homecoming to Dirty Dancing to Patrick Swayze to Ghost to...
    BraceYourself BraceYourself
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 9, 2007

    Have had an interesting up

    and down week, now my brain is swimming round and round.
    butterflybitch butterflybitch
    41-45, F
    Oct 20, 2015
    lookforafriend lookforafriend
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Mar 18

    I am Crude and Crass

    and Blunt For many reasons. But I know, That I use to speak In riddles That I didn’t know The answer too. And I realized, That someday I will die And someone will Still be trying to figure out What I was trying To say.
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 28, 2013

    Complex...maybe Even More

    Complex is the least to describe what I am.  This is not to say that I am simple, I just think there has to be a more powerful word to describe the way I am.  Half the time, I don't even know what's going on.  My mind is a mix of everything I know...
    Erinkidd01 Erinkidd01
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 9, 2009

    I just always complicate things

    and think deeply about stuff and over analyze every situation. Idk
    somewhatbored somewhatbored
    18-21, F
    Apr 26, 2014

    Have you ever noticed?

    Most people are extremely irritating when they think their better than anyone else. The true filling of power is when you have control over someone or something, and it shouldn't make you so... Possessive. As an off topic information about me, is I feel as if my mind is more...
    Nanette34613 Nanette34613
    18-21, F
    Mar 31, 2015

    If It Makes Her Happy

    We have been told by several people that we should break up our marriage. They know or suspect that we have sex with others, which is true. My wife does attract men we get to know and who ask her out and someimes she goes . Maybe she has sex with him, but she does not love him...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 5, 2012

    I like to pretend to be simple on the outside,

    but I'm so complicated on the inside that I haven't even entirely figured myself out yet. I can never give people a truly accurate description of myself because truth be told, I'm still trying to figure out some parts of myself. My family only knows what I give them and...
    FabledTacoOfDoom FabledTacoOfDoom
    18-21, M
    Aug 20, 2015

    I Am...

    good and badintelligent and stupidinformed and ignorantsophisticated and naivehumble and arrogantconfident and insecureselfless and egocentricsensitive and calloushumorous and deadly seriousamiable and standoffisheasygoing and intenserefined and crudegentle and roughtrusting and...
    Rutterman Rutterman
    36-40, M
    6 Responses Aug 5, 2013
    boxersoff4u boxersoff4u
    51-55, M
    Aug 20, 2015

    I think the majority of people are to an extent.

    I have days when I'm happy and content to be on my own reading books or something like. And some days I need human contact or a good conversation. I'm a good, generous person at heart, but I have my selfish, self-obsessed side too. I have varied interests and can't be defined...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 18, 2014

    Who Am I?

    No matter how many times I ask myself that question I still come up with the answer "I don't know". Seems that every time I turn around I find something new about myself. I found that I love sexy undies. I love watching people. I get off on fantasy's. Sometimes I'm...
    Rainystorm Rainystorm
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Mar 17, 2009

    It Has Caused Much Loneliness....

    I am a very complex person. The fact that I have had bipolar disorder my entire life is patially to blame for this. Half the time, I don't even understand some of the things I do, so I can't blame anyone else for not being able to understand it.Still, it would be nice....I have...
    ladyzantorian ladyzantorian
    18-21, F
    Jan 18, 2012

    I am a thinker, a fetichist,

    a christian, a listener, a dom,a worrier, an art lover, a loner, a helper, a spanker. I am complex. I am myself.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 18, 2014

    To be honest, I'm ugly

    but I'm also gorgeous. I'm complex like that, haha.
    glassbonespaperskin glassbonespaperskin
    18-21, F
    Mar 19

    Simply Complicated...

    I'm not complex to me most of the time. Sometimes I wonder why I do stuff though, and I try to figure out why. I can't, because I can't remember my past, like when I was a kid in elementary. Or for that matter, 6th grade either. I blocked it out, I made myself forget I think...
    Angelwings7 Angelwings7
    13-15, F
    Nov 19, 2011

    Growing Up Like A Motherless Child.

    My mother had TB before I was born, upon my birth the disease had been passed on to me. She died only a few months after my arrival leaving my father no choice but to marry very quickly otherwise my older brother and I would become wards of the Church/state. So the lady he...
    edward1956 edward1956
    51-55, M
    Feb 27, 2013
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 2, 2015

    I have recently learned

    that you change so much just based on your point of view. Your morals change, emotions change, thoughts etc.... You can become a completely different person with the power of your mind. Although it sounds so easy to do, there is emotional baggage that keeps you from changing...
    IwillBePretty4U IwillBePretty4U
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2015

    Follow your head, not your heart.

    Your head simply reminds you of everything your heart isn't willing to accept.
    User1039 User1039
    16-17, F
    Jan 19

    Wysiwyg

    What you see is what you get. I am very mysterious and complex person. I am shy and do not make friends easily, but once I know you better I could be a friend for life. I tend to look out for friends that are very similar than me.
    Gesels Gesels
    46-50, M
    1 Response Mar 6, 2011

    I never know how i'm going to feel

    or what i'm going to do. I'm always in this sort of confused state and then im not at the same time. It troubles me at time to have lots of emotions, and varying thoughts, when it influences who I am as a whole. Then again, being different and complex, and complicated compared...
    misternobrain misternobrain
    26-30, M
    Jan 8, 2014

    I am a Valkyrie. I am a blonde.

    I am intelligent. I am wilful. I crave....
    Silfverberg Silfverberg
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 28, 2014

    m always thinking . I can't stop my thoughts I

    get ,sometimes its too weird I get the visuals of what's gonna happen like when I wake up with a headache I get visuals of seeing my whole day how it would be and I try not to make my day like I saw but anyhow that happens I love this and sometimes I even feel closed into a room...
    dreamyspider dreamyspider
    18-21, M
    Aug 21, 2015
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