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I Am a Complex Person

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    Why Do I Close My Eyes

    EP is the only place where I can tell my stories   They are mostly about my wife and her sexual adventures . People write to me aand ask me why I put up with it   It does not matter to me We have  happy kids. I know I am the father I have a gf for sex    My wife and I...
    anthony2001 anthony2001 61-65, M May 19, 2012

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    I am Crude and Crass

    and Blunt For many reasons. But I know, That I use to speak In riddles That I didn’t know The answer too. And I realized, That someday I will die And someone will Still be trying to figure out What I was trying To say.
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2013

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    The Good And The Evil

    I can be the sun that shines and illuminates without belonging to one personI can be the star that you look at the sky to see meand it is right thereI can be the scent that arouses such a jealousy driving some people crazyI can be the hummingbirdthat kisses flowers and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jan 13, 2013

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    And within complexity,

    there's simplicity
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 17, 2013

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    Only 1 Huma Has Ever Understood Me

    and she destroyed my heart and now she is dead. No other mortal human will ever know or understand me in a way that will make sense to them. I chalnnege people to try, lol, they will fail
    SynysterGates510 SynysterGates510 22-25, M Nov 2, 2011

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    But Alas, Also Simplex.

    Various interfaces to meet my core - and the IO channels sometimes get distorted; but I do try to logically permeate reality. I am me.  Me.  Really.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 19, 2009

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    Simply Complicated...

    I'm not complex to me most of the time. Sometimes I wonder why I do stuff though, and I try to figure out why. I can't, because I can't remember my past, like when I was a kid in elementary. Or for that matter, 6th grade either. I blocked it out, I made myself forget I think...
    Angelwings7 Angelwings7 13-15, F Nov 19, 2011

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    "What Are You Talking About?"

    My mind races in a million different directions, and I can never seem to properly fit into conversation.  I'll be listening, but then my train of thought takes me somewhere completely different, like from dancing at homecoming to Dirty Dancing to Patrick Swayze to Ghost to...
    BraceYourself BraceYourself 16-18, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2007

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    If It Makes Her Happy

    We have been told by several people that we should break up our marriage. They know or suspect that we have sex with others, which is true. My wife does attract men we get to know and who ask her out and someimes she goes . Maybe she has sex with him, but she does not love him...
    anthony2001 anthony2001 61-65, M 2 Responses Jun 5, 2012

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    Because I Think Like This Lol

    If we need comfort shall we not take it because of the life we live or the way others act? If we need to breath air that will purify us, will we not breath in because someone that doesnt even control your body told you not to? If we need friends should we not make some because we...
    Kzinlove Kzinlove 13-15, F Mar 11, 2011

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    I just always complicate things

    and think deeply about stuff and over analyze every situation. Idk
    somewhatbored somewhatbored 16-17, F Apr 26, 2014

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    I think I need new set of friends.

    I would like to surround myself with people who bring out the best in me. They are draining me out. Our whatsapp group chat has been dead for a couple of days now, all I get are just one word replies. Nobody makes time anymore. They are all too busy. Is it just me or is it...
    freestyler605 freestyler605 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 13, 2014

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    Let that whole hearted happiness in.

    .. breathe it, own it, embrace it and feel it inside. It will take you to spectacular places :) It is the only way ... so incredible and wonderful.
    Summerandroses Summerandroses 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    Wysiwyg

    What you see is what you get. I am very mysterious and complex person. I am shy and do not make friends easily, but once I know you better I could be a friend for life. I tend to look out for friends that are very similar than me.
    Gesels Gesels 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 6, 2011

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    I am a thinker, a fetichist,

    a christian, a listener, a dom,a worrier, an art lover, a loner, a helper, a spanker. I am complex. I am myself.
    Danceofhours Danceofhours 41-45, M May 18, 2014

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    And love it. I am a man of many interests

    and that is why my life is wonderful. I navigate between the artistic, to the scientific, humanistic, free spirit, responsible, love for sports, great dad, back to everything again. I wake up without a predetermined agenda ( other than what mundane life dictates) but at the end...
    breathingeasy breathingeasy 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 30, 2014

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    Heart, Brain, And Soul

    my heart controls my feelings, my brain contols my thinking,and my soul is my spiritual and moral center. They are weaved together and help each other in weird ways that ultimitly create me. I have layers also, from the uncomlicated to the complicated. Different levels in...
    Littledove Littledove 18-21, F Oct 4, 2010

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    Growing Up Like A Motherless Child.

    My mother had TB before I was born, upon my birth the disease had been passed on to me. She died only a few months after my arrival leaving my father no choice but to marry very quickly otherwise my older brother and I would become wards of the Church/state. So the lady he...
    edward1956 edward1956 51-55, M Feb 27, 2013

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    Complex...maybe Even More

    Complex is the least to describe what I am.  This is not to say that I am simple, I just think there has to be a more powerful word to describe the way I am.  Half the time, I don't even know what's going on.  My mind is a mix of everything I know...
    Erinkidd01 Erinkidd01 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2009

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    Who Am I?

    No matter how many times I ask myself that question I still come up with the answer "I don't know". Seems that every time I turn around I find something new about myself. I found that I love sexy undies. I love watching people. I get off on fantasy's. Sometimes I'm...
    Rainystorm Rainystorm 41-45, F 6 Responses Mar 17, 2009

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    My heart aches for him.

    .. could he be feeling the same? My heart simply is a paradise....
    Summerandroses Summerandroses 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 24, 2014

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    I think the majority of people are to an extent.

    I have days when I'm happy and content to be on my own reading books or something like. And some days I need human contact or a good conversation. I'm a good, generous person at heart, but I have my selfish, self-obsessed side too. I have varied interests and can't be defined...
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 18, 2014

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    I never know how i'm going to feel

    or what i'm going to do. I'm always in this sort of confused state and then im not at the same time. It troubles me at time to have lots of emotions, and varying thoughts, when it influences who I am as a whole. Then again, being different and complex, and complicated compared...
    misternobrain misternobrain 22-25, M Jan 8, 2014

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    My Own Paradox

    I dont think anything about me really makes sence. Ther are no absolutes whatsoever, everything is in this shady grey area. I can easily see wrong things as good and vice versa. And I always think & act according to the bigger picture, which very few people realise. I ges its a...
    Tanuron Tanuron 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 15, 2011

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    The Maze

    everyone is a maze. turn left ! go Right NO not that way ! we all know how to navigate round even if others cant but that makes it easyer for us to get to know them first . when finallly trusting this person u give them the map (mabye with a little bit missing) and u become...
    PhantomOfMyBody PhantomOfMyBody 16-17, F Apr 6, 2012

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    Here I am again...with a bunch of people

    who I used to know...it's like everybody around me is dying..I'm looking at people I have known for years watching their bodies and minds deteoriate from drugs and drink ..I'm sitting here with a girl who pretends she understands me and all I can think to myself is shut the...
    GrewUpTooFast GrewUpTooFast 22-25, M Jan 24, 2014

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    I Am Two People!

    A very complex preson! I have wanted to give up drinking, something i have wanted to do for a number of years! I love my family Dearly, the eldest child so much!  she has an ILLness that I can't assist!.....What are fathers for? I am a Cross Dresser,...WHY?....Alot of...
    mzdivine mzdivine 56-60 Dec 29, 2008

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    I am a Valkyrie. I am a blonde.

    I am intelligent. I am wilful. I crave....
    Silfverberg Silfverberg 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2014

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    I Am...

    good and badintelligent and stupidinformed and ignorantsophisticated and naivehumble and arrogantconfident and insecureselfless and egocentricsensitive and calloushumorous and deadly seriousamiable and standoffisheasygoing and intenserefined and crudegentle and roughtrusting and...
    Rutterman Rutterman 36-40, M 8 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    Complexity is what summarize me at the best.

    My mind analyse everything... It is good professionally, but personally... It creates doubts just thinking, and has turned me into a kind of stone during all these years... So many things to write... Yet, I am not ready, to say more or not sure where to start. I am from Belgium...
    laurasya laurasya 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 25, 2014

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    Friendship

    Being complex has always made it very hard for me to have close friends. Sure, I talk to friends in school, and will invite people over to my house, but I only have a couple really close friends. They, coincidentally, are just as complex as me, sometimes more so. I can share...
    prancingprincess prancingprincess 18-21, F Aug 25, 2009

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    There's many layers to be peeled,

    I cave in that heart so no one can see the depth of it is so real. There's so much darkness and pain, so much attitude and games. So much sunshine to make you go insane, dare and gain. You'll come to know a person you never knew before, I will be your opposite in it all, I will...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 12, 2014

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    It Has Caused Much Loneliness....

    I am a very complex person. The fact that I have had bipolar disorder my entire life is patially to blame for this. Half the time, I don't even understand some of the things I do, so I can't blame anyone else for not being able to understand it.Still, it would be nice....I have...
    ladyzantorian ladyzantorian 18-21, F Jan 18, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I am complicated not by choice but how events in my life have shaped up . No one really wants to be a complex individual but sometimes circumstances force you to take things within...
    batmanexists batmanexists 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    Oh absolutely! This is more like it. Although, I believe this is just a lengthy way of saying narcissist. A narcissist feels worthless, yet is in love with whom they aspire to be...
    Mojopins Mojopins 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Am I complex? I really don't know. Sometimes I feel like others have a hard time understanding me, then I feel as if I am actually very easy to understand. I don't feel complex...
    lilminxx lilminxx 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Now, I'm not one of those crazy PETA activists that think chickens should be able to vote, but I'm not one of those crazy Christians that believes animals are just living machines...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 31, 2014

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    When I read the websites online about C-PTSD, I was sure I had it. Now, after reading your stories, I'm not sure. I would love for anyone to read through this and tell me your...
    Devinologist Devinologist 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    Everyday life can be so tough.... Every morning I wake up to the same tune -- time to put on the mask. Time to put on that mask and pretend like everything is ok. The real me...
    Protonyx Protonyx 16-17, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    The only complex is not being connected to one. Check my page and then message me.
    NuclearELDER NuclearELDER 41-45, M a week ago

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    I achieved slavery submission with my Soulmate/Daddy on my own journey. My situation is hard to explain. I've been with my Daddy for 4 years and I've just now came out to him about...
    bondedmind07 bondedmind07 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    Is this you? Description:Type Five is perceptive, innovative, secretive, and isolated. Fives are alert, insightful, and curious. They are able to concentrate and focus on...
    HelterSkelter1 HelterSkelter1 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 9

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    my wish for everyone just once... Grab ahold of your passion let it wrap it's spindly web around you. feel the entanglement the small threads of desire. Enjoy the lengths of...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 13 Responses 3 days ago

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    I was probably the coldest kid on the planet. I got a kick out of hurting people for no reason and it made me feel really good. A bully would be the right word. I couldn't help it...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 16-17, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am have been diagnosed as with borderline personality disorder last year.Such a relief.I think I have had it for 10 years and have inherited it from my mother.Who I forgive,If...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    I’m almost three months in on my divorce and I can honestly say that I don’t want to spend my life alone, but I would rather be alone than to be with the wrong person, and my...
    miryam57 miryam57 56-60, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I feel Like crap right now,and dumb for missing someone I shouldnt for being that dependent on that person for happiness..it sucks..I guess I shouldn't be so hard on myself but I...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 10 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    Your result for The Personality Defect Test ... Robot You are 71% Rational, 43% Extroverted, 29% Brutal, and 14% Arrogant. Robot You are the Robot! You are characterized by your...
    myzterieboy myzterieboy 41-45, M Jan 3

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    Of course I do. I would be a liar if I said otherwise. Personalty (compatibility, values, ETC) indubitably, is what will make or break a relationship. However, if there is...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 1 Response Jan 8

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