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I Am a Complex Person

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    There's many layers to be peeled,

    I cave in that heart so no one can see the depth of it is so real. There's so much darkness and pain, so much attitude and games. So much sunshine to make you go insane, dare and gain. You'll come to know a person you never knew before, I will be your opposite in it all, I will...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 12

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    Growing Up Like A Motherless Child.

    My mother had TB before I was born, upon my birth the disease had been passed on to me. She died only a few months after my arrival leaving my father no choice but to marry very quickly otherwise my older brother and I would become wards of the Church/state. So the lady he...
    edward1956 edward1956 51-55, M Feb 27, 2013

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    Complexity is what summarize me at the best.

    My mind analyse everything... It is good professionally, but personally... It creates doubts just thinking, and has turned me into a kind of stone during all these years... So many things to write... Yet, I am not ready, to say more or not sure where to start. I am from Belgium...
    laurasya laurasya 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 25

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    Wysiwyg

    What you see is what you get. I am very mysterious and complex person. I am shy and do not make friends easily, but once I know you better I could be a friend for life. I tend to look out for friends that are very similar than me.
    Gesels Gesels 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 6, 2011

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    Complex...maybe Even More

    Complex is the least to describe what I am.  This is not to say that I am simple, I just think there has to be a more powerful word to describe the way I am.  Half the time, I don't even know what's going on.  My mind is a mix of everything I know...
    Erinkidd01 Erinkidd01 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2009

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    I Am...

    good and badintelligent and stupidinformed and ignorantsophisticated and naivehumble and arrogantconfident and insecureselfless and egocentricsensitive and calloushumorous and deadly seriousamiable and standoffisheasygoing and intenserefined and crudegentle and roughtrusting and...
    Rutterman Rutterman 36-40, M 8 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    It Has Caused Much Loneliness....

    I am a very complex person. The fact that I have had bipolar disorder my entire life is patially to blame for this. Half the time, I don't even understand some of the things I do, so I can't blame anyone else for not being able to understand it.Still, it would be nice....I have...
    ladyzantorian ladyzantorian 18-21, F Jan 18, 2012

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    Only 1 Huma Has Ever Understood Me

    and she destroyed my heart and now she is dead. No other mortal human will ever know or understand me in a way that will make sense to them. I chalnnege people to try, lol, they will fail
    SynysterGates510 SynysterGates510 22-25, M Nov 2, 2011

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    I Am Two People!

    A very complex preson! I have wanted to give up drinking, something i have wanted to do for a number of years! I love my family Dearly, the eldest child so much!  she has an ILLness that I can't assist!.....What are fathers for? I am a Cross Dresser,...WHY?....Alot of...
    mzdivine mzdivine 56-60 Dec 29, 2008

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    The Maze

    everyone is a maze. turn left ! go Right NO not that way ! we all know how to navigate round even if others cant but that makes it easyer for us to get to know them first . when finallly trusting this person u give them the map (mabye with a little bit missing) and u become...
    PhantomOfMyBody PhantomOfMyBody 16-17, F Apr 6, 2012

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    Simply Complicated...

    I'm not complex to me most of the time. Sometimes I wonder why I do stuff though, and I try to figure out why. I can't, because I can't remember my past, like when I was a kid in elementary. Or for that matter, 6th grade either. I blocked it out, I made myself forget I think...
    Angelwings7 Angelwings7 13-15, F Nov 19, 2011

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    I am Crude and Crass

    and Blunt For many reasons. But I know, That I use to speak In riddles That I didn’t know The answer too. And I realized, That someday I will die And someone will Still be trying to figure out What I was trying To say.
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2013

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    My Own Paradox

    I dont think anything about me really makes sence. Ther are no absolutes whatsoever, everything is in this shady grey area. I can easily see wrong things as good and vice versa. And I always think & act according to the bigger picture, which very few people realise. I ges its a...
    Tanuron Tanuron 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 15, 2011

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    I think I need new set of friends.

    I would like to surround myself with people who bring out the best in me. They are draining me out. Our whatsapp group chat has been dead for a couple of days now, all I get are just one word replies. Nobody makes time anymore. They are all too busy. Is it just me or is it...
    freestyler605 freestyler605 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 13

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    But Alas, Also Simplex.

    Various interfaces to meet my core - and the IO channels sometimes get distorted; but I do try to logically permeate reality. I am me.  Me.  Really.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 19, 2009

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    Here I am again...with a bunch of people

    who I used to know...it's like everybody around me is dying..I'm looking at people I have known for years watching their bodies and minds deteoriate from drugs and drink ..I'm sitting here with a girl who pretends she understands me and all I can think to myself is shut the...
    GrewUpTooFast GrewUpTooFast 18-21, M Jan 24

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    Because I Think Like This Lol

    If we need comfort shall we not take it because of the life we live or the way others act? If we need to breath air that will purify us, will we not breath in because someone that doesnt even control your body told you not to? If we need friends should we not make some because we...
    Kzinlove Kzinlove 13-15, F Mar 11, 2011

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    I think the majority of people are to an extent.

    I have days when I'm happy and content to be on my own reading books or something like. And some days I need human contact or a good conversation. I'm a good, generous person at heart, but I have my selfish, self-obsessed side too. I have varied interests and can't be defined...
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 18

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    I never know how i'm going to feel

    or what i'm going to do. I'm always in this sort of confused state and then im not at the same time. It troubles me at time to have lots of emotions, and varying thoughts, when it influences who I am as a whole. Then again, being different and complex, and complicated compared...
    misternobrain misternobrain 22-25, M Jan 8

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    I just always complicate things

    and think deeply about stuff and over analyze every situation. Idk
    somewhatbored somewhatbored 16-17, F Apr 26

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    The Good And The Evil

    I can be the sun that shines and illuminates without belonging to one personI can be the star that you look at the sky to see meand it is right thereI can be the scent that arouses such a jealousy driving some people crazyI can be the hummingbirdthat kisses flowers and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jan 13, 2013

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    And love it. I am a man of many interests

    and that is why my life is wonderful. I navigate between the artistic, to the scientific, humanistic, free spirit, responsible, love for sports, great dad, back to everything again. I wake up without a predetermined agenda ( other than what mundane life dictates) but at the end...
    breathingeasy breathingeasy 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 30

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    "What Are You Talking About?"

    My mind races in a million different directions, and I can never seem to properly fit into conversation.  I'll be listening, but then my train of thought takes me somewhere completely different, like from dancing at homecoming to Dirty Dancing to Patrick Swayze to Ghost to...
    BraceYourself BraceYourself 16-18, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2007

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    I am a thinker, a fetichist,

    a christian, a listener, a dom,a worrier, an art lover, a loner, a helper, a spanker. I am complex. I am myself.
    Danceofhours Danceofhours 36-40, M May 18

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    If It Makes Her Happy

    We have been told by several people that we should break up our marriage. They know or suspect that we have sex with others, which is true. My wife does attract men we get to know and who ask her out and someimes she goes . Maybe she has sex with him, but she does not love him...
    anthony2001 anthony2001 61-65, M 2 Responses Jun 5, 2012

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    Friendship

    Being complex has always made it very hard for me to have close friends. Sure, I talk to friends in school, and will invite people over to my house, but I only have a couple really close friends. They, coincidentally, are just as complex as me, sometimes more so. I can share...
    prancingprincess prancingprincess 18-21, F Aug 25, 2009

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    My heart aches for him.

    .. could he be feeling the same? My heart simply is a paradise....
    Summerandroses Summerandroses 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    Why Do I Close My Eyes

    EP is the only place where I can tell my stories   They are mostly about my wife and her sexual adventures . People write to me aand ask me why I put up with it   It does not matter to me We have  happy kids. I know I am the father I have a gf for sex    My wife and I...
    anthony2001 anthony2001 61-65, M May 19, 2012

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    I am a Valkyrie. I am a blonde.

    I am intelligent. I am wilful. I crave....
    Silfverberg Silfverberg 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    And within complexity,

    there's simplicity
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 17, 2013

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    Who Am I?

    No matter how many times I ask myself that question I still come up with the answer "I don't know". Seems that every time I turn around I find something new about myself. I found that I love sexy undies. I love watching people. I get off on fantasy's. Sometimes I'm...
    Rainystorm Rainystorm 41-45, F 6 Responses Mar 17, 2009

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    Heart, Brain, And Soul

    my heart controls my feelings, my brain contols my thinking,and my soul is my spiritual and moral center. They are weaved together and help each other in weird ways that ultimitly create me. I have layers also, from the uncomlicated to the complicated. Different levels in...
    Littledove Littledove 18-21, F Oct 4, 2010

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    I'm the daddy at the end of a cyber daddy complex relationship. We met on fb a few years ago. I was new to fb when she added me. I think she may have been the second person I ever...
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    Many people have this kind of problems, I have one really particular, I'm trying to forget it completely, because sometimes I can not sleep thinking about it. Has anyone overcome...
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    I don't but my husband has this BIG TIME! He eggs on arguments to the point I get angry or start to feel crazy by blatantly denying things he's said or done. Then when I get angry...
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 8

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    I feel personal hygiene is very important. It not only gives you a fresh appeal to yourself but others too. It may also slow down infection and disease for women more then men...
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    I act different online then I do in person...sometimes XD
    Galina55 Galina55 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I am and have always been extremely curious person about textures, liquids, solids, silks and satins, hosiery, heels, and what a lady feels like. I have been with many ladies and...
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    I m totally different online. I may be nice online, but in person I am a totally different gal who's perhaps quite mean n rude. And I'm am guilty of many things in my life.
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    I wrote a story recently addressing the issue of low self esteem and poor body image (Mine!). This story picks up where that one left off. The last thought written in my previous...
    miryam57 miryam57 56-60, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    My former boss who asked me out for online dating and turned out to only played me after I...
    bowbowdown bowbowdown 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So many scenarios could make you ensue a personal injury lawsuit. If you have suffered a personal injury, it is important to be prepared. You will find out necessary advice here...
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    It should be sine qua non, but apparently it's not; There are ways you treat real people, real adult people, esp. when you are a real adult person yourself. The list of ways is...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 2 Responses Nov 8

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    Dont get me wrong.. looks are important. In order to be with somone, a connection and attraction has got to be there. And looks are rolled up in that package. However, looks...
    ChefBri3030 ChefBri3030 31-35, M 4 Responses Nov 18

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    In college my friends would often confide with me for emotional support and advice. I didn't mind, but back then I didn't realize that I was actually taking on an incredible burden...
    aninsideoutfox aninsideoutfox 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    This one is difficult to put into words. I've tried several times but I end up deleting it. Maybe this will be the one. I don't know who I am yet, if I'm honest. I'm starting...
    omgwut omgwut 41-45, M 5 Responses Oct 29

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    My story is a little different in some ways but really similar in many other ways. Let's start out with the positive. :) Unlike a lot of other people, I have gotten positive...
    Sweetiel3elle Sweetiel3elle 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11

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