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I Am a Complex Person

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    Complexity is what summarize me at the best.

    My mind analyse everything... It is good professionally, but personally... It creates doubts just thinking, and has turned me into a kind of stone during all these years... So many things to write... Yet, I am not ready, to say more or not sure where to start. I am from Belgium...
    laurasya laurasya 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 25, 2014

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    Growing Up Like A Motherless Child.

    My mother had TB before I was born, upon my birth the disease had been passed on to me. She died only a few months after my arrival leaving my father no choice but to marry very quickly otherwise my older brother and I would become wards of the Church/state. So the lady he...
    edward1956 edward1956 51-55, M Feb 27, 2013

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    The Good And The Evil

    I can be the sun that shines and illuminates without belonging to one personI can be the star that you look at the sky to see meand it is right thereI can be the scent that arouses such a jealousy driving some people crazyI can be the hummingbirdthat kisses flowers and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 13, 2013

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    Complex...maybe Even More

    Complex is the least to describe what I am.  This is not to say that I am simple, I just think there has to be a more powerful word to describe the way I am.  Half the time, I don't even know what's going on.  My mind is a mix of everything I know...
    Erinkidd01 Erinkidd01 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2009

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    I am a thinker, a fetichist,

    a christian, a listener, a dom,a worrier, an art lover, a loner, a helper, a spanker. I am complex. I am myself.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 18, 2014

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    I am a Valkyrie. I am a blonde.

    I am intelligent. I am wilful. I crave....
    Silfverberg Silfverberg 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2014

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    I am Crude and Crass

    and Blunt For many reasons. But I know, That I use to speak In riddles That I didn’t know The answer too. And I realized, That someday I will die And someone will Still be trying to figure out What I was trying To say.
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2013

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    It Has Caused Much Loneliness....

    I am a very complex person. The fact that I have had bipolar disorder my entire life is patially to blame for this. Half the time, I don't even understand some of the things I do, so I can't blame anyone else for not being able to understand it.Still, it would be nice....I have...
    ladyzantorian ladyzantorian 18-21, F Jan 18, 2012

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    I like to pretend to be simple on the outside,

    but I'm so complicated on the inside that I haven't even entirely figured myself out yet. I can never give people a truly accurate description of myself because truth be told, I'm still trying to figure out some parts of myself. My family only knows what I give them and...
    EatMyWaffleTaco EatMyWaffleTaco 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 20, 2015

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    I don't even understand myself,

    and no one else does either, just lovely...
    LikeICare13 LikeICare13 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2015

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    "What Are You Talking About?"

    My mind races in a million different directions, and I can never seem to properly fit into conversation.  I'll be listening, but then my train of thought takes me somewhere completely different, like from dancing at homecoming to Dirty Dancing to Patrick Swayze to Ghost to...
    BraceYourself BraceYourself 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2007

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    I never know how i'm going to feel

    or what i'm going to do. I'm always in this sort of confused state and then im not at the same time. It troubles me at time to have lots of emotions, and varying thoughts, when it influences who I am as a whole. Then again, being different and complex, and complicated compared...
    misternobrain misternobrain 26-30, M Jan 8, 2014

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    I can't even find my own Start

    nor End. I'm stuck in the middle of my own maze, already given up on finding the light.. I really should sleep now ._.
    jellyfishz jellyfishz 13-15, T Aug 20, 2015

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    I just always complicate things

    and think deeply about stuff and over analyze every situation. Idk
    somewhatbored somewhatbored 18-21, F Apr 26, 2014

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    And love it. I am a man of many interests

    and that is why my life is wonderful. I navigate between the artistic, to the scientific, humanistic, free spirit, responsible, love for sports, great dad, back to everything again. I wake up without a predetermined agenda ( other than what mundane life dictates) but at the end...
    breathingeasy breathingeasy 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 30, 2014

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    I Am...

    good and badintelligent and stupidinformed and ignorantsophisticated and naivehumble and arrogantconfident and insecureselfless and egocentricsensitive and calloushumorous and deadly seriousamiable and standoffisheasygoing and intenserefined and crudegentle and roughtrusting and...
    Rutterman Rutterman 36-40, M 8 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    Here I am again...with a bunch of people

    who I used to know...it's like everybody around me is dying..I'm looking at people I have known for years watching their bodies and minds deteoriate from drugs and drink ..I'm sitting here with a girl who pretends she understands me and all I can think to myself is shut the...
    GrewUpTooFast GrewUpTooFast 22-25, M Jan 24, 2014

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    m always thinking . I can't stop my thoughts I

    get ,sometimes its too weird I get the visuals of what's gonna happen like when I wake up with a headache I get visuals of seeing my whole day how it would be and I try not to make my day like I saw but anyhow that happens I love this and sometimes I even feel closed into a room...
    dreamyspider dreamyspider 18-21, M Aug 21, 2015

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    Simply Complicated...

    I'm not complex to me most of the time. Sometimes I wonder why I do stuff though, and I try to figure out why. I can't, because I can't remember my past, like when I was a kid in elementary. Or for that matter, 6th grade either. I blocked it out, I made myself forget I think...
    Angelwings7 Angelwings7 13-15, F Nov 19, 2011

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    Follow your head, not your heart.

    Your head simply reminds you of everything your heart isn't willing to accept.
    User1039 User1039 13-15, F Jan 19

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    Have had an interesting up

    and down week, now my brain is swimming round and round.
    butterflybitch butterflybitch 41-45, F Oct 20, 2015

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    There's many layers to be peeled,

    I cave in that heart so no one can see the depth of it is so real. There's so much darkness and pain, so much attitude and games. So much sunshine to make you go insane, dare and gain. You'll come to know a person you never knew before, I will be your opposite in it all, I will...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 12, 2014

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    Have you ever noticed?

    Most people are extremely irritating when they think their better than anyone else. The true filling of power is when you have control over someone or something, and it shouldn't make you so... Possessive. As an off topic information about me, is I feel as if my mind is more...
    Nanette34613 Nanette34613 18-21, F Mar 31, 2015

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 2, 2015

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    Wysiwyg

    What you see is what you get. I am very mysterious and complex person. I am shy and do not make friends easily, but once I know you better I could be a friend for life. I tend to look out for friends that are very similar than me.
    Gesels Gesels 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 6, 2011

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    Let that whole hearted happiness in.

    .. breathe it, own it, embrace it and feel it inside. It will take you to spectacular places :) It is the only way ... so incredible and wonderful.
    Euphorialbeauty23 Euphorialbeauty23 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2015

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    I Am Two People!

    A very complex preson! I have wanted to give up drinking, something i have wanted to do for a number of years! I love my family Dearly, the eldest child so much!  she has an ILLness that I can't assist!.....What are fathers for? I am a Cross Dresser,...WHY?....Alot of...
    mzdivine mzdivine 56-60 Dec 29, 2008

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    My heart aches for him.

    .. could he be feeling the same? My heart simply is a paradise....
    Euphorialbeauty23 Euphorialbeauty23 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 24, 2014

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    Today I realized that the things I'm unable to

    explain, are the mysteries I live for...
    MsInquisitive MsInquisitive 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I think I need new set of friends.

    I would like to surround myself with people who bring out the best in me. They are draining me out. Our whatsapp group chat has been dead for a couple of days now, all I get are just one word replies. Nobody makes time anymore. They are all too busy. Is it just me or is it...
    freestyler605 freestyler605 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 13, 2014

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    boxersoff4u boxersoff4u 51-55, M Aug 20, 2015

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    I think the majority of people are to an extent.

    I have days when I'm happy and content to be on my own reading books or something like. And some days I need human contact or a good conversation. I'm a good, generous person at heart, but I have my selfish, self-obsessed side too. I have varied interests and can't be defined...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 18, 2014

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    Who Am I?

    No matter how many times I ask myself that question I still come up with the answer "I don't know". Seems that every time I turn around I find something new about myself. I found that I love sexy undies. I love watching people. I get off on fantasy's. Sometimes I'm...
    Rainystorm Rainystorm 41-45, F 6 Responses Mar 17, 2009

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    And within complexity,

    there's simplicity
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 17, 2013

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    I have recently learned

    that you change so much just based on your point of view. Your morals change, emotions change, thoughts etc.... You can become a completely different person with the power of your mind. Although it sounds so easy to do, there is emotional baggage that keeps you from changing...
    IwillBePretty4U IwillBePretty4U 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 9, 2015

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    I want to hug you, help you

    and solve all your problems because I know what it's like not having anyone there for you when you need it most. I also want to kick your teeth in and rip out your ******* throat because you have been so stupid, made such poor decisions and waited so long to try to ask for help...
    GreenEyedFox GreenEyedFox 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 13, 2015

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    I'm manipulative and don't care

    for others, but at the same time I do in a way. I don't like causing too much harm, because then I feel somewhat empty and sad. I know I'm a bad person, and yet I feel as if there is something in me that's good. I guess I'm a self loathing psychopath, but then, am I a psychopath...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 3, 2015

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