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I Am a Complicated Mix of Many Things

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    I am 22 and my everyday life is becoming so difficult. I have so many things to be grateful for, family, friends, boyfriend. However I am at the point where I have such bad anxiety...
    anxietykills12 anxietykills12 22-25, F 9 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am afraid of many things in life. I am afraid of failure/success. I am afraid of being loved. I am getting better at learning to be loved. I am not sure what I am doing to make...
    socialskillstraining socialskillstraining 31-35, M Dec 30, 2014

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    I keep too many things to myself. I find the right time - which usually is too late - and tell people what's on my mind.
    Nakedness8 Nakedness8 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    I have kept many things to myself. Now that I’m older and certain circumstances have occurred, I wished that I’ve have been more open. Now if I would talk about some of them...
    Raven57 Raven57 56-60, F 4 Responses Jan 4

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    I can't deal with it anymore so many things I'm afraid of like anyone that I see might rape me or I see a dark thigger behind me I'm sooooo scared
    LisamBlore LisamBlore 13-15, F Jan 5

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    This is me I keep to many things bottle up in me and I never have the courage to say it at all
    stephanie678 stephanie678 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 15

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    I am one of those people who never talks about there problems. I watch so many people complain about the stupidest things when I'm hiding the lost terrible things to myself. I've...
    hailey29223 hailey29223 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    There are many reasons that I keep things to myself. the #1 reason being that the majority of the world just doesn't give a ****. The few who do give a **** would leave me if I...
    GirlEnigma GirlEnigma 36-40, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's easier to keep it in because then I don't have to worry about how people might react. The one time I allowed myself to be completely vulnerable with someone I find out that it...
    ShakenButNotBroken ShakenButNotBroken 18-21, F Jan 4

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    there are things about me that no one knows.... it's almost as if I live a double life... I want to tell someone ... yet I don't want to be judged or have people micro managing me...
    cherBearCJ cherBearCJ 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I feel like the reasons I keep things to myself is due to past friendships going down the hill. I feel like when whenever I over do something, like trying to be more honest to them...
    50shadesofsena 50shadesofsena 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    It's better to be silent at all. Whenever I'm having rough times, I just want something to do for me to keep busy and apparently cannot think the things that will probably hurt me...
    Choirayla Choirayla 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 5

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    Great. Now it's hard even to vent on EP about anything, because then I'm weak and needy and attention-seeking and annoying. I should just shut up. I should just stop talking about...
    kaleidoscopic21 kaleidoscopic21 13-15, F 11 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    i want to be happy. i want to be loved. i want to see the world. i want to find the one. i want to live.
    classylips classylips 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    This is like so true for me
    Alexlovesmusic Alexlovesmusic 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Okay but that would not be possible.But I wish I could be busy always.I want to be an engineer,scientist,photographer,actor,singer, artist who draw paintings,Politician...
    GenuineAngel GenuineAngel 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 5

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    I'm tired looking for Somone small town filled wif guys I'm so tired
    gaveegee gaveegee 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    what about your life makes it worth living? i personally can't answer that question. seems as if the only reason im even here is because im to scared to take it into my own hands...
    livingpositively livingpositively 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 11

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    We lie to ouselves, we force our lips to smile, we force out a laugh but they are never going to be enough. We get broken continuously and eventually the glass that we were breaks...
    joeinafaith joeinafaith 13-15, F Jan 15

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    I've always wanted to share life with someone who wanted to share it with me, even when I was a kid. I'm thinking I have to much of an independent attitude, maybe I just don't...
    Sweetphoenix35 Sweetphoenix35 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    I hate talking to people, but they all insists I need help. So there sending me to therapy, I can't stand going I'm scared to open up, I'm forced to go twice a week and I'm alone...
    lostgirl2001 lostgirl2001 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    no one knows how i really feel, i put on this brave face and hide away my feelings and problems because people have their own and shouldn't worry about me. i keep everything...
    toomuchpressure toomuchpressure 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 17

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    not sure what to put here, but my deal is that I keep 3 different journals ( real paper books), one for everyday stuff, one for venting about my husband and the last for my deepest...
    meadbme meadbme 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 17

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    some people might think im crazy. this is why im saying it here. you may not trust what i am about to say. and honestly i dont blame you. i didnt trust myself either. i have two...
    darkwhispershadowsoul darkwhispershadowsoul 22-25, M 4 Responses Jan 19

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    I broke up with a girlfriend of nine years because I was afraid, lost, and confused. It has been 2 years but I can not let her go no matter how I try. I have been in 2...
    streby streby 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    What is it that I'm lacking? Getting so frustrated...
    Destinyy93 Destinyy93 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    When I'm honest about what I've lived through, no one knows how to react or what to say. So I keep it to myself now.
    ggimf ggimf 31-35, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    Some things are better left unsaid. But sometimes those things are the hardest to conceal. Why does everything have to be so complicated? I just need to get it all out. There's so...
    EchoOfNamara EchoOfNamara 13-15, F Jan 1

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    My name is Faisal Aslam. I am from Lahore, Pakistan. I am Muslim and 22 years old. I have achieved a lot of things in my life. I am a student of Bachelors. I was hired as computer...
    faisal6309 faisal6309 22-25, M 4 Responses Jan 15

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    I'll just share ten things about my darn self! Enjoy! 1- I have no dating experience (I will start dating at age 18), therefore I am not like 'most teenagers' as any typical...
    Dagymislife Dagymislife 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    It's hard to look in the mirror everyday and not wish so many things about you were different no matter how many people tell you otherwise. It's hard to accept all the little...
    MjetaMJ MjetaMJ 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    If the closest public sewer is much more than a hundred feet from the property and also your drain operates into an satisfactory cesspool or septic tank, your neighborhood...
    Ryan4715izr0 Ryan4715izr0 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    If I could go back in time I would because I have messed up so many things that I wish I could do better and re do things that I should have done. I'm a hesitant person and...
    NoraGreyC NoraGreyC 13-15, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Since i was a kid, i have always had a lot of plans. There were so many things i wanted to do, so many people i wanted to be. One life seems too short to do all that. I still have...
    zunie zunie 22-25, F Jan 10

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    So many things I regret telling people and the fact I actually confided in them at one point makes me so angry!!!! What was I thinking...
    persayous persayous 22-25, F Jan 20

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    My crazy mindset of poopy plans. Yea, some people still find it hard to accept how crazy I may be even it's 2015 and they can't let go and say good bye to 2014. There's a pasar...
    iTetra iTetra 13-15, F Jan 19

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    I have done many things. and because of childhood experiences, I am very sexual. BUT IF YOU FEEL THE NEED TO MENTION MY CHILDREN PLEASE MOVE ON. I WOULD NEVER DO TO THEM WHAT WAS...
    alexalonley alexalonley 36-40, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't have many things I love about myself but I do love that I try to be as honest and kind as I can to others.
    jynx1 jynx1 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Whenever I do those personality tests that determine whether you are an extrovert on an introvert, I always struggle. I can be really outgoing, tell funny stories, and be a real...
    Moonstar14 Moonstar14 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 15

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    My family is a very complicated one. On my mum's side, I have 2 aunts and an uncle. To make you understand my life story better, I'll give fake names and just talk about the big...
    CloeSmile CloeSmile 16-17, F Jan 2

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    Jim738v4hf7 Jim738v4hf7 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    Hey. If anyone shares the same interests that i'm about to post about, feel free to talk to me. :) 1. My name is LisaMarie - but people usually just call me Lisa instead. 2. I...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Matthew0593cun9 Matthew0593cun9 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    Joshua604a3xn8 Joshua604a3xn8 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 3

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