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I Am a Complicated Mix of Many Things

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    Great. Now it's hard even to vent on EP about anything, because then I'm weak and needy and attention-seeking and annoying. I should just shut up. I should just stop talking about...
    kaleidoscopic21 kaleidoscopic21 13-15, F 10 Responses Jan 28

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    I am so uptight person . Never been out of my shell . I feel like nobody will understsnd me and they will only judge me so better keep things to my self 😓
    anafo anafo 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    It's not that I don't share a lot of what goes on in my head, I just don't point out some of the spectacular things happening around me. I won't point out the lovely contrast of...
    LetMeFIy LetMeFIy 18-21, F Feb 5

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    I don't know why the relationship between me and who id call my best friend is different It was fine when she was with her now ex. He always wanted to talk to me and hang out. And...
    somethingxmissing somethingxmissing 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    Why do we even have "feelings"? During our creation, why were emotions even involved? Yeah, without the bad, we can't have the good; but, in all essence, it would be so much easier...
    MochaBrown76 MochaBrown76 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 6

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    Have you ever felt like you can't talk to the people you trust and love most because you're afraid to be a burden? They know you need their help and they say " come to us anytime...
    swimswithcrocs swimswithcrocs 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    Most important is you. Yes... you, a person peaking in from outside, and not really knowing who or what we really are yet willing and unselfishly share small peices of your...
    mor2life3 mor2life3 51-55, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    Things about where I live, my age and what I do, and about my health and my days. I have been asked why am I single.... And, now I have been asked what am I like in bed.... Am I...
    Rovigatti Rovigatti 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 20

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    M nt happy I don't knw y I always feel sad while I have lots of people around me,,, I think something is missing
    Chineselight Chineselight 26-30, F 14 hrs ago

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    Most people cannot tell the difference between judging someone based on how they act versus racism. Hold up, I'm sorry that I called you a jerk for purposely making my life...
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 29

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    I have a Gofundme account for medical
    TFHeaven81 TFHeaven81 31-35, F Jan 31

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    Unless I am here. I share quite a bit.
    Profweird Profweird 22-25, M Jan 31

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    I really do. Sometimes I just don't want to bother the people around me but all the other times I wouldn't share what is on my mind because I am sure they won't understand me or...
    rolandback rolandback 41-45, M 3 Responses Jan 31

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    Feet dont fail me now. Take me to the finish line. Oh my heart it breaks every step that I take. But im hoping at the gates, they'll tell me that you’re mine. Walking through the...
    somethingxmissing somethingxmissing 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    I get nausea mostly from anxiety.
    SparkleSwirl SparkleSwirl 18-21, F Feb 4

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    Sometimes I don't feel i have friends. I mean i have few but i'm not sure if they are real ones and i often feel alone :(
    Ladylockedheart Ladylockedheart 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 5

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    I feel like I'm overflowing right now; there's too much going on. But I can't talk to anyone. My former best friend blabs everything I say to my work colleagues. We don't...
    FakeIsTheNewReal FakeIsTheNewReal 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 5

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    Im very insecure and i feel Like my life is bringing me down😭
    mrsalpacino mrsalpacino 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 5

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    I keep a lot to myself most of the time. It's a lot easier than having to always explain myself to people especially when I don't really even know what's going on.
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    I desperately need a job a source of income it's so important :( I'm screwed if it doesn't happen soon idk what to do help please
    somethingxmissing somethingxmissing 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 12

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    is hard for me to tell how I really doo feel
    MilenaLena MilenaLena 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    Ive been talking to an older man hes 30 and im 19. Im really starting to like him. Is that bad?
    imthat90ssgirl imthat90ssgirl 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 12

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    time to let go to a person who could just listen. I seek neither vent nor reaction. just a silhouette to let my heart....
    tellmeurheart tellmeurheart 31-35, M 10 Responses Feb 13

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    even winter.But i don't think I've ever looked forward to that first breath and smell of spring more than i am right now.
    boulderdog boulderdog 46-50, M Feb 13

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    I'm like a tortoise living in a metaphorical shell, I'm always the listener never the talker.
    XUD9 XUD9 18-21, M 5 Responses Feb 13

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    I feel like breaking down any second soon, even few words from a silly song make me freeze when they remind me of what I dont want to be reminded of..
    GRda GRda 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 14

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    When someone makes me angry, hurts me, or makes me feel anything other than happy, I just kinda pull into myself. This happens more often than not. To me, it just seems so obvious...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    My sexuality started crushing me from the inside.
    KevDaBeast KevDaBeast 18-21, M Feb 16

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    Its my birthday today and I have nobody to share it with.
    only19 only19 18-21, F 9 Responses Feb 16

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    Yet, when I speak up or say how I feel I'm never listened to or my feelings are never shared. So, I usually just keep my ****** mouth shut.
    LifeIsBeatingMe LifeIsBeatingMe 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    Um I'm on the verge of a breakdown
    somethingxmissing somethingxmissing 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 17

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    I just want someone to care about me & think about me from time to time & worry about me
    somethingxmissing somethingxmissing 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 18

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    I think I need space frm this world I don't want live
    Chineselight Chineselight 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 19

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    I don't like that I can't explain how I feel to someone I'll start to talk and then just stop I hide everything I feel
    briannaann814 briannaann814 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 19

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    Im not happy ..im always afraid and when something good happens i vry because im afraid it will end :(
    MySadStory10 MySadStory10 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I am very quiet when it comes to how I feel! and island what to do
    tlizzy531 tlizzy531 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Even if our LOVE is FORBIDDEN I still want to Protect YOU.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Loving someone like you is not easy.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 6 days ago

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    That's it. I'm no longer opening up to anyone. Nothing good ever comes of it. I'm sick of being thought of as weak and pathetic by everyone with whom I'm stupid enough to tell the...
    kaleidoscopic21 kaleidoscopic21 13-15, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    It's my failing. There is quite a lot.
    DanielleHaf DanielleHaf 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Ya I keep everything thin I never share how I feel or what wrong or that with any one
    thebigscottishguy thebigscottishguy 22-25, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am about to turn 18 in a few days which I'm pretty excited about! Anyway, I personally feel like I have experienced many things in my life so far. It makes me angry when people...
    Ra1na Ra1na 18-21, F Feb 8

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    So I'm 22 and still in college which ****** me off so much . There so many things inside of me I wanna express but I'm afraid . I feel like a failure because when I look at myself...
    ish1234567 ish1234567 22-25, M 8 Responses Feb 4

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    HAHAHAHAHA speaking of letting things go. I have let so many things go I want to be able to not let things go. I am just really frustrated with a friend right now and I am this...
    ColorfulConnections ColorfulConnections 16-17, F Feb 4

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    the past is something I can't forget and desperately want to. I feel like my past has caused so many negative feelings and actions in my present life. I'm scared of so many things...
    similarfeelings similarfeelings 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago