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I Am a Complicated Person

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    I know many people who have asked "Why is it

    so hard for people to express their feelings?". You don't know what its like to feel as if everything you say and do is wrong. You feel different and alone. You don't want to get judged by what you say. You don't want to show people the weakness inside you, so you just push it...
    LonelyMystery LonelyMystery 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2015

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    I think we are all complicated in our own way.

    For example, our energy and our emotions can be up one day yet down the next. Besides the heavenly king, there's not a single individual who can read the thoughts in our heart; therefore, we can always surprise others even ourselves. I believe that this is what makes us...
    growingwisdom growingwisdom 26-30, M 1 Response May 14, 2015

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    So many huge things happening in my life right

    now. I am feeling overwhelmed, and all of the rest of the feels too. I have to keep reminding me to let myself feel all of those yucky emotions too. They are a part of me, can help me learn, and though I might feel bad, I won't disappear. It is the hardest thing to do...
    WinnifredWildcat WinnifredWildcat 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 12, 2015

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    Im very complicated kinda old fashioned in a

    scence, But very simple honest and sincere here. I have likes people don't approve of or cant relate. But to each is own.
    Michelle41011 Michelle41011 41-45, T Aug 22, 2015

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    I've been abused all my life.

    My had ADD & he took out his frustrations out on me, meaning he used burn me with lawn mower, threw me on multiple steps like 20 stairs steps. But I'll be damned if I let the past dictate my future. I do have ADD but I wanna start a foundation & write a book & give speeches to...
    ialame ialame 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 15, 2015

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    at times I'm sentimental,

    at times I'm silly ..you really don't know what to expect...hell sometimes I surprise myself
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 14, 2015

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    I've been told this thousands of times

    and really it all comes down to trust for me. I don't trust easy, so I remain a closed book. Plenty of people have asked me "don't you trust me" or said "if you trusted me, you'd do this..." And it's not that I don't want to trust people, it's just that I wear my heart on my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 20, 2015

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    At times I wonder how is it possible

    for people to handle me.. of course not everyone can handle me.. except a very few and my mom tops the list.. I don't trust people easily.. but if I do, I trust them blindly.. even if that person pretends to hate me, I don't give up on them easily.. I like to be alone but I hate...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 5, 2015

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    I'm afraid to get hurt.

    I feel like I'm going to be alone forever because I'm always afraid I'm going to add a heart break on top of the pile of all my other problems that I have to deal with daily. Please don't hate me for that
    izzyyxo izzyyxo 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2014

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    I'm not even sure I understand myself much

    anymore. It's complicated...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45 1 Response Oct 21, 2015

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    The most complicated of people are those

    who walk around with words running through their mind, yet choose silence when they're in presence of you. These people are dangerous. Dangerously complicatedly beautiful. Don't dismiss them for their words, for their silence might dismiss you, and then who will save you? When...
    TheWestlifer TheWestlifer 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3, 2015

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    Since I have been on EP,

    I have done a lot of writing. I share my stories, feelings, hopes and dreams with you because it's a good outlet for me. I come here and feel very much at home. I've made some wonderful friends and have been able to put in words what I'm thinking, feeling, what moves me, what...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 5, 2015

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    Not Here For Naughty Fun Exchanges

    For those who care to read and also for those who don't care not to read and know first how I interact.I'm not here for nuaghty fun exchanges. I am not all for sex. If I want or need fun, I'd rather have it in real life.Checking and reading your Profiles after sending an invite...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 9 Responses May 2, 2013

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    It Started When I Was Young

    I believe things that happen to you at a young age, mold you into the person you are today. I am not your "normal" person. I see things differently than most. We could be standing side by side and see a color, you would say it was blue, I would say it was black.I have always been...
    JustcallmeCurly JustcallmeCurly 46-50, F Sep 29, 2012

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 8, 2015

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    So, I have experience I really could not find a

    title to out it under. So here it is, I love washing dishes! Many years ago, I worked as a dishwasher at a restaurants. Because of the volume customers the work was very stressful, physically and mentally. What bugged me more was that people worked there didn't treat their...
    Dhack Dhack 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    You can't talk to me!

    You don't understand your sex...you ain't been mindfucked yet.
    TheUltimateCrazyCatLady TheUltimateCrazyCatLady 22-25, F 4 Responses May 14, 2014

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    Complicated, Yes..

    I am cut into a puzzle, with a picture that's black. My multi-paneled face is where I shelve a horde of masks. I quip and gibe, for I am a toddler. I have wisdom but only because of you, father. I bend and fold my heart to match any sword. Which results in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Apr 28, 2011

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    I've been told so many times how hard I am to

    work with. I always expect things to go my way and if they don't I can be very complicated.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 22, 2015

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    To the point that I still don't quite

    understand myself, although I get better.
    Ticklemeplease7 Ticklemeplease7 18-21, M Oct 20, 2015

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    Through The Rabbit Hole.

    I'm sitting in my bedroom and the day is half done already. The air is chilly but it reminds me a little bit of being back in Indy during the fall, so it's a comfortable sort of chill. It's something familiar.I've sat here many times over the past weeks, just thinking about my...
    Intelligently Intelligently 31-35, F 11 Responses Apr 27, 2011

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    lostlittlefirefly lostlittlefirefly 36-40, F 9 Responses Jul 2, 2014

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    I don't deny it. I'm complicated,

    there are many layers to my personality and ways. I sometimes embrace it, sometimes I don't.
    theotherusernamesweretaken theotherusernamesweretaken 26-30, M Aug 6, 2015

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    The1960texan The1960texan 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 13

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    I am a person with Bi-polar2 / border line

    personality disorder....so I am up and down, side ways some days...and dislike being judged due to the fact that I have these disorders, we are not crazy, dangerous or any of the stigmas that go with it, just a little more feeling than most.....I feel disconnected at times, but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 27, 2014

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    I realize that there is no pleasing someone

    who isn't happy with themselves-- so I just have to let them go and do their thing. But damn if it doesn't suck investing your time in someone for it all to fizzle out.
    KismetWrites KismetWrites 31-35 3 Responses May 6, 2014

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    More like I cannot be defined.

    I've chatted with plenty of people here about any number of subjects. Some yes, more adult in nature. ;). More often than not however discussing relationship issues. based on discussions in "real life" as well, I think I have some skill in narrowing issues down for people...
    Luckranger71 Luckranger71 41-45, M Apr 7, 2014

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    If this seems silly,

    or ludicrous, or even stupid... then it is, but it is mine and shall always be. This vow I have made and I will make eternal this day, the day my life changed, the day I know not what I feel, the day that 365 days from now I shall see my brother again. I solemnly swear that this...
    Areluen Areluen 16-17 Oct 20, 2015

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    I have a boyfriend for almost 5yrs

    and i love him so much that i think i am being obsessed with him. I always want to see him and as the time goes by he suddenly change the way he treats me because he know that i cant replace him with another guy and knows that i love him so much. I know we fight. I know we argue...
    candizmaey candizmaey 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    Thekidsmom Thekidsmom 36-40, F 7 Responses May 30, 2014

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    Some People Seem To Think So I've been told I'm

    complicated, but I am not. I have simple tastes and simple needs. I just want perfection, that's all. Is that too much to ask? Perfect skin, perfect teeth, perfect hair. Perfect children, perfect friends and the perfect job. Is that really too much to hope for? Serenitree1
    Serenitree1 Serenitree1 70+, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2015

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    I love being with people

    but it makes me anxious. I love being hugged or held by the right people and absolutely loathe it from others. I feel confident in who I am but cannot find a single thing others would like in me. I want to spread my wings and fly to NYC or somewhere but fear leaving home. I'm...
    beautifulbizarre beautifulbizarre 16-17, F Aug 20, 2015

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    I'm happy being alone

    but there's nights where I crave affection. Like a warm body to sleep next to, a chest to bury my face into, a warm and welcoming hug ( I haven't had one of those in over a year now), the physical presence of just a person who matters to me to share the moment and simply talk...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 29, 2015

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    She is a collection of paradox,

    cannot be understood. One time she loves passionately, and make you feel like you owned the world. The moment you think you know her, she feels suddenly so different she act distance, does she care you will ask yourself. She seem so cold yet so warm, so hateful and so loving...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 5, 2015

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    I understand that. I'm hard to figure out

    and I act like I don't care. But for once in my life I want someone to understand why I cry at 3 am and not ask me questions. Someone who will just tell me they're there for me and care about me. Someone who wants to get to know the real me and tear the walls I created. Someone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 21, 2015

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    SempiternalQueen SempiternalQueen 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    I tend not to care about people close to me

    (except for my parents) once I don't see or be with them anymore. I still get in touch with friends and relatives but there's no emotional attachment at all. I know I sound cold but it's true...
    alltimestrokes alltimestrokes 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17, 2015

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    PhatGirl1999 PhatGirl1999 16-17, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I bought some heels. I loved them.

    I walked in them and I admired their design. But they started to hurt my feet, it became painful to walk in them and I was unstable when I stood up. I realised that somewhere in their design there was a flaw. But a flaw not all could see. I still wanted to wear them because they...
    TheWestlifer TheWestlifer 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11, 2015

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    I am having the biggest mental breakdown down

    I've had in a year. And I don't know what to do. I don't think anyone in my family will understand.
    NotAPeoplesPerson NotAPeoplesPerson 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2015

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    I am a man with a myriad of emotions,

    stretching the full spectrum. My mind is constantly thinking and moving very fast. I over think things at times making the simple stuff complicated. I can not turn off this mind which haunts me. Peace of mind is my solace that I am never able to quite find. I guess if you have...
    Johnny050 Johnny050 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 10, 2015

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    Being with you is like having the air sucked

    out of my lungs. In a room full of people who will never understand because I can never let them. I'm hiding in plain sight, things about me that I don't care to tell, but then again, you don't care to ask. I've never been accused of being cold but I have been told I'm boring...
    annalea annalea 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2015

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    People Aren't Logical

    Just because I interrupt you while you're talking because a thought has suddenly exploded into my mind without warning and it has temporarily captured the entirety of my attention doesn't mean that I don't think you're interesting and amazing and that I don't want to listen to...
    caddisfly9 caddisfly9 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 19, 2010

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    I feel so upset for letting myself get

    so fat. I went to cook for Gloria several years ago when I weighed 145 lbs. I doubled my weight and then some to over. 300. Gloria was delighted , she wanted a fat girlfriend. At the time I didn't realize she wanted to get me even fatter and eventually immobile. Now at over 700...
    Rhondalynne Rhondalynne 41-45, F 8 Responses Oct 7, 2014

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