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I Am a Complicated Person

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    Sometimes it feel like I'm a walking,

    talking definition of complicated
    ZnikiZ ZnikiZ 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    I bought some heels. I loved them.

    I walked in them and I admired their design. But they started to hurt my feet, it became painful to walk in them and I was unstable when I stood up. I realised that somewhere in their design there was a flaw. But a flaw not all could see. I still wanted to wear them because they...
    TheWestlifer TheWestlifer 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11

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    Earthlostangel Earthlostangel 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2014

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    The most complicated of people are those

    who walk around with words running through their mind, yet choose silence when they're in presence of you. These people are dangerous. Dangerously complicatedly beautiful. Don't dismiss them for their words, for their silence might dismiss you, and then who will save you? When...
    TheWestlifer TheWestlifer 18-21, F 3 Responses May 3

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    Fine. Maybe I'm the puzzle.

    But you're still the pieces.
    MyGuardianAngel MyGuardianAngel 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 23, 2014

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    Emotionless and Sadistic,

    Gentle and Caring, Homicidal and Confusing, Silent and depressed... my mind can't make its decision v,v I probably got some mental health issues from my dad or something, bipolar maybe? I can easily switch through these several times a day o.O often for no reason, it sucks...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 11

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    KendraKitty KendraKitty 22-25, F 7 Responses Jan 24, 2014

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    Complicated, Yes..

    I am cut into a puzzle, with a picture that's black. My multi-paneled face is where I shelve a horde of masks. I quip and gibe, for I am a toddler. I have wisdom but only because of you, father. I bend and fold my heart to match any sword. Which results in...
    PrinceAdonis PrinceAdonis 26-30, M 15 Responses Apr 28, 2011

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    I'm only a teen but I've been noticing this

    year I've been getting very rude and angry. I just can't control myself. I'll list why. 1) Culture clash - I can't do what I want without being judged. I'm constantly shamed if I want to hangout with a friend (which I barely do) for lunch. They'll be like, eat lunch here. No...
    AriannaMariee AriannaMariee 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 25

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    Isn't it interesting

    that each of us covets something, whether it's love, money, success, health, but when we get what we want, we still aren't satisfied. We want more and more. Always asking for the impossible and rarely appreciating what it is that we have right in front of us.
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I am a complicated person.

    Even to myself. I have many emotions that make me this way.
    BellaGirl7 BellaGirl7 41-45, F 6 Responses May 20, 2014

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    I realize that there is no pleasing someone

    who isn't happy with themselves-- so I just have to let them go and do their thing. But damn if it doesn't suck investing your time in someone for it all to fizzle out.
    KismetWrites KismetWrites 31-35 3 Responses May 6, 2014

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    I'm afraid to get hurt.

    I feel like I'm going to be alone forever because I'm always afraid I'm going to add a heart break on top of the pile of all my other problems that I have to deal with daily. Please don't hate me for that
    izzyx15 izzyx15 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2014

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    Just spend a day with me

    and you'd understand. I'm really thoughtful and question everything, do my own thing quietly sometimes, sometimes I'm loud, sometimes I'll just sit in complete silence... Not a thought in my mind. If you could figure out what goes on in my mind and why for every second of one...
    Bingabang Bingabang 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    I confuse myself half the time,

    and I'm supposed to be the one person who actually KNOWS myself. I can be super happy one second and then I'll think about something depressing that happened three years ago and I just spiral out from there. The ****.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 17

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    luciiia luciiia 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I understand that. I'm hard to figure out

    and I act like I don't care. But for once in my life I want someone to understand why I cry at 3 am and not ask me questions. Someone who will just tell me they're there for me and care about me. Someone who wants to get to know the real me and tear the walls I created. Someone...
    valeryxo valeryxo 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    after a long torturous few years i finally got

    a recommendation for a divorce lawyer. excited for the mental and verbal abuse to end
    rainbowjenn rainbowjenn 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    I gave up on fitting in

    for the sake of having "friends" years ago and I have no regrets. I cannot relate to majority of humanity.
    knls knls 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 27, 2014

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    Thekidsmom Thekidsmom 36-40, F 7 Responses May 30, 2014

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    I am a person with Bi-polar2 / border line

    personality disorder....so I am up and down, side ways some days...and dislike being judged due to the fact that I have these disorders, we are not crazy, dangerous or any of the stigmas that go with it, just a little more feeling than most.....I feel disconnected at times, but...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 3 Responses Oct 27, 2014

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    I think I am a queen.

    I live in a castle in this desolate village, where no one knows me at all. Like, I have short hair and grey orbs for eyes. I am alone, always alone, looking through the telescope of my castle window. I see a lot of things going on, a lot of activitiy. I’m a little sad because...
    SunGun SunGun 16-17 Mar 22

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    I like to say I'm complex I have many layers

    too me .. And I like that I don't like to complicate my life so I keep that part simply but I am not and I own that about me at first I didn't and it made me feel like a ball of confusion and like I was getting pulled in different directions ... But I slowly accepted this is me...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    Because I've fallen out of love again

    for not seeing her in a long time. I don't even care about her anymore. But I think this is better than being head over heels for a girl who's meant to face me down on the floor. Lol
    alltimestrokes alltimestrokes 18-21, F 1 Response May 6

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    Not Here For Naughty Fun Exchanges

    For those who care to read and also for those who don't care not to read and know first how I interact.I'm not here for nuaghty fun exchanges. I am not all for sex. If I want or need fun, I'd rather have it in real life.Checking and reading your Profiles after sending an invite...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 9 Responses May 2, 2013

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    I'm happy being alone

    but there's nights where I crave affection. Like a warm body to sleep next to, a chest to bury my face into, a warm and welcoming hug ( I haven't had one of those in over a year now), the physical presence of just a person who matters to me to share the moment and simply talk...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 29

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    I feel so upset for letting myself get

    so fat. I went to cook for Gloria several years ago when I weighed 145 lbs. I doubled my weight and then some to over. 300. Gloria was delighted , she wanted a fat girlfriend. At the time I didn't realize she wanted to get me even fatter and eventually immobile. Now at over 700...
    Rhondalynne Rhondalynne 36-40, F 7 Responses Oct 7, 2014

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    It Started When I Was Young

    I believe things that happen to you at a young age, mold you into the person you are today. I am not your "normal" person. I see things differently than most. We could be standing side by side and see a color, you would say it was blue, I would say it was black.I have always been...
    JustcallmeCurly JustcallmeCurly 46-50, F Sep 29, 2012

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    lostlittlefirefly lostlittlefirefly 36-40, F 9 Responses Jul 2, 2014

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    I seise to even understand myself & feelings,

    there just so complicated a lot of times that I start asking questions when nobody can answer those questions but me....but find it yet impossible to answer them. (Since I'm asking the question...) I can't expect anyone ever to answer questions about me and my life, I need to...
    Cooper802 Cooper802 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    at times I'm sentimental,

    at times I'm silly ..you really don't know what to expect...hell sometimes I surprise myself
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 1 Response May 14

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    Through The Rabbit Hole.

    I'm sitting in my bedroom and the day is half done already. The air is chilly but it reminds me a little bit of being back in Indy during the fall, so it's a comfortable sort of chill. It's something familiar.I've sat here many times over the past weeks, just thinking about my...
    Intelligently Intelligently 31-35, F 13 Responses Apr 27, 2011

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    Day Dreams.

    My entire personality has been composed of day dreaming. I don't think I was born with any particular personality traits but rather composed myself as a musician to his composition. When I look outside there are telephone wires and grey shabby chic buildings I see the birds...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 22, 2013

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    People Aren't Logical

    Just because I interrupt you while you're talking because a thought has suddenly exploded into my mind without warning and it has temporarily captured the entirety of my attention doesn't mean that I don't think you're interesting and amazing and that I don't want to listen to...
    caddisfly9 caddisfly9 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 19, 2010

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    I tend not to care about people close to me

    (except for my parents) once I don't see or be with them anymore. I still get in touch with friends and relatives but there's no emotional attachment at all. I know I sound cold but it's true...
    alltimestrokes alltimestrokes 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    AllSortsThings AllSortsThings 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    Feeling A Little Less Complicated Today

    Finally got something off my chest that had been bothering me for some time and I'm feeling good about it. I didn't realize how much it actually was bugging me until I came clean about it so I'm glad I did. Life doesn't have to be so complicated, speak up if you're unhappy about...
    americanwitch americanwitch 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2013

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    I've been told so many times how hard I am to

    work with. I always expect things to go my way and if they don't I can be very complicated.
    Carlyy17 Carlyy17 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I share a room with a girl in my flat.

    She sleeps across the room from me. We've become very close friends and I'm very grateful for her. I've never gone into details about my past, my PTSD and all that. But she knows me better. She tells me that she hears me at night sometimes when I have nightmares. She has to know...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 17

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 8

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    Don't be a jerk. Try to love everyone.

    Give more than you take. And do it despite the fact that you only really like about seven out of five hundred people.
    MyGuardianAngel MyGuardianAngel 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 28, 2014

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    You know what the most hurtful thing is?

    Is that I really wanted him to love me. Love me deeply and mean it. I wanted him to tell me that I meant something to him. But I suppose I didn't think that what I needed was for myself to be honest. Be honest... What does he mean to you? Everything! Or maybe not... But he meant...
    TheWestlifer TheWestlifer 18-21, F Apr 15

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    I have accomplished more

    than what I can do in my life without even being told that I don't have to. I sometimes take bigger risks than I need to take. It amazes people what I have been able to do because I have epilepsy, which I have had since I was 4 years old. Epilepsy has only affected my education...
    JK7448 JK7448 22-25, F Mar 18

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    I don't call my self complicatedguy

    for nothing ya know. I don't really know what makes me complicated it just nothing is good enough for me, nothing is satisfying i am always expecting more.
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M May 21

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    Making me jealous will only push me away from

    you. It won't make me want you more. If I see someone who is making you a lot happier than I am, I'll back up because I'll assume you want that person a lot more. Although it'll hurt seeing someone other than me make you happy, I'll leave it to them to keep you entertained. I...
    serenitee068 serenitee068 22-25, F 4 Responses May 18, 2014

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    I'm so complicated, I can't

    even describe how complicated I am! I'm so complicated, Rubik's cubes try to figure me out!
    MisunderstoodGirl69 MisunderstoodGirl69 13-15, F 1 Response May 19

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