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I Am a Complicated Person

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    KendraKitty KendraKitty 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 24

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    I Prefer "Intriguing"

    I don't think I'm complicated but I have had others tell me that they think I am. I think I am different and intriguing. I take life very simply.  It really isn't that hard. People try to look for things that aren't there and don't see the things that are obvious.  The things...
    TheBlackBuck TheBlackBuck 46-50, M 3 Responses Oct 14, 2011

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    I feel so upset for letting myself get

    so fat. I went to cook for Gloria several years ago when I weighed 145 lbs. I doubled my weight and then some to over. 300. Gloria was delighted , she wanted a fat girlfriend. At the time I didn't realize she wanted to get me even fatter and eventually immobile. Now at over 700...
    Rhondalynne Rhondalynne 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    You can't talk to me!

    You don't understand your sex...you ain't been mindfucked yet.
    QueenLazyLadyBugIII QueenLazyLadyBugIII 22-25, F 5 Responses May 14

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    When someone hurt me badly I keep calm.

    .. Cuz i know how to hurt them back badly...if i do it..they can't even face me again.... :-/
    shikoko shikoko 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 28

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    Picture

    I can imagine from you reading my stories, you get these contrasting pictures of me between a darling gentleman with all the sought after qualities of a nice guy and the rogue with a carnivorous hunger for sensuality, affection, raw passion and pure love. Yes I am that complex, I...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 9, 2012

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    I like fixing people

    who are sad/dealing with ****, yet I'm pissed off by the amount of negativity I'm surrounded with throughout my friends. What a contradiction.
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 2

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    I am a complicated person.

    Even to myself. I have many emotions that make me this way.
    BellaGirl7 BellaGirl7 36-40, F 6 Responses May 20

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    I am definitely a woman.

    One minute I'm happy and the next I can be downright depressed. I wish I had better control over my emotions. Thank goodness there's such thing as sleep, where I can just hit the reset button. Takes a special person to be able to put up with me sometimes. haha
    ShimmerSquirrels13 ShimmerSquirrels13 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 27

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    More like I cannot be defined.

    I've chatted with plenty of people here about any number of subjects. Some yes, more adult in nature. ;). More often than not however discussing relationship issues. based on discussions in "real life" as well, I think I have some skill in narrowing issues down for people...
    Luckranger71 Luckranger71 41-45, M Apr 7

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    Aren't we all? Human.

    Flawed. Contradictory. If you want to understand anyone, you first have to understand that we are all complicated.
    utahwriter utahwriter 36-40, M 3 Responses Jun 1

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    Mixed Bi Polar,(highs

    and lows at the same time),Dyslexic,ADD and a feminine straight man...I'm so confused!
    ADF37 ADF37 56-60 3 Responses Jun 30

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    I realize that there is no pleasing someone

    who isn't happy with themselves-- so I just have to let them go and do their thing. But damn if it doesn't suck investing your time in someone for it all to fizzle out.
    KismetWrites KismetWrites 31-35 4 Responses May 6

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    Ask anyone who knows me well,

    and they will probably tell you that they can't figure me out. I have a mood disorder (bipolar), which can make me seem like even more of an enigma. I feel very deeply, I laugh a lot, I cry more than most guys do. It's just how I'm put together. I see it as a good thing; you'll...
    myguitarisbusted myguitarisbusted 41-45, M Jun 24

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    HannaBananaa HannaBananaa 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 24

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    Some Days,

    I love everyone and want to help everyone out and such. Other days, I ******* hate everyone and think everyone should die because they all suck. Some days, I'll feel confident with myself and be happy. Other days, I am so insecure I don't even want to go out. Some days, I'll be...
    universesoul universesoul 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    Day Dreams.

    My entire personality has been composed of day dreaming. I don't think I was born with any particular personality traits but rather composed myself as a musician to his composition. When I look outside there are telephone wires and grey shabby chic buildings I see the birds...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 22, 2013

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    lostlittlefirefly lostlittlefirefly 36-40, F 10 Responses Jul 2

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    I gave up on fitting in

    for the sake of having "friends" years ago and I have no regrets. I cannot relate to majority of humanity.
    knls knls 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    Stones On Bed

    I just din't know what to write and how to write so i am starting with random stuffs. I was trying to chhose a topic and to stick around that but i found it extremely difficult. I kepy thinking about title of the story and nothing came in my mind. Since there was no story it was...
    NotaGreenberet NotaGreenberet 26-30, M Nov 19, 2013

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    I believe that most people are complicated,

    although saying that, I suppose I feel kinda like a ball of chaos. It's difficult trying to be yourself when you have so many damn 'selves'. Countless sides to your personality, and quite frankly I can't even keep track of who (or what) I am. I almost rely on the people...
    TheOriginalDarkHorse TheOriginalDarkHorse 18-21, F 1 Response May 18

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    Technically I'm not..

    .I just don't make it easy for anyone to know me, because I'm afraid they won't appreciate it. Or they'll mock it. Or, they'll just plain forget it. Yes.
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    paupaw paupaw 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 20

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    Through The Rabbit Hole.

    I'm sitting in my bedroom and the day is half done already. The air is chilly but it reminds me a little bit of being back in Indy during the fall, so it's a comfortable sort of chill. It's something familiar.I've sat here many times over the past weeks, just thinking about my...
    Intelligently Intelligently 31-35, F 14 Responses Apr 27, 2011

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    Just spend a day with me

    and you'd understand. I'm really thoughtful and question everything, do my own thing quietly sometimes, sometimes I'm loud, sometimes I'll just sit in complete silence... Not a thought in my mind. If you could figure out what goes on in my mind and why for every second of one...
    Bingabang Bingabang 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    So I have been working at the night crew.

    It turns out the only reason they put me there was to take the fall for the other guy. I feel like such an idiot. But I'm going to quit, and I want to go to school. I'm trying to get the ball rolling but I'm not sure what I want to do. I want nursing but I don't want to wait...
    pewpew6488 pewpew6488 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 17

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    Complicated Very

    And it would be scary to find someone who really understood me... there is always something new and different and (sometimes) exciting about me... to truly understand me... under all the complicated structures... would be an amazing feat. Someone would have to really take a...
    PoeticRejection PoeticRejection 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2007

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    I have quite the few illnesses

    that could classify me as being a complicated person, my personality doesn't help either. I really am a problem child!!
    KMargatroid KMargatroid 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    This morning, like most mornings this week,

    I sent a good morning message to someone I am trying to rekindle a friendship with. I feel like I'm beating a dead horse. He's told me that he wants to be friends, heck his mom said he doesn't mind talking to me. But I always feel lol I'm talking to a wall. It's like I never get...
    BlankWhitePage BlankWhitePage 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 23

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    Im a walking contradiction.

    I need structure and order to thrive. I hate chaos and complications. And yet, i reside in the grey areas of life. I rarely ever have a straight answer for anything. I dont see just black and white. Where another person will just answer your question, ill give you a rundown of...
    HannaBananaa HannaBananaa 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    Today my dad came home

    and suddenly exploded because his computer and his important papers got wet due to the rain and it made a small whole on the ceiling. So they blame me for not noticing. Ok look, I have psychological issues; horror movies have traumatized me, and I technically noticed because I...
    damjenny damjenny 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 10

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    Thekidsmom Thekidsmom 36-40, F 9 Responses May 30

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    I don't know what happened to me.

    . but I just lost my motivation for study, sport, hang out with my friends, "my dreams", hobbies...for life.. There is nothing at this moment that would motivate me to do anything.. I really don't know what should I do.. I read all kinds of motivational books, I was at a few...
    ledege ledege 18-21, M 5 Responses Jun 5

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    Not Here For Naughty Fun Exchanges

    For those who care to read and also for those who don't care not to read and know first how I interact.I'm not here for nuaghty fun exchanges. I am not all for sex. If I want or need fun, I'd rather have it in real life.Checking and reading your Profiles after sending an invite...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 10 Responses May 2, 2013

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    A Very Happy Belated Birthday Gift...

    I can't say I believe in Angels or Miracles but something brought me to where I met her It is a Bizarre feeling...sensing a haunting presence One that feels so familiar Yet, The How and Why are so Elusive The mutual draw, I just knew From the instant I saw her, ...and trust me...
    Ferric67 Ferric67 36-40, M Feb 3, 2012

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    paradox14 paradox14 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 6

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    No one understands me anymore,

    I don't even understand myself sometimes. The things I do,the things I say ,it all just seems to confuse the ppl around me. I'm like a puzzle that can't be solved, no one can,not even myself. Ppl think Im just going through a lot right now and my emotions are mixed up well I...
    AriaDream AriaDream 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    Complicated, Yes..

    I am cut into a puzzle, with a picture that's black. My multi-paneled face is where I shelve a horde of masks. I quip and gibe, for I am a toddler. I have wisdom but only because of you, father. I bend and fold my heart to match any sword. Which results in...
    PrinceAdonis PrinceAdonis 26-30, M 15 Responses Apr 28, 2011

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    Making me jealous will only push me away from

    you. It won't make me want you more. If I see someone who is making you a lot happier than I am, I'll back up because I'll assume you want that person a lot more. Although it'll hurt seeing someone other than me make you happy, I'll leave it to them to keep you entertained. I...
    serenitee068 serenitee068 22-25, F 4 Responses May 18

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    When I need someone the most.

    . I end up pushing them away.. Maybe that's why everyone leaves... 😭
    akaKitten akaKitten 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    I think I'll never find my soul mate.

    It's funny to say a thing like that because I'm still young and everything, but i am such a strange person and it's so hard to believe there is someone like me..and if there is someone, what are the odds i'll meet him? This scares me so much, i don't know why.
    imaunicorn7 imaunicorn7 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 27

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    A lot of people say I'm childish

    and stubborn when I don't do what they say. Some guys don't even know what "No" means and keep asking me for pictures and all that jazz. It gets really annoying. I hate taking selfies and being on Skype. It's so annoying when people get mad at me because I'm complicated. Just so...
    innocentflower innocentflower 13-15, F 7 Responses Apr 16

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    People are so predictable,

    that I am so bored with life. The same dumb comments over and over. I used to enjoy it. Now everyone and everything is soo boring to me. Life is so not interesting to me anymore. I think because I want to go out and experience life away from the computer. With real people...
    Muckyfuss Muckyfuss 31-35, F Dec 29, 2013

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    I have a complicated mind.

    ..and i write to all of you who are the same as me..sometimes paranoic, sometimes we think straight..we never know what our mind can do to us or can change us. I want everyone to take a look sometimes..when theyre calm and realize that life isnt that complicated..that we...
    BiancaMMM BiancaMMM 18-21, F Aug 21

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    i tend to run when someone takes romantic

    interest in me. my fear of love is that strong. i can't believe i feel that insecure and inadequate so i give no one a chance, i really just cannot see why someone would like me, i know i am not emotionally ready for a relationship. makes me wonder if i missed out on something...
    AThousandThoughts AThousandThoughts 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    No one stays long enough to get to know me.

    People say I'm complicated and hard to get to know but I think I know I'm more guarded than anything. What's the point in getting to know someone if they can't even be bothered to stick around, what a waste of energy
    maddieXxx maddieXxx 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 13

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    Fine. Maybe I'm the puzzle.

    But you're still the pieces.
    MyGuardianAngel MyGuardianAngel 22-25, F 5 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    It Started When I Was Young

    I believe things that happen to you at a young age, mold you into the person you are today. I am not your "normal" person. I see things differently than most. We could be standing side by side and see a color, you would say it was blue, I would say it was black.I have always been...
    JustcallmeCurly JustcallmeCurly 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 29, 2012

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    Knots Blacks, whites

    and gray are twisted inside me, leaving me with too many interest and outlets, like all mad creators who fumbles about with their experiments, prodding and toying with experiences--that many prefer to read. No one is as brave and resilient as I. For not the strong or the smart...
    DomGrade DomGrade 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    People Aren't Logical

    Just because I interrupt you while you're talking because a thought has suddenly exploded into my mind without warning and it has temporarily captured the entirety of my attention doesn't mean that I don't think you're interesting and amazing and that I don't want to listen to...
    caddisfly9 caddisfly9 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 19, 2010

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    Reason: I understand words

    for what they are. I was told I don't listen. But I do. until I realized he ment do as I am told
    miracle3054 miracle3054 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 6

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    I find it a bit heartbreaking to realize

    that the people that you have spent the most of your life with are sometimes the least that understand you.
    Tina2138 Tina2138 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Feeling A Little Less Complicated Today

    Finally got something off my chest that had been bothering me for some time and I'm feeling good about it. I didn't realize how much it actually was bugging me until I came clean about it so I'm glad I did. Life doesn't have to be so complicated, speak up if you're unhappy about...
    americanwitch americanwitch 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2013

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