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I Am a Complicated Person

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    well i dont call my self complicatedguy

    for nothing. i always make a big deal out of nothing , i ober think EVEY thing and i over react alot ,its not fun being like that no one really understands me, i will do my best to change and not to over think simple things or not to think at all about them.
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Stones On Bed

    I just din't know what to write and how to write so i am starting with random stuffs. I was trying to chhose a topic and to stick around that but i found it extremely difficult. I kepy thinking about title of the story and nothing came in my mind. Since there was no story it was...
    NotaGreenberet NotaGreenberet 31-35, M Nov 19, 2013

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    My whole life has been nothing

    but sad and complicated with series of tales to be told but all in a order from the very beginning. I have a lot of problems I guess i could say, but really become a problem when I'm in a relationship. People often say we are like our parents so basically we become like them...
    ayoolexie20 ayoolexie20 16-17, F Dec 2

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    No one understands me anymore,

    I don't even understand myself sometimes. The things I do,the things I say ,it all just seems to confuse the ppl around me. I'm like a puzzle that can't be solved, no one can,not even myself. Ppl think Im just going through a lot right now and my emotions are mixed up well I...
    Sephira14 Sephira14 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    lostlittlefirefly lostlittlefirefly 36-40, F 10 Responses Jul 2

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    Aren't we all? Human.

    Flawed. Contradictory. If you want to understand anyone, you first have to understand that we are all complicated.
    utahwriter utahwriter 36-40, M 3 Responses Jun 1

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    When I need someone the most.

    . I end up pushing them away.. Maybe that's why everyone leaves... 😭
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    Picture

    I can imagine from you reading my stories, you get these contrasting pictures of me between a darling gentleman with all the sought after qualities of a nice guy and the rogue with a carnivorous hunger for sensuality, affection, raw passion and pure love. Yes I am that complex, I...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 9, 2012

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    Just spend a day with me

    and you'd understand. I'm really thoughtful and question everything, do my own thing quietly sometimes, sometimes I'm loud, sometimes I'll just sit in complete silence... Not a thought in my mind. If you could figure out what goes on in my mind and why for every second of one...
    Bingabang Bingabang 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    Complicated, Yes..

    I am cut into a puzzle, with a picture that's black. My multi-paneled face is where I shelve a horde of masks. I quip and gibe, for I am a toddler. I have wisdom but only because of you, father. I bend and fold my heart to match any sword. Which results in...
    PrinceAdonis PrinceAdonis 26-30, M 15 Responses Apr 28, 2011

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    People Aren't Logical

    Just because I interrupt you while you're talking because a thought has suddenly exploded into my mind without warning and it has temporarily captured the entirety of my attention doesn't mean that I don't think you're interesting and amazing and that I don't want to listen to...
    caddisfly9 caddisfly9 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 19, 2010

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    Technically I'm not..

    .I just don't make it easy for anyone to know me, because I'm afraid they won't appreciate it. Or they'll mock it. Or, they'll just plain forget it. Yes.
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    I am by no means one entity,

    but several. I have to share the space, to fall back while others take the stage only to push them aside and take the spotlight for my own again, and again, and again. It's exhausting! But I manage. To know me is to know many.
    Sotanax Sotanax 13-15, F Dec 1

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    paupaw paupaw 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 20

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    I am definitely a woman.

    One minute I'm happy and the next I can be downright depressed. I wish I had better control over my emotions. Thank goodness there's such thing as sleep, where I can just hit the reset button. Takes a special person to be able to put up with me sometimes. haha
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 27

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    It Started When I Was Young

    I believe things that happen to you at a young age, mold you into the person you are today. I am not your "normal" person. I see things differently than most. We could be standing side by side and see a color, you would say it was blue, I would say it was black.I have always been...
    JustcallmeCurly JustcallmeCurly 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 29, 2012

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    I find it a bit heartbreaking to realize

    that the people that you have spent the most of your life with are sometimes the least that understand you.
    Tina2138 Tina2138 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I am a person with Bi-polar2 / border line

    personality disorder....so I am up and down, side ways some days...and dislike being judged due to the fact that I have these disorders, we are not crazy, dangerous or any of the stigmas that go with it, just a little more feeling than most.....I feel disconnected at times, but...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 4 Responses Oct 27

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    Earthlostangel Earthlostangel 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I like fixing people

    who are sad/dealing with ****, yet I'm pissed off by the amount of negativity I'm surrounded with throughout my friends. What a contradiction.
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 2

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    Through The Rabbit Hole.

    I'm sitting in my bedroom and the day is half done already. The air is chilly but it reminds me a little bit of being back in Indy during the fall, so it's a comfortable sort of chill. It's something familiar.I've sat here many times over the past weeks, just thinking about my...
    Intelligently Intelligently 31-35, F 14 Responses Apr 27, 2011

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    Not Here For Naughty Fun Exchanges

    For those who care to read and also for those who don't care not to read and know first how I interact.I'm not here for nuaghty fun exchanges. I am not all for sex. If I want or need fun, I'd rather have it in real life.Checking and reading your Profiles after sending an invite...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 10 Responses May 2, 2013

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    I've decided to do what I have to in order to

    keep myself sane. Even though I'm down on my luck.
    zclark2 zclark2 18-21, M Oct 26

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    I think I'll never find my soul mate.

    It's funny to say a thing like that because I'm still young and everything, but i am such a strange person and it's so hard to believe there is someone like me..and if there is someone, what are the odds i'll meet him? This scares me so much, i don't know why.
    imaunicorn7 imaunicorn7 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 27

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    More like I cannot be defined.

    I've chatted with plenty of people here about any number of subjects. Some yes, more adult in nature. ;). More often than not however discussing relationship issues. based on discussions in "real life" as well, I think I have some skill in narrowing issues down for people...
    Luckranger71 Luckranger71 41-45, M Apr 7

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    I have a complicated mind.

    ..and i write to all of you who are the same as me..sometimes paranoic, sometimes we think straight..we never know what our mind can do to us or can change us. I want everyone to take a look sometimes..when theyre calm and realize that life isnt that complicated..that we...
    BiancaMMM BiancaMMM 18-21, F Aug 21

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    I realize that there is no pleasing someone

    who isn't happy with themselves-- so I just have to let them go and do their thing. But damn if it doesn't suck investing your time in someone for it all to fizzle out.
    KismetWrites KismetWrites 31-35 4 Responses May 6

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    Curious.

    I'm not sure what prompted me to write again after all this time. I suppose it could have been a text I received from a friend, or a book I've spent the better part of my Sunday absorbed with.. but the end result is the same no matter the cause. Tonight, I feel that I have to...
    Intelligently Intelligently 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 13, 2013

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    Love is a complicated abstract thing.

    I have love you with all the broken pieces of my heart. And I know it will be shattered even worse, soon. Maybe it's the time to bring up the walls, So that the thing called love will never happened again.
    itsjennyjaa itsjennyjaa 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    My teacher told me something

    that I can't stop thinking about. He told me "Landon, you have been wearing this mask for so long, good luck taking it off without ripping off your skin." I think he's right. I'm not the person my friends molded me into. I like playing my mind games books, reciting famous poems...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    What other way to be is there?

    One minute I'm totally into this and the next minute I'm totally into that. I'm all over the place and I contradict myself. And I'm the same person I've been all life. I'm always learning, changing, and growing. Then, someone gets upset with the way I am and I get depressed. I...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I hide myself away so I don't get hurt

    but then become super upset that I don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend.. 😶😑
    Imaslavetomymiss Imaslavetomymiss 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 16

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    Don't be a jerk. Try to love everyone.

    Give more than you take. And do it despite the fact that you only really like about seven out of five hundred people.
    MyGuardianAngel MyGuardianAngel 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 28

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    Some Days,

    I love everyone and want to help everyone out and such. Other days, I ******* hate everyone and think everyone should die because they all suck. Some days, I'll feel confident with myself and be happy. Other days, I am so insecure I don't even want to go out. Some days, I'll be...
    universesoul universesoul 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    I've decided to do what I have to in order to

    keep myself sane. Even though I'm down on my luck.
    zclark2 zclark2 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26

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    I think to myself, damm how do guys cheat on

    these beautiful girls? if I were with them, I'd never cheat. but I guess I never thought; woah this other girl likes me she is amazing, I can't resist, I don't know how to handle this situation because it's not every day that a perfect 10 hits on me.... or they just can't handle...
    dksl14 dksl14 18-21, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Making me jealous will only push me away from

    you. It won't make me want you more. If I see someone who is making you a lot happier than I am, I'll back up because I'll assume you want that person a lot more. Although it'll hurt seeing someone other than me make you happy, I'll leave it to them to keep you entertained. I...
    serenitee068 serenitee068 22-25, F 4 Responses May 18

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    KendraKitty KendraKitty 22-25, F 7 Responses Jan 24

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    I feel confident one moment,

    then torn down. I am quiet, yet loud. I like slow songs, but fast upbeat ones. I like being independent, but get lonely a lot. Idk I just don't know who I even am at times.
    AriannaMariee AriannaMariee 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    I am a complicated person.

    Even to myself. I have many emotions that make me this way.
    BellaGirl7 BellaGirl7 36-40, F 6 Responses May 20

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    HannaBananaa HannaBananaa 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    Sometime’s I think too much.

    It’s like everything I’ve been trying to ignore starts talking in my head and I can’t shut it up no matter how hard I try. I think if I keep myself really busy it’ll just fade away but it gets me at night. When I’m trying to sleep it swallows me whole and makes me want...
    LadySweetz LadySweetz 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    Today my dad came home

    and suddenly exploded because his computer and his important papers got wet due to the rain and it made a small whole on the ceiling. So they blame me for not noticing. Ok look, I have psychological issues; horror movies have traumatized me, and I technically noticed because I...
    damjenny damjenny 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 10

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    Feeling A Little Less Complicated Today

    Finally got something off my chest that had been bothering me for some time and I'm feeling good about it. I didn't realize how much it actually was bugging me until I came clean about it so I'm glad I did. Life doesn't have to be so complicated, speak up if you're unhappy about...
    americanwitch americanwitch 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2013

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    Im a walking contradiction.

    I need structure and order to thrive. I hate chaos and complications. And yet, i reside in the grey areas of life. I rarely ever have a straight answer for anything. I dont see just black and white. Where another person will just answer your question, ill give you a rundown of...
    HannaBananaa HannaBananaa 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    A Very Happy Belated Birthday Gift...

    I can't say I believe in Angels or Miracles but something brought me to where I met her It is a Bizarre feeling...sensing a haunting presence One that feels so familiar Yet, The How and Why are so Elusive The mutual draw, I just knew From the instant I saw her, ...and trust me...
    Ferric67 Ferric67 36-40, M Feb 3, 2012

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    Thekidsmom Thekidsmom 36-40, F 8 Responses May 30

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    I feel so upset for letting myself get

    so fat. I went to cook for Gloria several years ago when I weighed 145 lbs. I doubled my weight and then some to over. 300. Gloria was delighted , she wanted a fat girlfriend. At the time I didn't realize she wanted to get me even fatter and eventually immobile. Now at over 700...
    Rhondalynne Rhondalynne 36-40, F 6 Responses Oct 7

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    Fine. Maybe I'm the puzzle.

    But you're still the pieces.
    MyGuardianAngel MyGuardianAngel 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 23

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    Complicated Very

    And it would be scary to find someone who really understood me... there is always something new and different and (sometimes) exciting about me... to truly understand me... under all the complicated structures... would be an amazing feat. Someone would have to really take a...
    PoeticRejection PoeticRejection 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2007

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    I'm afraid to get hurt.

    I feel like I'm going to be alone forever because I'm always afraid I'm going to add a heart break on top of the pile of all my other problems that I have to deal with daily. Please don't hate me for that
    meli347 meli347 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    I gave up on fitting in

    for the sake of having "friends" years ago and I have no regrets. I cannot relate to majority of humanity.