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    I am a complicated person.

    Even to myself. I have many emotions that make me this way.
    BellaGirl7 BellaGirl7 36-40, F 6 Responses May 20, 2014

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    I mess up a lot. And I don't make sense most of

    the time. I change my mind a lot. I have trust issues. And that's just a tiny part of me.
    MagicEyes95 MagicEyes95 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 27

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    lostlittlefirefly lostlittlefirefly 36-40, F 9 Responses Jul 2, 2014

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    Complicated, Yes..

    I am cut into a puzzle, with a picture that's black. My multi-paneled face is where I shelve a horde of masks. I quip and gibe, for I am a toddler. I have wisdom but only because of you, father. I bend and fold my heart to match any sword. Which results in...
    PrinceAdonis PrinceAdonis 26-30, M 15 Responses Apr 28, 2011

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    Earthlostangel Earthlostangel 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2014

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    I don't call my self complicatedguy

    for nothing ya know. I don't really know what makes me complicated it just nothing is good enough for me, nothing is satisfying i am always expecting more.
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I feel so upset for letting myself get

    so fat. I went to cook for Gloria several years ago when I weighed 145 lbs. I doubled my weight and then some to over. 300. Gloria was delighted , she wanted a fat girlfriend. At the time I didn't realize she wanted to get me even fatter and eventually immobile. Now at over 700...
    Rhondalynne Rhondalynne 36-40, F 8 Responses Oct 7, 2014

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    Don't be a jerk. Try to love everyone.

    Give more than you take. And do it despite the fact that you only really like about seven out of five hundred people.
    MyGuardianAngel MyGuardianAngel 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 28, 2014

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    luciiia luciiia 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I have accomplished more

    than what I can do in my life without even being told that I don't have to. I sometimes take bigger risks than I need to take. It amazes people what I have been able to do because I have epilepsy, which I have had since I was 4 years old. Epilepsy has only affected my education...
    JK7448 JK7448 22-25, F Mar 18

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    Emotionless and Sadistic,

    Gentle and Caring, Homicidal and Confusing, Silent and depressed... my mind can't make its decision v,v I probably got some mental health issues from my dad or something, bipolar maybe? I can easily switch through these several times a day o.O often for no reason, it sucks...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 11

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    I like to say I'm complex I have many layers

    too me .. And I like that I don't like to complicate my life so I keep that part simply but I am not and I own that about me at first I didn't and it made me feel like a ball of confusion and like I was getting pulled in different directions ... But I slowly accepted this is me...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    I'm so complicated, I can't

    even describe how complicated I am! I'm so complicated, Rubik's cubes try to figure me out!
    MisunderstoodGirl69 MisunderstoodGirl69 13-15, F 1 Response May 19

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    Through The Rabbit Hole.

    I'm sitting in my bedroom and the day is half done already. The air is chilly but it reminds me a little bit of being back in Indy during the fall, so it's a comfortable sort of chill. It's something familiar.I've sat here many times over the past weeks, just thinking about my...
    Intelligently Intelligently 31-35, F 13 Responses Apr 27, 2011

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    Im a walking contradiction.

    I need structure and order to thrive. I hate chaos and complications. And yet, i reside in the grey areas of life. I rarely ever have a straight answer for anything. I dont see just black and white. Where another person will just answer your question, ill give you a rundown of...
    HannaBananaa HannaBananaa 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2014

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    It Started When I Was Young

    I believe things that happen to you at a young age, mold you into the person you are today. I am not your "normal" person. I see things differently than most. We could be standing side by side and see a color, you would say it was blue, I would say it was black.I have always been...
    JustcallmeCurly JustcallmeCurly 46-50, F Sep 29, 2012

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    I have always been reckless in the sense

    that I'd take a deep breath, trust my guts and just got for it and hope for the best. I'd see absolute simplicity in most things. Then there are those other times where I end up over analysing a situation, just making an utter wreck out of myself. I analyse things often, it's...
    aDesperado aDesperado 18-21, M Mar 8

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    Just spend a day with me

    and you'd understand. I'm really thoughtful and question everything, do my own thing quietly sometimes, sometimes I'm loud, sometimes I'll just sit in complete silence... Not a thought in my mind. If you could figure out what goes on in my mind and why for every second of one...
    Bingabang Bingabang 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    I bought some heels. I loved them.

    I walked in them and I admired their design. But they started to hurt my feet, it became painful to walk in them and I was unstable when I stood up. I realised that somewhere in their design there was a flaw. But a flaw not all could see. I still wanted to wear them because they...
    TheWestlifer TheWestlifer 18-21, F 4 Responses May 11

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    Since I have been on EP,

    I have done a lot of writing. I share my stories, feelings, hopes and dreams with you because it's a good outlet for me. I come here and feel very much at home. I've made some wonderful friends and have been able to put in words what I'm thinking, feeling, what moves me, what...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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    Feeling A Little Less Complicated Today

    Finally got something off my chest that had been bothering me for some time and I'm feeling good about it. I didn't realize how much it actually was bugging me until I came clean about it so I'm glad I did. Life doesn't have to be so complicated, speak up if you're unhappy about...
    americanwitch americanwitch 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2013

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    Have you ever wanted

    so much more for yourself? Like really wanted more? But no matter how hard you work at it, you remain in the same place? I tell myself "someone must be at the bottom" (I. e. Someone has to do the things no one may want to do. As far work is considered). No one wants to...
    Hteag Hteag 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 10

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    I love my wife. There are times I feel very

    lucky to have her in my life. She is a great loving and caring mother to our daughter. We have good times together. We can talk for hours about stupid stuff. She is the best friend I have ever had. I have cheated on my wife more times than I would like to admit even to...
    Alston76 Alston76 36-40, M Feb 4

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    I realize that there is no pleasing someone

    who isn't happy with themselves-- so I just have to let them go and do their thing. But damn if it doesn't suck investing your time in someone for it all to fizzle out.
    KismetWrites KismetWrites 31-35 3 Responses May 6, 2014

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    I gave up on fitting in

    for the sake of having "friends" years ago and I have no regrets. I cannot relate to majority of humanity.
    knls knls 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 27, 2014

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    Isn't it interesting

    that each of us covets something, whether it's love, money, success, health, but when we get what we want, we still aren't satisfied. We want more and more. Always asking for the impossible and rarely appreciating what it is that we have right in front of us.
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    at times I'm sentimental,

    at times I'm silly ..you really don't know what to expect...hell sometimes I surprise myself
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 2 Responses May 14

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    I think we are all complicated in our own way.

    For example, our energy and our emotions can be up one day yet down the next. Besides the heavenly king, there's not a single individual who can read the thoughts in our heart; therefore, we can always surprise others even ourselves. I believe that this is what makes us...
    growingwisdom growingwisdom 22-25, M May 14

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    You know what the most hurtful thing is?

    Is that I really wanted him to love me. Love me deeply and mean it. I wanted him to tell me that I meant something to him. But I suppose I didn't think that what I needed was for myself to be honest. Be honest... What does he mean to you? Everything! Or maybe not... But he meant...
    TheWestlifer TheWestlifer 18-21, F Apr 15

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    Fine. Maybe I'm the puzzle.

    But you're still the pieces.
    MyGuardianAngel MyGuardianAngel 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 23, 2014

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    after a long torturous few years i finally got

    a recommendation for a divorce lawyer. excited for the mental and verbal abuse to end
    rainbowjenn rainbowjenn 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 22

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    I confuse myself half the time,

    and I'm supposed to be the one person who actually KNOWS myself. I can be super happy one second and then I'll think about something depressing that happened three years ago and I just spiral out from there. The ****.
    Raewyn95 Raewyn95 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 17

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    More like I cannot be defined.

    I've chatted with plenty of people here about any number of subjects. Some yes, more adult in nature. ;). More often than not however discussing relationship issues. based on discussions in "real life" as well, I think I have some skill in narrowing issues down for people...
    Luckranger71 Luckranger71 41-45, M Apr 7, 2014

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    bcz I over think .Analyse too much ,

    to the point tht I cnt decipher the situation. Sounds like "confused" rather than complicated to me .........oh well.
    1crazyfreak6 1crazyfreak6 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    People Aren't Logical

    Just because I interrupt you while you're talking because a thought has suddenly exploded into my mind without warning and it has temporarily captured the entirety of my attention doesn't mean that I don't think you're interesting and amazing and that I don't want to listen to...
    caddisfly9 caddisfly9 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 19, 2010

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    Because I've fallen out of love again

    for not seeing her in a long time. I don't even care about her anymore. But I think this is better than being head over heels for a girl who's meant to face me down on the floor. Lol
    alltimestrokes alltimestrokes 18-21, F May 6

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    Earthlostangel Earthlostangel 46-50, F Feb 11

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    Sometimes I feel as though I am everything.

    I can take a personality quiz seven times a week and get different answers every time. I empathize with the Hero and the Beggar, the Rapist and the Fool. I cannot say anything with certainty, not even that. Everything about me changes from minute to minute. In the seconds...
    graytinge graytinge 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    There's this stupid little thing we can call

    spontaneity. Sagittarius is the wing that flutters so. it feels really liberating to have initiated by meddling with a preConceived boundary. he definitely gave me the green light, Florence. all signs go. even asked advice because I was wondering if associating was wrong at all...
    bellaFigura bellaFigura 26-30 Jan 30

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    Thekidsmom Thekidsmom 36-40, F 8 Responses May 30, 2014

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    I want to be that woman

    who looks cute, but is a psychopathic serial killer if someone decides to get on my bad side. Strange indeed
    NatashaRose NatashaRose 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    You may not not want to put up with this

    but know that it is okay. I know that I'm a lot to deal with. Apparently, it's true through rejection and ignorance. God, I want to shoot myself in the face haha...I'm kidding. I'm not. I have this constant battle with my mind that loves to see me fall. The darkness is consuming...
    RoseDani RoseDani 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    I think I am a queen.

    I live in a castle in this desolate village, where no one knows me at all. Like, I have short hair and grey orbs for eyes. I am alone, always alone, looking through the telescope of my castle window. I see a lot of things going on, a lot of activitiy. I’m a little sad because...
    SunGun SunGun 16-17 1 Response Mar 22

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    Not Here For Naughty Fun Exchanges

    For those who care to read and also for those who don't care not to read and know first how I interact.I'm not here for nuaghty fun exchanges. I am not all for sex. If I want or need fun, I'd rather have it in real life.Checking and reading your Profiles after sending an invite...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 9 Responses May 2, 2013

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    Making me jealous will only push me away from

    you. It won't make me want you more. If I see someone who is making you a lot happier than I am, I'll back up because I'll assume you want that person a lot more. Although it'll hurt seeing someone other than me make you happy, I'll leave it to them to keep you entertained. I...
    serenitee068 serenitee068 22-25, F 4 Responses May 18, 2014

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    I am definitely a woman.

    One minute I'm happy and the next I can be downright depressed. I wish I had better control over my emotions. Thank goodness there's such thing as sleep, where I can just hit the reset button. Takes a special person to be able to put up with me sometimes. haha
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 27, 2014

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