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I Am a Complicated Person

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    luciiia luciiia 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    Through The Rabbit Hole.

    I'm sitting in my bedroom and the day is half done already. The air is chilly but it reminds me a little bit of being back in Indy during the fall, so it's a comfortable sort of chill. It's something familiar.I've sat here many times over the past weeks, just thinking about my...
    Intelligently Intelligently 31-35, F 13 Responses Apr 27, 2011

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    Making me jealous will only push me away from

    you. It won't make me want you more. If I see someone who is making you a lot happier than I am, I'll back up because I'll assume you want that person a lot more. Although it'll hurt seeing someone other than me make you happy, I'll leave it to them to keep you entertained. I...
    serenitee068 serenitee068 22-25, F 4 Responses May 18, 2014

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    Thekidsmom Thekidsmom 36-40, F 8 Responses May 30, 2014

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    Fine. Maybe I'm the puzzle.

    But you're still the pieces.
    MyGuardianAngel MyGuardianAngel 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 23, 2014

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    I am complicated not by choice

    but how events in my life have shaped up . No one really wants to be a complex individual but sometimes circumstances force you to take things within rather than expressing those out as a result of which it plays on your mind and you're thinking starts to get affected and far...
    batmanexists batmanexists 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    I realize that there is no pleasing someone

    who isn't happy with themselves-- so I just have to let them go and do their thing. But damn if it doesn't suck investing your time in someone for it all to fizzle out.
    KismetWrites KismetWrites 31-35 4 Responses May 6, 2014

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    I love my wife. There are times I feel very

    lucky to have her in my life. She is a great loving and caring mother to our daughter. We have good times together. We can talk for hours about stupid stuff. She is the best friend I have ever had. I have cheated on my wife more times than I would like to admit even to...
    Alston76 Alston76 36-40, M Feb 4

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    Hahahaha. see it's not

    that complicated.
    xoSincerelyYoursxo xoSincerelyYoursxo 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    Whenever I do those personality tests

    that determine whether you are an extrovert on an introvert, I always struggle. I can be really outgoing, tell funny stories, and be a real party animal at times. That's why, when I am not in that persona, my friends tend to think there is something wrong and they are...
    Moonstar14 Moonstar14 46-50, F 4 Responses Jan 15

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    KendraKitty KendraKitty 22-25, F 7 Responses Jan 24, 2014

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    There's this stupid little thing we can call

    spontaneity. Sagittarius is the wing that flutters so. it feels really liberating to have initiated by meddling with a preConceived boundary. he definitely gave me the green light, Florence. all signs go. even asked advice because I was wondering if associating was wrong at all...
    bellaFigura bellaFigura 26-30 Jan 30

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    Isn't it interesting

    that each of us covets something, whether it's love, money, success, health, but when we get what we want, we still aren't satisfied. We want more and more. Always asking for the impossible and rarely appreciating what it is that we have right in front of us.
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    Complicated Very

    And it would be scary to find someone who really understood me... there is always something new and different and (sometimes) exciting about me... to truly understand me... under all the complicated structures... would be an amazing feat. Someone would have to really take a...
    PoeticRejection PoeticRejection 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2007

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    Don't be a jerk. Try to love everyone.

    Give more than you take. And do it despite the fact that you only really like about seven out of five hundred people.
    MyGuardianAngel MyGuardianAngel 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 28, 2014

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    ClaireH19 ClaireH19 18-21, F Jan 15

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    I am a complicated person.

    Even to myself. I have many emotions that make me this way.
    BellaGirl7 BellaGirl7 36-40, F 6 Responses May 20, 2014

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    I think I am a queen.

    I live in a castle in this desolate village, where no one knows me at all. Like, I have short hair and grey orbs for eyes. I am alone, always alone, looking through the telescope of my castle window. I see a lot of things going on, a lot of activitiy. I’m a little sad because...
    SunGun SunGun 16-17 1 Response Mar 22

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    I gave up on fitting in

    for the sake of having "friends" years ago and I have no regrets. I cannot relate to majority of humanity.
    knls knls 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 27, 2014

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    Complicated, Yes..

    I am cut into a puzzle, with a picture that's black. My multi-paneled face is where I shelve a horde of masks. I quip and gibe, for I am a toddler. I have wisdom but only because of you, father. I bend and fold my heart to match any sword. Which results in...
    PrinceAdonis PrinceAdonis 26-30, M 15 Responses Apr 28, 2011

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    Im a walking contradiction.

    I need structure and order to thrive. I hate chaos and complications. And yet, i reside in the grey areas of life. I rarely ever have a straight answer for anything. I dont see just black and white. Where another person will just answer your question, ill give you a rundown of...
    HannaBananaa HannaBananaa 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2014

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    Emotionless and Sadistic,

    Gentle and Caring, Homicidal and Confusing, Silent and depressed... my mind can't make its decision v,v I probably got some mental health issues from my dad or something, bipolar maybe? I can easily switch through these several times a day o.O often for no reason, it sucks...
    RawrrrrItsAIexa RawrrrrItsAIexa 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 11

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    You may not not want to put up with this

    but know that it is okay. I know that I'm a lot to deal with. Apparently, it's true through rejection and ignorance. God, I want to shoot myself in the face haha...I'm kidding. I'm not. I have this constant battle with my mind that loves to see me fall. The darkness is consuming...
    RoseDani RoseDani 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    I am definitely a woman.

    One minute I'm happy and the next I can be downright depressed. I wish I had better control over my emotions. Thank goodness there's such thing as sleep, where I can just hit the reset button. Takes a special person to be able to put up with me sometimes. haha
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 27, 2014

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    I want to be that woman

    who looks cute, but is a psychopathic serial killer if someone decides to get on my bad side. Strange indeed
    NatashaRose NatashaRose 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    I have always been reckless in the sense

    that I'd take a deep breath, trust my guts and just got for it and hope for the best. I'd see absolute simplicity in most things. Then there are those other times where I end up over analysing a situation, just making an utter wreck out of myself. I analyse things often, it's...
    aDesperado aDesperado 18-21, M Mar 8

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    Day Dreams.

    My entire personality has been composed of day dreaming. I don't think I was born with any particular personality traits but rather composed myself as a musician to his composition. When I look outside there are telephone wires and grey shabby chic buildings I see the birds...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 22, 2013

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    People Aren't Logical

    Just because I interrupt you while you're talking because a thought has suddenly exploded into my mind without warning and it has temporarily captured the entirety of my attention doesn't mean that I don't think you're interesting and amazing and that I don't want to listen to...
    caddisfly9 caddisfly9 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 19, 2010

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    Aren't we all? Human.

    Flawed. Contradictory. If you want to understand anyone, you first have to understand that we are all complicated.
    utahwriter utahwriter 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 1, 2014

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    Have you ever wanted

    so much more for yourself? Like really wanted more? But no matter how hard you work at it, you remain in the same place? I tell myself "someone must be at the bottom" (I. e. Someone has to do the things no one may want to do. As far work is considered). No one wants to...
    Hteag Hteag 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 10

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    It Started When I Was Young

    I believe things that happen to you at a young age, mold you into the person you are today. I am not your "normal" person. I see things differently than most. We could be standing side by side and see a color, you would say it was blue, I would say it was black.I have always been...
    JustcallmeCurly JustcallmeCurly 46-50, F Sep 29, 2012

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    I'm afraid to get hurt.

    I feel like I'm going to be alone forever because I'm always afraid I'm going to add a heart break on top of the pile of all my other problems that I have to deal with daily. Please don't hate me for that
    izzyx15 izzyx15 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2014

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    I often just wish I could run from a certain

    situation but my heart won't let me. I'm not a cruel person. But at the same time, I don't know how to handle them.
    ClaireH19 ClaireH19 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 14

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    I want to meet new people

    and make new friends but it scares the **** out of me, I want to interact with people but I freeze when I am face to face with someone. When I like someone and I have to talk to them, I suddenly have nothing to talk about so I just screw up every chance I have with that person...
    imaunicorn7 imaunicorn7 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 13

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    Feeling A Little Less Complicated Today

    Finally got something off my chest that had been bothering me for some time and I'm feeling good about it. I didn't realize how much it actually was bugging me until I came clean about it so I'm glad I did. Life doesn't have to be so complicated, speak up if you're unhappy about...
    americanwitch americanwitch 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2013

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    Since I have been on EP,

    I have done a lot of writing. I share my stories, feelings, hopes and dreams with you because it's a good outlet for me. I come here and feel very much at home. I've made some wonderful friends and have been able to put in words what I'm thinking, feeling, what moves me, what...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 5

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    I feel like I'm spinning my wheels,

    but not getting anywhere. I realize that I missing that part of the human brain that makes it easy for other people to understand one another and develop some empathy. Whats wrong with me? I never asked to be like this. Instead of doing something normal, I'm on here...
    transformerlover transformerlover 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    well i dont call my self complicatedguy

    for nothing. i always make a big deal out of nothing , i ober think EVEY thing and i over react alot ,its not fun being like that no one really understands me, i will do my best to change and not to over think simple things or not to think at all about them.
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 15, 2014

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    We're all complicated people.

    That's just life.
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    Everyday life can be

    so tough.... Every morning I wake up to the same tune -- time to put on the mask. Time to put on that mask and pretend like everything is ok. The real me stands alone in a dark chamber, isolated from the rest of the world; keeping all of the pain and suffering within me, hidden...
    Protonyx Protonyx 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 25

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    ClaireH19 ClaireH19 18-21, F Jan 24

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    People say this all the time too me.

    Hmm I live my life the best I can. I do have morals values and I respect people. I am very quiet and shy. When told I'm complicated I respond with I consider self simple and easy going but always have my guard up do to past experience. I try not to be complicated but seems I...
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M Dec 31, 2014

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    Just spend a day with me

    and you'd understand. I'm really thoughtful and question everything, do my own thing quietly sometimes, sometimes I'm loud, sometimes I'll just sit in complete silence... Not a thought in my mind. If you could figure out what goes on in my mind and why for every second of one...
    Bingabang Bingabang 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    bcz I over think .Analyse too much ,

    to the point tht I cnt decipher the situation. Sounds like "confused" rather than complicated to me .........oh well.
    1crazyfreak6 1crazyfreak6 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I feel so upset for letting myself get

    so fat. I went to cook for Gloria several years ago when I weighed 145 lbs. I doubled my weight and then some to over. 300. Gloria was delighted , she wanted a fat girlfriend. At the time I didn't realize she wanted to get me even fatter and eventually immobile. Now at over 700...
    Rhondalynne Rhondalynne 36-40, F 7 Responses Oct 7, 2014

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    I confuse myself half the time,

    and I'm supposed to be the one person who actually KNOWS myself. I can be super happy one second and then I'll think about something depressing that happened three years ago and I just spiral out from there. The ****.
    Raewyn95 Raewyn95 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 17

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