I Am a Compulsive Eater

A group for those suffering from compulsive eating or binge eating. 1,013 People

    When I binge, it's like I'm in another place

    and I feel so numb and don't feel anything When I'm in that "binging mind", it's like I'm out of control whenever I see the food, and I start to get this urge and then I start to eat and eat and eat and....And after it's over I then start to feel so guilty and ashamed while...
    Ki123 Ki123
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 7, 2015

    today, I went to McDonald's,

    oh how I love that place :) && I got 2 big macs.... wait. the meals!!! they were delicious
    Biggirl34 Biggirl34
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jan 11, 2015

    Once i start eating, i cant stop.

    I just remain hungry. On top of that, im eating all the time. I eat when im bored, i eat when im happy, i eat when im sad, i eat when i feel fat, i eat when i feel skinny. And its usually sweets too. I cant remember the last time i ate something actually healthy. But i dont...
    deleted deleted
    May 1, 2015

    Binge Eating Poem

    Binge Eating Disorder Food, food, everywhere  everywhere I look delicious food disgusting food food I want to cook Often when I am angry stressed, sad, misunderstood I go to food for guidance for company for love Food has rarely let me down food never lies, cheats, or steals...
    PenguinBeak PenguinBeak
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 15, 2012

    Again And Again And Again

    I just had a huge, 1500 calorie binge again, straight after lunch. I tried to purge but I couldn't, I've stopped being able to recently, and I don't know why, so it's all sitting in me right now, making me fat, causing me skin problems, and making me feel like a complete freak...
    escapists escapists
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 15, 2013

    Just went downstairs

    for a glass of water. Ate half a burrito, a piece of cake and a bowl of fruit salad. Why do I do this? I wasn't even hungry.. Like at all.
    KJPKelsey KJPKelsey
    22-25, F
    Apr 22, 2015

    I don't know why I feel like sharing this.

    .. Last night, before bed I ate an entire large pizza.. And today I don't know what what is with me..I have been thinking about food...Lunch I really feel bad about. 2 1/3 pound burgers, chili cheese fries, a bean and cheese burrito, a large shake and a large coke..And for...
    heavybruce heavybruce
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Apr 17, 2015

    There is hope! I used to think I could never

    overcome emotional eating. I thought I just didn't have the skills or discipline. But I had a reading today at my healing center. I got so much hope from that reading! I was encouraged to get back into appreciating nature and spending time outdoors. Start exercising 30...
    PinkHeartCrystals PinkHeartCrystals
    41-45, F
    1 Response May 23, 2015

    I just can't bring myself to give up delicious

    food for health. I work out almost everyday and do cardio and strength training, but I can't bring myself to eat right. I love food sooo much. I used to be a little underweight only maybe 3 months ago, with defined abs and legs. Now I consider myself average or a little chubby...
    nadiabowls nadiabowls
    18-21, F
    Jul 16, 2015

    I am a compulsive eater.

    My eating habits are to hide from/cover up my emotions. I still struggle with my relationship with food and am finding it difficult to try eating or approaching food like 'normal' people.
    vertexsix vertexsix
    26-30, M
    Aug 30, 2014

    I have been one ever

    since becoming diabetic at age fifteen (yeah, the powers above really like to stick it to you sometimes don't they?? lol). I have had issues with food and my weight ever since, but I finally believe I have cracked it. A few years ago I realised I had had enough of being a slave...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Feb 5, 2014

    I'm looking for a feeder I have no weight limit

    I'm looking now I only do real life
    feedeeforyou feedeeforyou
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 16, 2015

    What can you do or say to stop your family from

    fat shaming? It actually makes me eat more!! I hate being fat, if I could just stop overeating I would! I have told my husband how hurt and angry I feel when he is making fat jokes with the kids or laughing at me or shaming and nagging me to eat healthier. he doesn't ever...
    PinkHeartCrystals PinkHeartCrystals
    41-45, F
    1 Response May 20, 2015

    I ate way too much again.

    I hate this feeling.
    CrazyDaisyeee CrazyDaisyeee
    22-25, F
    Nov 26, 2015

    rayraybaby formerly candyhot5 is a scam artist,

    she will lie to get your money! She fakes being homeless and insists she just needs gas money to come to you. Says she is from California, Wisconsin, Florida where ever is far away from you. She did to me and will to you do not believe her!
    NoMoreScams NoMoreScams
    41-45, F
    Feb 5, 2015

    Most people starve themselves

    when they're going through stages of depression..I binge eat. And I feel disgusting afterward and I hate it, and I don't know how to stop ????
    deleted deleted
    Jan 9, 2016

    Food is my enemy, I used to love food

    and now I hate it, I just keep binging and binging and over the time I just stop liking food because of that, i just keep getting fatter and fatter because of this issue and now i feel so sick looking at food now but I just can't stop eating it because I'm addicted to it :'( I'm...
    Ki123 Ki123
    22-25, F
    4 Responses May 18, 2015

    Ugh if I just could limit my binge eating to

    certain degree like twice a week. Sometimes it happens a couple of times a DAY. Today I got sick of feeling fully stuffed constantly with food which is not even that good especially if combined together the way I do it. Doesn't matter what I do, it always ends up the same.. did...
    anybodygirl anybodygirl
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 12, 2015

    I have been researching tons on this subject.

    I have suffered from this since puberty. The #1 mistake of compulsive eaters is dieting. Restricting any one food or any combo of foods. It is better to eat normal portions of junk foods that to eat healthy foods and then binge anyways. Telling oneself that you can have whatever...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 28, 2015

    Recently, I've started binge eating again

    after months without doing it. I'm conscious that is because i got a job that i hate and i'm not being able to cope with it. Once again i don't know what to do. I continue to search for another jobs but its being hard to find. Meanwhile, i'm losing myself in this vicious cicle...
    lithiumsky lithiumsky
    26-30, F
    Sep 26, 2015

    I thought I could handle myself from not

    overeating, but I did and I just. couldnt. stop. I'm so disappointed with myself when I said I'd change my habits, but its so damn hard. its like changing the way i naturally think. I guess I could say it could be worse, but the feeling is absolutely horrible! i just want...
    Emerald98 Emerald98
    18-21, F
    Aug 21, 2015
    dancerwolf924 dancerwolf924
    18-21, F
    Apr 3, 2016

    I'm Tori, twenty years old.

    I stand at 6'0, and weigh 258 pounds. That probably doesn't sound too bad. But let me explain. As a little girl, I loved sweets and all that delicious, fatty food that is so bad for me. But I grew so quickly, constantly, that I never gained a pound, no matter how much I ate. My...
    mysticfyr mysticfyr
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Jun 15, 2014

    Since i was about 10 i started binging,

    like all the time. I should be enormous but im not thank goodness but iam tubby because i can't stop, it's discusting. The lonelier am, the worse it gets. At the moment i don't even want anyone to see me, iam ashamed, not that i have anywhere to go or anyone to see but if i did...
    MushroomFaerie148 MushroomFaerie148
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2015

    I eat when I'm upset,

    I'm upset a lot. I don't know how to stop it upsets me more cause it makes me gain more weight.
    AngelDaxx AngelDaxx
    18-21, F
    May 9, 2015

    This is probably going to sound pathetic.

    I am an overeater. Mostly, I'm an emotional overeater. Whenever, as a child, I was sad, food was a comfort from my mom. Really, pick any emotion...even illness. Food was a comfort, shoved down your face hole until your stomach was swollen. They don't call babies fat, they call...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 20, 2015

    i hate this, i think the reason i eat like this

    is because though my crippling anxiety i have something i can control. something that i have a handle and is real and there, maybe its just my gender dysphoria being bad and me needed a distraction. i dont know what it is, but its horrible and crushing. :, (
    KantexWolf KantexWolf
    13-15, F
    Feb 7, 2015

    Normallyy rely on purging,

    but trying not to give in. Funny how food just makds things so much worse. I hstr me
    katalina22 katalina22
    18-21, F
    Mar 30, 2016
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 14, 2014

    I eat soooooo much! I have 8 meals every day.

    Each are the amount of food you would have at Thanksgiving. I have large snacks in between each meal and everything is loads of fattening food to fatten me up! I love to eat to gain loads of weight!
    obesebellylover obesebellylover
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Jun 7, 2014

    I've literally lost all control of my eating.

    I always find myself with food in my hand.
    AspiringSSBHM AspiringSSBHM
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jan 14, 2015

    I'm generally very health about what I eat

    but once or twice a week I binge. Sometimes I'll eat 10-15,000 calories in one binge episode. I don't purge afterwards. I'll eat to the point of feeling ill and then I'll keep going. I feel disgusted by my behavior.
    ExtrovertedAspie ExtrovertedAspie
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jul 27, 2015

    I freakin hate it. Even

    if I'm not hungry my brain just wants me to eat more -__- so fed up with being overweight. It causes so much anxiety and paranoia and low self esteem but I just can't seem to change!
    mindstatic mindstatic
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jun 9, 2014

    I have times when I am overtaken by an urge- an

    urge to eat. I can't help it, all that food I have in the house, I put into a pile, and just throw my face at it, devouring huge amounts of food in no time. Then, after this, I just snap back, I feel so full. This has caused my weight to balloon.
    FoxOfChocolates FoxOfChocolates
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Oct 11, 2014

    I often seem to have no control over my eating,

    I know I need to stop eating. And often feel full. But I continue to eat any way... I feel bad about later.. I feel really bad today that last night I ate an entire cake..
    heavybruce heavybruce
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Mar 6, 2015

    I've found that I even eat more

    when I'm. bored and alone. (which is most of the time)
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Dec 20, 2014

    Can't wait to move out.

    I have no self control when it comes to food. At least when I'm on my own, I won't go to the grocery store that often and so I won't be tempted to over eat
    fallout07 fallout07
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 14, 2014

    I went on a diet in the last months.

    It wasn't properly a diet. but i hadn't enough time to eat or stuff myself, and i run from a part to another of the city all day long, so i lost some weight. I lost aroud 50 lbs, I felt good, i added jogging every day, and you know, i was shaping up. Until 2 days ago. I came...
    kyarahfel kyarahfel
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jul 19, 2014

    I go through cycles of binging,

    (sometimes purging) and starving. Then repeat. It's a special kind of hell. I can't ever control myself during binges. Like I cannot stop. Lol.
    cecerenae cecerenae
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Feb 11, 2016

    I eat too much all my life,

    stress, despression, being scared of something, bad grades at school, eating at night, I eat everything: I like candies, pizza, ice-cream...I never felt fat but felt bad of being called fat. I felt good in my own skin. I didn't have enough confidence but I was ok, I had problems...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Feb 3, 2016

    I feel really ******.

    These past weeks I've been shoving food down my mouth when bored or stressed. My last binge was less than 20 minutes ago and I feel so full and gross and I don't know what to do with myself. I quit the gym 6 months ago because I had dedicate more time to studying, now I feel so...
    gloriousoutside gloriousoutside
    1 Response Nov 21, 2014

    I over ate by 900 calories today I feel

    horrible. I have been keeping track on my lose it app for the last 8 days which is pretty good for me I usually give up on day 1. Everyday I struggle with compulsive thinking about food and my cravings telling myself give up now it's too hard. I have lost 8lbs and I just can't...
    Slackergirl Slackergirl
    31-35, F
    2 Responses May 20, 2015

    I'm stuffed but I'm going to eat more food.

    ... I keep telling my self I will do better tomorrow.... to people who don't have binge eating disorder its a lot harder than it sounds. I was doing really good and I was loosing weight and I was feeling great but now. I am back to my old habits....
    mypawshaveprints mypawshaveprints
    22-25, F
    Feb 12, 2015

    I am a binge eater. I hate myself every single

    day. I can't stop. All the therapy in the world, medication, and many other solutions I've attempted do not help. I feel as though I'm not fulfilling my true purpose in life. Sometimes I wonder if I'm already dead. I want to stop. Every day I wait for that moment of clarity that...
    2scorpios 2scorpios
    31-35, F
    4 Responses May 10, 2015

    I'm unhappy today and you can tell :( eaten way

    too much good today!! Having a curry with chips for tea and currently baking buns and no doubt be eating them later!! I go through phases of eating healthy and then eating like a big and everyday I hate myself more because of it 😭😭
    Sinead432 Sinead432
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 16, 2014

    I'm 14, well... I'll be 15 in 2 weeks.

    I am definitely a compulsive eater. I do eat when I'm hungry, but most of the time when I'm eating, it's because I'm angry, sad, lonely, bored, or having racing thoughts. Food calms me down I guess. I'm 5'5 and I weigh around 110 pounds, so I'm at a healthy weight. But today...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 25, 2015
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