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I Am a Compulsive Eater

A group for those suffering from compulsive eating or binge eating. 965 People

    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 17, 2014

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    I eat when I'm upset,

    I'm upset a lot. I don't know how to stop it upsets me more cause it makes me gain more weight.
    AngelDaxx AngelDaxx 18-21, F May 9

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    I'm stuffed but I'm going to eat more food.

    ... I keep telling my self I will do better tomorrow.... to people who don't have binge eating disorder its a lot harder than it sounds. I was doing really good and I was loosing weight and I was feeling great but now. I am back to my old habits....
    mypawshaveprints mypawshaveprints 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 12

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    My Fat Barrier

    It's happened several times now over the past 15 years. Every time I enter into a relationship I blow up like a balloon. People say, "Oh when you're happy you eat more!" That may be true for some people but for me it's me building a barrier. The image of who I truly am, my well...
    autonomy101 autonomy101 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 22, 2011

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    Again And Again And Again

    I just had a huge, 1500 calorie binge again, straight after lunch. I tried to purge but I couldn't, I've stopped being able to recently, and I don't know why, so it's all sitting in me right now, making me fat, causing me skin problems, and making me feel like a complete freak...
    escapists escapists 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 15, 2013

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    I often seem to have no control over my eating,

    I know I need to stop eating. And often feel full. But I continue to eat any way... I feel bad about later.. I feel really bad today that last night I ate an entire cake..
    heavybruce heavybruce 22-25, M 5 Responses Mar 6

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    How Did It Happen?

    As I sit here typing this..I just finished 2 eclairs.  Prior to that I finished off a Wendy's hamburger on the short drive home.  Now I am downing a large Coke.  I watch "Supersize Me" frequently hoping it will help me see exactly what I am...
    judy3kids judy3kids 41-45, F 3 Responses May 15, 2009

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    Food Your The Love Of My Life

    I've always enjoyed food, the many different taste, textures and experiences each meal can provide, the cheerful social interactions when eating with friends or family; but my love for food has become something else now. Something dark, a bottomless pit, my shameful secret that...
    Ferdam Ferdam 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 16, 2012

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    Once i start eating, i cant stop.

    I just remain hungry. On top of that, im eating all the time. I eat when im bored, i eat when im happy, i eat when im sad, i eat when i feel fat, i eat when i feel skinny. And its usually sweets too. I cant remember the last time i ate something actually healthy. But i dont...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 1

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    There is hope! I used to think I could never

    overcome emotional eating. I thought I just didn't have the skills or discipline. But I had a reading today at my healing center. I got so much hope from that reading! I was encouraged to get back into appreciating nature and spending time outdoors. Start exercising 30...
    kcyata kcyata 41-45, F 1 Response May 23

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    I feel really ******.

    These past weeks I've been shoving food down my mouth when bored or stressed. My last binge was less than 20 minutes ago and I feel so full and gross and I don't know what to do with myself. I quit the gym 6 months ago because I had dedicate more time to studying, now I feel so...
    gloriousoutside gloriousoutside 18-21 1 Response Nov 21, 2014

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    Eat Too Much!!

    i just always tend to have a really big appetite!! i really do love my food, and i can eat almost anything, im not fussy!!! lol
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 8, 2011

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    I've literally lost all control of my eating.

    I always find myself with food in my hand.
    AspiringSSBHM AspiringSSBHM 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 14

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    I am a binge eater. I hate myself every single

    day. I can't stop. All the therapy in the world, medication, and many other solutions I've attempted do not help. I feel as though I'm not fulfilling my true purpose in life. Sometimes I wonder if I'm already dead. I want to stop. Every day I wait for that moment of clarity that...
    2scorpios 2scorpios 31-35, F 4 Responses May 10

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    I am a compulsive eater.

    My eating habits are to hide from/cover up my emotions. I still struggle with my relationship with food and am finding it difficult to try eating or approaching food like 'normal' people.
    vertexsix vertexsix 26-30, M Aug 30, 2014

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    I will regret this in a few days.

    I've probably been stuffing myself for about a week now. I can't stop, my therapist said that it's emotional eating. Whatever it is, it needs to stop. I am craving soooo much stuff right now and when I don't get it I feel like I'll starve :(
    GodsArte GodsArte 18-21, F 1 Response May 7

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    I always tend to overeat.

    I eat when I'm lonely, sad or upset, so basically a way of coping with negative emotions. I try to exercise three times a day and cut down on my intake, but of course I always over eat anyway. *Eat, repent, repeat*
    Captainbicurious Captainbicurious 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 15

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    I eat soooooo much! I have 8 meals every day.

    Each are the amount of food you would have at Thanksgiving. I have large snacks in between each meal and everything is loads of fattening food to fatten me up! I love to eat to gain loads of weight!
    obesebellylover obesebellylover 22-25, F 6 Responses Jun 7, 2014

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    Since i was about 10 i started binging,

    like all the time. I should be enormous but im not thank goodness but iam tubby because i can't stop, it's discusting. The lonelier am, the worse it gets. At the moment i don't even want anyone to see me, iam ashamed, not that i have anywhere to go or anyone to see but if i did...
    MushroomFaerie148 MushroomFaerie148 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    Another Side.

    Don't puke Chippie, it's bad for you. You're too good for that. Keep staying strong. You're a beautiful, intelligent young lady. Don't give in. Besides, you didn't eat THAT much. Looks like you're hungry again, another plate won't hurt. More. More. More. You may be FULL, but your...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+ 2 Responses Jun 23, 2012

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    i hate this, i think the reason i eat like this

    is because though my crippling anxiety i have something i can control. something that i have a handle and is real and there, maybe its just my gender dysphoria being bad and me needed a distraction. i dont know what it is, but its horrible and crushing. :, (
    KantexWolf KantexWolf 13-15, F Feb 7

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    rayraybaby formerly candyhot5 is a scam artist,

    she will lie to get your money! She fakes being homeless and insists she just needs gas money to come to you. Says she is from California, Wisconsin, Florida where ever is far away from you. She did to me and will to you do not believe her!
    NoMoreScams NoMoreScams 36-40, F Feb 5

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    today, I went to McDonald's,

    oh how I love that place :) && I got 2 big macs.... wait. the meals!!! they were delicious
    Biggirl34 Biggirl34 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    Can't wait to move out.

    I have no self control when it comes to food. At least when I'm on my own, I won't go to the grocery store that often and so I won't be tempted to over eat
    fallout07 fallout07 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 14, 2014

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    I'm Tori, twenty years old.

    I stand at 6'0, and weigh 258 pounds. That probably doesn't sound too bad. But let me explain. As a little girl, I loved sweets and all that delicious, fatty food that is so bad for me. But I grew so quickly, constantly, that I never gained a pound, no matter how much I ate. My...
    mysticfyr mysticfyr 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 14, 2014

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    What can you do or say to stop your family from

    fat shaming? It actually makes me eat more!! I hate being fat, if I could just stop overeating I would! I have told my husband how hurt and angry I feel when he is making fat jokes with the kids or laughing at me or shaming and nagging me to eat healthier. he doesn't ever...
    kcyata kcyata 41-45, F 2 Responses May 20

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    Taking Over My Life

    Hi everyone, It's taken me a while to pluck up the courage to post my story but here goes Basically i'm 16 and for the last few years, my life has revolved around food, binging and dieting. I have always loved food, I was brought up to have a positive attitude towards it, what...
    CC121 CC121 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 11, 2013

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    Obsession With Food

    I usually eat real big amounts of food when I'm alone, to the point of feeling sick. I plan my every meal, and my mouth waters when I think of eating even when I'm far from hungry. When I was younger I would eat mouthfuls of bread and cookies and pass it with a gross mixture of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 24, 2009

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    I am fat and unfit. And it is partly

    because I am a compulsive eater. And I hate it. I need help stopping. I don't want to be unhealthy anymore. I hate eating. I eat so much that I have become disgusted with myself. I have type 2 diabetes and am severely overweight, obese, at 251 pounds and only 17 years old. I eat...
    SeemsEverythingGoesWrongInLife SeemsEverythingGoesWrongInLife 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 7, 2014

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    I have times when I am overtaken by an urge- an

    urge to eat. I can't help it, all that food I have in the house, I put into a pile, and just throw my face at it, devouring huge amounts of food in no time. Then, after this, I just snap back, I feel so full. This has caused my weight to balloon.
    HugeChocolateFox HugeChocolateFox 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 11, 2014

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    Food is my enemy, I used to love food

    and now I hate it, I just keep binging and binging and over the time I just stop liking food because of that, i just keep getting fatter and fatter because of this issue and now i feel so sick looking at food now but I just can't stop eating it because I'm addicted to it :'( I'm...
    Ki123 Ki123 18-21, F 3 Responses May 18

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    I don't know why I feel like sharing this.

    .. Last night, before bed I ate an entire large pizza.. And today I don't know what what is with me..I have been thinking about food...Lunch I really feel bad about. 2 1/3 pound burgers, chili cheese fries, a bean and cheese burrito, a large shake and a large coke..And for...
    heavybruce heavybruce 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 17

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    I have been one ever

    since becoming diabetic at age fifteen (yeah, the powers above really like to stick it to you sometimes don't they?? lol). I have had issues with food and my weight ever since, but I finally believe I have cracked it. A few years ago I realised I had had enough of being a slave...
    suzieb1971 suzieb1971 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 5, 2014

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    I over ate by 900 calories today I feel

    horrible. I have been keeping track on my lose it app for the last 8 days which is pretty good for me I usually give up on day 1. Everyday I struggle with compulsive thinking about food and my cravings telling myself give up now it's too hard. I have lost 8lbs and I just can't...
    Slackergirl Slackergirl 31-35, F 2 Responses May 20

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    I binge today agn. I don't know will I binge

    again but today is my last day of my holiday and i swear I won't binge again until the next last day of holiday. This holiday is short. Only one week. I binge the whole week. I gained 3 kg . I'm stressed because exams are coming soon after school reopen. I'm 160 cm now, after...
    Plaplee Plaplee 13-15, F Sep 14, 2014

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    Binge Eating Poem

    Binge Eating Disorder Food, food, everywhere  everywhere I look delicious food disgusting food food I want to cook Often when I am angry stressed, sad, misunderstood I go to food for guidance for company for love Food has rarely let me down food never lies, cheats, or steals...
    PenguinBeak PenguinBeak 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2012

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    So last night i was pretty down in the dumps

    for some reason, and when that happens i just keep eating, until i feel like throwing up :(. Last night i ate a burger, two hot dogs, two bowls of beans, a bowl of potato salad, 2 slices of cheesecake, and two cans of cola. My stomache felt terrible afterwards but even that didn...
    cottoncamarilla cottoncamarilla 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Just went downstairs

    for a glass of water. Ate half a burrito, a piece of cake and a bowl of fruit salad. Why do I do this? I wasn't even hungry.. Like at all.
    KJPKelsey KJPKelsey 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    I freakin hate it. Even

    if I'm not hungry my brain just wants me to eat more -__- so fed up with being overweight. It causes so much anxiety and paranoia and low self esteem but I just can't seem to change!
    mindstatic mindstatic 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 9, 2014

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    my grandmother just told me

    that I'm going to be fat, and that I need to stop eating forever. really? That only makes me want to eat even more. But then she gets concerned when I'm not eating!
    GodsArte GodsArte 18-21, F 1 Response May 18

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    I'm unhappy today and you can tell :( eaten way

    too much good today!! Having a curry with chips for tea and currently baking buns and no doubt be eating them later!! I go through phases of eating healthy and then eating like a big and everyday I hate myself more because of it 😭😭
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 16, 2014

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    I went on a diet in the last months.

    It wasn't properly a diet. but i hadn't enough time to eat or stuff myself, and i run from a part to another of the city all day long, so i lost some weight. I lost aroud 50 lbs, I felt good, i added jogging every day, and you know, i was shaping up. Until 2 days ago. I came...
    kyarahfel kyarahfel 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 19, 2014

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    I've found that I even eat more

    when I'm. bored and alone. (which is most of the time)
    EFairy EFairy 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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