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I Am a Compulsive Eater

A group for those suffering from compulsive eating or binge eating. 838 People

    I binge today agn. I don't know will I binge

    again but today is my last day of my holiday and i swear I won't binge again until the next last day of holiday. This holiday is short. Only one week. I binge the whole week. I gained 3 kg . I'm stressed because exams are coming soon after school reopen. I'm 160 cm now, after...
    Plaplee Plaplee 13-15, F Sep 14

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    I'm unhappy today and you can tell :( eaten way

    too much good today!! Having a curry with chips for tea and currently baking buns and no doubt be eating them later!! I go through phases of eating healthy and then eating like a big and everyday I hate myself more because of it 😭😭
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    I don't know how to eat like a normal person.

    I can't stop Myself even when I'm full and then I'm filled with regret and it makes the situation so much worse and causes depression. I hate getting out of bed some days and going to the gym because I'm so ashamed of the weight I've put on when everyone knows me as being "fit...
    heathermm heathermm 22-25, F 3 Responses May 7

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    Thoughts Of Binging

    I want to binge so much but i worked so hard to get some of this weight of so i go home and get something healthier but want to binge on it too
    mrsclark mrsclark 51-55, F Oct 8, 2011

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    I learned as a child to eat

    when I got chance. I never learned how to stop. Never even knew why anyone would want to stop. Took what I needed as if there was no other moment. Learned to steal and beg and borrow and barter. I was always hungry, for every moment of my youth. And only now am I able to ask...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 1 Response May 19

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    I went on a diet in the last months.

    It wasn't properly a diet. but i hadn't enough time to eat or stuff myself, and i run from a part to another of the city all day long, so i lost some weight. I lost aroud 50 lbs, I felt good, i added jogging every day, and you know, i was shaping up. Until 2 days ago. I came...
    kyarahfel kyarahfel 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 19

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    I realized today why I eat all the time.

    It's because eating is honestly the only thing I look forward to in my short term life. Don't get me wrong, I have hobbies and MANY passions and loves, but something keeps me from being content and whatever it is, it's masked by food. I never know if it's because of boredom or...
    nustinj nustinj 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 26

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    Compulsive eating...where do I

    even begin?? I have been obsessed with food for as long as I can remember. Grade school at least. I was always the chubbier kid. But I LOVED food. I used it as a comfort thing. I have tried numerous times to really restrict myself...but it never works for me. I could...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 4

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    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F Sep 14

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    I am fat and unfit. And it is partly

    because I am a compulsive eater. And I hate it. I need help stopping. I don't want to be unhealthy anymore. I hate eating. I eat so much that I have become disgusted with myself. I have type 2 diabetes and am severely overweight, obese, at 251 pounds and only 17 years old. I eat...
    SeemsEverythingGoesWrongInLife SeemsEverythingGoesWrongInLife 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 7

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    Eat Too Much!!

    i just always tend to have a really big appetite!! i really do love my food, and i can eat almost anything, im not fussy!!! lol
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 8, 2011

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    Binge Eating Poem

    Binge Eating Disorder Food, food, everywhere  everywhere I look delicious food disgusting food food I want to cook Often when I am angry stressed, sad, misunderstood I go to food for guidance for company for love Food has rarely let me down food never lies, cheats, or steals...
    PenguinBeak PenguinBeak 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2012

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    Taking Over My Life

    Hi everyone, It's taken me a while to pluck up the courage to post my story but here goes Basically i'm 16 and for the last few years, my life has revolved around food, binging and dieting. I have always loved food, I was brought up to have a positive attitude towards it, what...
    CC121 CC121 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 11, 2013

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    Ughhh

    I would say that I've had this problem for as long as I can remember. Some days I can control how much I eat and other days I eat from the time I wake up till the time I go to sleep. It's worse when no one is home or when everyone goes to sleep and I'm alone. I feel ashamed of...
    hpygrl hpygrl 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 26, 2010

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    Again And Again And Again

    I just had a huge, 1500 calorie binge again, straight after lunch. I tried to purge but I couldn't, I've stopped being able to recently, and I don't know why, so it's all sitting in me right now, making me fat, causing me skin problems, and making me feel like a complete freak...
    escapists escapists 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 15, 2013

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    Another Side.

    Don't puke Chippie, it's bad for you. You're too good for that. Keep staying strong. You're a beautiful, intelligent young lady. Don't give in. Besides, you didn't eat THAT much. Looks like you're hungry again, another plate won't hurt. More. More. More. You may be FULL, but your...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 23, 2012

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    I freakin hate it. Even

    if I'm not hungry my brain just wants me to eat more -__- so fed up with being overweight. It causes so much anxiety and paranoia and low self esteem but I just can't seem to change!
    mindstatic mindstatic 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 9

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    I eat soooooo much! I have 8 meals every day.

    Each are the amount of food you would have at Thanksgiving. I have large snacks in between each meal and everything is loads of fattening food to fatten me up! I love to eat to gain loads of weight!
    obesebellylover obesebellylover 22-25, F 5 Responses Jun 7

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    Eating My Biggest Life Mystake

    I wasn't always fat but after all these years I'm obese. I don't even think my friends like me as every time when we talk about problems and stuff and I'm telling them that I need to do something with my life and loose weight all I hear is; "But your not fat" which obviously is a...
    nataliawoj16 nataliawoj16 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15, 2013

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    Another Food Junkie

    I am constantly hungry. I can eat junk food on junk food, and I have never been a slim girl. I wouldn't say I was obese, but I am definitely over weight. A good 30-40 lbs over weight. I've never been happy with my body, and I am always making up excuses as to why it's okay to eat...
    coffeebean16 coffeebean16 18-21 3 Responses Feb 7, 2012

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    Sometimes I like to eat

    and not get any weight but sometimes I hate being so skinny, I can't find any Clothes that Fits just the way I want to. 😪
    evlys evlys 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I'm Tori, twenty years old.

    I stand at 6'0, and weigh 258 pounds. That probably doesn't sound too bad. But let me explain. As a little girl, I loved sweets and all that delicious, fatty food that is so bad for me. But I grew so quickly, constantly, that I never gained a pound, no matter how much I ate. My...
    mysticfyr mysticfyr 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 15

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    I have times when I am overtaken by an urge- an

    urge to eat. I can't help it, all that food I have in the house, I put into a pile, and just throw my face at it, devouring huge amounts of food in no time. Then, after this, I just snap back, I feel so full. This has caused my weight to balloon.
    FatExplodingBelly FatExplodingBelly 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 11

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    Can't wait to move out.

    I have no self control when it comes to food. At least when I'm on my own, I won't go to the grocery store that often and so I won't be tempted to over eat
    fallout07 fallout07 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    I've been a compulsive eater

    since forever. I go through bouts of it (I think everyone with EDs do), but my most recent one has been since the birth of my daughter. I also have a son who is 3, and she is about to turn one next Tuesday. It wasn't right after her birth either. What kills me is that I...
    crimpygirl crimpygirl 26-30, F Mar 3

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    My Fat Barrier

    It's happened several times now over the past 15 years. Every time I enter into a relationship I blow up like a balloon. People say, "Oh when you're happy you eat more!" That may be true for some people but for me it's me building a barrier. The image of who I truly am, my well...
    autonomy101 autonomy101 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 22, 2011

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    Obsession With Food

    I usually eat real big amounts of food when I'm alone, to the point of feeling sick. I plan my every meal, and my mouth waters when I think of eating even when I'm far from hungry. When I was younger I would eat mouthfuls of bread and cookies and pass it with a gross mixture of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 24, 2009

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    I have been anorexic before

    and since I got put in the hospital I can't eat normally. I go from not eating everything to binge eating everything. I can't find a balance with my eating and it's so hard because I'm so unhappy with my weight when I lose 10 lbs I'm so happy then I eat and gain it all back.
    adrianna930 adrianna930 13-15, F Mar 26

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    I could go on the day without eating anything

    at all as I had a medical case for anorexia which I can proudly say recovered but still have the tendencies to do so. When I realize I haven't eaten anything I will force myself to eat.. But once I bite, the whole thing spirals out of control. I will binge. Binge. Binge. Even...
    50shadesofobrien 50shadesofobrien 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 1, 2013

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    I just want to eat and eat

    and eat. I'm in such a bad mood and all I can think about is food. I'm so disgusting but I still want to stuff my face. God I hate myself.
    xxdannixx7 xxdannixx7 18-21, F 2 Responses May 2

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    I Am A Compulsive Eater Looking For A Female For A Loving Anr Or Abf Relationship In Tampa Bay, Fl.

    I am a Single White Male Searching For Open Minded Female In Tampa Bay, Fl . i am a single white male age 58 searching for an open minded female in tampa bay, florida. if you are out there give me a buzz so that we can chat?
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 22, 2013

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    It Is My Most Hated Addiction.

    Today has been different. I haven't eaten much... just a few bites of chicken.  I have had some tea and water, also. Usually my days are very different, though, full of eating huge quantities of food.  Sometimes I purge, other times not.  I have gained a lot of...
    AmILovely AmILovely 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 15, 2008

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    I have been one ever

    since becoming diabetic at age fifteen (yeah, the powers above really like to stick it to you sometimes don't they?? lol). I have had issues with food and my weight ever since, but I finally believe I have cracked it. A few years ago I realised I had had enough of being a slave...
    suzieb1971 suzieb1971 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    How Did It Happen?

    As I sit here typing this..I just finished 2 eclairs.  Prior to that I finished off a Wendy's hamburger on the short drive home.  Now I am downing a large Coke.  I watch "Supersize Me" frequently hoping it will help me see exactly what I am...
    judy3kids judy3kids 41-45, F 3 Responses May 15, 2009

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    Why Don't I Ever Feel Full?

    I spent my HS years being overweight, and therefore overlooked.  My first year of college I was so busy, I lived on avocado sushi rolls that I bought on campus and halfway through the year realized I had lost a lot of weight.  Since then it has been a roller coaster...
    Pufina Pufina 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 16, 2010

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    I am a compulsive eater.

    My eating habits are to hide from/cover up my emotions. I still struggle with my relationship with food and am finding it difficult to try eating or approaching food like 'normal' people.
    vertexsix vertexsix 22-25, M Aug 30

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    Ever since I ended my most recent diet

    where I lost 18 pounds in 2 weeks (it was extremely unhealthy and I regret doing it, I ate about 500 calories a day and burned 350 by working out), I've been struggling with binge eating disorder. I gained back 15 in the first week of my bad habit. I decided not to let it get...
    nustinj nustinj 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 2

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    I am an emotional eater.

    I eat when depressed that means I eat a lot. I am sad way to much. I also think I eat out of habit.
    noitulover noitulover 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 1

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    Food Your The Love Of My Life

    I've always enjoyed food, the many different taste, textures and experiences each meal can provide, the cheerful social interactions when eating with friends or family; but my love for food has become something else now. Something dark, a bottomless pit, my shameful secret that...
    Ferdam Ferdam 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 16, 2012

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    I love to eat. Was raised in the south

    where everything fried is ok. It was fine as a teenager, I was 100lbs of nothing. Ate whatever I wanted when I wanted to. And I had a healthy appetite. During my first pregnancy I gained 60lbs. Six months after it had my son I was back to old weight. No problem. During my...
    ChrizzyC ChrizzyC 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2013

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    I feel really ******.

    These past weeks I've been shoving food down my mouth when bored or stressed. My last binge was less than 20 minutes ago and I feel so full and gross and I don't know what to do with myself. I quit the gym 6 months ago because I had dedicate more time to studying, now I feel so...
    gloriousoutside gloriousoutside 18-21 1 Response Nov 21

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    Compulsion to eat and drink

    and hide the pain, but when your friend takes a picture of you, posts it on Facebook and you see how ugly you feel and look..,it makes me want to eat to an early grave and die. I know I need to lose weight, I know I need to stop this compulsion to eat when I'm upset... How to...
    anm52309 anm52309 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    LostInLife19 LostInLife19 18-21, M Sep 17

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