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    Mostly every night I have thoughts about life

    and death. I always think of reasons of why I am alive. I know Im not alive for nothing. I am a booknerd and just spent these past month reading books in my room,as in literally. As I read my books, I had thoughts about my future. I love books very much but I don't want to spend...
    kiristiyana kiristiyana 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 9, 2015

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    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    In recent weeks, I made a web scraper to grab a

    few million arbitrary comments from reddit. I used the text from these comments to train a model for an algorithm called word2vec. In a nutshell, what it does is look at words and contexts and assign a vector to each unique word such that vectors for words with a similar usage...
    Multitude Multitude 18-21, M 5 Responses Aug 7, 2015

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    Today, I thought of you,

    and how much I love you. All I can say is I love you more. More every time I hear your voice. More than my next breath, and the sun that greets me daily; even if I don't see it, I know it's there. Even though we're not together, at the moment, I hope that you know, every day, I...
    LionessGrrr LionessGrrr 46-50, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't understand black

    and white thinkers. Right or wrong. This or that. Good or bad. Sometimes good people do bad things. Sometimes one person needs this while the other needs that. Right is often wrong for some people, while wrong is right for others. Black and white are on opposite ends of the...
    BijouBlue BijouBlue 36-40, F 16 Responses Aug 13, 2015

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    hannahlulz hannahlulz 18-21, F 27 Responses Jan 30, 2015

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    I can't see Auras.. But I can feel them.

    When I feel them a color pops in my head. I associate people with these colors. Everyone has a color. Some have more then one. I learned toxic people have a muddy brown aura. It feels heavy, sneaky, deceitful. When I see/feel muddy brown.. I run. I like yellows, oranges, blues...
    BijouBlue BijouBlue 36-40, F 35 Responses Aug 1, 2015

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    that which is not Light is not mature

    or intelligent and will create its own demise.
    HumanCreation HumanCreation 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    My home has always been a constant motion.

    It may be steady for a period of time. But I always resume moving, floating through places. Home is wherever freedom lies. Home is wherever the wind blows in my hair. Home is wherever I can sing beautiful songs. Home is wherever my head is to rest. Home has always been in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 12, 2015

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    So we're the human race right?

    Shouldn't we be united by that name? Then why divide ourselves by color, religion, nationality, etc?
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Aug 7, 2015

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    Mistakes happen because they are allowed.

    Whose responsibility is it?
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 8 Responses 4 days ago

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    How is darkness the absence of light

    but black is a color? What color is space? Space is emptiness and emptiness is clear (just like water) that's why we can see though it right? So why is outer space dark/black if emptiness is clear? What if at the edge of the universe (which is always expanding) there is...
    CuriousGuy833 CuriousGuy833 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    What happens when we die?

    Looking for an interesting debate.
    haem21 haem21 22-25, M 38 Responses Apr 25, 2014

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    what causes your throat to hurt

    so bad when you do a lot of activities in the cold? I had my first snowball fight ever and I swear after like 20 minutes I was coughing so much I thought my throat was bleeding.
    luv2pee23 luv2pee23 18-21, F Jan 18

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    what were we before we were born?

    i've always wondered this question for a very long time. i'm a very deep thinker really, and so, what were we before we were born? where did we really come from? were we a different shape (true form even maybe?!)? and what happens to us when we die? do we end up in the infinite...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 3, 2015

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    This world is based on the mere simple fact

    that everything must be balanced. It is known as equilibrium, a word thrown around in science quite a bit which essentially means to be equal or balanced. The Universe attempts to make opposite pairs in order to maintain equilibrium. Opposite pairs being like intelligence or...
    blueflareeyes blueflareeyes 16-17, M 2 Responses Jun 26, 2015

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    I turned 18 last week

    and time and adulthood and growing up scares the hell out of me. I wonder where did that curiosity and innocence we used to have when we were 4 went, that intense desire of understanding and learning without stressing out, without feeling small and empty in this crazy and always...
    Frangenia Frangenia 18-21, F 8 Responses Feb 12, 2015

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    I don't quite understand

    why some people love being dared... I don't. I don't want someone to tell me to do stupid stuff. Is it because they love being challenged or they are just an attention seeker?
    Genesol Genesol 18-21, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    If knowledge is awareness,

    then wisdom is understanding.
    sardoniccat sardoniccat 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    my biggest flaw is how deeply i think.

    it isolates me from everyone around myself because no one seems to understand me, they can't relate at all. so, i as a result am just left feeling very alone in this world. my brain thinks the worst, it always assumes the worst possible scenario and i hate that about myself. i...
    littlemissblondie littlemissblondie 16-17, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    Do you ever just look around

    and wonder, appalled at everyone's ability to go through their entire life without seeing the social patterns they all fall into and the lies they tell themselves to make them seem special and different from the others who are also trying to set themselves apart while they're...
    alaynajanelle alaynajanelle 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 20, 2015

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    lavidah lavidah 18-21, F 13 Responses Nov 10, 2014

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    At times I start thinking about something

    and I just keep thinking and start overthinking and it gives me anxiety!
    ShaneelNeedsFriends ShaneelNeedsFriends 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 25

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    I think too hard and overanalyze everything,

    and as a result, I create these problems that don't even exist.
    Firechidist Firechidist 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 14, 2015

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    Our love made its rounds of erupting through

    earths atmosphere There came a time when dormant was the only option to be numb again It's more like a hideaway because ones afraid from burning to be seen as ash It's only my love that rises to the surface and making the explosions that once was silent. I want to love you...
    JohnsonJess JohnsonJess 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    Life is just like a penis:.

    .. simple, relaxed and hanging freely...... It's the women that make it hard......
    LoneRider72 LoneRider72 41-45, M 7 Responses Apr 27, 2015

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    I can spend hours thinking about something.

    .. Even something as small as "can I really be bothered getting up and making myself something to eat?".
    ItzPuppeh ItzPuppeh 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 12

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    Individuality. There are times

    as a human when we feel the need to separate ourselves, to gain a better understanding to our daily habits and actions. Instead of putting people in groups of stereotypes, which is very vague in terms of defining people, I look at others like they are their own category. As a...
    RosenFlight RosenFlight 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    Normally when I'm on the bus,

    I just lean against the window; watch the world pass me by and just think about my next move. I'm always thinking about my future.
    CaitTheAvenger CaitTheAvenger 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 17

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    I remember almost everything people say,

    what they do and what they don't do. But how I remember them is how they made me feel regardless of the rest.
    BijouBlue BijouBlue 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 25, 2015

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    Accidents don't count

    if you don't mean them. So don't mean them.
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    Don't hate on the next man

    for what he has , hate on yourself if you won't get off your butt and go get yours .
    Iamalostcause Iamalostcause 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 10, 2015

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    I really like to analyze how people behave &

    why they're like that! That's why I'm really glad I took a psychology class in high school! I also learned about personality traits too & whether they're genetic or environmental!
    derricksautism derricksautism 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 24

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    "You know you're in love

    when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams." - Dr. Seuss One day I hope to just get swept off my feet like this. Seems beautiful if I don't say so myself.
    Elein97 Elein97 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 31, 2015

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    I spend most of my day in deep thought.

    I think about a lot of things. Like the meaning of life, death, human behavior, God and other things similar to this. I honestly wish I didn't, but I can't help it.
    GettingOverShit GettingOverShit 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 16

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    It really is the journey

    that counts and not the destination. It's the journey that teaches you about yourself. It's the journey that makes you empathetic to others. It's the journey that gives you wisdom and insight. It's the journey that helps you grow. It's the journey that teaches you what's really...
    BijouBlue BijouBlue 36-40, F 6 Responses Nov 12, 2015

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    I am amazed how our society,

    influences and other information taught to us, is how we learned and have determined for ourselves right from wrong, success to failure, Beauty to Monstrous, how we should feel, what we should become, etc. (THIS IS A LOT TO READ, IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ A BEAUTIFUL MESSAGE...
    UndisclosedInformation UndisclosedInformation 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 16

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    nothing is permanent.

    so enjoy while the moment lasts. life will be much more fun then.
    thedivich1 thedivich1 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    I hate how affected everyone around me is by

    the media and society. They aren't awake, they're asleep. They're sheep mindlessly following a malevolent Shepard intent on destroying those who aren't mindless drones who will just agree with their perception of all things such as beauty, politics and the system itself. Is...
    RedRoyal RedRoyal 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 13, 2015

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    Words are meaningless

    unless you give them the meaning to be understood by others.
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 9 Responses Feb 14, 2015

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    I am special, I am different,

    I am Unique, with A golden heart with a mind of hades. I use words, i use tools, i use you. I take pain, i create pain, but really i destroy you. A wise man once said wisdom only listens and knowledge only preaches. I say intellectual overrules. Attaching strings on me, you fool...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 11

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    I love to think about things really ponder.

    You can sharpen your wit by spending time thinking on things. If can be anything!
    Ducostrinity Ducostrinity 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    Difference between a Guru

    and a Teacher A teacher takes responsibility for your growth. A Guru makes you responsible for your growth. A teacher gives you things you do not have and require. A Guru takes away things you have and do not require. A teacher answers your questions. A Guru questions your...
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 51-55, F 15 Responses Jan 12, 2015

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    Can free will ever truly exist in a world

    where we're oppressed for being "different"?
    eharber97 eharber97 18-21, M 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've always been able to read people like a

    story and I've always been able to theorize what happens to us when we die. is it possible that our life and reality is based off of the life of a being in a different reality. in other words, we are an idea, a dream, and God is the dreamer. he wanted it to be so real which...
    Compoundgold Compoundgold 13-15, M 3 days ago

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