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I Am A Difficult Person To Understand

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    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2014

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    When you don't see that person you used to see

    everyday, sometimes you feel incomplete, like you're having a really bad day..is it strange when you don't even know that person, still you feel that connection.. that indescribable feeling
    Elaina12 Elaina12 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11

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    I am definitely not a easy person to fathom.

    I have many sides as I play many roles everyday. I am a businesswoman and demand perfection when it comes to work. I can lose my temper when things don't proceed as planned. I can be nasty in terms of words to my suppliers when they don't follow instructions. I am also a animal...
    happyfairy123 happyfairy123 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    Be a friend. No, its not lame.

    Go say hi to the class "geek", go ask a shy girl to the school dance. Call a non popular girl pretty. You have no idea how much it means to them. It saved my life, one simple act of kindness. I was on the verge of suicide, i hated being in the backround, i hated the person i...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 15

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    it's always my fault,

    I'm always the one apologizing. i feel like im always doing everything for you, and i get frustrated when you neglect me, i feel neglegted. i feel like you don't care you say that you love me, but is it only so you feel better about yourself? i want to be balanced, i want to be...
    anonymouschameleon anonymouschameleon 26-30, F 1 Response May 8

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    The worst feeling when explaining something is

    after endless explanations when you think that finally they understand they look at your face like" could you explain it again or is this dude crazy?"
    Cubeball Cubeball 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    At least that's the perception of me.

    I think there's credence to that argument.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 26, 2014

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    I am difficult to understand

    because I do not let people see me inside totally. I keep people at a distance, only allowing them to see what I want them to see. A few times I have tried to let people in and they just do not understand me, even though they say they do, they don't...so I keep my walls up to a...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Jul 16, 2014

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    I wish I wasn't so complex.

    People get frustrated and give up on me :(
    emyay emyay 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 23

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    I hurt myself so I don't hurt other people.

    Though that's all I'd like to do. I'll go to jail if I hurt someone. I'll just end right back up in a psychiatric ward if I hurt myself.
    Suicidekisses Suicidekisses 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 16

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    I am a living contradiction.

    I am always seeing static. I am terrified of the shadow people and the blue people. I see the underlying evils of the world but the shallow minded do not. I reject what most people embrace. I guess what was originally right was morphed into something wrong by society, the...
    ice902 ice902 18-21, M May 9

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    I couldn't get in a relationship

    because that's a punishment to that other person . Lol cause they'll never know when I'm happy or when I'm not
    Godofblackclouds Godofblackclouds 18-21, M 1 Response May 16

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    I don't belong with people.

    They make no sense to me and I make even less sense to them. There are a special few who can deal with me in their presence. Those would be my friends. They might not know my past but at least they try to understand me. At this point my family only knows a hollow mask that I...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 11, 2014

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    It's impossible for others to understand me

    when I don't even understand myself.
    SevenWaysToFakeIt SevenWaysToFakeIt 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 22, 2014

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    It's like my presence is there

    for a moment, and the next thing, it's completely gone. That's why I never have that mcuh friends in my classes because I tend to back out on almost everything. Just when things keep getting better, I pull it back to a zero in an instant.
    arcticxcx arcticxcx 16-17, F May 8

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    I can't explain my feelings well.

    I'm not a person who talks about feelings to begin with. I did about twice and each time people interpret it differently. My voice didn't reach. That much is even more depressing than the problem I tried to explain at first.
    Airlangga Airlangga 22-25 Apr 10

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    My mind works a different way then most always

    racing analyzing ect... It can be a down fall. I hurt a true friend cause of. Though never intention. Just misunderstood
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 17

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    Hey I'm Olivia, I'm pretty ****** up,

    well I use to be. Now I'm better I'm not cutting anymore trying to kill myself starving myself...I'm just done with it all. I thought it would cure my depression but it didn't...only loving myself for who I am which is a total nerd/dork/rebel/shy but wild girl. I don't have to...
    deathbyblades16 deathbyblades16 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    I Prefer It That Way

    People who meet me think they understand me... until they really start talking to me. And then the confusion sets in. I'm an onion. Some layers are more interesting... others less. If someone wants to understand me, I'd prefer that they have to work at it. Then maybe that...
    NoLongerHere NoLongerHere 41-45, M 4 Responses Mar 22, 2013

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    I have recently notice how my studies

    and research have altered my internal terminology in terms of psychological processes that frequently occur in many individuals. Emotions have become "variables". Love has become "ballad-sympathy" or "admiration". Narcissistic and shallow people are simply "intro-obsessed". I...
    MarimbaJake MarimbaJake 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 9, 2014

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    I was raised by my grandparents

    who were born in the 30s and had it hard. They raised me in a way in the environment they knew and grew up in. (Not exactly carbon copy but a lot of aspects). This is partially due to my mom being spoiled to the point she got into some illicit activities. I always feel like I...
    Gypsydanger48 Gypsydanger48 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 25, 2014

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    SecretsOut14 SecretsOut14 18-21, F Nov 1, 2014

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    I'm nt afraid of goodbyes,

    I'm afraid of being trapped.. I dont fear being alone, I fear being unwanted.. I don't care abt being bad, I care abt being worthless.. I'm nt difficult at all, I'm just discreet..
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I was told this today

    and it made me cry a lot... The whole conversation did... I should just have t-shirts that say "you will regret talking to me so don't waste your time, I'm not worth it" I don't mean to be confusing... But I guess I can't help it. It would be better for everyone if they didn't...
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 11, 2014

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    I started not understand myself.

    . I don't understand how everyone in this school is so good and I always misunderstand others... they hav no hidden desires, nothing ... and my thoughts& my behavior are total oppsite to theirs.... sometimes when I lose control on myself and I stop pretending be "good" like them...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 10

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    I am glad I happened on here.

    This is better group therapy because I can stay in the security of my own home. Other times I'm a star in an Oscar winning performance of this is life and death of what I call tripolar! Can you spell narcissist?
    Joans2day Joans2day 46-50, F Nov 1, 2014

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    well..maybe becouse i dont know what people

    want from me.they ask me to be honest then they get hurt ..or they want to become friend and then they reject me and ignore me for no reason.i dont know wheres the problem ..I am stupid or the people needs to understand more ?!
    denez denez 22-25, F 1 Response May 8

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    Come here little boys

    and girls...I have a secret for you.. it's about Winter---I love Winter (do not confuse that with me loving Christmas--which is another story. I have learned to love Christmas because I have stopped apologizing for despising Christmas (paradox--I know)..). Actually--Christmas is...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2014

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    I really need help. So I've had depression

    for a while but it only gets really bad when I come home? why is this? shouldn't I be happy to be home with my family? it's like the minute Friday comes I get a really really sad feeling, almost like I need to cry. my parents have been divorced twelve years (I was 7) and I know...
    BeeKay20 BeeKay20 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    One of god's own prototypes never

    even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, too rare to die.
    SoCalSoBeIt SoCalSoBeIt 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    When I'm yelling at you,

    I'm not mad, I'm annoyed. When I have to talk slowly to get my point across, I'm pissed.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 20

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    I have Borderline Personality Disorder.

    ..so this statement is totally true of me. I'm moody, am terrified of being abandoned...though it has happened so much now, that it's kind of lost it's hold on me. I push people away even though I want them to stay. I get irritated easily. But then it doesn't last long. I...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    I am living in my imaginary world

    and nobody can understand me.. I hope i'll find that kind of person like me..
    onelittlehumanbeing onelittlehumanbeing 18-21, F 8 Responses May 19

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 3

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    I have made myself very complicated

    and I think I can never be with anyone in my life now. So, do not waste time coming close to me or spend time talking to me.
    donotfollowme donotfollowme 26-30, F 17 Responses Mar 30, 2014

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    Sometimes my thoughts are insane.

    I split my mind into personas. Each representing a segment of my personality. I scare myself sometimes and question my own sanity. Yet, I am a full function individual that contributes to the community and society we know as life.
    Art2Design Art2Design 22-25, M 5 Responses May 3, 2014

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    Most people don't understand me.

    And to be honest I don't expect them to. Which is why I don't readily talk about myself or my life. But there is one person who I think really understands me. And I feel I can honestly tell this person anything. Even the things I never told anyone. And all I can say is, if you...
    21cookielover21 21cookielover21 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2014

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    I feel like I've never been accepted anywhere.

    I stick out like a sore thumb. People don't get me and I am comfortable being in that space. I get all uncomfortable when a person tries to understand me and crack the code. I sometimes act unpredictable and difficult so as to prevent a person from getting close to me.
    mridulaharihar mridulaharihar 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2014

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    I change. A lot. At least

    who I am on the exterior. Some of it is dependant on who is around me. Their needs. My needs. It sounds fake, but I know each instance is true. Like the facets of a jewel, showing different faces. Then there's the parts deep inside. Making up the core of my existence. My...
    Anex61636 Anex61636 31-35, M May 16

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    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 11, 2014

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    I like turtles!!!!!!!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 9

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    I've been doing the total opposite of what my

    controlling mother asks me to do smh even the littlest things like cleaning the bathroom
    ForYouIwillWaitJoey ForYouIwillWaitJoey 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I want to talk to this guy

    so bad but I know I shouldn't want to. He treats me like utter crap and for some reason i continue to give him the time of day. He plays with my emotions and again, I continue to give him the time of day. He treats me like an option while on the other hand, I treat him as a...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 18-21, F 8 Responses May 16

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    I can be.......... You need to get to really

    know me.... & to do that I have to let you.... & that takes time to trust you...... & I believe that most people I meet are equally guarded so while first impressions clearly count, there is also so much to discover underneath... The Iceburg is not just about cold...
    sexyspanker sexyspanker 41-45, M 2 Responses Jun 21

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    EllieAmazing EllieAmazing 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 25, 2014

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    I don't even understand myself sometimes.

    There are gonna be times that I'm gonna love everything about you and there are gonna be times that I'll hate everything about you.
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 17

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