I Am A Difficult Person To Understand

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    I feel like I've never been accepted anywhere.

    I stick out like a sore thumb. People don't get me and I am comfortable being in that space. I get all uncomfortable when a person tries to understand me and crack the code. I sometimes act unpredictable and difficult so as to prevent a person from getting close to me.
    mridulaharihar mridulaharihar
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 26, 2014

    I'm a pretty simple puzzle,

    pretty and made of glass and then you decide to try and solve the problems of this puzzle and learn its full of still waters and twisted paths that chris-cross and over lap all to protect my frail glass heart, its been cracked and dropped so many times now, I honestly think it...
    Zurea Zurea
    26-30, T
    1 Response Sep 13, 2015

    I don't even understand myself sometimes.

    There are gonna be times that I'm gonna love everything about you and there are gonna be times that I'll hate everything about you.
    Sakihiro Sakihiro
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 17, 2015

    I don't seem to like being tied down.

    I love the thought of being with someone but when it actually comes to it... I, you could say, freak out quietly in my mind. I reject anyone who tries to get close or who takes interest because I don't want to hurt them and I also don't want to be owned. I like to be free... My...
    xItsChelsx xItsChelsx
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jul 17, 2015

    I know a lot more then I say,

    but only because my mind runs so fast and through endless possibilities, and I can see the connections and higher possible occurrences. I can tell when something is off with a person, and that small instinct could change the whole outcome of my behavior because I'll be trying to...
    KimmyWhite920 KimmyWhite920
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 1

    im so open to everything being possibly not

    what it seems like/ reality might being not what my perspective is/ reality might not being what your perspective is/ change/ constance that I come across as vague but t hats a way too racial judgement for my taste. I see it more as me being curious about everything and possible...
    toughbaby toughbaby
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 26

    I swear this guy at school dislikes me.

    So much fun. .__. I tried to befriend him, but I'm guessing I more creep him out. Heh. He doesn't want to befriend me. He'd rather only be coworkers than anything else. Can I die now? .__.
    Lolinondoda Lolinondoda
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 5

    Sometimes the things I feel.

    . Are so unreal.. Not even words can describe.. What's going on in this chaotic mind of mine..
    PuppetOnStrings PuppetOnStrings
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Mar 19

    Perhaps not that difficult,

    that is if you have the patience and time to know all of me. I think it all then figures. And all in bold capital letters.
    roobs42 roobs42
    41-45, M
    1 Response Mar 5
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Nov 24, 2015

    I am difficult to understand

    because I do not let people see me inside totally. I keep people at a distance, only allowing them to see what I want them to see. A few times I have tried to let people in and they just do not understand me, even though they say they do, they don't...so I keep my walls up to a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 16, 2014

    Remember to find strength in pain Bodies with

    no souls is a mind with no thoughts A shell of what you once were, caused by the walls of depression An island of tears, surrounded by fear, untrusting of the unknown Isolation, a curse, trapped in a great expanse of lost human emotions Unguided in this dark space, a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2015

    Most people don't understand me.

    And to be honest I don't expect them to. Which is why I don't readily talk about myself or my life. But there is one person who I think really understands me. And I feel I can honestly tell this person anything. Even the things I never told anyone. And all I can say is, if you...
    21cookielover21 21cookielover21
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 3, 2014
    CongratulationS CongratulationS
    22-25, M
    Oct 23, 2014

    Yeah and too difficult to get along with too.

    And so so freaking idiot. Sooo freaking fearful, too much, which sometime I afraid to step up to another level. t^t and that's why I'm still in the same spot. And people don't understand what I say sometime. T^T #me
    QuInieSmuah QuInieSmuah
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 13, 2015

    I continue to care for everyone else

    but I won't allow anyone close enough to care for me
    UnusualFrosch UnusualFrosch
    18-21, F
    Jan 22

    Someone said that they know me clearly,

    while I don't even understand myself! that's why I choose to live with myself, It's my best choice.
    kimlys kimlys
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jan 17

    I just hate it when people tell me

    that it'll be okay or when they say that I should just do this or just do that when it's not even that easy. Then they pressure you into telling them something that you don't want to tell them because its too personal and if you don't tell them then you "obviously don't have a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 1

    Before you ever think about adding me to your

    circle I like you to understand that : I can talk to you about lots of stuffs ,I'm quite friend for about an hour and then the next I won't even answer your text. I'm not trying to sound mean but I'm not always on Ep.
    Marcysonline Marcysonline
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Feb 27

    I have made myself very complicated

    and I think I can never be with anyone in my life now. So, do not waste time coming close to me or spend time talking to me.
    donotfollowme donotfollowme
    26-30, F
    16 Responses Mar 30, 2014

    yes I believe I am a very difficult person too

    understand....but Wow you think your lives are easy for me too understand....well suck it up you tatty babys.....lol....Life is so annoying at too me....here I see nothing but misunderstandings....well at least I can say I understand myself perfectly....it is others I have such...
    RainbowBMFF1122 RainbowBMFF1122
    56-60, F
    1 Response Jan 22

    Okay it's like this idc what you actually think

    about me or whatever but hey if you have something to say just say it and quit following me around with your attitude IDC if nobody reads, responds or heart
    onetwistedbitch onetwistedbitch
    18-21, F
    Apr 6

    I want to talk to this guy

    so bad but I know I shouldn't want to. He treats me like utter crap and for some reason i continue to give him the time of day. He plays with my emotions and again, I continue to give him the time of day. He treats me like an option while on the other hand, I treat him as a...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss
    18-21, F
    10 Responses May 16, 2015

    Because I have such a deep understanding.

    I even think myself. I sound too deep. I have exotic thinking, different with class, different with self-respect. If you are deep and enjoy being deep more than likely I am not as complicated. Some people do not like or enjoy being deep. I am thinking in and outside the box.
    Babeondwy Babeondwy
    41-45, F
    1 Response Sep 13, 2015

    My emotions change alot

    and cause me to change drastically and have different opinions,feelings and views on people, situations and life. It drives me crazy sometimes because it makes me feel so confused. One minute I feel love the next I feel hate and other times I feel both at the same time. It makes...
    Thefightingangel Thefightingangel
    22-25, M
    Dec 16, 2015

    When you don't see that person you used to see

    everyday, sometimes you feel incomplete, like you're having a really bad day..is it strange when you don't even know that person, still you feel that connection.. that indescribable feeling
    Elaina12 Elaina12
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 11, 2015

    I like turtles!!!!!!!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses May 9, 2015

    Today is Independence Day!

    I finally break free from Unhappy relationship.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 13, 2015

    I was raised by my grandparents

    who were born in the 30s and had it hard. They raised me in a way in the environment they knew and grew up in. (Not exactly carbon copy but a lot of aspects). This is partially due to my mom being spoiled to the point she got into some illicit activities. I always feel like I...
    Gypsydanger48 Gypsydanger48
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Sep 25, 2014
    DysfunctionalLogic DysfunctionalLogic
    22-25, M
    Sep 12, 2015

    there is so much missing inside of me.

    things I'm not able to fullfil. Not on my own. I do miss the urge of, wanting to see someone, missing someone, wanting to love someone. I miss the urge of wanting to hold someone, wanting to see someone exitedly. but I can't. I never feel like going out. I don't find the...
    Ilerovers Ilerovers
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 17

    I was told this today

    and it made me cry a lot... The whole conversation did... I should just have t-shirts that say "you will regret talking to me so don't waste your time, I'm not worth it" I don't mean to be confusing... But I guess I can't help it. It would be better for everyone if they didn't...
    bigca1697 bigca1697
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Dec 11, 2014

    Okay, so my friend said people hate me

    for the way I think. I think differently. I am not a normal person. I like to look at the bigger pictures, I like to solve the problem, I love being wise. Idk why people find that as a bad thing...but society does.
    kanissen kanissen
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 18

    I Prefer It That Way

    People who meet me think they understand me... until they really start talking to me. And then the confusion sets in. I'm an onion. Some layers are more interesting... others less. If someone wants to understand me, I'd prefer that they have to work at it. Then maybe that...
    NoLongerHere NoLongerHere
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Mar 22, 2013

    In High School I was voted Most Mysterious.

    In that type of setting I saw too many standards and expectations to be certain ways to be accepted and that was not the type of experience I wanted to have. I did have some friends, a couple of them are still really good friends now. But for the most part I never really hung...
    InfiniteExplorer InfiniteExplorer
    18-21, F
    Mar 5

    Sometimes my thoughts are insane.

    I split my mind into personas. Each representing a segment of my personality. I scare myself sometimes and question my own sanity. Yet, I am a full function individual that contributes to the community and society we know as life.
    Art2Design Art2Design
    22-25, M
    5 Responses May 3, 2014

    I wish I wasn't so complex.

    People get frustrated and give up on me :(
    emyay emyay
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 23, 2015

    take me home. I'd rather die

    than be with you. take me home because it happens every time I knew it would. I knew it would.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 13, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 1, 2014

    The deepest, agonizing truth about myself.

    I am so miserably misunderstood... My family doesn't get me, my friends don't get me, my boyfriend doesn't get me...No one really does. Sure, some may know where I'm coming from on certain things...But I always hit a wall somewhere with everyone I meet. A wall with no windows of...
    RenegadeReaper RenegadeReaper
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 4

    Come here little boys

    and girls...I have a secret for you.. it's about Winter---I love Winter (do not confuse that with me loving Christmas--which is another story. I have learned to love Christmas because I have stopped apologizing for despising Christmas (paradox--I know)..). Actually--Christmas is...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Oct 31, 2014

    After much pain and alienation,

    I've come to accept that I am not understandable. Some may come close, but no one will ever find all the pieces to complete and observe my enigmatic puzzle
    RenegadeReaper RenegadeReaper
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 24, 2015

    At least that's the perception of me.

    I think there's credence to that argument.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 26, 2014

    I am living in my imaginary world

    and nobody can understand me.. I hope i'll find that kind of person like me..
    onelittlehumanbeing onelittlehumanbeing
    18-21, F
    7 Responses May 19, 2015

    Sometimes I feel like an alien

    and people can't relate to me. It is nice when I find the people that do understand me, but more often than not, I end up being misunderstood.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    Oct 22, 2015

    I'm a difficult person to love too.

    I don't give people many reasons to love me for who I am. They say everyone deserves to be loved but I don't think so :/
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Oct 16, 2015

    I am fire and Ice and everything in between.

    I was conceived by the teardrops of angels, and given the gift of lucid dreams. My home is at the edge of forever. I scream into oblivion looking for my soulmate that has lived a thousand years before me. I will escape this prison of reality that has been fabricated by insidious...
    minisuko minisuko
    26-30, F
    Jan 17

    Hey I'm Olivia, I'm pretty ****** up,

    well I use to be. Now I'm better I'm not cutting anymore trying to kill myself starving myself...I'm just done with it all. I thought it would cure my depression but it didn't...only loving myself for who I am which is a total nerd/dork/rebel/shy but wild girl. I don't have to...
    deathbyblades16 deathbyblades16
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 29, 2013
    GummiBr GummiBr
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 20, 2015

    Yeah~ My parents can't understand how much I

    LOVE sleeping! Why is it so hard to understand? Why~ No matter what I try to do or say about my sleeping relationship, they keep scolding me! Tch! Humans!
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 17
    EllieAmazing EllieAmazing
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 25, 2014

    I don't belong with people.

    They make no sense to me and I make even less sense to them. There are a special few who can deal with me in their presence. Those would be my friends. They might not know my past but at least they try to understand me. At this point my family only knows a hollow mask that I...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 11, 2014

    I have recently notice how my studies

    and research have altered my internal terminology in terms of psychological processes that frequently occur in many individuals. Emotions have become "variables". Love has become "ballad-sympathy" or "admiration". Narcissistic and shallow people are simply "intro-obsessed". I...
    MarimbaJake MarimbaJake
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jun 9, 2014

    people don't understand me

    and judge me unfaily. many people who had hard life through years can understand what I mean. I think someone understands me then let's me down by then not understanding the next thing which I share.
    Leylandlad Leylandlad
    36-40, M
    1 Response Dec 19, 2015

    Be a friend. No, its not lame.

    Go say hi to the class "geek", go ask a shy girl to the school dance. Call a non popular girl pretty. You have no idea how much it means to them. It saved my life, one simple act of kindness. I was on the verge of suicide, i hated being in the backround, i hated the person i...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 15, 2015
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