I Am a Dissapointment

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    I hate myself. I look at my grandmother,

    who spent her childhood scrounging for herself and hiding from bombs and soldiers, and is now happy and healthy. I look at my mother, who cooked for herself, gave her all in school, and is now a professor with a PHD. And then you look at me. Me, who can't even bring herself to...
    jeweldoggy jeweldoggy
    16-17, F
    Jun 1, 2014

    It's More Than Her..

    it's a dissapointment to myself. i have all of the things to be organized.. all of the things to be a A student; i'm NOT dumb..and that i will admit. but when it comes to the actual.."do it or dont"... that's when i procrastinate. that's when things go down...
    lostprophet lostprophet
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 14, 2009

    I am constantly disappointed in myself,

    for all the things I didn't do and all the things I can't. I can't be proud of myself. I know I should be, for doing well in school, or getting accepted to college, or for making artwork, or for completing my first story/book. But instead, I can't help focusing on the things I'm...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty
    18-21, F
    Jan 9, 2015

    I am sorry. I don't mean to do it nd I know

    you'll read this sooner or later. Lately I have been stressed nd have pushed you away lots, I mean more than usual nd I don't mean to. I self harmed due to stress nd made you feel ignored nd unwanted. But you are wanted because I care about you. I'm just sorry I keep letting you...
    forgottenluna forgottenluna
    18-21, M
    Dec 12, 2014

    I feel like a huge disappointment all the time.

    Like, sorry mom and dad that I'm not the daughter that you wanted. Sorry I'm not outgoing and social and sorry I don't know what I'm doing with my life, and sorry I'm not that much like either of you, and sorry I spend so much time alone and sorry for not showing you I love you...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 9, 2014

    My mom died two years ago

    and since then I've been staying with my brother and sister they put so much pressure on me to do better be better and I try so hard but it's never enough I listen to what they say I get good grades I plan on going to college buy they still can't except it my sister wants to...
    liyahh liyahh
    18-21, F
    Jan 10, 2014

    Dissapointing

        Am I a disappointment? When I came upon this question, I had an immediate answer: yes. But I think that there’s a little “disappointer” in all of us, don’t you? I mean, you can’t always make EVERYBODY happy. No matter how hard you try...
    flashinglights flashinglights
    13-15, F
    5 Responses Mar 31, 2009
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