Congratulations to me!! I won Honorary Douchebag of the week!
I am so pissed off at myself tonight.
I am guilty of doing something
that I often berate others for doing.
I tried to go to sleep, but I am so disgusted
with my own behavior. UGH!
I cannot sleep.
Tomorrow, I must be...
If I'm not being a miserable, self absorbed douchebag, I'm being an obnoxious, angry douchebag. Either that or I'm avoiding people because they deserve better company. I pretty much just suck most of the time, I guess.
Now this story goes back some years, before my first marriage. I was dating a girl who was just about 7 years younger than me. I was 25 and she was 18 (I think) She didnt even know my real name, just my nickname at the time, and worked at the place where I parked my trucks. One...