I Am a Drug Addict

It took me a while, but I finally found my vice of choice.
That vice is mdma.
When used responsibly molly can be a magical substance, and my first roll definitely changed my life for the better. I don't regret trying it. I still think...

I was driving past a strip mall and I noticed a guy laying down on his back on the sidewalk. It was 7pm and no one was around. I pulled up and asked if he was ok but he didn't say anything. I tried to wake him up. I checked his...

Hey whats going on again everyone, today is day 4 in about 20 mins it will be day 5 clean and off heroin. I cant even begin to describe in words how much better I feel now that I am clean, and now it feels as if I dont even need to use...

So basically the day after I posted my first story, I spent the night over at my friend's house because I couldn't stand being home alone and basically getting all soppy and sad about him.

Then that night, I was so overcome with...

I say I care, and want to stop, but I never do, I just keep using. Like why not, that's what goes through my head. nothing, no one matters to me enough to stop.

When I was 14 I smoked my first cigarette... I hung out with a crowd of kids that were several years older than I was and in their eyes this made me the cool kid. That feeling of acceptance became my first addiction. I am only just now...

Statistically, 15% of healthcare professionals will struggle with some form of addiction at some point in their careers. With 3 million nurses, 1 million doctors, and a quarter million pharmacists in the U.S., that means that at any...

I started using heroin about 2 yrs ago.. I was using for a couple of months until i found out i was pregnant.. And then i stopped...just like that... i stopped!!!! My son is now 11 months old and am back to my old habits.. i have been...

I'm a recovering addict. I used any pain pill I could get ahold of,and sometimes snorted heroin. Never shot up, I was too chicken shit to go that far. Mostly vicodin and oxys,I'm a troubled girl,so taking meds kinda took the pain away...

I began this journey in my early teens. I experimentation with marijuana, alcohol, LSD and mushrooms. I was a train wreck waiting to happen. I became pregnant at the age of 16 and had a beautiful daughter. During the pregnancy I stayed...

I'm sat here counting the lose change from my pockets, I hear the sound of coins falling onto the table....thud,thud,thud, I know any miniute you will be home, I know I have to leave soon if I want to get a fix, otherwise we will fight...

90 mg a day....how can I stop without withdrawal . I hate pain.

Hi. I can honestly say I have a bad problem with drugs. I am addicted to weed at the present time. I have had battles with other drugs. I can honestly say being addicted to drugs is a off and on thing and usually its a combo of...

I am 26, I suffer from M.D.D, P.T.S.D & Polysubstance use, I was diagnosed in January 2013. I have a veteran affairs case manager(I am a veteran), I have been seeing since Sept 15 2012. I have this want for nurture, when I lay alone in...

( i cant delete theis...its a peice honoring my friend who died
experinence project can steal this if they like...rhey deserve that kind of heroin overdose left rotting in a abandon building
kind of karma that somone gets for...

I shaked and stuttered as i read my Life & Addiction essay. I kept thinking "in the end, everyone will clap for me." no one did. i asked why, upset and broken. "because your story was so sad. no one elses was like that."
How my world...

It started when I was 14, I first did weed
Then because of school drug tests I stopped until I was 16.
Then one night I had some friends over and I did MDMA for the first time, I loved it I had never felt so happy, alive. Then me and my...

Hi I just became really addicted to cocaine. I love it and need to piut lines up my nose every day haha I'm actually messed up out of my mind right now and I feel great haha. It's the best feeling in the world it all started for me...

So...Hi...I'm 17 and a former drug addict...

I've done almost everything there is to do and...I basically white knuckled it (in other words, rejected rehab and became clean on my own) and it's worked so far for almost 3 years (I'm...