I Am a Emotional Mess

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 453 People

    hello guys my name is kusaundra

    but i like to be called kassy. anyways im 17yrs old i was born on 02/17/97. anyways ive been self harming since i was 13yrs old. i also been physically abused.
    kassybear kassybear
    18-21, F
    Feb 26, 2014

    Somedays I feel like I'd be better off rotting

    away with the corpses than living another second on this planet.
    kaymazin22 kaymazin22
    18-21, F
    Jun 6, 2015

    My emotions are everywhere

    and I'm frustrated with myself.
    losingthespark losingthespark
    18-21, F
    Sep 25, 2014

    Getting Over The Emotional Feelings

    How do you get over a break up or when the guy says he wants space? How do you put aside the emotional feelings so that u don't crack of depression or something like that? How do you overcome the pain and emotions that comes with this hard time?? Is the other person going...
    cheeky24 cheeky24
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 18, 2012

    Still Lost...........

    I've been hanging in there through this whole mess. I saw a counselor for a while and he said I will heal in time and I was doing well. I am functioning, going to work, taking care of my children, getting stuff done, ect. But emotionally, I am still a mess. I woke up this...
    michael4480 michael4480
    36-40, M
    Nov 1, 2011

    I am losing my mind. My parents are pretty sure

    now that something is going on with me. My bipolarity manic is getting out of hands. My lack of conversation is making things worse. i am cutting none stop. On my thighs. So that they won't see. I am a mess at the moment and I don't see a way to clean it.
    YoureMyDemonMyDemise YoureMyDemonMyDemise
    22-25, M
    Jul 6, 2014

    I don't like being on my own,

    but yet I push everyone away. Can anyone relate? It's really confusing :c
    mydailylifeasme mydailylifeasme
    18-21, F
    Apr 11, 2015

    I'm pregnant with your child

    and you told me that you were going to get a job so that that way we can get a place together before the baby is born. Hell you even told me that you have a job interview at Taco Bell but then turn around and say that there is no job interview anymore. This makes me mad i really...
    caringsisterof11siblings caringsisterof11siblings
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 7, 2016

    Not Most Of The Time, But...

    Most of the time I'm feeling calm and quite content. On general I think I'm happy with my life as it is. But, and that's a big but, when I get emotional I get really emotional! The worst thing is when I'm in love or having a crush. I'm then having some hard time trying to get...
    IdontKnowEther IdontKnowEther
    26-30, M
    1 Response Sep 4, 2010

    A Total Mess...

    I have been struggling for years with many different things.. I am haunted by things that have happened to me, by feelings of guilt, inadequacy, and being an all around disappointment. My mood can change in a matter of seconds. I recently went to see a Psychologist and I was...
    TheChaosWithin TheChaosWithin
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jan 16, 2013


    My mind is like in a million places one moment I feel confident the next I feel crappy shy and insecure.It even effects my relationships I have trouble trusting any girl I date guys I just don't trust them in general but I never put too much though into it because they never...
    JnRxRockz JnRxRockz
    1 Response Jan 20, 2011

    i screwed up my kids' lives.

    now they hate me ... i love them so much and have tied my hardest to make up to them for the past. there is soooo much more, but i want that person that will get it
    d9wn d9wn
    41-45, F
    Mar 27, 2014

    i just dont know how to function right now.

    Im hurting inside. I need to stop getting so hopeful because everything just never works.
    IkIlLeDyOuRsOuLaNdAtEiT IkIlLeDyOuRsOuLaNdAtEiT
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 25, 2016

    I am a broken mess that can't stop crying my

    life is a mess I have ruined someone else's all because I thought I could make that person happy and support them but I can see the doubt in her mind the hesitation in her voice I see the look when she gets a text I can hear the happiness that I am sure I once gave and I no now...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey
    36-40, M
    2 Responses May 2, 2015

    I feel so dysfunctional; I mean I'm not

    even sure what it's like to feel "fine". I'm either really happy or really down in the dumps, and all it takes it one trigger or one thing said a specific way that gets me to the other end of the spectrum. I hate being so unstable. I keep trying to convince myself I'll be okay...
    ballerinatoes ballerinatoes
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 12, 2014

    ~ 06*27*09 ~

       This smiley is why I am an emotional mess right now. I'm sitting here trying not to cry because my friend was here, & I wasn't. I missed him......... Now because he works I may not "talk" with him again til mid next week or later. I am so mad at...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 27, 2009

    yes I am! I have so many questions.

    .that r not easy to be answered why do I accept his actions why he keep doing the same things he know they hurt me why my bright coulors turned into BLACK should I leave? should I fight for both of us? should I just give up and disappear? is this LOVE?for real..is this how LOVE...
    justme26 justme26
    26-30, F
    Mar 3, 2014

    And I Know It

    I distance myself from people, I'm a closeted gay and it's killing me. I have trust issues and anxiety and I have been to mental hospitals, and been suicidal, cut, and have scars. They tell me that I'm not screwed up, but I am. I just can't believe it. And who wouldn't? If...
    poeticprose poeticprose
    18-21, F
    Oct 27, 2013

    I walk a path thats long

    and dark Guided by this lonely heart The pain is felt To my core The thought that i Can love no more And on this day Of loving hearts We few sing our song Of lonely hearts
    TassBurrfoot TassBurrfoot
    22-25, M
    May 11, 2015

    .......any Advice

    I decided to find a forum because today I had to admit to myself that I am a emotional mess. I help others for a living, but am having a very difficult time helping myself. I am overly sensitive, I have lost my sense of humor, and I take myself and life entirely too seriously. I...
    delicatoanima delicatoanima
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Feb 24, 2011

    I hate it... I am easily pushed to cry,

    or easily pushed to openly express my emotions because I am unable to keep them in ... and then I regret it later because I feel like such an idiot... I am easily hurt and I drown in tears so very easily which is so unusual to me because I used not to be able to shed tears...
    MissGaga MissGaga
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Sep 7, 2015

    For Many Reasons

    Most of which will have stories in their own groups later on. I have been my own worse enemy really. My mind will not allow my heart to forget. My body will not let my mind. It is a vicious cycle that in 25 yrs I have not figured out how to end. A cycle that I fear will be...
    MaidenWolf MaidenWolf
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Oct 28, 2009
    Clothed Clothed
    41-45, M
    1 Response Dec 2, 2015

    More Than People Know

    i keep a lot inside. my mind tends to overthink things and usually thinks the worst. i cant help but think negative things a lot of times.
    EdgeCrusher EdgeCrusher
    26-30, M
    3 Responses May 10, 2011

    I see everyone who is struggling with.

    Depression and sadness and it pains me. I see in them what I'm going through. Many of you are so young. My heart goes out to you. I can't say all our struggles are the same ....but the pain we struggle with is. I don't know when or if we will ever feel good again I am here...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 23, 2015

    I am a crier........ When.

    I'm sad / happy / overwhelmed /. Touched to my soul. .... The tears. Just come.
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses May 27, 2015

    Racing Mind

    my mind never stops racing and its driving me nuts, it keeps me up at night i havent had a good sleep since i was 13 . i do suffer from depression and general anxiety . i tried meditation and it doesnt work and sleepingĀ pills only work for a couple of weeks . i cant concentrate...
    jaybee514 jaybee514
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Feb 2, 2011
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