I Am a Fake

No, im not actually a 60 year old man posing as a 14 year old girl. That would be creepy. For my entire life ive been exactly who other peiple want me to be. For my parents and the rest of my family, ive done what they want and get good...

I am fake even with my best of friends! I used to be a compulsive liar... I say that but honestly I ALWAY HAVE BEEN A LIAR! It's something you can't stop, pretty much the "me" that people know is a liar. That is why they can't...

To me...i know i am a lie.

i lie to myself, convincing my stupid mind that i am okay.

i lie to my friends, making them think that nothing is wrong, that i am just a girl who has family issues.

i lie to my family. whenever i...

In march, 2009 I was chatting with another lady on yahoo and she was telling me about this social network website she was on and this guy that she met on there and how they had been having phone sex in the past few weeks. In fact there...

I'm always the girl smiling,talking my ass off to everybody, telling all the girls how pretty they are. 

Inside though, I am so broken and depressed.  There is almost....I don't know...rage? beyond my surface...

I'M A FAKE!!!

I want to start off by telling you that this profile is fake. That picture is not me. I dont know who that girl is but the picture itself describes most of what I have felt in the past 3 years.

When I joined this site I knew that one...

I am someone who doesn't want anyone else to know that I am afraid of everything. I am not confident despite what others think. I always worry what others are thinking about me and what I am saying or doing. Yet I will smile and laugh...