I Am a Fallen Angel

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 544 People

    Caln Caln
    16-17, M
    Mar 19

    Memories. [1st Coherent Memory]

    I have many memories; but the first, and that which struck me most firmly were those of a 'woman', a city, and of loss. The woman was stunning; with striking blue eyes, pale alabaster skin, and long blonde hair. The city, equally captivating; with striking vista of an empty sky...
    EzrahK EzrahK
    31-35
    1 Response Jul 19, 2013

    Imagine what it would be like

    if anyone you thought about, would die later by a split personality in you that you cannot control. You would never be able to speak to those you love, never feel emotions for another. You would be alone. Or you would temporarily be together... only to watch them die with hatred...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 19, 2015

    Many of us should be home already however we

    have been told to stay. This is not damnation. Our greatest mission is yet to come. You feel lost and cheated but I can assure you that each and everyone of you is greatly appreciated and valued to no end. Our task as of right now is to wait for the calling. Look to the...
    cryptal cryptal
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Feb 11, 2014

    Serpent Of Evil Or Wisdom?

    The sin of Eve, so the orthodox tell us, was that she listened to the serpent, who persuaded her that the fruit of the tree would make her and Adam wise, without any deleterious side-effects. It was Eve who then seduced the righteously reluctant Adam to join her in this act of...
    Nox2102 Nox2102
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Aug 31, 2012

    I was kicked out of heaven,

    and had an amnesiac fall, but it's coming back to me bit by bit. while I was falling, I was given an assignment to watch after this kid that I fell into, who was on his way to kill his *** on the tracks, and if it'd been a few minutes later... well, yeah I'll leave that up to...
    shaaka shaaka
    26-30, M
    1 Response Nov 24, 2015

    My real name is lost in time my soul is 600

    years old, even though my body is newly grown I am a fallen angel, but I am no demon for I do not hate God, or resent him. I am loyal. I work for Azrael, and help the damned. Though we are hidden, we help you with your grief.
    baileuu baileuu
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Mar 12, 2015

    Not many others would understand this.

    The feeling of emptiness. Darkness. Nothingness. You're born that way. They finally have a word for it. Aphantasia. An inevitable symptom of being "chained in Darkness." Growing up? You don't realize there's anything "wrong" with you. Until you fall in love. I was so numb. So...
    SeventhWatcher SeventhWatcher
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Dec 13, 2015

    New Age Cults

    Fallen angels do not belong to cults such as the new age movement. Any djinn would see that is spiritually inferior behaviour. Mainly just dumb as furkkkk.. The new age is nothing but christianity in other clothes. The deceit and self deception is the same.
    indigowitch indigowitch
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 3, 2013
    Nr93 Nr93
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 7, 2015

    Has anyone looked up their angel name

    before just out of curiousity of what the internet says. I have and I can't find **** on my name. It's in the book of Enoch, but that's the only thing. That's how I know what my former rank was. But other then that, nada! I guess it's because I'm a Fallen and I pretty much...
    odessa94 odessa94
    18-21, T
    2 Responses Oct 17, 2015

    Ok so this is the thing.

    I have never felt at home. I have always had curiosity to my power, a power I can't use any longer. The power to fly. I remember it so well, not all of it just that I loved to fly, I never see my wings but I always felt them stretch and that wonderful lift off feeling. But then...
    unknown166 unknown166
    18-21
    Aug 21, 2015

    Full Circle

    Everyone should now be experiencing a period of things coming together full circle. Questions are being answered and pain should be eased. What one might consider miracles are happening. You are being gifted with things you once thought would be an impossibility. These things...
    cryptal cryptal
    36-40, M
    1 Response Nov 17, 2013

    I finally had time to meditate

    and look for Sadriel (My Angel Self). While I was meditating calling out to Sadriel, I felt him and everything in my mind's eye transformed completely from the usual forest clearing I use for meditation. I could see blurred images move around in my vision as my back grew heavy...
    odessa94 odessa94
    18-21, T
    1 Response Oct 4, 2015

    Are the fallen truly dammed.

    ..I say not we just know how to party better!
    OkamiLeilah OkamiLeilah
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 25, 2015

    Sup. I wanna be fallen angel 2.

    Kinda bored with the wolf community. Thanks :)
    GlassySky GlassySky
    18-21
    1 Response Jun 30, 2014

    I am seeking out a Fallen

    that goes by a different name now, but was originally named, Samael. If He is among you, come forward. Liars to his identity will bring nothing but death upon themselves, from myself.
    Kenuiakuapaaniokalani Kenuiakuapaaniokalani
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Jan 9, 2015

    Looking for the ones

    who know of me or is of my kind message me
    Thetrueprincess Thetrueprincess
    22-25, F
    Jan 16

    Hello I am the true princess

    if you are of my kind you will know who is am. I amean looking for my allies please if you know me message and associated me asap
    Thetrueprincess Thetrueprincess
    22-25, F
    Jan 15

    The Genesis Apochryphon

    I personally love this scroll... Behold, I thought then within my heart that conception was due to the Watchers and the Holy Ones and to the Nephilim and my heart was troubled within me because of this child. Then I, Lamech, approached Bath-Enosh, my wife, in haste and said to...
    Nox2102 Nox2102
    31-35, M
    Sep 26, 2012

    Hello again brothers

    and sisters. We are yet again in the midst of a major shift. A recent period of time feeling disconnected and confused is coming to a close as the Universe has begun to place significant changes in your lives. Do not try to determine your future with these changes for it will...
    cryptal cryptal
    36-40, M
    1 Response Mar 5, 2014

    What if I am an angel?

    And only at some becoming number like 29 I start to realize who I am. How lucky I am to not die, but how sad it is to love selflessly. Forever a wander, master in healing broken hearts . . .
    BillieJeanxo BillieJeanxo
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 21, 2015

    I was going to post this a few hours ago

    but I had forgotten about it. But earlier, I was at work, standing outside, watching the rain and all I can think about as I watched the rain fall is the beauty in God's creation of the trees, the pastures on the farm, and everything else that was out there. All I saw was the...
    odessa94 odessa94
    18-21, T
    Oct 26, 2015

    We All Are

    A bond which was investment-grade when issued ( Perfect , without sin and in supernatural spiritual form)  but which is now of significantly lower quality.( made manifest in a corruptable flesh body that does sin as the flesh is weak) No longer that of the supernatural realm...
    PrettyOldSoul PrettyOldSoul
    41-45, F
    8 Responses Apr 25, 2011

    I'm lost but seeking to be found I think my

    name is Gadreel. if I'm correct everything is my fault, heaven, hell, the corruption of mankind I believe I accidentally let the snake in the garden. and have been imprisoned here every since, I'm calling out to any and all angels out there who can help me. I think I'm supposed...
    gadreel gadreel
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 5, 2015

    I walk this earth like everyone else.

    No one really notices me but maybe that's the way I like it. Walking down crowded hallways and no one seeing you. It might get lonely at times but honestly I would rather no one notice me than have everyone's eyes on me.
    XxXdreamerXxxX XxXdreamerXxxX
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 15, 2015

    i will not bow to anyone.

    ever. not even the gods. i don't care if i get blasted. i bow to no one.
    DemonsFreak DemonsFreak
    13-15, M
    1 Response Oct 7, 2015

    I'm a fallen angel, and their is many of us.

    Were the type of people who are quiet in class. That you barely notice in the hall. Were labeled freaks or weird, and barely get second glances. We rather stay in our rooms with the doors closed alone, then with outside with our friends. Music is our life because its the only...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 25, 2014

    Spiritual Growth.

    So what do you think spiritual growth is all about? Christian view? Jesus: Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these. Peter: Make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to...
    Nox2102 Nox2102
    31-35, M
    6 Responses Oct 12, 2012

    Guess What...

    I come on here all the time, and in this group, most of what I see are those afraid of what they are or sorry for it.. I dont understand why.. You may be Fallen, but that doesnt necissarily mean you were wrong... Pick your heads up and look again to the sky.. Do not let...
    Nox2102 Nox2102
    31-35, M
    20 Responses Jul 10, 2010

    There is a light and love on the other side.

    .. For all of us who persevere through the pain and heartache and suffering, there is a joy beyond that we are worthy of feeling..
    RavenStar79 RavenStar79
    36-40, F
    Jun 15, 2014

    Is it normal for fallen angels

    who are trying to get back into heaven to feel like they are unable to gain the favor of god no matter how many time you pray that you will give everything to him for a chance to get forgiveness. I given everything to him but the fire that burns around me hasnt seemed to lose...
    odessa94 odessa94
    18-21, T
    3 Responses Mar 4
    Rebeccaunderson Rebeccaunderson
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 13, 2015

    Allow yourselves to fall back upon the things

    you love. Write your poetry. Draw your pictures. Play your chords. Do not allow yourselves to forget who you are and what drives you. Much can seem confusing right now but it is really as simple as you thought it was when you were young. I love you all so remember this...
    cryptal cryptal
    36-40, M
    1 Response Feb 23, 2014

    Being who I am, I know

    now every person I cross paths with, every person I befriend, is because I have a purpose to serve them. Once I have fulfilled that specific purpose, my time with them has come to an end. To allow them to remain attached is dangerous for multiple reasons. When I allow that to...
    Kenuiakuapaaniokalani Kenuiakuapaaniokalani
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jan 7, 2015

    Okay, I am very confused about this.

    Im helping a friend who just discovered he is an Otherkin, and I was going through stuff about Starseeds on Google and I found a site with all the Awakening traits of a Starseeds. And I have almost all of those traits during my Awakening as a Fallen Angel and even now, I have...
    odessa94 odessa94
    18-21, T
    1 Response Nov 1, 2015

    We are not humans having a spiritual experience

    but spirits having a human experience. Please remember this my brothers and sisters. Most of your lives you will be saving people and this will be a painful task. You will lose husbands and wives, boyfriends and girlfriends. This is not because you make poor lovers but...
    cryptal cryptal
    36-40, M
    2 Responses May 21, 2014

    Angel

    i know something is in me.. something in my past... something mysterious in my deepest part i dont see it but i feel it...
    kharensan kharensan
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 14, 2013

    I am more and more sure

    that i am a fallen angel, everything people said on this page, fit very very well with me i am so happy to learn that i am not alone, also, i can heal , someone just by touching them. Many time i repair broken arm, leg, just by touching them , does anyone else can do this...
    Simon123321 Simon123321
    18-21, M
    Jan 6, 2015

    Lucifer is a fallen angel.

    I'm just a sadistic demon.
    natalypetrvicki natalypetrvicki
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jan 26

    I think I am an old soul

    and I wish to meet other old sould.I am looking for a group to find old souls
    Heimdal007 Heimdal007
    26-30, M
    Apr 19

    my name is Corbin Nicholas Placencia,

    my chosen name is Na Emrys Uriel Artyom. my gardian angel is lucifer, and I think I am a fallen angel, lost angel, or one just begining. I seek help. I need it.
    EmrysUriel EmrysUriel
    13-15, M
    3 Responses Dec 16, 2015
    DylanMartin21 DylanMartin21
    22-25, M
    May 23, 2015

    On Fallen Incarnated Angels

    I read this and found it interesting: Falling is attained by, and only by, directly disobeying an order from the Creator. Upon making such decision or taking such action, the Angel in question is cut off from the Creator as they have forsaken it, their wings become fully black...
    Nox2102 Nox2102
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Aug 26, 2012

    An Article On The Nephilim... Whom Some Call Fallen

    I found this on the Nephilim... Just interesting reading... Not a personal belief   Part I. Who Are The Nephilim? Of all the imaginable phenomena on Earth, the progeny of this union between extra-terrestrials and humans is the most bizarre. Man has paid little attention to...
    Nox2102 Nox2102
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Aug 9, 2012

    I'm not a fallen angel

    but I am in love with one. I don't fully understand everything yet but I was told I'll be having visions soon. I've fallen in love with the same fallen angel lifetime after lifetime. Can I get more information about fallen angels? I'm new to all this stuff in this lifetime...
    indigomoon12 indigomoon12
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 6, 2015

    If anyone needs to talk,

    just know that I'm here for you. I don't care what your race is, your religion, sexuality, etc. I'm still here.
    WishfulCreations WishfulCreations
    16-17, F
    Apr 3
    DreadheadAtheist DreadheadAtheist
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 30, 2014

    Fallen From Grace

     i came and what i saw caused my downfall.so much emptyness.why did this happen?so many souls in pain.where did the love go?does anybody care anymore?children who will never know happiness.i weep.not just for them.but for you as well.look deep and see how it has gotten to...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    36-40
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2009

    So much pain, struggle,

    heartache, suffering... Yet too much to bare
    unreachablex0x unreachablex0x
    26-30, F
    Sep 19, 2014

    I Was A Fallen Angel

    I was sleeping in my bed and I had a dream that i was in some forest it look like it was in the winter when it happan and creepy i was thier scared and frighten it looked like I was running from something I believe I was once a angel that fall in love with a girl that was human I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jun 30, 2013

    Protecting In Silence

    No law governs them for they are eternally free Their dark angel wings make no noise for they are without breath Always beyond my reach No God orders them for no heaven will take them Their feet never touch the ground on which I walk For they are always above me But always...
    cryptal cryptal
    36-40, M
    Jul 26, 2013

    Dark Moon Angels

    I found this and though it was interesting: "Dark Moon Angels are Demonic Angels, meaning they are Dark Angels but they actually fight the darker side. When it comes to the protection side of things these Angels stand out. Some have been working with them for a number of...
    Nox2102 Nox2102
    31-35, M
    26 Responses Jul 25, 2010

    It was a long tumble,

    I hit hard, but I got up and here I am doing what pleases me, and what pleases many, in this world of contrasts. My wings are clipped but yet I fly above the heads of those who watch me mesmerised by the skills I have beyond their concepts. I have no prison, for I am free...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 20, 2014

    Dark Angels Creed

    We see people with our hearts, not with our eyes We believe in beauty of the soul, not beauty of the flesh We believe in individuality, not in prejudice Our souls don't need saving for they are not in peril Just because we aren't saints does not mean we'll burn in hell
    cryptal cryptal
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Jul 26, 2013

    Scars Of A Shadowblood

    My name is Rose Shadowblood. Although I am still, in many ways, young I have had this name for centuries. I’ve always known I was different, although not always sure if it was good or bad. I can see and hear things that no one else can but these were not the signs that...
    RoseShadowblood RoseShadowblood
    13-15, F
    11 Responses Nov 28, 2012

    I was given a mission to redeem myself to God

    and I failed again. I was suppose to save a person but I couldn't. I wasn't strong enough to handle this mission and I failed. Like with everything else, I fail. I lost my friend tonight to suicide and it's on me now. I was suppose to save him but I wasn't able to. 6 days was...
    odessa94 odessa94
    18-21, T
    1 Response Oct 19, 2015

    Who remembers their fall from heaven

    and why did you fall? I fell because of a war. I had fought with Lucifer when he tried to take control. We lost and was cast down to earth. I regret the decision I made back then and I'm trying to earn my way back home.
    odessa94 odessa94
    18-21, T
    3 Responses Sep 21, 2015
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