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I Am a Freak

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    I am a freak in society.

    No matter what I do, wether to be cheery, silly, or sad, I am ridiculed and berated to no end. Everyone tries to stay away from me and ignore me. If I say one thing, I'm told to shut up. If I try sitting somewhere in the lunchroom, I'm told to go away or **** off. If I try to...
    BomberJim BomberJim 56-60, M 1 Response Jun 6, 2014

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    Gentlemen, next time you have a hard on write

    my name on it (Nadia) take a pic and send it to me. I'm making a collage. Thanks in advance ;)
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 1, 2014

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    I stand out and am usually alone.

    I don't care what I do, and if that labels a freak then go **** yourself, II will continue to be a freak.
    lon3lygam3r lon3lygam3r 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 14, 2014

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    ashley486 ashley486 13-15, F Jul 11, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 19

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    I was born a girl...but I don't want to be a

    girl. I'm fourteen and I feel like my entire world is falling apart. I hate my body. I feel like I shouldn't have been born this way. I'm disgusting. Why am I like this?
    Cazzii Cazzii 13-15 8 Responses Jun 16, 2014

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    SO: I don't know if anyone else is like this

    but it would be so great if you could relate. I feel like I have the ability to see through people. I can see deeper into what someone is saying. I get angered easily, and I have a really low patience level. Whenever my friends lie to me I know they are lying or I can feel...
    darkestpartofmymind33 darkestpartofmymind33 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2014

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    metalneverdies metalneverdies 16-17, F Aug 23, 2014

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    Im A Very Freaky Gurl!

    i knoW Im a sUpER FreaK yES i'M SuPeR FreaKy I mUst AdMItEd iM AddiTcEd tO SEX...(I GOT A PROBLEM I LIKE 2 ****)
    18shaurice 18shaurice 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 6, 2012

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    metalneverdies metalneverdies 16-17, F Aug 22, 2014

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    claim to be a werewolf

    or jesus christ, here to drag people to court yeah i don't know who you think will take you seriously, a claimant has no locus standi (capacity to sue) if he is non-compos mentis (mentally insane or retarded). lmfao
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F May 26, 2014

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    13xoxo 13xoxo 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 11, 2014

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    Yeah! I look creepy! I know I do!

    You really don't have to remind me!
    VampiresEverywhere VampiresEverywhere 18-21, F 4 Responses May 9, 2014

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    I'm a freak. I like being spanked I like being

    strangled I love when he calls me names I like biting licking all that kinky stuff. I always want sex from him to the point he told me he can't keep up with me. Which was disappointing BUT I guess I try to cope with it or buy a *****
    ADeepPerspective ADeepPerspective 22-25, F Dec 15, 2013

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    SoTrill SoTrill 16-17, M Jun 5

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    I'm such a freak, I have dreams about killing

    people and stuff like that.
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    I still remember all of my "first" sexual

    experiences. Their treasured memories I enjoy thinking about from time to time.
    cookiemonster1977 cookiemonster1977 36-40, M Aug 18

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    I'm bisexual. Only a few people know it

    but I want to share. I know I'm not the only freaky bisexual in the world.
    cookiemonster1977 cookiemonster1977 36-40, M Aug 15

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    Extreme

    I remember the first time I was called a freak by one of my supervisors. It was the word he and others used to describe the apparent endless amount of energy and drive that I constantly displayed (among other "excessive" personality traits).  I was proud of the...
    quietnight quietnight 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 30, 2008

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    If People Could Only See The Things I Do While I'm By Myself...

    LOL you'd agree 150%, not that people don't already think I'm a freak without seeing that.. hahaha I get at least 1 or 2 comments a day telling me I'm weird =P  And, that's ok with me because I like being weird. LOL I just crack myself up so ******* much it's not even...
    Debunkifyme Debunkifyme 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 8, 2010

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    petitelady28 petitelady28 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    I'm such a freak, I feel

    so alone and horrible. Everything's crashing and burning around me. Like everything is glass and the smallest touch will shatter everything. I'm so weird and different that it's to much. I hear what people say about me. Everyone my family friends and others. I can't take it, I'm...
    Frozensilence Frozensilence 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    I am a freak, but i dont care.

    I know that i am weird but its okay. I let my freak flag fly, and i will always be myself.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    deleted deleted 26-30 May 26, 2014

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    I'm just a suicidal kid telling other suicidal

    kids not to kill themselves.
    SirensInReverse SirensInReverse 13-15, F 1 Response May 26, 2014

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    This morning i went out to breakfast with my

    boyfriends family and i have a medium sized jelly dong ***** and i kept it inside me the entire time. He dared me to do it and said i wouldnt so i did. And we just got back and i took it out and now i feel super loose! I hope it gets tight again omfg. Like i can literally stick...
    Madditaylor Madditaylor 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 1

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    Im a teen baby, i have a paci,

    bottle,plushies etc..
    LonelyMisfitt LonelyMisfitt 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 6, 2014

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    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 3 Responses Jul 5

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    But I'd rather be a freak

    than being normal
    xGNFx xGNFx 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 4

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    I am!!!!! I'm a freak!

    I get reminded of that everyday! People try to make sure that I'll never forget that! Apparently everyone that likes black veil brides is a freak now!
    AlliTheUndead AlliTheUndead 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 27, 2014

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    I'm a fuckking freak

    and i'm proud
    Genexus Genexus 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    The Story Of The Exmortis

    For those of you who do not know my origan. i am the exmortis. or "the dead". some say the name is evil, some say it means insanity, some say it means death. but to the human race, Death is the final unknown. Some Say in the greek myths there is a lord. his name you might ask? it...
    Exmortis Exmortis 22-25, M Mar 10, 2012

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    My Freakishness In All It'S Freakity

    I've got a lot of reason to be named a freak. Though not everyone will believe it. My name is Christen Watson. And Destiny Leane And Molly Walls And Psyche And Tohou And Cody Barabelli And Kiley Barabelli And Elanor Lemns And Porcelain And Jamie And Carl And Fear And Whisper...
    Naelextip Naelextip 18-21, F Jun 12, 2013

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    Freaks Where U At

    im a very much freaky guy love to let a girl feel special =] nd i try every thngnew nd yea i eat it ;]
    freakylove freakylove 18-21 Sep 11, 2012

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    I am a freak. how everyone I'm a freak plus

    alot of other things too. And I'm proud off being who I am. And don't care what people say about it.
    katarina0033 katarina0033 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2013

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    Or unique. Or humane.

    In a world run by subhuman jerks.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Mar 10

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    I felt like such a huge monster today.

    I deeply want to lose weight. I just don't know how to do it because of several reasons. I hate it when I catch a glimpse of myself in a mirror. I am very obese and I hate it. I have massive arms and a huge double chin which I'm most conscious about. I'm about 50-60kgs+ above...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Jan 14

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    I am not a girl. I can't tell my parents.

    I like boys and girls. Am I okay? Is something wrong with me?
    willownurse willownurse 18-21 3 Responses May 2, 2014

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    I just wonder whether it all matters Would anyone notice if I disappeared? This stuff is so ugly so unflattering. I feel so high strung so high geared. I'm barely a ripple in...
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    I've always been depressed. Nobody likes a depressed girl, because I'm emotionally "unstable". And the older I get, the more suicide sounds pretty damn great. I just want...
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    But, it doesn't matter. People look at the words and not my pain, so they think I'm fine, and that's all they'll ever care to know. I've become very good at faking happiness while...
    Whobody Whobody 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I'm NOT really. I can't stand them. They should be shot and instead of having a T on here they should have an F for Freak!
    GigoloMan GigoloMan 31-35, M 3 hrs ago

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