I Am a Ftm Transman

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 201 People

    http://m.bookemon.com/book-profile/the-shadows-arising/165803 If you click on this link, it will take you to a book I wrote a few years ago, "The Shadows Arising". It has become pretty popular and has gotten many good reviews. It is $20, yes, but if you buy the book $10 are put...
    novaftmpride novaftmpride
    18-21, T
    Jul 26, 2015

    I Am An Ftm: The Man In Me (my Story)

    Hi, you can call me James im and FTM and to those of you that dont know already know what that is, i am female to male transgendered person. I was born physically female but i am a man trapped in a womens body. Im tall (6foot2), dark brown hair, light brown eyes, athletic...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25
    22-25, T
    Oct 7, 2011

    I'M So Confused

    Well, actually.. I know a am FTM. I've known for a couple of years now but I am so conflicted on what to do. I went to a gender therapist and she wrote a letter of reccomendation for me to start taking T. I haven't made it out to the doctors office yet, but I am 100% sure I am...
    whoabro whoabro
    1 Response Mar 15, 2013

    Honestly out of all the crap I deal with in my

    daily life being transgender is one of the hardest. Add onto that the fact that I'm gay. Add onto that the fact that I tend to be kinda genderneutral or at least believe that gender shouldn't matter. AND YET I am generally attracted to/have crushes on gay men... I need to start...
    SyrkSefhir SyrkSefhir
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jul 13, 2015

    Check out this character in Dragon Age:

    Inquisition. His name is Krem. Check him out and you'll see why.
    Swordsman101 Swordsman101
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 17, 2014

    I got this girl's number

    and text her but she never responded. She seemed to really like me. I have no idea what happened but it's really bumming me out. I have a feeling that she might have found out what I am. I don't know if someone told her or if she could just tell. I like to believe that I pass...
    Swordsman101 Swordsman101
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 24, 2014


    I may have the opportunity to start taking T in September, but I'm worried that I'll lose some sort of quailty in the friendships I have with my female friends. I know they will still be my friends (they are already aware that I am ftm and are fine with it), but I'm scared that...
    CharmingCharles CharmingCharles
    22-25, T
    3 Responses May 26, 2013

    Am I Trans Ftm ( I Have Autism)

    i am autistic. when i was around 4/5 i was girly but now i am 15 and i can't stand girly things i would like short hair (i hate long hair) i have never wanted breasts (it took 3 years for my mum to get me to wear a bra i only agreed because i was now a 38DD) i tried to bind my...
    SassyManson SassyManson
    Jul 8, 2013

    I am not "she". I am "he".

    I have been in the wrong body for as long as I can remember. And at 14 years old, I'm pretty young. But old enough to know who I am. I don't know why I'm writing this, but I need to vent, cause I've been crying non-stop for the past week. I feel suppressed. I ache. I can't...
    xPareidolia xPareidolia
    16-17, T
    2 Responses Nov 3, 2014

    Trans Fears

    Back in 2011 I had a private conversation with a cisgendered woman on this site. At the time she had an interest in getting to know what transgendered / transsexual people were really like and because I had extended a welcome for people to contact me if they had any questions on...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly
    26-30, T
    1 Response Aug 14, 2013

    I Am Joseph Allen.

    I've been Joseph Allen for close to three years, legally. I was born in 1980 with the name of Jody Ann. I believe I noticed "the difference" when I was around four years old. I started dressing as a boy and styling my hair as such at the age of 6. I went through most of my life...
    joehowiroll joehowiroll
    36-40, T
    2 Responses May 27, 2013

    Will My Close Minded Dad Accept Me?

    I have not come out yet but it to my family, but like every FTM we always worry will our family expecpt us? i have always wondered who in my family would understand me the most who would be the one on my side? i would hope it would be everyone. when i think about my mom and what...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25
    22-25, T
    1 Response Nov 12, 2011

    I am not a crosser dresser,

    56-60, T
    Dec 2, 2015

    " Sir, I Mean Mam"

    Most trans guys knows how it feels when you get mam instead of sir and how much it can hurt when your out in public, and your really feeling masculine that day. Well this happened to me yestarday when I was shopping for a prodject I was workig on for my mothers baby shower, she's...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25
    22-25, T
    Jun 5, 2012

    Letters For My Brothers: Transitional Wisdom In Retrospect

    Edited By Megan Rohrer & Zander Keig In today's fast paced world, the internet can provide quick  answers to personal questions. But when an individual raised by society to live, breathe and look at the world with female eyes transitions to male, some of the most...
    zanderkeig zanderkeig
    41-45, M
    Feb 21, 2012

    Greetings Gentlemen

    I an Afro-American transman I am still early in my transition. I started taking a natural form of Testosterone for a year and two months. In April I got my first prescription of androgel I been on that for about 5 months. 
    LMBensimon LMBensimon
    36-40, T
    1 Response Aug 22, 2011

    "i Am A Ftm Transman" By Eli Wood

    I don't know what i can say to this, but, Here i go, As everyone else, i'm too going through some changes in life that i couldn't understand. Since age of 12, i had deep feelings, that i wasn't what i was born to be. A FEMALE! All my life i have been picked on pushed away and...
    Atomicdove37 Atomicdove37
    2 Responses Mar 22, 2010

    My Future

    I learned that I'm tg last June of this year. I grew up wanting to be a boy. I knew I should've been a boy since I was 4 years old. I'm no longer interested in wearing women's clothes. I wear men's clothes and find them more comfortable. I don't like being confined in women's...
    noaht43 noaht43
    46-50, T
    Oct 21, 2013

    Be My Friend......

    scottieboi1969 scottieboi1969
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Jun 10, 2011

    I'm The Guy That Ran With The Wolves

    When I was younger I thought I was a total guy, 100% percent dude because all of my friends were guy and they had accepted me as one of them. Even thought I had long hair I had identified as being a male around my friends, but they all knew I was really a girl so years of being...
    garretthemadhatter garretthemadhatter
    2 Responses Jul 8, 2011

    I'm am ftm living in milwaukee wisconsin.

    Would like to meet other ftms that live near here to go do fun stuff.
    Cdhazzey Cdhazzey
    46-50, T
    Jul 20, 2015

    Before You Ask

    Buy me a coffee before you ask if I've had "The Surgery", Or at least try to make me laugh before you ask who still loves me, Get to know me before you ask how the sex works, Or have a decent conversation before you ask where my sexuality lurks, Take me to a movie before...
    DyanWerewolf DyanWerewolf
    18-21, M
    8 Responses Aug 1, 2013

    Knowledge Is Power

    I know this really belongs under Songs, Books & Music, but I really do not have the time to type this all out, one book at a time for all of the trans-related pages I'm posting this on. May you get some use out of it: Books of Interest: ******I recommend reading The Riddle of...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly
    26-30, T
    Jul 9, 2011

    Growing More Hair

    I've been on testosterone for three and a half years, and I was getting frustrated because other guys can grow a full beard after six months. I've figured out I just need to be patient. I see new hairs on my face every day. :)
    joehowiroll joehowiroll
    36-40, T
    Jun 8, 2013

    Coming Out As Ftm In High School? Good Idea Or Not?

    In this last month i have decided that i want to come out finally to my parents about being an FTM. i really want to come out now as im writing this but i have certian things i have to take care of first so i have planned to come out around the end of Febuary next month. im very...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25
    22-25, T
    1 Response Jan 12, 2012

    Ftm Me Needs Frwwiends

    Im ftm. In a stealth type mode. But id really like to know some ftms from the UK and UNDER 20!! ...ppl that are cool with befriending ftms are welcome too. But id really like some ftm friends, im kinda lonely :( ....
    Meepter Meepter
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Dec 2, 2013

    I am not "she". I am "he".

    I have been in the wrong body for as long as I can remember. And at 14 years old, I'm pretty young. But old enough to know who I am. I don't know why I'm writing this, but I need to vent, cause I've been crying non-stop for the past week. I feel suppressed. I ache. I can't...
    xPareidolia xPareidolia
    16-17, T
    1 Response Nov 3, 2014

    I am female to male trans-boy,

    19-almost 20 years old.I am straight-i love girls and only girls.It isn't easy to be like this,but i have to cope.I am one month on Testosterone,250 mg,Depo.I got my hormones from Beograd.It's too early for changes to appear although i noticed i have much more pimples on my nose...
    Mihael122 Mihael122
    22-25, T
    2 Responses Aug 5, 2014

    I am 6 months on T and about a month away from

    my top surgery. If I hadn't transitioned I wouldn't have lived simple as that. If anyone wants to ask me anything add me I'm an open book!
    4eyes628 4eyes628
    18-21, T
    Feb 18, 2016

    Hi Y'all

    I am Kyle. Im a 17 year old boy who enjoys collecting, drawing and being with friends. I am a pretty typical guy except I have a big problem. I was born female. I don't know how it happened. Perhaps when I was in the womb and it was time for me to form into a boy the...
    Calistine Calistine
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Sep 2, 2009
    OopsMyGayIsShowing OopsMyGayIsShowing
    13-15, T
    1 Response Oct 11, 2015

    Currently trying to slowly come out

    as a Trans Male to my Christian family, and coping with a boyfriend who just doesn't get it...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 2, 2015

    I Need Advice: Trans Guy Choosing A Highschool

    Well next year will be my senior year not only will it be my senior year but it will be the first time that I will be identifying as a male at school. Although coming out is going to be hard in highschool I have a important decison to make. I could attend a new highschool and get...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25
    22-25, T
    1 Response Mar 27, 2012

    A Step In The Right Direction

    I took a big step in the right direction yestarday Feb. 18 2012 I came out to my best and closest friend as being an FTM a female to male transsexual. I thought that it would be easier to tell my best friend but it took me almost the whole day to spit it out. The way I came out...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25
    22-25, T
    1 Response Feb 19, 2012

    I've been stealth for my 6 years during my

    transition and had a handful of friends that were like me and ftm but since I moved I feel lost in this world. I feel like I need the community now more than ever. I've had more dysphoria lately and have been really thinking to myself that I have transitioned and have been seen...
    DBos33 DBos33
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Dec 8, 2014

    I Laugh In Public

    I've been living as a man for six years. While my parents are accepting, they still slip with the female pronouns. I present as male VERY well. I use the men's restrooms, people call me "sir," and all that happy stuff. I can't help but laugh when I'm at a store with my mom, and...
    joehowiroll joehowiroll
    36-40, T
    3 Responses Jun 9, 2013
    AaronB99 AaronB99
    18-21, T
    May 25, 2015

    Life In a Nutshell

    T here's not really much to this confession taking into consideration where it is exactly that I am posting this. But I am a transman just like so many others on this site (this being a fact I had trouble disclosing to anyone even a year ago). But I'm pre- everything I'm...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly
    26-30, T
    1 Response May 10, 2009
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