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I Am A Functioning Psychopath

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    Story 1 http://www.youtube.

    com/watch?v=GLqwE0Vh4sI Hello to all the people of experience project. It's not a thing a normal person would say, isn't it?! Lol, but that doesn't matter, if you continue reading, you'll see the reason why I said that I'm a bi-polar , not a psychopath. http://www.youtube...
    blackpigeon blackpigeon 70+, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Another day of being around people I hate.

    and that includes the friends I have at school. and my mother and it's her ******* birthday. image the ******* torture I had went through trying to be nice to someone who verbally abuses me cause the floors aren't clean. I have the mind to choke her with shoe string.
    dArcy666999 dArcy666999 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Absolerium Absolerium 22-25 6 Responses Aug 12

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    Breaking Free Today,

    I went to the bank just to check on my money. I walked in all high and mighty, everybody knows me, I'm their favorite client! I sat down to hear what news have came from my stocks(I hate checking on my phone). They said that I have raised enough money to by my favorite house...
    blackpigeon blackpigeon 70+, M 3 Responses Nov 25

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    I get this great pleasure from making women

    insecure. Last week, this girl told me she had a crush on a guy I stated I found very attractive. She said it in a condescending way which exuded confidence. Her: "I'm even friends with all his friends. I can just go and talk to them whenever I want" Me: "Oh really? So why...
    FemalePsychopath FemalePsychopath 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    A Little Fun Perhaps?

    so i have been having some very serious, albeit equally interesting conversations on ep so far. mostly about my dx and similair topics. why dont we just have some fun? i am going to start writing inapropriate and offencive replies to some of the more pathetic stories...
    g1Fd g1Fd 31-35 1 Response Apr 30, 2013

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    I am interested in the experiences

    and thoughts of a psychopath in everyday life. I want to ask if you have any interest in art.
    Andrewhurts Andrewhurts 22-25, T 3 Responses Nov 12

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    Question for psychopaths

    who have been in relationships... I've heard a lot about the psychopath establishing a 'dominance bond' not a 'love bond'. Likewise I've heard they can act like the perfect mate but can become obsessive, possessive and controlling with their partner, at least for a while before...
    cutexmuffin524 cutexmuffin524 18-21, F 8 Responses Jun 27

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    Psychopathic Wisdom

    I received this in an email today. Apparently it is close to something in a science fiction book. I liked it, you may, too. -Foreign policy is dictated by powerful men's prejudices. -War is simply honest diplomacy. -Capitalism is a dog eat-dog-system. With most other...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 6 Responses Aug 2, 2013

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    I think the problem that arises from being a

    reaper is normal have no idea how sensitive we can actually be...they only find out once there no longer living. lol normal ppl are funny things
    JonathanCTVirgo JonathanCTVirgo 18-21, M Dec 8

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    The Quickening

    That feeling of your blood burning through your veins, the slightly sexual feeling you get from the heat, the Adrenalin boost as you see a million million scenario's unfold in the shell of your mental sandbox. Then the cooling as all that will be, will never be enough and if it...
    baserock baserock 22-25, M Jul 3, 2013

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    A Lion Among Sheep?

    I don't know what to say here. How do I put into words that which I do not feel? I've read a lot of the posts on this page because I'm interested in understanding myself and people like me. But I haven't seen any. I'm 17 years old and i don't feel the raging horomones or constant...
    Bayardleach Bayardleach 18-21, M 11 Responses Apr 12, 2013

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    The Child In The Playground... I Am Not A Monster.. Fear Not.

    Gah, I can't hide it anymore. I can't. I've wet the bed up till I was 12. I've lit things on fire.. and still have a small flame for it. I have seemingly tramatic experiences from childhood... Infancy maybe. And lastly, I've done unmentionable things to small animals in my youth...
    JeuneCirque JeuneCirque 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 6, 2012

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    And yet, most of the people on here seem to be

    teenagers with a "Dark and Mysterious" complex. So many 666's in names, so many people talking about the "Monster inside." Stop watching Dexter. It is no more indicative of a true psychopath than Christopher Nolan's Joker is of a true clown. Psychopaths are not "Evil." We're...
    Solluth Solluth 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 21

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    Smugness Is Imagined???

    No, Zoe, not imagined. Revealed by you and your postings and the very terms "disorder" and "condition". Like where I said I was delighted by your sarcasm - which was true, it was poignant and entertaining and pointed out a very real conflict in the poster's ideas. But you replied...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 5 Responses May 12, 2013

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    This is something no one knows about me.

    I hate people and dream of killing them, I think it's hilarious when I hear about "tradgedys" and I could easily kill someone without a second thought, but then I wouldn't want to get caught so that's why I haven't done so. I think I live a pretty normal life. Though I haven't...
    Zezebabe Zezebabe 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 14

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    The Streets Are My Playground, And I Never Needed Mic Skills.

    You make me smile. I like you and your huge ego. We're both so aching for a fight. Would you even know what you have over me or what to do with it. The game hasn't even begun and i can see your words being your own undoing. Just like all the other boys looking at me, refusing to...
    LisaRosenthal LisaRosenthal 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 22, 2012

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    Me

    You shouldn't fear me, I'm more afraid of you I use facts, You use emotions You act I simply react. I won't attack you, I will defend myself If you wave at me, I will wave back If you treat me well, I will treat you well If you screw me, I will get you back But you won't even...
    YFNP YFNP 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 16, 2013

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    Calling All Psychopaths!!

    People, Listen to me, we've been sitting on here sharign stories and talking about feelings/or lack of feelings and how to fit in for far too long now! It's nt us that should be fittign around them, it's the rest of the cattle that should be serving us! Anyone out there that...
    jackdaw1978 jackdaw1978 31-35 13 Responses Feb 6, 2013

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    this ******* sucks I had to create a second

    account because this shot said I was putting in the wrong password or username. I call BS my password was 12345 now ****. & my username was Darcy616 but now no its something else I ******* guess. I'm glad I'm a psychopath because I won't feel bad after I kill the creator of this...
    dArcy666999 dArcy666999 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    The Hollow Shell

    not much goes on inside, not much movement at all. emotional spectrum is so small, boredom, frustration, and on occasion, anger. but on the whole, I move through each day, without feeling. When I get mad, I am furious. like lightening it can strike, then be gone just as quick...
    APS9 APS9 31-35 3 Responses Mar 17, 2013

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    I want to dig through my girlfriend's guts.

    I want to smile and lick her tears away. I want to hear her scream as I mix our blood and dissect her~ I will force her to enjoy it. She will. She will. SHE WILL.... Do I sound psychopathic to you?~ Hmm?~
    AveiraAmaria AveiraAmaria 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 10

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    Outside I'm Successful

    I'm a high functioning psychopath with tendencies towards charismatic. I make people around me feel good. I love to feed off their positive emotions. I can't feel them but I can see them and it gives me energy to continue. I am successful well educated, intelligent a master at...
    cutout cutout 26-30 10 Responses Sep 10, 2011

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    "The pragmatist turns away from abstraction

    and insufficiency, from verbal solutions, from bad a priori reasons, from fixed principles, closed systems, and pretended absolutes and origins. He turns toward concreteness and adequacy, towards facts, towards action, and towards power."
    MrOllie MrOllie 26-30, M Oct 25

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    Pink Slipping A Sociopath

    Today I am cranky. Not prone to patience. I much prefer a psychopath over a sociopath. I find psychopaths much easier to get along with and deal with. Being faced with a sociopath who took up too much of my time and energy today left me with only one choice. Pink slip him. A...
    plmay plmay 36-40 3 Responses May 30, 2012

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    I've been gone from this group

    for a long time. I had things to do. No I did not unravel or crash and burn. I have won an award in my career for my altruism and caring. Not my first award this year, but my greatest, most prestigious award. Is that not the most ridiculous thing you have ever read? I can't...
    plmay plmay 36-40 2 Responses Nov 8

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    Great Job, You Guys.

    I like to consider the functioning psychopath the truly intelligent psychopath. You and I understand that society is a sandbox, and if you're not in it (or at least nearby), you can't play with it. Of course, we all know how much fun a manipulative life can be. So, bravo for...
    MrSyntax MrSyntax 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 9, 2013

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    A Fox Farewell To Freinds

    It appears the professional hunters have been loosed. Due to an unfortunate twist in an otherwise blissful experience here, LEOs have targeted my account. Though their attention was secondary to the initial issue, it has spread to me. In the last 24 hours there have been at least...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 4 Responses Aug 6, 2013

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    Yesterday Was a good day My mom bought a new

    car recently. I know I would, in time be getting the old one. But I didn't want it. I wanted the new one. I think that as a psychopath you should put your self goals. Always. So I managed to convince her and my dad thought a preety lengthy conversation to give me the new one and...
    rocit rocit 18-21, M Jul 3

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    It's Nothing Personal.

    I don't know why I want to put this point across, but I do. when I say "it's nothing personal" I really mean it. hurting YOU is not the primary focus. nor is using YOU for my own gain. you are just a thing, a toy to be played with, an experience to be explored. I may be all...
    g1Fd g1Fd 31-35 2 Responses Aug 30, 2013

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    I like to kill worthless humans.

    the pedophiles, and drunk abusers, and greedy thieves and then turn them into art. in death the ugly monsters known as humans Become beautiful works of art. yet I manage to function without my fiance, daughter, friends, neighbors, or family knowing. I work at a good job and...
    ZenanTKx ZenanTKx 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 10

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    Reluctant Psychopath - I'm Batman

    Batman? Not really. But it's kind of like that, the prospect of telling my story anonymously to other similar people, things that I've kept inside all my life (for the most part). In the past, when I researched Psychopathy to learn more about this 'grey area' in the psychological...
    redghost666 redghost666 31-35, M 7 Responses Nov 30, 2012

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    let's face it. we all have demons & devil's.

    sometimes we feed them, sometimes we let then starve. I use my angel face to manipulate others so can pass as "normal", but I use my devil thoughts for something more insidious. But that's a story for another time.
    Darcy616 Darcy616 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    FRICKING HELL! I've been violence free

    for 4 months. My thirst for action has stopped. I did everything I could just to enjoy life as a normal upper-class citizen. I acquired a high paying job, cleaned up, sobered up. Of coarse, something had to ruin my hard work. I was humiliated by an idiot while I was getting...
    blackpigeon blackpigeon 70+, M 7 Responses Sep 24

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    How would I get an official diagnosis

    for psychopathy? Do you get diagnosed from a professional or is it intuition that would lead you to believe that you're a psychopath? How many are self-aware that they're psychopaths? I mean, I'm assuming that they can see that they're different from everyone else in ways that...
    JoeVan JoeVan 16-17, M 7 Responses Jul 6

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    Lie, cheat, steal. this is my life.

    lie to people you hate. cheat to know the answers. steal what you need, not want. see, the lying, cheating, stealing can come to great use. all you had to do was look at from another perspective.
    dArcy666999 dArcy666999 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Beginners Manual On Becoming A Socialized Psychopath

    Avoid lying. Lying is natural to the pyschopath but it is a hinderence and will get you in trouble. So how do you do this? Practice my psychopathic friends, practice. Telling the truth is a learned behavior. The more you practice it the more neural pathways you will develop to...
    plmay plmay 36-40 21 Responses Sep 25, 2011

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    Lazy Or Bored?

    I don’t know about others, but I get sick of hearing about how lazy psychopaths are. Empaths choosing words to describe what they can not understand infuriates me and this is just one more example of their drive to remove anything different from themselves. Psychopaths are lazy...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 31, 2013

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    do you know what Darcy means.

    it means the dark one. this is actually the opposite of my name, which I won't give out. but I feel like there is a dark side to me. I know everyone has a dark side. but when I get angery or have thoughts of homicide I feel different, like another person, so I gave it a name, I...
    Darcy616 Darcy616 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    I've just realized how crucial it is to act

    normal. Otherwise I'm outcasted, and I won't find any benefit in that.
    Justjonathan Justjonathan 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 3

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    Can We Love?

    I was asked once, and I’m paraphrasing from memory, “If you were hiding in building with a group of people with your baby and a group of soldiers came in with orders to kill everyone they found, what would you do if your baby began to cry?” My answer is its too simple. What...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 5 Responses May 15, 2013

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    I do think I have psychopathic tendencies.

    reasons: 1) I don't care for most people 2) I lie to my friends & family 3) I have urges to kill 4) I think being bad feels so good but that one little thought always pops in my head "do it, go kill some people, go have some wide fun." but I don't. because I have self...
    Darcy616 Darcy616 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 2

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    You've Met The Butcher!

    We all love the thought of a little murder and mayhem. It's kind of a given. You really don't need to voice it. It's redundant and childish. Great way to set people up to avoid. Would you trust a killer round those you find usefull? That would be like trusting a known thief with...
    LisaRosenthal LisaRosenthal 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 24, 2012

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    Dear Psychopath

    The first time I met you, your eyes were the first thing I noticed. They were not of a particularly startling color, shape, or size. But they were cold and still, and I wondered how they could bore into me while taking no rest to blink. Physiologically, something within me was...
    zoeb555 zoeb555 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 23, 2013

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    basedteenager basedteenager 13-15, F Dec 8

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    I'm not a psychopath?

    I just like watching people die on the internet. Is that bad? Don't know if I'll watch in real life but hey - it's entertainment and its still a better love story than twilight.
    ThatGuyEveryoneHates ThatGuyEveryoneHates 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I really wish the difference between sociopathy

    and psychopathy was upheld. Anyway, psychopathy is not something you can alter. You know you are different. Am I a diagnosed psychopath? No. Have I read alot on this subject v. autism or even asbergers? Yes. (Un?)fortunately I believe I qualify for the big bad wolf. I have...
    AsiG AsiG 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 24

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    what if i told you, im only human?

    would you believe me? or try to deceive me? what if i told you, i like when i feel? does that make me soft? or somehow less real? what if i told you, its all in your head? all of those hormones, thinking you feel instead. what if i told you, your world is a lie, your...
    ToKillAKestral ToKillAKestral 22-25, F Apr 17

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    I WANT TO CUT YOU OPEN,

    SEE YOUR COLOURS RUN! I WANT TO PLAY I WANT TO HAVE A FRIEND TO HAVE SOME FUN! DON'T BE AFRAID, DON'T CRY, JUST GIVE IN THIS IS THE LAST TIME I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN SO COME ON, RELAX, JUST SIT STILL YOU BELONG TO ME AND YOU WILL KEEP QUIET AND LOOK ME IN THE EYE CUZ I WANNA **** YOU...
    AveiraAmaria AveiraAmaria 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Walking down the street I am ever aware.

    Most of the people I pass are accustomed to normalcy, it is in their nature, How is this? For this reason I watch them, I observe them. How can I act more normal? For these reasons I feel like I am more aware when walking in public, I am always thinking and watching, unlike...
    MrOllie MrOllie 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 20

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    2 Years In And 4 To Go- Revenge

    I have spent 2 years on my revenge plan and I may have 4 long more years to go. The timing is significant and by the end of the next 4 years I will either have succeeded or I will go for broke. It has been a long process. There are some days I just wish I could kill the targets...
    plmay plmay 36-40 4 Responses Oct 1, 2012

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