So uh.... hi everyone....
Anyway... here's my story... Growing up, I was always the wall flower, the plain Jane... the gal no one dates or asks for my number cos... well... I just blended into everything.... People even a hard time remembering my face cos, I look like every...
When ever I'm in a group of people like for school or something it's like I'm not even there everyone will talk to the other people in the group but with me it's like I am not even there. I admit I am shy but doesn't mean that I wont talk to anyone but still I hate when people...
so most people don't notice me because they are driven to doing something too.
It'd a way of life here in England! Everybody is the same, driven to acquire relentlessly. Striving for the sake of striving.
I need to radically slow up so I notice more.
when i go, i go about my business unoticed. i am short girl with the wrong look and frumpy clothes that date back to the fashion of five years ago walking the street in the midst of a herd of beautiful girls in their skinny jeans and sleek mohawks. i desperately try to grab the...
This is kind of a venting thing sooo this may sound a little self absorbed and offend a few people. If so, I'm sorry in advance.Now, I've been on EP for a while now. And I've seen the kind of people on here. Of course most of us are depressed, because of the purpose of this...
when you are in a group but no one is talking to you.
You know you are one when you are at a family reunion, or any reunion, and no one talks to you or asked about you.
You know you are one when you can walk past someone and no one noticed you.
You know you are one when you...
As I walk through the crowds, I get pushed, bumped into, told to move. No one notices me. No one says sorry. I'm invisible. I try to speak, but no one hears me. No one even knows my name. They just forget it. They forget me. They forget that I'm even here.
I feel broken...
when your closest friends that you've known for years don't talk to you. But you know that you're a ghost when even your family doesn't talk to you. Times like these, I just wanna activate plan b and disappear. Zero contact, fake ids, really be a ghost.
I talk so load and still nobody hears me!
Sometimes people just run into me, as if they don't see me,
I am rarely included in a conversation that's going on around me,
I have to repeat myself all the time,
But I can't pass through walls!
If only I could do that as...
I can seriously go out with a group of friends and one of them will forget I'm there and stand right in front of me and start talking. I went to someones house a couple weeks ago and they introduced everyone in the room but me. I dont know why I seem to be so non existant...
I never speak first,
Hard in a small town,
In a city,
Among the crowds,
You can hide,
You say nothin',
You fell apart.
That's why, if I had my way - I'd live in a big city like I used to. If I came into a jackpot, that's what I'd do.
I've always been somewhat invisible. Nobody ever remembers my name. I'm always "someone's friend" or "that big girl with the curls and glasses, I can't remember her name for the life of me! You know who I mean, right?"
When I was young I had a huge issue with this, and was often...