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I Am a Girl In Love With a Girl

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    I Wouldn't Say I'm In Love, Because I'm Not.

    I miss how it used to be, you know? How we used to be so close to close. I remember how awkward it was when we first kissed, Inside that closet, we barely fit :) How red your face was when we sat on the bed, You kept making excuses, saying it was the beer instead. I remember one...
    BooBear96 BooBear96 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2012

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    I love a girl i'll never have the chance to be

    with.She doesn't even know,we stopped keeping in touch since last year.We get to know each other online and became really good friends,she was like my lovely sister but i realised i fell for her.We stopped talking as both had big problems in our lifes and I had a a big period of...
    PaintDrop PaintDrop 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 15, 2014

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    Maybe In Another Life..

    She's absolutely amazing! I like her so much, she's beautiful, talented... extremely talented in her own way. I'd give her the world if I could, the way she sees life is incredibly refreshing, every moment I find myself thinking about what she might be thinking or what she's...
    SilverCoast SilverCoast 22-25, F 3 Responses May 17, 2013

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    One of the best nights tonight :) my heart beat

    is so fast haiissshhh I'm so freakinnn happy talking to her :) talkin about things :) and she said she loves me :) my heart is so happy :) I love you too baby :* goodnight everyone! #happyheart
    jihyo jihyo 22-25, F Jan 26

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    This has been an ongoing situation

    for quite sometime between my friend and I, it's a situation where it has to deal with the same gender. We're both girls, she's supposedly straight and I'm gay. But here's the plot twist, two months ago she started off sending signals which put me in a confused state. I backed...
    ceemayne ceemayne 22-25, F a week ago

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    I Can't Make You Love Me

    What sucks is knowing the person you think about every minute, of every hour, of everyday is out there not giving a **** about you. They're happy and fine without you, and you feel like they're better off without you. To you, they're your everything. But to them it seems like you...
    casting4chances casting4chances 16-17, F 8 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Love

    I went for a walk today and thought of you I passed a magnolia tree with beautiful white flowers and thought of you I passed some children playing in the park and thought of you I passed an old couple walking hand in hand and thought of you I sat on a park bench and cried...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 24, 2011

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    Gonna delete this account soon :) lol the

    reason is will be splitting up soon haisss haha that is sad haha but i need to accept the fact that we can't be together forever :) The scariest thing came up last night haha that boy asked her to be his girlfriend:) haha but she said nothing she just smiled. But i know soon...
    jihyo jihyo 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I have this friend and she is

    so perfect in every way but she has a boyfriend. I hang out with her a lot and she kisses me on the cheek a lot and sometimes we cuddle..but I can't figure out if she's into me or just doing it because we are so close. I am so confused but I love her so much. I am scared to tell...
    ninal11 ninal11 13-15, F 6 Responses Mar 8

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    She's the most beautiful girl

    that I've ever fell in love with :) I love her so much.
    jihyo jihyo 22-25, F Jan 25

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    She lives three hours away,

    but she's worth every mile between us
    bregood bregood 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    She Kills Me Softly

    I laid there and gazed out the window as she slept upon my chest. Our legs cuddled together, I paid close attention to the pattern of her breaths. Soft meant she was still half awake, deep meant she was in a humble slumber. I could've laid there forever listening to her heavy...
    brokenteeth brokenteeth 18-21, F 17 Responses Oct 31, 2012

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    We just sat down in my apartment

    and I told her thanks for being my friend, for being so generous with your time, and...you light up my life. Then I dropped the bomb on her when I told her: "I love you as my friend but I'm also in love with you." She told me "I'll have to think about that second option." and we...
    stellag23 stellag23 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    I fell for a girl that doesn't love me.

    She's everything to me and she doesn't even know it... Every time I'm near her and talk to her hurts because I know she'll never be mine... All she'll ever want from me is friendship
    TooCuteToBeStraight TooCuteToBeStraight 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    I once love this girl in school,

    i know that i am neither "handsome" or pretty. But we start to went out but it was my first time falling in love, so things was not going smoothly. I know that she was afraid of this relationship and she know it was wrong. So when i gradute from school, she started dating guy. I...
    alexisskylar1234 alexisskylar1234 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 21

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    Sometimes I Wish

    Sometimes I wish for you at 11:11...Sometimes I pretend that I'm brave enough to talk to you,Sometimes I do talk to you, but I can't ever hold a conversation with you becauseSometimes I get way too nervous that all thoughts fly out of my mind.Sometimes I dream about you, and in...
    BooBear96 BooBear96 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 26, 2012

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    I Love You! Catch Me Or Not I'll Still Jump!

    It's been a month since I last wrote my coming out story with my mom. But now, I'm going to write something different. Something, I'm not well versed of. I'm going to write something about Love. <3 Oooh lala! Haha First off, Ima tell you a little background about my tragic...
    deleted deleted 26-30 18 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    Just think that you don't need

    or love me anymore. :( Its not the way how we used to talk. Feels like heaven when I'm talking to you from night until morning. But now :( it feels like tearing me apart.
    jihyo jihyo 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 3

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    I Was In Love With Another Girl-a Close Friend. It Still Hurts, But I Learned Something

    I am a lonely, 20 year old girl. Sophomore year of high school: my friends all experimented with sexuality, leaving me in the dust. Senior year of high school: my friend who came out as a lesbian found out that the girl she loved was moving away. Suddenly, I became really close...
    Risuko Risuko 18-21, F 11 Responses Jun 29, 2009

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    So I really like this girl in my baddy club

    (badminton) and I find it really hard to talk to her cause whenever she comes near me my heart beats very fast and I lose what I say. She has the most gorgeous smile that melts my heart, shes always on my mind all I ever think about is her. I see her as my crush, she sees me as...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 25, 2014

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    I've managed to fall in love with my friend.

    She's gay. I'm not supposed to be. I'm married with kids. I'm actually quite happy with my husband, but this new girl has turned my entire world upside down. We met at the gym. I apparently look gay, she said she thought I was until she met my husband. She and I went out for...
    stena stena 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 6

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    Do lesbian **** stars count?

    If so, it's a hard choice to pick just one... ;). Lol
    Lana102 Lana102 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    Dang it! This feeling is killing me :( haisss

    why do I have to fell in love with a girl :( although I really love her but we can't be together :( because I know someday we'll have our own man.
    jihyo jihyo 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    She came into my world

    when I least expected it. I had been in an unhealthy relationship with a guy for 5 years, and it was ending for good this time. I had always dated guys and so when I began falling for her, I kept telling myself I was just confused. I pushed my feelings aside for months, but...
    neverletgo33 neverletgo33 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    lovepink73 lovepink73 16-17, T Feb 27

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    I just started dating a younger girl

    and I couldn't be happier! She's funny, she's wickedly smart for her age, and she makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside <3 We'll see where life takes us I suppose!
    EllieGendron EllieGendron 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 14, 2014

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    Just warning, this might get slightly long.

    So, I am a 13 year old girl. (Please don't judge me by my age). I have always been kind of "boyish" or however you want to call it. I have had three crushes. One was a guy. That was over a year ago. He was a nice guy, intelligent and cool, but after a few months it stoped. I...
    Wildheart919 Wildheart919 13-15, F 8 Responses Feb 6

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    Why I Love That Girl

    Her smile, her lips, her eyes, everything about her makes me weak. I look at her and all I see is beautiful no matter how her hair looks or how she is dressed. She was the first woman that I have ever loved, and probably the only woman that I will love like this in my life. I can...
    LissaLoves LissaLoves 18-21, F 20 Responses Oct 5, 2011

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    jihyo jihyo 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 26

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    What You Do Because You Can't Help It

    I can't really explain it, each time I pass you by. I smile quietly to myself, and feel the need to cry. It's so easy to convince myself that I am over you. One look into your deep brown eyes; I know somehow that's not true Then I see your perfect face, your smile...
    rxcsoccerstar rxcsoccerstar 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 16, 2011

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    I'm 24 years old and I'm just

    now experience what it's like to fall in love for the first time. I've never been the type of girl to just say that I love someone for the sake of saying it. I had a few relationships, and even one that was sort of long term...but I never felt like I loved any of them. I was...
    atheGAYlouise atheGAYlouise 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    Hate That I Love Her...

    I so badly want to touch you, to reach out and hold you, but fear over comes me, fear of what you might say or what you might do, I tremble by the thought of never seeing you again so for now my lips are sealed. Whats wrong with me? I've never felt like this before, why am I so...
    tiktok246 tiktok246 18-21, F 17 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    Soo I'm a girl. I totally always obsess over

    guys. I have never was attracted to nor had feelings for females. I had a friend (a girl) who would always be touchy with girls especially me. Everyone assumed she was bi. At first we were close friends but the more she started to touch me freaked me out and I distanced myself...
    hollywood03 hollywood03 16-17, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    My Mind Is Confused, But My Heart Is Sure

    I’ve run out of words to express how I truly feel I’ve run out of strength to go on and fight the tears I’ve run out of courage to pretend like I can still take the pain. I've run out of love, not for you, but for myself. I never stopped caring, I never stopped loving you...
    MyReverie MyReverie 18-21, F Dec 11, 2012

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    yes i am and im proud of it after 2 yrs apart

    we have gotten back together ,and i am so happy she has moved in with me and my parents ,and im so happy to be in love ,and to be loved
    sanjoh sanjoh 18-21, F 8 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    Hope

    I met this girl and did a lot of things w/ her too untill I was having this feeling that I felt for my ex-boyfriend w/ch is that I'm in love to her. She told me her first kiss was a girl when we we're talking about our lovelife and I was a bit shocked. But it made me feel happy...
    xenna2 xenna2 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 8, 2009

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    She's an addiction. I feel like I'm getting

    high just thinking about her....it's ridiculous just how much control she has over my thoughts. A girl on my mind, constantly on replay. This girl is thousands of miles away from me now, with a life of her own...and a girlfriend. I have no right to think about her in such a way...
    Sohryuden Sohryuden 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I can't even accept it But on these lonely

    nights where I cry and wish only to be with her I know it's true
    monochromaticscale monochromaticscale 13-15, F Mar 16

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    Me and my girlfriend have been together 18

    months in August. We were best friends but had a crush on eachother thinking the other was straight. Then we kissed one night at a slumber party and look what happened. We both have supportive family and friends and it's all great.
    DealWithItGardeningTools DealWithItGardeningTools 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    i m a straight girl n i m deeply fallen love

    with a lesbian.....she also loves me unconditionally i think more than me..she can do nything for me, even i also can do nything for her..i can't explain in words how much i love her..we also have sm close moments... but i love my parents too...i never been in relationship with...
    sept19 sept19 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    This girl is absolutely amazing :) I'm

    so happy that she loves me too even though I i know it's just temporary feelings :'( But I'm so madly inlove with her. Shes everything to me. I can't stop thinking about her. She makes me smile like an idiot whenever she sends me her cute photos :') The way she talks , the way...
    jihyo jihyo 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 27

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    My Beautiful Sally

    One of the most wonderful days of my life was caused by a tragedy. The day I found out about your wreck hurt me so bad. The thought of you being trapped in the car and not being able to get out or help granny still makes me hurt for you. The happiest day was when we told you Mom...
    angelgirlboo angelgirlboo 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 6, 2013

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    I'm 16 years old and a tenth grader.

    I'm in love with my teacher of the same gender. She is in her late 30's and married with a single child. She was my class teacher in grade six.She left the school when I was in seventh grade. But I am still in touch with her. I have been to her house thrice. l actually love her...
    simz1209 simz1209 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 28

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    We just broke up last night.

    Well that freakin hurts! But I can't do anything about it. I just have to accept the fact that she's no longer be mine :( I'll never have a girlfriend again. I promised her that she'll be the first and last one.
    jihyo jihyo 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 7

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    "but I've lost in your heart

    and can not get out again" ~ my girl. I love you so much baby :)
    jihyo jihyo 22-25, F Jan 30

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    Your lips dancing with my lipsSwaying,

    floating, sliding, sucking.Every sensation is contained withinthis one, long, neverending kiss.Breath, sweet, warm, softbreathing the power of love and passion.My head is flying, my heart is encapturedby your intoxicating kiss. 
    mistletoe41 mistletoe41 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 14

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