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I Am a Girl In Love With a Girl

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    They Call This Game... "love"

    (Yeah, it's poetry. Haven't written one in a LONG time, so it might fail) There's a game everyone plays There are only two ways out Everyone wants way one But some must go without Not everyone really wins But everyone must play Some go through heartbreak Or so they all say It's...
    KolsaReflection KolsaReflection 13-15, F Jan 21, 2013

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    So I really like this girl in my baddy club

    (badminton) and I find it really hard to talk to her cause whenever she comes near me my heart beats very fast and I lose what I say. She has the most gorgeous smile that melts my heart, shes always on my mind all I ever think about is her. I see her as my crush, she sees me as...
    RrTrueAllMe RrTrueAllMe 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    So... I finally asked her

    for an answer, and she said "Yes"! It was super surprising! hahaha But now my friend and I are dating and I'm so excited! I can't believe how well this turned out for us and I can't wait to see what happens in the future! The only thing is... I feel like a total guy in the...
    MarcoandSethrule MarcoandSethrule 16-17 3 Responses Jan 11

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    2 Years Later

    I've been in love with the same girl for 2 years.  She is beautiful, funny, intelligent, caring, loving (in her own way), and amazingly sweet.  I love her more than i will ever understand, and although our relationship will only remain as friends, she means the...
    zeeham zeeham 19-21, F 17 Responses Apr 9, 2008

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    In April right here on EP I met marisolmarisol

    she is who I believe the love of my life. Neither of us was looking for this and I never thought it would work out like it has. One email changed both our lives forever. In October 2013 I flew to Tennessee and we packed her belongings and drove cross country to my home town we...
    giayesim12 giayesim12 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    Maybe In Another Life..

    She's absolutely amazing! I like her so much, she's beautiful, talented... extremely talented in her own way. I'd give her the world if I could, the way she sees life is incredibly refreshing, every moment I find myself thinking about what she might be thinking or what she's...
    SilverCoast SilverCoast 18-21, F 3 Responses May 17, 2013

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    I am 15 turning 16 this month.

    I am in a mutual understanding kind of relationship with a girl who is not yet out. Her grandmother is so conservative and a devout Catholic. Her mother becomes filled with rage whenever her daughter likes someone. And this girl, we are so in love with each other. She says she...
    buckedteeth buckedteeth 22-25 2 Responses Apr 1

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    Hope

    I met this girl and did a lot of things w/ her too untill I was having this feeling that I felt for my ex-boyfriend w/ch is that I'm in love to her. She told me her first kiss was a girl when we we're talking about our lovelife and I was a bit shocked. But it made me feel happy...
    Chryxenna2 Chryxenna2 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 8, 2009

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    I hate to admit this -

    but really, I finally realized that I am inlove with a girl. I just cant control it. Believe me, i never plan to be a lesbian, and im never gonna be one. it's just that, she's really PERFECT for me! she's pretty, she's demure, and she's very kind. She's not like those other...
    yulyulness yulyulness 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 28

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    I guess the worst thing about loving my best

    friend is when she talks about boys all the time and it brings back a reminder that I never stood a chance in the first place.
    SpaceCasey SpaceCasey 16-17 2 Responses Jan 24

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    Yes I Am

    Her name is Boo (nick name). I love her more than more than my own life.
    saladbarr saladbarr 18-21, F 10 Responses Jul 5, 2013

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    Her wardrobe is nothing

    but monochrome, she likes rock music, she can be willful and stubborn at times. She is cheerful, but she can rant about school and crappy lecturers a lot ^^; She laughs freely when we're with our friends, she's independent but sometimes forgets her own well-being... Most of all...
    yuuism yuuism 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    I Can't Make You Love Me

    What sucks is knowing the person you think about every minute, of every hour, of everyday is out there not giving a **** about you. They're happy and fine without you, and you feel like they're better off without you. To you, they're your everything. But to them it seems like you...
    casting4chances casting4chances 16-17, F 7 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Falling In Love With Your Best Friend

    I have been a straight person until now.i am confused..i don't even know what i should do about it..i have fallen in love with my best friend and i am addicted to her..i didn't talk with her too much until like 2 months before and now i cant seem to stay without talking to her...
    dannywee dannywee 18-21, F 32 Responses Nov 14, 2013

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    Why I Love That Girl

    Her smile, her lips, her eyes, everything about her makes me weak. I look at her and all I see is beautiful no matter how her hair looks or how she is dressed. She was the first woman that I have ever loved, and probably the only woman that I will love like this in my life. I can...
    LissaLoves LissaLoves 18-21, F 21 Responses Oct 5, 2011

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    You Have To Stop!!! I Have To Stop!!!!

    Every time I see you.. your look, your glance makes me so weak.. You touching my hands, my hair makes me feel like I am in heaven. We have to stop this... because I am seriously falling In LOvE with you every second. I have to stop thinking maliciously about anything everything...
    DaOneandOnlyOne DaOneandOnlyOne 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 20, 2012

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    What to do when your surrounded by straight

    girls.. Its hopeless to fall in love, there is just no chance to find girls who are interested in girls. I can just make many many friends, and each and everyone of them will slowly get attached and leaving me alone without anyone to love. Thinking about it makes me sad.
    estles estles 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 23

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    Finally...i told her i love her

    but i dont know what she meant...she confused me now...and kinda be like ambiguous :/
    Ichliebenb Ichliebenb 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    Sometimes I Wish

    Sometimes I wish for you at 11:11...Sometimes I pretend that I'm brave enough to talk to you,Sometimes I do talk to you, but I can't ever hold a conversation with you becauseSometimes I get way too nervous that all thoughts fly out of my mind.Sometimes I dream about you, and in...
    BooBear96 BooBear96 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 26, 2012

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    I Wouldn't Say I'm In Love, Because I'm Not.

    I miss how it used to be, you know? How we used to be so close to close. I remember how awkward it was when we first kissed, Inside that closet, we barely fit :) How red your face was when we sat on the bed, You kept making excuses, saying it was the beer instead. I remember one...
    BooBear96 BooBear96 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2012

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    I am tired of feeling

    so lonely. I just want someone to talk to about anything... The topic doesn't matter... Just knowing that someone is willing to talk would be great. i will be always availbale in gmail chat m id. priyachowdary1089@gamil.com.
    priyachoudary priyachoudary 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My Beautiful Sally

    One of the most wonderful days of my life was caused by a tragedy. The day I found out about your wreck hurt me so bad. The thought of you being trapped in the car and not being able to get out or help granny still makes me hurt for you. The happiest day was when we told you Mom...
    angelgirlboo angelgirlboo 18-21, F 9 Responses Jul 6, 2013

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    I Was In Love With Another Girl-a Close Friend. It Still Hurts, But I Learned Something

    I am a lonely, 20 year old girl. Sophomore year of high school: my friends all experimented with sexuality, leaving me in the dust. Senior year of high school: my friend who came out as a lesbian found out that the girl she loved was moving away. Suddenly, I became really close...
    Risuko Risuko 18-21, F 10 Responses Jun 29, 2009

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    And So It Starts

    It's called a love bug for a reason! Man, this woman's driving me up the wall. Worst part???I LOVE IT!!! I like calling her love, its sweet and cheezy just like our romance. From whispers and cuddles to pointed ignoring and jealous bouts, she has made me feel every emotion there...
    saiforever saiforever 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 13, 2012

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    Love

    I went for a walk today and thought of you I passed a magnolia tree with beautiful white flowers and thought of you I passed some children playing in the park and thought of you I passed an old couple walking hand in hand and thought of you I sat on a park bench and cried...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 24, 2011

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    I love a girl i'll never have the chance to be

    with.She doesn't even know,we stopped keeping in touch since last year.We get to know each other online and became really good friends,she was like my lovely sister but i realised i fell for her.We stopped talking as both had big problems in our lifes and I had a a big period of...
    PaintDrop PaintDrop 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 15

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    What You Do Because You Can't Help It

    I can't really explain it, each time I pass you by. I smile quietly to myself, and feel the need to cry. It's so easy to convince myself that I am over you. One look into your deep brown eyes; I know somehow that's not true Then I see your perfect face, your smile...
    rxcsoccerstar rxcsoccerstar 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 16, 2011

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    I fell in love with my best friend

    and told her how I felt even though she had a boyfriend. Somehow she had fallen for me as well, soon after we had become friends with benefits. Later on she broke up with her boyfriend and promised that she would go out with me after she worked on herself, she said her heart was...
    Lunalove222 Lunalove222 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    During my freshman year of high school I met

    her. My sun and stars. It was like love at first sight. The second I saw her something clicked in my brain. She was in my thoughts all day and night. I was under her spell. I became friends with her and hung out with her more often. Sadly her schedule changed and we saw each...
    DemonSauce DemonSauce 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I Think Im In Love With My Best Friend, That Happens To Be A Girl

    when i was starting high school, she was introduced to me by a friend and told me about her. then we started to be friends and she was so funny but i didn't made the "love at first sight" thing, it took me 2 years to know that i love her. there was this time, when we had an oral...
    Megarian Megarian 16-17, F 10 Responses Jun 8, 2010

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    I don't know if I love this girl.

    .. But ever since we kissed at the parking lot, I couldn't stop thinking about her.. I wanted to hug her again and talk to her.. And I keep remembering the times we shared and joked around.. She once told me that she was straight but she was the one who instigated the kiss...One...
    juliethasasecret juliethasasecret 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    Once upon a time we were told … taught

    something about love that has been drilled into our minds… That is ... Love is meant to be between a man and a women. That is it. period. I have learned throughout my small lifetime that no one is the same. Then why must love be all the same? Why must love be only...
    openheart017 openheart017 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    I Love You! Catch Me Or Not I'll Still Jump!

    It's been a month since I last wrote my coming out story with my mom. But now, I'm going to write something different. Something, I'm not well versed of. I'm going to write something about Love. <3 Oooh lala! Haha First off, Ima tell you a little background about my tragic...
    deleted deleted 26-30 18 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    kennerdy kennerdy 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Bi + Bi = <3

    Both myself and my gf are bisexual, and we have known it most of our lives. We had found eachother quite interesting for some time, and even though we are nothing alike, we decided to start a relationship. We are now happy to be together, and K love her with all of my heart...
    BloodRedShadow BloodRedShadow 18-21 1 Response Jan 22, 2012

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    She Kills Me Softly

    I laid there and gazed out the window as she slept upon my chest. Our legs cuddled together, I paid close attention to the pattern of her breaths. Soft meant she was still half awake, deep meant she was in a humble slumber. I could've laid there forever listening to her heavy...
    brokenteeth brokenteeth 18-21, F 16 Responses Oct 31, 2012

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    well i saw my love when i was at high school at

    first she was just a friend she was lovely ,nice she was like my big sis but all that changed it started with the way she was looking at me and it end up by me falling in love with her my last year in high school was a nightmare she met a guy then she became his girlfriend i was...
    angellovely angellovely 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    Me and my girlfriend have been together

    since May 12th 2012. We met online at the end of 2011. I felt an instant connection with her. The strongest I felt with anyone I have ever met before. We have been through so much together. We moved in together in April of 2013. I love her very much and would like to marry her...
    WolfChick WolfChick 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 23

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    My Girlfriend Who I Am Madly In Love With.

    OKAY! So today it was official that me and this AMAZING, BEAUTIFUL, SWEET, LOVING, PERFECT PERSON my girlfriend. I fell for her right of the bat. I was heart broken so many times i lost all hope. But that was until i met her. At first it we were just friends, but until i got to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jun 16, 2012

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    I met my gf online in 2012 we have been dating

    over a year! She is a lesbian and "studish" I love her so much and I want to surprise her soon and finally meet face to face. We started out as best friends she realized she liked me when she saw I was engaged to a guy in 2012 and she got jealous....he broke my heart and she put...
    LoveMiranda LoveMiranda 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 14

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    What Is And What Will Probably Never Be

    It is the way you talk to me that has kept our friendship real for so long. The words intermingle in spaces of time like a dance between us. You fully understand me as I do you. When we are out together nothing else matters I am truly focused on you as you are on me. You know...
    jumangi1111 jumangi1111 36-40 4 Responses Nov 12, 2012

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    I thought that I've been in love several times

    in the past, but those feelings pale in comparison to the feelings I have for my girlfriend. I am so in love with her. She's beautiful, smart, I love the way her hand feels in mine. I love the way her body quivers when I gently run my fingers down her back. She's so comforting...
    deedumdee deedumdee 22-25, F Feb 27

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    You Are The One And I Can't Let You Go

    There are so many things I'd like to say to you. I can't stop thinking about you. Even after so many years, you still have this incredible effect on me. I can't get over it. When you text or call me, the way you say my name. The way you look better than I do in my sweatshirt. Or...
    rxcsoccerstar rxcsoccerstar 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 4, 2012

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    It's Been Months… And Still No Change.

    . I Still Love Her.. I Still Want To Be With Her.. I Don't Feel Age Plays A Part In This Situation.. I Feel That It's Just The Fact That I've Never Opened Up And Been So Vulnerable For Anyone And She Comes Along And Breaks Down Every Barrier.. Every Wall.. Every Guard That I've...
    ScaredTeenager ScaredTeenager 18-21, F Mar 22

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    I am 16, With a child.

    & I am in love with another girl. She's a stud . She's my everything. But she really is just like a nxgga.. We are off and on all the time . But we love eachother .. But then again, we fight all the time. She lives in another city about 45 minutes away & we hardly see...
    itstaylorbitches itstaylorbitches 70+, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    When Does The Pain From A Broken Heart Go Away.

    . When Will I Not Want To Cry.. When Will I Not Want Her..
    ScaredTeenager ScaredTeenager 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    During one of our casual talks she speaks of

    her dream wedding, what kind of dress she'd wanna wear... She talks about her future. But the future she sees is with another man. Upon hearing all this, it sets me back on my final step. Back into the closet again. I smile at her comments but deep inside it hurts a little...
    yuuism yuuism 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    My Summer

    Most of the summer I've been thing about do I want to be with girls and I've decided even though I like and maybe more than like one of my friends.... I've decided not to every tell her about this and just go on with my life and one day I will fall in love with a guy and end up...
    Luvu123 Luvu123 18-21 Jun 21, 2013

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    We began talking as friends.

    I treated you so special. I used to say "my baby was a cheerleader😍" with so many eye hearted emoji's. But At that moment i only saw you as a friend. Eventually you admitted that you liked me. Never would i believe that such an amazing girl you could fall for someone like me...
    SadlyImInLove SadlyImInLove 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    Hate That I Love Her...

    I so badly want to touch you, to reach out and hold you, but fear over comes me, fear of what you might say or what you might do, I tremble by the thought of never seeing you again so for now my lips are sealed. Whats wrong with me? I've never felt like this before, why am I so...
    tiktok246 tiktok246 18-21, F 16 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    My Mind Is Confused, But My Heart Is Sure

    I’ve run out of words to express how I truly feel I’ve run out of strength to go on and fight the tears I’ve run out of courage to pretend like I can still take the pain. I've run out of love, not for you, but for myself. I never stopped caring, I never stopped loving you...
    MyReverie MyReverie 18-21, F Dec 11, 2012

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    Its been a week, I can't stop thinking about

    her, I miss her so much. If only I could see that gorgeous smile. I miss how I use to have a purpose to wake up early in the morning to go to my badminton club just to see her....The other day I booked the same court in my baddy club to play with some of my friends. I came few...
    RrTrueAllMe RrTrueAllMe 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    So is there anyone out there

    who have fell in love with an older woman and don't know how to tell them? She is straight as far as I know, but you never really know until you tell a person your true feelings right? I need serious help with this one. Anyone?
    gypsyroad33 gypsyroad33 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 4

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    So here was a follow up story with my

    bestfriend. Some time last year I have managed to open up to her about my feelings toward her and neither one of us have talked about it since. We pretty get even closer after that. I do not know how it started but we started talking on whatsapp then she used to SMS me every...
    InkBlots InkBlots 26-30, F Feb 27

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    From the moment we spoke I really felt something

    for her,I always knew I preferred girls so it wasn't a shock for me I really liked her from the start I told her I was into girls she said she was fine with it however she said I'm straight we began as friends but I was in love with her the whole time after a couple of months...
    lana13 lana13 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    I Find Myself As A Girl Attracted To Girls ..

    this is my experience that how i turned into... i am girl from India, looking for a girl friend, to have her love & care only for me, when i was about 14 i felt, women and girls are so beauty full & lovable, care , affectionate, touchable, so worth to have, good heart with...
    shiningbeauty shiningbeauty 22-25, F 9 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    All it took was one kiss.

    Her smile completes me I am a girl in love with a girl and I am not scared to show the world but I am scared to let my family know. They might not accept it... They might accept it.
    openheart017 openheart017 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 25