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I Am a Girl In Love With a Girl

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    I dont know where to start from,

    my story is a bit complicated and I cant find an explanation.. So Im 20 years old and ever since I was a little girl i always knew I was attracted to girls. I had so many crushes but I was never out.. Until last year where everything completely changed, I met this guy and fall...
    niluferid07 niluferid07 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 31

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    littlezuze littlezuze 18-21, F May 12

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    Why I Love That Girl

    Her smile, her lips, her eyes, everything about her makes me weak. I look at her and all I see is beautiful no matter how her hair looks or how she is dressed. She was the first woman that I have ever loved, and probably the only woman that I will love like this in my life. I can...
    LissaLoves LissaLoves 18-21, F 20 Responses Oct 5, 2011

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    She came into my world

    when I least expected it. I had been in an unhealthy relationship with a guy for 5 years, and it was ending for good this time. I had always dated guys and so when I began falling for her, I kept telling myself I was just confused. I pushed my feelings aside for months, but...
    neverletgo33 neverletgo33 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    We just sat down in my apartment

    and I told her thanks for being my friend, for being so generous with your time, and...you light up my life. Then I dropped the bomb on her when I told her: "I love you as my friend but I'm also in love with you." She told me "I'll have to think about that second option." and we...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    I love a girl i'll never have the chance to be

    with.She doesn't even know,we stopped keeping in touch since last year.We get to know each other online and became really good friends,she was like my lovely sister but i realised i fell for her.We stopped talking as both had big problems in our lifes and I had a a big period of...
    PaintDrop PaintDrop 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 15, 2014

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    lovepink73 lovepink73 16-17, T Feb 27

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    I once love this girl in school,

    i know that i am neither "handsome" or pretty. But we start to went out but it was my first time falling in love, so things was not going smoothly. I know that she was afraid of this relationship and she know it was wrong. So when i gradute from school, she started dating guy. I...
    alexisskylar1234 alexisskylar1234 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 21

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    I fell in love with a guy

    that will never love me back and now its complicating and I'm looking for a relationship
    nikueybear nikueybear 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    Feeling fantastic thinking of the time I spent

    with my girl yesterday. We met after work and sat in the truck and talked. One thing led to another and wow. Both of us went home very happy.
    DreamCat01 DreamCat01 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Hope

    I met this girl and did a lot of things w/ her too untill I was having this feeling that I felt for my ex-boyfriend w/ch is that I'm in love to her. She told me her first kiss was a girl when we we're talking about our lovelife and I was a bit shocked. But it made me feel happy...
    xenna2 xenna2 22-25, F 8 Responses Mar 8, 2009

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    I Can't Make You Love Me

    What sucks is knowing the person you think about every minute, of every hour, of everyday is out there not giving a **** about you. They're happy and fine without you, and you feel like they're better off without you. To you, they're your everything. But to them it seems like you...
    casting4chances casting4chances 16-17, F 8 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    I never thought I'd miss her

    that much.. Im out of town for a couple of days and I miss her already. She broke up with her boyfriend and I feel something between us. I know she's straight and she's not into girls but there is something special between us.. I saw her staring at me the night before I left...
    niluferid07 niluferid07 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    My Mind Is Confused, But My Heart Is Sure

    I’ve run out of words to express how I truly feel I’ve run out of strength to go on and fight the tears I’ve run out of courage to pretend like I can still take the pain. I've run out of love, not for you, but for myself. I never stopped caring, I never stopped loving you...
    MyReverie MyReverie 18-21, F Dec 11, 2012

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    Soo I'm a girl. I totally always obsess over

    guys. I have never was attracted to nor had feelings for females. I had a friend (a girl) who would always be touchy with girls especially me. Everyone assumed she was bi. At first we were close friends but the more she started to touch me freaked me out and I distanced myself...
    hollywood03 hollywood03 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 25

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    How is it possible to miss someone two inches

    away? How is it possible to be jealous of the curves of her lips because they're the things that make her smile? I miss them looking at them. God, I swear I'm in love with her...but God, I'm scared. Love is just a shout into the void and more so a concept I never believed in...
    jvycho jvycho 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8

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    I'm 16 years old and a tenth grader.

    I'm in love with my teacher of the same gender. She is in her late 30's and married with a single child. She was my class teacher in grade six.She left the school when I was in seventh grade. But I am still in touch with her. I have been to her house thrice. l actually love her...
    simz1209 simz1209 13-15, F 6 Responses Feb 28

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    You Are The One And I Can't Let You Go

    There are so many things I'd like to say to you. I can't stop thinking about you. Even after so many years, you still have this incredible effect on me. I can't get over it. When you text or call me, the way you say my name. The way you look better than I do in my sweatshirt. Or...
    rxcsoccerstar rxcsoccerstar 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 4, 2012

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    I've managed to fall in love with my friend.

    She's gay. I'm not supposed to be. I'm married with kids. I'm actually quite happy with my husband, but this new girl has turned my entire world upside down. We met at the gym. I apparently look gay, she said she thought I was until she met my husband. She and I went out for...
    stena stena 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 6

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    i am tomboy and i do love a girl

    since i was 16.. we manage to stay together in a room at our hostel.. i felt she is my life n i do love her to the core.. i just will do what she want to fullfill her wish always.. but it all end up with heartbroken story.. she break up with me last year september because she...
    mayshen mayshen 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    Navae Navae 16-17, F May 14

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    2 ******* each, listening to the storm outside,

    holding each other. Really really good unexpected, uninterrupted afternoon. Now back to reality and responsibility. Happy Saturday all!
    DreamCat01 DreamCat01 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Falling In Love With Your Best Friend

    I have been a straight person until now.i am confused..i don't even know what i should do about it..i have fallen in love with my best friend and i am addicted to her..i didn't talk with her too much until like 2 months before and now i cant seem to stay without talking to her...
    dannywee dannywee 18-21, F 35 Responses Nov 14, 2013

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    Damnn. I'm in love with a girl too >.

    > I was supposed to move on for the sake of both of us >.>
    Sonchezz Sonchezz 13-15, F May 12

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    Sometimes I Wish

    Sometimes I wish for you at 11:11...Sometimes I pretend that I'm brave enough to talk to you,Sometimes I do talk to you, but I can't ever hold a conversation with you becauseSometimes I get way too nervous that all thoughts fly out of my mind.Sometimes I dream about you, and in...
    BooBear96 BooBear96 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 26, 2012

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    Well, her name is Brooklyn

    and she is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen in my life, well so far. Ever since I first saw her I've loved her. I honestly don't know what to do. I want to tell her that I like her, but I pretty sure she already knows. I just want to be friends with her, or something. I...
    Montana2002 Montana2002 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    I'm 24 years old and I'm just

    now experience what it's like to fall in love for the first time. I've never been the type of girl to just say that I love someone for the sake of saying it. I had a few relationships, and even one that was sort of long term...but I never felt like I loved any of them. I was...
    atheGAYlouise atheGAYlouise 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    Hate That I Love Her...

    I so badly want to touch you, to reach out and hold you, but fear over comes me, fear of what you might say or what you might do, I tremble by the thought of never seeing you again so for now my lips are sealed. Whats wrong with me? I've never felt like this before, why am I so...
    tiktok246 tiktok246 18-21, F 17 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    I Wouldn't Say I'm In Love, Because I'm Not.

    I miss how it used to be, you know? How we used to be so close to close. I remember how awkward it was when we first kissed, Inside that closet, we barely fit :) How red your face was when we sat on the bed, You kept making excuses, saying it was the beer instead. I remember one...
    BooBear96 BooBear96 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2012

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    There's this girl, I always think about her

    when I go to school, when I go home and when I go to sleep. Whenever I see her friends, I try to look for her. She might be straight but it won't stop the time from slowing down when I see her.
    ACTN ACTN 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 19

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    She Kills Me Softly

    I laid there and gazed out the window as she slept upon my chest. Our legs cuddled together, I paid close attention to the pattern of her breaths. Soft meant she was still half awake, deep meant she was in a humble slumber. I could've laid there forever listening to her heavy...
    brokenteeth brokenteeth 18-21, F 17 Responses Oct 31, 2012

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    Just think that you don't need

    or love me anymore. :( Its not the way how we used to talk. Feels like heaven when I'm talking to you from night until morning. But now :( it feels like tearing me apart.
    jihyo jihyo 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 3

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    I have been focusing on my work all this time

    where by now I realize I haven't had a friend who could be sharing my hards and best time together. At the age of 15 i fell for a girl who is elder then me 2yrs. As times goes by I know i had to stop my feelings for her. I had many crush in in the past few years but i was always...
    loveherendlessly loveherendlessly 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Yes I Am

    Her name is Boo (nick name). I love her more than more than my own life.
    saladbarr saladbarr 18-21, F 9 Responses Jul 5, 2013

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    Me and my girlfriend have been together 18

    months in August. We were best friends but had a crush on eachother thinking the other was straight. Then we kissed one night at a slumber party and look what happened. We both have supportive family and friends and it's all great.
    DealWithItGardeningTools DealWithItGardeningTools 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    What You Do Because You Can't Help It

    I can't really explain it, each time I pass you by. I smile quietly to myself, and feel the need to cry. It's so easy to convince myself that I am over you. One look into your deep brown eyes; I know somehow that's not true Then I see your perfect face, your smile...
    rxcsoccerstar rxcsoccerstar 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 16, 2011

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    Months from now, we'll be entering new schools

    for college. I just can't afford to not see her everyday, to not hug or kiss her every morning, to not spend time with her after dismissal time. Words can't express how nervous and sad I am. Pray for us, I really want to be with her for the rest of my life. Thank you everyone...
    buckedteeth buckedteeth 16-17 1 Response Mar 7

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    This is my first story.

    I wanted to share my story a long time ago.But didn't have the courage to do so. I'm an undergraduate student who is in love with a close friend. I didn't use the word ''best friend'' because we are not that close (we don't usually say everything to each other). It's been only a...
    rookienelly rookienelly 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    So I really like this girl in my baddy club

    (badminton) and I find it really hard to talk to her cause whenever she comes near me my heart beats very fast and I lose what I say. She has the most gorgeous smile that melts my heart, shes always on my mind all I ever think about is her. I see her as my crush, she sees me as...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 25, 2014

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    So during school I had this really close best

    friend for a couple of years. I kinda knew she was gay, though she was never officially "out". Over time i started realising i really had a thing for her, and it even got to the point where i had dreams where i told her that i loved her, and dreams where we made out. She kinda...
    kirstyr kirstyr 18-21, F 6 Responses May 14

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    My Beautiful Sally

    One of the most wonderful days of my life was caused by a tragedy. The day I found out about your wreck hurt me so bad. The thought of you being trapped in the car and not being able to get out or help granny still makes me hurt for you. The happiest day was when we told you Mom...
    angelgirlboo angelgirlboo 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 6, 2013

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    I Was In Love With Another Girl-a Close Friend. It Still Hurts, But I Learned Something

    I am a lonely, 20 year old girl. Sophomore year of high school: my friends all experimented with sexuality, leaving me in the dust. Senior year of high school: my friend who came out as a lesbian found out that the girl she loved was moving away. Suddenly, I became really close...
    Risuko Risuko 18-21, F 11 Responses Jun 29, 2009

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    well its true. im in love with this girl.

    cant get her out of my mind..EVER lol. shes beautiful, sexy, nice, sweet, funny as hell, an just makes me smile 24/7. shes perfect to me
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6

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    I move to a new place about a year ago

    and i began to attend an evening class and then is when everything start. First when I was new I didn't know that I love this girl even though so many people kept on telling me that I love her. When I discover that I love her is once when she was sitting next to me and she...
    anezah anezah 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    Maybe In Another Life..

    She's absolutely amazing! I like her so much, she's beautiful, talented... extremely talented in her own way. I'd give her the world if I could, the way she sees life is incredibly refreshing, every moment I find myself thinking about what she might be thinking or what she's...
    SilverCoast SilverCoast 22-25, F 3 Responses May 17, 2013

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    Once upon a time we were told … taught

    something about love that has been drilled into our minds… That is ... Love is meant to be between a man and a women. That is it. period. I have learned throughout my small lifetime that no one is the same. Then why must love be all the same? Why must love be only...
    openheart017 openheart017 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 30, 2014

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