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I Am a Girl In Love With a Girl

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    She Kills Me Softly

    I laid there and gazed out the window as she slept upon my chest. Our legs cuddled together, I paid close attention to the pattern of her breaths. Soft meant she was still half awake, deep meant she was in a humble slumber. I could've laid there forever listening to her heavy...
    brokenteeth brokenteeth 18-21, F 17 Responses Oct 31, 2012

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    there's this girl i like

    and she knows i like her. but last semester she told me she had a crush on somebody(a guy). yesterday i saw her look at me, and my friend told me also. i don't know if that means anything but i feel like getting rid of this feelings because all i want to do is see her all the...
    happieface happieface 22-25 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I just started dating a younger girl

    and I couldn't be happier! She's funny, she's wickedly smart for her age, and she makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside <3 We'll see where life takes us I suppose!
    EllieGendron EllieGendron 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 14, 2014

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    Why I Love That Girl

    Her smile, her lips, her eyes, everything about her makes me weak. I look at her and all I see is beautiful no matter how her hair looks or how she is dressed. She was the first woman that I have ever loved, and probably the only woman that I will love like this in my life. I can...
    LissaLoves LissaLoves 18-21, F 20 Responses Oct 5, 2011

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    I identify myself as pansexual

    but I'm still unsure. There is this one girl that I'm in love with since about 6 months now. She told me that she might be bisexual but she has a boyfriend and she loves him. I realized that I love her one month ago. She's just gorgeous. She's not the kinda girly girl, she...
    katibati1 katibati1 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 1

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    CAUTION: LONG Ok I have a GIANT crush on my

    best friend. She's literally my life. She broke through my barrier, she brought light into my life again. I love her with all my heart, but... she's STRAIGHT. I knew she was straight, because to hide that I was les I'd always talk about how hot guys were. We became close...
    Tstar456 Tstar456 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    So Brooklyn, my crush

    and the person I love is moving. I'm so upset right now I don't know what to do
    Montana2002 Montana2002 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    It's difficult for me to feel this way.

    I feel like I am falling too fast to grip onto anything to stop myself. She's intelligent, an educational leader in her work. She loves Star Wars, specifically the Galactic Empire (aka the Dark Side). Her voice is both calming and stimulating, I could listen to her talk for...
    RomanticRamsey RomanticRamsey 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I Was In Love With Another Girl-a Close Friend. It Still Hurts, But I Learned Something

    I am a lonely, 20 year old girl. Sophomore year of high school: my friends all experimented with sexuality, leaving me in the dust. Senior year of high school: my friend who came out as a lesbian found out that the girl she loved was moving away. Suddenly, I became really close...
    Risuko Risuko 18-21, F 11 Responses Jun 29, 2009

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    Hate That I Love Her...

    I so badly want to touch you, to reach out and hold you, but fear over comes me, fear of what you might say or what you might do, I tremble by the thought of never seeing you again so for now my lips are sealed. Whats wrong with me? I've never felt like this before, why am I so...
    tiktok246 tiktok246 18-21, F 17 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    Me and my girlfriend have been together 18

    months in August. We were best friends but had a crush on eachother thinking the other was straight. Then we kissed one night at a slumber party and look what happened. We both have supportive family and friends and it's all great.
    DealWithItGardeningTools DealWithItGardeningTools 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    I am so in love with this girl.

    She makes me laugh, makes me dinner, loves my children, helps me through the day-- I smile when I think of her. I'm so glad I get to sleep next to her every night. I never thought that would be possible.
    DreamCat01 DreamCat01 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I love her... but there's someone else

    who "actually likes me" I suppose...
    LexiJ0J0 LexiJ0J0 18-21, F Jul 3

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    I fell for a girl that doesn't love me.

    She's everything to me and she doesn't even know it... Every time I'm near her and talk to her hurts because I know she'll never be mine... All she'll ever want from me is friendship
    TooCuteToBeStraight TooCuteToBeStraight 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    I have always planned on the kind of person

    that I want to be with. They would be tall, and bigger than me, they would sweet, romantic, and clean as in no cigarettes or anything. But she is the total opposite, she is short, and thin, snarky and sarcastic and she smokes a LOT. But when I'm with her I feel like I could fly...
    JustMe1214 JustMe1214 18-21 2 Responses Jun 21

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    yeah .. well there is this girl.

    .. she is soooo pretty like really ! the problem is she will never love me like that i love her ... okay thats not the problem ... the problem that she is a friend with a girl who bullied at me once .. it was because im shy she said that i cant speak ( mute ) so yeah ... ****
    yuush yuush 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    so I'm in love with this girl.

    so where to start? Um. when I was in the second grade we had reading buddies that would come down and read to us. and I so happened got paired with a tall curly ginger haired girl with funny glasses. back then I wasn't much for reading so I was kinda a ***** making the curly...
    flo877 flo877 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 17

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    Muhammadhussnain Muhammadhussnain 18-21, M Jun 16

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    She came into my world

    when I least expected it. I had been in an unhealthy relationship with a guy for 5 years, and it was ending for good this time. I had always dated guys and so when I began falling for her, I kept telling myself I was just confused. I pushed my feelings aside for months, but...
    neverletgo33 neverletgo33 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    I Wouldn't Say I'm In Love, Because I'm Not.

    I miss how it used to be, you know? How we used to be so close to close. I remember how awkward it was when we first kissed, Inside that closet, we barely fit :) How red your face was when we sat on the bed, You kept making excuses, saying it was the beer instead. I remember one...
    BooBear96 BooBear96 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2012

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    I believe falling in love has to do with the

    person not their gender so I've had crushes and fallen for both guys and girls my whole life, but I've only ever really dated and been with a guys. But I think I am falling in love with a girl. We met at work. She is so perfect, she makes me laugh and we are like partners in...
    JustMe1214 JustMe1214 18-21 3 Responses Jun 17

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    Maybe In Another Life..

    She's absolutely amazing! I like her so much, she's beautiful, talented... extremely talented in her own way. I'd give her the world if I could, the way she sees life is incredibly refreshing, every moment I find myself thinking about what she might be thinking or what she's...
    SilverCoast SilverCoast 22-25, F 4 Responses May 17, 2013

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    I'm 24 years old and I'm just

    now experience what it's like to fall in love for the first time. I've never been the type of girl to just say that I love someone for the sake of saying it. I had a few relationships, and even one that was sort of long term...but I never felt like I loved any of them. I was...
    atheGAYlouise atheGAYlouise 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    well there is this girl im really in love with .

    .kinda..sorta of ... this is the problem sometimes i love her and the other times i hate her .. IDK what and how to feel anymore..every time i see her my heart melts and drops on my thighs .. UGHH i really DONT KNOW
    yuush yuush 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    We just sat down in my apartment

    and I told her thanks for being my friend, for being so generous with your time, and...you light up my life. Then I dropped the bomb on her when I told her: "I love you as my friend but I'm also in love with you." She told me "I'll have to think about that second option." and we...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    I am gay and in love with this girl named

    Amanda. We helped each other through thick and thin, she was the only person that talked to me on the first day of my new school that still talks to me today. She is dating a boy right now, and cares about him, but when i told her how i felt, she said he felt the same for a...
    Stark2660 Stark2660 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    Yes I Am

    Her name is Boo (nick name). I love her more than more than my own life.
    saladbarr saladbarr 18-21, F 9 Responses Jul 5, 2013

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    So during school I had this really close best

    friend for a couple of years. I kinda knew she was gay, though she was never officially "out". Over time i started realising i really had a thing for her, and it even got to the point where i had dreams where i told her that i loved her, and dreams where we made out. She kinda...
    kirstyr kirstyr 18-21, F 6 Responses May 14

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    hannah44442 hannah44442 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    Hi, I have been straight all my life

    and still desire to stay that way but one day a year ago i started working my first job away from self employment i was 22. I've never had a "best friend" until i started working there and meet the most interesting amazing woman i am proud to call my best friend! after only a...
    undecidedbi undecidedbi 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    Just Wondering is it normal

    for a girl to call another girl my love in conversation and especially she is lesbian, the girl I am in love with is my coworker and recently become my friend called me sweetheart and then my love and she is lesbian and have a partner so left me wondering, if she has something...
    lostsoul29 lostsoul29 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 13

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    yes i am and im proud of it after 2 yrs apart

    we have gotten back together ,and i am so happy she has moved in with me and my parents ,and im so happy to be in love ,and to be loved
    sanjoh sanjoh 18-21, F 9 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    Falling In Love With Your Best Friend

    I have been a straight person until now.i am confused..i don't even know what i should do about it..i have fallen in love with my best friend and i am addicted to her..i didn't talk with her too much until like 2 months before and now i cant seem to stay without talking to her...
    dannywee dannywee 22-25, F 38 Responses Nov 14, 2013

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    You Are The One And I Can't Let You Go

    There are so many things I'd like to say to you. I can't stop thinking about you. Even after so many years, you still have this incredible effect on me. I can't get over it. When you text or call me, the way you say my name. The way you look better than I do in my sweatshirt. Or...
    rxcsoccerstar rxcsoccerstar 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 4, 2012

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    I Can't Make You Love Me

    What sucks is knowing the person you think about every minute, of every hour, of everyday is out there not giving a **** about you. They're happy and fine without you, and you feel like they're better off without you. To you, they're your everything. But to them it seems like you...
    casting4chances casting4chances 16-17, F 8 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Once upon a time we were told … taught

    something about love that has been drilled into our minds… That is ... Love is meant to be between a man and a women. That is it. period. I have learned throughout my small lifetime that no one is the same. Then why must love be all the same? Why must love be only...
    openheart017 openheart017 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 30, 2014

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    I found out a little

    while ago that I'm bi... when I realized I'm in love with my best friend. I love her, but I don't know if she likes girls and she's moving to a different school this year so I don't want to screw things up between us. I don't really know who to talk to. My parents (especially my...
    Sethra53 Sethra53 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 4

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    She is such a cutie. She is always on my mind.

    I have no idea how I would be able to tell her that I love her in a romantic sense as we are very close friends. I am afraid of telling her that I like her in a romantic sense, and it pains me that I am unable to tell her. But... going on without telling her... that would be...
    Wattouat Wattouat 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 6, 2014

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    Brooklyn. Her names Brooklyn.

    I want to just kiss her but I'm to much of a coward to do it. School is ending on the 26th of June, which is soon and I want to kiss her before then. She doesn't even talk to me but I don't care if she doesn't. I love her more than anything, what should I do?
    Montana2002 Montana2002 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 13

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    I love a girl i'll never have the chance to be

    with.She doesn't even know,we stopped keeping in touch since last year.We get to know each other online and became really good friends,she was like my lovely sister but i realised i fell for her.We stopped talking as both had big problems in our lifes and I had a a big period of...
    PaintDrop PaintDrop 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 15, 2014

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    Its already a year since i saw her.

    Im trying my best to forget her. How my HS days been so interesting coz of her she's my friend a really nice friend and i love her as much as i love myself. Sometimes i cried to sleep coz i really really miss her. I love her. I cnt say it to her. They know im straight. But sadly...
    Katherin02 Katherin02 18-21, F Aug 15

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    What You Do Because You Can't Help It

    I can't really explain it, each time I pass you by. I smile quietly to myself, and feel the need to cry. It's so easy to convince myself that I am over you. One look into your deep brown eyes; I know somehow that's not true Then I see your perfect face, your smile...
    rxcsoccerstar rxcsoccerstar 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 16, 2011

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    Okay so, this girl does all the initiating,

    phone calls and everything. When she calls its seems like its important but really There's really not a topic to talk about on the phone. Like a few days ago, she called me while i was driving and told me she was shopping asking for a opinion on what to wear. to go see a guy...
    ceemayne ceemayne 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 29

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    Sometimes I Wish

    Sometimes I wish for you at 11:11...Sometimes I pretend that I'm brave enough to talk to you,Sometimes I do talk to you, but I can't ever hold a conversation with you becauseSometimes I get way too nervous that all thoughts fly out of my mind.Sometimes I dream about you, and in...
    BooBear96 BooBear96 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 26, 2012

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    Today at our local library we have a thing

    called a nerf turf and I had my best friend who is straight and who is also my crush go with me. I haven't come out to her yet but I'm pretty sure she knows my sexuality. We were playing a game call hostage and when she caught me I was her hostage. She used me as a human shield...
    Tstar456 Tstar456 13-15, F Aug 15

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    I Think Im In Love With My Best Friend, That Happens To Be A Girl

    when i was starting high school, she was introduced to me by a friend and told me about her. then we started to be friends and she was so funny but i didn't made the "love at first sight" thing, it took me 2 years to know that i love her. there was this time, when we had an oral...
    Megarian Megarian 16-17, F