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I Am A Hard Person To Get Close Too

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    I Am A Hard Person To Get Close Too.................

    I am a very hard person to get close too, and I have to admit that I know some of the reasons why. First off, I was married and my marriage wasn't suppose to end until death due us part. Secondly, My ex-husband and I were suppose to have (3) kids, open two businesses, (1) Real...
    ChocolateSauce ChocolateSauce 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    I am not an easy person to know.

    I am awkward often when I meet people. I do better with people who like to talk about themselves so I do not have to do much talking. I like to be there for people. It is hard for me to let them be there for me. Every once and awhile someone will come into my life and it is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 18, 2014

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    I Truly Care, I Just Don't Always Show It.

    Ok, before I start, this is for everyone on EP, especially my circle. I'm sure you have noticed from speaking to me that I do not open up immediately, and I won't open up immediately. In my past, I have been let down by people I trusted countless times and now I just can't trust...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Jan 19, 2013

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    Everything Ends Sometimes.

    Ever since I was little, I've been constantly let down by people I was close to...My dad left, my mom pushed me too hard, the people that i thought were my friends left me behind.Sometimes I just feel like I was meant to be alone.Alone by myself, the only person I can count on...
    christinexxcatastrophe christinexxcatastrophe 13-15, F Oct 10, 2011

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    Truth About Me

    I'm terrified of being hurt again, and I'm a pretty weird person who doesn't mesh well with a lot of the people in my area, so I don't meet people. I don't talk to people in real life- only online. And when one of my online friends wants to meet me in real life I become terrified...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response May 9, 2013

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    Ever since my accident I usually shut ppl out

    other than ppl idk I just don't see why tho I do it and I don't realize what I'm doing till after I'm done ppl don't understand that I can't control myself like I use to, I never thought that I would express my self like this but just need Time and I need to vent ( I didn't even...
    daniel7268 daniel7268 13-15, M Jun 24, 2014

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    It is not because I am afraid of getting hurt

    or any of that bull ****. I am just different. I think differently than most. Feel differently. So there have been times I have opened up and it just doesnt seem to work out. I am not upset about it..its just life. Maybe someday my time will come. Some other person out there...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 11, 2014

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    Arms Length

    Trust is something I don't take lightly. It's hard for anyone to climb of the barrier of lies. The barrier no one has succeed to conquer but two. I have secrets as anyone does, but you'll merely know only my name, and basic information. I won't go into to details, but my past...
    TurnThePaige TurnThePaige 18-21, F Aug 23, 2011

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    Too Much.

    I open up.. let you in.. you can taste the weakness on the tip of your tongue. How I put my walls down so instantly before. Then I get hurt. Someone always cheats. Uses harsh words. ***** me up. In other words it's not going to happen again. There was this one man I was with...
    KISSndKILL KISSndKILL 18-21, F Aug 15, 2011

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    It's Not Even On Purpose.

    I'm just... an onion. I am layers. layers upon layers of relational style, inspirations, interests, fears, dreams, vices... I choose which layer to present at which time. But it takes so very long for anyone to see more than one layer, if ever. And it's not because I don't want...
    flameoffire flameoffire 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 9, 2012

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    Hurting The Ones You Care About

    A little while ago I hurt someone I care about because a story that I wrote made him think that I was out looking for someone, and this isn't the case. In my last story called, 'I am a hard person to get close too';  I talked about a certain type of man that I would like to come...
    ChocolateSauce ChocolateSauce 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 3, 2011

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    Me Too

    I have been hurt, I am scared, and I don't want to up. All this adds up to being closed off. So I am hard to get to know because I don't want it to happen again. I don't want to pick up the pieces and try to fit them together, again. It sucks! If you do ask me to open up, if...
    Sl1ckah3ad Sl1ckah3ad 41-45, M Nov 9, 2013

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    It's not that I try to make everything difficult, but it's just really hard to start opening up. Unless I feel that instant connection type thing, I probably won't tell you...