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I Am A Hard Person To Get Close Too

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    I Am A Hard Person To Get Close Too................. - I am a very hard person to get close too, and I have to admit that I know some of the reasons why. First off, I was married...
    ChocolateSauce ChocolateSauce 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    Too Much. - I open up.. let you in.. you can taste the weakness on the tip of your tongue. How I put my walls down so instantly before. Then I get hurt. Someone always cheats...
    KISSndKILL KISSndKILL 18-21, F Aug 15, 2011

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    Everything Ends Sometimes. - Ever since I was little, I've been constantly let down by people I was close to...My dad left, my mom pushed me too hard, the people that i thought...
    christinexxcatastrophe christinexxcatastrophe 13-15, F Oct 10, 2011

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    It is not because I am afraid of getting hurt or any of that bull ****. I am just different. I think differently than most. Feel differently. So there have been times I have opened...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 11

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    I am not an easy person to know. I am awkward often when I meet people. I do better with people who like to talk about themselves so I do not have to do much talking. I like to be...
    loner426 loner426 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Hurting The Ones You Care About - A little while ago I hurt someone I care about because a story that I wrote made him think that I was out looking for someone, and this isn't the...
    ChocolateSauce ChocolateSauce 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 3, 2011

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    It's Not Even On Purpose. - I'm just... an onion. I am layers. layers upon layers of relational style, inspirations, interests, fears, dreams, vices... I choose which layer to...
    flameoffire flameoffire 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 9, 2012

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    Arms Length - Trust is something I don't take lightly. It's hard for anyone to climb of the barrier of lies. The barrier no one has succeed to conquer but two. I have secrets as...
    TurnThePaige TurnThePaige 18-21, F Aug 23, 2011

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    Me Too - I have been hurt, I am scared, and I don't want to up. All this adds up to being closed off. So I am hard to get to know because I don't want it to happen again. I don't...
    Sl1ckah3ad Sl1ckah3ad 41-45, M Nov 9, 2013

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    Truth About Me - I'm terrified of being hurt again, and I'm a pretty weird person who doesn't mesh well with a lot of the people in my area, so I don't meet people. I don't talk to...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response May 9, 2013

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    I Truly Care, I Just Don't Always Show It. - Ok, before I start, this is for everyone on EP, especially my circle. I'm sure you have noticed from speaking to me that I do not open...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 19, 2013

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