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I Am a Heroin Addict

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    Life As I Know It

    Heroin is a hell of a drug. Here's my story. I wanted to get out of this world and getting high has been my way out of my depression and to feel normal. I first starting drinking then started smoking pot. Then I was introduced to morphine and I was hooked on downers. I loved it I...
    Kelsey5 Kelsey5 18-21, F 8 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    It was the day after my 14th birthday

    when I smoked heroin for the first time. And that day changed my life forever. My mum had been using heroin for a number of years. She hid it from my sister and myself for a long time but as it became more apparent and she would openly use in front of us. The more she did so the...
    HollieHeroin HollieHeroin 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    greeneyesm1114 greeneyesm1114 22-25, F Mar 8

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    How I Got Hooked.

    I am and have been a heroin addict for over two and a half years now. Three years ago my boyfriend (now ex) came over to my house after being mia for days with track marks on his arm. I have done every drug accept heroin. I was so against it, i refused to have it in my life. I...
    newgirltotown newgirltotown 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 15, 2011

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    I am an addict and I'm having some serious

    cravings its really hard some days
    sarahest1986 sarahest1986 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 22, 2014

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    Even when I have long periods of not using I

    still keep coming back. Not proud just part of what makes me me.
    Direwolf65 Direwolf65 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    TheTenaciousPirate TheTenaciousPirate 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 26

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    It all started when i was 18

    and got my first bf n i was obsessed with him, he was tough n i was getting bullied, but not when he was around!! I looked up to him. Then he ended up cheating n going to prison in a short time, i was so upset. When he got out of prison the girl he cheated with killed herself...
    quietgirl14 quietgirl14 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    that boi chillin 24/7'.

    .... hmu .. try some.. get some.. p.m for cell #
    junkierobb84 junkierobb84 26-30, M Mar 20

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    I stopped using heroin,

    and now I'm extremely depressed...I don't know what to do with myself now....I HATE myself...
    girlinterruptedd girlinterruptedd 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 30, 2014

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    I Never Thought This Would Be Me

    when i was 14 i was hanging out with this 20 year old guy. he was super cool, moody, played guitar. i thought he was the coolest. he'd shoot up in front of me and after seeing him in a completely blissful state i made him shoot me up, just half a pack. i was in love. i bought the...
    nevermindnika nevermindnika 16-17, F 6 Responses Jan 14, 2010

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    Heroin-the Devil I

    Heroin - I destroy homes, tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more costly than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold, and if u need me, remember I'm easily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town...
    IShallDefeatTheDevil IShallDefeatTheDevil 22-25, F 8 Responses Aug 23, 2013

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    im in Daytona Florida does anyone know

    where I can get any?? I just ran out and am on vacation
    badbitch1991 badbitch1991 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    snoopy2585 snoopy2585 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    Different Kind Of Pain...

    One time my son wrote to me about heroin withdrawal experience: sleepless nights, nausea/ vomiting, muscle spasms. Sometimes the fear of pain of withdrawal prevents heroin users to drop their deadly habit. But I want to tell you about different kind of pain- pain of a mother...
    Svet060313 Svet060313 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2013

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    Anyone that shoots heroin feel like they have

    broken nose cavities it happens about once a month and right now it's happening and I don't know how to deal it's hard to snort it and idk.. I'm starting to nod into happy place..
    bunnyglow bunnyglow 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 16

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    My names is Mika and I'm 29yo.

    I have been shooting heroin since I was 14. I've done numerous different jail stints and literally sold my soul for heroin. I am coming up on 7months clean, but I still think about it. People ask if I could go back in time and change it all would I? And I say no I wouldn't...
    MikaPGHsLostCause MikaPGHsLostCause 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 19

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    Yes heroin has consumed me,

    I don't remember letting that happen it just kinda of happened. All I did was answer the knock at the door. Heroin did the rest. And while I was distracted it made friends with my two daughters as well. We are all now addicted. Will we ever kick our addictions, who knows...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Mar 21, 2014

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    Ive been an addict 12yrs kickicked it 3 times

    now I'm on fourth day of detox if anyone is going threw this I would like to chat , I'm craving badly anyone have any tips for dealing with cravings. Would luv to hear from u x
    xlynx77 xlynx77 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    Sometimes I Forget

      I've been meeting a lot of new people, making a lot of new friends recently. I forget though, of these people, only about seven of them knew me during my 'heavy' years, my fall asleep during conversation or ring them at three am asking to pop over and borrow a lighter or...
    LickingStamps LickingStamps 26-30, F 11 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    Heroin: The Kiss Of God

    I call heroin the kiss of god because there is no feeling to describe it. Everyone says it's unlike anything they've ever experienced, true, but I'm not like everyone else. Heroin for me, felt like me being lifted up to heaven god gives me a kiss than I gently come back to...
    teex0ox teex0ox 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    18 Year Old Girl Struggling With A New Heroin Addiction

    Most of the stories I have stumbled across have been written by addicts who have been abusing for many years, making me feel like my story may not affect others as much. I haven't even been using for a year yet. It all started back in November 2011... Since march I had been...
    em416 em416 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    perraa02 perraa02 22-25, M Mar 5

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    I'm in detroit on the east side.

    I got money just need to get some good ****. please hellllp
    kcoomer015 kcoomer015 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    orlando... semoran & colonial.

    .. Bart Simpson- ThatBoi- Down- I got hookup... I'm your plugg 24/7 ......... allday & evvveryday.. ......EVeN wEEk Endz ................
    junkierobb84 junkierobb84 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 9

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    needing in Austin TX.

    message me plz
    iovedrugz123 iovedrugz123 22-25, F Apr 6

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    Vannabananaz94 Vannabananaz94 18-21, F Feb 20

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    I can no longer function

    as a human being without heroin
    HollieHeroin HollieHeroin 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Chasing the Dragon

    As all heroin addicts know, the next smoke or shoot is always the last one. The regret, shame, guilt, and all the other emotions that come with the failures of continuing to do heroin are something that i find difficult to deal with. Today is my day 6 clean, but as ...
    mgturbo1 mgturbo1 26-30, M 23 Responses Aug 14, 2009

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    It's really hard when the person closest to you

    pretends to listen and understand then it's the same thing they hold against you in the heat of the moment I will no longer allow said person to tell me to shut the **** up and that I'm an addict :/...
    bunnyglow bunnyglow 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    Heroin: My Love Affair

    Six months ago I couldn't even tell you what black tar was. My boyfriend at the time, a serious drug abuser, introduced me to this evil. But it didn't feel evil. As the vapors from the tin foil filled my lungs I instantly developed a new crush. A new relationship was born that...
    asugirl11 asugirl11 18-21, F 34 Responses Jan 22, 2013

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    Heroin Addiction

    After reading the comments to my heroin addiction story I thought I would update all of you as to how I’m doing. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and thanks to the people who took the time to comment on it.Anyway, I start my second semester of my second year at uni...
    mgturbo1 mgturbo1 26-30, M 6 Responses Jan 20, 2010

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    272 Days Clean From Herion

    Life is funny! I'd never ever think i'd be sitting at home with nothing to do and be very happy about it. My life was a mess. A little over a year ago I was living in a hotel broke jobless and about to lose my son. One day it just hit me. I really can't do this anymore. Being on...
    girltoday girltoday 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 28, 2013

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    Any friends in lost Hills CA?

    Could use a hand finding my boy
    Aild2014 Aild2014 31-35, M Feb 5

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    Not My Friend

    Let me introduce you to a friend, He’ll be there for you until the end. He’ll make you think you’re going to win, Welcome to the world of heroin. It all stats off when you have a bad day, Now everyday, he wants to come play. You can’t say no and turn your back, He’ll...
    brokenchildgrownup brokenchildgrownup 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    I Can't Stop. I Can't Get Enough.

    I can't stop using opiates. I am supposed to be clean right now, and just on methadone for withdrawals, but i am buying oxy's and snorting alot and waisting tons of money. I feel i am starting to fade back into my old ways. Right now with the methadone i am giving from the...
    Synapsethroughspace Synapsethroughspace 22-25, M 18 Responses Oct 6, 2012

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    stacy1573 stacy1573 41-45, F Apr 14

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    I Should't Be Posting Here...

    ...As a 41 year old mother I should be advising my daughters to stay away from drugs but I can't. How can I, after all I'm addicted to heroin. It was never meant to be like this and up until three years ago my only vice was cigarettes! Then I bumped into an old friend whom I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Aug 13, 2013

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    I'm Ashamed To Say I Relapsed

    I relapsed recently. It wasn't the first time but it was the worst one. The other times were brief and I was able to pull myself together and get help. This time was really bad and I'm scared because I'm worried it could happen again. When I started using originally I...
    emily29707 emily29707 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    perraa02 perraa02 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    I'll start out by telling everyone a little bit

    about myself. I am 25 years old, I come from a good family, my father is an engineer and mother a principle. I have never wanted for anything in my entire life. I started experimenting with drugs and alcohol around age 13. I remember the first time I smoked, I was at a golf...
    KK20 KK20 26-30, M 4 Responses Mar 5, 2014

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    It Happened So Fast. My Story Of Addiction.

    I had posted this on another site a while back. I just found this site today and I thought I'd share this. Hopefully anyone who thinks about heroin might think twice after reading this. While my story is a bit extreme-most people don't fall into addiction so quickly- it's...
    IrishMegan88 IrishMegan88 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 29, 2013

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    raybeez718 raybeez718 31-35, M Feb 9

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    7 Years Clean

    Hi everyone, have been 7 years clean and have turned my life around from being in a hell hole to being a very happy person again with lots more confidence. I know what it's like to feel sick and have to search for your dealer or wait hours for him and then when you do get some it...
    lorraineperici lorraineperici 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    25,Addict & In Love With Harry

    Please no hate. I'm a 25 yo female,addicted to opiates since 19.Don't use other drugs I.e meth,coke etc. Hardly drink.Can't tolerate Mary Jane. Can't stop tinking about heroin.,or morphine. Been on methadone near 2 weeks now,35mg. But I can't sleep on it, my pupils are pinned...
    nodkat nodkat 26-30, F 9 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    Hey tampa and Orlando vacation goers!

    If you are sick or in need of down/boy,girl,molly or hgh grade pot give me a text, i have steller reviews are do people right. I live smack dab in the middle of Orlando and Tampa in lakeland. Im only 30 mins from both. And right off the exit, i live not even 1000 feet from I4...
    mmr1129 mmr1129 22-25, M Feb 26

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