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I Am a Heroin Addict

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 727 People

    I'm Ashamed To Say I Relapsed

    I relapsed recently. It wasn't the first time but it was the worst one. The other times were brief and I was able to pull myself together and get help. This time was really bad and I'm scared because I'm worried it could happen again. When I started using originally I...
    emily29707 emily29707 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    Needing someone to help me out between Austin

    and San Antonio. San Marcos area.
    Sid1237 Sid1237 18-21 Apr 7

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    An addict who's homeless An addict who's

    dopesick An addict who's soulless An addict who has no idea what the **** hope is An addict who's coppin on the block An addict livin for the shot An addict who sells her soul, she'll never be whole An addict who's cold, prayin for no snow An addict on the streets An addict who...
    madefrombrokenparts madefrombrokenparts 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 4, 2014

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    I can no longer function

    as a human being without heroin
    HollieHeroin HollieHeroin 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 20

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    My names is Mika and I'm 29yo.

    I have been shooting heroin since I was 14. I've done numerous different jail stints and literally sold my soul for heroin. I am coming up on 7months clean, but I still think about it. People ask if I could go back in time and change it all would I? And I say no I wouldn't...
    MikaPGHsLostCause MikaPGHsLostCause 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 19

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    Does anyone have any connects here in Fresno?

    Please message me if you do
    kjones23 kjones23 18-21, M May 5

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    Different Kind Of Pain...

    One time my son wrote to me about heroin withdrawal experience: sleepless nights, nausea/ vomiting, muscle spasms. Sometimes the fear of pain of withdrawal prevents heroin users to drop their deadly habit. But I want to tell you about different kind of pain- pain of a mother...
    Svet060313 Svet060313 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2013

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    stacy1573 stacy1573 41-45, F Apr 14

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    on vacation in Destin Florida lookin to core

    some fire boi. please help me no sketchy stuff.
    Dorsey2014 Dorsey2014 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    How I Got Hooked.

    I am and have been a heroin addict for over two and a half years now. Three years ago my boyfriend (now ex) came over to my house after being mia for days with track marks on his arm. I have done every drug accept heroin. I was so against it, i refused to have it in my life. I...
    newgirltotown newgirltotown 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 15, 2011

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    It all started when i was 18

    and got my first bf n i was obsessed with him, he was tough n i was getting bullied, but not when he was around!! I looked up to him. Then he ended up cheating n going to prison in a short time, i was so upset. When he got out of prison the girl he cheated with killed herself...
    quietgirl14 quietgirl14 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    It was the day after my 14th birthday

    when I smoked heroin for the first time. And that day changed my life forever. My mum had been using heroin for a number of years. She hid it from my sister and myself for a long time but as it became more apparent and she would openly use in front of us. The more she did so the...
    HollieHeroin HollieHeroin 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    needsomeh needsomeh 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    Sometimes I Forget

      I've been meeting a lot of new people, making a lot of new friends recently. I forget though, of these people, only about seven of them knew me during my 'heavy' years, my fall asleep during conversation or ring them at three am asking to pop over and borrow a lighter or...
    LickingStamps LickingStamps 26-30, F 11 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    I'll start out by telling everyone a little bit

    about myself. I am 25 years old, I come from a good family, my father is an engineer and mother a principle. I have never wanted for anything in my entire life. I started experimenting with drugs and alcohol around age 13. I remember the first time I smoked, I was at a golf...
    KK20 KK20 26-30, M 4 Responses Mar 5, 2014

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    I stopped using heroin,

    and now I'm extremely depressed...I don't know what to do with myself now....I HATE myself...
    girlinterruptedd girlinterruptedd 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 30, 2014

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    Anyone that shoots heroin feel like they have

    broken nose cavities it happens about once a month and right now it's happening and I don't know how to deal it's hard to snort it and idk.. I'm starting to nod into happy place..
    bunnyglow bunnyglow 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 16

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    25,Addict & In Love With Harry

    Please no hate. I'm a 25 yo female,addicted to opiates since 19.Don't use other drugs I.e meth,coke etc. Hardly drink.Can't tolerate Mary Jane. Can't stop tinking about heroin.,or morphine. Been on methadone near 2 weeks now,35mg. But I can't sleep on it, my pupils are pinned...
    nodkat nodkat 26-30, F 9 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    Charlotte NC here with the hook up.

    Hit me up. Text 954-610-3114
    plsutton89 plsutton89 22-25, M May 15

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    TheTenaciousPirate TheTenaciousPirate 18-21, F 2 Responses May 12

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    Not My Friend

    Let me introduce you to a friend, He’ll be there for you until the end. He’ll make you think you’re going to win, Welcome to the world of heroin. It all stats off when you have a bad day, Now everyday, he wants to come play. You can’t say no and turn your back, He’ll...
    brokenchildgrownup brokenchildgrownup 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    Anyone that wants to hear my story let me know

    as I have to send it to you privately as someone flagged it and it was removed...
    MikaPGHsLostCause MikaPGHsLostCause 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    that boi chillin 24/7'.

    .... hmu .. try some.. get some.. p.m for cell #
    junkierobb84 junkierobb84 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    I Should't Be Posting Here...

    ...As a 41 year old mother I should be advising my daughters to stay away from drugs but I can't. How can I, after all I'm addicted to heroin. It was never meant to be like this and up until three years ago my only vice was cigarettes! Then I bumped into an old friend whom I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Aug 13, 2013

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    Heroin: My Love Affair

    Six months ago I couldn't even tell you what black tar was. My boyfriend at the time, a serious drug abuser, introduced me to this evil. But it didn't feel evil. As the vapors from the tin foil filled my lungs I instantly developed a new crush. A new relationship was born that...
    asugirl11 asugirl11 18-21, F 34 Responses Jan 22, 2013

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    Getting home from a long day of school

    and work, climbing into bed and getting as high as you want cuz you don't have anything to do for the next 11 hours is the most perfect thing ever :)) #relatable 😌🌊🌼🌸🌺🌻☀️🌀🍒🍑🍯
    bunnyglow bunnyglow 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 28

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    I'm in detroit on the east side.

    I got money just need to get some good ****. please hellllp
    kcoomer015 kcoomer015 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    Just moved to Austin Texas,

    need help with a hook badly! Please let me know
    Shuazy Shuazy 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Heroin Addiction

    After reading the comments to my heroin addiction story I thought I would update all of you as to how I’m doing. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and thanks to the people who took the time to comment on it.Anyway, I start my second semester of my second year at uni...
    mgturbo1 mgturbo1 26-30, M 6 Responses Jan 20, 2010

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    otex otex 31-35, M May 4

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    Does anyone have any connects

    for heroin out in Fresno?
    kjones23 kjones23 18-21, M May 5

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    Need a connect in Minneapolis badly,

    any opiate will do at this point. hmu 6 one 2 9 6 5 0 one 6 one. I'm in the northern suburbs but can get down to Minneapolis if I need to
    bpeterson87 bpeterson87 26-30, M May 19

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    "MY MOTHER INTRODUCED ME TO HEROIN,

    AND JESUS CHRIST INTRODUCED ME TO FREEDOM
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 24, 2014

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    It's really hard when the person closest to you

    pretends to listen and understand then it's the same thing they hold against you in the heat of the moment I will no longer allow said person to tell me to shut the **** up and that I'm an addict :/...
    bunnyglow bunnyglow 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    I am an addict and I'm having some serious

    cravings its really hard some days
    sarahest1986 sarahest1986 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 22, 2014

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    otex otex 31-35, M 1 Response May 19

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    otex otex 31-35, M 2 Responses May 6

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    Heroin-the Devil I

    Heroin - I destroy homes, tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more costly than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold, and if u need me, remember I'm easily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town...
    IShallDefeatTheDevil IShallDefeatTheDevil 22-25, F 8 Responses Aug 23, 2013

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    Ive been an addict 12yrs kickicked it 3 times

    now I'm on fourth day of detox if anyone is going threw this I would like to chat , I'm craving badly anyone have any tips for dealing with cravings. Would luv to hear from u x
    xlynx77 xlynx77 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    Chasing the Dragon

    As all heroin addicts know, the next smoke or shoot is always the last one. The regret, shame, guilt, and all the other emotions that come with the failures of continuing to do heroin are something that i find difficult to deal with. Today is my day 6 clean, but as ...
    mgturbo1 mgturbo1 26-30, M 23 Responses Aug 14, 2009

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    I Never Thought This Would Be Me

    when i was 14 i was hanging out with this 20 year old guy. he was super cool, moody, played guitar. i thought he was the coolest. he'd shoot up in front of me and after seeing him in a completely blissful state i made him shoot me up, just half a pack. i was in love. i bought the...
    nevermindnika nevermindnika 16-17, F 6 Responses Jan 14, 2010

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    Heroin: The Kiss Of God

    I call heroin the kiss of god because there is no feeling to describe it. Everyone says it's unlike anything they've ever experienced, true, but I'm not like everyone else. Heroin for me, felt like me being lifted up to heaven god gives me a kiss than I gently come back to...
    teex0ox teex0ox 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    Even when I have long periods of not using I

    still keep coming back. Not proud just part of what makes me me.
    Direwolf65 Direwolf65 46-50, M Apr 22

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    Neverlow44 Neverlow44 18-21, M 4 Responses May 15

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    Life As I Know It

    Heroin is a hell of a drug. Here's my story. I wanted to get out of this world and getting high has been my way out of my depression and to feel normal. I first starting drinking then started smoking pot. Then I was introduced to morphine and I was hooked on downers. I loved it I...
    Kelsey5 Kelsey5 18-21, F 8 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    Make It To The Moon

    I am not just an addict I'm a coward. I didn't come from an abusive or broken home. I was loved and sheltered and safe and most of all provided for. Everythinv was set up to be a cookie cutter existence. And it scared me. I wanted to experience life. To be the crazy feirce...
    skylitdetroit skylitdetroit 22-25, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2013

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