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I Am a Heroin Addict

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    Heroin: My Love Affair

    Six months ago I couldn't even tell you what black tar was. My boyfriend at the time, a serious drug abuser, introduced me to this evil. But it didn't feel evil. As the vapors from the tin foil filled my lungs I instantly developed a new crush. A new relationship was born that...
    asugirl11 asugirl11 18-21, F 34 Responses Jan 22, 2013

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    I Can't Stop. I Can't Get Enough.

    I can't stop using opiates. I am supposed to be clean right now, and just on methadone for withdrawals, but i am buying oxy's and snorting alot and waisting tons of money. I feel i am starting to fade back into my old ways. Right now with the methadone i am giving from the...
    Synapsethroughspace Synapsethroughspace 22-25, M 16 Responses Oct 6, 2012

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    latinachic189 latinachic189 22-25, F 3 Responses May 16

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    Clean

    okay. people,, today is gonna be my first day without heroin for a long time. wanted to let you all know. . wish me luck. :) i can do this ****! pinky promise<3 25-11-2012 ~ ________________________________________________________________________________________________ well...
    Woesh Woesh 18-21, F 21 Responses Nov 24, 2012

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    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F Apr 24

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    I need help. I have been using Heroin

    for two years now. It used to be fun but now I am sick everyday and I just want to die. I live in Anniston, Alabama. I cannot afford treatment. Is there anyone out there that can help me. Can anyone relate?
    tenths14 tenths14 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'll start out by telling everyone a little bit

    about myself. I am 25 years old, I come from a good family, my father is an engineer and mother a principle. I have never wanted for anything in my entire life. I started experimenting with drugs and alcohol around age 13. I remember the first time I smoked, I was at a golf...
    KK20 KK20 22-25, M 4 Responses Mar 5

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    Alexa997 Alexa997 26-30, F Apr 4

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    I wake up every day around 6 A.

    M. I'm so hot I can hardly stand it, my legs are restless, my body is tired...I am tired... Tired of this fight. I am constantly trying to find a way to get money for my next fix. I put myself in the most dangerous situations. Anyone in their right mind would not wake up every...
    tenths14 tenths14 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm getting older and

    now i pray to god that i can stop using heroion.. And man i swore i'd never touch it again. When my girl died of that ****. And man it continued for years and deep down i knew it was not just a phase that would pass. I started to grow content with slavery to this drug...
    Synapsethroughspace Synapsethroughspace 22-25, M May 16

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    I stopped using heroin,

    and now I'm extremely depressed...I don't know what to do with myself now....I HATE myself...
    girlinterruptedd girlinterruptedd 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 30

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    I have been through hell

    and back and I am still lost. When I was younger I was very curious. I have Asperger's syndrome, didn't know until about two years ago. That explains a lot of my life. Back to wing curious I would ride my bike everywhere and explore, I would go into sewers (again, exploring...
    dopegirrl dopegirrl 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    It's 6am and I'm wigglin' like worm.

    .. My brain feels like it's about to rip from my skull... And it's only Day 2... FML I think I'll just go get a bag and be well again. Then I'll stick a gun to my head... And all the pain will end.
    SIRROM88 SIRROM88 18-21, M Jun 1

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    Heroin: The Kiss Of God

    I call heroin the kiss of god because there is no feeling to describe it. Everyone says it's unlike anything they've ever experienced, true, but I'm not like everyone else. Heroin for me, felt like me being lifted up to heaven god gives me a kiss than I gently come back to...
    teex0ox teex0ox 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    Still stuck with my tires in the mud

    and i cant seem to go anywhere. I wrote my story last year and the title is 'I see a way out' , you will find it if you look on this website. Anyway I'm still here, in Nairobi, kenya, still hopelessly addicted to heroin. I had a relationship with a girl that was using, but after...
    stationz2 stationz2 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 6

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    Heroin Addiction And The Battle

    It all started when I was 14 years old, I started going out with a guy older than myself and I thought he was the best thing in the world. After a few months I noticed him taking a drug but I was un sure of what. He offered it to me and in my nieve and youthful state I smoked...
    hannahmaloney hannahmaloney 31-35, F 5 Responses May 9, 2013

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    Life As I Know It

    Heroin is a hell of a drug. Here's my story. I wanted to get out of this world and getting high has been my way out of my depression and to feel normal. I first starting drinking then started smoking pot. Then I was introduced to morphine and I was hooked on downers. I loved it I...
    Kelsey5 Kelsey5 18-21, F 8 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    18 Year Old Girl Struggling With A New Heroin Addiction

    Most of the stories I have stumbled across have been written by addicts who have been abusing for many years, making me feel like my story may not affect others as much. I haven't even been using for a year yet. It all started back in November 2011... Since march I had been...
    em416 em416 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    7 Years Clean

    Hi everyone, have been 7 years clean and have turned my life around from being in a hell hole to being a very happy person again with lots more confidence. I know what it's like to feel sick and have to search for your dealer or wait hours for him and then when you do get some it...
    lorraineperici lorraineperici 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    Not My Friend

    Let me introduce you to a friend, He’ll be there for you until the end. He’ll make you think you’re going to win, Welcome to the world of heroin. It all stats off when you have a bad day, Now everyday, he wants to come play. You can’t say no and turn your back, He’ll...
    brokenchildgrownup brokenchildgrownup 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    Looking in Milwaukee,

    will pay for extra if someone could help
    ChoppyTwoFour ChoppyTwoFour 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    Testimony. From Heroin to clean

    and sober with Jesus
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    Heroin-the Devil I

    Heroin - I destroy homes, tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more costly than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold, and if u need me, remember I'm easily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town...
    IShallDefeatTheDevil IShallDefeatTheDevil 22-25, F 8 Responses Aug 23, 2013

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    Hi I'm trying to quit smoking herion.

    . I hate it! I don't feel "normal" I want to feel "normal" again.. Everyday I can't get up & go unless I smoke! It sucks so bad having to literally DEPEND on a drug! I'm tired of it! Me & boyfriend are trying to quit herion but it's sooooo hard!!! Ugh! we don't inject, we SMOKE...
    fugginemma fugginemma 18-21, F Apr 24

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    Does anyone in the Fresno,

    CA area have any heroin connects? Contact me only if you're 21-29 please and not a creep. Thx
    girlinterruptedd girlinterruptedd 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 31

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    I Never Thought This Would Be Me

    when i was 14 i was hanging out with this 20 year old guy. he was super cool, moody, played guitar. i thought he was the coolest. he'd shoot up in front of me and after seeing him in a completely blissful state i made him shoot me up, just half a pack. i was in love. i bought the...
    nevermindnika nevermindnika 16-17, F 7 Responses Jan 14, 2010

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    notkicking notkicking 26-30 Apr 9

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    An addict who's homeless An addict who's

    dopesick An addict who's soulless An addict who has no idea what the **** hope is An addict who's coppin on the block An addict livin for the shot An addict who sells her soul, she'll never be whole An addict who's cold, prayin for no snow An addict on the streets An addict who...
    madefrombrokenparts madefrombrokenparts 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 4

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    Different Kind Of Pain...

    One time my son wrote to me about heroin withdrawal experience: sleepless nights, nausea/ vomiting, muscle spasms. Sometimes the fear of pain of withdrawal prevents heroin users to drop their deadly habit. But I want to tell you about different kind of pain- pain of a mother...
    Svet060313 Svet060313 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2013

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    I'm Ashamed To Say I Relapsed

    I relapsed recently. It wasn't the first time but it was the worst one. The other times were brief and I was able to pull myself together and get help. This time was really bad and I'm scared because I'm worried it could happen again. When I started using originally I...
    emily29707 emily29707 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    Citylight Citylight 22-25, F Apr 10

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    Chasing the Dragon

    As all heroin addicts know, the next smoke or shoot is always the last one. The regret, shame, guilt, and all the other emotions that come with the failures of continuing to do heroin are something that i find difficult to deal with. Today is my day 6 clean, but as ...
    mgturbo1 mgturbo1 26-30, M 23 Responses Aug 14, 2009

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    Make It To The Moon

    I am not just an addict I'm a coward. I didn't come from an abusive or broken home. I was loved and sheltered and safe and most of all provided for. Everythinv was set up to be a cookie cutter existence. And it scared me. I wanted to experience life. To be the crazy feirce...
    skylitdetroit skylitdetroit 22-25, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2013

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    IN the depths of depression

    and self hate a savior i do look for. Nothing seems to take away my depression. I don't even know why i'm depressed what is the core reason? I just know it's strong enough to avoid being chipped away at by any antidepressant. So what now? Omg. That gun i have it is looking at me...
    Synapsethroughspace Synapsethroughspace 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    I'm 35 I was on heroin

    for 6 yrs and now on suboxion for 3 I've been using in off and on i moved to GA....no lookin..help me out
    misslynxs misslynxs 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    sarahest1986 sarahest1986 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 26

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    junkiechic junkiechic 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I Am A Herion Addict

    No, im not proud, but this is my life. I dont know how to get away from this addiction, how to stop! Im all to aware that im ruining my own young, beautiful 20 year old life, but my families as well. Where do you turn when you cant afford treatment? I need help.. ;(
    DaddysPrincess1210 DaddysPrincess1210 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 7, 2013

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    Until Now

    I have been a member of this group for a while now but I have never been able to bring myself to write my story. I fell in love with opiates the very first time. I can remember being addicted to pills and doing all of the other things that go along with being an addict, but like...
    aprilriver aprilriver 31-35, F 14 Responses Aug 21, 2011

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    Qataram Qataram 36-40, M Apr 20

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    I Should't Be Posting Here...

    ...As a 41 year old mother I should be advising my daughters to stay away from drugs but I can't. How can I, after all I'm addicted to heroin. It was never meant to be like this and up until three years ago my only vice was cigarettes! Then I bumped into an old friend whom I...
    HookedHannah HookedHannah 41-45 7 Responses Aug 13, 2013

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    Memories I Cannot Escape

    I lie here next to you With your skin so clammy, it sticks to mine The smell of stomach acid on your breath When was the last time youve even eaten In the darkness not wanting to see that look in your blue eyes So clouded with pupils so pinned I quiet myself to listen for your...
    SarawAnn SarawAnn 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 18, 2013

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    How I Got Hooked.

    I am and have been a heroin addict for over two and a half years now. Three years ago my boyfriend (now ex) came over to my house after being mia for days with track marks on his arm. I have done every drug accept heroin. I was so against it, i refused to have it in my life. I...
    newgirltotown newgirltotown 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 15, 2011

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    Once Is Too Many But A Thousand Is Never Enough...

    I don't know what time it is when I wake, drenched in sweat, my skin crawling, alternating chills, gut wrenching nausea. I'm holding back bile rising in the back of my throat. My insides are twisting, churning, burning. My skin is ice cold and fiery hot at the same time. Every...
    LaPetiteSouris LaPetiteSouris 22-25, F 19 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F Apr 24

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    Sometimes I Forget

      I've been meeting a lot of new people, making a lot of new friends recently. I forget though, of these people, only about seven of them knew me during my 'heavy' years, my fall asleep during conversation or ring them at three am asking to pop over and borrow a lighter or...
    LickingStamps LickingStamps 26-30, F 11 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    25,Addict & In Love With Harry

    Please no hate. I'm a 25 yo female,addicted to opiates since 19.Don't use other drugs I.e meth,coke etc. Hardly drink.Can't tolerate Mary Jane. Can't stop tinking about heroin.,or morphine. Been on methadone near 2 weeks now,35mg. But I can't sleep on it, my pupils are pinned...
    catree catree 22-25, F 10 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    Lookin to score in Australia.

    .south aus. <3 I hope this post does not offend anyone who are trying to be clean..I will remove this f anyone objects...
    catree catree 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    recovered99 recovered99 18-21, M Jul 11

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    "MY MOTHER INTRODUCED ME TO HEROIN,

    AND JESUS CHRIST INTRODUCED ME TO FREEDOM
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    It Happened So Fast. My Story Of Addiction.

    I had posted this on another site a while back. I just found this site today and I thought I'd share this. Hopefully anyone who thinks about heroin might think twice after reading this. While my story is a bit extreme-most people don't fall into addiction so quickly- it's...
    IrishMegan88 IrishMegan88 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 29, 2013

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    Heroin Addiction

    After reading the comments to my heroin addiction story I thought I would update all of you as to how I’m doing. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and thanks to the people who took the time to comment on it.Anyway, I start my second semester of my second year at uni...
    mgturbo1 mgturbo1 26-30, M 6 Responses Jan 20, 2010

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    If anyone needs help finding heroin in

    cleveland, ohio get at me! Best **** anywhere.
    Andrewjohniv Andrewjohniv 31-35, M Apr 5

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