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I Am a Heroin Addict

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 667 People

    I have several connecs

    for boy in the orlando area. Message me on here for my number....$10 no bullshit....no pinching out of your **** and no 'taking care of me'.
    markspector markspector 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    bunnyglow bunnyglow 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 24, 2015

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    alexa1234 alexa1234 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    It all started when i was 18

    and got my first bf n i was obsessed with him, he was tough n i was getting bullied, but not when he was around!! I looked up to him. Then he ended up cheating n going to prison in a short time, i was so upset. When he got out of prison the girl he cheated with killed herself...
    quietgirl14 quietgirl14 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    Chasing the Dragon

    As all heroin addicts know, the next smoke or shoot is always the last one. The regret, shame, guilt, and all the other emotions that come with the failures of continuing to do heroin are something that i find difficult to deal with. Today is my day 6 clean, but as ...
    mgturbo1 mgturbo1 26-30, M 23 Responses Aug 14, 2009

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    I'll start out by telling everyone a little bit

    about myself. I am 25 years old, I come from a good family, my father is an engineer and mother a principle. I have never wanted for anything in my entire life. I started experimenting with drugs and alcohol around age 13. I remember the first time I smoked, I was at a golf...
    KK20 KK20 26-30, M 4 Responses Mar 5, 2014

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    I'm 35 I was on heroin

    for 6 yrs and now on suboxion for 3 I've been using in off and on i moved to GA....no lookin..help me out
    misslynxs misslynxs 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2014

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    Not My Friend

    Let me introduce you to a friend, He’ll be there for you until the end. He’ll make you think you’re going to win, Welcome to the world of heroin. It all stats off when you have a bad day, Now everyday, he wants to come play. You can’t say no and turn your back, He’ll...
    brokenchildgrownup brokenchildgrownup 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    I need help. I have been using Heroin

    for two years now. It used to be fun but now I am sick everyday and I just want to die. I live in Anniston, Alabama. I cannot afford treatment. Is there anyone out there that can help me. Can anyone relate?
    tenths14 tenths14 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 18, 2014

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    Anyone that shoots heroin feel like they have

    broken nose cavities it happens about once a month and right now it's happening and I don't know how to deal it's hard to snort it and idk.. I'm starting to nod into happy place..
    bunnyglow bunnyglow 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 16, 2015

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    I am a heroin delaudid morphine oxy addict in

    Waco Texas anyone near me and want to chat message me
    ijustluvit ijustluvit 26-30, F Nov 10, 2015

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    7 Years Clean

    Hi everyone, have been 7 years clean and have turned my life around from being in a hell hole to being a very happy person again with lots more confidence. I know what it's like to feel sick and have to search for your dealer or wait hours for him and then when you do get some it...
    lorraineperici lorraineperici 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    Heroin: The Kiss Of God

    I call heroin the kiss of god because there is no feeling to describe it. Everyone says it's unlike anything they've ever experienced, true, but I'm not like everyone else. Heroin for me, felt like me being lifted up to heaven god gives me a kiss than I gently come back to...
    teex0ox teex0ox 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    markmarky11 markmarky11 22-25, M Jan 20

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    Heroin-the Devil I

    Heroin - I destroy homes, tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more costly than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold, and if u need me, remember I'm easily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town...
    IShallDefeatTheDevil IShallDefeatTheDevil 22-25, F 9 Responses Aug 23, 2013

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    Heroin: My Love Affair

    Six months ago I couldn't even tell you what black tar was. My boyfriend at the time, a serious drug abuser, introduced me to this evil. But it didn't feel evil. As the vapors from the tin foil filled my lungs I instantly developed a new crush. A new relationship was born that...
    asugirl11 asugirl11 18-21, F 32 Responses Jan 22, 2013

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    junkiechic junkiechic 26-30, F Jul 20, 2014

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    272 Days Clean From Herion

    Life is funny! I'd never ever think i'd be sitting at home with nothing to do and be very happy about it. My life was a mess. A little over a year ago I was living in a hotel broke jobless and about to lose my son. One day it just hit me. I really can't do this anymore. Being on...
    girltoday girltoday 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 28, 2013

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    My names is Mika and I'm 29yo.

    I have been shooting heroin since I was 14. I've done numerous different jail stints and literally sold my soul for heroin. I am coming up on 7months clean, but I still think about it. People ask if I could go back in time and change it all would I? And I say no I wouldn't...
    MikaPGHsLostCause MikaPGHsLostCause 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 19, 2015

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    Scent of death is all around Broken body on

    the ground Twisted guts liquid sh*ts Puking vile throwing fits Mangled muscles primal pain Bones are bruised hijacked brain Aching arms veins are shot Cotton mouth running snot Vision blurred eyes are red Starving sickness must be fed Burning throat lungs are...
    musicismymedicine musicismymedicine 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2014

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    I wake up every day around 6 A.

    M. I'm so hot I can hardly stand it, my legs are restless, my body is tired...I am tired... Tired of this fight. I am constantly trying to find a way to get money for my next fix. I put myself in the most dangerous situations. Anyone in their right mind would not wake up every...
    tenths14 tenths14 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 18, 2014

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    "MY MOTHER INTRODUCED ME TO HEROIN,

    AND JESUS CHRIST INTRODUCED ME TO FREEDOM
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 24, 2014

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    I Have No One To Blame But Myself.

    I haven't told alot of people my story. Most people know that I'm an addict but I'm too ashamed to tell them what really happened. Hopefully someone on here will learn something from this and not do what I did. I met this guy when I was 17. He was so exotic to me. Turns out he...
    emily29707 emily29707 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 25, 2013

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    Ive been using for 13 years.

    Nobody even knows.
    Invisiblejack Invisiblejack 26-30 5 Responses Jun 4, 2015

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    Yes heroin has consumed me,

    I don't remember letting that happen it just kinda of happened. All I did was answer the knock at the door. Heroin did the rest. And while I was distracted it made friends with my two daughters as well. We are all now addicted. Will we ever kick our addictions, who knows...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 21, 2014

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    As I said on a previous post I started getting

    high on heroin at age 14, I started drinking and smoking pot at age 12. Now I wanna say this prior to that I had everything handed to me. I grew up in a rich suburban neighborhood with the best of everything. I was a published poet in 7th and 8th grade and attended a private...
    MikaPGHsLostCause MikaPGHsLostCause 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 20, 2015

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    Sometimes I Forget

      I've been meeting a lot of new people, making a lot of new friends recently. I forget though, of these people, only about seven of them knew me during my 'heavy' years, my fall asleep during conversation or ring them at three am asking to pop over and borrow a lighter or...
    LickingStamps LickingStamps 26-30, F 11 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    Heroin Addiction

    After reading the comments to my heroin addiction story I thought I would update all of you as to how I’m doing. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and thanks to the people who took the time to comment on it.Anyway, I start my second semester of my second year at uni...
    mgturbo1 mgturbo1 26-30, M 6 Responses Jan 20, 2010

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    I've been having some weird things happening to

    me when I try to go to bed, as soon as I hit the pillow and actually fall asleep I have these very vivid dreams, sometimes weird dreams, and sometimes nightmares. They wake me up out of a dead sleep! The weird thing is I've noticed that if I get up and bumped a little bit of H I...
    sfon4 sfon4 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 23, 2015

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    Everyday Struggle

    Hello all, this is my first post and as I type this I have a straightened paper clip scrapping the inside of my cleared out pen getting a few lines out of 3 different straws to hold myself over until my fiance gets home to figure out when we will get our next fix. I can't live...
    Recam24 Recam24 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 20, 2012

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    Different Kind Of Pain...

    One time my son wrote to me about heroin withdrawal experience: sleepless nights, nausea/ vomiting, muscle spasms. Sometimes the fear of pain of withdrawal prevents heroin users to drop their deadly habit. But I want to tell you about different kind of pain- pain of a mother...
    Svet060313 Svet060313 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2013

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    I am a heroin addict.

    Whos with me
    BritishAndProud BritishAndProud 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 8, 2015

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    I'm Ashamed To Say I Relapsed

    I relapsed recently. It wasn't the first time but it was the worst one. The other times were brief and I was able to pull myself together and get help. This time was really bad and I'm scared because I'm worried it could happen again. When I started using originally I...
    emily29707 emily29707 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I am a heroin delaudid morphine oxy addict in

    Waco Texas anyone near me and want to chat message me
    ijustluvit ijustluvit 26-30, F Nov 10, 2015

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    Want To Know What It's Like To Do Heroin?

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    slowdowntony slowdowntony 41-45, M 18 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    Just As Expected...

    I used heroin intravenously every day, multiple times a day. I was clean for 219 days and f*cked it all up...I have only used once though, but im so afraid I will make it into a habit again...it scares me how much I still loved it..its like I loved it even more after staying away...
    SarawAnn SarawAnn 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    Anyone want to make friends?

    especially in the uk, but anywhere welcome.
    TheGreatWizard TheGreatWizard 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 31, 2015

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    I Should't Be Posting Here...

    ...As a 41 year old mother I should be advising my daughters to stay away from drugs but I can't. How can I, after all I'm addicted to heroin. It was never meant to be like this and up until three years ago my only vice was cigarettes! Then I bumped into an old friend whom I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Aug 13, 2013

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    Getting home from a long day of school

    and work, climbing into bed and getting as high as you want cuz you don't have anything to do for the next 11 hours is the most perfect thing ever :)) #relatable 😌🌊🌼🌸🌺🌻☀️🌀🍒🍑🍯
    bunnyglow bunnyglow 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 28, 2015

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    Once again I successfully fooled myself into

    thinking I could get high once in a while. How could I seriously expect to only indulge in something so lovely and easy on occasion? DENIAL... I've been to rehabs, 12 step meetings, taken suboxone for "maintenance" repeatedly, been in psych wards... All this **** I've been...
    shibbq shibbq 26-30, M 7 Responses Oct 20, 2014

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    Ive been an addict 12yrs kickicked it 3 times

    now I'm on fourth day of detox if anyone is going threw this I would like to chat , I'm craving badly anyone have any tips for dealing with cravings. Would luv to hear from u x
    xlynx77 xlynx77 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2015

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    It Happened So Fast. My Story Of Addiction.

    I had posted this on another site a while back. I just found this site today and I thought I'd share this. Hopefully anyone who thinks about heroin might think twice after reading this. While my story is a bit extreme-most people don't fall into addiction so quickly- it's...
    IrishMegan88 IrishMegan88 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 29, 2013

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    And I have been, on and off

    for about three years or more. But that isn't what this post is primarily about. I'm posting here because I feel truly evil for my actions in attempts to acquire heroin... Generally I don't resort to screwing over other people for my fix. But my mom is very compassionate and...
    lysergic lysergic 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 4, 2014

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    Make It To The Moon

    I am not just an addict I'm a coward. I didn't come from an abusive or broken home. I was loved and sheltered and safe and most of all provided for. Everythinv was set up to be a cookie cutter existence. And it scared me. I wanted to experience life. To be the crazy feirce...
    skylitdetroit skylitdetroit 22-25, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2013

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