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I Am a Heroin Addict

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    Time to go score. Been sick all day.

    Sucks when you share a vehicle and they leave before you take care of business. Think I'll grab extra to make sure that doesn't happen again. At least it's been near 90 today :)
    XxxMystery XxxMystery 31-35, M 5 Responses Apr 6

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    Heroin: My Love Affair

    Six months ago I couldn't even tell you what black tar was. My boyfriend at the time, a serious drug abuser, introduced me to this evil. But it didn't feel evil. As the vapors from the tin foil filled my lungs I instantly developed a new crush. A new relationship was born that...
    asugirl11 asugirl11 18-21, F 16 Responses Jan 22, 2013

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    Make It To The Moon

    I am not just an addict I'm a coward. I didn't come from an abusive or broken home. I was loved and sheltered and safe and most of all provided for. Everythinv was set up to be a cookie cutter existence. And it scared me. I wanted to experience life. To be the crazy feirce...
    skylitdetroit skylitdetroit 22-25, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2013

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    272 Days Clean From Herion

    Life is funny! I'd never ever think i'd be sitting at home with nothing to do and be very happy about it. My life was a mess. A little over a year ago I was living in a hotel broke jobless and about to lose my son. One day it just hit me. I really can't do this anymore. Being on...
    girltoday girltoday 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 28, 2013

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    Sometimes I Forget

      I've been meeting a lot of new people, making a lot of new friends recently. I forget though, of these people, only about seven of them knew me during my 'heavy' years, my fall asleep during conversation or ring them at three am asking to pop over and borrow a lighter or...
    LickingStamps LickingStamps 22-25, F 9 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    Just As Expected...

    I used heroin intravenously every day, multiple times a day. I was clean for 219 days and f*cked it all up...I have only used once though, but im so afraid I will make it into a habit again...it scares me how much I still loved it..its like I loved it even more after staying away...
    SarawAnn SarawAnn 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    25,Addict & In Love With Harry

    Please no hate. I'm a 25 yo female,addicted to opiates since 19.Don't use other drugs I.e meth,coke etc. Hardly drink.Can't tolerate Mary Jane. Can't stop tinking about heroin.,or morphine. Been on methadone near 2 weeks now,35mg. But I can't sleep on it, my pupils are pinned...
    catree catree 22-25, F 8 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    Heroin-the Devil I

    Heroin - I destroy homes, tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more costly than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold, and if u need me, remember I'm easily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town...
    IShallDefeatTheDevil IShallDefeatTheDevil 22-25, F 8 Responses Aug 23, 2013

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    If anyone needs help finding heroin in

    cleveland, ohio get at me! Best **** anywhere.
    Andrewjohniv Andrewjohniv 31-35, M Apr 5

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    Connection in Orlando.

    Need it let me know. I saw numerous peeps with no outlet.
    XxxMystery XxxMystery 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 23

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    I'm on 0.4,mg subtex 7 a day want to come off

    them alltogetter.iv been a addict for 10years.thats just gear. Started my. Drugs soft like weed xtc coke and every thing elce as most of us users have.but what I meet to no is how long should it take me to come off the subtex and is there much cold turky.i have not been sick...
    sk00 sk00 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    Heroin Addiction

    After reading the comments to my heroin addiction story I thought I would update all of you as to how I’m doing. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and thanks to the people who took the time to comment on it.Anyway, I start my second semester of my second year at uni...
    mgturbo1 mgturbo1 26-30, M 6 Responses Jan 20, 2010

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    Alexa997 Alexa997 26-30, F Apr 4

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    Clean

    okay. people,, today is gonna be my first day without heroin for a long time. wanted to let you all know. . wish me luck. :) i can do this ****! pinky promise<3 25-11-2012 ~ ________________________________________________________________________________________________ well...
    Woesh Woesh 18-21, F 21 Responses Nov 24, 2012

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    coolbeansdani coolbeansdani 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Memories I Cannot Escape

    I lie here next to you With your skin so clammy, it sticks to mine The smell of stomach acid on your breath When was the last time youve even eaten In the darkness not wanting to see that look in your blue eyes So clouded with pupils so pinned I quiet myself to listen for your...
    SarawAnn SarawAnn 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 18, 2013

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    "This place is so empty my thoughts are

    so tempting. I don't know how it got so bad." KIcking it.. " I thought it'd be easy, but know one believes me" It's fu king hard. "It's the only thing that i have." To my ex, daughter,family. "It's hard to believe me it dos'net get easy, but i guess i knew that all...
    Synapsethroughspace Synapsethroughspace 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    just moved to austin,

    tx. need help. message here.
    sickgirlinaustin sickgirlinaustin 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    I live in Indiana, I started using

    when my marriage was in shambles, my husband had just gotte out of the military and I felt alone. I want to be sober. This is my start....
    mbclingaman mbclingaman 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    Sober Anniversary!

    I have been clean for 5 months today! I am so excited today, recovery feels so good!! I never in a million years thought I would be 5 months clean of Heroin, or drugs in general. But as I sit here typing this with my son on my knee I know I will be ok. I have to be strong for him...
    established19xx established19xx 18-21, M 6 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    I Should't Be Posting Here...

    ...As a 41 year old mother I should be advising my daughters to stay away from drugs but I can't. How can I, after all I'm addicted to heroin. It was never meant to be like this and up until three years ago my only vice was cigarettes! Then I bumped into an old friend whom I...
    HookedHannah HookedHannah 41-45 6 Responses Aug 13, 2013

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    Hey my name is Shannon just moved here from

    jersey! PLEASE HELP!! Need H and no clue where to go. I'm in Orlando I'm 100% legit and willing to pay for it help in cash or bags! Please help!
    Shannon299 Shannon299 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 25

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    In Orlando if you need help with H.

    I don't mind helping someone out that is looking for H. Just don't waste my time setting it up and not going through with it. And no I will not drive two hours to drop it off to you. Wtf. I deal with someone I know personally and I do not go into the ghetto for it. If you're in...
    XxxMystery XxxMystery 31-35, M 8 Responses Mar 24

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    Loveofpure Loveofpure 22-25, M Mar 28

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    I Can't Stop. I Can't Get Enough.

    I can't stop using opiates. I am supposed to be clean right now, and just on methadone for withdrawals, but i am buying oxy's and snorting alot and waisting tons of money. I feel i am starting to fade back into my old ways. Right now with the methadone i am giving from the...
    Synapsethroughspace Synapsethroughspace 22-25, M 15 Responses Oct 6, 2012

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    notkicking notkicking 26-30 Apr 9

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    New to Orlando and can't find anything.

    Any help would be greatly appreciated.
    XxxMystery XxxMystery 31-35, M 4 Responses Feb 3

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    I'll start out by telling everyone a little bit

    about myself. I am 25 years old, I come from a good family, my father is an engineer and mother a principle. I have never wanted for anything in my entire life. I started experimenting with drugs and alcohol around age 13. I remember the first time I smoked, I was at a golf...
    KK20 KK20 22-25, M 4 Responses Mar 5

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    18 Year Old Girl Struggling With A New Heroin Addiction

    Most of the stories I have stumbled across have been written by addicts who have been abusing for many years, making me feel like my story may not affect others as much. I haven't even been using for a year yet. It all started back in November 2011... Since march I had been...
    em416 em416 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Please if you need help go like my page on

    Facebook. I need support. Go like "We Must Defeat Heroin". God bless you my fellow addicts!
    StayinAliveToSurvive StayinAliveToSurvive 22-25, M Mar 1

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    Lookin to score in Australia.

    .south aus. <3 I hope this post does not offend anyone who are trying to be clean..I will remove this f anyone objects...
    catree catree 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    It Happened So Fast. My Story Of Addiction.

    I had posted this on another site a while back. I just found this site today and I thought I'd share this. Hopefully anyone who thinks about heroin might think twice after reading this. While my story is a bit extreme-most people don't fall into addiction so quickly- it's...
    IrishMegan88 IrishMegan88 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 29, 2013

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    I stopped using heroin,

    and now I'm extremely depressed...I don't know what to do with myself now....I HATE myself...
    girlinterruptedd girlinterruptedd 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    I am in Orlando for work

    and I need to find it asap! Can anyone help??
    Andrewjohniv Andrewjohniv 31-35, M 3 Responses Feb 10

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    Different Kind Of Pain...

    One time my son wrote to me about heroin withdrawal experience: sleepless nights, nausea/ vomiting, muscle spasms. Sometimes the fear of pain of withdrawal prevents heroin users to drop their deadly habit. But I want to tell you about different kind of pain- pain of a mother...
    Svet060313 Svet060313 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2013

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    and i just moved to north jersey in need of

    some friends or dealers around here would greatly appreciate any help
    jdog0921 jdog0921 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 6

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    Life As I Know It

    Heroin is a hell of a drug. Here's my story. I wanted to get out of this world and getting high has been my way out of my depression and to feel normal. I first starting drinking then started smoking pot. Then I was introduced to morphine and I was hooked on downers. I loved it I...
    Kelsey5 Kelsey5 18-21, F 8 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    I am in Costa Mesa, ca

    and seriously need help finding black. Please help!! Thank u
    jillybean91 jillybean91 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    Chasing the Dragon

    As all heroin addicts know, the next smoke or shoot is always the last one. The regret, shame, guilt, and all the other emotions that come with the failures of continuing to do heroin are something that i find difficult to deal with. Today is my day 6 clean, but as ...
    mgturbo1 mgturbo1 26-30, M 23 Responses Aug 14, 2009

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    My Addiction With Heroin

    Hi I first tried heroin at a mates flat at 19yrs old!!I am now 24. I was drinking like most young people at the time and one night a few of us were there and one of them pulls a wrap of brown out.  I obviously did not know what it was at the time,but anyway he proceeds to...
    oldskooldave oldskooldave 22-25, M 12 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    Until Now

    I have been a member of this group for a while now but I have never been able to bring myself to write my story. I fell in love with opiates the very first time. I can remember being addicted to pills and doing all of the other things that go along with being an addict, but like...
    aprilriver aprilriver 31-35, F 13 Responses Aug 21, 2011

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    I Never Thought This Would Be Me

    when i was 14 i was hanging out with this 20 year old guy. he was super cool, moody, played guitar. i thought he was the coolest. he'd shoot up in front of me and after seeing him in a completely blissful state i made him shoot me up, just half a pack. i was in love. i bought the...
    nevermindnika nevermindnika 16-17, F 7 Responses Jan 14, 2010

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    Here's my story: Although I cannot relate to

    the experience of those who are addicted or recovered from heroin, I can relate to those who are watching their loved ones fall. My cousin, who I love and look up to as a brother, who is so talented and smart, is battling the addiction of heroin. For months, he was living in a...
    bsmith1217 bsmith1217 18-21, F Mar 2

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    Ganjababe420 Ganjababe420 18-21, F Mar 19

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    Once Is Too Many But A Thousand Is Never Enough...

    I don't know what time it is when I wake, drenched in sweat, my skin crawling, alternating chills, gut wrenching nausea. I'm holding back bile rising in the back of my throat. My insides are twisting, churning, burning. My skin is ice cold and fiery hot at the same time. Every...
    LaPetiteSouris LaPetiteSouris 22-25, F 19 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    Heroin Addiction And The Battle

    It all started when I was 14 years old, I started going out with a guy older than myself and I thought he was the best thing in the world. After a few months I noticed him taking a drug but I was un sure of what. He offered it to me and in my nieve and youthful state I smoked...
    hannahmaloney hannahmaloney 31-35, F 5 Responses May 9, 2013

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    Looking in Milwaukee,

    will pay for extra if someone could help
    ChoppyTwoFour ChoppyTwoFour 22-25, M Mar 30

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    Not My Friend

    Let me introduce you to a friend, He’ll be there for you until the end. He’ll make you think you’re going to win, Welcome to the world of heroin. It all stats off when you have a bad day, Now everyday, he wants to come play. You can’t say no and turn your back, He’ll...
    brokenchildgrownup brokenchildgrownup 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    7 Years Clean

    Hi everyone, have been 7 years clean and have turned my life around from being in a hell hole to being a very happy person again with lots more confidence. I know what it's like to feel sick and have to search for your dealer or wait hours for him and then when you do get some it...
    lorraineperici lorraineperici 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    Long Time Not See

    as u can see, it has been a while since i last uploaded anything. first of all, i failed. im using again. using alot. lost 3 teeth due to meth, and im also doing heroin. and well pretty much everything i can get my hands on. i dont know why, i just cant stop, i dont wanna think...
    Woesh Woesh 18-21, F 17 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    Does anyone in the Fresno,

    CA area have any heroin connects? Contact me only if you're 21-29 please and not a creep. Thx
    girlinterruptedd girlinterruptedd 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    Out of town for a few days.

    Hope everyone's good till Monday. Talk to you then. Have a great weekend.
    XxxMystery XxxMystery 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    Citylight Citylight 22-25, F Apr 10

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    You Can Rest Easy Tonight!

    This is for all my family, friends, an every addict still struggling! Just know you are not alone, and I am here for everyone of you!! -My dear friends you can rest easy tonight.. -knowing the only light is from a street lamp outside -no longer a lighter under a spoon -Im not...
    established19xx established19xx 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    Just moved from Chicago to huntsville Alabama I

    need some tar or #3 or 4 would be awesome. Please help somebody I'm desperately sick
    Jamiejay1212 Jamiejay1212 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 10

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    Yes heroin has consumed me,

    I don't remember letting that happen it just kinda of happened. All I did was answer the knock at the door. Heroin did the rest. And while I was distracted it made friends with my two daughters as well. We are all now addicted. Will we ever kick our addictions, who knows...
    HookedHannah HookedHannah 41-45 3 Responses Mar 21

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    have you seen spiritdaily.

    com, endtimesdaily.com, as the spirit leads radio program 800AM radio and on internet
    prayerfully prayerfully 66-70, F Mar 18

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