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I Am a Heroin Addict

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    Different Kind Of Pain...

    One time my son wrote to me about heroin withdrawal experience: sleepless nights, nausea/ vomiting, muscle spasms. Sometimes the fear of pain of withdrawal prevents heroin users to drop their deadly habit. But I want to tell you about different kind of pain- pain of a mother...
    Svet060313 Svet060313 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2013

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    It all started when i was 18

    and got my first bf n i was obsessed with him, he was tough n i was getting bullied, but not when he was around!! I looked up to him. Then he ended up cheating n going to prison in a short time, i was so upset. When he got out of prison the girl he cheated with killed herself...
    quietgirl14 quietgirl14 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    18 Year Old Girl Struggling With A New Heroin Addiction

    Most of the stories I have stumbled across have been written by addicts who have been abusing for many years, making me feel like my story may not affect others as much. I haven't even been using for a year yet. It all started back in November 2011... Since march I had been...
    em416 em416 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Salt Lake and looking

    for a friend...
    Aild2014 Aild2014 31-35, M Feb 16

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    I need some ******* dope!

    !! I'm sicker than **** an I just need to get high! Please ******* help me please!
    Vannabananaz94 Vannabananaz94 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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    Aild2014 Aild2014 31-35, M Jan 20

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    Aild2014 Aild2014 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    Yes heroin has consumed me,

    I don't remember letting that happen it just kinda of happened. All I did was answer the knock at the door. Heroin did the rest. And while I was distracted it made friends with my two daughters as well. We are all now addicted. Will we ever kick our addictions, who knows...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Mar 21, 2014

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    tried to quit was successful

    for a week only because I went to a place I couldnt get it. came back to Cairo didn't last an hour b4 shooting up again...fucken disappointed if I don't quit this **** I'm afraid my husband will kill himself he's already tried...he's 15yrs using but I'm new only a year and I...
    trapdsoul trapdsoul 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    Life As I Know It

    Heroin is a hell of a drug. Here's my story. I wanted to get out of this world and getting high has been my way out of my depression and to feel normal. I first starting drinking then started smoking pot. Then I was introduced to morphine and I was hooked on downers. I loved it I...
    Kelsey5 Kelsey5 18-21, F 8 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    Aild2014 Aild2014 31-35, M Jan 22

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    I'm Ashamed To Say I Relapsed

    I relapsed recently. It wasn't the first time but it was the worst one. The other times were brief and I was able to pull myself together and get help. This time was really bad and I'm scared because I'm worried it could happen again. When I started using originally I...
    emily29707 emily29707 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    TheTenaciousPirate TheTenaciousPirate 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I Can't Stop. I Can't Get Enough.

    I can't stop using opiates. I am supposed to be clean right now, and just on methadone for withdrawals, but i am buying oxy's and snorting alot and waisting tons of money. I feel i am starting to fade back into my old ways. Right now with the methadone i am giving from the...
    Synapsethroughspace Synapsethroughspace 22-25, M 18 Responses Oct 6, 2012

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    snoopy2585 snoopy2585 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    Omg now i am living in south texas

    corpuschristi area. need help!!
    ilookintothesun ilookintothesun 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2014

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    in Seattle for a week

    or so and really need a good hook up while I'm here let me know if you can help me out
    hobbitgetz hobbitgetz 41-45, F Jan 23

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    Long Time Not See

    as u can see, it has been a while since i last uploaded anything. first of all, i failed. im using again. using alot. lost 3 teeth due to meth, and im also doing heroin. and well pretty much everything i can get my hands on. i dont know why, i just cant stop, i dont wanna think...
    Woesh Woesh 18-21, F 11 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    raybeez718 raybeez718 31-35, M Feb 9

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    I'll start out by telling everyone a little bit

    about myself. I am 25 years old, I come from a good family, my father is an engineer and mother a principle. I have never wanted for anything in my entire life. I started experimenting with drugs and alcohol around age 13. I remember the first time I smoked, I was at a golf...
    KK20 KK20 26-30, M 4 Responses Mar 5, 2014

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    Any friends in lost Hills CA?

    Could use a hand finding my boy
    Aild2014 Aild2014 31-35, M Feb 5

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    Vannabananaz94 Vannabananaz94 18-21, F Feb 20

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    It Happened So Fast. My Story Of Addiction.

    I had posted this on another site a while back. I just found this site today and I thought I'd share this. Hopefully anyone who thinks about heroin might think twice after reading this. While my story is a bit extreme-most people don't fall into addiction so quickly- it's...
    IrishMegan88 IrishMegan88 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 29, 2013

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    All I want is some H.

    I TRAVEL for work. I was coming across the Mexican border when someone said they are searching all cars and trucks. I had two ditch my kit with 2 g's for fire. This site use to be so cool to help each other out. NO one knows how to help. But if most of you look, just about...
    Aild2014 Aild2014 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I just went through what was probably the worst

    full-blown relapse of my life. Still can't believe how stupid I am. For almost 30 years I have wrestled with addiction and gone through long periods of recovery, only to stumble again. Rinse and repeat. Love and relationships are a massive relapse issue for me and have...
    EmperorJulian EmperorJulian 46-50, M 5 Responses Jan 19

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    25,Addict & In Love With Harry

    Please no hate. I'm a 25 yo female,addicted to opiates since 19.Don't use other drugs I.e meth,coke etc. Hardly drink.Can't tolerate Mary Jane. Can't stop tinking about heroin.,or morphine. Been on methadone near 2 weeks now,35mg. But I can't sleep on it, my pupils are pinned...
    nodkat nodkat 26-30, F 9 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    Heroin Addiction

    After reading the comments to my heroin addiction story I thought I would update all of you as to how I’m doing. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and thanks to the people who took the time to comment on it.Anyway, I start my second semester of my second year at uni...
    mgturbo1 mgturbo1 26-30, M 6 Responses Jan 20, 2010

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    An addict who's homeless An addict who's

    dopesick An addict who's soulless An addict who has no idea what the **** hope is An addict who's coppin on the block An addict livin for the shot An addict who sells her soul, she'll never be whole An addict who's cold, prayin for no snow An addict on the streets An addict who...
    madefrombrokenparts madefrombrokenparts 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 4, 2014

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    I stopped using heroin,

    and now I'm extremely depressed...I don't know what to do with myself now....I HATE myself...
    girlinterruptedd girlinterruptedd 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 30, 2014

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    I Should't Be Posting Here...

    ...As a 41 year old mother I should be advising my daughters to stay away from drugs but I can't. How can I, after all I'm addicted to heroin. It was never meant to be like this and up until three years ago my only vice was cigarettes! Then I bumped into an old friend whom I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Aug 13, 2013

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    Hey tampa and Orlando vacation goers!

    If you are sick or in need of down/boy,girl,molly or hgh grade pot give me a text, i have steller reviews are do people right. I live smack dab in the middle of Orlando and Tampa in lakeland. Im only 30 mins from both. And right off the exit, i live not even 1000 feet from I4...
    mmr1129 mmr1129 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    In detroit area. Been snorting

    for years. I wish I could find somebody who could teach me to use the needle.
    agentdisc agentdisc 36-40, M 3 Responses Jan 17

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    272 Days Clean From Herion

    Life is funny! I'd never ever think i'd be sitting at home with nothing to do and be very happy about it. My life was a mess. A little over a year ago I was living in a hotel broke jobless and about to lose my son. One day it just hit me. I really can't do this anymore. Being on...
    girltoday girltoday 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 28, 2013

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    It was the day after my 14th birthday

    when I smoked heroin for the first time. And that day changed my life forever. My mum had been using heroin for a number of years. She hid it from my sister and myself for a long time but as it became more apparent and she would openly use in front of us. The more she did so the...
    HollieHeroin HollieHeroin 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    I Never Thought This Would Be Me

    when i was 14 i was hanging out with this 20 year old guy. he was super cool, moody, played guitar. i thought he was the coolest. he'd shoot up in front of me and after seeing him in a completely blissful state i made him shoot me up, just half a pack. i was in love. i bought the...
    nevermindnika nevermindnika 16-17, F 6 Responses Jan 14, 2010

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    I am an addict and I'm having some serious

    cravings its really hard some days
    sarahest1986 sarahest1986 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 22, 2014

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    I just moved back to whitehouse Ohio from

    Detroit and I can't find dope anywhere. I get money and then I can't find it. some one pleaseeeee help me
    bebreezy1994 bebreezy1994 18-21, F Feb 9

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    i will be extremely grateful & happily take

    care of anyone that helps me get well.
    hobbitgetz hobbitgetz 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    I ******* I n g love it I never gonna quit .

    I'm on methadone and can use every so often. I want to try smak from America someone send me a lil something I will pay you im in Australia. .costs too much here. half a g is 5 to 700..fk that. msg me.
    nodkat nodkat 26-30, F 6 Responses Nov 27, 2014

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    Heroin: My Love Affair

    Six months ago I couldn't even tell you what black tar was. My boyfriend at the time, a serious drug abuser, introduced me to this evil. But it didn't feel evil. As the vapors from the tin foil filled my lungs I instantly developed a new crush. A new relationship was born that...
    asugirl11 asugirl11 18-21, F 35 Responses Jan 22, 2013

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    Heroin Addiction And The Battle

    It all started when I was 14 years old, I started going out with a guy older than myself and I thought he was the best thing in the world. After a few months I noticed him taking a drug but I was un sure of what. He offered it to me and in my nieve and youthful state I smoked...
    hannahmaloney hannahmaloney 31-35, F 5 Responses May 9, 2013

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    Until Now

    I have been a member of this group for a while now but I have never been able to bring myself to write my story. I fell in love with opiates the very first time. I can remember being addicted to pills and doing all of the other things that go along with being an addict, but like...
    aprilriver aprilriver 31-35, F 14 Responses Aug 21, 2011

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    foleyyyy foleyyyy 26-30, F Dec 18, 2014

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    Once Is Too Many But A Thousand Is Never Enough...

    I don't know what time it is when I wake, drenched in sweat, my skin crawling, alternating chills, gut wrenching nausea. I'm holding back bile rising in the back of my throat. My insides are twisting, churning, burning. My skin is ice cold and fiery hot at the same time. Every...
    LaPetiteSouris LaPetiteSouris 22-25, F 19 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    ok it has been decided

    that I'm going to give lady H a break, and let my poor veins recover. I used tonight, bugger all actually. I just thought, christ I've blown 400 in one week on bloody white powder. and I feel ill at that thought. .the **** I did for that cash wasn't savory. I don't hate renting...
    nodkat nodkat 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    How I Got Hooked.

    I am and have been a heroin addict for over two and a half years now. Three years ago my boyfriend (now ex) came over to my house after being mia for days with track marks on his arm. I have done every drug accept heroin. I was so against it, i refused to have it in my life. I...
    newgirltotown newgirltotown 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 15, 2011

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    Chasing the Dragon

    As all heroin addicts know, the next smoke or shoot is always the last one. The regret, shame, guilt, and all the other emotions that come with the failures of continuing to do heroin are something that i find difficult to deal with. Today is my day 6 clean, but as ...
    mgturbo1 mgturbo1 26-30, M 23 Responses Aug 14, 2009

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    Sometimes I Forget

      I've been meeting a lot of new people, making a lot of new friends recently. I forget though, of these people, only about seven of them knew me during my 'heavy' years, my fall asleep during conversation or ring them at three am asking to pop over and borrow a lighter or...
    LickingStamps LickingStamps 26-30, F 11 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    Clean

    okay. people,, today is gonna be my first day without heroin for a long time. wanted to let you all know. . wish me luck. :) i can do this ****! pinky promise<3 25-11-2012 ~ ________________________________________________________________________________________________ well...
    Woesh Woesh 18-21, F 15 Responses Nov 24, 2012

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    I see so many posts of people saying they can

    get heroin in Orlando, and I know this to be true. However, where are all the posts for the heroin in Tampa? I know its here, and with a little bit of persistent searching I found it. If you are in need of that boy in Tampa it seems like I am one of the only people on here in...
    dondeezulbaby dondeezulbaby 31-35, M 3 Responses Jan 27

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    Anyone in Gwinnett, Ga.

    Who can hook me up?
    BaeNotBae BaeNotBae 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 18, 2014

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    7 Years Clean

    Hi everyone, have been 7 years clean and have turned my life around from being in a hell hole to being a very happy person again with lots more confidence. I know what it's like to feel sick and have to search for your dealer or wait hours for him and then when you do get some it...
    lorraineperici lorraineperici 41-45, F 3 Responses