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I Am a Heroin Addict

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 727 People

    Once Is Too Many But A Thousand Is Never Enough...

    I don't know what time it is when I wake, drenched in sweat, my skin crawling, alternating chills, gut wrenching nausea. I'm holding back bile rising in the back of my throat. My insides are twisting, churning, burning. My skin is ice cold and fiery hot at the same time. Every...
    LaPetiteSouris LaPetiteSouris 22-25, F 19 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    Yes heroin has consumed me,

    I don't remember letting that happen it just kinda of happened. All I did was answer the knock at the door. Heroin did the rest. And while I was distracted it made friends with my two daughters as well. We are all now addicted. Will we ever kick our addictions, who knows...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Mar 21, 2014

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    It's really hard when the person closest to you

    pretends to listen and understand then it's the same thing they hold against you in the heat of the moment I will no longer allow said person to tell me to shut the **** up and that I'm an addict :/...
    bunnyglow bunnyglow 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    7 Years Clean

    Hi everyone, have been 7 years clean and have turned my life around from being in a hell hole to being a very happy person again with lots more confidence. I know what it's like to feel sick and have to search for your dealer or wait hours for him and then when you do get some it...
    lorraineperici lorraineperici 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    Clean

    okay. people,, today is gonna be my first day without heroin for a long time. wanted to let you all know. . wish me luck. :) i can do this ****! pinky promise<3 25-11-2012 ~ ________________________________________________________________________________________________ well...
    Woesh Woesh 18-21, F 15 Responses Nov 24, 2012

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    people in Tampa, I can get in Lakeland,

    stop wasting time and gas too get to Orlando, I get stamps, 15 to 20$ ,they come from newark and new York, stop ******* with this bunk dope. this **** is actually pure, try it you'll see. this cats saying lies bout juice know Better lol, I've always had better connects then...
    mmr1129 mmr1129 22-25, M 4 Responses Apr 28

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    Minneapolis connects anyone?

    I'm new here. 5zerofour 57zero 0sevennine6
    NiorehC NiorehC 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    Need a connect in Minneapolis badly,

    any opiate will do at this point. hmu 6 one 2 9 6 5 0 one 6 one. I'm in the northern suburbs but can get down to Minneapolis if I need to
    bpeterson87 bpeterson87 26-30, M May 19

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    Heroin Addiction

    After reading the comments to my heroin addiction story I thought I would update all of you as to how I’m doing. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and thanks to the people who took the time to comment on it.Anyway, I start my second semester of my second year at uni...
    mgturbo1 mgturbo1 26-30, M 6 Responses Jan 20, 2010

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    I'm Ashamed To Say I Relapsed

    I relapsed recently. It wasn't the first time but it was the worst one. The other times were brief and I was able to pull myself together and get help. This time was really bad and I'm scared because I'm worried it could happen again. When I started using originally I...
    emily29707 emily29707 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    Life As I Know It

    Heroin is a hell of a drug. Here's my story. I wanted to get out of this world and getting high has been my way out of my depression and to feel normal. I first starting drinking then started smoking pot. Then I was introduced to morphine and I was hooked on downers. I loved it I...
    Kelsey5 Kelsey5 18-21, F 8 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    Needing someone to help me out between Austin

    and San Antonio. San Marcos area.
    Sid1237 Sid1237 18-21 Apr 7

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    on vacation in Destin Florida lookin to core

    some fire boi. please help me no sketchy stuff.
    Dorsey2014 Dorsey2014 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    Does anyone have any connects

    for heroin out in Fresno?
    kjones23 kjones23 18-21, M May 5

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    Anyone that shoots heroin feel like they have

    broken nose cavities it happens about once a month and right now it's happening and I don't know how to deal it's hard to snort it and idk.. I'm starting to nod into happy place..
    bunnyglow bunnyglow 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 16

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    needsomeh needsomeh 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    It was the day after my 14th birthday

    when I smoked heroin for the first time. And that day changed my life forever. My mum had been using heroin for a number of years. She hid it from my sister and myself for a long time but as it became more apparent and she would openly use in front of us. The more she did so the...
    HollieHeroin HollieHeroin 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    Even when I have long periods of not using I

    still keep coming back. Not proud just part of what makes me me.
    Direwolf65 Direwolf65 46-50, M Apr 22

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    otex otex 31-35, M 2 Responses May 6

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    Sometimes I Forget

      I've been meeting a lot of new people, making a lot of new friends recently. I forget though, of these people, only about seven of them knew me during my 'heavy' years, my fall asleep during conversation or ring them at three am asking to pop over and borrow a lighter or...
    LickingStamps LickingStamps 26-30, F 11 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    Different Kind Of Pain...

    One time my son wrote to me about heroin withdrawal experience: sleepless nights, nausea/ vomiting, muscle spasms. Sometimes the fear of pain of withdrawal prevents heroin users to drop their deadly habit. But I want to tell you about different kind of pain- pain of a mother...
    Svet060313 Svet060313 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2013

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    Charlotte NC here with the hook up.

    Hit me up. Text 954-610-3114
    plsutton89 plsutton89 22-25, M May 15

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    Chasing the Dragon

    As all heroin addicts know, the next smoke or shoot is always the last one. The regret, shame, guilt, and all the other emotions that come with the failures of continuing to do heroin are something that i find difficult to deal with. Today is my day 6 clean, but as ...
    mgturbo1 mgturbo1 26-30, M 23 Responses Aug 14, 2009

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    It Happened So Fast. My Story Of Addiction.

    I had posted this on another site a while back. I just found this site today and I thought I'd share this. Hopefully anyone who thinks about heroin might think twice after reading this. While my story is a bit extreme-most people don't fall into addiction so quickly- it's...
    IrishMegan88 IrishMegan88 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 29, 2013

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    Make It To The Moon

    I am not just an addict I'm a coward. I didn't come from an abusive or broken home. I was loved and sheltered and safe and most of all provided for. Everythinv was set up to be a cookie cutter existence. And it scared me. I wanted to experience life. To be the crazy feirce...
    skylitdetroit skylitdetroit 22-25, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2013

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    Anyone that wants to hear my story let me know

    as I have to send it to you privately as someone flagged it and it was removed...
    MikaPGHsLostCause MikaPGHsLostCause 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    "MY MOTHER INTRODUCED ME TO HEROIN,

    AND JESUS CHRIST INTRODUCED ME TO FREEDOM
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 24, 2014

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    that boi chillin 24/7'.

    .... hmu .. try some.. get some.. p.m for cell #
    junkierobb84 junkierobb84 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    Neverlow44 Neverlow44 18-21, M 4 Responses May 15

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    I am an addict and I'm having some serious

    cravings its really hard some days
    sarahest1986 sarahest1986 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 22, 2014

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    An addict who's homeless An addict who's

    dopesick An addict who's soulless An addict who has no idea what the **** hope is An addict who's coppin on the block An addict livin for the shot An addict who sells her soul, she'll never be whole An addict who's cold, prayin for no snow An addict on the streets An addict who...
    madefrombrokenparts madefrombrokenparts 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 4, 2014

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    18 Year Old Girl Struggling With A New Heroin Addiction

    Most of the stories I have stumbled across have been written by addicts who have been abusing for many years, making me feel like my story may not affect others as much. I haven't even been using for a year yet. It all started back in November 2011... Since march I had been...
    em416 em416 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Heroin: The Kiss Of God

    I call heroin the kiss of god because there is no feeling to describe it. Everyone says it's unlike anything they've ever experienced, true, but I'm not like everyone else. Heroin for me, felt like me being lifted up to heaven god gives me a kiss than I gently come back to...
    teex0ox teex0ox 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    otex otex 31-35, M 1 Response May 19

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    I'll start out by telling everyone a little bit

    about myself. I am 25 years old, I come from a good family, my father is an engineer and mother a principle. I have never wanted for anything in my entire life. I started experimenting with drugs and alcohol around age 13. I remember the first time I smoked, I was at a golf...
    KK20 KK20 26-30, M 4 Responses Mar 5, 2014

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    Not My Friend

    Let me introduce you to a friend, He’ll be there for you until the end. He’ll make you think you’re going to win, Welcome to the world of heroin. It all stats off when you have a bad day, Now everyday, he wants to come play. You can’t say no and turn your back, He’ll...
    brokenchildgrownup brokenchildgrownup 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    TheTenaciousPirate TheTenaciousPirate 18-21, F 2 Responses May 12

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    25,Addict & In Love With Harry

    Please no hate. I'm a 25 yo female,addicted to opiates since 19.Don't use other drugs I.e meth,coke etc. Hardly drink.Can't tolerate Mary Jane. Can't stop tinking about heroin.,or morphine. Been on methadone near 2 weeks now,35mg. But I can't sleep on it, my pupils are pinned...
    nodkat nodkat 26-30, F 9 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    I can no longer function

    as a human being without heroin
    HollieHeroin HollieHeroin 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 20

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    otex otex 31-35, M May 4

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    It all started when i was 18

    and got my first bf n i was obsessed with him, he was tough n i was getting bullied, but not when he was around!! I looked up to him. Then he ended up cheating n going to prison in a short time, i was so upset. When he got out of prison the girl he cheated with killed herself...
    quietgirl14 quietgirl14 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    perraa02 perraa02 22-25, M Apr 23

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    I Can't Stop. I Can't Get Enough.

    I can't stop using opiates. I am supposed to be clean right now, and just on methadone for withdrawals, but i am buying oxy's and snorting alot and waisting tons of money. I feel i am starting to fade back into my old ways. Right now with the methadone i am giving from the...
    Synapsethroughspace Synapsethroughspace 22-25, M 18 Responses Oct 6, 2012

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    Heroin-the Devil I

    Heroin - I destroy homes, tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more costly than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold, and if u need me, remember I'm easily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town...
    IShallDefeatTheDevil IShallDefeatTheDevil 22-25, F 8 Responses Aug 23, 2013

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    Getting home from a long day of school

    and work, climbing into bed and getting as high as you want cuz you don't have anything to do for the next 11 hours is the most perfect thing ever :)) #relatable 😌🌊🌼🌸🌺🌻☀️🌀🍒🍑🍯
    bunnyglow bunnyglow 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 28

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