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I Am a Homosexual

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    How I Dealt With Sexual Confusion.

    I remember when I was sexually confused last year and I didn't seem to find any single bit of advice on the internet! It sucked. So I decided to share it here just so that anyone going through the same thing would be able to read it and hopefully apply it to their own situation...
    lifeseemstosuck lifeseemstosuck 18-21, F Apr 26, 2012

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    Some Thing Different

    when i was studying in 7th grade it happened.one of my neighbour taking me and pulled my trousser.but i dont know whats going on.after that i feel guilty. its cuz i am not prevent him. after a long period it happend again with one of my cousine.that time i little enjoy
    kris4you kris4you 26-30, M Mar 8, 2011

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    Killing Curiosity

    My 1st experience was with another boy when he was 11 and my friend too, he was my classmate. One day on my birthday he slept at home and decided to kill a curiosity that I had to l'adresse the penis of another boy. Desafialo decided then to a card game, the loser had to suck the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 28, 2011

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    Gun

    He lays on his back in bed, fingering the object in his hands. The house is very quiet; on the living room cuch, his wife is sleeping. No one will know what he is doing... He closes his eyes and allows his hands to explore, feeling every bump and dent in the cool metal object...
    FallingUpStairs FallingUpStairs 22-25, M 2 Responses May 2, 2012

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    Sex With My Friend

    I was a hosteller while in class twelve. My friend Varun was the son of a business man and he was from the same city. I used to go to his home. One day he insisted me to stay at his home. After dinner we saw blue films with him. We became excited and our dicks were erect, He...
    mohankumaram mohankumaram 41-45 1 Response Oct 18, 2012

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    First Time I Started Experimenting.

    When I was 14 I had a friend who liked me and I liked him. I dont quite remember hos it happened but one day something happened and I guess our curiosity just snapped or something cuz during that day we had sex. at first when I went down on him I was a bit hesitent, but quickly...
    Deidara2011 Deidara2011 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 24, 2010

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    An Enigma...

    I am gay.  Why is that a big deal?  I have not once changed because of my sexual preferences.  Being gay is only a small portion of the person I am today.  I am an opera singer.  I am black.  I am native american.  I am caucasian.  I am a...
    Endyreul Endyreul 21-25, M 5 Responses Apr 5, 2007

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    Eversince

    I've been say i was like 5 years old..yah, am so not kiddin...i still remember that i so love SailorMoon and those other feminine shows...well, all i can say is being gay here in my country is kinda fun... you wake up feeling all gay unless you have major break-up with your...
    nix257 nix257 18-21, M 1 Response May 13, 2010

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    I Didn't Choose To Be....o

     Hi, I am a Homosexual.... I like Men. So what? This doesn't make me a pedo or a pervert and i do not go out and recruit others to become  Homo's. I didn't choose to be homosexual. Its something that has always been inside me. I came out when i was twenty and still...
    randywest randywest 36-40, M 5 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    It Happened, I Don't Know Who I Am: I'm Confused

    I'm in the band at my highschool. I was at a basketball game and had the best time with my friend's. One of them stood with me after the game. We were walking in the feild and were both laughing. I kissed him, that led to more thing's that I wanted to do but diddnt.. Inside me I...
    atlcrh21111 atlcrh21111 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 18, 2011

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    My Only Homosexual Experience

    If i were to be precise, i would say it happened some 7 years ago. I was 15 back then when i first had my first sexual experience. I am not sure that experience was defining in my life, because although my first was with a male, i've never really been attracted to males ever...
    moekay3 moekay3 22-25, M Apr 7, 2013

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    Yesterday, my wife was reading a book

    while she sat by our pool. She was facing away from our bedroom and I could see her from the bedroom windows as the Venetian blinds were opened. I took a shower, dried my hair, and applied moisturizer over my body - as I normally do after a shower. Then, I lay in bed, applied...
    cockconnoisseur cockconnoisseur 41-45, M Jan 21

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    Does He Like Me? (please Leave Comments to Answer Question)

     I'm not entirely sure, but I think I'm a homosexual. I like guys and girls. Anyway, I'm a guy. I have decided to write an entry cuz I'm happy. A cute guy (I'm pretty young, and he's younger than me) and me were at a game of baseball (We were in it) fairly late at night. I...
    thegg thegg 13-15 1 Response May 23, 2009

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    Myself As A Homosexual

    Hi, The first time I knew I was gay is when i was in elementry school. I never came out to people because I already knew what there reaction was going to be. They would say "your gay" I would say yes I'am. I was really hurt when they called me names like ***, gay ***** all...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Mar 19, 2010

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    FallingUpStairs FallingUpStairs 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 28, 2012

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    I Am Happy to Be Gay

    I'm only 18 and i'm a lesbian. coming out of the closet was very difficult for me. I started out like every teen at thirteen i tired dating guys thinking it was "normal". But i was never really into it. I had sexual feelings for my girl friends. Until i was 15 a tired...
    mercury mercury 16-17 2 Responses Sep 18, 2008

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    Men Sexually Excite Me More Than Women

    When I was in the Navy, I was alone with a girl about my age who really wanted to go all the way with me.  I was 18 then and thought I was being a good friend of my Buddy, who was dating that girl at the time, when I refused her advances.  I had no car at the time and...
    jrayfitz jrayfitz 51-55 1 Response Oct 20, 2008

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    I Started When I Was 35

    In 1998, when I was 35 years old, I had my first sexual experience with another man. I met him in the classifieds. We had dinner and then went to his place and talked for a LONG time. Finally, he asked if I would like to see some gay ****, which I had never seen before. It...
    cryledmb cryledmb 46-50, M 10 Responses Dec 27, 2012

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    Proud

    I'm gay, and I'm proud of it. More technically, a lesbian, but 'gay' is easier to say. I love my girlfriend, and I would do anything for her. So... haters can go **** themselves. I'm happy, she's happy, and that's all that matters. I'm not going to leave her just because she...
    Pan Pan 18-21 1 Response Apr 7, 2007

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    I Am Not Homosexual

    Hi. I am not a homosexual, but I have always been interested in finding out information about the community.  I have had homosexual friends and am not here to bash or anything like that.  I may not agree with the lifestyle, but I will not sit here and say harsh words or...
    drummergrl06 drummergrl06 22-25, F Mar 31, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Well, I am 19. I have been out for almost 2 years and I have had a girlfriend for over a year. But I can't help but hate myself I hate who I am and that I love her. I don't want to...
    shaunaleigh77 shaunaleigh77 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    my whole life i was alone. i have everyone around me. my family, friends . But none of them knows me . They only know my out side.i wish someone was there for me . someone who...
    leftaalone leftaalone 22-25 1 hr ago

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    What are Homosexuals supposed to do if they can't change? ~ by Matt Slick What should a homosexual do if he becomes a Christian and his same-sex desires do not go away? Can...
    PMEWhite PMEWhite 31-35, M 5 Responses Mar 21

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    What are Homosexuals supposed to do if they can't change? ~ by Matt Slick What should a homosexual do if he becomes a Christian and his same-sex desires do not go away? Can...
    PMEWhite PMEWhite 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    What are Homosexuals supposed to do if they can't change? ~ by Matt Slick What should a homosexual do if he becomes a Christian and his same-sex desires do not go away? Can...
    PMEWhite PMEWhite 31-35, M 5 Responses Mar 21

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    What are Homosexuals supposed to do if they can't change? ~ by Matt Slick What should a homosexual do if he becomes a Christian and his same-sex desires do not go away? Can...
    PMEWhite PMEWhite 31-35, M Mar 21

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    Homosexuality is nothing that can be healed. It is what it is. There is nothing wrong with homosexuals. We are all human beings and should be treated as equal. God is not going to...
    Inherownwords Inherownwords 31-35, F Mar 30

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    There are only 2 more months left until I graduate high school, with so many obstacles ahead of me. One of them being that I'm attracted to women and men, more specifically, so far...
    agirlwithcurlyhair agirlwithcurlyhair 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    The first time I knew I was gay was the age of 11. The second I realised it I ran to my room and started crying until my eyes hurt, I remember this day so clearly because it was...
    Takino Takino 16-17, M 6 Responses Apr 11

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    My life is probably one big non-event. Still, I’d like to get my story out there. As Francois Rabelais once said, “I go to seek a great perhaps”. And maybe this is mine...
    doodledude doodledude 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 11

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    Being gay is a deviation from nature. If we take a look at animals in nature we can see that none of them are gay. A few are heterosexual or androgynous but they are actually...
    darkanddesolate darkanddesolate 16-17, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    Tbh, I actually get along with Homosexual and Bisexual people more than I get along with straight people. I had friends who were Bisexual, they become my best friends. So if you're...
    HydroChronexia HydroChronexia 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    i think my mother was one of those feminists, embracing emancipation, even embracing homosexuality. but i think homosexuality does not exist. people need each other. man needs...
    aliveandbreathing aliveandbreathing 26-30, M 15 hrs ago

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    Yep, I've stayed single so long that a lot of people have started to suspect that I'm hiding in the closet. Some have already told me that they wouldn't mind if I were gay, and...
    siamul siamul 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    I probably shouldn't be admitting this, but I need to express it. So mostly everyone that knows me on here knows that I cheated on my fiancé and I've been pretty torn up about...
    rajasaeed rajasaeed 26-30, F 9 Responses Mar 23

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    At My school, i want to start fresh so im changing schools next year and i was wondering if my friends and i should start a LGBT Club or a Gay/Straight alliance group. Would it be...
    escap3girl escap3girl 13-15, F Mar 23

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    My best friend is homophobe and do not can not understand. I my self are not homosexual but I still cannot see any harm they are causing to society at large macro or micro!!!
    jordass jordass 51-55, M 5 Responses Mar 23

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    Hot boys and Sexy girls. I love them both! <3 I have been bisexual for about a year and a half. I haven't told my friends or family though. I know some of them don't exactly...
    LoneWolf2001 LoneWolf2001 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    So here we go... I am a Christian. I am also in a beautiful relationship with a girl and have been for the past year and 3 months. This is the story of my journey and struggles. I...
    tshirthappy tshirthappy 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Freak! That is how I turned out a big man who has girly emotions inside, I'm not pretty on the outside not supposed to be is what my blue-collar, mid-western, upbringing has told...
    Sissycindysue Sissycindysue 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 26

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    "Mama!" I called out nervously into the bedroom. "Are you awake? Can I come in?" I was 10 years old carrying a secret burden I was finally ready to unload. She said she was awake...
    UnwantedMutt UnwantedMutt 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 26

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    We think we know right from wrong but we don't. We have our laws and our regulations and our expectations, social or otherwise and they change all the time. Laws are added and...
    T4RD15 T4RD15 26-30 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Finally it was legalised last night.. Homosexuals may finally get married!!
    Daisyellenrose Daisyellenrose 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I am single christian guy who struggles with homosexuality. I have being struggling with it since I was a teenager.I am now 24 and the battle is far from over. I am trusting in God...
    ronwhent47 ronwhent47 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    I am 72 and naturist since I started skinny-dipping as a kid who never kicked the habit. In that time I have visited naturist beaches at home here in the UK and abroad in mainland...
    nudrunuk nudrunuk 66-70, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    I don't know what to do. I have never been sure about my sexuality and I have been experimenting with both sexes. I am currently in a relationship with a male and even though it...
    x5m45h1ngx x5m45h1ngx 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    I love seeing a girl talk about her girlfriend or a guy talking about his boyfriend. It's fresh air as opposed to the usual posts about a straight couple. "Fresh air" as in it...
    PandaHaven PandaHaven 18-21, F Apr 2

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    For the past few years now, well ever since I was a child, I was too mature for my age, and was always around people older than me. I felt like I've always been empty. I was...
    MaisieM MaisieM 13-15, F Apr 5

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    what I’m here to talk about is that I think I have a crush on someone, but this isn't your typical love story, it's just a sad thought of an insomiac trying to get rid of some...
    weirdo333 weirdo333 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    This is anorexia based. Love you all <3 Fill a Hole to Feel Whole Like a leaf in the wind, I fly out of control, detached from the earth. Like an evergreen tree, I watch as...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F Apr 7

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    My violent father - My dad, although he has mellowed considerably with age, is a violent, psychotic, nasty piece of work who grew up tough, lived tough and will die tough. He's the...
    HPeterson HPeterson 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I believe our nation is still standing because of the prayers of Gods people. He is merciful, but how long will his mercy last? Seeing all the sinful practices going on, I know...
    Allthingschrist Allthingschrist 31-35 1 Response Apr 7

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    Agendas of the New World Order - "He will change Times and Law" Daniel 7:25 Bible ProphecyApr 7, 2014 -Todays Broadcast includes:-The Homosexual Agenda1.) Being taught in schools...
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 31-35, F Apr 8