I Am a Horrible Person Disguised As a Good One

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 288 People

    I'm practicing to be more ruthless,

    compassion leads to ones fall.
    YellowBrightLight YellowBrightLight
    18-21
    2 Responses Apr 25, 2015

    I Just Like World Of Warcraft More Than I Do The Lord

    I am a Christan and I like... World of Warcraft for the past couple of years I have been playing WoW and I have had a ton of fun but it is stealing my life away and I can feel it. The Lord is telling me to quit ,but everytime I try I keep coming back. I know what most people...
    doomhammer doomhammer
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Dec 29, 2010

    I wonder what is considered a horrible person.

    Someone who lies to others? A bully? Surely everyone is a horrible person one way or another. ~o.o~
    GrinchFairy GrinchFairy
    16-17
    1 Response Feb 3

    My parents, my friends,

    all the people who love and care about me just love my image. They don't know what thoughts I have in my head, or what I do when I'm alone. I'm a terrible person...I want to change, but I can't. I don't have enough willpower to do so, and I guess that makes me weak. I feel bad...
    0Somebody0 0Somebody0
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 20, 2014

    I Am A Habitual Liar

    I was in a relationship for a very long time. My boyfriend was everything I ever wanted in a man, and I thought I wasn't good enough. I lied about everything. My age, my life, my friends. Lie after lie, year after year. I started to panic because I knew that he didn't love me, he...
    purplepanic purplepanic
    22-25
    2 Responses Jul 14, 2012

    You Have No Idea

    If you really want to know what hell feels like Just fall in love with me
    sexysmeagol sexysmeagol
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 12, 2013

    An Abridged Confession

    I'm a chronic alcoholic, and increasingly have been making terrible decisions at home and work. I lie, I steal, I short-change people, and sometimes stalk several of my enemies while they sleep. I flip off school buses full of children, have treated everyone I ever loved like...
    suminacixot suminacixot
    26-30
    3 Responses Oct 29, 2013

    I am a good professional,

    a good friend, a good son... or at least I thought I was. Out of a little anxiety problem I started to fall in despair and became over-complaining and selfish. I hurt and pushed away the girl I loved, I destroyed my family happiness, I lost friendships, I screwed up things at...
    MySelfIsAfterMe MySelfIsAfterMe
    26-30, M
    2 Responses May 21, 2015

    Lies Are Horrible

    Everything I really am has been buried under a whole heap of lies. No one else knows this.
    sapphireskies7 sapphireskies7
    18-21
    Sep 20, 2010

    Redeemable?

    I think I have finally figured out why I can't seem to keep friends. Iam not a good friend. Become completely self-absorbed with My problems, MY wants and needs, My way of doing things. I feel like an island among myself most of the time. I can blend into any crowd and "look...
    Misfortunate4 Misfortunate4
    36-40
    3 Responses Sep 6, 2008

    I Am

    i have such a big hart, bull ****. its filled with nothing. i get close then hert you and i dont even no i am doing it. am that stupid? or do i just have a talent. probably both.
    tomtombear tomtombear
    18-21, M
    6 Responses Aug 17, 2008

    My current girlfriend

    now may be the closest to someone who really knows me.... On the outside I'm a working professional with a good job, nice honest seems like a all around good person. But since being w me gf... I'm a drug addict no one knows, we steal lie just do things I never dreamed of. One on...
    becks2378 becks2378
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 20, 2014

    I emotionally murdered the sweetest innocent

    pure soul. Someone who treated me like I was the loveliest person in the world, I broke his heart to pierces, shredded his life beneath him. I wish I could give him back everything I took from him... I'll never be able to forget how ugly horrible I was to him.....
    Cucharda Cucharda
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Feb 8, 2014

    it just, it doesn't bloody matter what

    or why...I will most assuredly do exactly the one thing I absolutely shouldn't.
    erayn erayn
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Feb 2

    I am a terrible husband

    and a terrible person. I drink too much and make very poor decisions when using alcohol. At this point I just feel like I'm not redeemable. Yet everyone thinks I am such a good and accomplished person, with the exception of my wife who just now understands what a rotten liar...
    mritch mritch
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Feb 1, 2014

    I haven't done anything particularly wrong,

    but I always have this feeling that I really am just a horrible person no matter what I do to people.
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight
    22-25
    3 Responses Feb 3

    I honestly feel as if I'm Holden Caulfield

    (from the Catcher in the Rye) but the girl version. I'm the biggest phony anybody'll ever meet. I mean, I'm nice and honest, don't get me wrong. But when it's just me in public, meeting new people, I lie about everything because I know I'll never talk to that person again. It's...
    jonquil42 jonquil42
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 18, 2014

    No matter how good I try to be I always end up

    hurting people with my selfish actions. I am a monster disguised as an Angel; I rather fuel my dishonesty instead of distinguish the flames. I cant even look at my reflection any more because I dont know who I am any more. The cold hearted lies I create are only created for one...
    NinjaGoddess2 NinjaGoddess2
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2014

    I occasionally give terrible advice,

    knowing full well that someone's relying on it because a) I don't give a **** b) it's not in my best interest.
    MadameRegal MadameRegal
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2014

    Please help me!!! Everyone thinks I am a good

    person. I am a straight A student and treat people kindly. People come up to me and say, you are so sweet! You must never do anything wrong. Well I have a neighbour who I have known my entire life. His mom told my mom that they had to go buy condoms for the first time. My mom...
    horriblegossipgirl horriblegossipgirl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 8, 2015

    I am the charming adorable girl

    that seems to like everyone around her... But when you get to know me better. You should understand why appereance doesn't matter.
    iSatan iSatan
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 3

    Lord Help Me!

    I feel like a real horrible person today...I have been refelecting back on my life and thinking about what i have accomplished. The truth is nothing except that wish i have got for free by stealing and scrounging. I have been a christian for 8 years now...And i do try to do whats...
    julahla julahla
    46-50
    1 Response Jan 27, 2012

    Yup! That's right! The main reason

    why I'm told I'm a good person because I'm treated like s****. If you aren't friends with me or not in my family you have no right to call me a good person. If you look at my writing you'd look at me like I'm another person. I write to hide my dark side. And I expose how...
    ZKAZ ZKAZ
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 12, 2014
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