I Am a Horrible Person Disguised As a Good One

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    My current girlfriend

    now may be the closest to someone who really knows me.... On the outside I'm a working professional with a good job, nice honest seems like a all around good person. But since being w me gf... I'm a drug addict no one knows, we steal lie just do things I never dreamed of. One on...
    becks2378 becks2378
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 20, 2014

    You Have No Idea

    If you really want to know what hell feels like Just fall in love with me
    sexysmeagol sexysmeagol
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 12, 2013

    I am a terrible husband

    and a terrible person. I drink too much and make very poor decisions when using alcohol. At this point I just feel like I'm not redeemable. Yet everyone thinks I am such a good and accomplished person, with the exception of my wife who just now understands what a rotten liar...
    mritch mritch
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Feb 1, 2014

    Yup! That's right! The main reason

    why I'm told I'm a good person because I'm treated like s****. If you aren't friends with me or not in my family you have no right to call me a good person. If you look at my writing you'd look at me like I'm another person. I write to hide my dark side. And I expose how...
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 12, 2014

    I Am

    i have such a big hart, bull ****. its filled with nothing. i get close then hert you and i dont even no i am doing it. am that stupid? or do i just have a talent. probably both.
    tomtombear tomtombear
    18-21, M
    6 Responses Aug 17, 2008

    Please help me!!! Everyone thinks I am a good

    person. I am a straight A student and treat people kindly. People come up to me and say, you are so sweet! You must never do anything wrong. Well I have a neighbour who I have known my entire life. His mom told my mom that they had to go buy condoms for the first time. My mom...
    horriblegossipgirl horriblegossipgirl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 8, 2015

    Lies Are Horrible

    Everything I really am has been buried under a whole heap of lies. No one else knows this.
    sapphireskies7 sapphireskies7
    Sep 20, 2010

    My parents, my friends,

    all the people who love and care about me just love my image. They don't know what thoughts I have in my head, or what I do when I'm alone. I'm a terrible person...I want to change, but I can't. I don't have enough willpower to do so, and I guess that makes me weak. I feel bad...
    0Somebody0 0Somebody0
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 20, 2014


    I think I have finally figured out why I can't seem to keep friends. Iam not a good friend. Become completely self-absorbed with My problems, MY wants and needs, My way of doing things. I feel like an island among myself most of the time. I can blend into any crowd and "look...
    Misfortunate4 Misfortunate4
    3 Responses Sep 6, 2008

    I Am A Habitual Liar

    I was in a relationship for a very long time. My boyfriend was everything I ever wanted in a man, and I thought I wasn't good enough. I lied about everything. My age, my life, my friends. Lie after lie, year after year. I started to panic because I knew that he didn't love me, he...
    purplepanic purplepanic
    2 Responses Jul 14, 2012

    No matter how good I try to be I always end up

    hurting people with my selfish actions. I am a monster disguised as an Angel; I rather fuel my dishonesty instead of distinguish the flames. I cant even look at my reflection any more because I dont know who I am any more. The cold hearted lies I create are only created for one...
    NinjaGoddess2 NinjaGoddess2
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2014

    I honestly feel as if I'm Holden Caulfield

    (from the Catcher in the Rye) but the girl version. I'm the biggest phony anybody'll ever meet. I mean, I'm nice and honest, don't get me wrong. But when it's just me in public, meeting new people, I lie about everything because I know I'll never talk to that person again. It's...
    jonquil42 jonquil42
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 18, 2014

    I wonder what is considered a horrible person.

    Someone who lies to others? A bully? Surely everyone is a horrible person one way or another. ~o.o~
    GrinchFairy GrinchFairy
    1 Response Feb 3

    I am the charming adorable girl

    that seems to like everyone around her... But when you get to know me better. You should understand why appereance doesn't matter.
    iSatan iSatan
    13-15, F
    1 Response Feb 3

    I Just Like World Of Warcraft More Than I Do The Lord

    I am a Christan and I like... World of Warcraft for the past couple of years I have been playing WoW and I have had a ton of fun but it is stealing my life away and I can feel it. The Lord is telling me to quit ,but everytime I try I keep coming back. I know what most people...
    doomhammer doomhammer
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Dec 29, 2010

    Lord Help Me!

    I feel like a real horrible person today...I have been refelecting back on my life and thinking about what i have accomplished. The truth is nothing except that wish i have got for free by stealing and scrounging. I have been a christian for 8 years now...And i do try to do whats...
    julahla julahla
    1 Response Jan 27, 2012

    I occasionally give terrible advice,

    knowing full well that someone's relying on it because a) I don't give a **** b) it's not in my best interest.
    MadameRegal MadameRegal
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2014

    I am a good professional,

    a good friend, a good son... or at least I thought I was. Out of a little anxiety problem I started to fall in despair and became over-complaining and selfish. I hurt and pushed away the girl I loved, I destroyed my family happiness, I lost friendships, I screwed up things at...
    MySelfIsAfterMe MySelfIsAfterMe
    26-30, M
    2 Responses May 21, 2015

    I haven't done anything particularly wrong,

    but I always have this feeling that I really am just a horrible person no matter what I do to people.
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight
    3 Responses Feb 3

    An Abridged Confession

    I'm a chronic alcoholic, and increasingly have been making terrible decisions at home and work. I lie, I steal, I short-change people, and sometimes stalk several of my enemies while they sleep. I flip off school buses full of children, have treated everyone I ever loved like...
    suminacixot suminacixot
    3 Responses Oct 29, 2013

    I'm practicing to be more ruthless,

    compassion leads to ones fall.
    YellowBrightLight YellowBrightLight
    2 Responses Apr 25, 2015

    it just, it doesn't bloody matter what

    or why...I will most assuredly do exactly the one thing I absolutely shouldn't.
    erayn erayn
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Feb 2

    I emotionally murdered the sweetest innocent

    pure soul. Someone who treated me like I was the loveliest person in the world, I broke his heart to pierces, shredded his life beneath him. I wish I could give him back everything I took from him... I'll never be able to forget how ugly horrible I was to him.....
    Cucharda Cucharda
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Feb 8, 2014
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