I Am a Horrible Person

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 359 People

    Why do I work with kids again?

    They drive me crazy and I lose myself I have no right to do that to someone. Why do I do it?! I seriously am a horrible person
    Anaihsohs Anaihsohs
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 14, 2014
    Taoistar Taoistar
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Sep 20, 2015

    Do I Even Have to Say Why?

    Why explain the obvious?    
    KindaSilly KindaSilly
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Jun 23, 2009
    MrPoolofsouls MrPoolofsouls
    16-17, M
    1 Response Sep 20, 2015

    I'm not saying this to paint myself

    as a sort of dismal, self-loathing loser, its a gleeful admission of fact. I am not good at being a person, or at least how society thinks a person should be. I'm anti-social, wildly inappropriate, brutally honest and generally NSFL. I eventually decided I may as well own up to...
    PersonalApocalypse PersonalApocalypse
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jul 10, 2015

    I Was A Horrible Person To My Ex

    I was treated awfully in my marriage and my trust, personality, everything was affected. I dated a guy after that I was just awful too. Sure, he possessed some qualities that I saw right away and didn't like which completely caused me to be in a shell, become passive aggressive...
    justfeedup justfeedup
    Oct 9, 2013

    There is no pity for someone

    who doesn't feel pity for others.
    whoslife whoslife
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 4, 2014

    I have no friends and my family hates me.

    That's a life. I just want to die. I want it to all end. I'm tired of people pushing me into things I have no medication for. I'm tired of acting like something I'm totally not. I'm tired of loosing people from me pushing them away. I'm just tired of living.
    blossomingMe blossomingMe
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 5, 2014

    Oh god I am such a horrible person.

    I'm too stupid to realize when the person I'm in love with is in pain. I'm sorry. I'm just so sorry.
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99
    18-21, F
    Oct 4, 2014

    I accidentally locked my boyfriend out of my

    house and he had to sleep in his car for two hours before I woke up and went and got him. I feel horrible :(
    charmyxd charmyxd
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 12, 2014

    I've been dealing with insanity

    and for the first time 2 weeks ago I completely lost it and went into full delusion for 4 days. went to sleep and woke up working and handling business as usual but in a alternate universe or me. I lost myself and after the 4th day I realized everything I seen heard felt wasn't...
    karmakingofsorrow karmakingofsorrow
    31-35, T
    Sep 20, 2015
    richie161 richie161
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Dec 30, 2015

    Two people from where I work have lost their

    mothers in the last month. My first thought was I hope mine is next....
    Toynbeetile Toynbeetile
    41-45, M
    1 Response May 29, 2015
    macabre00 macabre00
    26-30, F
    Jul 7, 2015

    I am a dead beat dad,

    my username says it right there. Sure, my child support is paid every month. But I have alienated my son from my life. He is 9 now. It has been over a year since I have seen my son. I feel like a coward. It is not like his mother prevents me from seeing him. For the longest time...
    Deadbeatfather Deadbeatfather
    31-35, M
    1 Response Oct 1, 2014

    My dad lives all the way across the country,

    and I barely contact him. He and my mom have had a very rough relationship but I still love him. However, I never call or keep in contact with him because I get nervous when talking on the phone. He's not very young or in good physical condition. For all I know, he could have a...
    Casualdeviant Casualdeviant
    2 Responses Feb 14, 2015

    I Am A Horrible Person.

    I'm an anti-social b*tch at school. I don't like talking to people, because I get all awkward and fidgetey around people I don't know too well. So instead of working through my shyness like good people do, I act like a b*tch and successfully make people not want to talk to me...
    sarahpwns sarahpwns
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jun 28, 2011

    I was mowing the lawn today

    and there were baby bunnies playing and I didn't see one of them ;~; I ran over it and the lawn mower cut off both back legs and some of its ear, I shut it off immediately and went to the baby bunny and I just watched it slowly quit moving :( .... I know it's just a bunny but it...
    RyRyOfAwesomeness RyRyOfAwesomeness
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Jul 6, 2015
    Philli8807 Philli8807
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 24, 2014

    You know you're a horrible person

    when you realize someone is pouring their heart out right in front of you, and you couldn't give a damn. You just stare ahead vacantly, and walk away like nothing happened. Don't get me wrong, I feel what they're saying. I get what they're going through. But I was never the...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 10, 2016

    Just knowing that is bad.

    .. Accepting it is worse. Some people must find me so annoying at some times. I sometimes wish I didn't have a heart. I had to hide from my "friends" today because I didn't want to be around them. They seemed happy to get rid of me as well though. Even walking off from me after...
    deleted deleted
    Apr 24, 2015

    Sad Because I Deserve It

    I deserve every bit of pain I feel every day. I'm a horrible wife to my husband. I'm difficult, I get angry, I'm hot-headed and he dislikes that very much. I've inadvertently made him sad and upset and I feel like absolute s*** because of it. Now I'm spiralling into this even...
    Hnie462 Hnie462
    1 Response Nov 21, 2013

    I Feel Like It...

    I feel like I am a terrible person. if I were to list all the reasons why I am to think this, it would be a very long list. I just feel like I am a horrible person. No one wants me around. hell my own family doesn;t even want me around anymore, and if they don't, than who...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 11, 2009

    Thank you for taking the time out of your day

    to read how much of a scum bag i am. Three days ago i found out my girlfriend of 5 years was pregnant. I want to focus on my career life. She was undecided and scared. Yet i believe she was leaning towards keeping it. Two days later after countless hours of talking i finally...
    bbats bbats
    26-30, M
    1 Response Sep 7, 2014

    I'm Sorry

    I can't seem to keep friends. Everyone I've ever dated I've cheated on whether it was physically, mentally, or emotionally. I can't seem to stay in love with them. I'm unmotivated, selfish, and a liar. I even lied to a good friend about having a gay brother...why? I don't like...
    j12angel j12angel
    1 Response Oct 6, 2012

    The guilt eats at me like 10,

    000 mosquitoes gnawing away at my skin. I want nothing but to be non existent. Sometimes I think that my actions say a lot about the type of person I am, but sometimes I just do things so I can curve away from hurting others which of course, makes me a horrible person. People can...
    distanceandspace distanceandspace
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 1, 2014

    I really feel like a horrible person.

    I mean this guy is making me feel like the bad guy and I didn't do anything to him. I am really depressed because of him. He said he was trying to tell me real life realty. My reality is different then his. He Is telling me how I should feel and that my views are wrong. I can't...
    themagijudal themagijudal
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 9, 2015

    I'm sorry that I am sending you this.

    I really am. But I can't do this. I can't o on, being in a relationship with you, or anyone for that matter, while I'm feeling horrible about myself. I don't know what you see in me if you still do, but I don't think it's there. I love you with all the heart I have, I do. But I...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 21, 2014

    Ok ,,,,,, now my stalkers have a place to vent ,

    ,,,,, c'mon you know you want to
    deleted deleted
    Sep 20, 2015

    People have tried to help me

    but I put down all their suggestions. I'm a horrible person and it's obvious.
    BleuGirl83 BleuGirl83
    31-35, F
    Aug 3, 2014
    AusgustSerene AusgustSerene
    18-21, F
    Sep 19, 2015

    Right now I feel horrible.

    I feel like cutting but I made a promise so I can't break it...I'm having a hard time,all my friends are leaving me..I have no friends anymore and I have trouble making new ones,I feel so worthless everything bad is happening to me and I don't know what to do..I'm crying writing...
    jasminebieber1234 jasminebieber1234
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 11, 2014

    My grandmother recently was admitted to the

    hospital due to anerism symptoms. And my mother is taking it really hard. The doctors say they have caught it early on. Now reason for this post is..... I love my family but my grandmother has never been that kind of grandparent that you see your friend has. Someone who checks...
    Craveinred Craveinred
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 20, 2016

    I'm self centred, stupid,

    selfish, opinionated, big mouthed and not very likeable. I have been channelling and receiving all this negativity for many weeks. I think my friends don't care for me and I annoy everyone I'd really like to be close to. Am I pitying? I don't give a ****.
    DieWithYourMaskOn DieWithYourMaskOn
    16-17, M
    1 Response May 20, 2015

    I feel like my personality gets in the way of

    me talking to people or maintaining relationships.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 17, 2015

    I'm Horrible ._.

    All I do now days is stay out all night walking the streets, getting drunk and high and stealing whatever I can get. Last week, one night I had gone to dollar general, it was about 7 something at night and I just started loading my backpack full of C's. Once I got all of them...
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Aug 3, 2012

    I've done some incredibly bad things in my life.

    It's tough to list them all, but I'll give it a try. This is a confession of some of the most horrible things you could possibly imagine. - I drink straight from the milk carton. - I forget to put the toilet seat down. - I don't say bless you when someone sneezes. - I don't...
    mundinamun mundinamun
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Oct 26, 2015

    because I have an illness I was born with

    and I clearly need to be euthanized
    slugkitty slugkitty
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 13, 2014

    Two weeks. I turned off my phone

    for two weeks and hoped the girl I love would forget about me and move on to someone better, someone near her. She called repeatedly, left several messages in those two weeks. I now have my phone on, and I haven't gotten anything from her or anyone else. I could have called back...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Oct 13, 2014


    I was stupid. Was thinking of things all day. Maybe I should tell my secrets and the sin will go away. Maybe I can be like the other kids. I come home all is fine. I'm reading on Ep and I learn some stuff... I was right all along. I'm going to jail. I'm stupid to think other. I...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 15, 2013

    So last night I was out with my boyfriend and.

    .his friend whacked my phone out of my hand and I got really mad because my phone breaks easily and you could easily lose a lot of pictures and videos and other stuff,anyway I got really mad at his friend and I have really bad anger issues and then a few minutes later my...
    jasminebieber1234 jasminebieber1234
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 15, 2014

    I Have Been......

    but there are times when things of the past are brought back, that haunt the goodness I would like to believe I have. I wish that forgiveness came easily to those of us who have done wrong. But until then......*shrugs* I do not know what to do :-( I am better than I was and...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jul 12, 2009

    am i a horrible person,

    well i feel like one.the reason why is because of all the serious boyfriend that i have had in the past which is only 5 by the way, i've cheated on all of them. I honestly don't know what's wrong with me? And yeah sure some of my past relationships wasn't that great but doesn't...
    jenniferolise jenniferolise
    22-25, F
    Aug 11, 2014
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