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I Am a Little Morbid

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    A Little?

    I guess maybe I'm a bit more than "a little" morbid.  I love writing morbid things...MACABRE things! (^.^) I love watching gory movies. Blood, pain, death...It's beautiful...
    moonlit1 moonlit1 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 23, 2008

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    Darker Mind

    My mind is filled with visions of sick and twisted ideas. I think about death a lot. What it might feel like to be dying, living the last moments, taking your last breaths, your last thoughts. I think about killers, what goes through there head when they are taking a life. How...
    Zeerecluse Zeerecluse 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 18, 2011

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    Zombies And Such...

    I love being morbid. Got my zombie obsession: tattoos, movies, posters, music, etc. I even do sound for haunted houses.
    undeadsarcasm undeadsarcasm 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2009

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    Fallen Soul (some Self Harm Stuff In Here Possibly Triggering)

    I have the damaged the wings I have to fly and i've damaged the heart I have to love and trust. as I make cuts. I have flown in the sky high up in the air, and I cut down my wing and have fallen in the dirt. blood,a scarlet carpet stains the grass. And through despair sicken...
    BelleRaven BelleRaven 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 19, 2010

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    Balance Of Good/Bad

    So I find myself one of those people who "care too much" about those around me. I usually take on problems and try to help resolve them for anyone remotely close to me. But when I am alone or around someone I am comfortable with...all the deep dark twisted ideas flow out..not...
    dirtyzerg dirtyzerg 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 29, 2013

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    My City Helps Me Along.

    I immediately assume the modern cities are built on layers and layers of graves. It is almost impossible to find a house that no one has died in, at least in the old world. A new building? There must have been an accident during construction or someone from 1200s buried beneath...
    Dontlooknow Dontlooknow 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 24, 2011

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    Just a Bit...

    I have a dark sense of humor sometimes... Like the time my mother was telling me the story from her friend who is a funeral director... There was a man, beloved by his family and community, a great guy who often went to Africa to volunteer there. Well, he was elderly and while...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 28, 2008

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    Madame Macabre.

    I suppose I could be considered a bit morbid. Family and friends seem to think so, anyway. A lot of my short stories tend to be a tad warped. I have one that was actually written about a gentleman with a gun fetish. In the beginning he was experimenting with his girlfriend and...
    lastleafoffall lastleafoffall 26-30 3 Responses Dec 23, 2008

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    Broken Soul

    I am always morbid. I am like a dark cloud floating aimlessly along the turqoise blue sky. I think about death all the time. And the more I think about it, the weaker I feel. I wonder how life will be like if I didn't exist. Well, life will be a more beautiful place. I hate...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 4, 2011

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    or a lot. If you endured ridicule

    and shunning, you become aware of the shortness of life, you become aware that one day....you will all be the same.......in a way, the great equalizer is realized, the knowledge that it should be so now. Yet when the great equalizer comes, they are not conscious to understand.
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    Ghoul

    When I see that something is about to die I just have to watch it happen. I am not the kind of person that would hurt anything or anyone that’s just not me I don’t even hunt. I don’t know why I am drawn to it because I don’t get no joy from it but as hard as I try I can...
    kevin74 kevin74 36-40 1 Response Nov 5, 2011

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    I Was a Very Morbid-minded Kid

    I used to draw a lot of really badly fekked-up pictures. I used to have morbid fantasies all day. Used to sit on the bus on the way across town to school, and imagine little (invisible) lasers coming out of my eyes and chopping every pedestrian's head off. I used to imagine...
    demonizd demonizd 31-35, M 3 Responses Feb 22, 2009

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    Pandemic

    as far as daydreams go, that's a favorite of mine. i suppose that's a bit morbid. like lexthehex, i have pretty messed up dreams that are sometimes in the same vein as silent hill. they're typically (at the least the ones i remember) about twisted, otherworldly...
    Chephren Chephren 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 26, 2009

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    I Like To Watch Disturbing Movies

    I love to watch movies done by Takashi Miike. I like the feeling of letting my mind go limp before I watch it. There is something so liberating about it. It kinda started when I watched Natural Born Killers on Mushrooms and couldn't stop laughing when the prison riot stared...
    curiousblogger curiousblogger 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 30, 2011

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    Morbid

    i am quite morbid...i have dark, disturbing thoughts all the time and they can get pretty horrific. i have dreams that are kind of like the horrors of silent hill if you have ever played the games or seen the movie...strange creatures trying to kill me, demon puppets on fire...
    lexthehex lexthehex 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 4, 2009

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    Real Or Fake?

    Because I can be morbid at times, I come across random videos that make me wonder whether or not they are real. Since people share things on EP, I decided to share some and ask you all to comment on whether its real, or fake1) Killer Camel: apparently, a Camel kicks a butcher...
    SynysterGates510 SynysterGates510 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 29, 2011

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    I have had such a hard time accepting the term "morbidly obese" because I don't feel like I am, or really look like it in my opinion, but by height and numbers, I am. I'm a shorty...
    cbshepherd cbshepherd 31-35, F 5 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Am I morbidly obese? I weigh somewhere between 310-315lbs I think ??
    JustinAlixander JustinAlixander 13-15, M 5 Responses Jan 10

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    Acceptance Part 2. I've gained back to 490. A lot of up and down this year. 512, 450, 472, 460, 490 and this time I didn't even feel mad at myself. Sure a little disappointed about...
    Fatlady580 Fatlady580 31-35 12 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Although I am a grown man I feel like a little girl inside sometimes. I see pretty little pink ballerina dresses and pretty little frilly girl dresses and get man because I can't...
    littleweewee123 littleweewee123 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    I have been a little quite of recent...... My days are so long... With so much to do each day.... So many things to do.... So many bills to pay... Every time I think to myself "I...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    It's possibly just a little thing that everybody experiences. But for the last two years or so I've noticed how ppl see me more. I probably won't ever see clearly of what I look...
    queenjellyfish queenjellyfish 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I am a little that Loves wearing diapers Loves being told I am cute loves my blankey and jammies loves to be cuddled Loves being age 2 I am a little
    robbybaby robbybaby 18-21, M Dec 31, 2014

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    Oh how I wish to be little again...being happy over little things, not worrying about anything...bills, relationships, etc. To believe that your parents will always be there...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I remember one day when I was 9 years old and in the 4th grade I wore a dress and white pantyhose to school. On the playground at recess that day I stole a ball from a 6 year old...
    whitegirl4blacks whitegirl4blacks 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I wish i was little again because when your little you had nothing to worry about everyone liked you and your family adored you. But now you have to worry how people percieve you...
    harlemwildcatbaby harlemwildcatbaby 18-21, M Jan 2

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    In my experience, there is nothing more perfectly gratifying than waking up in the arms of the person you love. I experienced that feeling today. Though I don't remember many...
    PersonalGenesis PersonalGenesis 22-25, F Jan 5

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    If you will give a little love, you will get a little love of your own! 
    dreamchaser23 dreamchaser23 26-30, M Jan 10

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    I have been looking to buy a little sissy dress. I think a prissy little pink or light blue satin dress would be super cute!
    GingerPrissXD GingerPrissXD 31-35, M 3 Responses Jan 13

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    There is this wound it hurts so bad it always appears when I am sad No matter what I do it won't go away its in my heart where it will always stay It appeared the day you left this...
    Amago Amago 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    i am 15 and i act like im 9 most of the time... i play with younger kids an they love me. i only have a few friends in highschool so i go down in the middle school hall and talk to...
    andylovesyou23 andylovesyou23 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    anyone ages 11-16 wanna talk about kid stuff nothing sexual and weird. i wanna talk to someone who acts like a little kid most of the time like me. or atlest sometimes. im very...
    andylovesyou23 andylovesyou23 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    Take a walk down the dusty streets of Nazareth some 2000 years ago where Jesus grew up as a little boy; see Him beat the paths that led to the synagogue-the Jewish place of worship...
    edr567 edr567 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    Ive never had a relationship like this, but I'm very interested in it. Im a little looking for a daddy dom. Message me if you are interested? c:
    daddysgir1 daddysgir1 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    RP Only I would love to be your new Mommy. Id take care of all your little baby need all you have to do is use your baby voice when you talk to Mommy. Mommy will do the rest...
    MommyBailey MommyBailey 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    The "Little Things in Life" sometimes turn out to be the GREATEST of all.
    WayfaringStranger WayfaringStranger 51-55, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    I am a 20 year old but I am a little 2 year old baby that still wears diapers 24-7 and cutr jammies I am cute
    robbybaby robbybaby 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    im a little scared. I don't get scared easily but something about this situation is ju add t making my heart beat out.
    alexxvaunlennon101 alexxvaunlennon101 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    Little River Band - Lonesome Loser
    Maverick1962 Maverick1962 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    I LOVE PRETTY LITTLE LIARS!! It's my second favorite show.
    maddie91101 maddie91101 13-15, F Jan 8

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    Which Mr Man or Little Miss are you ? I'm defiantly Mr Clumsy !
    TheRebelFaction TheRebelFaction 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 9

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    Does anyone have an odd hobby? The anonymity of this site allows me to feel free to share that I am Autistic. it'd not every day you go to a park or a mall and someone shouts...
    Ayaime7 Ayaime7 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 10

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    I feel confused about the future but I still feel a little enthusiastic about it. Hopefully only good will come my way. Although I know bad things happen to everyone. As long as...
    AnneofGreen AnneofGreen 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    Spending time getting to know someone that I regret rather we hadn't -I was left twisting in the wind. Like a kite out of the proper conditions. Coming to EP has been a lovely...
    1SassyBabe 1SassyBabe 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 11

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    He is my little brother, but he smokes and does drugs. He is 12 and he is going to be 13 soon. I wish he'd just stop. Talking to him doesn't seem to help.
    Jerrichoo Jerrichoo 13-15, M Jan 11

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    I guess I will always be that way because I still like doing some of the things I did when I was little. I still like to watch Nickelodeon and Spongebob, I like to be cuddled when...
    jerseyjade jerseyjade 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    The one thing I have in common with all those GG's who have already written their stories is this is what you and I have in common, nay always had in common. We all know we have...
    Joanne0chan Joanne0chan 31-35 1 Response Jan 13

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