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I Am a Little Morbid

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    Pandemic

    as far as daydreams go, that's a favorite of mine. i suppose that's a bit morbid. like lexthehex, i have pretty messed up dreams that are sometimes in the same vein as silent hill. they're typically (at the least the ones i remember) about twisted, otherworldly...
    Chephren Chephren 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 26, 2009

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    Fallen Soul (some Self Harm Stuff In Here Possibly Triggering)

    I have the damaged the wings I have to fly and i've damaged the heart I have to love and trust. as I make cuts. I have flown in the sky high up in the air, and I cut down my wing and have fallen in the dirt. blood,a scarlet carpet stains the grass. And through despair sicken...
    BelleRaven BelleRaven 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 19, 2010

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    or a lot. If you endured ridicule

    and shunning, you become aware of the shortness of life, you become aware that one day....you will all be the same.......in a way, the great equalizer is realized, the knowledge that it should be so now. Yet when the great equalizer comes, they are not conscious to understand.
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    My City Helps Me Along.

    I immediately assume the modern cities are built on layers and layers of graves. It is almost impossible to find a house that no one has died in, at least in the old world. A new building? There must have been an accident during construction or someone from 1200s buried beneath...
    Dontlooknow Dontlooknow 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 24, 2011

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    Broken Soul

    I am always morbid. I am like a dark cloud floating aimlessly along the turqoise blue sky. I think about death all the time. And the more I think about it, the weaker I feel. I wonder how life will be like if I didn't exist. Well, life will be a more beautiful place. I hate...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 4, 2011

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    Balance Of Good/Bad

    So I find myself one of those people who "care too much" about those around me. I usually take on problems and try to help resolve them for anyone remotely close to me. But when I am alone or around someone I am comfortable with...all the deep dark twisted ideas flow out..not...
    dirtyzerg dirtyzerg 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 29, 2013

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    Madame Macabre.

    I suppose I could be considered a bit morbid. Family and friends seem to think so, anyway. A lot of my short stories tend to be a tad warped. I have one that was actually written about a gentleman with a gun fetish. In the beginning he was experimenting with his girlfriend and...
    lastleafoffall lastleafoffall 26-30 3 Responses Dec 23, 2008

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    Zombies And Such...

    I love being morbid. Got my zombie obsession: tattoos, movies, posters, music, etc. I even do sound for haunted houses.
    undeadsarcasm undeadsarcasm 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2009

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    I Like To Watch Disturbing Movies

    I love to watch movies done by Takashi Miike. I like the feeling of letting my mind go limp before I watch it. There is something so liberating about it. It kinda started when I watched Natural Born Killers on Mushrooms and couldn't stop laughing when the prison riot stared...
    curiousblogger curiousblogger 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 30, 2011

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    Just a Bit...

    I have a dark sense of humor sometimes... Like the time my mother was telling me the story from her friend who is a funeral director... There was a man, beloved by his family and community, a great guy who often went to Africa to volunteer there. Well, he was elderly and while...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 28, 2008

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    I Was a Very Morbid-minded Kid

    I used to draw a lot of really badly fekked-up pictures. I used to have morbid fantasies all day. Used to sit on the bus on the way across town to school, and imagine little (invisible) lasers coming out of my eyes and chopping every pedestrian's head off. I used to imagine...
    demonizd demonizd 31-35, M 3 Responses Feb 22, 2009

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    Darker Mind

    My mind is filled with visions of sick and twisted ideas. I think about death a lot. What it might feel like to be dying, living the last moments, taking your last breaths, your last thoughts. I think about killers, what goes through there head when they are taking a life. How...
    Zeerecluse Zeerecluse 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 18, 2011

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    Ghoul

    When I see that something is about to die I just have to watch it happen. I am not the kind of person that would hurt anything or anyone that’s just not me I don’t even hunt. I don’t know why I am drawn to it because I don’t get no joy from it but as hard as I try I can...
    kevin74 kevin74 36-40 1 Response Nov 5, 2011

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    A Little?

    I guess maybe I'm a bit more than "a little" morbid.  I love writing morbid things...MACABRE things! (^.^) I love watching gory movies. Blood, pain, death...It's beautiful...
    moonlit1 moonlit1 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 23, 2008

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    Real Or Fake?

    Because I can be morbid at times, I come across random videos that make me wonder whether or not they are real. Since people share things on EP, I decided to share some and ask you all to comment on whether its real, or fake1) Killer Camel: apparently, a Camel kicks a butcher...
    SynysterGates510 SynysterGates510 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 29, 2011

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    Morbid

    i am quite morbid...i have dark, disturbing thoughts all the time and they can get pretty horrific. i have dreams that are kind of like the horrors of silent hill if you have ever played the games or seen the movie...strange creatures trying to kill me, demon puppets on fire...
    lexthehex lexthehex 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 4, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Hi, I am Amusical135, and I am 5"2', and 162 pounds. I may not be technically "morbidly" obese, but I sure do feel it. In just September, I was 206 pounds, and felt disgusting. I...
    Amusical135 Amusical135 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    Anyone looking for a cute relationship with a little person? I'm 4'5" and I only get hit on by young kids and much older men. I don't want to blame my dwarfism but I'm so tired of...
    dizzy82 dizzy82 18-21, F 33 mins ago

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    Well.... ALL the time really! ..just to be honest. Is that bad? On Monday someone glared at me for giggling while waiting in line at the pharmacy. I couldnt remember why I giggled...
    goodgirl180 goodgirl180 22-25, F 8 Responses Feb 19

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    It is very true that I wear very little in my apartment. I am either in a bikini or I am naked. My two roommates and girlfriends are the same by wearing very little when we are...
    dianefisher dianefisher 22-25, F 8 Responses Feb 1

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    I'm always just a little bit confused. No special background story, no special reason. I'm just always a little bit confused.
    sile3 sile3 16-17, F Feb 3

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    And a little bit shy, a little manic.
    Floo64 Floo64 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 8

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    Operation - I'm having an operation soon and I am just a feeling a little afraid because I have to get up at 9:30 am and that's barely any time for me to get dressed and worse of...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Feb 10

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    Hi, Im a 35 yr old Daddy in the UK without a little one. I'm kind, fun, thoughtful, strict at times, and I want a well behaved and loyal little one to keep me company and be there...
    Yourmasters77 Yourmasters77 31-35, M Feb 14

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    I guess I will just share my dirty little secret here. Well, it has always been a secret and no one neither my friends ever found out. But when I was a little girl, I wasn't a good...
    katherinneee katherinneee 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 19

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    When I was little I used to think straight meant you liked the same sex as you. Lol man I was weird when I was little
    adamsgirl01 adamsgirl01 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I love being a Little bit I hate how it's become a fad now :/ It's more than just something kinky in the bedroom. It's a nurturing relationship between both parties. Where one...
    TheCutestDragon TheCutestDragon 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Looking for a loving daddy to dress me, braid my hair and teach me to be a good little girl.
    daddiesLittleSweetheart01 daddiesLittleSweetheart01 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 28

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    when I am at home specialy alone I like to wear very little clother thats meqn half naked I dont know why its not about warm weather its about I love to be like that no reason just...
    tetomni tetomni 31-35, M 4 Responses Jan 28

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    I ask way too many questions . I get excited by little things . I'm bouncy and hyper . I act like a baby when I get upset . It's authentic though .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    Online Only I would love to be your new mommy. I would love to take care of you.I do like to re-name my babies but if you want to keep your name just tell mommy. The only thing I...
    MommyLucy MommyLucy 18-21, F Jan 31

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    Hello! I'm a little boy looking for a long term daddy:) I'm looking for someone to take total control of me. Please message me:3
    daddylittlecutie daddylittlecutie 16-17, T 3 Responses Jan 31

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    I'm so excited. I'm going to take a little vacation to Las Vegas in April. I'm going with a very good friend of mine and it's going to be fabulous!
    ttbridge ttbridge 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I'm feeling just a little better today,,,but still got five more days of this,,,Cold......
    pullupgirl102 pullupgirl102 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 2

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    i am a little. i love stuffies and colori.g books and i hae a wonderful dd who reads to me cuz im bad at reading but love stories
    melbug melbug 18-21, F Feb 2

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    So we went to a restaurant with my little nephew he is only 4 , he wanted to go to bathroom but he said : " i want to poop , but its so nice when i do it at home , because I'm...
    Sweetcardiac Sweetcardiac 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    I love my onsie and eating ice cream while being curled up and cuddled. I like to be punished when I'm bad but love being rewarded for being a good little princess. But i can't...
    kimberllyannee45 kimberllyannee45 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 5

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    I have two little sisters, one is 13, one is 15. I have been an absolutely terrible example for them and it has only been in the last year or so that I have cleaned up my act and...
    IngensImpetum IngensImpetum 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 8

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    Most everyone I know does. At first I was like, "Why on Earth would you watch this?", but I gave it a try and it's become a guilty pleasure. Sometimes I forget it was originally...
    MermaidCurry MermaidCurry 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    I wear very little at home. In the warm weather I am usually wearing a bikini and outside in my backyard swimming, sunbathing, or hosting different parties. In the other months...
    femaleofficeworker femaleofficeworker 51-55, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    My studies are pretty intensive just now. I could do with a break, but I guess I will have to wait another month or so, until the break for Easter. I am due to go home during that...
    Rovigatti Rovigatti 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    I like that everyone posts experiences about thinking too much. I can relate alot!. I think about this and that... "Oh no".. something. Or some idea i will puzzle with all day...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Feb 12

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    I really miss pretending to be superheros with my little sister and eating fresh peas from my grandpa's garden. I miss the days when my only worry was my grandma catching me...
    KingLaserDestroyer KingLaserDestroyer 18-21, M Feb 12

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    I don't actually have a sister at all but I'm not super close to my family. I'm really closer to my friends and one is pretty much the little sister I never got to have.
    tgf12 tgf12 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 13

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    It usually happens when I am alone on the subway, on the bus or walking somewhere. Some man catches my eye and I imagine what kind of person he is and play a little game in my head...
    CutePerfectionist CutePerfectionist 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 13

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    I do..Like my penis... It's little.. I appreciate it..I play with it.. I was told that would make me blind...Love is blindness i guess... (bump) D-a-m-n walls... 
    nocool nocool 41-45, M 2 Responses Feb 13

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    Pretty much, yeah. I hide it a lot because with being gender queer I feel like I need to seem tough and prove that I am in fact partially male, but if you get past my tougher...
    Kyedye Kyedye 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 13

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