I Am a Lost Soul

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 226 People

    Kingdarkroom Kingdarkroom
    26-30, M
    Oct 24, 2014

    Who looks out with my eyes?

    What is the soul? I cannot stop asking. If I could taste one sip of an answer, I could break out of this prison for drunks. I didn't come here of my own accord, and I can't leave that way. Whoever brought me here, will have to take me home...!!
    sincerehuman sincerehuman
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 22, 2014

    Who Am I?

    its my everyday question im really lost but im not sure if i still have soul ,i feel pain that no physical pain can cope it ,im full with rage ,hatred.i cant stand ppl and i cant stand myself ,i dont want to be healed because i cant and i dont want ppl to tell me try to live...
    dead6 dead6
    4 Responses Apr 20, 2012

    When I was a kid I was very aware of everything

    around me. I'm very different from most people. Of cause I want the same things as many people. Money, sex a big house a loving partner. I'm not gay or bi, I just want a woman and some money. A companion, a person who wants me for me, doesn't want anything from me. Someone who...
    AnonymousPet AnonymousPet
    36-40, M
    Mar 25, 2014


    I'm unknown to me and others. it's like I want to go away and find myself..but Idk how and i'm sorta afraid to find out who or what i'll find! Idk what I truely wanna do after graduation..or where I want to go. I'm just sorta drifiting..
    lostprophet lostprophet
    22-25, F
    Dec 24, 2009

    Being Me Is Hard............

    my mind is different........my thoughts are different.......life is hard but it feels like its getting harder.....people don't get me......even i don't get me....i know i can try harder but i don't..................maybe i need to go and come back a different person.........im...
    thelostone77 thelostone77
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Oct 19, 2009

    Summer always hits me the worst.

    ....When people are with friends and family, and I'm at home with my dog. Don't get me wrong, I love my dog, but sometimes I just wander how I've became so far separated from society. I'm not terribly ugly and i have a decent job....I'm not well read, but can generally hold a...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 17, 2014

    Hello there, Not sure

    where to start.. So, I grew up in a dysfunctional family - mother was an alcoholic, no dad was present. Most of my wider family members had some kind of addiction, either drugs or alcohol. Only person that would be 'clean' was My grandmother, however she was physically and...
    sandyegg sandyegg
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 4, 2014

    More And more I find myself at a loss

    for words and didn't want to hear other people talking either.their conversations seemed false and empty.....
    Wildflower08 Wildflower08
    36-40, F
    Mar 19, 2015

    Shotgun Glue

    If your comparing this to change...then I must say...it seems impossible. And don't the people here look strange...except for you....you look respectable. We hope you bring the shotgun glue to see us through and make some sense of our lives...but don't try putting out the...
    CanUtility CanUtility
    41-45, M
    Feb 13, 2013

    BrOkEn...Thats Me...

    well...last friday i lost everything and it has been really hard for me to accept things lately...i was hoping that if i shared how i felt with other people or if i interacted with them, then my sorrows would subside...or at least i would find a reason to look forward to.. but...
    Subang Subang
    22-25, M
    Apr 29, 2009

    I Am

    I am trying to find myself.  I am trying to know myself. I am trying to dream. I am trying to scream. I am trying to get mad. I am trying to cry. I am trying to ask all the questions I need to ask. But where do I start? Where do I even start????
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Jun 19, 2010

    The Fox On The Rocks...Wearing Socks

    Good greif will this pain never end I'm hideously deformed. I have lost the ability to sleep or eat I am in need of any inspiration. Don 't mean to be so soggy today, its just that I was in a bad accident a few years ago and its left me with a lot of face pain. Some days are...
    CanUtility CanUtility
    41-45, M
    1 Response Feb 12, 2013

    I Am Sad Today.

    Today I feel sad. I want to die because I'm in so much physical pain and even though I have pain drugs it is not helping. I'm so tired of doctors telling me there is nothing they can do. I bought a gun but I could never shoot myself I have tried and tried but I just cant pull...
    CanUtility CanUtility
    41-45, M
    1 Response Mar 10, 2013

    Grey Angels?

    If there is such as thing as Grey Angels, than I fancy myself one.  I'm not all evil, but I am a willfully lost and seeking power and liberation.  I revel in my "sin" and encourage it in others...
    IcarusFalling IcarusFalling
    31-35, M
    2 Responses May 20, 2009

    Yes I am the lost soul

    that feeds off other souls and my powers are energy manipulation.
    LostSoul6666 LostSoul6666
    31-35, M
    Jan 13, 2015
    8tattoos 8tattoos
    70+, M
    1 Response Aug 3, 2014

    I Am A Living Breathing Corpse

    I don't sleep. I am a talentless hack. My neighbors hate me and their kids throw dog crap onto my car. To make things worse they call me ugly and that really hurts my feelings. That is all I wish to say. Thank you.
    CanUtility CanUtility
    41-45, M
    1 Response Feb 10, 2013

    Walking this mucked up world sitting in the

    corner watching you move breath and think I walk into the shadows and feel alive the light makes me feel dead
    8tattoos 8tattoos
    70+, M
    Aug 9, 2014

    the other night I was outside smoking a

    cigarette and I saw a tall tower with bodies hanging from the ramparts in the distance. at the top was a woman that slowly turned towards me but I could not see her face. only a red eye through her hair before she vanished.
    SolGryn SolGryn
    26-30, M
    Mar 24, 2016
    Kingrazorr Kingrazorr
    31-35, M
    Dec 19, 2015

    What Happened And Where Did I Go?

    Over the summer, I couldn't have been more sure of who I was, where I stood spiritually, and what I wanted from life. Unfortunately, that didn't last long. I got to university in September and soon felt like I lost everything I had come to know and accept without reason. I...
    Chaoticmania Chaoticmania
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 3, 2013

    My soul resides in limbo.

    Literally, trapped amongst 7 walls in a field of yellowed grass and an dark overcast sky. A cool wind blows. That's where my soul is.
    XxRazorbladeRomancexX XxRazorbladeRomancexX
    22-25, M
    Sep 20, 2015

    My soul is torn between wanting to die,

    wanting to live, and the desire to just disappear and escape. I know why, it's the desire to want to be free to be who I am and express and utilize my talents and soul in this world but I have been pushed into roles and censored so much all I can do is admire the bands and idols...
    XxRazorbladeRomancexX XxRazorbladeRomancexX
    22-25, M
    Mar 6, 2016

    When Did My Life Go ?

    there was i time when i could see the good in things.but not lately.lately all i see is pain and misery.i do not remember when this happened.at one time,i had a ton of friends.people came to me and i would help them.but,after i got hurt,no one comes around.no one calls.you could...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    Sep 25, 2013
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