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I Am a Male to Female Crossdresser

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    Just started dressing again I have to say I

    wish I would of never stop I wish I could look beautiful every day and be able to be who I want to be and that's a girl with a penis
    Rachellee1217 Rachellee1217 26-30, M 4 Responses Sep 2, 2014

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    Sometimes I think about being a female to male

    crossdresser! Wouldn't it be something to wake up some morning as a woman and finding out I want to be a man and then dress as one!!!
    Cassandrajoan Cassandrajoan 61-65, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    People Ive Told Im A Mtf Crossdresser And The Stories!!

    Well for starters my instagram is Girlyautumn and whoever remembers me from a while back in November on here as AutumnCD is awesome but here are my stories. -Step mom So one night I think in November of 2012 I was wearing some of my step sisters clothing in the bathroom. I was...
    Girlyautumn Girlyautumn 18-21, T 5 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    I just came home for lunch

    and can't seem to shake this bizarre feeling of having been in a long day dream at work today. It feels like what I might imagine a disociative identity disorder might feel like. It's very bizarre and feels sureal. It's a little perplexing. And even after I acknowledge the dream...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 4 Responses Jan 26

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    I wanted to post a couple of details about

    today's journey, it helps me to keep track of where I'm at. Last night I fixed dinner and had some nice wine with my wife (no kids). We spent the evening together talking about how I planned to go about my day as Jessica and then switched to planning our 25th wedding...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 4 Responses Feb 4

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    ..... and now I'm pushing it further,

    again. I've selected my outfit for visiting my therapist fully dressed. I chose a mocha colored sweater dress with chocolate tights and a pair of brown suede over-the-knee boots with a very low heel. My belt, boots, and purse all match. I am finishing an order with the...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 7 Responses Oct 23, 2014

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    I've lost 15-20 lbs since I started to "come

    out ". I'm trying to lose "size ". I don't want to be a "big man " any longer. I really like being able to curl up on the couch. I just want to occupy less space and be smaller.
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 1 Response Nov 24, 2014

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    I can feel the walls of my emotional fortress

    / prison reassembling themselves and calling to me. "Come home, Jessica, I will protect you" It's cold and lonely, but safe from the emotional pain that surges just beneath the surface of my existence. Drinking is one of my coping mechanisms, and I'm at an all inclusive...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 1 Response Jan 7

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    I Am A Closeted Crossdresser

    I am a 22 year old college student. When I was 14 years old, I discovered that one of my favorite hobbies was dressing up in women's clothing. Everyday when I got home from school before my mom or two sisters, I would try on their dresses and swimsuits while looking at myself in...
    brianschultz377 brianschultz377 22-25, M 5 Responses Nov 24, 2013

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    Finally !! I got the house

    for a couple of hours and can find some relief. I'm cleaning the garage in my favorite way, dressed up. I put on some grey cotton stretch pants tucked into a pair of mid-heeled black scrunch boots, a couple of padded bras to get believable breasts, and an oversized black shirt...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 3 Responses Jan 17

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    Sitting cross-legged in a pair of nice Active

    Support Leggs, checking and replying to various messages and petting my Golden with nylon encased toes at the end of my long legs. Today will be a good day.
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 4 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    Had anyone had enough of my shenanigans yet?

    My latest action item on my therapy list is to open up more with my wife about my feminine needs. So awkward. The subconscious mind is very tricky and deserves tremendous respect. I've had some quality alone time several nights this week, my wife does this to help meet my...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Sorry for mis-using this post,

    but can anybody tell me how to retrieve my EP password without an Email account? I went to the mobile app a while back and forgot my login info. I believe that I used an old email address that is no longer active.
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 5 days ago

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    I'm so excited because tomorrow my wigs coming.

    message me if you want to see pictures of me in them when they come. :)
    Redzeff Redzeff 16-17, T 4 Responses Jan 1

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    I love to wear sexy panties with maxi pads.

    Am I strange or is there anyone else that likes to wear maxi pads too?
    jmitchelljm2 jmitchelljm2 66-70, T 1 Response Feb 5

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    I crossdressed fort many many years,

    I always wanted to go out even go dressed to go out many times, then after looking in the mirror stayed in (Man in a dress), about 3 years ago I was dressed at home and got a shock looking in a mirror that I had got to the stage were I passed, I go out now once or twice a week...
    amber8642 amber8642 56-60 2 Responses May 17, 2014

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    Mwahahaha, back in the game.

    Leave a comment :) x
    LydiaCDRose LydiaCDRose 18-21, M 10 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I'm sitting here waiting

    for this meeting to start and texting with my wife. I described what I'm wearing and she says it sounds like I "look nice and am dressed appropriately ". That sounds a little like a compliment from my wife to Jessica !!
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 5 Responses Feb 4

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    My wife came home last night to find me fixing

    an amazing meal for the two of us. I was wearing an oversized shirt (it used to fit me!) over some tight black long underwear (stretch pants? ) and a pair of long wool socks scrunched down. I think that she could sense my contentment. She said that I "looked cute ", I nearly...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 3 Responses Dec 12, 2014

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    So hey, interesting thing at work today.

    A graphic reminder of who I am (was?). Our local Chamber of Commerce director stops by today to drop off some flyers and we get to talking. Check this out; when I first got started in business, our Chamber of Commerce (CoC) made a run at me for membership and I joined. I could...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 2 Responses Jan 29

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    The perfect wig, perfect makeup,

    that outfit that is just the right one to make you feel like you want to feel, and OMG, the shoes !! What more could there be? I see so many people posting pics and forgetting to put on the most important thing to looking good and being treated right ... a SMILE !! I'm...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 3 Responses Jan 5

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    charlie757 charlie757 41-45, M Feb 21

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    Call me crazy, but a part of me almost wants to

    tell my older sister that I love crossdressing. Be like, "you know why I get all weird when you ask to use my pick up truck?, it's because I have a huge box in the back seat full of tops, dresses, skirts, leggings, bras, breastforms, make up and high heels,
    JessicaCD20 JessicaCD20 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    So, you may remember

    that last Thursday I went to a meeting and therapy fully dressed. It was my first time completely out en femme. I am still processing the experience and have been pretty tight lipped about it. Well, my wife has broken the silence. She knew that I was going and actually made...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 7 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    been one all of my life ad

    as of late I have sex with other crossdressers and good looking men-
    xkimm xkimm 61-65, M 2 Responses Feb 11

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    I'm feeling more and more

    that I should begin posting in the I'm Transgender thread, but at the same time I'm feeling stuck. I need a push but I have our 25th wedding anniversary coming up. We have a trip to Orlando booked that I don't want to ruin by letting my impatient little inner girl run rampant...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 2 Responses a week ago

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    I first crossdressed

    as a teenager, I have no recollection of desiring to crossdress pre teenage. My initial dressing was in knickers (panties), and as teenager I always wanted to wear a suspender belt and nylon stockings, tights(pantyhose) were not available in those days, it was only in the 196...
    MandytgAndy MandytgAndy 70+, T 6 Responses a week ago

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    My girlfriend has gone out

    for the day and I am cleaning the house whilst she is out. I have decided to do it dressed up. I bought a blue minidress earlier in the week and some blue heels. I have got them on with black stockings and my favourite bra and panties. I kept the curtains downstairs closed...
    Nikki1988x Nikki1988x 26-30, T 4 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    I guess when you find something

    that works, it's best to go with it. I spent yesterday afternoon wearing an "outfit " very similar to the one that I was complimented on by my wife last week. I did some housework, put up some Christmas decorations, and fixed a dinner and salad that earned me a "Holy Crap, that...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 3 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    Hi M, I know that you

    and Mom talked Thursday night about where I was and what I was doing. Let me first say "Thank you " for being so understanding and agreeing to be a resource for Mom, it means a lot to both of us. You probably have some questions and I will do my best to answer them. You...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 6 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    As my wife and I were driving to her brother's

    for dinner, late of course, she began to put on her make up in the car. Then she realized that her eyeliner was mostly gone and remarked that it seemed to have gone very quickly, "unless you've been using it". I said "I've got my own, I leave yours alone ". She thanked me for...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 4 Responses Dec 1, 2014

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    Gender spectrum : Male Female Other I'm

    "other" and that's gonna have to be OK. Sooner or later, other will be OK
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 a week ago

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    I tried on a cute dress this morning,

    was hoping it would fit but wouldn't zip...dam broad shoulders.
    srqgmann srqgmann 56-60, M 3 Responses Feb 9

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    Another level of confusion : I've been

    "crossdressed" for an hour or so and I feel all of my stresses and anxieties disintegrating. I hope that somebody is taking notes on this to do a thesis on self denial.
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 8 Responses Jan 17

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    Wow

    I have always had a fascination with feminine clothes, the sexier the better, and heels not under 3 inches! I started sampling wearing them in my teens from my sisters wardrobes and immediately knew how much better I felt about myself when I looked in the mirror and saw this...
    Candicegirl Candicegirl 51-55, T 11 Responses Aug 16, 2012

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    Some notes about the meeting at the Ingersoll

    Gender Center on Wednesday; I arrived early as I was unsure of the location and allowed extra time to get there. It's dark and rainy, not too unusual for Seattle, when I maneuver my new car into a pay park and start looking for others "like me". I decide to go get the payment...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 13 Responses Feb 6

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    Life continues to tease me into a sense of

    being able to live externally the way that I feel internally. I have very few close friends, they scare me. They're a threat to my secrecy. One of my few friends is the total manly -man type of guy. He's the hunter, fixer-upper, let's go golfing type. Stereotypical guy that I...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 4 Responses Feb 24

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    No pant legs to wipe my hands on

    and no pockets to put stuff in. It's no wonder that fewer and fewer women wear dresses. Next time I'll bring an apron LOL.
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 2 Responses Feb 4

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    It makes me sad to think

    that there are so many people who can't, or won't, acknowledge their own true identities. It has been a privilage to experience the joy and hardships of growing up trans. I look forward to the day that I'm able to complete the integration of my femme self into the life that I've...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    I did something today I have always wanted to

    do. I dressed and watched some videos on makeup and did an ok job for a first timer. Then I went for a drive which was a great feeling the way the seatbelt cut the center of my chest and getting used to driving in my heels (5 inch pumps should have started lower oh well). Then...
    TinaCDER TinaCDER 26-30 7 Responses May 8, 2014

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    I was just organizing my gurl stuff

    and took a quick inventory: 9 pair of boots of varying styles, 7 pairs of pumps up to 6 inches tall, 2 pairs of ballet flats 6 pairs of sandals Breastforms, padded girdle, wigs, makeup, purses, sweaters, jeans, bikinis, stretch pants, tights, a dozen or so dresses, etc...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 11 Responses Jan 1

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    Hi everyone! I enjoy dressing up in woman's

    clothing and getting all dolled up. It's a very fun activity for me and I find some nice clothing that I like to wear even when I don't get dressed up. I find that wearing boy short panties are extremely comfortable and are also great to sleep in, and I enjoy wearing fitted...
    BridgetWatson BridgetWatson 18-21, F 9 Responses May 26, 2014

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    I'll see how the morning plays out,

    but as it stands I'm seriously considering my first trip into a retail store as Jessica today. If my dressing up goes well and my confidence is there, I think I can do it. I need some low heel black pumps or maybe wedges. I guess that we'll see how it goes. I can spend hours in...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 2 Responses Feb 11

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    Welcome back to Jessica's blog,

    LOL. Things have been pretty quiet since before Xmas and my inner girl is getting restless. Putting all of my CD/TG stuff on hold has produced mixed results for my relationship with my wife. It has definitely not helped me be a better spouse. But at least now I (we?) know...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 12 Responses Feb 3

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    Ive been this way my entire life.

    If u have seen my profile, im sure u get the point. Anyway, I just wanted to share the fact that I just increased my picture limit and its totally selfie time! Check out my new pics! ♡♥♡
    BoyNbraNpanties BoyNbraNpanties 26-30, M 8 Responses Oct 27, 2014

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    It would appear that I'm done hiding from the

    neighbors. I believe that they want to be left alone and if anything is said about the new gurl around the house, they will not be left alone. I do not expect to hear a single word, even if they recognized me .
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I like to dress in women's clothing,

    but tastefully. I went through a period where I very much dressed like a 15-17 year old girl, I wore tight T-shirts, "girly" clothing, and frilly things - but this version of my fem self is much more mature. I prefer skirts, tasteful tops, comfortable heels, and the occasional...
    Mich38 Mich38 36-40, M 3 Responses Nov 22, 2014