I Am a Man and Want to Be a Real Woman

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    Depression!

    Why is love so hard to find? Why does every woman turn on me the instant I ask them out? Am I just destined to be alone? Why do I feel so wrong when I do finally get a date? Is it because I have known I am a girl at heart since I was a small child? Is this why my ex left me and...
    Rose35 Rose35
    36-40, T
    Dec 16, 2012

    I Don't Want To Be A Man

    If you saw me, you would see only the person that I am physically. I look like your usual heterosexual male, but that's not how I see myself or want others to see me. I've known since I was about thirteen that I would prefer to be a girl, but it was nothing more than a preference...
    AndreaSparkle AndreaSparkle
    18-21, T
    4 Responses Feb 20, 2013

    I Am....

    Actually, I AM a real woman.  Society doesn't seem to agree, because I have a male phisique.  But then, society has never seen into my heart and soul, wherein resides the true person.
    RoseViolet RoseViolet
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Oct 20, 2009

    What I Want

    I am 23 years old, and the picture i have displayed is what i want to be.  I want to be a girl who is in her late teens or early 20s who is very chill, who plays guitar.  In fact i'm learning guitar right now, so that way if i ever get surgery i can be a girl or woman...
    fornowish fornowish
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Dec 28, 2008

    I Am A Man And Want To Be A Real Woman - Continued.

    I have been open and honest to myself for a few months now and I have told most of my family and friends that I am tg. Some have taken it well and others have ran for the hills. And yet some that gave a good imitation of acceptance in the beginning have closed themselves off from...
    Rose35 Rose35
    36-40, T
    Nov 29, 2012

    Like I Say I Needtobeagirlrealbad

    why cant i be a girl? i started wanting to be a girl scince i was 10 i am now 13. but i cant face my parents or anyone i know. does anyone know what to do?
    needtobeagirlrealbad needtobeagirlrealbad
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jun 2, 2013

    when I was younger I never thought

    whether I was male or female all I knew I was born a male but I just lived life never really focusing on what I am as I gotten older I have been feeling like I have been wanting to be a woman
    saumyadammi saumyadammi
    36-40, T
    8 Responses Jun 26, 2015

    It's True, No Denying It

    Lets see. It is true. Has been true for years, decades, all my life. No denying it. Isn't any good to deny the truth. So, where does that leave me. Sex, male by birth. Gender, female by birth. Defective. No. Just that I am a woman in a man's body and I want to become a woman...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    1 Response Oct 15, 2008

    I Am A Real Woman But I Just Have Some Extra Equipment.

    I have some extra equipment that makes me ill but I have faith one day that will change and I will be the female I can be but to be real I would have to have the pleasure of becoming a mother. Having life spring and grow inside me knowing it relies on me for it's life and I the...
    RJ43 RJ43
    46-50, T
    1 Response Dec 17, 2012

    I Am A Man And Want To Be A Real Woman.

    I know the title is the same as the site, but it is true. I was born into the body of a guy in a family with old world values. since I was 10 I have known I had a desire to be a woman. Admitting it would have created a world of retorts from my family across the board. So I kept...
    Rose35 Rose35
    36-40, T
    1 Response Oct 13, 2012

    I've Always felt this way all My Life,

    but it was in My subconscious till I was around 30,then I realized I wanted to be,and Always was a Girl! It's in My Soul.I just want as much of this as possible for the rest of My Life,for Eternity! I Am a Beautiful Girl in a Man's Body,and I need supportive people in My Life as...
    chriscoppler3 chriscoppler3
    31-35, T
    1 Response Jan 28

    when I was younger I never thought

    whether I was male or female all I knew was I was born a male but I just lived life never really focusing on what I am as I gotten older I have been feeling like I have been wanting to be a woman
    jon200547 jon200547
    31-35, M
    Oct 4, 2014

    I didn't ask to be this way.

    And I've tried to avoid it as much as possible, I don't want to be shunned or looked down upon anymore than anyone else. I just want to be me and be how I feel I am. But the fear of other things make it impossible for me to tell anyone the truth outside of an anonymous postings...
    Sarahloveslife25 Sarahloveslife25
    26-30, T
    1 Response Dec 27, 2015
    sneha150869 sneha150869
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jan 30, 2014

    Very Close Now

    once my year of living fulltime as a woman is up this november i am going to the university of michigan for my srs and i can't wait. i have been working at getting to this point for many years and just being able to live fulltime is a dream in itself, but when i get my vagina my...
    Mizsuzy Mizsuzy
    46-50, T
    1 Response Feb 6, 2012

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