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I Am a Man Who Wishes He Was a Woman

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 703 People

    LIVING a Lie

    pantylovingboy pantylovingboy
    46-50, M
    Sep 22, 2009

    To Be A Lady

    Hi all. I want to be a woman so bad, I want big **** and a nice big butt so bad. That I have be thinking about taking plan b birth controll pills. To see what they will do for me. I have been taking all kinds of other kind of pills, with not a lot of luck. So now it is this or a...
    Cowgurl275 Cowgurl275
    51-55, M
    Jul 16, 2013

    for me it all started at age 5

    that was the year my 3 step sisters started to live with us full time. until then it was me and my brother. I had not had a thought about dresses and the like but once they where around I felt the need to try some. as it turned out I fond I liked the way they felt then I found...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2015

    The Feel

    I woke up at 4 am this moring shaved my whole body. I then put on some body lotion and started rubbing. One thing lead to another, soon I had some on my *** hole. I then had to get out my ***** and started playing. I love the feel of one up my ***. It makes my **** hard, and I...
    Cowgurl275 Cowgurl275
    51-55, M
    Jun 6, 2013

    How It All Started

    I guess it all started back in the days when I use to play with my sister. She use to con me into doing her more girlish things and even playing games where I had to pretend I was a girl. I must have been 7 or 8 then and she's only less than a year behind me... by the time I was...
    trans75me trans75me
    Jun 3, 2011

    I have had transgender thought

    for as long as I can remember and after a much needed reality check I want to follow the path of transition but in order to make myself happy I would have to destroy the hearts or people close to me. I'm stuck in a place where my mind is female but my body isn't. I need help to...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Sep 1, 2015


    i Wishes i was a Woman ever sign day and ever monist. my inner women ding to git out i can cancel her anymore the more i fight the more i loss
    soonagirl soonagirl
    22-25, F
    Feb 23, 2011


    I have struggled with this my hole life and the older I get the harder it is to deal with. The older I get the ugly er I get. I've never found myself attractive as a man anyway and now going on 41 I don't make a very good looking woman either. Not that I ever did. I am so jealous...
    deleted deleted
    Nov 19, 2009


    I want and need a woman's help. Someone that understands why aman whould want to be alady. How it feels to go though life the wrong sex. I need a teacher someone to show me how to dress and use makeup. Does anyone know where I might look for such a person? I need her as a real...
    Cowgurl275 Cowgurl275
    51-55, M
    1 Response Jul 24, 2013

    I Feelings I Have

    I love them all, I like having my nipples suck and played with. I love the feelings I have for women, and men the same. I like to suck and play with *****. I like having my *** ******, and I love dressing as a woman. When I see Avery well built woman, I always wish I chould look...
    Cowgurl275 Cowgurl275
    51-55, M
    Jun 21, 2013

    Washing Dishes

    Last night while my wife was out with the girls I had the house all to myself and decided it was time to let Jessica out to play a little bit. I had a sink full of dishes to do and figured why not bring Jessica out to do them, it would make it more enjoyable. So I went upstairs...
    51-55, T
    Jul 15, 2010

    When I Say I Am a Man That Is Only True

    on the outside at the most slimmest veneer, I possess male parts and so I have been cast into the abyss that I am forever trying to crawl out from. I wish I was a woman in total because that is who I am in soul and spirit.    
    deleted767 deleted767
    3 Responses Aug 20, 2009

    Even If I Tried To Denied It

    I spent many years from my precious teen ages to be somebody, who are really not. Purging out many things, tried to be manly as possible, and a few certain times, I thought, its working, finally I can fit in to the society's box. Spent huge amount of many to be manly, than again...
    VivienXX VivienXX
    26-30, T
    2 Responses Apr 26, 2011

    All My Life

    for as long as i can remember i have wanted to be a girl. probably the age of 4 when i first tried on my sisters skirts. i still want a sex change, to be a real woman.
    vicky71x vicky71x
    36-40, T
    2 Responses Nov 14, 2009


    Why is love so hard to find? Why does every woman turn on me the instant I ask them out? Am I just destined to be alone? Why do I feel so wrong when I do finally get a date? Is it because I have known I am a girl at heart since I was a small child? Is this why my ex left me and...
    Rose35 Rose35
    36-40, T
    1 Response Dec 16, 2012

    I Wish I Had A *****

    I wish I was a real woman with a real *****. If I had the money I whould have one. Someone help me to make my **** look like camel toe and to feel like a ***** please
    Cowgurl275 Cowgurl275
    51-55, M
    Jul 7, 2013

    Point Taken.

    It seems that is all it will ever be a wish. I might have used hormones and lived at a woman for many years. But I could never have a baby. It makes me cry at times know I can never be a real woman. I lived it but it was never the same. People tried to kill me and I do mean...
    solarregeneration solarregeneration
    41-45, T
    May 15, 2010


    I have always wanted to be female.  When I was young i can remember wishing that i was a girl, praying to God to change me.  As i grew older, i fought the urges, but they were always there.  Now today, married and with a family the thought is always with me. ...
    LynAtlas LynAtlas
    41-45, T
    2 Responses Apr 12, 2010

    It's About Serenity

    I don't want the looks of a catwalk model.  I don't long to be some buxom beauty who attracts lustful stares from the male population.  I just want to be a serene non-descript housewife going about her daily life without any desires to make an impact on the world. ...
    RoseViolet RoseViolet
    46-50, F
    1 Response Sep 24, 2009

    Being A Woman

    I love being dresses as a woman. It feels so good to be true to myself. I know I should I have been born as a girl. I whould have love going though all of them things, that they do. I whould love to find alady that whould love to have a woman like me. To be her slave and be at...
    Cowgurl275 Cowgurl275
    51-55, M
    Jun 20, 2013

    when I was younger I never thought

    whether I was male or female all I knew was I was born a male but I just lived life never really focusing on what I am as I gotten older I have been feeling like I have been wanting to be a woman
    jon200547 jon200547
    31-35, M
    1 Response Oct 4, 2014

    I Love Being Dresses As A Woman

    I love being dressed as a woman or just naked. I really hate men's clothes and trying to be a man is very hard work. I want to be a woman so bad. That July the first going to see a doctor. I want to start taking hormone pills, as soon as I can. I whould love to be all woman...
    Cowgurl275 Cowgurl275
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Jun 7, 2013

    If I Was A Girl!

    I used think about being a girl, but now I would have missed all the special times of being a girl so what the point. It would be great to have certain experiences. I still love the freedoms women have like the clothing, makeup and accessories. They have so much control...
    wildcierra wildcierra
    36-40, T
    2 Responses May 26, 2011

    "I Am a Man Who Wishes He Was a Woman"

    Yes, yes, yes!!!!! This is something that has been in my mind forever. It is a thought that is constantly reverberating in my mind and, at the moment, it is eating me up inside. I know that I will soon have to start taking hormones to encourage my body to start the...
    01Chrissie 01Chrissie
    41-45, T
    5 Responses Sep 24, 2009

    Love To Dress Like A Woman

    I became so attracted to girls wearing lingerie, panties and pantyhose when I was younger that I began wearing them myself all the time. This led me into crossdressing. My wife knows that I enjoy panties, pantyhose and lingerie and often buys me new things. She loves to caress me...
    pantiescouple pantiescouple
    Jul 20, 2010

    Today Is Different

    I suppose we all go through many different stages.  The journey of being a crossdresser can be a lonely one and filled with many emotions, feelings, and sometimes hurts.  We wrestle, sometimes confront and move on with where we are presently and where we want to be in...
    thetemptresscd thetemptresscd
    2 Responses Nov 13, 2009

    I'M So Lucky

    I have been going with this man for 2 weeks. When he told me the other day that he wanted me to be his wife. I said okay and it started to get better, he said I chould quite my jobs and be awoman 24/7. I said wow are you sure that's what you want he said it is, that he like...
    Cowgurl275 Cowgurl275
    51-55, M
    2 Responses May 15, 2013

    For A Long Time

    in 1970 i got new stepsisters i fond their clothes and had to try them on. it was about a year later that i started to want to be a girl.
    spaz2692 spaz2692
    Jul 29, 2011

    This is something that I have wanted almost all

    my life, but only recently come to terms with it. Ironically, now that I have personal acceptance, I am unable to move forward toward my goal for other reasons - finances being the biggest one! Having cleared (hopefully I'm not speaking too soon) the hurdle of personal...
    tpoh tpoh
    51-55, T
    1 Response Aug 19, 2014

    LIVING a Lie

    pantylovingboy pantylovingboy
    46-50, M
    Sep 22, 2009

    I Understand Now

    I have been talking to my Mom and sister. I know now that I was born the wrong gender. They told me as a boy I like playing with the girls and dolls. I wasn't into sports or any guy things. I was raised on a ranch and enjoyed riding horses. But that many times I was playing the...
    Cowgurl275 Cowgurl275
    51-55, M
    Jul 7, 2013

    I Like Being Made To Wear Dresses

    I have got the husband of my dreams. He wants me in short dresses all the time so he can see my *** when I bend over. Some times he will even walk up and slap my *** when I show it to him. Wow it's so hot to have someone that wants me all the time. So I do all I can to make him...
    Cowgurl275 Cowgurl275
    51-55, M
    1 Response May 12, 2013

    I Know That I Should Have Been A Female

    From my earliest remembrances, I have had strong urges that I was a female. I grew up in a family that I was the youngest of three boys.  But, I always felt more like a girl than I did a boy.  I much preferred doing things that little girls did, than what boys of my...
    DeepStorm63 DeepStorm63
    61-65, M
    Nov 1, 2009

    I Wish I Was A Girl, But I Don't Know If I Always Have?

    I'm a straight guy and I'm pretty attractive I mean I've had my fair share of gfs and they've all been pretty attractive, but for sometime I've wanted to be a girl….dreamed about it, daydreamed about it, crossdressed. However I know I'm not really attracted to guys in a sexual...
    ghicks91 ghicks91
    2 Responses Feb 12, 2012


    Marie was my big sister's friend in school who flaunted her point bras in sweaters with a knotted rope of pearls hanging down her front. My sister and another dressed me up to look like Marie in sweater complete with knoted pearls to show off my pointy ******* and a kerchief on...
    jaspot jaspot
    70+, T
    1 Response Aug 27, 2011

    Being Out Of Pain

    I am a man who wishes everynight I am a woman, I want my body to fit how I think, and I think having a vagina and being turned into a woman would be the greatest thing that would ever happen to me, I need to be a woman and I need to be happy, I would be much more Happier if and...
    wtbwoman wtbwoman
    46-50, T
    1 Response Sep 3, 2013

    Wishes Sometimes Come True Maybe ?

    I have always thought about it since I had started dressing and it has come and gone . But as I have gotten older the urges to become a women have become stronger every year. I dream about it and think what it would be like to be a women having breast and a *****. To be able...
    Cristine3030 Cristine3030
    41-45, T
    1 Response Jul 1, 2012

    Giving It All Up

    At the minute im feeling a bit low hence why im writing this. Im giving up looking for someone to share my life with, because noone seems to be interested, when i do find someone they have always cheated on me, i know this is life and these things happen, but it just seems that...
    samantha1509 samantha1509
    36-40, T
    Apr 25, 2011
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