Post

I Am a Manic Depressive

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 148 People

    Its Daily and Its Been 12 Years

    I'm 36 I work out every day (but with rock and roll on my shuffle otherwise i wouldnt even bother going to the gym), when i'm there i'm angry, i don't look at anybody nor speak with anybody, when i leave to work i'm angry and depresesed its really worrisome because...
    treblue treblue 36-40 1 Response Jun 4, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Boyfriend Is Manic Depressive, How Can I Help Him?

    My boyfriend is manic depressive I don't know how I can help him. But I love him so. We are now a happy couple for more then 7 years. The first time when I saw him this was when we knew each other 1 year. While he was in the military, he just broke with the military and went...
    LittleAnt LittleAnt 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 31, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I battle with manic depression,

    I have done for about 13 years, I have antidepressants, none seem to work, I've tried suicide, so I have just resigned to let some one kill me! I live in hope anyway, but basically I don't try to do anything anymore! The doctors have given up on me and so have I!
    Seany83 Seany83 31-35 1 Response Jan 21

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Never The Same

    First I'm mad sad pist irrated upset hatefull for weeks. Then I'm happy laughing ok most of my life I hate ppl and wana die I love all people very Into animals and helping all. Respect all was raised with nothing so want something but my moods hurt me anyone like me out there
    Hatefull1 Hatefull1 26-30 Feb 4, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I am a combination of manic

    depressive/anxiety/adhd
    midnightstarr midnightstarr 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 22

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Bipolar.............

    When I was younger, I was told I was manic depressive by one of my Dr's,  about 3 years ago, was said to be Bipolar.  I am having a hell of a time with this!  I take a medication which i can not stand to do and even still, sometimes maybe a week at a time, I am a...
    usmile4me usmile4me 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    ...every Aspect of My Life.

    Hi, I've been a manic depressive my entire life, even back to my earliest childhood. It becomes so embedded that it affects every aspect of my life, especially relationships. My marriage is crumbling to pieces because I terribly afraid of intimacy and even the mere thought of...
    Malfunc Malfunc 56-60 Jun 6, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I am as blank as a new tab window on a PC.

    Just a pale white blank page of nothing. That's how I feel right now at 9:58 pm. Do I dare think it should be any different. Have you ever felt like a blob of nothing. No shape or form just nothing. It's the holidays and tomorrow I am getting Christmas cruise tickets for us and...
    bamagrl54 bamagrl54 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 4, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I spin out of control ,

    even with medical treatment and medicine for over 20 yrs . I need help
    Bethlynn Bethlynn 46-50, F 2 Responses May 9

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Mental Facility # 1

    I just got diagnosed with Bi-Polar a few months back and I find it very surreal to be in a mental hospital.  My urge to commit suicide was strangling me every day for about 9 months after a terrible incident with an ex girlfriend (its in my profile).  My sleep patterns...
    TumYeto TumYeto 18-21, M May 4, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Best Friend

    My best friend died four months ago. Since then I have become worse. Thoughts go racing through my head; jumping from one subject to another I'm a nonstop party girl, constantly running around. I hate being home. Because I'm not happy there. I do too many wild or risky...
    km101306 km101306 16-18, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I have been for as long

    as I can recall, only I was not diagnosed until my life took one final (we thought it to be final) nosedive crisis. It was then that I was diagnosed and although I had never heard of the term outside of a Jimi Hendrix tune....it fit. I am a survivor of 2 suicide attempts (and...
    bbush69 bbush69 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 10

    Your Response

    Cancel

    This Is Very Difficult to T...

    This is very difficult to talk about.  But I get where I can hardly move in life and the end of life seems the best option.  It does not matter what good thing maybe happening I am still depressed.  People saying just think happy thoughts and do positive things...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 4 Responses May 13, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Bipolar.............

    When I was younger, I was told I was manic depressive by one of my Dr's,  about 3 years ago, was said to be Bipolar.  I am having a hell of a time with this!  I take a medication which i can not stand to do and even still, sometimes maybe a week at a time, I am a...
    usmile4me usmile4me 31-35, F Jan 29, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    i feel the substanceflowing slowly like acid

    through my veinsmy bones turn numbthey don’t do what i have to do .soi swim from one thought to anotherits exhausting, if i could escape from gravity,from this cage of bones im infrom this monsters that i get along witha little script of mineits march i think. 
    RoobieCatenis RoobieCatenis 18-21, F May 20

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Out Of Depression And Understanding Mania

    I have a blog on mania and depression with personal experience and daily handling of different states. visit: http://foxonline.blogs.experienceproject.com/
    foxonline foxonline 26-30, F Oct 17, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    love aint the must powerful people like me.

    . live between the flames and the heavens we can be in glory but we are still burning .. we live wonders and it still hurts you may fully love me but as with the weather love cant stop this. love cant stop the snow love cant stop the acid love won’t suck the demon off...
    RoobieCatenis RoobieCatenis 18-21, F Aug 15

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Am On/ Off Depressed

    since i can remember i've always been very down on myself. I've always been very socially awkward but still had a lot of friends, yet i find flaws in my person all the time. I've recently had a three week spell off happiness and it was amazing but now, I am back to normality...
    gmac19 gmac19 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 26, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Bipolar I

     ive had the diagnosis for almost two yrs ... bipolar d/o is a hard  mental illness to diagnose ...  because most people dont go to the dr when they are manic because it feels so good ...  i never knew how much went into bipolar d/o until i started educating...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 24, 2007

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Ehh, Well.

    This is what doctors and psychologists have told me I have, anyway. For awhile, they thought I had bipolar disorder because my mom had it, and I guess it's a hereditary gene. Woo hoo, lucky me. I have my highs and my downs, like everyone, though my highs tend to be a lot higher...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 30, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    Tomorrow I start a plan where I starve myself for around 2 weeks or so and then commit suicide. I had an old account, goingunder, but this membership will be used while I'm on this...
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So tomorrow I start starvation instead of today, I had to stay home sick. Tomorrow I put up an excuse that I was bullied badly so everything else can go smoothly
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    **** I just really want to die
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate my life. I hate my personality and my body and dependency. I'm so quick to laugh and fall in love and I'm ******* fat and I depend too much on a certain person that makes me...
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Just thinking about my suicide right now....
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm crying right now because I want to die so badly and I just hate myself so much
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    What's bothering me at the moment ...so yesterday at my highschool some girls I knew bullied me about being lesbian and pulled my hair and hit me. I also have this idol...he's...
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel ******* worthless and just ******
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want to die so bad. There's nothing good left in my life. I have no friends and I get bullied all the time for my sexuality and body and music preference and my personality. I...
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    First day of my starvation. Feeling pretty good about it, just have to make sure not to take my Prozac or I probably won't go through with it.
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    2nd day of no food. My brother said yesterday that if I haven't had a meal all day and just snacks then that's the equivalent of no food. I'm pretty sure he didn't take me...
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Starving yourself isn't that hard I think. If I ever get hungry all I do is drink warm water and I feel full
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want to stick a gun to my head and pull the trigger. I want to abuse my body to the maximum because I know I deserve it. I want to isolate myself so no one else gets hurt. I want...
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Sep 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I literally wish I never existed
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I really want to die because I just can't handle this anymore. I try making real friends but they all hate me. I try participating in class but then more people will hate me. I try...
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate how clean my arms are. I want to slice them up.
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    In the hospital for wanting to hurt myself.
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hey people, I was diagnosed with Bipolar I disorder this year and here's the back story of all of that -- I knew something's been wrong with me since I was 14. Even before I was...
    starryxo starryxo 22-25 3 Responses Sep 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wish my mom knew how miserable she makes me feel. I have a horrible relationship with her and nothing is ever good enough. I try to spend time with her but I don't have tons of...
    eaarcher93 eaarcher93 18-21, F Aug 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    For a year and a half. I was a bad drug addict and I was 17/18 and I was living with my sister and I ran away from her and her husbands house. All I had was my bookbag filled with...
    UnstableSammi UnstableSammi 22-25, F Aug 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Your meta description is simply too extended! You must look at make it shorter than 155-160 people! WEBTARANTULA ADVICE: Meta description will have to explain very well material...
    Madonnadz Madonnadz 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I can't ever get a relationship to last. Mainly because I'm a sex addict. I can never get enough of it and I'm addicted to orgasming I try to give myself as many as I can a day...
    Gothika88 Gothika88 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Less than 10 months ago my life changed drastically, it was a sun shining day but yet a horrible day. Around 4 or 5 pm my sister found my mother dead in her bed. We had a clue on...
    ninja6152 ninja6152 13-15 2 Responses Aug 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am a hateful person, people tell me that i'm a kind soul and that i'm just hurting. True, I was abused and raped, but so were others and they recovered. I am a manic depressive...
    Oldwounds Oldwounds 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Let me start off by explaining a bit of my issues, that are causing me to lose my mind. I am 41yrs old with really bad teeth and hair loss issues, live in my mother's back area of...
    about2giveup about2giveup 41-45 Aug 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    He and her dad and mom at the moment are confident she has stopped using her meds, which the doctors have mentioned she need to hardly ever do. She has misplaced a huge quantity of...
    Devon1739q Devon1739q 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate the fact I can't stop it. I should be able to its just too hard. So I guess I'll remain in pain. I'll beat myself up over nothing. But I would rather hurt my own feelings...
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Sign-up now to hitch group chats, apply for jobs and to make your online settlement profile with Newcomers Australia. It only takes a handful of minutes to sign up.Hamilton Watts...
    Carriele83 Carriele83 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Totally new to this..... So here you go! I've been struggling with mental illnesses for well over 18 years now. At first I was diagnosed as manic-depressive which the psychiatrist...
    accaliaraynne accaliaraynne 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 11

    Your Response

    Cancel