I Am a Mean Drunk

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    It's as if I wrote all those previous posts.

    I'm pushing my boyfriend of 10 years away with my drunk assholish behavior. Sometimes I'm fine and we have a grand old time. But if I even get a hint of jealousy or feel slightly ignored I lose my mind completely. I broke a window last night during an episode. I think my issue...
    seekaywhy seekaywhy
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 20, 2014

    Last weekend I got drunk

    and was incredibly mean to by sweet boyfriend who I live with. I picked a fight with him when I blacked out and became belligerent. When he was yelling back I slapped him, twice. I can sit and come up with a million reasons why this happened but I know the biggest fault is...
    SwedishGirl3 SwedishGirl3
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 24, 2014

    I'm so happy I found this place.

    I had a terrible night last night. I got drunk again and turned a wonderful night into a terrible one just like that. I started yelling at my fiance and putting him down. he doesn't have a steady job and I'm always stressing over money and things. I I pushed him. I made him feel...
    always72107 always72107
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 8, 2015

    It started happening

    because i was in bad relationships, but then it would also happen with my friends and people i love. It hadn't happened again in a year and last night it happened again. The only thing i remember is being at the restaurant with my friend and then i have a flash of me attacking...
    Silvs4578 Silvs4578
    2 Responses Nov 16, 2014

    Losing It

    Seems like I'm known these days for the fact that I turn into a different person when drinking. When sober I am friendly, eager to listen, and dedicated. But after a few drinks I am hostile, territorial and easily provoked. I am not and never have been a violent person, but I...
    StyrofoamBoats StyrofoamBoats
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 2, 2012

    I just had to comment

    after reading these posts, which have made me feel I am not alone. I have been feeling so ashamed. I got very drunk at my husband's works party. I am normally a nice kind person but I was rude, nasty & offensive especially to my husband's boss. Putting my husband down & making...
    Ianthinus Ianthinus
    31-35, F
    May 26, 2015

    So last night was terrible.

    I mean bad bad bad! I was drinking with my boyfriend for "margarita Monday" and everything was going alright. He was playing his World of Warcraft game that has kind of been getting on my nerves because it seems to be ALL he ever does nowadays. Anyways... so he says that he...
    LaLa6699 LaLa6699
    22-25, F
    Dec 9, 2014

    Can'T Hide From What'S True Really

    I'm probably the worst 'among my former circle' for it. I've actually gotten angry, violent and turned into a bully sometimes on occasions, even my own birthdays. I do remember it, which is the worst part because it makes me look back and think 'I could have reacted in a less...
    Explodey Explodey
    22-25, M
    Jun 5, 2013


    a glance at my criminal record or my scars will attest to this.hahahahaha.alcohol will kill me if I ever pick it up again,I accept this and have every intension of staying sober. I did have lots of fun "partying" as many of my EP tales will attest,but I prefer to be in...
    dubkebab dubkebab
    46-50, M
    5 Responses Sep 19, 2009

    I Am A Mean Drunk

    My boyfriend and I get along so well when I am sober, when we drink, it always leads to us fighting. The only solution is to stop drinking around each other. I am willing to do that, it just sucks though because I just turned 21 and I like to occasionally go out with friends and...
    93meghan18 93meghan18
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 25, 2013

    Mean Drunk

    Mean drunk,Be warned,Be very warned,When I'm pissed,I'm bloody mean,You know what I mean,I'll put you,Where you belong!
    startinover1 startinover1
    May 5, 2012

    I was reading about this here

    because I broke up with my girl-friend a few weeks ago because she turns into a mean drunk. We were only dating for 6 weeks. but I was very excited and so seemed she. I had not been dating anyone for more than 1 1/2 years and she seemed to have the right standards and vision of...
    noname1213 noname1213
    41-45, M
    Feb 26, 2014

    I Am Really Such a Nice Person!

    Hey. I laugh all the time, I joke, I don't take life seriously. So how is it possible, that after only a few drinks this past weekend, that I was getting super angry over the most trivial thing ever! It is a funny story to retell, but it scares me as I ...
    CrazyKitty03 CrazyKitty03
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 20, 2009

    Hardly Drink

    I hardly frink anymore because everytime I do all of a sudden the world is against me and I just want to fight and destroy every one/thing around me, it destroyed me in some ways, I guess it is because I am violent in nature but with drink their is no control, the only reason I...
    PriestAzrael PriestAzrael
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 1, 2010

    I can trace everything bad

    that has ever happened to me (except things that are completely out of my control, like deaths, weather etc) back to drink. I am, without a doubt, a horrible mean drunk. And like so many others who have posted here, the worst part is I don't even remember most of the time. I'm a...
    baddrinkernotabadperson baddrinkernotabadperson
    31-35, F
    Aug 9, 2015

    I'm A Mean Drunk

    I've had numerous occasions where I've drank super excessively and ended up blacked out, acting psycho and rude to people. I've swung at my friends and my boyfriend before. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm permanently branded as "that girl" when I just want to be seen for...
    Fortyfournorth Fortyfournorth
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 22, 2012

    I just lost the love of my live due to drinking.

    We were together for 4 years and I loved him very much but became a mean drunk at times. I said horrible things to him that I do not remember in front of his kids. He hates me now and I am devastated. I am going to stop drinking and hope that I can conquer this. My mother...
    Barb14 Barb14
    Mar 23

    I have dealt with this issue my whole adult

    life. I am the worst drunk imaginable. I am told and I have vague awful recollections of what I get up to. when I drink I just become a different person. I can never remember what I did but I become some sort of caveman monster that wants to fight, fxxk or cry. I have woken up...
    Tedward22 Tedward22
    31-35, M
    Jul 15, 2014

    Record It

    My boyfriend is a mean drunk. I don't even recognize him when he becomes this way which thank god is not often. He becomes verbally abusive and thinks the whole world is against him. He can socially drink and behave 95% of the time but on occasion it's as if his control...
    azren azren
    Feb 18, 2009

    I Don't Understand Why I Get So Mean

     The night before last I was drinking with my boyfriend and some friends.  I had a lot to drink and my boyfriend wanted me to stop.  All I remember is getting very upset with him and locking him out of our bedroom.  When I woke up he wasn't by me and I found...
    carsonlane carsonlane
    22-25, F
    58 Responses Sep 28, 2009

    Recently I went through a break up

    that completely devastated me. Well my ex and I had begun talking about working things out once again. The other night I decided it would be a good idea to go have some drinks, and those few drinks turned into a lot of shots of tequila. I blacked out and the next thing I...
    AAsa1234 AAsa1234
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 11, 2015

    Mean Drunk

    I have a wonderful son who is a mean drunk, rap sheet because of it. Does anybody have a video of themselves or a mean drunk that I can share with him. He has no idea of what he becomes when he drinks and the closest example I can show him is Mel Gibson rantings but a visual...
    susanlynn susanlynn
    56-60, F
    1 Response Aug 12, 2012

    Last night, my family

    and a few friends got together for Christmas Eve. Everything was going well, just having a few drinks and shots of captain. One thing lead to another, and I got drunk. Said a lot of mean stuff to all my family members, and now feel deeply apologetic. I am so tired of this, and...
    pmoua pmoua
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 25, 2013

    Hate Being This Way... Any Tips?

    It is a tough situation because Im not sure if Im a full-blown alcoholic or just a mean drunk. I can have a glass or two of wine at dinner and be fine but when I go out with friends to a bar, I usually end up insulting someone. People say my personality completely changes...
    missg808 missg808
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Dec 31, 2008
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