I Am a Meth Addict

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 119 People

    CareerCriminal CareerCriminal
    16-17, M
    1 Response Sep 26, 2014

    Well I was until 12 years ago.

    That's when I got clean and began the arduous process of recovery. Man, was that a long hard road. The most difficult thing I have ever done in my life is to get free from from cystal meth. It is also the most rewarding thing I have ever done in my life. I now have peace of mind...
    bigmike888 bigmike888
    41-45, M
    Mar 12, 2014

    I'm over 4 months clean from meth

    but I keep wakeing up from dreams of me useing, I can still taste it see it I thought it was easy but it's really not I think I'm going to start useing again
    givemeasin givemeasin
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jul 5, 2015

    I tried meth for the first time 14 months ago.

    I did it on the reg for 4 months, switched to adderall for 7 months and went back to a hard core use 3 months ago. 3 weeks after I started back, I was on a 6 day no sleep, no food binge when I over dosed. I knew almost immediately my life was in danger. I drove straight to the...
    GAgirl9191 GAgirl9191
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 3, 2015

    I Am A Recovering Meth Addict.

    To anyone reading this, there is hope. Especially through na and aa. I promise.
    Kidd12 Kidd12
    16-17, F
    Oct 20, 2012

    I Was A Meth Addict... But It No Longer Defines Me!

    I am on the path of recovery. And there are many paths, mine may be similar to yours. It may not be. I got clean and sober, because when I was arrested, my son was put into Child Protective Services. I could have lied to the cop, told him I didn't use. But I didn't I told him the...
    healinghouseproject healinghouseproject
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Apr 5, 2013

    Ex Meth Addict To Be Exact.

    But yeah, it's tug'n at my conscience right now. In the last two weeks I have been: Dumped on my ***, Possibly pregnant, Confused in my current relationship that I most likely shouldn't have gone this quickly into, Slept with more than enough men, protected and unprotected(Yeah...
    he8myheart he8myheart
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2013

    I am 48 days clean today.

    I looked at the calendar only to realize it. I had lost a few days thinking I was clean less days then I am. Maybe the number of days days do not matter as much as I thought. I don't know. But I still feel great I am getting ready to leave for Oregon in a few hours and I...
    Whatinthellwasithinking Whatinthellwasithinking
    36-40, F
    Dec 12, 2015

    Ive Lost Purpose In Life

    I am a 15 year old meth addict, my mom and dad were both meth addicts aswell. I was an accident and honsetly should not be here. My mom was a ******** and my dad well he's a guy, figure it out.. they were seeing each other and my mom eneded up going to jail before that, however...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 10, 2011
    natalienicole2015 natalienicole2015
    31-35, F
    May 1, 2015

    A friend wants me to try it,

    anyone got real info and not stores use to scare people
    iSceneGirl iSceneGirl
    13-15, F
    9 Responses Mar 1, 2015

    A Story Of Recovery

    May God bless :)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 28, 2012

    Life On Drugs At 15

    To live in the life of a teenager on drugs is not something that turns out to be as fun as it was when you first tried it..... why??? i don't really want to know the answer but what i do know is that it sucks more than anything else when you really want to quit and do what is...
    galopp galopp
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Sep 6, 2009

    Have been smoking on the glass ****

    for three days straight now. So high right now that the addiction is worth it. Still enough crystals to keep me going till tomorrow morning. Hail meth my brothers!
    SlaveToMeth SlaveToMeth
    41-45, M
    1 Response Dec 20, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 18, 2015

    Tear Us Apart.

    I wouldn't consider myself an addict to be perfectly honest but I have a habit of meth and other substances. It is somewhat a secret life I lead this part of me I can not reveal to school friends and family but keeping the charade going is proving to be too challenging how do I...
    1960lola 1960lola
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Aug 28, 2012

    It Seems Impossible

    Basically ive never gone to any outside help just tried to do it alone thinking i could kick the habbit. I was 18 i had been on dope hard for 2 years so after i saw a night full of hallucinations i called my dad in garland to move in with him .. I had a good run for a couple...
    Murphmike88 Murphmike88
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 28, 2012

    My addiction controls me.

    It eats at me. Picking at my skin. I want this to end. Monday can only come soon enough.
    miyadanielle miyadanielle
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 10, 2015

    I have been using meth

    for over 20 years. About 2 years ago I realized that I am powerless against my addiction when my 2 then teenage children found my glass pipe. I love my children and raised them by myself. Always had a full Time job and even earned a real estate license. For the most part...
    Whatinthellwasithinking Whatinthellwasithinking
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 14, 2015

    Thought I Had Getting Clean Down..

    Never been so wrong.. I feel like I should want to want to be clean.. But I just don't.. Guess it has me sucked in, but who says it's ever too late to start over?
    Kidd12 Kidd12
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Dec 11, 2012

    I think I've finally decided

    that I'm okay being a functioning meth addict and that I just don't care if I quit anymore. How the hell did that happen?
    theOmahaMan theOmahaMan
    36-40, M
    4 Responses May 22, 2014

    I tried several times to quit using on my own.

    I could pull together a few months at best and would always return to the pipe. Near the end I got myself arrested. I had been partying with some guy at my house for a few days and when we ran out of meth I was ready to call it quits for a few days and go to bed. He refused to...
    bigmike888 bigmike888
    41-45, M
    1 Response Mar 19, 2014

    everytime my brother comes home he ransacks my

    room and starts to question me its so annoying and when I say that its ******* rude he is just like o well I miss you so I wanna know **** and I like your things and ill be like you can call or text and hell tell me to and ill be like I do but you ******* blow me off as soon as...
    Sqwushy Sqwushy
    22-25
    Jul 30, 2015

    I am 41 days sober today.

    Life is so much better then it was 42 days ago! I have found peace. After using meth for 23 years I now find myself done and for the first time in forever feel really happy! My biggest struggle is finding the energy to clean my house. I have left over clutter from my...
    Whatinthellwasithinking Whatinthellwasithinking
    36-40, F
    Dec 6, 2015

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