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I Am a Meth Addict

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 97 People

    I tried several times to quit using on my own.

    I could pull together a few months at best and would always return to the pipe. Near the end I got myself arrested. I had been partying with some guy at my house for a few days and when we ran out of meth I was ready to call it quits for a few days and go to bed. He refused to...
    bigmike888 bigmike888 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 19, 2014

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    Ive Lost Purpose In Life

    I am a 15 year old meth addict, my mom and dad were both meth addicts aswell. I was an accident and honsetly should not be here. My mom was a ******** and my dad well he's a guy, figure it out.. they were seeing each other and my mom eneded up going to jail before that, however...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 10, 2011

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    I Am A Recovering Meth Addict.

    To anyone reading this, there is hope. Especially through na and aa. I promise.
    Kidd12 Kidd12 16-17, F Oct 20, 2012

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    Tear Us Apart.

    I wouldn't consider myself an addict to be perfectly honest but I have a habit of meth and other substances. It is somewhat a secret life I lead this part of me I can not reveal to school friends and family but keeping the charade going is proving to be too challenging how do I...
    1960lola 1960lola 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 28, 2012

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    Have been smoking on the glass ****

    for three days straight now. So high right now that the addiction is worth it. Still enough crystals to keep me going till tomorrow morning. Hail meth my brothers!
    SlaveToMeth SlaveToMeth 41-45, M Dec 20, 2014

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    A friend wants me to try it,

    anyone got real info and not stores use to scare people
    iSceneGirl iSceneGirl 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 1

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    CareerCriminal CareerCriminal 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 26, 2014

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    Ex Meth Addict To Be Exact.

    But yeah, it's tug'n at my conscience right now. In the last two weeks I have been: Dumped on my ***, Possibly pregnant, Confused in my current relationship that I most likely shouldn't have gone this quickly into, Slept with more than enough men, protected and unprotected(Yeah...
    he8myheart he8myheart 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 16, 2013

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    Thought I Had Getting Clean Down..

    Never been so wrong.. I feel like I should want to want to be clean.. But I just don't.. Guess it has me sucked in, but who says it's ever too late to start over?
    Kidd12 Kidd12 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2012

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    Life On Drugs At 15

    To live in the life of a teenager on drugs is not something that turns out to be as fun as it was when you first tried it..... why??? i don't really want to know the answer but what i do know is that it sucks more than anything else when you really want to quit and do what is...
    galopp galopp 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 6, 2009

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    Attention. Do not try to talk to

    or be friends with the user love2tryalot. She's a terrible person and a *****. She will message you back if you message her and then she will block you afterwards for no reason. And she's a fake person. Her profile is fake. Do not trust this *****.
    BrandonVidya2014 BrandonVidya2014 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    I Was A Meth Addict... But It No Longer Defines Me!

    I am on the path of recovery. And there are many paths, mine may be similar to yours. It may not be. I got clean and sober, because when I was arrested, my son was put into Child Protective Services. I could have lied to the cop, told him I didn't use. But I didn't I told him the...
    healinghouseproject healinghouseproject 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 5, 2013

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    It Seems Impossible

    Basically ive never gone to any outside help just tried to do it alone thinking i could kick the habbit. I was 18 i had been on dope hard for 2 years so after i saw a night full of hallucinations i called my dad in garland to move in with him .. I had a good run for a couple...
    Murphmike88 Murphmike88 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 28, 2012

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    I think I've finally decided

    that I'm okay being a functioning meth addict and that I just don't care if I quit anymore. How the hell did that happen?
    theOmahaMan theOmahaMan 36-40, M 4 Responses May 22, 2014

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    A Story Of Recovery

    May God bless :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 28, 2012

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    Well I was until 12 years ago.

    That's when I got clean and began the arduous process of recovery. Man, was that a long hard road. The most difficult thing I have ever done in my life is to get free from from cystal meth. It is also the most rewarding thing I have ever done in my life. I now have peace of mind...
    bigmike888 bigmike888 41-45, M Mar 12, 2014

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    I first started smoking meth to help with my depression.. It would instantly make me feel amazing and then all of problems would disappear.. It was just masking my problems and...
    fishfingers01 fishfingers01 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 13

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    If I learned one thing trying to get clean, its to never refuse to help your self. I lost my fight because I did not have the proper support and help that I needed to stay clean. I...
    skinbaby69 skinbaby69 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    If I learned one thing trying to get clean, its to never refuse to help your self. I lost my fight because I did not have the proper support and help that I needed to stay clean. I...
    skinbaby69 skinbaby69 18-21, F Mar 17

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    I love my boyfriend very much, he's currently in jail. Hes an addict, IV user, and I'm worried about what's going to happen when he comes home. The reason hes in jail right now is...
    hillaryalexis hillaryalexis 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    I wrote something out for this, but it was so long I didn't think anyone would read it. It's so hard to summarize a drug addiction story, but I'll try. I had done most drugs...
    chinawhite007 chinawhite007 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    This past year, has been hell. I have gone through heart break after disappointment's and it has made me weak, weaker then I ever imagined I could be. I became so powerless, I...
    skinbaby69 skinbaby69 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I am 19 and I have been shooting heroin since August. It doesnt matter how I started, or who the first person was to put a needle in my arm. What matters is why. Why did I choose...
    skinbaby69 skinbaby69 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    I have been clean for 10 months and 2 days ago I relapsed on meth. I don't know how to stop it now! My wife is getting suspicious and has every right to be. I tell myself after...
    jjeff88 jjeff88 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 14

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    I am newly married and was misinformed upon moving to another state to be with my husband. He swore to me he was clean. I am in recovery and also work in the field so he knew how...
    amiracole9 amiracole9 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    I've seen my people's dreams die I've seen what they can be denied And "weeds not a drug" - that's denial Groundhog Day life repeat each time I've seen Oxycontin take Many lives I...
    skinbaby69 skinbaby69 18-21, F Mar 17

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    I first tried weed when I was 12. I got into hard drugs when I was 15. A friend suggested I try meth to help me lose weight. She got some, and we did lines in the girls' bathroom...
    emptymybreath emptymybreath 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    and it kills our sex drive. :( We have been living together for 3 years. I actually see myself marrying him later (after a few things get taken care of). He's been on methadone...
    bowl4two bowl4two 22-25, F Mar 10

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    My husband of almost 5 years is addicted to synthetic weed and is in complete denial. It has destroyed so many things in his life, but blames in on everything else, even me. He...
    lumom lumom 31-35, F Mar 11

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    Dear My Loving Sister Britney, 3-19-15 - Day 10 I have never in my life cared if I failed someone. Why should I, they have all failed me. I have never thought twice...
    skinbaby69 skinbaby69 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    Just for Today - Inventory “The purpose of a searching and fearless moral inventory is to sort through the confusion and the contradiction of our lives so that we can find out...
    skinbaby69 skinbaby69 18-21, F Mar 16

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    Hi. So my sister has been addicted to drugs since a teen. Mainly pain meds has dabbled in heroine n the like. She was a functioning drug addict for ever u couldn't really tell...
    Punkin7788 Punkin7788 22-25, F Mar 21

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    I don't get addicted to things at all, actually. I don't know why. I was a smoker for a few months but I quit, and it wasn't hard. I had a 3 month binge on cocaine and I didn't get...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F Mar 9

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    i find it hard to distinguish between non-addiction life and my addiction behaviours. I'm trying to be good. I feel like my addictions fill a void in me
    tarjawhore tarjawhore 22-25, M Mar 10

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    I guess it runs throughout my family, my uncle used to be an alcoholic, my cousin takes drugs, my dad mentioned his dad or grandad being a gambler. Me, my dad and brother have a...
    lovetodraw19 lovetodraw19 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I'm a recovering adderall addict and I want to share my story with all you people. If you think you may have a problem with adderall then read along and see if you identify with my...
    SlammyDe SlammyDe 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    There's a difference between using it as birth control or an escape method and then using it knowing that you cannot properly care for a baby or be good parents at a certain age or...
    Katelynntx Katelynntx 18-21 1 Response Mar 12

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    I always told myself and everyone that I was so glad to not have a drug addiction. I don't do drugs I never have. I'm a social drinker. And I hate cigarettes. But to think I could...
    AndrogynousBeauty AndrogynousBeauty 22-25 1 Response Mar 2

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    I was addicted to video games for eight years. It all started in 3rd grade when my parents divorced. The stress of it influenced me to keep playing video games rather than do...
    theguywiththeredhair theguywiththeredhair 16-17, M Mar 5

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    I, too, am married to the love of my life who is addicted to synthetic weed/spice! I am ready to leave! Does anyone have any success stories of their husbands beating this...
    lumom lumom 31-35, F Mar 11

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    I've been a drug addict for three years almost four. I only smoke pot but I smoke it to the extreme, at my worst I was smoking more than ten times a day. I smoked through my...
    toreybella toreybella 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I am the spouse of a drug addict. I have been married to my husband for two years, together for three. we have a beautiful baby together. When I first met my husband (summer of...
    toreybella toreybella 18-21, F Mar 12

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    So addicted that when i say goodbye a new message keeps coming and then im chatting again lol Its takes over my life because I have such amazing friends that makes it worth having...
    rachhappyville rachhappyville 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 21

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