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I Am a Meth Addict

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    I Was A Meth Addict... But It No Longer Defines Me!

    I am on the path of recovery. And there are many paths, mine may be similar to yours. It may not be. I got clean and sober, because when I was arrested, my son was put into Child Protective Services. I could have lied to the cop, told him I didn't use. But I didn't I told him the...
    healinghouseproject healinghouseproject 46-50, F 3 Responses Apr 5, 2013

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    I am 48 days clean today.

    I looked at the calendar only to realize it. I had lost a few days thinking I was clean less days then I am. Maybe the number of days days do not matter as much as I thought. I don't know. But I still feel great I am getting ready to leave for Oregon in a few hours and I...
    Whatinthellwasithinking Whatinthellwasithinking 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 12, 2015

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    Ex Meth Addict To Be Exact.

    But yeah, it's tug'n at my conscience right now. In the last two weeks I have been: Dumped on my ***, Possibly pregnant, Confused in my current relationship that I most likely shouldn't have gone this quickly into, Slept with more than enough men, protected and unprotected(Yeah...
    he8myheart he8myheart 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 16, 2013

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    I am 41 days sober today.

    Life is so much better then it was 42 days ago! I have found peace. After using meth for 23 years I now find myself done and for the first time in forever feel really happy! My biggest struggle is finding the energy to clean my house. I have left over clutter from my...
    Whatinthellwasithinking Whatinthellwasithinking 36-40, F Dec 6, 2015

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    everytime my brother comes home he ransacks my

    room and starts to question me its so annoying and when I say that its ******* rude he is just like o well I miss you so I wanna know **** and I like your things and ill be like you can call or text and hell tell me to and ill be like I do but you ******* blow me off as soon as...
    Sqwushy Sqwushy 22-25 Jul 30, 2015

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    Have been smoking on the glass ****

    for three days straight now. So high right now that the addiction is worth it. Still enough crystals to keep me going till tomorrow morning. Hail meth my brothers!
    SlaveToMeth SlaveToMeth 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 20, 2014

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    CareerCriminal CareerCriminal 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 26, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 18, 2015

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    I think I've finally decided

    that I'm okay being a functioning meth addict and that I just don't care if I quit anymore. How the hell did that happen?
    theOmahaMan theOmahaMan 36-40, M 4 Responses May 22, 2014

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    I tried several times to quit using on my own.

    I could pull together a few months at best and would always return to the pipe. Near the end I got myself arrested. I had been partying with some guy at my house for a few days and when we ran out of meth I was ready to call it quits for a few days and go to bed. He refused to...
    bigmike888 bigmike888 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 19, 2014

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    Tear Us Apart.

    I wouldn't consider myself an addict to be perfectly honest but I have a habit of meth and other substances. It is somewhat a secret life I lead this part of me I can not reveal to school friends and family but keeping the charade going is proving to be too challenging how do I...
    1960lola 1960lola 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 28, 2012

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    I'm over 4 months clean from meth

    but I keep wakeing up from dreams of me useing, I can still taste it see it I thought it was easy but it's really not I think I'm going to start useing again
    givemeasin givemeasin 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 5, 2015

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    A friend wants me to try it,

    anyone got real info and not stores use to scare people
    iSceneGirl iSceneGirl 13-15, F 8 Responses Mar 1, 2015

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    Well I was until 12 years ago.

    That's when I got clean and began the arduous process of recovery. Man, was that a long hard road. The most difficult thing I have ever done in my life is to get free from from cystal meth. It is also the most rewarding thing I have ever done in my life. I now have peace of mind...
    bigmike888 bigmike888 41-45, M Mar 12, 2014

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    Life On Drugs At 15

    To live in the life of a teenager on drugs is not something that turns out to be as fun as it was when you first tried it..... why??? i don't really want to know the answer but what i do know is that it sucks more than anything else when you really want to quit and do what is...
    galopp galopp 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 6, 2009

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    natalienicole2015 natalienicole2015 31-35, F May 1, 2015

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    A Story Of Recovery

    May God bless :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 28, 2012

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    My addiction controls me.

    It eats at me. Picking at my skin. I want this to end. Monday can only come soon enough.
    miyadanielle miyadanielle 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 10, 2015

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    I have been using meth

    for over 20 years. About 2 years ago I realized that I am powerless against my addiction when my 2 then teenage children found my glass pipe. I love my children and raised them by myself. Always had a full Time job and even earned a real estate license. For the most part...
    Whatinthellwasithinking Whatinthellwasithinking 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 14, 2015

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    I tried meth for the first time 14 months ago.

    I did it on the reg for 4 months, switched to adderall for 7 months and went back to a hard core use 3 months ago. 3 weeks after I started back, I was on a 6 day no sleep, no food binge when I over dosed. I knew almost immediately my life was in danger. I drove straight to the...
    GAgirl9191 GAgirl9191 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 3, 2015

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    I Am A Recovering Meth Addict.

    To anyone reading this, there is hope. Especially through na and aa. I promise.
    Kidd12 Kidd12 16-17, F Oct 20, 2012

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    Thought I Had Getting Clean Down..

    Never been so wrong.. I feel like I should want to want to be clean.. But I just don't.. Guess it has me sucked in, but who says it's ever too late to start over?
    Kidd12 Kidd12 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2012

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    Attention. Do not try to talk to

    or be friends with the user love2tryalot. She's a terrible person and a *****. She will message you back if you message her and then she will block you afterwards for no reason. And she's a fake person. Her profile is fake. Do not trust this *****.
    TheBigZBoy2013 TheBigZBoy2013 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    Ive Lost Purpose In Life

    I am a 15 year old meth addict, my mom and dad were both meth addicts aswell. I was an accident and honsetly should not be here. My mom was a ******** and my dad well he's a guy, figure it out.. they were seeing each other and my mom eneded up going to jail before that, however...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 10, 2011

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    It Seems Impossible

    Basically ive never gone to any outside help just tried to do it alone thinking i could kick the habbit. I was 18 i had been on dope hard for 2 years so after i saw a night full of hallucinations i called my dad in garland to move in with him .. I had a good run for a couple...
    Murphmike88 Murphmike88 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 28, 2012

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    Started reading a book about love addiction..... Sounds a lot like me ... I don't know how I'll fix it, but I'm tired if my crazy obsessiveness about somebody
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    We both Hurt each other in different ways. Very bad... I feel responsible for everything, but I know everyone is responsible for their own decisions, including what we put in our...
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    Today I and 3 months and 8 days clean from Meth. I had a couple of dreams this weekend which are the first ones I've had since I quite. I was hoping I would miss out on the...
    Whatinthellwasithinking Whatinthellwasithinking 36-40, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am a drug addict. I'm not a full blown drug addict I'm more of a binge addict. I go so long without it, and then something happens I get stressed out, anxious, depressed or...
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    i'm quite addicted to having bm's. i like to cleanse myself. i eat really clean. so i just eat fibrous foods and drink decaf espresso and diet lemon lime soda and water and it...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    i have been abusing drugs for 6 years i have lost alot of weight from it. family. friends my life my savings my job. everything i am lonelly sad depressed i want my life back...
    maddiipaiige maddiipaiige 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am currently dieting with my family, we are cutting certain carbs, breads and sweet. . . My two addictions are sugar and caffeine. The artificial sweeteners, just do not do...
    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13 31-35, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Through ages 14 to 25 i was addicted to drugs. i have tried nearly all of the readily available illegal drugs on the market. there was years where i was high every day. the only...
    sonny277 sonny277 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I am so addicted to to movies that I don't get of my phone no matter what and I hate that about myself I try to stop but I simply can't
    saryaah saryaah 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    yes i am a movie addict. i watch movies to understand the plot, the characters, the concept, cinematography etc.
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am addicted to PMO. It is a nasty habit and it is affecting my life. I am currently in bed, laying next to my beautiful wife and instead of sleeping or just snuggling her, I'm...
    RichieRoo5 RichieRoo5 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I never really knew anyone with a drug problem, but I grew up with an alcoholic. They have an addiction and it's not something they can give up so easily. Though I'm glad they try...
    crimsoncube crimsoncube 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I dont know how to stay when you hurt me so much. when im terrified everyday im gonna find you overdosed. when I cant trust anything you say. when all I do is worry that your going...
    rfsfbb rfsfbb 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    Meth; oh how it destroys family, and friends mental health, my control now I believe is substantial, but my anger is off the wall. Molly; she made me feel whole, and I don't...
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