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I Am a Meth Addict

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 95 People

    CareerCriminal CareerCriminal 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 26, 2014

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    Well I was until 12 years ago.

    That's when I got clean and began the arduous process of recovery. Man, was that a long hard road. The most difficult thing I have ever done in my life is to get free from from cystal meth. It is also the most rewarding thing I have ever done in my life. I now have peace of mind...
    bigmike888 bigmike888 41-45, M Mar 12, 2014

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    Thought I Had Getting Clean Down..

    Never been so wrong.. I feel like I should want to want to be clean.. But I just don't.. Guess it has me sucked in, but who says it's ever too late to start over?
    Kidd12 Kidd12 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2012

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    A Story Of Recovery

    May God bless :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 28, 2012

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    I tried several times to quit using on my own.

    I could pull together a few months at best and would always return to the pipe. Near the end I got myself arrested. I had been partying with some guy at my house for a few days and when we ran out of meth I was ready to call it quits for a few days and go to bed. He refused to...
    bigmike888 bigmike888 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 19, 2014

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    It Seems Impossible

    Basically ive never gone to any outside help just tried to do it alone thinking i could kick the habbit. I was 18 i had been on dope hard for 2 years so after i saw a night full of hallucinations i called my dad in garland to move in with him .. I had a good run for a couple...
    Murphmike88 Murphmike88 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 28, 2012

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    A friend wants me to try it,

    anyone got real info and not stores use to scare people
    iSceneGirl iSceneGirl 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Ive Lost Purpose In Life

    I am a 15 year old meth addict, my mom and dad were both meth addicts aswell. I was an accident and honsetly should not be here. My mom was a ******** and my dad well he's a guy, figure it out.. they were seeing each other and my mom eneded up going to jail before that, however...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 10, 2011

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    Tear Us Apart.

    I wouldn't consider myself an addict to be perfectly honest but I have a habit of meth and other substances. It is somewhat a secret life I lead this part of me I can not reveal to school friends and family but keeping the charade going is proving to be too challenging how do I...
    1960lola 1960lola 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 28, 2012

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    Have been smoking on the glass ****

    for three days straight now. So high right now that the addiction is worth it. Still enough crystals to keep me going till tomorrow morning. Hail meth my brothers!
    SlaveToMeth SlaveToMeth 41-45, M Dec 20, 2014

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    I Was A Meth Addict... But It No Longer Defines Me!

    I am on the path of recovery. And there are many paths, mine may be similar to yours. It may not be. I got clean and sober, because when I was arrested, my son was put into Child Protective Services. I could have lied to the cop, told him I didn't use. But I didn't I told him the...
    healinghouseproject healinghouseproject 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 5, 2013

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    I Am A Recovering Meth Addict.

    To anyone reading this, there is hope. Especially through na and aa. I promise.
    Kidd12 Kidd12 16-17, F Oct 20, 2012

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    Attention. Do not try to talk to

    or be friends with the user love2tryalot. She's a terrible person and a *****. She will message you back if you message her and then she will block you afterwards for no reason. And she's a fake person. Her profile is fake. Do not trust this *****.
    BrandonVidya2014 BrandonVidya2014 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    Ex Meth Addict To Be Exact.

    But yeah, it's tug'n at my conscience right now. In the last two weeks I have been: Dumped on my ***, Possibly pregnant, Confused in my current relationship that I most likely shouldn't have gone this quickly into, Slept with more than enough men, protected and unprotected(Yeah...
    he8myheart he8myheart 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 16, 2013

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    I think I've finally decided

    that I'm okay being a functioning meth addict and that I just don't care if I quit anymore. How the hell did that happen?
    theOmahaMan theOmahaMan 36-40, M 4 Responses May 22, 2014

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    Life On Drugs At 15

    To live in the life of a teenager on drugs is not something that turns out to be as fun as it was when you first tried it..... why??? i don't really want to know the answer but what i do know is that it sucks more than anything else when you really want to quit and do what is...
    galopp galopp 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 6, 2009

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    I haven't been open to discussing this until recently - I realized that there are so many young kids going through what I went through and sharing my story and offering my advice...
    Kerryn2508 Kerryn2508 22-25, F Feb 16

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    I am facing a real challenge, I know in reading this you may say well the choice is easy. But I find myself just thinking about it over and over. My husband is a drug user...
    cristina2169 cristina2169 31-35, F Feb 22

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    There I said it, I'm addicted to food and I can't stop. When I try to kick the addiction sometimes it works for a few days, even maybe a week but then when I feel an overwhelming...
    TheHogwartzJanitor TheHogwartzJanitor 18-21, F Feb 21

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    My husband is addicted to pain killers. We have to kids together. The past couple have been insane. At least to me. I don't even know where to begin on how I feel about this. Last...
    hm3mac hm3mac 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I never understood why my parents told me "drugs are bad" until I experienced Adderall withdrawal. When you're prescribed it, it's easy to justify the addiction in your head, but...
    lizpurc925 lizpurc925 22-25, F Feb 13

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    addictedtoeverything addictedtoeverything 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 5

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    I read that 10% of marijuana users become addicted. Some people are just predisposed to getting addicted to things. It can be genetic or environmental or just the person's...
    Undeadly Undeadly 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    So I was reading psychology blogs for borderline and I found this for love addiction.I scored YES on all 40 hahaha.Oh dear.Where do I get therapy for this. Check out the links...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Matthew0593cun9 Matthew0593cun9 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    I know heroin is a very controversial topic. But I feel like more people should share their stories. A lot of people have a lot to say about heroin, but unless it's affected you or...
    whatsadrug whatsadrug 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    I don't know just how it happened, I let down my guard Swore I'd never fall in love again but I fell hard Guess I should have seen it coming; caught me by surprise I wasn't looking...
    Rowanness Rowanness 13-15, F Feb 14

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    I hate it. I've been a smoker since I was 13. I started smoking weed when I was 14 then traded that addiction for alcohol when I was 17. I've been drinking almost every day since...
    Scal92 Scal92 22-25, F Feb 18

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    I am currently the spouse of a cocaine addict. We have been together for 5 years and the addiction has been on and off in those years. We have a beautiful baby boy together and my...
    carriox carriox 22-25, F Feb 23

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    In this post, I want to share why and how I have finally stopped my video game addiction. First of all let me introduce myself, I am a normal student in a state university and...
    rayx123 rayx123 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Daniel6814zmz2 Daniel6814zmz2 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    I lost my job and blew off college to meth and heroin once I started hitting veins. it took no less than 4 months to flip my life completely upside down. I went through 4 weeks of...
    NighthawkBM NighthawkBM 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Today is a good day with my husband. He's sober. He's going to talk to a psych doctor tomorrow. I hope it helps in some way. His friend of 25 years came over last night to show his...
    hm3mac hm3mac 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I've made sure 100% to keep my tickling addiction from everyone. I didn't want anyone to know. Even I didn't accept it for some time. Eventually, it got the better of me. In my...
    uw0tm90 uw0tm90 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 21

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    6 years 15-21 i been plagued with addiction hit rock bottom 3 times and didnt have enough i hate the word hope it implies there is doubt i have no doubt this time around i will...
    rootzyz rootzyz 18-21, M Feb 21

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    I am beyond addiction and in a whole new stage... on that note anyone want to share the addiction and play together? there should totally be an EP faction on a server somewhere!
    quirkysquirt9 quirkysquirt9 18-21, M Feb 23

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    I always told myself and everyone that I was so glad to not have a drug addiction. I don't do drugs I never have. I'm a social drinker. And I hate cigarettes. But to think I could...
    AndrogynousBeauty AndrogynousBeauty 22-25 1 Response 1 day ago

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    why is it that i just can't stop watching/listening to hypnosis videos on youtube. i feel that i might be getting addicted to them.
    terrihypno terrihypno 31-35, M Feb 5

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    Know this: I am addicted to you.. I have tasted your mind and I cannot forget its flavor....
    SweetEmotions SweetEmotions 36-40, F 9 Responses Feb 6

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    The needle is my last addiction to defeat... Needle an the damage done. Sucks how that lyric is so true. Every junkies like a setting sun. Neil young
    Debbiedebbie80907 Debbiedebbie80907 26-30 Feb 6

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