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I Am a Mother of a Murdered Son

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 44 People

    My Son Was Killed on January 4, 2010

    I welcomed into my heart and soul my beloved son Jovauni on September 25, 1992. We spent an incredible amount of joyous and special moments together that are embedded deep within the inner most being of who I am because he was and will always be my heart and soul as is my...
    GeeLo1220 GeeLo1220 36-40, F 16 Responses Mar 1, 2010

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    My 9 yr old son was murdered

    when he answered the door and was shot at point blank range on Nov 22, 2013 by an ex boyfriend who did it to hurt me (he was eventually shot & killed by the police). I am really having a hard time with the grieving process. His father has asked me to stay away from him & his...
    nicolefitz21 nicolefitz21 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    LOVE of a Murdered Son

    one day on palm sunday 2002 i was in church. left and went home 2 find out my only child was shot when getting there they said keith was dead.he was my only child and i miss him so much i wish i could give him my heart keith e street was his name. i cry every b-day and holidays i...
    ILOVEMYSON ILOVEMYSON 51-55 4 Responses Jan 29, 2009

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    Understanding Our Murdered Children

    so difficult to remember and find out what happened. where did they go? why won't they be back with us? how can we know them and love them for the first time? reviving their souls and their spirits? can they be redeemed? is there another way to love them and be there for...
    Segaaa Segaaa 51-55, T 3 Responses Sep 30, 2008

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    My Only Son Murdered At the Age of 26

    i am a  single mother of a 26 year old murdered son gone away from me but not forgotten. he was murdered Feb 23, 2007 , his  killer still at large. my son was going to  graudate from Oil Liner school and was going to be shipped to Kwai in two weeks of his murder...
    shelvmar shelvmar 51-55, F 4 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    My Son & His Lady Friend Murdered

    My 40 year old son was Murdered along with his lady friend 30 years old with 2 children. My son rented a home, a 19 year old came to his door and shot through the door with a AK-47 3 times, hitting him in one leg, then another leg, then the heart. While his lady friend called 911...
    BrendaTrinka BrendaTrinka 61-65, F 2 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    "I Am To A Mother Of A Murdered Son"

    My son Marcus Darrell Lewis Jr. was murdered (shot) several times on May 16, 2010. He was 22 years old lives in Tulsa, Ok. He was born Nov 25, 1987. The two guy's that murdered my son was found a week later. they both are on a 5-million dollar bond. Trial is pending. I live in...
    ldowning ldowning 41-45 2 Responses Jun 26, 2010

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    "YOUR DEATH NOT IN VAIN"

    He was only 22. He died on the day that a very well known Pastor named Harold Camping tried to prepare the world for what he called "THE DAY OF THE RAPTURE". He had posted on many billboards, buses, etc that May 21, 2011 was the day the Rapture would take place and then 5 months...
    AMothersCry AMothersCry 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    On November 19th, 2011 - My Age 26..son Was Murdered, Shot In The Head, During A Robbery.

    I am not sure where I am in my thoughts at this point. Four guys pointed two guns to his head. My son told them to take what ever they wanted and go. They took what they wanted and shot him in the head and murdered him. All 4 are in jail waiting trial. In Charlotte, NC. when...
    susanletsgod susanletsgod 51-55, F 3 Responses Feb 6, 2011

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    This Goes Out To Everyone Who Has Ever Experienced The Loss Of A Child.

    I have read so many accounts of people who have lost a child and I agree that it is by far the worst pain one could ever face in life. I am just so blessed to be surrounded by people who I call Angels in my life. Although my family and friends are a great support system for me...
    GeeLo1220 GeeLo1220 36-40, F 8 Responses Apr 16, 2010

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    The Beat Goes On

    In his last year in high school,Joshua was college bound. He was honored with the opportunity to go on an acc scholarship to a renound university. He never made it. He was a wonderful son,brother,friend and a devote christian.  Joshua had planned to go out on a date that...
    carolpetrea carolpetrea 36-40, F 8 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    The Joy Is Gone

    My only child was murdered at the age of 28 , shot in the head on the streets of Chgo, his case still open, no one in custody, no closure for those he left behind including his only son left with no answers just many questions of why?  A time in life I will never forget, it...
    tears1202 tears1202 46-50, F 4 Responses Apr 11, 2009

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    Losing Judd

    Judd and his wife Nicki had just moved from our house to their own place, in a small town an hour from us.  He had gotten a job at a grocery store as the assistant manager and was very good at it.  One night when he was closing up the accounts for the store, he called...
    kslabtechchick kslabtechchick 56-60 78 Responses Aug 7, 2008

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    I To Am A Mother Of A Murdered Son

    My son Daniel was murdered,he was 26,God NO not my son,ho killed my son....? God help me please 
    danielsmomy danielsmomy 41-45 2 Responses Jun 3, 2011

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    My Son Was Shot Dead .

    My son was was murderd shot . He was 28 years old . Not sure where to start on hear .
    mmaggiemay mmaggiemay 46-50 18 Responses Jul 13, 2009

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    Pain!!!

    My oldest was murdered we just reached 5 months. I understand he made wrong choices but I feel like Im the blame I should of could of done more. Just thought life would get better for him. Yes he made wrong decisions hung around the wrong crowds and darkness lurked and sought him...
    audrey1975 audrey1975 36-40, F 2 Responses May 31, 2012

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    Son And Daughter-in-law Murdered

    a little over a monrth ago my 24yrs young son and 23yr young daugher-in-law was murdered in our home by there friend i just am lost and dont know what to do i cry all the time and i just feel lost, i dont know where to go what to do i just want them back i am just lost
    suesuewendy suesuewendy 46-50 4 Responses Aug 2, 2011

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    How Do U Go On

    The hurt, the pain that I feel is unimaginable, unreal even to this very day. March18,2013, is my one year of many more to come is quickly approaching marking the day my son was murdered. The tears continue to fall. The pain is real and ever so fresh that I feel in my body, the...
    EvryDay EvryDay 36-40 1 Response Jan 20, 2013

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    To Lose A Child

    I have read many of your stories and my heart goes out to each and everyone of you because I feel your same pain. I also lost a son my 2nd oldest son he was 14 years old and he was also murdered. November 21,2010 he and my oldest son was at a teen party, I called my oldest son at...
    tangym tangym 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 7, 2012

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    My Only Son

    My son was murder on june 25,2011 he was 29 year old it is the hardest most challenging  overwhelming of all grief i have lost a mother,granddaughter,sister cousin,nothing hurt as bad as someone murdering your child,It have been a month now i have experience so many emotions it...
    Rickkiann Rickkiann 51-55 1 Response Jul 26, 2011

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    Magazine

    Hello everyone! I came across this group and I have read through some really heartbreaking and emotional stories. But the fact that you are all remaining so strong truly is remarkable and an inspiration to many! I am a feature writer for women's in the UK, and I was wondering if...
    littlestar89 littlestar89 22-25, F Sep 4, 2012

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    I Miss My Son

    My son was 30 years old....he was murdered.....i miss him it hurts.....i cant get over this.....
    theladi theladi 51-55 5 Responses Feb 20, 2012

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    MOMS/Trimphant Over Tragedy

    Hello my dear sisters, on May 10, 2005 my only son died from a gun shot wound to his head.  This was the worst nightmare I have every had.  The young man that I had prayed for was now gone.  I will never be able to touch him again, I will never be able to hear...
    phyllisduncan phyllisduncan 46-50 2 Responses Dec 4, 2008

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    My Dark Haired Hunter Raven...

    Nobody else even knew you existed, but I dreamed of you the night you came into being. Then, less than 48 hours later... you were ripped from my body by chemicals that the father fed me. I miss you, you can never be replaced.  
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 6 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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    I don't know how this will be received but since 1972 I have tried to get my oldest son to just please follow the needs of society before himself. To allow those hat have the need...
    Globalloader Globalloader 70+, M Feb 4

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    I have two biracial kids. Sometimes when im alone with my son, a stranger will say something Just to find out if im his mother. Youre mommy must be so proud of you and then she...
    Glowygirl Glowygirl 31-35, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I have a seventeen year old son who is very rude and smart elic toward me no matter what I say to him he comes back to me with something hurtful I am at a lost what should I do
    thopkind0022 thopkind0022 36-40, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    The Hanging Tree Are you, are you Coming to the tree? They strung up a man They say who murdered three. Strange things did happen here No stranger would it be If we met at...
    BlueRoseNeko BlueRoseNeko 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    12 things I observed about my in laws: 1. Inability to recognize and accept change in family relations and dynamics. Your son/brother has new priorities; his wife has taken the...
    ZolaJam ZolaJam 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 9

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    haha okay so i like many songs but it usually depends on my mood. today i listened to these songs TILL THE SUN BURNS OUT, and SHIPS IN THE NIGHT i love them. its NIGHTCORE: TILL...
    thelastfallenangel thelastfallenangel 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    If I were never born, I know that God would have spared her life from being murdered with identity theft because of Indian Genocide via the caste system... Mom, my ears would ring...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Feb 3

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    The guy I'm seeing is a single father veteran. He has a 4 year old daughter, but I find it very difficult to be the mommy she wants me to be. My past and my nature prohibit me from...
    xxxSissyGabriellaxxx xxxSissyGabriellaxxx 18-21, T 14 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    The ABC's for Mothers in Laws (those of sons with a negative aura)Acknowledge and accept that your son is married, you may not like his choice but it’s his decision.Be...
    ZolaJam ZolaJam 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 3

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    I can't stand my mil, where do I start, we got along before I had my first son 2 and half years ago,the thing that really annoyed back then was her youngest son,there is a 10 year...
    jrg777 jrg777 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    Almost always, in my head, I'm listening to three or four songs. Not in any particular order, they are: 1) Top Gun Anthem - Harold Faltermeyer / Steve Stevens 2) In the air...
    halfblind79 halfblind79 31-35, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I am a single mother and my battle right now is real. my ex who wasn't around durng my pregnancy and did not pay child support or bring gifts of any kind for almost 2 years now is...
    Peeps82 Peeps82 31-35, F Feb 14

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    Counting down! 12 weeks to go!!! Woo hoo!!! My husband, son, and I are finally preparing to move out of our apartment leaving his mother behind as we return back to our home state...
    zamlee zamlee 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 14

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    Hello. It looks like not many have posted recently but I truly need to vent and get some insight. I am Hispanic and my fiancé is Indian. His family is from Gujarat, India. We...
    latinaRN latinaRN 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 19

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    I am engaged to a man who has 2 children from a previous relationship, a 3 year old son and a 1 year old daughter. Their mother is barely in their lives. She married a man who...
    NewMommy2015 NewMommy2015 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    This is a conversation I had this morning after apparently my sister had another frustrating sleepless night... My lil sister, a mother of a 7 y/old son and an adorable 3 y/old...
    neeia neeia 36-40, F 8 Responses Feb 4

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    I really want to be murdered and my body never found. Part of the reason is for my family to suffer. The other reason I can't seem to commit suicide right. I really hate myself. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 4

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    Ranking your MIL Who told in laws that they are relationship experts? My misguided MIL, SIL and CIL all seem to believe that they are the authority on relationships and know what...
    ZolaJam ZolaJam 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't hate my mother in law I just hate the things she does and says. I hate how she always has the last word I hate that how she always thinks she's a perfect mother when she...
    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    You know today I just want to rant... its frustrating after 4 yrs of doing this single mom thing and seeing how much of a creep the ex-husband/ my childrens father is. Today was my...
    Irishm4id3n Irishm4id3n 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 11

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