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I Am a Mother of a Murdered Son

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 45 People

    My Only Son

    My son was murder on june 25,2011 he was 29 year old it is the hardest most challenging  overwhelming of all grief i have lost a mother,granddaughter,sister cousin,nothing hurt as bad as someone murdering your child,It have been a month now i have experience so many emotions it...
    Rickkiann Rickkiann 51-55 1 Response Jul 26, 2011

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    My Only Son Murdered At the Age of 26

    i am a  single mother of a 26 year old murdered son gone away from me but not forgotten. he was murdered Feb 23, 2007 , his  killer still at large. my son was going to  graudate from Oil Liner school and was going to be shipped to Kwai in two weeks of his murder...
    shelvmar shelvmar 51-55, F 4 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    The Joy Is Gone

    My only child was murdered at the age of 28 , shot in the head on the streets of Chgo, his case still open, no one in custody, no closure for those he left behind including his only son left with no answers just many questions of why?  A time in life I will never forget, it...
    tears1202 tears1202 46-50, F 4 Responses Apr 11, 2009

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    My Son Was Killed on January 4, 2010

    I welcomed into my heart and soul my beloved son Jovauni on September 25, 1992. We spent an incredible amount of joyous and special moments together that are embedded deep within the inner most being of who I am because he was and will always be my heart and soul as is my...
    GeeLo1220 GeeLo1220 36-40, F 16 Responses Mar 1, 2010

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    The Beat Goes On

    In his last year in high school,Joshua was college bound. He was honored with the opportunity to go on an acc scholarship to a renound university. He never made it. He was a wonderful son,brother,friend and a devote christian.  Joshua had planned to go out on a date that...
    carolpetrea carolpetrea 36-40, F 7 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    Magazine

    Hello everyone! I came across this group and I have read through some really heartbreaking and emotional stories. But the fact that you are all remaining so strong truly is remarkable and an inspiration to many! I am a feature writer for women's in the UK, and I was wondering if...
    littlestar89 littlestar89 22-25, F Sep 4, 2012

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    My Son Was Shot Dead .

    My son was was murderd shot . He was 28 years old . Not sure where to start on hear .
    mmaggiemay mmaggiemay 46-50 19 Responses Jul 13, 2009

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    "YOUR DEATH NOT IN VAIN"

    He was only 22. He died on the day that a very well known Pastor named Harold Camping tried to prepare the world for what he called "THE DAY OF THE RAPTURE". He had posted on many billboards, buses, etc that May 21, 2011 was the day the Rapture would take place and then 5 months...
    AMothersCry AMothersCry 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    Understanding Our Murdered Children

    so difficult to remember and find out what happened. where did they go? why won't they be back with us? how can we know them and love them for the first time? reviving their souls and their spirits? can they be redeemed? is there another way to love them and be there for...
    Segaaa Segaaa 51-55, T 3 Responses Sep 30, 2008

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    I To Am A Mother Of A Murdered Son

    My son Daniel was murdered,he was 26,God NO not my son,ho killed my son....? God help me please 
    danielsmomy danielsmomy 41-45 2 Responses Jun 3, 2011

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    Pain!!!

    My oldest was murdered we just reached 5 months. I understand he made wrong choices but I feel like Im the blame I should of could of done more. Just thought life would get better for him. Yes he made wrong decisions hung around the wrong crowds and darkness lurked and sought him...
    audrey1975 audrey1975 36-40, F 2 Responses May 31, 2012

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    LOVE of a Murdered Son

    one day on palm sunday 2002 i was in church. left and went home 2 find out my only child was shot when getting there they said keith was dead.he was my only child and i miss him so much i wish i could give him my heart keith e street was his name. i cry every b-day and holidays i...
    ILOVEMYSON ILOVEMYSON 51-55 4 Responses Jan 29, 2009

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    MOMS/Trimphant Over Tragedy

    Hello my dear sisters, on May 10, 2005 my only son died from a gun shot wound to his head.  This was the worst nightmare I have every had.  The young man that I had prayed for was now gone.  I will never be able to touch him again, I will never be able to hear...
    phyllisduncan phyllisduncan 46-50 2 Responses Dec 4, 2008

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    "I Am To A Mother Of A Murdered Son"

    My son Marcus Darrell Lewis Jr. was murdered (shot) several times on May 16, 2010. He was 22 years old lives in Tulsa, Ok. He was born Nov 25, 1987. The two guy's that murdered my son was found a week later. they both are on a 5-million dollar bond. Trial is pending. I live in...
    ldowning ldowning 41-45 2 Responses Jun 26, 2010

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    On November 19th, 2011 - My Age 26..son Was Murdered, Shot In The Head, During A Robbery.

    I am not sure where I am in my thoughts at this point. Four guys pointed two guns to his head. My son told them to take what ever they wanted and go. They took what they wanted and shot him in the head and murdered him. All 4 are in jail waiting trial. In Charlotte, NC. when...
    susanletsgod susanletsgod 51-55, F 3 Responses Feb 6, 2011

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    My 9 yr old son was murdered

    when he answered the door and was shot at point blank range on Nov 22, 2013 by an ex boyfriend who did it to hurt me (he was eventually shot & killed by the police). I am really having a hard time with the grieving process. His father has asked me to stay away from him & his...
    nicolefitz21 nicolefitz21 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    Son And Daughter-in-law Murdered

    a little over a monrth ago my 24yrs young son and 23yr young daugher-in-law was murdered in our home by there friend i just am lost and dont know what to do i cry all the time and i just feel lost, i dont know where to go what to do i just want them back i am just lost
    suesuewendy suesuewendy 46-50 3 Responses Aug 2, 2011

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    This Goes Out To Everyone Who Has Ever Experienced The Loss Of A Child.

    I have read so many accounts of people who have lost a child and I agree that it is by far the worst pain one could ever face in life. I am just so blessed to be surrounded by people who I call Angels in my life. Although my family and friends are a great support system for me...
    GeeLo1220 GeeLo1220 36-40, F 8 Responses Apr 16, 2010

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    Losing Judd

    Judd and his wife Nicki had just moved from our house to their own place, in a small town an hour from us.  He had gotten a job at a grocery store as the assistant manager and was very good at it.  One night when he was closing up the accounts for the store, he called...
    kslabtechchick kslabtechchick 56-60 78 Responses Aug 7, 2008

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    My Son & His Lady Friend Murdered

    My 40 year old son was Murdered along with his lady friend 30 years old with 2 children. My son rented a home, a 19 year old came to his door and shot through the door with a AK-47 3 times, hitting him in one leg, then another leg, then the heart. While his lady friend called 911...
    BrendaTrinka BrendaTrinka 61-65, F 2 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    I Miss My Son

    My son was 30 years old....he was murdered.....i miss him it hurts.....i cant get over this.....
    theladi theladi 51-55 5 Responses Feb 20, 2012

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    To Lose A Child

    I have read many of your stories and my heart goes out to each and everyone of you because I feel your same pain. I also lost a son my 2nd oldest son he was 14 years old and he was also murdered. November 21,2010 he and my oldest son was at a teen party, I called my oldest son at...
    tangym tangym 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 7, 2012

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    My Dark Haired Hunter Raven...

    Nobody else even knew you existed, but I dreamed of you the night you came into being. Then, less than 48 hours later... you were ripped from my body by chemicals that the father fed me. I miss you, you can never be replaced.  
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 6 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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    How Do U Go On

    The hurt, the pain that I feel is unimaginable, unreal even to this very day. March18,2013, is my one year of many more to come is quickly approaching marking the day my son was murdered. The tears continue to fall. The pain is real and ever so fresh that I feel in my body, the...
    EvryDay EvryDay 36-40 1 Response Jan 20, 2013

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    My mother's perseverance inspires me on a daily basis. All my life she has had to deal with hardships and came more powerful. When I was little she kicked my drunken father out...
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    I am given 3 weeks -- in this 3 weeks I was invited to come , chosen to be there To manifest -- should I succeed in bonding this experience into my own life energy -- then I...
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    Finally..............I have my own angel.....the moment I took him in my arms all the pain the feelings the suffer was gone, and happy tears where uncontrollably running on my face...
    PaperMitra PaperMitra 22-25, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    Over the last 5 years, the relationship with my mother has gone south. WAY down south. So much so, that I no longer want to be around her anymore. Since she retired, all she does...
    gemstar2k1 gemstar2k1 31-35, F 18 hrs ago

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    My husband believes the issues between my mother in law and I are my fault because I am "hard to talk to". I have been married since june but together a little over a year with a...
    ShannonKV ShannonKV 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    “He’s changed,” is the line I was told for many, many years. I’ve learned last year that he has not changed. Matter of fact, he’s acquired more negative ‘aspects.’ I...
    OlivePhire OlivePhire 41-45, F 2 days ago

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    We all learned how things are from the environment we grew up in. My MIL learned to manipulate to get what she wanted because her father made it so he wasn’t approachable, so she...
    BoundariesSet BoundariesSet 46-50 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Frankly, my relationship with my mother sucks. I do not want it to suck. I do not want to be angry with her, but I am so tired. I moved back home over a year ago to get my life...
    DV527 DV527 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Daddy's little girl by Frankie J That song made me cry for hours, My father passed away when I was younger. I didn't cry at the funeral, because I didn't know what I felt. I was...
    DeathWonders DeathWonders 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    9th May 2005. I get massive anxiety attacks every May 9th afterwards. I hate this day because it reminds me of the mentioned date that I was very close to being turned into a Pez...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Seriously … how much lower can POS get??? We had been staying at a friend's with only a suitcase of clothes this past week as the handover of my new place got delayed by a week...
    koh72 koh72 41-45, M 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I want a daughter. (USA)There is an emptiness in my heart only a daughter can fill. I am looking for someone that would be a daughter to me and my husband , someone I could talk to...
    Kindmama Kindmama 46-50, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    but I have no access to my special needs son. I feel ashamed because although I am a mother, I feel like I am not.
    fOrEvErYoURs321 fOrEvErYoURs321 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    For my son's birth I was given drugs to induce labor. I was 38 weeks pregnant and we found out his heart had stopped beating. Induced labour is supposed to be much more painful...
    Etheros Etheros 46-50, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Right now I dedicate 'because of you' by Kelly Clarkson to first and foremost my mother and then to my husband!
    teadiva teadiva 31-35, F a week ago

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    Im a 20 year old muslim girl. Part of our culture is we have arranged marragies where the mother or father of the guy comes to the girls family and ask for her hand in marriage...
    Zozolove Zozolove 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I am hanging by a think thread of sanity. I have been married for less than three years and my MIL has lived with us from day 1. Her excuse was that she was helping us adjust to...
    SmritiP SmritiP 26-30, F 9 Responses Jul 21

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    My boyfriend was murdered this month on the 1st.it was suppose to be his 20th birthday just 2 days after his death. every single day I feel like life is torturing me and feel like...
    Leila19 Leila19 18-21, F Jul 21

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