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I Am a Mtf Transwomen

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    I have been on HRT for 3 years now.

    I am lucky to live in Chicago. I have managed to work my way thru this process. I have paid a pretty penny. For several years I needed to have blood work done almost every 3 months! And blood work is not cheep! I now have to have a weekly injection of estradiol and take two...
    december2010 december2010 41-45, T 5 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    A Broken Start

    For as long as I can remember including my early childhood years I wanted only to be a girl. I was born in an abusive family taken away from then by the court then put in foster care. I was later adopted at age 3 and from then on lived only half a happy life. every day at school...
    xxmileyashlynxx xxmileyashlynxx 22-25 3 Responses May 29, 2013

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    I'd love to snap chat with you girls

    if you'd like. An willing to discuss gender issues/ functionalities. Snapchat me: zhuwei.li
    AsianTransGirl AsianTransGirl 26-30, T 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    HarleyMachado HarleyMachado 18-21, T 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am both a Christian

    or should I say a Progressive Christian and a Transsexual. Yeah you can be both for sure. It is because of my faith in God and in Jesus that I have gotten to where I am in my journey to becoming the woman that I have always been. Having faith in them and trusting in them that I...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 15, 2014

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    Transgender And Scared

    My life in the South has many issues. I was 7-8 I just to play that I was transformed into a girl. I have always wanted to be a cheerleader, but in the conservative area that I live in I would literally be killed and never heard from again. I don't know what I am going to do. I...
    tgashbaby tgashbaby 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 17, 2013

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    There is so many lovely long stories,

    so perhaps I need to write little longer myself. Like many here I'm one of those “special” girls, that has born with marbles between her legs. My biological dad was stubborn red-neck, and my mom was raised by her grandma, so she just was fifty to hundred years late of...
    PigletThinksPink PigletThinksPink 13-15 Dec 26, 2013

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    I recently went under the knife to make it

    official and it was a great move. I am back to living my life and already have a boyfriend, and a female friend that might get more sexual. I cant wait for my new parts to heal so I can try $ex as a woman!
    Kristen72 Kristen72 22-25, T 8 Responses Feb 11, 2014

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    Knowledge Is Power

    I know this really belongs under Songs, Books & Music, but I really do not have the time to type this all out, one book at a time for all of the trans-related pages I'm posting this on. May you get some use out of it: Books of Interest: ******I recommend reading The Riddle of...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly 22-25, T 2 Responses Jul 9, 2011

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    I'm 16 And I Want To Be A Girl

    i'm 16 and i want to be a girl the fist time i ever'd cross dress was when i was 7 or 8, my mom was going on a date with my step dad and my grandma was watching my brother and I. so I Sneaked into my mom's room and lol put on her dress and some make up, I really felt happy in a...
    terminallysedated terminallysedated 22-25, M Nov 19, 2012

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    The day my world changed!

    ! Has any of you ever have a day that when you are living the moment, the day just seems surreal? So weird and odd and strange and exciting all at the same time? A day that lives on in your mind so vividly that it seems as if it was only yesterday? That was my day nearly 12...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 3 Responses May 14, 2014

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    Trans-lesbians; how do you feel about 'em?

    Sometimes I feel like I'm only attracted to girls, and it kinda annoys me. I try to commit to being a 'proper' girl but it just feels wrong sometimes. I feel like the brain I was born with is still a guy deep down when I only go after girls. Which is crazy hard since not a lot...
    TinyAmanda TinyAmanda 18-21, T 6 Responses Jan 9, 2014

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    New Hopes / 2013

    Things were very different when I was growing up. Today we have the internet and the world is much more open minded. Coming out to my spouse, family members, friends that knew me as a male, and having some of their support has given me the courage to face the world as who I am. I...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 2 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    I want my vulva and wear my skirt!

    ! I can't while I'm at home!! :( 😩😫😠😔😣😞😭
    AsianTransGirl AsianTransGirl 26-30, T Dec 26, 2014

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    Not yet a woman, but someday.

    Technically I'm on blockers, at least couple of years on future. And here they won't make surgery’s before you are legally adult.
    PigletThinksPink PigletThinksPink 13-15 Dec 25, 2013

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    Yes, I Am

    A transwoman is someone who is assigned male genitalia at birth and feels that this is not an accurate as they identify as female and strive to fit a female gender role. I am "virtually out" (VO) on the web, while only somewhat out in my 'real' world. I do have...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 5 Responses Jul 6, 2009

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    Things I Didn't Learn From My Mother

    I am always worried that when I finish my make up I will end up looking like either the sort of clown that frightens small children, or a drag queen. Of course what I want to like is just another nicely presented woman, I don't like to see women with a lot of "slap" on their...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 1 Response Aug 12, 2013

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    I am almost complete

    and I am looking for a female partner to share lots of fun and loving times togather
    JenniferStevens1 JenniferStevens1 41-45, F Nov 19, 2014

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    Trisha Marie Roberts.

    Bullhead City Arizona New Year's thoughts January 4, 2014 6:36 A.M. If you're like me, you spend this Saturday taking down your Christmas decorations, watching football, relaxing... and thinking deeply about the Old Year past and the New Year just starting. For me, 2013...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 1 Response Jan 4, 2014

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    How many of you have heard your spouse

    or girlfriend ask "What’s so bad about being a man?” my spouse asked me when I finally confessed to her that I was much more than just a Cross-dresser. I started to wear androgynous but female-marketed clothing openly in 2001. “What’s so bad about being a man?” My...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 2 Responses Apr 12, 2014

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    Hi I have been transitioning

    for over a year socially and have been creating a Non-Profit from the ground up called Hoosiers 4 Trans Equality looking to achieve equality for all that are under the trans umbrella feeling the time is right with Marriage Equality soon to be achieved. I learned so much when I...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 22, 2014

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    Acceptance...

    Well into my honest way if life, I find happiness in such odd events. Every hurdle I conquer makes me a stronger woman. And the hurdles that beat me seem impossible at times. I find strength I never knew I had and weakness I could not have predicted. Womanhood has found me and...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Sep 11, 2013

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    A Girl That Needs Other Girlfriends And Support Transitioning

    I am an attractive Mtf transwoman. I am looking for my first girl talk session to find girls like me that want to share beauty and feminization tips. Please girls I need other women to talk to so bad.
    lilpinkstar lilpinkstar 31-35 6 Responses Jun 4, 2011

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    I'm a college freshman

    and also an ftm transman. The reason I'm posting this is because there is a transwoman in my class and I want to be her friend. I know there are things not to talk to a transman about but I don't know if transwomen have similar things. I don't want her to think I'm ignorant or...
    Swordsman101 Swordsman101 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    EVERYTHING will Change!

    THOSE of us who are in various stages of transitioning need to understand EVERYTHING in your life will change. Do NOT expect your relationships with anyone who knew you before you transitioned to remain the same! The way EVERYONE who knew you before you transitioned feels...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 2 Responses Jun 1, 2014

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    My highlights for the year are

    that I have a place to call home, a job and came out all the way to my friends and family this past year. I came out also as bisexual too as well. This year has been many downs but lots more ups though. I have gained more than all that I have lost. This year started out horribly...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    Trisha Marie Roberts.

    Bullhead City Arizona New Year's thoughts January 4, 2014 6:36 A.M. If you're like me, you spend this Saturday taking down your Christmas decorations, watching football, relaxing... and thinking deeply about the Old Year past and the New Year just starting. For me, 2013...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 1 Response Jan 4, 2014

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    I Am

    I am a post-op transwoman. My body reflects the person I am. The only thing medicine cannot give me is the ability to have children.   UPDATE March 2010 Since writing this story, I have discovered I am intersexed and am actually a woman with female chromosomes...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 14, 2010

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    Trans Fears

    Back in 2011 I had a private conversation with a cisgendered woman on this site. At the time she had an interest in getting to know what transgendered / transsexual people were really like and because I had extended a welcome for people to contact me if they had any questions on...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly 22-25, T 1 Response Aug 14, 2013

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    Trying To Get Through

    I am a M to F trans women, I have known this since I was eight. It is only now that I am in my fifties that I have found the strength to act upon my deepest desire to live as the woman I truly am inside. About two and a half years ago I began my battle to be myself, and about...
    butchbitch1 butchbitch1 51-55, T 5 Responses Mar 2, 2012

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    For most of my life I've had to live through

    great emotions and faced enormous fears. By my sharing experiences I've had to live through and deal with I hope to reach out to those individuals who are struggling with transition. It is my goal to let you know that whatever happened, or whatever happens, you are not alone...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Jan 16, 2014

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      I'm a nerdy transgirl

    who has had it rough Not as rough as others But my depression really gets to me I don't have much interaction ppl I just don't even know how to connect with another person anymore I just wish I had someone to hold me but its never gonna happen ppl don't even give me a...
    Loanleytransgirl Loanleytransgirl 26-30, T 3 Responses Feb 8

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    So I need some help from other transwomen on

    HRT. To start off I don't want a lecture, I made my choices for a reason so please just focus on my questions. I started HRT about 2 yrs ago, however it was through a nonprescription overseas company. Everything was great until suddenly my order I placed 3 months ago hasn't...
    poodahpop poodahpop 18-21, T 6 Responses Mar 31

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    No Good Way Out

    Now in my early thirties, I'm just becoming comfortable with what I am, a transwoman. In fact, my wife and I are about to see a counselor about this for the first time. And all this is very hard on both of us. In fact, I do not expect my marriage to survive very long now as my...
    keres keres 31-35, M 4 Responses Nov 23, 2011

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    Yes

    I am male to female I am post op transexual l am woman in mans body been feeling this when I was live my sister I new I want to be a woman then want to be a woman for my new future say hello to my stuipid past
    mscal963 mscal963 31-35, T 2 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    Hey any other transwoman want to chat?

    Leave me a private message. Thamks!
    MelodysExperience MelodysExperience 22-25, T 1 Response Jun 27, 2014

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    Hey guys how does this sound

    as a email to my mom?? Hey mom, I don't want you to tell anybody this yet and I don't want to talk about it for a couple days. But since about 7th grade I've kinda always disliked myself, I haven't talked to anybody about this, and I'm really embarrassed to say this, but this...
    SissyDanielle123 SissyDanielle123 16-17, T 2 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    Self Worth

    One thing that almost all transsexuals, indeed almost all people at all, suffer from is a very low level of self-esteem. Confidence, empowerment, the feeling of having value to one’s self, and to others, is greatly desired. For a great part of my life, I have known such a deep...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Sep 19, 2013

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    Butch Male To Female

    I have been going back in forth with the feeling of being female internally. I haven't been into sterotypical girl things. I experimented with make up and clothes but never fully felt comfortable indentifying with them. That being said I still feel like I have a female mind set...
    ZenCelt89 ZenCelt89 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 6, 2013

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    I guess, all of us have destiny

    after all? The real "drama is not our gender identity, but how long we are able to live in 100% lie, and don't be as we are! That makes us suffer more than anything.
    Albasz666 Albasz666 41-45, T 1 Response Jan 14

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    Ever since I can remember I have felt like a

    girl. When I was little I used to pray every night to wake up with a female body, one that matched how I felt. When I woke up I would cry and sink into despair. Then came puberty which took those feelings and turned them up to 11. I became suicidal, the feelings had grown...
    Astagirl Astagirl 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    I am MtF and would like a female friend. I am married to my wife that doesnt approve of my female side. I try to hide it but then i die inside. I wish i could date someone who...
    bonniefemale bonniefemale 26-30, T Mar 21

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    I am MtF and would like a female friend. I am married to my wife that doesnt approve of my female side. I try to hide it but then i die inside. I wish i could date someone who...
    bonniefemale bonniefemale 26-30, T Mar 21

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    I am MtF and would like a female friend. I am married to my wife that doesnt approve of my female side. I try to hide it but then i die inside. I wish i could date someone who...
    bonniefemale bonniefemale 26-30, T 1 Response Mar 21

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    I'm 17 and in the UK, I'm thinking about transitioning mtf, and looking to talk to someone with knowledge urgently if your prepared to talk to me about this I would me more than...
    jodyjames2397 jodyjames2397 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    I have joined a few groups saying 'I am a girl who' but I am MtF. I wonder if it was the wrong choice, i think people think I am a real girl. I don't know whether to be upset that...