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I Am a Mtf Transwomen

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    I feel ingenue when i try to act like a woman,

    but at the same time have always known I was faking acting like a man. It hurts I cant feel more normal, but only time will tell if I transition well and actually love myself fully.
    blackheart2283 blackheart2283 18-21, T Jul 9

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    Trying To Get Through

    I am a M to F trans women, I have known this since I was eight. It is only now that I am in my fifties that I have found the strength to act upon my deepest desire to live as the woman I truly am inside. About two and a half years ago I began my battle to be myself, and about...
    butchbitch1 butchbitch1 51-55, T 5 Responses Mar 2, 2012

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    Not yet a woman, but someday.

    Technically I'm on blockers, at least couple of years on future. And here they won't make surgery’s before you are legally adult.
    PigletThinksPink PigletThinksPink 13-15 1 Response Dec 25, 2013

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    No Good Way Out

    Now in my early thirties, I'm just becoming comfortable with what I am, a transwoman. In fact, my wife and I are about to see a counselor about this for the first time. And all this is very hard on both of us. In fact, I do not expect my marriage to survive very long now as my...
    keres keres 31-35, M 4 Responses Nov 23, 2011

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    Whoever is interested,

    I'm a transgender Female & am looking for new friends , so add / message me! =*
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 19

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    Yes

    I am male to female I am post op transexual l am woman in mans body been feeling this when I was live my sister I new I want to be a woman then want to be a woman for my new future say hello to my stuipid past
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    My life has changed my body is a girl

    now i have breast and paint nails
    bauer02 bauer02 16-17, T 2 Responses Jun 27

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    There is so many lovely long stories,

    so perhaps I need to write little longer myself. Like many here I'm one of those “special” girls, that has born with marbles between her legs. My biological dad was stubborn red-neck, and my mom was raised by her grandma, so she just was fifty to hundred years late of...
    PigletThinksPink PigletThinksPink 13-15 Dec 26, 2013

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    I've been fighting the truth

    for 17 years and I finally understand. I'm going to spend to next few years of life transforming into the woman I really am
    AresTheAwesome AresTheAwesome 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 3

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    So I need some help from other transwomen on

    HRT. To start off I don't want a lecture, I made my choices for a reason so please just focus on my questions. I started HRT about 2 yrs ago, however it was through a nonprescription overseas company. Everything was great until suddenly my order I placed 3 months ago hasn't...
    poodahpop poodahpop 22-25, T 7 Responses Mar 31

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    HarleyMachado HarleyMachado 18-21, T 7 Responses Apr 12

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    Knowledge Is Power

    I know this really belongs under Songs, Books & Music, but I really do not have the time to type this all out, one book at a time for all of the trans-related pages I'm posting this on. May you get some use out of it: Books of Interest: ******I recommend reading The Riddle of...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly 22-25, T 2 Responses Jul 9, 2011

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    I have been on HRT for 3 years now.

    I am lucky to live in Chicago. I have managed to work my way thru this process. I have paid a pretty penny. For several years I needed to have blood work done almost every 3 months! And blood work is not cheep! I now have to have a weekly injection of estradiol and take two...
    december2010 december2010 41-45, T 5 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    Hey guys how does this sound

    as a email to my mom?? Hey mom, I don't want you to tell anybody this yet and I don't want to talk about it for a couple days. But since about 7th grade I've kinda always disliked myself, I haven't talked to anybody about this, and I'm really embarrassed to say this, but this...
    SissyDanielle123 SissyDanielle123 18-21, T 1 Response Sep 4, 2014

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    I guess, all of us have destiny

    after all? The real "drama is not our gender identity, but how long we are able to live in 100% lie, and don't be as we are! That makes us suffer more than anything.
    Albasz666 Albasz666 41-45, T 1 Response Jan 14

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    Yes, I Am

    A transwoman is someone who is assigned male genitalia at birth and feels that this is not an accurate as they identify as female and strive to fit a female gender role. I am "virtually out" (VO) on the web, while only somewhat out in my 'real' world. I do have...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 5 Responses Jul 6, 2009

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    I,m a tranny who prefer relationships with

    other like myself,I,m a tranlesbian.I luv meeting and being friends with both men and women,but as far as having a serious relationship I prefer other trannies.They in most cases understand me and my feelings in being female in a male body
    sisgloria sisgloria 61-65, T 4 Responses May 21

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      I'm a nerdy transgirl

    who has had it rough Not as rough as others But my depression really gets to me I don't have much interaction ppl I just don't even know how to connect with another person anymore I just wish I had someone to hold me but its never gonna happen ppl don't even give me a...
    Loanleytransgirl Loanleytransgirl 26-30, T 7 Responses Feb 8

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    Ok. I ain't pretty. Going mtf was not about

    being pretty. It was about being abused as a kid and not wanting to be male. I'm girl now and happy with who I am.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 20

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    Hey any other transwoman want to chat?

    Leave me a private message. Thamks!
    MelodysExperience MelodysExperience 22-25, T 1 Response Jun 27, 2014

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    My life has changed forever

    and look at me now
    bauer02 bauer02 16-17, T 4 Responses Jun 28

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    bauer02 bauer02 16-17, T 2 Responses Jun 26

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    A Broken Start

    For as long as I can remember including my early childhood years I wanted only to be a girl. I was born in an abusive family taken away from then by the court then put in foster care. I was later adopted at age 3 and from then on lived only half a happy life. every day at school...
    xxmileyashlynxx xxmileyashlynxx 22-25 3 Responses May 29, 2013

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    I'd love to snap chat with you girls

    if you'd like. An willing to discuss gender issues/ functionalities. Snapchat me: zhuwei.li
    AsianTransGirl AsianTransGirl 26-30, T 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    Hi I have been transitioning

    for over a year socially and have been creating a Non-Profit from the ground up called Hoosiers 4 Trans Equality looking to achieve equality for all that are under the trans umbrella feeling the time is right with Marriage Equality soon to be achieved. I learned so much when I...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 22, 2014

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    Butch Male To Female

    I have been going back in forth with the feeling of being female internally. I haven't been into sterotypical girl things. I experimented with make up and clothes but never fully felt comfortable indentifying with them. That being said I still feel like I have a female mind set...
    ZenCelt89 ZenCelt89 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 6, 2013

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    Trans-lesbians; how do you feel about 'em?

    Sometimes I feel like I'm only attracted to girls, and it kinda annoys me. I try to commit to being a 'proper' girl but it just feels wrong sometimes. I feel like the brain I was born with is still a guy deep down when I only go after girls. Which is crazy hard since not a lot...
    TinyAmanda TinyAmanda 18-21, T 8 Responses Jan 9, 2014

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    I want my vulva and wear my skirt!

    ! I can't while I'm at home!! :( 😩😫😠😔😣😞😭
    AsianTransGirl AsianTransGirl 26-30, T Dec 26, 2014

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    I'm looking for a lover

    that loves me
    Mtfmay18 Mtfmay18 51-55, M Jun 15

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    I'm 16 And I Want To Be A Girl

    i'm 16 and i want to be a girl the fist time i ever'd cross dress was when i was 7 or 8, my mom was going on a date with my step dad and my grandma was watching my brother and I. so I Sneaked into my mom's room and lol put on her dress and some make up, I really felt happy in a...
    terminallysedated terminallysedated 22-25, M Nov 19, 2012

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    I'm a college freshman

    and also an ftm transman. The reason I'm posting this is because there is a transwoman in my class and I want to be her friend. I know there are things not to talk to a transman about but I don't know if transwomen have similar things. I don't want her to think I'm ignorant or...
    Swordsman101 Swordsman101 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    and I am dressing out at work

    for the first time today!
    Iiskra Iiskra 22-25, T 9 Responses May 27

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    I am almost complete

    and I am looking for a female partner to share lots of fun and loving times togather
    JenniferStevens1 JenniferStevens1 41-45, F Nov 19, 2014

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    Ever since I can remember I have felt like a

    girl. When I was little I used to pray every night to wake up with a female body, one that matched how I felt. When I woke up I would cry and sink into despair. Then came puberty which took those feelings and turned them up to 11. I became suicidal, the feelings had grown...
    Astagirl Astagirl 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    I recently went under the knife to make it

    official and it was a great move. I am back to living my life and already have a boyfriend, and a female friend that might get more sexual. I cant wait for my new parts to heal so I can try $ex as a woman!
    Kristen72 Kristen72 22-25, T 7 Responses Feb 11, 2014

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    My highlights for the year are

    that I have a place to call home, a job and came out all the way to my friends and family this past year. I came out also as bisexual too as well. This year has been many downs but lots more ups though. I have gained more than all that I have lost. This year started out horribly...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    i am a boy and i love to wear female dress

    and makeup and long hair wig since i was 12, i used to wear all feminine things and become bride(dulhan) whn i am alone at home and i like wearing female makeup jewellary n wig all the time but i cant as i only find about 3 hours alone in a week so it remains. my likeness...
    zarapakistani zarapakistani 22-25, T 2 days ago

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    I am both a Christian

    or should I say a Progressive Christian and a Transsexual. Yeah you can be both for sure. It is because of my faith in God and in Jesus that I have gotten to where I am in my journey to becoming the woman that I have always been. Having faith in them and trusting in them that I...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 15, 2014

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    Ok ladies and gentlemen!

    Be honest...do I pass and how do I look?
    Hellohayley Hellohayley 22-25, T 5 Responses Jul 31

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    hey im new here and im looking or some advice to help me in my journey going from mtf. any help is deeply appericiated!!!
    daydreamfantisy daydreamfantisy 16-17, T 14 hrs ago

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    I'm weird. I'm a woman, a mom even. Very happily married to my best friend who is a mtf CD. I like being a woman but really struggle with it, more comfortable dressing and acting...
    herjonny herjonny 36-40, T 1 day ago

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    For all those out there that are currently going through a change either mtf of ftm I have a question. Is it normal to want to change all of a sudden? Well two questions? Lol and...
    SineyElle89 SineyElle89 26-30, M 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    CHOP OFF MY **** PLEASE! IM A GIRL!
    SexKittenMax SexKittenMax 18-21, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I love my breasts and want them to continue growing. I'm fortunate: I'm a MTF Trans, and don't need hormones.
    MatureTranswoman MatureTranswoman 56-60, T 2 days ago

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    i am a boy and i love to wear female dress and makeup and long hair wig since i was 12, i used to wear all feminine things and become bride(dulhan) whn i am alone at home and i...
    zarapakistani zarapakistani 22-25, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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