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I Am a Mtf Transwomen

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    No Good Way Out

    Now in my early thirties, I'm just becoming comfortable with what I am, a transwoman. In fact, my wife and I are about to see a counselor about this for the first time. And all this is very hard on both of us. In fact, I do not expect my marriage to survive very long now as my...
    keres keres 31-35, M 4 Responses Nov 23, 2011

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    Somebody That I Used To Know/ I Ran Across On June 21 2010

    I had a very close female friend before I retired whom I loved with an intensity that has only been surpassed by my love for my spouse/children. We worked together, spent every day together, talked almost every day, and she even came to my wedding. Before I retired I wrote her a...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Aug 13, 2013

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    There is so many lovely long stories,

    so perhaps I need to write little longer myself. Like many here I'm one of those “special” girls, that has born with marbles between her legs. My biological dad was stubborn red-neck, and my mom was raised by her grandma, so she just was fifty to hundred years late of...
    PigletThinksPink PigletThinksPink 13-15 1 Response Dec 26, 2013

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    The day my world changed!

    ! Has any of you ever have a day that when you are living the moment, the day just seems surreal? So weird and odd and strange and exciting all at the same time? A day that lives on in your mind so vividly that it seems as if it was only yesterday? That was my day nearly 12...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 3 Responses May 14

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    Trisha Marie Roberts.

    Bullhead City Arizona New Year's thoughts January 4, 2014 6:36 A.M. If you're like me, you spend this Saturday taking down your Christmas decorations, watching football, relaxing... and thinking deeply about the Old Year past and the New Year just starting. For me, 2013...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 1 Response Jan 4

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    Better Late Than Never

    I have finally declared myself a MTF Transwoman, knowing that I am one of millions. I lived most of my life as a macho man and was married 4 times. Then, 25 years ago, I began to sart having feminine urges, which I tried to ignore. Now I accept them and completely enjoy dressing...
    reginaocc reginaocc 66-70 Aug 14, 2012

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    A Broken Start

    For as long as I can remember including my early childhood years I wanted only to be a girl. I was born in an abusive family taken away from then by the court then put in foster care. I was later adopted at age 3 and from then on lived only half a happy life. every day at school...
    xxmileyashlynxx xxmileyashlynxx 22-25 3 Responses May 29, 2013

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    Hey any other transwoman want to chat?

    Leave me a private message. Thamks!
    MelodysExperience MelodysExperience 22-25, T 2 Responses Jun 27

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    EVERYTHING will Change!

    THOSE of us who are in various stages of transitioning need to understand EVERYTHING in your life will change. Do NOT expect your relationships with anyone who knew you before you transitioned to remain the same! The way EVERYONE who knew you before you transitioned feels...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 1 Response Jun 1

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    A Positive Impression

    I was asked the question, how do genetic women feel about those of us who are trans-women? I don't think the feelings of genetic women about being transgender can be generalized. It depends on the situation, the people, the culture. You might be surprised to know that some of the...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Aug 20, 2013

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    I'm 16 And I Want To Be A Girl

    i'm 16 and i want to be a girl the fist time i ever'd cross dress was when i was 7 or 8, my mom was going on a date with my step dad and my grandma was watching my brother and I. so I Sneaked into my mom's room and lol put on her dress and some make up, I really felt happy in a...
    chrismaxis144715 chrismaxis144715 22-25, M Nov 19, 2012

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    For most of my life I've had to live through

    great emotions and faced enormous fears. By my sharing experiences I've had to live through and deal with I hope to reach out to those individuals who are struggling with transition. It is my goal to let you know that whatever happened, or whatever happens, you are not alone...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Jan 16

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    Hi I have been transitioning

    for over a year socially and have been creating a Non-Profit from the ground up called Hoosiers 4 Trans Equality looking to achieve equality for all that are under the trans umbrella feeling the time is right with Marriage Equality soon to be achieved. I learned so much when I...
    saraashley saraashley 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    New Hopes / 2013

    Things were very different when I was growing up. Today we have the internet and the world is much more open minded. Coming out to my spouse, family members, friends that knew me as a male, and having some of their support has given me the courage to face the world as who I am. I...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 2 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    Thoughts And Feelings

    I’m now in the process of changing how I want others to see me and that is just a woman, I don’t want to be stealth but I’m not wanting “him” in my life anymore and I’ll be over time removing most references to myself ever being him and more about being me. I have no...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 1 Response Aug 12, 2013

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    I Had A Sex Change At 25

    when I was 25 yrs old I got a sex change I anm now 48. I love being a woman but its a hard life.I cant get a job or go to school and lost everything because of it.people are cruel to transsexuals they dont give them jobs or rent to them.
    belmargirl belmargirl 46-50 7 Responses Nov 9, 2011

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    A Girl That Needs Other Girlfriends And Support Transitioning

    I am an attractive Mtf transwoman. I am looking for my first girl talk session to find girls like me that want to share beauty and feminization tips. Please girls I need other women to talk to so bad.
    lilpinkstar lilpinkstar 31-35 6 Responses Jun 4, 2011

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    Yes

    I am male to female I am post op transexual l am woman in mans body been feeling this when I was live my sister I new I want to be a woman then want to be a woman for my new future say hello to my stuipid past
    Iame73 Iame73 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    Not yet a woman, but someday.

    Technically I'm on blockers, at least couple of years on future. And here they won't make surgery’s before you are legally adult.
    PigletThinksPink PigletThinksPink 13-15 Dec 25, 2013

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    I Am

    I am a post-op transwoman. My body reflects the person I am. The only thing medicine cannot give me is the ability to have children.   UPDATE March 2010 Since writing this story, I have discovered I am intersexed and am actually a woman with female chromosomes...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 14, 2010

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    Hey guys how does this sound

    as a email to my mom?? Hey mom, I don't want you to tell anybody this yet and I don't want to talk about it for a couple days. But since about 7th grade I've kinda always disliked myself, I haven't talked to anybody about this, and I'm really embarrassed to say this, but this...
    SissyDanielle123 SissyDanielle123 16-17, T 1 Response Sep 4

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    Things I Didn't Learn From My Mother

    I am always worried that when I finish my make up I will end up looking like either the sort of clown that frightens small children, or a drag queen. Of course what I want to like is just another nicely presented woman, I don't like to see women with a lot of "slap" on their...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 1 Response Aug 12, 2013

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    Trans Fears

    Back in 2011 I had a private conversation with a cisgendered woman on this site. At the time she had an interest in getting to know what transgendered / transsexual people were really like and because I had extended a welcome for people to contact me if they had any questions on...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly 22-25, T 1 Response Aug 14, 2013

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    Me Too

    i new as well since i was about 7 when i first put on a dress and am only now starting to come out at the age of twenties
    kathrine284 kathrine284 18-21, T Feb 27, 2012

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    Yes, I Am

    A transwoman is someone who is assigned male genitalia at birth and feels that this is not an accurate as they identify as female and strive to fit a female gender role. I am "virtually out" (VO) on the web, while only somewhat out in my 'real' world. I do have...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 5 Responses Jul 6, 2009

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    I recently went under the knife to make it

    official and it was a great move. I am back to living my life and already have a boyfriend, and a female friend that might get more sexual. I cant wait for my new parts to heal so I can try $ex as a woman!
    Kristen72 Kristen72 22-25, T 8 Responses Feb 11

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    Acceptance...

    Well into my honest way if life, I find happiness in such odd events. Every hurdle I conquer makes me a stronger woman. And the hurdles that beat me seem impossible at times. I find strength I never knew I had and weakness I could not have predicted. Womanhood has found me and...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Sep 11, 2013

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    Misgendered X 3

    In the past 3 days, I’ve been misgendered three times, four if you count my neighbor calling me mister. Which I’ll say right now, counts. The other times were by strangers. 1. I was taking my morning walk to the postal boxes located at the end of street I live on and while...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 1 Response Aug 31, 2013

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    I have been on HRT for 3 years now.

    I am lucky to live in Chicago. I have managed to work my way thru this process. I have paid a pretty penny. For several years I needed to have blood work done almost every 3 months! And blood work is not cheep! I now have to have a weekly injection of estradiol and take two...
    december2010 december2010 41-45, T 1 Response Dec 6, 2013

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    Self Worth

    One thing that almost all transsexuals, indeed almost all people at all, suffer from is a very low level of self-esteem. Confidence, empowerment, the feeling of having value to one’s self, and to others, is greatly desired. For a great part of my life, I have known such a deep...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Sep 19, 2013

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    Butch Male To Female

    I have been going back in forth with the feeling of being female internally. I haven't been into sterotypical girl things. I experimented with make up and clothes but never fully felt comfortable indentifying with them. That being said I still feel like I have a female mind set...
    ZenCelt89 ZenCelt89 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 6, 2013

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    Trisha Marie Roberts.

    Bullhead City Arizona New Year's thoughts January 4, 2014 6:36 A.M. If you're like me, you spend this Saturday taking down your Christmas decorations, watching football, relaxing... and thinking deeply about the Old Year past and the New Year just starting. For me, 2013...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 1 Response Jan 4

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    I Know All There Is to Know About Te Waiting Game

    this is starting to feel like deja vu, but saying this over and over agin is starting to give me a little bit of confidence so here we go again: ever since i can remember i have felt like my body was wrong, and i haven't been able to do anything about it. it took me a while to...
    nightflayme nightflayme 22-25, T 5 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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    Transgender And Scared

    My life in the South has many issues. I was 7-8 I just to play that I was transformed into a girl. I have always wanted to be a cheerleader, but in the conservative area that I live in I would literally be killed and never heard from again. I don't know what I am going to do. I...
    tgashbaby tgashbaby 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 17, 2013

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    How many of you have heard your spouse

    or girlfriend ask "What’s so bad about being a man?” my spouse asked me when I finally confessed to her that I was much more than just a Cross-dresser. I started to wear androgynous but female-marketed clothing openly in 2001. “What’s so bad about being a man?” My...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 2 Responses Apr 12

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    Knowledge Is Power

    I know this really belongs under Songs, Books & Music, but I really do not have the time to type this all out, one book at a time for all of the trans-related pages I'm posting this on. May you get some use out of it: Books of Interest: ******I recommend reading The Riddle of...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly 22-25, T 3 Responses Jul 9, 2011

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    Up Front

    I AM NOT MTF I AM LOOKING TO FIND A FRIEND THAT IS TO TALK WITH AND MAYBE MORE you will find a link to my group here to check out if you wish, i will also leave if ask as i am not mtf the linkis about my best friend grwoing up and what we shaered and the love we had for each...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Dec 22, 2010

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    Comming Out As A Trans-Woman To Family, Friends...

    I feel the need to share my story in the belief that it may help other trans-women - cross-dressers understand yourselves a bit better. I’ll get straight to the point, when I told my real sister that I liked wearing feminine clothing & make up my sister honestly wasn’t that...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    Trans-lesbians; how do you feel about 'em?

    Sometimes I feel like I'm only attracted to girls, and it kinda annoys me. I try to commit to being a 'proper' girl but it just feels wrong sometimes. I feel like the brain I was born with is still a guy deep down when I only go after girls. Which is crazy hard since not a lot...
    TinyAmanda TinyAmanda 18-21, T 5 Responses Jan 9

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    Trying To Get Through

    I am a M to F trans women, I have known this since I was eight. It is only now that I am in my fifties that I have found the strength to act upon my deepest desire to live as the woman I truly am inside. About two and a half years ago I began my battle to be myself, and about...
    butchbitch1 butchbitch1 51-55, T 5 Responses Mar 2, 2012

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    On "Passing"

    I hate the term "passing." It's used as a euphemism for death: “All were saddened at his passing.” I'm told I should be happy about “passing.” When used to refer to trans people, “passing” is defined as being accepted by others as a member of one's identified sex...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 2 Responses Aug 12, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I just want trans who have transitioned to give me tips and to ask a couple questions, I've done a lot of research but would like someone with real experience and to talk too..
    prettydanielle prettydanielle 16-17, T 1 Response Sep 3

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    This story is regarding my spiritual path and my discovering of my sexual orientation. And it is going to be very very long so, be prepared.I was born as an Orthodox Christian, i...
    ThatBlueOwl ThatBlueOwl 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    HELP!! I never wanted to accept it but now I've come to a point where I know this is what I need to do to be happy. I am 17 mtf, I've always known, I remember for when I was 5 to...
    SissyDanielle123 SissyDanielle123 16-17, T 1 Response Sep 2

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    Hello, my name is Lisa I am 39 years old and am a MTF transgender. I have been living as a women full time for over 6 years now. I have some really good friends, although I am...
    lisa82000 lisa82000 36-40, T Sep 2

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    I want to meet a MtF trans maybe to just hookup or date
    bamjam125 bamjam125 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    Since I've recently joined EP and I love how supportive and open minded people are in here, I wanted to share a few things about me before you guys message/add me. I'm a calm...
    fadingsoul fadingsoul 18-21, T Sep 4

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    Post 2: A better self expression explanation... Hi all I have Been depressed lately, but thought I would post my heart I want to someday transition mtf I don't know how to...
    SabrinaRavenCroft SabrinaRavenCroft 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 8

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    If there's any one out there who's done part of or completed the MTF transition I would love to talk to you because I've got tonnes of thoughts and questions :(
    Lydia93 Lydia93 18-21, T 1 Response Sep 19

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    just wanted to say hello and say im a MtF Transgender, i've been on self medicated hormones for just above a year, so yeah if you wanna talk or anything message me
    toastymuffin123 toastymuffin123 18-21, T 1 Response Sep 20

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    So, I'm mtf transgender and I'm a lesbian. This is difficult for me to write because I've met mostly negative responses when I came out as transgender. I just want to know how...
    skyfox051 skyfox051 18-21, T 4 Responses Sep 22

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    If you see my stories you will see I have a feminine side and today I took the MTF gender test and got 78% now I know. I have been avoiding it for some time but 78% is some way...
    706phoenix 706phoenix 51-55, M 2 Responses 6 days ago