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I Am a Murderer

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    I am a murderer . I need someone else I can

    imagine wanting Intimately. I need you out of my mind because you shouldn't be here this much. Pretending I have you and actually wanting you are different though. I do pretend you're with me , but I actually do like you. I see you everyday and I cannot tell if you think I am...
    jacqueline212 jacqueline212 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I killed my 4 friends last week cut them open

    ate them up oh god yes i loved it! This is what my insane life has been leading up to
    CrazyUnStableGuy666 CrazyUnStableGuy666 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 17

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    Why Can't They Crawl Somewhere Else?

     I'm not a fan of bugs. I tolerate them when I go into their territory (outside), though I don't like it when they come into my territory (inside). I don't like when they crawl on me, my bed, my food, basically anywhere. There are a few exceptions. I usually let spiders live...
    4vrUnique 4vrUnique 46-50 3 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    No Way

    I can never be one.A few weeks ago, I was searching for something online and I got to this page and one of the link was the Montreal Dawson shooter, Kimveer Gill.  I started reading it and I got disgusted.  Then, lately I have been thinking about this situation.  Every now...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Nov 14, 2011

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    i killed 4 people. and i will love to kill

    again it was so much fun cing the people suffer ut wad great
    15Chelsea 15Chelsea 16-17, M 3 Responses Mar 3

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    I noticed a small, white,

    youthful looking spider on my shower wall. It was staying perfectly still and probably thought it was doing a swell job at camouflaging itself. Little did this tiny spider know, it would be spiraling lifelessly down a pipe propelled by the force of water in less than five...
    YourRemedyMyPoison YourRemedyMyPoison 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1, 2013

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    ???????????????????

    Whats the point of this group if no one will share there crazy stories...It seems lame. Except the person who kills bugs at least that was on topic :-)
    JoyfulSilhouette JoyfulSilhouette 22-25 Sep 16, 2012

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    Death

    I have killed before. Before I was in such a state as I am in now just to make contact with the entity which is called death.
    heheyouwish heheyouwish 18-21, M 8 Responses Jan 24, 2010

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    Bug Juice

    I accidently stepped on a bug once :( And I also crush roaches and I feel bad about it...and one time I had a puppy that was chewing on wires and he got shocked to death :(
    JnRxRockz JnRxRockz 16-17 1 Response Jan 23, 2011

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    I'm scared to get close,

    because people enjoy hurting me as much as I enjoy hurting them. I'm a joke. No one takes me seriously. They say they care but they're only here to witness my anger. And they wonder why murder is on my bucket list.
    WhisperingShadows WhisperingShadows 13-15, F May 2, 2014

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    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Jul 26, 2014

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    I want to do it so bad,

    right now! Not just take you, but own you, and use you, destroy you-not your body but your mind, your soul. I want to shatter every confidence, every hope and dream, and feed off your happiness, pull it into me with your flesh. And when theres nothing left of your soul/mind I...
    JamieMostra JamieMostra 26-30, T Apr 28

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    All humans should be dead,

    this world should be for the animals.
    ImConfuzzled ImConfuzzled 18-21, M 7 Responses May 4, 2014

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    Didn't Mean To

    I don't talk bout it much, but one day when I was 14 I step on a bird n killed it :(, I cried as soon as i saw what i did, i wasn't trying to, I was only trying to scare it away, I was just having fun, I done it a million times n the bird always fly away, who would think this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 24, 2013

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    ..YES!!....I Am!

      Do you remember a few weeks ago I had said I Killed my Freezer?    Today, the final chapter was laid out and sealed for me!   My neighbour and I moved in another bigger,better,and brighter fridge to my home!     Thank you, E.Pers for...
    mzdivine mzdivine 56-60 2 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Sometimes I Believed I Have Killed And Can't Remember ...

    small things come to my mind and like a wash out of memory ... I see scenes and feel like I was either there or know something about the person or that I did that ... like I seen a picture of a girl throwing puppies over a river bank and it made me feel like maybe I did that as a...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 2 Responses May 15, 2012

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    He Deserved It................and I Feel No Regret..........

    it was 3:00 AM yesterday............i was at a special event in town....i got bored so i started walking back to my house.....when i got to my house i walked in to find a sophomore kid from my school that hated me for no apparent reason.......he had killed my cousin and my best...
    Taranza Taranza 18-21, M 5 Responses Oct 17, 2012

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    Lol no, but my new favorite sang is "oh,

    if murder was leagel" usually followed by "this is going to take a while" or "you'd be dead" right now my freshman English babysitter (seeing as he can't teach that's what his job was would be dead. He grinds my gears
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 18-21, F Nov 20, 2014

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    Not It!

                 
    OgoNay OgoNay 46-50 Oct 17, 2013

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    Shh...

    I'm going to give you one hint! Secret society!
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 1 Response Jan 31, 2012

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    I had a dream the other night.

    I killed someone in a way I couldn't remember and was about to face a trial before I woke up. Didn't feel much , I just didnt wanna go to jail. Seems a bit weird that I'm not affected at all.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2014

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    I Am...very Hungry.

    Of course I’m not a murder! But I couldn't resist….so I wrote this: I am a Murderer… I had to go through with the kill! The smell of your blood that sweet coppery taste of your warm red liquid gushing out of you I just couldn’t help myself….I fed off of you. You scream...
    Zeland Zeland 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 19, 2012

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    I Used To Drop Ants In Spider Webs

    And then I ended up having dreams where I was the ant and the spider was coming for me. Hmmm. Karma?
    ChesterBSchizoid ChesterBSchizoid 26-30 1 Response Sep 22, 2012

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    If It Counts

    I am love-i-cidal. **SIGH**
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2010

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    Murder By Inaction

    yes i killed someone. i may not have killed them with my own hands but i good as well did it. you see my grandfather was dying, he had surgery years ago and it began to bleed again. it was a simple fix for the doctors, he could have survived it, he wanted the surgery. but the...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M 1 Response May 21, 2012

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    Is It Wrong?

    Is it wrong to dream and think every second of every minute about how to kill somebody, and watch the way the light drains from his eyes, and see how insanely beautiful is the color of his blood in the dimm light?
    BloodyInsane BloodyInsane 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    I look on here and am deeply saddened by the number of people who want to kill themselves. Many at such a young age, when they have not even begun to live their lives. They get in...
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    I don't like my father as a father, but I still like him as a friend. So for 2 and a half months, I lived with my dad, since my mum is moving to another country, temporarily. In...
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    this hasn't been forever, but I have been hating her since I was old enough to understand what hate really is and why this happens. she's disgusting, literally disgusting. I abhor...
    ihateyouuu123 ihateyouuu123 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    No one wants me no one loves me I'm tired of being used and the person who essentially killed me knows who he is he can be called a murderer
    usmcgirl95 usmcgirl95 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Discriminatory comments are a request from the supplier to get blocked and reported. I'm not directly talking to that kind of person who puts other people beneath themselves just...
    realsweetbaby realsweetbaby 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 28

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    I don't get how people actually thinks that God hates gay people. God loves everybody, even murderers and people who do evil. Just because God may see same sex lovers as being...
    AngelOfGod1506 AngelOfGod1506 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    Yesterday my country got shot , as did all tunisian citizens hearts . We never seen it comming we were used to the feeling of safety and peace those victims were innocent tourists...
    maryemLynn maryemLynn 16-17 1 Response Jun 27

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    I know he's my brother but I can't be around him. He doesn't care about our family, he doesn't care about bonding with me and his brother and he's even said that he would sacrifice...
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    I'm sorry. But, if your suicidal, I don't, I CANT respect you... This is why. If you suicide, you are a murderer, and, as you know, murder is a crime. You are killing your family...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 25

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