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I Am a Murderer

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 77 People

    No Way

    I can never be one.A few weeks ago, I was searching for something online and I got to this page and one of the link was the Montreal Dawson shooter, Kimveer Gill.  I started reading it and I got disgusted.  Then, lately I have been thinking about this situation.  Every now...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Nov 14, 2011

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    Didn't Mean To

    I don't talk bout it much, but one day when I was 14 I step on a bird n killed it :(, I cried as soon as i saw what i did, i wasn't trying to, I was only trying to scare it away, I was just having fun, I done it a million times n the bird always fly away, who would think this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 24, 2013

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    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 26, 2014

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    Death

    I have killed before. Before I was in such a state as I am in now just to make contact with the entity which is called death.
    heheyouwish heheyouwish 18-21, M 8 Responses Jan 24, 2010

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    I killed my 4 friends last week cut them open

    ate them up oh god yes i loved it! This is what my insane life has been leading up to
    CrazyUnStableGuy666 CrazyUnStableGuy666 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    Why Can't They Crawl Somewhere Else?

     I'm not a fan of bugs. I tolerate them when I go into their territory (outside), though I don't like it when they come into my territory (inside). I don't like when they crawl on me, my bed, my food, basically anywhere. There are a few exceptions. I usually let spiders live...
    4vrUnique 4vrUnique 46-50 3 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    Not It!

                 
    OgoNay OgoNay 46-50 Oct 17, 2013

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    Sometimes I Believed I Have Killed And Can't Remember ...

    small things come to my mind and like a wash out of memory ... I see scenes and feel like I was either there or know something about the person or that I did that ... like I seen a picture of a girl throwing puppies over a river bank and it made me feel like maybe I did that as a...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 2 Responses May 15, 2012

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    I Used To Drop Ants In Spider Webs

    And then I ended up having dreams where I was the ant and the spider was coming for me. Hmmm. Karma?
    ChesterBSchizoid ChesterBSchizoid 26-30 1 Response Sep 22, 2012

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    Shh...

    I'm going to give you one hint! Secret society!
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 1 Response Jan 31, 2012

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    All humans should be dead,

    this world should be for the animals.
    ImConfuzzled ImConfuzzled 18-21, M 6 Responses May 4, 2014

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    I noticed a small, white,

    youthful looking spider on my shower wall. It was staying perfectly still and probably thought it was doing a swell job at camouflaging itself. Little did this tiny spider know, it would be spiraling lifelessly down a pipe propelled by the force of water in less than five...
    YourRemedyMyPoison YourRemedyMyPoison 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1, 2013

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    Bug Juice

    I accidently stepped on a bug once :( And I also crush roaches and I feel bad about it...and one time I had a puppy that was chewing on wires and he got shocked to death :(
    JnRxRockz JnRxRockz 16-17 1 Response Jan 23, 2011

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    Is It Wrong?

    Is it wrong to dream and think every second of every minute about how to kill somebody, and watch the way the light drains from his eyes, and see how insanely beautiful is the color of his blood in the dimm light?
    BloodyInsane BloodyInsane 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    I'm scared to get close,

    because people enjoy hurting me as much as I enjoy hurting them. I'm a joke. No one takes me seriously. They say they care but they're only here to witness my anger. And they wonder why murder is on my bucket list.
    WhisperingShadows WhisperingShadows 13-15, F May 2, 2014

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    i killed 4 people. and i will love to kill

    again it was so much fun cing the people suffer ut wad great
    15Chelsea 15Chelsea 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    If It Counts

    I am love-i-cidal. **SIGH**
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2010

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    ..YES!!....I Am!

      Do you remember a few weeks ago I had said I Killed my Freezer?    Today, the final chapter was laid out and sealed for me!   My neighbour and I moved in another bigger,better,and brighter fridge to my home!     Thank you, E.Pers for...
    mzdivine mzdivine 56-60 2 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    I Am...very Hungry.

    Of course I’m not a murder! But I couldn't resist….so I wrote this: I am a Murderer… I had to go through with the kill! The smell of your blood that sweet coppery taste of your warm red liquid gushing out of you I just couldn’t help myself….I fed off of you. You scream...
    Zeland Zeland 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 19, 2012

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    I had a dream the other night.

    I killed someone in a way I couldn't remember and was about to face a trial before I woke up. Didn't feel much , I just didnt wanna go to jail. Seems a bit weird that I'm not affected at all.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2014

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    I am a murderer . I need someone else I can

    imagine wanting Intimately. I need you out of my mind because you shouldn't be here this much. Pretending I have you and actually wanting you are different though. I do pretend you're with me , but I actually do like you. I see you everyday and I cannot tell if you think I am...
    jacqueline212 jacqueline212 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 10

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    He Deserved It................and I Feel No Regret..........

    it was 3:00 AM yesterday............i was at a special event in town....i got bored so i started walking back to my house.....when i got to my house i walked in to find a sophomore kid from my school that hated me for no apparent reason.......he had killed my cousin and my best...
    Taranza Taranza 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 17, 2012

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    Lol no, but my new favorite sang is "oh,

    if murder was leagel" usually followed by "this is going to take a while" or "you'd be dead" right now my freshman English babysitter (seeing as he can't teach that's what his job was would be dead. He grinds my gears
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F Nov 20, 2014

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    Murder By Inaction

    yes i killed someone. i may not have killed them with my own hands but i good as well did it. you see my grandfather was dying, he had surgery years ago and it began to bleed again. it was a simple fix for the doctors, he could have survived it, he wanted the surgery. but the...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M 1 Response May 21, 2012

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    ???????????????????

    Whats the point of this group if no one will share there crazy stories...It seems lame. Except the person who kills bugs at least that was on topic :-)
    JoyfulSilhouette JoyfulSilhouette 22-25 Sep 16, 2012

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    I am the ghost in the shadows I am the fear of the dark I am the murderer of apathy An angel that's fallen I am the psycho the sinner I am what you can't escape I am the splinter...
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    I wrote this nearly 2 years ago so don't laugh... Breathing. I could feel her breath on my neck. That’s how close we were. So close I could hear her, feel her, breathing. I knew...
    Sarabell00 Sarabell00 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    A sadist, a masochist, a murderer, a necrophile, a zoophile and a pyromaniac are all sitting on a bench in a mental institution, bored out of their minds. "How about having sex...
    Johndoe10000 Johndoe10000 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 6

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    There are many reasons why God shouldn’t have called you. But don’t worry, you’re in good company. Moses stuttered, Hosea’s wife was a prostitute, Jacob was a liar, David...
    jburns1947 jburns1947 61-65, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    There are many reasons why God shouldn’t have called you. But don’t worry, you’re in good company. Moses stuttered, Hosea’s wife was a prostitute, Jacob was a liar, David...
    jburns1947 jburns1947 61-65, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    I am now 26 year old. I suffer daily from PASS/PTSD. When I was 17 years old I was in a very committed relationship with a man that was 22, and I loved him dearly! I was a senior...
    dailey629 dailey629 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 6

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    I have often noticed that people don't like to look past the reputations things have. People also don't like to look for evidence or qualities that show virtue in something...
    Vdarkghost Vdarkghost 22-25 Feb 7

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    Us mere mortals do not know him to pass judgement. We only see what the media feeds us. So..what we are really hating on is a 'persona' not a person. Some people hate the poor...
    AntiBullying AntiBullying 31-35, F Feb 8

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    So, this one is hard to explain cause it was one of those that is all over the place, but here I go: Me and a group of friends, I guess, were traveling around. It was weird, I...
    Somethinglikethat4 Somethinglikethat4 18-21, F Feb 9

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    If I knew any cops who go after child molesters or murderers, they'd be on my cool list. I've met hundreds of cops and hated 99% of them. They're pigs. I feel like I live in a...
    TravDog321 TravDog321 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    Breakfast Poem im a murderer in the high 3 degree my acts I always take them further I keel you if you agree or not I won't care I like to torture you will just stand and stare be...
    Poeticdeaths Poeticdeaths 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    Why Atheists Like Me Grieve for the Chapel Hill Shooting Victims by Ali A. Rizvi The execution-style shooting of three Muslim college students in Chapel Hill is tragic, disgusting...
    findmeholdmehasbeenfound findmeholdmehasbeenfound 18-21 2 Responses Feb 14

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    There's no difference between killing a person and killing an animal. You're still a murderer. It's still just as bad. So if you're going to hunt, it better be because you f***ing...
    rosesandcharlie rosesandcharlie 13-15, F Feb 14

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    I'm also against the bullying of women that have already gone through with it. They will spend the rest of their lives with what they've done, I do not see how stomping them as...
    MadNocturnes MadNocturnes 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 14

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    I'm a murder, I have been plotting and planning for years to kill. It's in my mind every waking moment. He haunts my thoughts like a ghost. I live with him. I'm close to him it's...
    DeathMayCome DeathMayCome 16-17, M Feb 14

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    An expose on the horrific violation of human rights that continues at your neighborhood Mexican grill as we speak. The Injustices Behind the Mexican Grill Cold, oppressive metal...
    BigBlittleb123 BigBlittleb123 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 14

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    Hello All: Please note that I am NOT the author of this article; rather it is quoted by a Mr. Michael Smith. Please do not shoot the messenger for revealing what is a sensitive...
    AnonymousButCandid AnonymousButCandid 61-65, M Feb 14

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