I Am a Murderer

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 80 People

    Is It Wrong?

    Is it wrong to dream and think every second of every minute about how to kill somebody, and watch the way the light drains from his eyes, and see how insanely beautiful is the color of his blood in the dimm light?
    BloodyInsane BloodyInsane
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Nov 17, 2010

    Death

    I have killed before. Before I was in such a state as I am in now just to make contact with the entity which is called death.
    heheyouwish heheyouwish
    18-21, M
    8 Responses Jan 24, 2010

    I'm scared to get close,

    because people enjoy hurting me as much as I enjoy hurting them. I'm a joke. No one takes me seriously. They say they care but they're only here to witness my anger. And they wonder why murder is on my bucket list.
    WhisperingShadows WhisperingShadows
    13-15, F
    May 2, 2014

    No Way

    I can never be one.A few weeks ago, I was searching for something online and I got to this page and one of the link was the Montreal Dawson shooter, Kimveer Gill.  I started reading it and I got disgusted.  Then, lately I have been thinking about this situation.  Every now...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Nov 14, 2011

    I noticed a small, white,

    youthful looking spider on my shower wall. It was staying perfectly still and probably thought it was doing a swell job at camouflaging itself. Little did this tiny spider know, it would be spiraling lifelessly down a pipe propelled by the force of water in less than five...
    YourRemedyMyPoison YourRemedyMyPoison
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 1, 2013

    I Am...very Hungry.

    Of course I’m not a murder! But I couldn't resist….so I wrote this: I am a Murderer… I had to go through with the kill! The smell of your blood that sweet coppery taste of your warm red liquid gushing out of you I just couldn’t help myself….I fed off of you. You scream...
    Zeland Zeland
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2012

    I want to do it so bad,

    right now! Not just take you, but own you, and use you, destroy you-not your body but your mind, your soul. I want to shatter every confidence, every hope and dream, and feed off your happiness, pull it into me with your flesh. And when theres nothing left of your soul/mind I...
    Domienixxx Domienixxx
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 28, 2015

    Bug Juice

    I accidently stepped on a bug once :( And I also crush roaches and I feel bad about it...and one time I had a puppy that was chewing on wires and he got shocked to death :(
    JnRxRockz JnRxRockz
    16-17
    1 Response Jan 23, 2011

    I killed my 4 friends last week cut them open

    ate them up oh god yes i loved it! This is what my insane life has been leading up to
    CrazyUnStableGuy666 CrazyUnStableGuy666
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Jan 17, 2015

    ???????????????????

    Whats the point of this group if no one will share there crazy stories...It seems lame. Except the person who kills bugs at least that was on topic :-)
    JoyfulSilhouette JoyfulSilhouette
    22-25
    Sep 16, 2012

    If It Counts

    I am love-i-cidal. **SIGH**
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 18, 2010
    MissGaga MissGaga
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 26, 2014

    Didn't Mean To

    I don't talk bout it much, but one day when I was 14 I step on a bird n killed it :(, I cried as soon as i saw what i did, i wasn't trying to, I was only trying to scare it away, I was just having fun, I done it a million times n the bird always fly away, who would think this...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 24, 2013

    I had a dream the other night.

    I killed someone in a way I couldn't remember and was about to face a trial before I woke up. Didn't feel much , I just didnt wanna go to jail. Seems a bit weird that I'm not affected at all.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 2, 2014

    Not It!

                 
    OgoNay OgoNay
    46-50
    Oct 17, 2013

    ..YES!!....I Am!

      Do you remember a few weeks ago I had said I Killed my Freezer?    Today, the final chapter was laid out and sealed for me!   My neighbour and I moved in another bigger,better,and brighter fridge to my home!     Thank you, E.Pers for...
    mzdivine mzdivine
    56-60
    2 Responses Jul 5, 2009

    Why Can't They Crawl Somewhere Else?

     I'm not a fan of bugs. I tolerate them when I go into their territory (outside), though I don't like it when they come into my territory (inside). I don't like when they crawl on me, my bed, my food, basically anywhere. There are a few exceptions. I usually let spiders live...
    4vrUnique 4vrUnique
    46-50
    3 Responses Jul 7, 2009

    Murder By Inaction

    yes i killed someone. i may not have killed them with my own hands but i good as well did it. you see my grandfather was dying, he had surgery years ago and it began to bleed again. it was a simple fix for the doctors, he could have survived it, he wanted the surgery. but the...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 21, 2012

    I am a murderer . I need someone else I can

    imagine wanting Intimately. I need you out of my mind because you shouldn't be here this much. Pretending I have you and actually wanting you are different though. I do pretend you're with me , but I actually do like you. I see you everyday and I cannot tell if you think I am...
    jacqueline212 jacqueline212
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jan 10, 2015

    My boyfriend thinks I am amazingly brilliant,

    calculated, exact, tactile and also would make an outstanding killer. Yes, that's right. We had this conversation the other night. I often claim that I suffer from madness because of all that I have endured and I allow to happen to me and I still push on. An yes I find comfort...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Oct 1, 2015

    He Deserved It................and I Feel No Regret..........

    it was 3:00 AM yesterday............i was at a special event in town....i got bored so i started walking back to my house.....when i got to my house i walked in to find a sophomore kid from my school that hated me for no apparent reason.......he had killed my cousin and my best...
    Taranza Taranza
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Oct 17, 2012

    I Used To Drop Ants In Spider Webs

    And then I ended up having dreams where I was the ant and the spider was coming for me. Hmmm. Karma?
    ChesterBSchizoid ChesterBSchizoid
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 22, 2012

    Lol no, but my new favorite sang is "oh,

    if murder was leagel" usually followed by "this is going to take a while" or "you'd be dead" right now my freshman English babysitter (seeing as he can't teach that's what his job was would be dead. He grinds my gears
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 20, 2014

    Sometimes I Believed I Have Killed And Can't Remember ...

    small things come to my mind and like a wash out of memory ... I see scenes and feel like I was either there or know something about the person or that I did that ... like I seen a picture of a girl throwing puppies over a river bank and it made me feel like maybe I did that as a...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    2 Responses May 15, 2012

    All humans should be dead,

    this world should be for the animals.
    ImConfuzzled ImConfuzzled
    18-21, M
    6 Responses May 4, 2014
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