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I Am a Murderer

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    I want to do it so bad,

    right now! Not just take you, but own you, and use you, destroy you-not your body but your mind, your soul. I want to shatter every confidence, every hope and dream, and feed off your happiness, pull it into me with your flesh. And when theres nothing left of your soul/mind I...
    JamieMostra JamieMostra 26-30, T Apr 28

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    I Used To Drop Ants In Spider Webs

    And then I ended up having dreams where I was the ant and the spider was coming for me. Hmmm. Karma?
    ChesterBSchizoid ChesterBSchizoid 26-30 1 Response Sep 22, 2012

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    Didn't Mean To

    I don't talk bout it much, but one day when I was 14 I step on a bird n killed it :(, I cried as soon as i saw what i did, i wasn't trying to, I was only trying to scare it away, I was just having fun, I done it a million times n the bird always fly away, who would think this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 24, 2013

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    Murder By Inaction

    yes i killed someone. i may not have killed them with my own hands but i good as well did it. you see my grandfather was dying, he had surgery years ago and it began to bleed again. it was a simple fix for the doctors, he could have survived it, he wanted the surgery. but the...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M 1 Response May 21, 2012

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    He Deserved It................and I Feel No Regret..........

    it was 3:00 AM yesterday............i was at a special event in town....i got bored so i started walking back to my house.....when i got to my house i walked in to find a sophomore kid from my school that hated me for no apparent reason.......he had killed my cousin and my best...
    Taranza Taranza 18-21, M 5 Responses Oct 17, 2012

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    ..YES!!....I Am!

      Do you remember a few weeks ago I had said I Killed my Freezer?    Today, the final chapter was laid out and sealed for me!   My neighbour and I moved in another bigger,better,and brighter fridge to my home!     Thank you, E.Pers for...
    mzdivine mzdivine 56-60 2 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    No Way

    I can never be one.A few weeks ago, I was searching for something online and I got to this page and one of the link was the Montreal Dawson shooter, Kimveer Gill.  I started reading it and I got disgusted.  Then, lately I have been thinking about this situation.  Every now...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Nov 14, 2011

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    Death

    I have killed before. Before I was in such a state as I am in now just to make contact with the entity which is called death.
    heheyouwish heheyouwish 18-21, M 8 Responses Jan 24, 2010

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    Lol no, but my new favorite sang is "oh,

    if murder was leagel" usually followed by "this is going to take a while" or "you'd be dead" right now my freshman English babysitter (seeing as he can't teach that's what his job was would be dead. He grinds my gears
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F Nov 20, 2014

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    Sometimes I Believed I Have Killed And Can't Remember ...

    small things come to my mind and like a wash out of memory ... I see scenes and feel like I was either there or know something about the person or that I did that ... like I seen a picture of a girl throwing puppies over a river bank and it made me feel like maybe I did that as a...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 2 Responses May 15, 2012

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    Shh...

    I'm going to give you one hint! Secret society!
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 1 Response Jan 31, 2012

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    If It Counts

    I am love-i-cidal. **SIGH**
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2010

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    ???????????????????

    Whats the point of this group if no one will share there crazy stories...It seems lame. Except the person who kills bugs at least that was on topic :-)
    JoyfulSilhouette JoyfulSilhouette 22-25 Sep 16, 2012

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    All humans should be dead,

    this world should be for the animals.
    ImConfuzzled ImConfuzzled 18-21, M 7 Responses May 4, 2014

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    I killed my 4 friends last week cut them open

    ate them up oh god yes i loved it! This is what my insane life has been leading up to
    CrazyUnStableGuy666 CrazyUnStableGuy666 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 17

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    Is It Wrong?

    Is it wrong to dream and think every second of every minute about how to kill somebody, and watch the way the light drains from his eyes, and see how insanely beautiful is the color of his blood in the dimm light?
    BloodyInsane BloodyInsane 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    I Am...very Hungry.

    Of course I’m not a murder! But I couldn't resist….so I wrote this: I am a Murderer… I had to go through with the kill! The smell of your blood that sweet coppery taste of your warm red liquid gushing out of you I just couldn’t help myself….I fed off of you. You scream...
    Zeland Zeland 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 19, 2012

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    I am a murderer . I need someone else I can

    imagine wanting Intimately. I need you out of my mind because you shouldn't be here this much. Pretending I have you and actually wanting you are different though. I do pretend you're with me , but I actually do like you. I see you everyday and I cannot tell if you think I am...
    jacqueline212 jacqueline212 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    Bug Juice

    I accidently stepped on a bug once :( And I also crush roaches and I feel bad about it...and one time I had a puppy that was chewing on wires and he got shocked to death :(
    JnRxRockz JnRxRockz 16-17 1 Response Jan 23, 2011

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    I noticed a small, white,

    youthful looking spider on my shower wall. It was staying perfectly still and probably thought it was doing a swell job at camouflaging itself. Little did this tiny spider know, it would be spiraling lifelessly down a pipe propelled by the force of water in less than five...
    YourRemedyMyPoison YourRemedyMyPoison 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1, 2013

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    i killed 4 people. and i will love to kill

    again it was so much fun cing the people suffer ut wad great
    15Chelsea 15Chelsea 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 3

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    Why Can't They Crawl Somewhere Else?

     I'm not a fan of bugs. I tolerate them when I go into their territory (outside), though I don't like it when they come into my territory (inside). I don't like when they crawl on me, my bed, my food, basically anywhere. There are a few exceptions. I usually let spiders live...
    4vrUnique 4vrUnique 46-50 3 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Jul 26, 2014

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    Not It!

                 
    OgoNay OgoNay 46-50 Oct 17, 2013

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    I'm scared to get close,

    because people enjoy hurting me as much as I enjoy hurting them. I'm a joke. No one takes me seriously. They say they care but they're only here to witness my anger. And they wonder why murder is on my bucket list.
    WhisperingShadows WhisperingShadows 13-15, F May 2, 2014

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    I had a dream the other night.

    I killed someone in a way I couldn't remember and was about to face a trial before I woke up. Didn't feel much , I just didnt wanna go to jail. Seems a bit weird that I'm not affected at all.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2014

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    If a murderer is DUMB ENOUGH to get caught, he/she DESERVES the electric chair!!!!
    AudioTravylerRavenwolf AudioTravylerRavenwolf 13-15, F 2 Responses May 23

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    Please, look up on google images "aborted babies". Then you will see what you thought made you feel free and instead made you a psycho. You pro-choicers are so ignorant of human...
    Ahumblefollower Ahumblefollower 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    I'm a murderer I killed the girl I used to be, I killed the girl Who used to smile and laugh And jump all around, I killed the girl Who was happy and fun And never frowned, Now...
    PorcelainGrenade PorcelainGrenade 13-15, F 2 Responses May 4

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    I want to tell you something that I feel needs to be said. I love Mother's Day for the reason it's meant to be. Growing up, I had no mother. That's not something that bothers me...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 10 Responses May 10

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    Yes.. sometimes, I do think birds and animals are far better than humans in many aspects . They don't judge you or criticise you or betray you. I just want to share an amazing...
    PrincessOdette PrincessOdette 22-25, F May 11

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    I'm no exception. I'm a woman. Who made a choice, that she felt was best. I am in the same boat as any other woman who chooses abortion for reasons other than rape or medical...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 1 Response May 14

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    Is abortion ever necessary to ‘save the life of the mother’? Oct. 2, 2013 (LiveActionNews.org) - It’s dropped on the daily basis: Abortion should be prohibited except in...
    Soniador1963 Soniador1963 51-55, M May 25

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    The Beginning Of It All Skylar sighs annoyingly as she sits up from her bed, the cold air hitting her body removing her giant black blanket from her body. She moves her legs to...
    Brittan1998 Brittan1998 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Orchid Murderer Note: this was translated into Chinese Traditional from English. The parts in “quotes” are from the song Hurt by Johnny Cash & NIN. 蘭花兇手 (Orchid...
    AutheSouls AutheSouls 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    My stupid decisions led to three people being imprisoned. I feel like a murderer.
    lex4593 lex4593 16-17, F 7 Responses May 3

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    :3 here I go.. 1. I'm a definite cat person 2. I love all animals, but my favorite types of animals are those who live in the water. 3. Ironically, my worst fear is drowning. I...
    AnonSmiles AnonSmiles 16-17 May 3

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    Greed, Envy, Wrath, Pride, Lust, Gluttony, Sloth.... These ideas are seen as vile. They are things to be looked down at. They are horrid vices. Yet, are they not part of every...
    alienatedvirus alienatedvirus 18-21, M May 8

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    I want to share a memory. It was rainy that day. Clouds filled the sky in patches making it seems clear and happy in some areas and somewhat gloomy and saddening in others. I...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 1 Response May 8

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    I absolutely love my nieces and nephews. I was the youngest of four siblings so not surprisingly I was an aunt at 7 and again at 17. Relationships with my nephews were playful...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart 51-55, F 3 Responses May 10

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    My best friend is an unicorn and today I discover that humans eat unicorn meat, so I decided that I need to protect Kevin until this murderers change their mind. DON'T BE PART OF...
    littlezuze littlezuze 18-21, F 1 Response May 12

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    As I see the rate of crime on our state, versus other states too, I can't help but only imagine what a better place this country or even world this place can be if every parent...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 1 Response May 14

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    Here’s my 50. Don’t take me too seriously. I sure don’t. 1. I am nobody you know, which means I’m not really pretending to be a really hot lesbian. 2. Don’t get me wrong...
    azenithapproaches azenithapproaches 70+, M May 15

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    I know I'm not the only one who feels sorry/pity for criminals, murderers, terrorists. Why does most people take it so personally to judge and hate them? I'm just a no-body I...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 4 Responses May 15

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