I Am a Narcissist

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 706 People

    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Mar 4

    The following is a list of all of the people in

    the world who are AWESOME: ME.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Apr 14

    i actually have no feelings

    when i leave a relationship even 7 years worth i can up and leave with no feeling at all . but if my spouse leaves me i will beg her to stay i cannot fathem being left or rejected. ihave to fix it make it right . i need attention. i look for it everywhere i go. i always feel all...
    nikeboy488 nikeboy488
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Jan 14, 2014

    Hahaha! I truly love myself more

    than anything and anyone!
    Shanmaro Shanmaro
    18-21, F
    Mar 7

    I don't think I'm a narcissistic.

    I just really love myself is all.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 30

    Best part of being an egomaniac,

    I don't talk about other people. You've gotta give me that.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Feb 16

    Is there anyone borderline narcissists here

    that get impulsive like myself? I'm collecting my own kind.
    Calamityy Calamityy
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jun 24, 2015

    I didn't notice until I started researching this

    for a uni paper, I mean people have pointed things out to me in the past. I lie, I have no qualms about cheating to get ahead, I don't think I have ever felt guilty about anything - my main fear comes from people realising I am not as good, nice, kind as I make myself out to be...
    greatness01 greatness01
    22-25
    1 Response Nov 2, 2014
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Feb 29

    Say you, say me, I am AWESOME,

    that's the way it should be. Say you, say me, I am AMAZING, naturally.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    1 Response Mar 22

    Not really. I simply like myself better

    than you and expect you to do the same.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    1 Response Feb 3

    Oh Lord it's hard to be humble,

    when you're perfect in every way.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    1 Response Feb 4

    there it is. my horrible,

    horrible secret.
    Kimverly Kimverly
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2014

    The Things I Enjoy About My Narcissism #3

    My view of things. In reality (outside of EP), one of my hobbies is drawing. Ever since I was young, I could pick up on things like colours, textures, and different lighting. As my narcissism grew, my ability to construct my world became easier because I know what I want to see...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 22, 2012

    Struggling to change my ways.

    I am lonely for it and I am not a good parent, in fact I worry how my narcissist ways affect my child
    Bezzasworld Bezzasworld
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 17

    Randomly Thinking.

    As stated somewhere else in this group I have narcissistic tendencies. I've been running over this in my head for some time. I do not fit the stereotypical definition of a narcissist. I certainly do not love myself. In fact I can list the things I wouldn't change on two hands...
    BeteNoire BeteNoire
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Nov 20, 2011

    I don't think you're truly a pervert

    or a narcissist until you've *********** to videos of yourself ************.
    reeessa reeessa
    16-17, F
    6 Responses Oct 8, 2014

    I am a person who is constantly needing

    validation from others. I am full of myself. The only reason I'm on any social media is for attention. I don't understand myself. I love myself too much but also not enough.
    CassyNicole CassyNicole
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 20, 2015

    This Is What I'Ve Done My Whole Life

    I LIE to make myself look good (partially because I'm anti social and I feel like I don't have much to offer so I lie if someone ever asks me personal questions) I hate and am ashamed of my dad...so I lie about him to not look like a total loser. I can see when someone is...
    PaperSky PaperSky
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jun 2, 2013

    LOOK I look in the mirror

    and what do I see? I see me looking back at me. I wonder, why am I the only me I am good enough, there should be At least three. Of me. Serenitree1
    Serenitree1 Serenitree1
    70+, F
    Jan 16

    Wanna talk about me! Wanna talk about I!

    Wanna talk about Number One! Oh MY ME MY!
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Mar 22
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Feb 29

    Alright everyone come together now.

    ..let's sing, "O come let us adore me. O come let us adore me..."
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Feb 18
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Mar 27
    Calamityy Calamityy
    26-30, M
    1 Response Sep 26, 2015

    I started college about three weeks ago

    and I can't help sometimes walking into class late just to have all eyes on me. I know the guys look at me with envy and the girls look me like I'm some kind of king or warrior. Haha it's entertaining to look at the attractive girls and have them smile like they have a chance...
    Patrikios Patrikios
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 9, 2014
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    1 Response Mar 5

    I just went through a breakup with a girl

    that I dated for 2 years and lived with for a year and a half. She left me because of my manipulative and controlling behavior. I have never come to terms with this before until now. I have always known that I am good at influencing people and convincing them to do what I want...
    jq1990 jq1990
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Dec 19, 2014

    Troubled Narcissist.

    So, I'm 23 going on 5, and altho my steps have been tiny i am slowly coming to the realisation that i am a narcissist and i need serious help.  Up untill about 3 days ago i could not of even told you what a narcissist is. I probably still cant all tho i honestly feel that i am...
    Deanisstilltrying Deanisstilltrying
    22-25, M
    24 Responses Mar 11, 2011

    ME?

    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Mar 17

    i found the title if this group amusing.

    A real narcissist believes that they are just like everyone else and doesnt understand how to be in a real relationship... self diagnosis is beyond the ability of a narcissist.
    SevendustGod SevendustGod
    31-35, M
    5 Responses Nov 8, 2015

    My narcissism cuts through my being like a

    double-edged sword. My perpetual idealism fills my empty void with dreams, enthusiasm, delusions of grandoise that mercilessly mocks my ineptitude, mediocrity, and insecurities once I fall short of my power-hungry aspirations. My endless list of goals is backed by an inevitable...
    Snatch17 Snatch17
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 6, 2014

    We Are Good People.

    Narcissists have troubled pasts and in a way, it enriches the future. I've known a couple narcissists in my time on this planet and we all have been helpers. We help the lady across the street, we open doors for people we hangout with, we are very aware to other's emotions and...
    Demerviose Demerviose
    26-30, M
    10 Responses Jun 25, 2013

    Any other NPDs here with BPD

    as well?! 🙋🏼 it's a dream combination really
    Idontwanttosendyouapic Idontwanttosendyouapic
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 7, 2015

    I have a history of narcissism,

    sociopathy, bipolar disorder,etc in my family. I have been accused of being a narcissist by mom though I have most of my father's traits who is very clearly a narcissist but I refuse to admit I am narcissistic/sociopathic. If I have not been diagnosed a narcissist.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Apr 30, 2015

    Malignant Narcissism...

    I have traveled from diagnosis to diagnosis... Being power-hungry, murderous, calculated... Lying for the hell of it, controlling others, manipulating because I just happened to be good at it... My parents often told me, when they got mad at me, that I didn't have one empathic...
    Quantumphysica Quantumphysica
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Dec 28, 2012

    Awareness Helps.

    I have sought therapy for it and it is not nearly as bad as it used to be, but I am aware of it, and contain it every day. Thankfully, it is controllable, it does not control me.  I can feel it pull on strings of jealousy, not getting what I want and secretly feel I deserve...
    Amoruss Amoruss
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Dec 2, 2011

    I Just Recently Came Into Terms With Myself.

    When I'm right, I'm right, no doubt. And when I'm wrong, I usually accept that I'm wrong. Am I a narcissist? So it seems. My father is the biggest narcissist I know, and according to my cousin on his side, it runs in his side of the family. It makes sense. My dad could never...
    PresumptuousLittleAngel PresumptuousLittleAngel
    18-21
    2 Responses Nov 11, 2011

    I prefer to be admired from afar.

    And then complimented up close.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Feb 13

    My Passion. I don't think I know what passion

    means. So I'll write a few things and hopefully someone can tell me. That's my excuse to being a narcissist, hoping others can explain who I am. My hobbies. Writing. I went from drawing really good and teaching myself to writing. I've forgotten how to draw. I mean I can do...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 17

    Hi There,I believe that I may be a high

    functioning narc or am I the co dependant? My story of self discovery started recently after I began a relationship with what I believe is a narc. He is charming, flirtatious, said all the right things, gorgeous etc... we met when a mutual friend had brought him to a midnight...
    rickie60477 rickie60477
    41-45, M
    1 Response Jan 5
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Feb 18

    Hey at least I'm not

    as bad as Warren Beatty.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Feb 17
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jan 30

    =)

    There's nothing wrong with being a narcissist and it shouldn't be called a disorder! wtf! if that's the case every personality should be a disorder lol! Embrace your inner beast people!!!
    ladykagome06 ladykagome06
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Oct 2, 2013

    Discovering Npd At 61!

    My second life crisis in 7-years has finally revealed a shameful fact.  After hours of internet research I have concluded that I have narcissistic personality disorder.  I hate myself because of this.  There is so much written about the victims of the N, and so...
    TomHil TomHil
    61-65
    9 Responses Jun 5, 2010

    Unforgiven

    Last year 2007 i realized at the end of the year that i am a narcissist. I have hurt a lot of people and lost a lot of valuable friends because of my behavior. Sometimes i wish i could turn back time and undo everything i have done. I have only thought of myself the whole time...
    SomethingNew SomethingNew
    22-25, F
    15 Responses Jan 3, 2008

    I am most likely a covert NPD.

    I am in a relationship and I broke it up 7 times in 6 months. Just as something I don't like happens I pick on it, I make an issues of if and take it to the extreme of break up. I called my girlfriend names in front of her family blaming alcohol for it in a response to an...
    fakeidholder fakeidholder
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Jan 7, 2014

    It's perfectly normal

    that we both scream my name during sex.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Feb 19

    I spend most of my free time looking at myself

    in the mirror. Sometimes while doing hw, i get distracted by myself.
    ninjadentistinspace ninjadentistinspace
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 14, 2014

    I can just about remember

    when it developed. I was just entering puberty and was shot down multiple times. My self esteem started dropping, creating the narcissist that I am today.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 23

    One of the downsides of being special is

    that I feel out of place wherever I go.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Mar 5

    it gets worse than ever sometimes.

    .. and ironically, been hating myself for it.
    elysium9527 elysium9527
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 7, 2015
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    1 Response Mar 18

    I'm an unrepentant narcissist,

    I love my looks and my personality. I love everything about myself and I expect to be adored. I intimidate others and love being spoilt. Life is easy for me.
    Savourycandy Savourycandy
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 30, 2014
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