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I Am A Neet Or Hikikomori Person

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    Its N.E.E.T in the UK.

    I'm going 4 years strong living as a NEET, many friends/family are lost in the past and my walk of life has lead me to become a very different person from who i was 4 years ago. Cold, distance...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 17, 2014

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    So I just started watching anime again recently

    and I wanted to watch some real-life problem related anime and I found one called Welcome To The N.H.K. The anime is about a person that deals with being a hikikomori. This is the first time I've ever encountered the word hikikomori meaning a person that would cut themselves...
    ShesGottaBeTheOne ShesGottaBeTheOne 22-25, M Jul 19, 2014

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    Sigh, This aura of uselessness is absolute,

    feeling demoralized. wondering in thought, consumed by habits, and intimidated by outsiders. Discouragement by those that seek to "help me" and fail, while it's completely frustrating to even speak too them, though they pretend they do not see my flaws. I don't know exactly when...
    Hallucinogenic Hallucinogenic 18-21, F Dec 13, 2013

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    I've been a NEET for about 3 years.

    I finished high school in 2011 with sub-par grades. I had to go to summer school to claw my way out with a diploma. For a while after I finished school, I secluded myself in my room, only coming out to get food from the kitchen or go to the bathroom. I'm not really hikikomori...
    LethalLavaLamp LethalLavaLamp 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 29, 2014

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    привет я социально

    неадаптированный чмошник пока
    sora280701 sora280701 13-15 Aug 3

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    I am now a NEET. Who would have thought.

    All of those countless hours browsing and being addicted to 4chan. Going on Gaia Online. All of those times playing video games or being on Xbox Live running away from my responsibilities and management of balance in life. Watching anime, reading manga, drawing, roleplaying...
    Lunan0va Lunan0va 18-21, F Mar 18

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    I graduated in 2012. I thought about going to

    college, but I realized there's nothing good for me. I can draw, but I'm not good at it. And I didn't like school to begin with. I never payed attention or did well. I just went there for friends. I don't even know how I managed to graduate. So yeah. I don't have a job or school...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 23, 2014

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