For five days now I have stayed up till 4 or 5 am and slept in the next day till 1 or 2 pm. And today I reached a new low. I was up till 6 am and slept in till 4:30 pm today. I haven't seen the sun in almost 2 days lol. I've gone nocturnal..oops.
Full of hate, jealousy, resentment. We are killing, raping, hating and forcing. I wish I wasn't here. It is all fake. There will never be peace in this world and that makes so scared of this society. It's all about power and money.
to form better sleeping habits and I made a night time / sleep schedule. I stuck to it last night and tested it out - and it worked better then I thought it was going to go for the first time! I got about 7 hours of sleep, and I feel so refreshed this morning. Better then I've...
the quiet. the lack of human interaction. its when i am calmest... but there is also a darker side (see what i did there? darker? ok never mind) night is when i finally let myself think. this is not a good thing but i am not oblivious enough to deny the fact i am self...
back up at 2:30. Did a little therapeutic venting in another group. Try to go back to sleep. It will be time to get the kiddo off to school in a few hours.
Or should I make some coffee and just say F it????
to work at certain hours and get up at a certain time because that's what's socially acceptable. If other people don't get the magic of night time that's fine, more for the minority of us. Tired of being pc.
Everything just seems so peaceful. Sometimes I find myself sneaking out in the middle of the night just to go for a walk outside. (Only for my brother to blow up my phone texting me to come back inside) My favorite is when there's a full moon and it just kinda glows and lights...
I sleep the day away, and party all night through. Oh, and by party I mean sit in my bed, posting blogs, doing online shopping, watching netflix, and eating twice my body weight.
Being a night owl is a privilege.