morning. I love the night; all is quiet except for my music and my thoughts. I don't have to worry about interruptions, I don't have to worry about deadlines and chores, all I have to worry about is the coming morning sun and the noise of the day, and even then why bother...
the quiet. the lack of human interaction. its when i am calmest... but there is also a darker side (see what i did there? darker? ok never mind) night is when i finally let myself think. this is not a good thing but i am not oblivious enough to deny the fact i am self...
I sleep the day away, and party all night through. Oh, and by party I mean sit in my bed, posting blogs, doing online shopping, watching netflix, and eating twice my body weight.
Being a night owl is a privilege.
and I am wide awake. My "accidental" nap I had at 10 pm probably didn't help thingz much. Sometimes I feel like I am the only one up at this hour... The silence is nice, but trying to sleep during the noisy day stinks most days.
For five days now I have stayed up till 4 or 5 am and slept in the next day till 1 or 2 pm. And today I reached a new low. I was up till 6 am and slept in till 4:30 pm today. I haven't seen the sun in almost 2 days lol. I've gone nocturnal..oops.
where I'm tired, but I don't want to sleep! But I'm too tired to actually do anything. Sigh! This is almost every night for me. either this, or I just can't sleep cause I'm not tired lol. Never a normal night!
It's only after the sun goes down that I really feel alive, and I find it much harder to sleep at night than by day. There's just something about the night time that I find so quiet and serene.
The only trouble is that my current job is mostly day shifts so I have to get by...
I really do.
I write better quality work when it's 10 at night, opposed to 10 in the morning, and I just feel more active and fulfilled. I've tried to be a morning person, tried to go to bed before 3am, I really have--it just never sticks.
I've been raised to stay up late...
and wake up early and be refreshed but it doesnt work like that.
i love that the night is so calm and peaceful and no one bothers you. bc theyre asleep.
i love playing my 3ds games and watching my favorite shows. its my new zen thing.
is the fact that you struggle and fight just to fall asleep, only to toss and turn for the next 4/5 hours and wake up at the tiniest noise!! and then not being able to get back to sleep.... Hmm :/ stupid brain!!!!