where I'm tired, but I don't want to sleep! But I'm too tired to actually do anything. Sigh! This is almost every night for me. either this, or I just can't sleep cause I'm not tired lol. Never a normal night!
when i try to go to bed early anyway. and there is no intimate reason to go to bed before my wife is asleep. But going to bed at 1 am to get up at 5:30 is going to catch up with me sooner or later but what the hell.
the quiet. the lack of human interaction. its when i am calmest... but there is also a darker side (see what i did there? darker? ok never mind) night is when i finally let myself think. this is not a good thing but i am not oblivious enough to deny the fact i am self...
but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary.
I try so hard to change that, but nothing I do is good enough. I'm slowly starting to rethink all of this.
I'm starting lose hope. I'm not seeing a...
because I couldn't sleep and this creepy man came up to me and asked if I wanted candy. Did he think I was 8 or is he just that stupid?
Of corse I'm not going to want ******* candy from a sketchy man in the dead of night. Bruh
nights. I can concentrate so much better after nightfall, opposed to during the day. It’s almost as if I’m at my most energetic during the final hours of the day. Which is a strange thing, as it should be the opposite. It’s as if my internal clock is set a few hours after...
For five days now I have stayed up till 4 or 5 am and slept in the next day till 1 or 2 pm. And today I reached a new low. I was up till 6 am and slept in till 4:30 pm today. I haven't seen the sun in almost 2 days lol. I've gone nocturnal..oops.
Nobody to talk to, can't even go out to get something good to eat or watch a movie, just got to find ways to entertain myself. Some people think night owls are lazy just because we are not morning people. But I am very productive after midnight when most people are sleeping...
It's only after the sun goes down that I really feel alive, and I find it much harder to sleep at night than by day. There's just something about the night time that I find so quiet and serene.
The only trouble is that my current job is mostly day shifts so I have to get by...
is the fact that you struggle and fight just to fall asleep, only to toss and turn for the next 4/5 hours and wake up at the tiniest noise!! and then not being able to get back to sleep.... Hmm :/ stupid brain!!!!
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You may screw up, but you are not a screw up.
You may fail, but you are not a failure.
You are not defined by your weaknesses
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