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I Am A Prescription Pill Addict

damn guess just heads stuck up our asses or just plain denial 135 People

    Pills First Life Later

    i woke up this morning and i was ok i only took one pill just to start off the ay id usually be up to three as soon as i got up...... around 6:00 i took 4 more hydrocodones. i usually buy my own pills but i lost my job so my money has run out. my sister recently had surgery on...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 7, 2011

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    Hopefully This Is The Beginning Of The End For My Addiction...

    I have been taking 5 or more 10/660's of vicodin a day ... for about 2 years now .. I steal them from my moms bottle of medicine she takes for a REAL CHRONIC condition ... and I couldn't feel more low down if I tried ... I have to steel from her in order to keep myself "happy" is...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F Jun 23, 2012

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    My Love-hate Relationship With The Contin Family

    I can still remember the day that I snorted a pill for the first time. It was 4 years ago, I was 17. My best friend, Pam and I found a bottle of Perk 10s in her moms bathroom. We had friends that did them all the time, so we said "**** it" and proceeded to break it down on the...
    smiling4now smiling4now 18-21, F Aug 6, 2012

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    The Diary Of A Narcotic Addict

    So I started taking pills when I was in the 10th grade my grandma had just passed away and I was looking for something to ease my pain. So I started taking ambien occasionally and I loved the way it made me feel that I started to take more and more and even started to take them...
    lonelygurl20 lonelygurl20 18-21 2 Responses Jul 27, 2013

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    No Motivation Other Then Pills

    So its me again i woke up this morning after a bad argument with my girl last night. we decided not to talk to eachotherlast night so i got high and went to bed. i woke up and she was pissed once again not because i did pills again but because i didnt realzie what i did wrong. i...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2011

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    A Pill To Make You Anybody Else

    I struggle with mental illness. Wrongfully diagnosed with ADHD, I was given adderall. I still take it because when I don't, my body shakes and tremors. I used to take xanax. Horrible. I loved that pill so much, I would run out by then end of the month and face horrible panic...
    HighEndOfLow HighEndOfLow 18-21, M Oct 29, 2011

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    Time For Detox

    hey guys so the pain is unbeariable, thank you so much for all the prayers i know they are helping ad god is watching over me... i was going to admit my self into a detox last night but they idnt have a avaliable bed so im going to day if there is room.i will be the youngest one...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F Nov 11, 2011

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    9 Hours Clean Already In Pain 24 HOUR UPDATE!!!!!!!!!

    We live in a society that worships the benefits of the pill. If you can’t sleep, take a pill. If you are too heavy, take a pill. If you are in pain, take a pill. There is a pill for everything and if a doctor prescribes it, it can’t be bad. when i started high schooll i was a...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 9, 2011

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    Hi, There Again Everybody!!! I Need Advice

    I took 1/2 a 10mg. hydrocodone for the last time today to "ween" myself off hoping I will be okay after ... but I see now that's not the case.... I felt so angry and annoyed today I just wanted tto punch a wall .. for no good reason.... I didn't go to the bathroom really much...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F Jun 25, 2012

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    Just Got Out Of Detox

    hey sorry i have not been on in a couple days. i just got out of a five day detox program. the pain was really bad but what they gave me helpd im not throwing up anymore , i just have muschle ahches and seeing out my right eye is hard its blurry for some reason. im on bed rest...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 17, 2011

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    I Need Help Learning To Live Life Without My Addiction

    I'm still not doing so great with being able to stick to detoxing I tell myself every night before I go to bed that tomorrow will be the day I change my life forever ... but I wake up I feel the stomach ache and panic and I immediately go to the pills that comfort me so much...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2012

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    Just One.....

    I could barley go a day without taking paracetamol, Ibprofen, panadol, tremadol or diclofenac. I would just take it for no reason. But then it started to get really outta control if I toke 1 I then had to take then all. I couldnt control myself. I would take packet after packet...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 8, 2010

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    Addiction That I Cant Stop

    i started when i was 15 i tried my first pill. i found my outlet on oxy, i kept it to myself didnt want my family or friends knowing what i was going through. i didnt think it was wrong cause it was perscription at one time why would a doctor give you something that wasnt good. i...
    addictionicantcontrol addictionicantcontrol 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    Please I Need Help With Making It Through Detox! Cold Turkey :/

    I'm going to start to detox again tomorrow ... cold turkey .. and everytime I do I give up because the panic and depression gets so intense i'm so scared ... i've been taking only 4 hydrocodones a day which is small to some people but the withdraw to me feels intense I already...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I dont do drugs nor do i drink so what could i possibly be addicted to you may ask, love? music? no its far worse. my addiction is self harm.....purging when i binge and or...
    kelsey1426 kelsey1426 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    I feel alone in coming off pills. yesterday I did tell my husband and mother I need support to get off. I was wondering if anyone is now starting this adventure. Today is Sunday...
    lilmk730 lilmk730 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Whoever says that self-harm cannot be an addiction, I want to look them all in the eyes and tell them my story. 6 years on and off, after many times of trying and failing to quit...
    sqirshyfuzzball sqirshyfuzzball 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Hi everybody I have been addicted to uppers and triple cs for half my ******* life and I really need help and I would appreciate any tips on how to kick the triple c addiction. I...
    brandonhaas2 brandonhaas2 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have a very addictive personality. I have had many struggles with drugs and alcohol and have always replaced addictions rather than recover. The first drug I took was ecstacy at...
    Facethedemons Facethedemons 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I have been struggling with addiction and concentration issues all my life. I discovered and joined EP more than a year ago, and I slowly became addicted to the point where I...
    PinksTheNewBlack PinksTheNewBlack 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I miss my pills. nothing better than crushing and snorting.
    frustration79 frustration79 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    I am trying to be positive but it's hard. He keeps disappearing and won't answer my calls. He was supposed to go get help today but disappeared about 5 hours ago so he either...
    Nikolasmom Nikolasmom 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    I have a pillow from Clannad. A big Dango! And I can't sleep without hugging it. It was a present from my mommy and it feels like her love is in that pillow. It feels so warm when...
    Miridia96 Miridia96 16-17, F a week ago

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    I don't understand how its possible to sleep without hugging your pillow. I've tried to plenty of times, but I just end up tossing and turning. I just feel much more safer and...
    pro161 pro161 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    i struggle with a K2/spice/legal high addiction. for around 2 years i use everyday. from waking up, to passing out, I would be totally out of it. I have no been clean for around 2...
    scottdominic94 scottdominic94 18-21, M Aug 23

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    I am in the process of putting a book together about myself and my history of alcoholism and drug addiction, many parts of this book may bring you to tears, put a smile on your...
    aerosnz aerosnz 56-60, M 2 Responses Aug 22

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    I have struggled with drug addiction for 32 years but today I am clean I have been clean for 3 years and 3 months I have never been in a detox or rehab I got clean off my own back...
    Vickinlondon Vickinlondon 46-50, M 4 Responses Aug 22

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    It's just so soothing when you're really tired. Once my head touches that side, I fall instantly asleep. I hate sleeping in a hot room or on a warm pillow, I just get so irritable...
    waywardgirl98 waywardgirl98 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I love to ****** on my pillow
    justin12397 justin12397 16-17, M Aug 21

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    I hug my pillow cause I feel so lonely
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 21

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    We are all surrounded by them. It's more common than people realize. I think in our society we dehumanize drug addicts. We all look down on them. We view them as losers but the...
    coolestdweebyahknow coolestdweebyahknow 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    My Human length pillow is just the best, like rn mmmm ;)
    T26xxx T26xxx 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 20

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    My name is John, I struggled with over 8 years and now I can proudly say that I am in recovery! Throughout the years I struggled I went to many different treatment centers and...
    Kickaddiction Kickaddiction 26-30, M Aug 19

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    I am humping the pillow right now, and it feels so good. I started humping the pillow when I was 10, my best friend showed me how to do it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 19

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    They don't have a category for "I was married to a drug addict, bipolar, alcoholic, hypocritical, abuse, manipulative sociopath" The hardest time is just before I fall asleep and...
    auroraunicorn auroraunicorn 36-40, F Aug 19

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    I am definitely losing the battle with food addiction. I eat way too much and not because I am hungry. In fact, I can't remember the last time I experienced real hunger. I just...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 18

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    Those pillows never added any comfort when my father used the belt. But when i broke curfew or partied with my friends that is exactly what i got.
    otkangel otkangel 36-40, F 7 Responses Aug 17

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    I can't fall asleep without someone else. In this case, a pillow :/
    TheCroissant TheCroissant 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    So far we have looked into one rehab for my husband...they said that bexuase he is only addicted to opiates benzos, adderall, and alcohol he doesn't need inpatient. they...
    Sallster Sallster 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I've only started taking it about 8 months ago. The first was 30mg xr, the rush was crazy and I got so much work done. Afterward I got a script, 20mg ir, you know for school. Work...
    chelle3163 chelle3163 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    The invention of the internet has ruined lives... Made it easier for people to cheat Turned people into prn addicts Easier to manipulate people from behind a screen Made it easier...
    Paleandpolluted86 Paleandpolluted86 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 14

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    yes, I sure am!!! I Hurd u should use coconut oil on yo lips, tho but I will always be addicted to lip balm
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 14

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