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I Am A Prescription Pill Addict

damn guess just heads stuck up our asses or just plain denial 134 People

    Please I Need Help With Making It Through Detox! Cold Turkey :/

    I'm going to start to detox again tomorrow ... cold turkey .. and everytime I do I give up because the panic and depression gets so intense i'm so scared ... i've been taking only 4 hydrocodones a day which is small to some people but the withdraw to me feels intense I already...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2012

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    Hopefully This Is The Beginning Of The End For My Addiction...

    I have been taking 5 or more 10/660's of vicodin a day ... for about 2 years now .. I steal them from my moms bottle of medicine she takes for a REAL CHRONIC condition ... and I couldn't feel more low down if I tried ... I have to steel from her in order to keep myself "happy" is...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F Jun 23, 2012

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    I Need Help Learning To Live Life Without My Addiction

    I'm still not doing so great with being able to stick to detoxing I tell myself every night before I go to bed that tomorrow will be the day I change my life forever ... but I wake up I feel the stomach ache and panic and I immediately go to the pills that comfort me so much...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2012

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    My Love-hate Relationship With The Contin Family

    I can still remember the day that I snorted a pill for the first time. It was 4 years ago, I was 17. My best friend, Pam and I found a bottle of Perk 10s in her moms bathroom. We had friends that did them all the time, so we said "**** it" and proceeded to break it down on the...
    smiling4now smiling4now 18-21, F Aug 6, 2012

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    A Pill To Make You Anybody Else

    I struggle with mental illness. Wrongfully diagnosed with ADHD, I was given adderall. I still take it because when I don't, my body shakes and tremors. I used to take xanax. Horrible. I loved that pill so much, I would run out by then end of the month and face horrible panic...
    HighEndOfLow HighEndOfLow 18-21, M Oct 29, 2011

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    Hi, There Again Everybody!!! I Need Advice

    I took 1/2 a 10mg. hydrocodone for the last time today to "ween" myself off hoping I will be okay after ... but I see now that's not the case.... I felt so angry and annoyed today I just wanted tto punch a wall .. for no good reason.... I didn't go to the bathroom really much...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F Jun 25, 2012

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    No Motivation Other Then Pills

    So its me again i woke up this morning after a bad argument with my girl last night. we decided not to talk to eachotherlast night so i got high and went to bed. i woke up and she was pissed once again not because i did pills again but because i didnt realzie what i did wrong. i...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2011

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    Time For Detox

    hey guys so the pain is unbeariable, thank you so much for all the prayers i know they are helping ad god is watching over me... i was going to admit my self into a detox last night but they idnt have a avaliable bed so im going to day if there is room.i will be the youngest one...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F Nov 11, 2011

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    Just Got Out Of Detox

    hey sorry i have not been on in a couple days. i just got out of a five day detox program. the pain was really bad but what they gave me helpd im not throwing up anymore , i just have muschle ahches and seeing out my right eye is hard its blurry for some reason. im on bed rest...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 17, 2011

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    Pills First Life Later

    i woke up this morning and i was ok i only took one pill just to start off the ay id usually be up to three as soon as i got up...... around 6:00 i took 4 more hydrocodones. i usually buy my own pills but i lost my job so my money has run out. my sister recently had surgery on...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 7, 2011

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    Addiction That I Cant Stop

    i started when i was 15 i tried my first pill. i found my outlet on oxy, i kept it to myself didnt want my family or friends knowing what i was going through. i didnt think it was wrong cause it was perscription at one time why would a doctor give you something that wasnt good. i...
    addictionicantcontrol addictionicantcontrol 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    9 Hours Clean Already In Pain 24 HOUR UPDATE!!!!!!!!!

    We live in a society that worships the benefits of the pill. If you can’t sleep, take a pill. If you are too heavy, take a pill. If you are in pain, take a pill. There is a pill for everything and if a doctor prescribes it, it can’t be bad. when i started high schooll i was a...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 9, 2011

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    Just One.....

    I could barley go a day without taking paracetamol, Ibprofen, panadol, tremadol or diclofenac. I would just take it for no reason. But then it started to get really outta control if I toke 1 I then had to take then all. I couldnt control myself. I would take packet after packet...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 8, 2010

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    The Diary Of A Narcotic Addict

    So I started taking pills when I was in the 10th grade my grandma had just passed away and I was looking for something to ease my pain. So I started taking ambien occasionally and I loved the way it made me feel that I started to take more and more and even started to take them...
    lonelygurl20 lonelygurl20 18-21 3 Responses Jul 27, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Love to get in bed with clean sheets and my nice fluffy feather pillow all nice and cool. ****** me off if someone in my bed got MY favorite pillow warm! I'll have to bop whomever...
    Nipper66 Nipper66 46-50, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    i never really thought about this until now. what i go through daily has to be an addiction. i struggle so hard with food but i can say no. its really sad and depressing. the way I...
    ibeenthinkin ibeenthinkin 31-35, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I tried it for the first time when I was 13 when one of my friends told me about it. I had an incredible ******. I couldn't catch my breathe for a long while. I still do it all...
    susanhaynes19 susanhaynes19 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    Order pills and syrup from classic suppliers around US,CA and UK
    christopher249 christopher249 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I got a huuuuuuge pillow like almost as big as me hahaha. Its like the best to sleep on Coz it's so big! Is that weird? Lolz I can't sleep w/o it
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am seriously addicted to candy!! I can't stop eating it. I crave it constantly!!! I need help😫😫😫
    tholloway23 tholloway23 22-25, M a week ago

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    Started reading a book about love addiction..... Sounds a lot like me ... I don't know how I'll fix it, but I'm tired if my crazy obsessiveness about somebody
    Orangerocket Orangerocket 36-40, F a week ago

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    We both Hurt each other in different ways. Very bad... I feel responsible for everything, but I know everyone is responsible for their own decisions, including what we put in our...
    Starkizzed21 Starkizzed21 22-25, F a week ago

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    I am a drug addict. I'm not a full blown drug addict I'm more of a binge addict. I go so long without it, and then something happens I get stressed out, anxious, depressed or...
    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies 22-25, F Feb 3

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    I love turning the pillow over and finding the cold side especially when it is a hot night and you need a bit of relief or finding to cold side of the bed :-)
    bodyboarder27 bodyboarder27 26-30, M Feb 2

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    I failed when I tried it, but then I tried on my stuffed hippo!! omg it feels amazing
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 1

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    i have been abusing drugs for 6 years i have lost alot of weight from it. family. friends my life my savings my job. everything i am lonelly sad depressed i want my life back...
    maddiipaiige maddiipaiige 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I am currently dieting with my family, we are cutting certain carbs, breads and sweet. . . My two addictions are sugar and caffeine. The artificial sweeteners, just do not do...
    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 1

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    Through ages 14 to 25 i was addicted to drugs. i have tried nearly all of the readily available illegal drugs on the market. there was years where i was high every day. the only...
    sonny277 sonny277 22-25, M Feb 1

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    Do you ever find yourself Humping your pillow ?
    CODECRACKER2014 CODECRACKER2014 41-45, M Feb 1

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    I am so addicted to to movies that I don't get of my phone no matter what and I hate that about myself I try to stop but I simply can't
    saryaah saryaah 16-17, F Jan 31

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    Tonight is my second time trying then I'm not sure if I like them or not . I'm really hoping they do work so I can start steeping better , I also wish I was wrapped up in a pair of...
    Snowflake107 Snowflake107 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    yes i am a movie addict. i watch movies to understand the plot, the characters, the concept, cinematography etc.
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jan 30

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    I am addicted to PMO. It is a nasty habit and it is affecting my life. I am currently in bed, laying next to my beautiful wife and instead of sleeping or just snuggling her, I'm...
    RichieRoo5 RichieRoo5 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    I have been with my husband now almost 6 years. I have a daughter from a previous relationship and another daughter with him who will be 2 in May. Seems our relationship has only...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 29

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    I realize that the pills are completely in control. It's hard realizing everything I want to be. How far away those things seem. Sure. Lots of things seem attainable but all I...
    LastofmyPeople LastofmyPeople 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I never really knew anyone with a drug problem, but I grew up with an alcoholic. They have an addiction and it's not something they can give up so easily. Though I'm glad they try...
    crimsoncube crimsoncube 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I dont know how to stay when you hurt me so much. when im terrified everyday im gonna find you overdosed. when I cant trust anything you say. when all I do is worry that your going...
    rfsfbb rfsfbb 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    my pillow would be like your hurting me get off please I think but we will never know till we have a talking pillow in the future
    aby2015 aby2015 13-15, F Jan 25

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    Boy oh boy! I started using when I was 17. I wasn't out to rebel or try new things. I found drugs following being sexually abused from 13-17. Emotionally I was having a crisis...
    whatalifetolive whatalifetolive 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I've been playing since mom forgot me in front of the NES with age 5-6. I got away from MMOs, but I still play like 3-4 hours on daily basis. I like playing arcade-y things and...
    rogermuppet rogermuppet 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    If you can answer yes to more than a few of the following questions, you are probably a love addict. Remember that love addiction comes in many forms, so even if you don’t answer...
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    Hey...don't ignore this,just give me a chance to explain Don't grab your "tools" whenever you feel bad.Remind yourself what will happen if you give up.How are you going to deal...
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