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I Am A Prescription Pill Addict

damn guess just heads stuck up our asses or just plain denial 135 People

    My Love-hate Relationship With The Contin Family

    I can still remember the day that I snorted a pill for the first time. It was 4 years ago, I was 17. My best friend, Pam and I found a bottle of Perk 10s in her moms bathroom. We had friends that did them all the time, so we said "**** it" and proceeded to break it down on the...
    smiling4now smiling4now 18-21, F Aug 6, 2012

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    No Motivation Other Then Pills

    So its me again i woke up this morning after a bad argument with my girl last night. we decided not to talk to eachotherlast night so i got high and went to bed. i woke up and she was pissed once again not because i did pills again but because i didnt realzie what i did wrong. i...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2011

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    Pills First Life Later

    i woke up this morning and i was ok i only took one pill just to start off the ay id usually be up to three as soon as i got up...... around 6:00 i took 4 more hydrocodones. i usually buy my own pills but i lost my job so my money has run out. my sister recently had surgery on...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 7, 2011

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    Just One.....

    I could barley go a day without taking paracetamol, Ibprofen, panadol, tremadol or diclofenac. I would just take it for no reason. But then it started to get really outta control if I toke 1 I then had to take then all. I couldnt control myself. I would take packet after packet...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 8, 2010

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    Just Got Out Of Detox

    hey sorry i have not been on in a couple days. i just got out of a five day detox program. the pain was really bad but what they gave me helpd im not throwing up anymore , i just have muschle ahches and seeing out my right eye is hard its blurry for some reason. im on bed rest...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 17, 2011

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    Hopefully This Is The Beginning Of The End For My Addiction...

    I have been taking 5 or more 10/660's of vicodin a day ... for about 2 years now .. I steal them from my moms bottle of medicine she takes for a REAL CHRONIC condition ... and I couldn't feel more low down if I tried ... I have to steel from her in order to keep myself "happy" is...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F Jun 23, 2012

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    A Pill To Make You Anybody Else

    I struggle with mental illness. Wrongfully diagnosed with ADHD, I was given adderall. I still take it because when I don't, my body shakes and tremors. I used to take xanax. Horrible. I loved that pill so much, I would run out by then end of the month and face horrible panic...
    HighEndOfLow HighEndOfLow 18-21, M Oct 29, 2011

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    Addiction That I Cant Stop

    i started when i was 15 i tried my first pill. i found my outlet on oxy, i kept it to myself didnt want my family or friends knowing what i was going through. i didnt think it was wrong cause it was perscription at one time why would a doctor give you something that wasnt good. i...
    addictionicantcontrol addictionicantcontrol 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    9 Hours Clean Already In Pain 24 HOUR UPDATE!!!!!!!!!

    We live in a society that worships the benefits of the pill. If you can’t sleep, take a pill. If you are too heavy, take a pill. If you are in pain, take a pill. There is a pill for everything and if a doctor prescribes it, it can’t be bad. when i started high schooll i was a...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 9, 2011

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    Time For Detox

    hey guys so the pain is unbeariable, thank you so much for all the prayers i know they are helping ad god is watching over me... i was going to admit my self into a detox last night but they idnt have a avaliable bed so im going to day if there is room.i will be the youngest one...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2011

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    The Diary Of A Narcotic Addict

    So I started taking pills when I was in the 10th grade my grandma had just passed away and I was looking for something to ease my pain. So I started taking ambien occasionally and I loved the way it made me feel that I started to take more and more and even started to take them...
    lonelygurl20 lonelygurl20 18-21 2 Responses Jul 27, 2013

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    Hi, There Again Everybody!!! I Need Advice

    I took 1/2 a 10mg. hydrocodone for the last time today to "ween" myself off hoping I will be okay after ... but I see now that's not the case.... I felt so angry and annoyed today I just wanted tto punch a wall .. for no good reason.... I didn't go to the bathroom really much...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F Jun 25, 2012

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    I Need Help Learning To Live Life Without My Addiction

    I'm still not doing so great with being able to stick to detoxing I tell myself every night before I go to bed that tomorrow will be the day I change my life forever ... but I wake up I feel the stomach ache and panic and I immediately go to the pills that comfort me so much...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2012

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    Please I Need Help With Making It Through Detox! Cold Turkey :/

    I'm going to start to detox again tomorrow ... cold turkey .. and everytime I do I give up because the panic and depression gets so intense i'm so scared ... i've been taking only 4 hydrocodones a day which is small to some people but the withdraw to me feels intense I already...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I write this with my own experience in mind, I do not judge anyone yet I will 'preach' about how addiction can ruin your quality of life. I have struggled with opiates, but...
    TheCoitalQueen TheCoitalQueen 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    Just this current year I got myself addicted to all sorts of different pills, and I have a lot of medical problems so I am prescribed some pills that some people would pay to have...
    ayoolexie20 ayoolexie20 16-17, F Nov 25

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    I never used to be until you came into my life and placed you arms around me now I am addicted to you and them x
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Proudly addicted to that sugar and no i do not want any rehab for it!
    DestinyWriter DestinyWriter 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    melisajoey17 melisajoey17 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    When I came into college I was grinning and wide eyed and I had the world at my finger tips. 2 and a half years and one suicide attempt and later I don't recognize the skeleton...
    hightoforgot hightoforgot 18-21, F Nov 21

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    I think I've hit the addiction mark. I take two every night to sleep. If I don't I'll be up 24/7. Unfortunately, I ran out and I really need them tonight. I've tried to stop but...
    SheIsHealing SheIsHealing 18-21, F Dec 1

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    Tickled by younger sister- There was no one sitting on the couch so I decided to lay down because I was so tired. My younger sister came into the room, she is one year younger than...
    athlete123 athlete123 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 6

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    Hello I have this available for you Medical marijuana, painkillers, sleeping pills ,strains and others PM me or text me 661 667 4662
    nyikob nyikob 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I had been through serious depression because I'm this person who is always alone. I'm new to this place and people don't really accept to be with someone like me. I'm from India...
    Snapback77 Snapback77 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    You can always tell which people have an addict and which people have never done drugs or never been addicted the people who say just say no and it's ok it's easy you can do it, or...
    crazybeautiful26 crazybeautiful26 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    :) I'm a pillow hugger and proud of it.. :) I can't sleep with out a pillow between my legs and holding my other pillow. :)
    horneybear79912 horneybear79912 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I would never admit it to people I actually know but I have known for a while that I have a problem. Its weird to talk about and I doubt anyone cares but I am going to talk about...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 11

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    My pillow would say-- how dare u leave me all alone? Your always using me (tears rolling). Why do u show one pillow more attention than me? Why u always drooling on me then leaving...
    Asia06 Asia06 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    It's not that I can't, it's that I don't want too. I've almost chocked on so many pills, that I just don't bother taking them whole anymore. The only ones I can take whole are...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I hate addiction, I've seen it destroy a lot of good people but I've also seen people that where able to put their lives back together. My best friend since I was 11 started...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    Hello I'm going to be studying counselling and addictions.I want to work in rehab facilities.Can you tell me What do you find helps you not to use? What changes would you like to...
    Confused848 Confused848 26-30, F Dec 2

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    I am just now looking at my addiction. I have been clean for four years. After 10 years on the street, selling my body, 5 years in prison, and waking up one morning asking myself...
    fayeunold fayeunold 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    Addict--Dealer Husband--Wife You sling at me daggers of accusation I'm a bottom feeding addict A worthless good for nothing HO Above me you sit your thrown Built from my pain...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F Dec 8

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    Considering the fact that the arrival of breast augmentation surgical procedure inside the 1960s, an incredible number of Gals have Improved their bodies with silicone and saline...
    Ethan5814bpc4 Ethan5814bpc4 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    I am so addicted to facebook. Instead of watching TV in the evenings in my spare time I go directly to facebook. I actually use it for two basic reasons: playing Gardens Of Time...
    AngelicLights AngelicLights 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    I'm SwanNual and I spent all my time here, it's problematic and has lead my parents to be so mad they almost disowned me. Now I have to travel to stay at different temples during...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 3

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    December 5. Difficult People. Few things can make us feel crazier than expecting something from someone who has nothing to give. Few things can frustrate us more than trying to...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Dec 5

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    Not really. It was the first experience i joined with this profile. What i know is in every addiction there are two parts. The guilt and the damage. Societal guilt is useless. It...
    TATOOS TATOOS 22-25, F Dec 8

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    I am so addicted and have been back on this **** for the last maybe month. Most of the time. There is so much missing from my memory. I know there was one week where I only slept...
    transformerman transformerman 22-25 Dec 10

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    I am addicted to the internet. There I said it such a relief to get it off my chest. lol. I've been addicted to the internet ever since I was given my first internet connected...
    tormentedinternally tormentedinternally 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 11

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    I am in a terrible situation and I could really use some emotional support. My husband is an addict. Alcohol, drugs, sex, you name it. It's like he has a hole inside that he...
    Rmhkp2 Rmhkp2 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I have an addiction , I shall not disclose what it is but to me its like alcohol, its my drug. I take a sip of the wine and it feels good , amazing , the adrenaline of doing it . I...
    NERDYGIRL101 NERDYGIRL101 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    You are my poison, I've been using you since I was 4. Every day I've used you. You pretty much just brought me misery. I've tried to quit on you but I always come back. What is it...
    Mixedemotions2k Mixedemotions2k 13-15, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    To you ;) My amazingly perfect boyfriend is my addiction. :P we talk all day every day all night every night :* I love you my sexy addiction <3
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have a very addictive personality. I basically use anything as a way to cope with my feelings. Currently I think I have become addicted to sex. My self esteem is very low and I...
    leex123 leex123 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I haven't told the truth in a long time about my drug addiction. The last time I was clean was about 8 years ago and I'm not even sure that is true. My drug of choice has been meth...
    Goddess007 Goddess007 46-50 2 days ago

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