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I Am A Prescription Pill Addict

damn guess just heads stuck up our asses or just plain denial 136 People

    Hopefully This Is The Beginning Of The End For My Addiction...

    I have been taking 5 or more 10/660's of vicodin a day ... for about 2 years now .. I steal them from my moms bottle of medicine she takes for a REAL CHRONIC condition ... and I couldn't feel more low down if I tried ... I have to steel from her in order to keep myself "happy" is...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F Jun 23, 2012

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    The Diary Of A Narcotic Addict

    So I started taking pills when I was in the 10th grade my grandma had just passed away and I was looking for something to ease my pain. So I started taking ambien occasionally and I loved the way it made me feel that I started to take more and more and even started to take them...
    lonelygurl20 lonelygurl20 18-21 2 Responses Jul 27, 2013

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    Just One.....

    I could barley go a day without taking paracetamol, Ibprofen, panadol, tremadol or diclofenac. I would just take it for no reason. But then it started to get really outta control if I toke 1 I then had to take then all. I couldnt control myself. I would take packet after packet...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 8, 2010

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    Addiction That I Cant Stop

    i started when i was 15 i tried my first pill. i found my outlet on oxy, i kept it to myself didnt want my family or friends knowing what i was going through. i didnt think it was wrong cause it was perscription at one time why would a doctor give you something that wasnt good. i...
    addictionicantcontrol addictionicantcontrol 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    Pills First Life Later

    i woke up this morning and i was ok i only took one pill just to start off the ay id usually be up to three as soon as i got up...... around 6:00 i took 4 more hydrocodones. i usually buy my own pills but i lost my job so my money has run out. my sister recently had surgery on...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 7, 2011

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    Time For Detox

    hey guys so the pain is unbeariable, thank you so much for all the prayers i know they are helping ad god is watching over me... i was going to admit my self into a detox last night but they idnt have a avaliable bed so im going to day if there is room.i will be the youngest one...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F Nov 11, 2011

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    A Pill To Make You Anybody Else

    I struggle with mental illness. Wrongfully diagnosed with ADHD, I was given adderall. I still take it because when I don't, my body shakes and tremors. I used to take xanax. Horrible. I loved that pill so much, I would run out by then end of the month and face horrible panic...
    HighEndOfLow HighEndOfLow 18-21, M Oct 29, 2011

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    I Need Help Learning To Live Life Without My Addiction

    I'm still not doing so great with being able to stick to detoxing I tell myself every night before I go to bed that tomorrow will be the day I change my life forever ... but I wake up I feel the stomach ache and panic and I immediately go to the pills that comfort me so much...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2012

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    Hi, There Again Everybody!!! I Need Advice

    I took 1/2 a 10mg. hydrocodone for the last time today to "ween" myself off hoping I will be okay after ... but I see now that's not the case.... I felt so angry and annoyed today I just wanted tto punch a wall .. for no good reason.... I didn't go to the bathroom really much...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F Jun 25, 2012

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    No Motivation Other Then Pills

    So its me again i woke up this morning after a bad argument with my girl last night. we decided not to talk to eachotherlast night so i got high and went to bed. i woke up and she was pissed once again not because i did pills again but because i didnt realzie what i did wrong. i...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2011

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    Just Got Out Of Detox

    hey sorry i have not been on in a couple days. i just got out of a five day detox program. the pain was really bad but what they gave me helpd im not throwing up anymore , i just have muschle ahches and seeing out my right eye is hard its blurry for some reason. im on bed rest...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 17, 2011

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    9 Hours Clean Already In Pain 24 HOUR UPDATE!!!!!!!!!

    We live in a society that worships the benefits of the pill. If you can’t sleep, take a pill. If you are too heavy, take a pill. If you are in pain, take a pill. There is a pill for everything and if a doctor prescribes it, it can’t be bad. when i started high schooll i was a...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 9, 2011

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    Please I Need Help With Making It Through Detox! Cold Turkey :/

    I'm going to start to detox again tomorrow ... cold turkey .. and everytime I do I give up because the panic and depression gets so intense i'm so scared ... i've been taking only 4 hydrocodones a day which is small to some people but the withdraw to me feels intense I already...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2012

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    My Love-hate Relationship With The Contin Family

    I can still remember the day that I snorted a pill for the first time. It was 4 years ago, I was 17. My best friend, Pam and I found a bottle of Perk 10s in her moms bathroom. We had friends that did them all the time, so we said "**** it" and proceeded to break it down on the...
    smiling4now smiling4now 18-21, F Aug 6, 2012

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    My little sweetheart of a monthly gift is due any day and it's back to hell again with pills. Every month I go through the vomiting drama. Trying to swallow he stupid things in...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 hr ago

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    I am a recovering drug addict. I got addicted to pain pills when I injured my back. Coming off them was one of the hardest things I have done. I have been told I have an addictive...
    SissyJazmin SissyJazmin 36-40, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm a recovering adderall addict and I want to share my story with all you people. If you think you may have a problem with adderall then read along and see if you identify with my...
    SlammyDe SlammyDe 18-21, M Mar 28

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    I love my boyfriend very much, he's currently in jail. Hes an addict, IV user, and I'm worried about what's going to happen when he comes home. The reason hes in jail right now is...
    hillaryalexis hillaryalexis 18-21, F Mar 30

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    the only people I ever talk about this stuff with is people I'm close to, but when ever i say just a little too much they seem to get squeamish, so I only answer questions when...
    DarkSideOfTheWall DarkSideOfTheWall 22-25, F Mar 26

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    Pills, pills, pills. Stopped for awhile but I got discouraged of course and boom, I'm so high right now. Anybody want to talk? Feeling a little lonely.
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    soo I used to be addicted to pain pills and muscle relaxers. I have been clean for 3 years now but there's not a day that goes by that I don't wish I had some to take. I crave them...
    kuurahh kuurahh 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    My sons father has been on drugs for almost 20 years. 2/3 of it was pills and now for almost a year he has been bouncing from subs to heroin. Smoking not shooting. We've been...
    karebearxoxo karebearxoxo 31-35, F Apr 6

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    I have been with my boyfriend for almost 3 years. I didn't realize he was addicted to crack and pain pills when we got together. He was wonderful and treated me like a queen...
    tambutler tambutler 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Lord knows I would never say this to any of my family or friends. it's Just that, when I was 14 I started experimenting. Smoking weed, drinking, taking pain pills. Oxycontin...
    HeyIThappens HeyIThappens 18-21 1 Response Apr 9

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    I can't count how many times I've told myself I would stop. How many times I've thrown away the blades, Clipped my nails to stop myself from picking my skin, told myself to stop...
    rosy10010 rosy10010 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    First things first. Take this brief quiz to see if you are likely a love addict. 1. Did you once think that if only someone loved you in that "special way" you would be happy for...
    Desiredlove Desiredlove 51-55, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Yup I am. I have been a gambler for over 20 years now, but I'm very open and vocal about it. No reason to lie and pretend I'm something I'm not. People might think this addiction...
    kinkysexybabe kinkysexybabe 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 12

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    Addicted to the Web (Sung to the tune of "Winter Wonderland") Doorbell rings, I'm not list'nin', From my mouth, drool is glist'nin', I'm happy -- although My boss let me go...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    im currently recovering from a 10 year heroin addiction. from the ages of 15 to 27 i was a hardcore addict ,mostly prostituting and then just panhandling because i couldnt live...
    foxyoxy123 foxyoxy123 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    my addiction is pretty different its a coping mechanism I use being extremely flexible I suck myself yes I have the ability to suck myself I do it because of my past problems and...
    nronic1 nronic1 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    my addiction is pretty different its a coping mechanism I use being extremely flexible I suck myself yes I have the ability to suck myself I do it because of my past problems and...
    nronic1 nronic1 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    my addiction is pretty different its a coping mechanism I use being extremely flexible I suck myself yes I have the ability to suck myself I do it because of my past problems and...
    nronic1 nronic1 18-21, M Apr 12

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    my addiction is pretty different its a coping mechanism I use being extremely flexible I suck myself yes I have the ability to suck myself I do it because of my past problems and...
    nronic1 nronic1 18-21, M Apr 12

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    I'm addicted to ****. I can't tell anyone because i feel like I would get laughed at, and that no one would want to be around me. Especially family and friend because the would...
    krazyfrano krazyfrano 18-21, M a week ago

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    I believe I'm addicted to marijuana.. I started smoking when I became depressed because I felt that was a better way to cope with stuff rather than cutting, but now that coping...
    kelsey9317 kelsey9317 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Haven't been on here in five months alot had changed ive been sober for five months ive moved from cali to phoenix az and have a home and i am so blesses to be 14 weeks pregnant my...
    crazybeautiful26 crazybeautiful26 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Once I not only humped my pillow but road it, I put a condom on a ratchet handle and put it inside me and road that pillow like it was my lover (fantasizing of course)
    Kunar20 Kunar20 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 30

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    have you ever tired to took Belsomra?? My Dr recommend this new pill 'cos i said i struggle to sleep every night on last time. but it seems..almost of people in my country hate...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F Apr 8

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    I chew pills instead. I don't swallow them at all. I used to but I like the taste of the pill.
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Apr 12

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    my pillow lets me cry on it's shoulder when I'm sad and snuggle it when I'm lonely. we should just date pillows srsly
    TheCroissant TheCroissant 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Pillow: I wish you'd stop hugging your teddy bear... Me: ... Teddy Bear: You're just jealous because she keeps me closer to her heart than you. Pillow: >:-( Me: O.o
    LavenderHart009 LavenderHart009 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    You know you're a true addict when you can't sit through an entire movie you rented without pausing it and stepping out every 20 minutes to have a cigarette. Nicotine always comes...
    GmoneySmokeDawg GmoneySmokeDawg 41-45, M Mar 31

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