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I Am A Prescription Pill Addict

damn guess just heads stuck up our asses or just plain denial 132 People

    Pills First Life Later

    i woke up this morning and i was ok i only took one pill just to start off the ay id usually be up to three as soon as i got up...... around 6:00 i took 4 more hydrocodones. i usually buy my own pills but i lost my job so my money has run out. my sister recently had surgery on...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 7, 2011

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    Hi, There Again Everybody!!! I Need Advice

    I took 1/2 a 10mg. hydrocodone for the last time today to "ween" myself off hoping I will be okay after ... but I see now that's not the case.... I felt so angry and annoyed today I just wanted tto punch a wall .. for no good reason.... I didn't go to the bathroom really much...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F Jun 25, 2012

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    Just Got Out Of Detox

    hey sorry i have not been on in a couple days. i just got out of a five day detox program. the pain was really bad but what they gave me helpd im not throwing up anymore , i just have muschle ahches and seeing out my right eye is hard its blurry for some reason. im on bed rest...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 17, 2011

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    No Motivation Other Then Pills

    So its me again i woke up this morning after a bad argument with my girl last night. we decided not to talk to eachotherlast night so i got high and went to bed. i woke up and she was pissed once again not because i did pills again but because i didnt realzie what i did wrong. i...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2011

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    My Love-hate Relationship With The Contin Family

    I can still remember the day that I snorted a pill for the first time. It was 4 years ago, I was 17. My best friend, Pam and I found a bottle of Perk 10s in her moms bathroom. We had friends that did them all the time, so we said "**** it" and proceeded to break it down on the...
    smiling4now smiling4now 18-21, F Aug 6, 2012

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    Please I Need Help With Making It Through Detox! Cold Turkey :/

    I'm going to start to detox again tomorrow ... cold turkey .. and everytime I do I give up because the panic and depression gets so intense i'm so scared ... i've been taking only 4 hydrocodones a day which is small to some people but the withdraw to me feels intense I already...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2012

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    9 Hours Clean Already In Pain 24 HOUR UPDATE!!!!!!!!!

    We live in a society that worships the benefits of the pill. If you can’t sleep, take a pill. If you are too heavy, take a pill. If you are in pain, take a pill. There is a pill for everything and if a doctor prescribes it, it can’t be bad. when i started high schooll i was a...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 9, 2011

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    Time For Detox

    hey guys so the pain is unbeariable, thank you so much for all the prayers i know they are helping ad god is watching over me... i was going to admit my self into a detox last night but they idnt have a avaliable bed so im going to day if there is room.i will be the youngest one...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2011

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    Addiction That I Cant Stop

    i started when i was 15 i tried my first pill. i found my outlet on oxy, i kept it to myself didnt want my family or friends knowing what i was going through. i didnt think it was wrong cause it was perscription at one time why would a doctor give you something that wasnt good. i...
    addictionicantcontrol addictionicantcontrol 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    I Need Help Learning To Live Life Without My Addiction

    I'm still not doing so great with being able to stick to detoxing I tell myself every night before I go to bed that tomorrow will be the day I change my life forever ... but I wake up I feel the stomach ache and panic and I immediately go to the pills that comfort me so much...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2012

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    The Diary Of A Narcotic Addict

    So I started taking pills when I was in the 10th grade my grandma had just passed away and I was looking for something to ease my pain. So I started taking ambien occasionally and I loved the way it made me feel that I started to take more and more and even started to take them...
    lonelygurl20 lonelygurl20 18-21 2 Responses Jul 27, 2013

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    Just One.....

    I could barley go a day without taking paracetamol, Ibprofen, panadol, tremadol or diclofenac. I would just take it for no reason. But then it started to get really outta control if I toke 1 I then had to take then all. I couldnt control myself. I would take packet after packet...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 8, 2010

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    Hopefully This Is The Beginning Of The End For My Addiction...

    I have been taking 5 or more 10/660's of vicodin a day ... for about 2 years now .. I steal them from my moms bottle of medicine she takes for a REAL CHRONIC condition ... and I couldn't feel more low down if I tried ... I have to steel from her in order to keep myself "happy" is...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F Jun 23, 2012

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    A Pill To Make You Anybody Else

    I struggle with mental illness. Wrongfully diagnosed with ADHD, I was given adderall. I still take it because when I don't, my body shakes and tremors. I used to take xanax. Horrible. I loved that pill so much, I would run out by then end of the month and face horrible panic...
    HighEndOfLow HighEndOfLow 18-21, M Oct 29, 2011

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    we met when I was 15 he was 20 we fell in love it was an amazing 25 years few fights ( he was the only man I was with) he was a drinker but not terrible we married and had 2...
    SICKOFIT7 SICKOFIT7 46-50 4 Responses Jan 13

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    pain....pills and more pills.... bigger and more pain.... surgery again & again over &overagain striping away her soul pill by pill....relief from the physical..... PAIN.... but it...
    TEMPOLTON TEMPOLTON 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I've been doing pills since i was 14 years old. My mother is an addict to pills and meth and is currently in prison for a parole violation. i have periods where i do great with my...
    bloodlover214 bloodlover214 16-17, F Jan 17

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    I am married to a man that is addicted to pain meds. We have 2 beautiful girls, they're 1 and 2 yrs old. We have been married for 4yrs and he's been on pain meds for the past 2 1/2...
    sadmami sadmami 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I usually get my caffeine from soda, Coca-Cola really. If I go too long without caffeine I get major migraines that last for days. If I notice I forgot to have some recently and am...
    Ramellan Ramellan 22-25, M Dec 30, 2014

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    I took a couple generic laxatives and a water pill and now am stuck in the bathroom. It's sad that I've let my weight issues control me and that I keep doing this time and time...
    fallout07 fallout07 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    so I been trying my hardest to stop over doing it on my adderall. I'm starting to get sick of this feeling all the time. hardly sleep I feel like a zombie my muscles hurt from...
    Shorti125 Shorti125 26-30, F Jan 4

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    My husband and I have been together 6 years. I love him very much and miss the person he once was. He likes to misuse pills, do cocaine, smoke weed, and drink. He isn't bad on weed...
    dontwanna1219 dontwanna1219 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    I am an avid movie collector, and never see myself stopping, they are my guilty pleasure. Typically, women have retail therapy, I have Movies. Men have sports and beer, I have...
    MsBree01 MsBree01 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    I have been since I was about 14 and I'm 20 now. I don't think there's anything I haven't done out there maybe except that krokodil and I swear I won't try that stuff I don't want...
    IAmSatan IAmSatan 18-21, M Jan 19

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    I've known him since freshman year..and we dated for awhile. back then we were better as friends than we were as a couple so we broke up. he moved and I got with another guy and...
    imateenagewasteland imateenagewasteland 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I feel safe when hugging a pillow. I don't know why. I feel like, when I hold on to the pillow tight enough, no one is capable of tearing me away from it. No one will hurt me if I...
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15, F Jan 17

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    Everyone has their own battles, some battle with alcohol and drugs, others battle things that most don't consider addictions. I have many addictions, and as a result I consider...
    katie5929 katie5929 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 3

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    Why can I not keep myself sober. All the time I think to myself, "why am I not able to stay sober, what makes me want and crave that escape so bad?" There are so many thoughts out...
    Kneehouse Kneehouse 18-21, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I'm married. And I've been a sex addict since I was 16 years old. I also think My sex addiction ties into a love addiction. I'm always in relationships and cheating and hooking up...
    Pennylane04 Pennylane04 26-30, F 13 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    I always feel so lonely and crave affection but I have nobody. whenever I get sad, lonely or tired, I just hug my pillow. I sleep with 3 pillows, 2 for my head and one to cuddle...
    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    The areola (the pigmented pores and skin within the nipple) could possibly be lowered and repositioned likewise. Breast reduction is one of the most common plastic surgery...
    Aiden3693znb4 Aiden3693znb4 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    I'm a food addict. When I'm struggling with emotions, I turn to food. When I'm bored, I rely on food. This past week I did very well, reduced my calorie intake, and went to the...
    benforce benforce 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    I am in recovery from addiction to drugs and alcohol. I started drinking and using as a teen, and it took many years before addiction caught up with me. It was a long and slow...
    bethanngirl bethanngirl 56-60, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I know people don't normally see people who smoke cannabis as having a bad drug problem, it's not one of the worst things someone can be addicted to. But after being in a...
    elz311289 elz311289 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I am a recovering self harm addict. It's been 7 months since I last self harmed, but even though it was only 4 cuts a relapse is still a relapse. It used to be really bad, but the...
    Ramellan Ramellan 22-25, M Dec 30, 2014

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    Break Free From Your Social Media Addiction Understand That You’re Being Played ----------------------------------------- An embarrassingly heavy social-media habit isn’t...
    AllStarcrushNate AllStarcrushNate 26-30, M Dec 30, 2014

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    I eat healthy whole foods and exercise everyday, but I have a secret I keep from people. I'm addicted to sugar, chocolate specifically. At first I thought I was addicted to...
    annielovepie annielovepie 18-21, F Jan 4

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    My heart opens itself very easily. I'm addicted to the pain and pleasures of falling in love. I'm addicted to needing to feel loved by others. I'm addicted to writing, reading...
    daddyschubbydolly daddyschubbydolly 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    So, I've been dating this girl for two months now. Total love at first sight. She's beautiful, has a great heart, wonderful mother(she has a 10yo and 1yo, I have a 1yo). We get...
    wisconsin52 wisconsin52 26-30, M Jan 19

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    I'm totally addicted to my fone. and I'm not ashamed of it. I use my fone for alot of things. music, alarm clock, facebook, texting games, I text and message ppl more than...
    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies 22-25, F Jan 19

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    So I suppose once you are addicted to something then you will always be addicted. The reasoning behind alcoholics staying away from bars or socializing with people who drink. The...
    tiredgoodguy tiredgoodguy 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 19

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    Roll up, roll up, come one, come all... bring your pillow and settle your score. I'll bring my favourite of this it's true, I'll smack that arse of yours with a pillow that's blue...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    The only reason I hug my pillow while sleeping, is because I imagine it's you. I hate how we can't be together right now, it just keeps getting harder not being with you. I want to...
    maitesgirl maitesgirl 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 17

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    I wish their were pills that made you fatter 1 pill added 1 stone
    fatsuiter fatsuiter 22-25, M a week ago

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    Avoid feeding pity feelings. Feeding your own pity becomes addictive. Getting attention by feeling sorry for yourself and doing regularly is addictive. Now and again it's ok. But...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014