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I Am A Prescription Pill Addict

damn guess just heads stuck up our asses or just plain denial 136 People

    Please I Need Help With Making It Through Detox! Cold Turkey :/

    I'm going to start to detox again tomorrow ... cold turkey .. and everytime I do I give up because the panic and depression gets so intense i'm so scared ... i've been taking only 4 hydrocodones a day which is small to some people but the withdraw to me feels intense I already...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2012

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    I Need Help Learning To Live Life Without My Addiction

    I'm still not doing so great with being able to stick to detoxing I tell myself every night before I go to bed that tomorrow will be the day I change my life forever ... but I wake up I feel the stomach ache and panic and I immediately go to the pills that comfort me so much...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2012

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    Hopefully This Is The Beginning Of The End For My Addiction...

    I have been taking 5 or more 10/660's of vicodin a day ... for about 2 years now .. I steal them from my moms bottle of medicine she takes for a REAL CHRONIC condition ... and I couldn't feel more low down if I tried ... I have to steel from her in order to keep myself "happy" is...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F Jun 23, 2012

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    The Diary Of A Narcotic Addict

    So I started taking pills when I was in the 10th grade my grandma had just passed away and I was looking for something to ease my pain. So I started taking ambien occasionally and I loved the way it made me feel that I started to take more and more and even started to take them...
    lonelygurl20 lonelygurl20 18-21 2 Responses Jul 27, 2013

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    My Love-hate Relationship With The Contin Family

    I can still remember the day that I snorted a pill for the first time. It was 4 years ago, I was 17. My best friend, Pam and I found a bottle of Perk 10s in her moms bathroom. We had friends that did them all the time, so we said "**** it" and proceeded to break it down on the...
    smiling4now smiling4now 18-21, F Aug 6, 2012

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    A Pill To Make You Anybody Else

    I struggle with mental illness. Wrongfully diagnosed with ADHD, I was given adderall. I still take it because when I don't, my body shakes and tremors. I used to take xanax. Horrible. I loved that pill so much, I would run out by then end of the month and face horrible panic...
    HighEndOfLow HighEndOfLow 18-21, M Oct 29, 2011

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    Pills First Life Later

    i woke up this morning and i was ok i only took one pill just to start off the ay id usually be up to three as soon as i got up...... around 6:00 i took 4 more hydrocodones. i usually buy my own pills but i lost my job so my money has run out. my sister recently had surgery on...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 7, 2011

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    Time For Detox

    hey guys so the pain is unbeariable, thank you so much for all the prayers i know they are helping ad god is watching over me... i was going to admit my self into a detox last night but they idnt have a avaliable bed so im going to day if there is room.i will be the youngest one...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F Nov 11, 2011

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    Hi, There Again Everybody!!! I Need Advice

    I took 1/2 a 10mg. hydrocodone for the last time today to "ween" myself off hoping I will be okay after ... but I see now that's not the case.... I felt so angry and annoyed today I just wanted tto punch a wall .. for no good reason.... I didn't go to the bathroom really much...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F Jun 25, 2012

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    Addiction That I Cant Stop

    i started when i was 15 i tried my first pill. i found my outlet on oxy, i kept it to myself didnt want my family or friends knowing what i was going through. i didnt think it was wrong cause it was perscription at one time why would a doctor give you something that wasnt good. i...
    addictionicantcontrol addictionicantcontrol 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    9 Hours Clean Already In Pain 24 HOUR UPDATE!!!!!!!!!

    We live in a society that worships the benefits of the pill. If you can’t sleep, take a pill. If you are too heavy, take a pill. If you are in pain, take a pill. There is a pill for everything and if a doctor prescribes it, it can’t be bad. when i started high schooll i was a...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 9, 2011

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    Just Got Out Of Detox

    hey sorry i have not been on in a couple days. i just got out of a five day detox program. the pain was really bad but what they gave me helpd im not throwing up anymore , i just have muschle ahches and seeing out my right eye is hard its blurry for some reason. im on bed rest...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 17, 2011

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    Just One.....

    I could barley go a day without taking paracetamol, Ibprofen, panadol, tremadol or diclofenac. I would just take it for no reason. But then it started to get really outta control if I toke 1 I then had to take then all. I couldnt control myself. I would take packet after packet...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 8, 2010

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    No Motivation Other Then Pills

    So its me again i woke up this morning after a bad argument with my girl last night. we decided not to talk to eachotherlast night so i got high and went to bed. i woke up and she was pissed once again not because i did pills again but because i didnt realzie what i did wrong. i...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2011

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    i hug my pillow with my arms and legs it makes me feel good and happy :)
    justDlight justDlight 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    Was once addicted to drugs. Now am clean and addicted to my career and to sex. Always trying to fill the void I guess.
    phxhiker phxhiker 31-35, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I sleep with a body pillow so I have something to cuddle with while I sleep.
    Jenaye Jenaye 18-21, F 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    I can't go 24 hours without taking my sleeping pills, weather I am going to sleep or not, its like I need them to get through the day, and its really hard, when I go so long...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    For this reason I have more than 2 pillows. If I sleep in someone else's bed. I even sleep without a pillow if there's only 1 so that i can hug it. It's seems sweet for some reason...
    Lalaloopsiebabe Lalaloopsiebabe 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I really need to get this off my chest oMG I don't even know where to start so my mom has been addicted to drugs my whole life I was her first born and she had my brother then she...
    LuvLostSoul LuvLostSoul 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I always hug my pillow while sleeping Don't know why I just like holding something
    MyaA13 MyaA13 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Again, I need to state that "addict" is such a harsh word, so lets stick with "strong interest" Anyway, I have quit before so it is obviously not an addiction. Twice i've quite...
    kbbaldwin kbbaldwin 66-70, M 5 days ago

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    I have three pillows ;), I feel like scarface.
    NomadAngel117 NomadAngel117 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Okay, the abortion pill was absolutely painful. I ******* hated it. I was nauseous and my stomach hurt so bad. But it was something I could still handle, it didn't last. I ended up...
    RedcatFringeAvenger RedcatFringeAvenger 18-21, F a week ago

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    Does anyone else like doing this or have done it? I've always loved the feeling of it, It's like being super comfy! I've done this when I was young and I still do it some now. I...
    KrazyKilby13 KrazyKilby13 18-21, M a week ago

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    So, it's two and a half hours after I took the second pills, when I was reading, I learned most people take four pills, I was only given three. I expect the reason behind this was...
    RedcatFringeAvenger RedcatFringeAvenger 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    So, I noticed that no one really posted on here how the pill went and how it kinda felt for them. All I saw were stories on how they regretted it. I don't regret it. I'm young...
    RedcatFringeAvenger RedcatFringeAvenger 18-21, F a week ago

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    At night I like to ***** down to just my bra and grind against my pillow until I 0rga5m. I get all sweaty and my soft pillow feels so nice. Once my best friend caught me doing it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 29

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    Please explain your personal thoughts on the feel of these pillows/type, possible origin and any other comments
    beulewis beulewis 22-25, F Jun 29

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    Me too I keep several pillows that I flip over in the night to keep my face cool or I can't sleep good, especially now with our crazy hot weather :)
    Plaincountrygirl Plaincountrygirl 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 28

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    Hi. Okay, I was wondering something. I am young, I love kids, but I thought it was impossible for me to get pregnant for a number of different reasons, anyways. I was wondering...
    RedcatFringeAvenger RedcatFringeAvenger 18-21, F Jun 28

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    I'm not sure how my caffeine addiction started maybe it started with the two rock stars with Sophie at jump Street my first three rock stars were all at jump Street with Sophie...
    anavioletta anavioletta 16-17, M Jun 27

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    Hopeless Cigarette Addict: When I grew up I ate to much. That was all. When I was overweight as a little girl my mother would strongly urge me to loose weight. That saddened me...
    UnhealthySSBBW UnhealthySSBBW 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    Hopeless Food Addict: When I grew up I just ate to much. That was all. When I was overweight as a little girl my mother would strongly urge me to loose weight. That saddened me...
    UnhealthySSBBW UnhealthySSBBW 22-25, F Jun 27

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    Well.. I think I am turning into one. a few months back, I tried Molly for the first time and had the worst experience of my life. I'm a lightweight, but I always forget that and...
    ilubx ilubx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    One time about 5 years ago I was having a hard night because I couldn't get to sleep and was very sweaty and uncomfortable... So when I got up to pee I stuffed my pillow into the...
    TheSundanceGal TheSundanceGal 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 27

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    I am really struggling right now, so I thought maybe writing about it might help. At least maybe distract me. Hopefully. I'm feeling incredibly hopeless and frustrated with regards...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 41-45, F 24 Responses Jun 25

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    For over half my life I have been addicted to food. When I'm indulging in all my favorite foods it's like I'm in my own little world and everything is just perfect. Due to this...
    tormentedinternally tormentedinternally 26-30, M Jun 25

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    I know I am a danger to myself because I can go from interested to obsessed in seconds! I think I'm addicted to not being addicted to something because I am always watching what I...
    echog echog 46-50, F Jun 25

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    I am addicted to anything I start. I have been addicted to **** since I was 13 years old, I have been addicted to video games so much that for 5 years I only left my house to...
    Somonkey76 Somonkey76 36-40, M Jun 25

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    I am addicted to anything I start. I have been addicted to **** since I was 13 years old, I have been addicted to video games so much that for 5 years I only left my house to...
    Somonkey76 Somonkey76 36-40, M Jun 25

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    I abuse sleeping pills like nobody's business haha. For real lol. I love the feeling I get from it
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 24

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    Sooooo, I get it, I Have an addictive personality. When I like something A LOT, I am allll in.....mind, body, and soul. COMPLETELY obsessed without even realizing it... But.....I...
    09TiskTisk 09TiskTisk 31-35, F 6 Responses Jun 23