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I Am A Prescription Pill Addict

damn guess just heads stuck up our asses or just plain denial 137 People

    Please I Need Help With Making It Through Detox! Cold Turkey :/

    I'm going to start to detox again tomorrow ... cold turkey .. and everytime I do I give up because the panic and depression gets so intense i'm so scared ... i've been taking only 4 hydrocodones a day which is small to some people but the withdraw to me feels intense I already...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2012

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    Just Got Out Of Detox

    hey sorry i have not been on in a couple days. i just got out of a five day detox program. the pain was really bad but what they gave me helpd im not throwing up anymore , i just have muschle ahches and seeing out my right eye is hard its blurry for some reason. im on bed rest...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 17, 2011

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    A Pill To Make You Anybody Else

    I struggle with mental illness. Wrongfully diagnosed with ADHD, I was given adderall. I still take it because when I don't, my body shakes and tremors. I used to take xanax. Horrible. I loved that pill so much, I would run out by then end of the month and face horrible panic...
    HighEndOfLow HighEndOfLow 18-21, M Oct 29, 2011

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    My Love-hate Relationship With The Contin Family

    I can still remember the day that I snorted a pill for the first time. It was 4 years ago, I was 17. My best friend, Pam and I found a bottle of Perk 10s in her moms bathroom. We had friends that did them all the time, so we said "**** it" and proceeded to break it down on the...
    smiling4now smiling4now 18-21, F Aug 6, 2012

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    I Need Help Learning To Live Life Without My Addiction

    I'm still not doing so great with being able to stick to detoxing I tell myself every night before I go to bed that tomorrow will be the day I change my life forever ... but I wake up I feel the stomach ache and panic and I immediately go to the pills that comfort me so much...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2012

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    The Diary Of A Narcotic Addict

    So I started taking pills when I was in the 10th grade my grandma had just passed away and I was looking for something to ease my pain. So I started taking ambien occasionally and I loved the way it made me feel that I started to take more and more and even started to take them...
    lonelygurl20 lonelygurl20 18-21 2 Responses Jul 27, 2013

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    Time For Detox

    hey guys so the pain is unbeariable, thank you so much for all the prayers i know they are helping ad god is watching over me... i was going to admit my self into a detox last night but they idnt have a avaliable bed so im going to day if there is room.i will be the youngest one...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F Nov 11, 2011

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    Just One.....

    I could barley go a day without taking paracetamol, Ibprofen, panadol, tremadol or diclofenac. I would just take it for no reason. But then it started to get really outta control if I toke 1 I then had to take then all. I couldnt control myself. I would take packet after packet...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 8, 2010

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    Hi, There Again Everybody!!! I Need Advice

    I took 1/2 a 10mg. hydrocodone for the last time today to "ween" myself off hoping I will be okay after ... but I see now that's not the case.... I felt so angry and annoyed today I just wanted tto punch a wall .. for no good reason.... I didn't go to the bathroom really much...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F Jun 25, 2012

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    Addiction That I Cant Stop

    i started when i was 15 i tried my first pill. i found my outlet on oxy, i kept it to myself didnt want my family or friends knowing what i was going through. i didnt think it was wrong cause it was perscription at one time why would a doctor give you something that wasnt good. i...
    addictionicantcontrol addictionicantcontrol 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    Hopefully This Is The Beginning Of The End For My Addiction...

    I have been taking 5 or more 10/660's of vicodin a day ... for about 2 years now .. I steal them from my moms bottle of medicine she takes for a REAL CHRONIC condition ... and I couldn't feel more low down if I tried ... I have to steel from her in order to keep myself "happy" is...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F Jun 23, 2012

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    9 Hours Clean Already In Pain 24 HOUR UPDATE!!!!!!!!!

    We live in a society that worships the benefits of the pill. If you can’t sleep, take a pill. If you are too heavy, take a pill. If you are in pain, take a pill. There is a pill for everything and if a doctor prescribes it, it can’t be bad. when i started high schooll i was a...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 9, 2011

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    Pills First Life Later

    i woke up this morning and i was ok i only took one pill just to start off the ay id usually be up to three as soon as i got up...... around 6:00 i took 4 more hydrocodones. i usually buy my own pills but i lost my job so my money has run out. my sister recently had surgery on...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 7, 2011

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    No Motivation Other Then Pills

    So its me again i woke up this morning after a bad argument with my girl last night. we decided not to talk to eachotherlast night so i got high and went to bed. i woke up and she was pissed once again not because i did pills again but because i didnt realzie what i did wrong. i...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I get addicted to anything that helps take the pain away. The pain or being alive, the pain of being a prisoner to the thoughts that go around inside my busy little brain...
    busybrain busybrain 26-30, F May 25

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    Today is my 3 year anniversary with the boy I love. I knew I loved him since I was 13. I'm 20 now. This morning I found out he took percocets. He has a history of doing xanax...
    livelaughlove08642 livelaughlove08642 18-21, F May 4

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    So my mom is addicted to pain meds. She takes three (I think) different meds altogether and is always high as a kite. I hate how she is in them! It's like dealing with a toddler...
    juskeepswimming juskeepswimming 31-35, F 1 Response May 15

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    I'm married to a drug addict. Heroin at that. I can't believe I just said that. It's disgusting. We've been together for 5 years, married for one. We have a 2 year old and...
    kjr19 kjr19 18-21 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Any recovering addicts here, opiates and heroin in general. I was real proud of myself cuz im about to be 2 years clean off heroin but then my insurance ended and im on...
    braster25 braster25 26-30, M 3 Responses May 9

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    Okay I don't know where else to go, and I'm kind of scared right now. I don't have a drug addiction. But my older brother does and he's been doing pain pills for years. He crushes...
    kyliereneaa kyliereneaa 16-17, F 4 Responses May 13

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    had 2 seizures from taking xanax abusively for 7 years. took up to 10-12mg a day. lost jobs and got into multiple car accidents. I was mixing xanax with other stuff like xyrem (GHB...
    NicoSteez NicoSteez 22-25, M 1 Response May 6

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    When I was in 6th grade we had the D.A.R.E program, but when I was in the 6th grade, drugs had already taken control of my life. I started drinking at a young age. I'm not gonna...
    Godheals0328 Godheals0328 18-21, F 1 Response May 11

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    I have been on Adderall for 12 years and have been abusing it heavily for 4 years. Every month is the same now, I get my pills and live a happy week followed by an at home detox...
    nessagirl82 nessagirl82 31-35, F 3 Responses May 18

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    I'm the type to get attached to things I love and since that day all I do is pills. At first it was super cool and life was extra beautiful. Now it somehow ruined my life and it...
    Sheisinlove Sheisinlove 18-21, F May 19

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    I think I figured it out. All these prescription meds the doctors kept shoving down my throat finally got to me. It wasn't helping the source of the pain. It made me feel weird. My...
    TheRisingPhoenix TheRisingPhoenix 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I don't really have an addictive personality mainly because I quickly get tired of the things I get addicted to. But I can get addicted very fast. But a certain point I just quit...
    kimchiaddict kimchiaddict 36-40, M May 24

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    I cannot get enough sugar. I've been addicted since I was young, as I developed the idea that sugar was a reward. This belief reinforced my positive thoughts connected to sugar...
    TheRealSamsClub TheRealSamsClub 13-15, F 2 Responses May 4

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    Please don't teach me a bad thing. I get addicted easily. I get addicted to ''good" things too. I get addicted to unbelievable things.... things that don't even require an...
    Significant Significant 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I have been smoking cigarettes for about a month now but maybe once a day or sometimes only one every 3 days. Lately I have been craving them so badly, I have one and I just think...
    xoValentina xoValentina 18-21, F 3 Responses May 5

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    I am, everybody knows it, we are all ok with it, girls have admitted to me that they too are addicted, it led to some amazing sex, its a good thing! Everybody is addicted to...
    HugeSchong HugeSchong 51-55, M May 11

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    I am definitely addicted. I have fought the thought that I am addicted for a long time. I have thought to myself that I couldn't be addicted. I have thought that i only watch this...
    Soccerman5 Soccerman5 31-35, M 1 Response May 19

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    I am addicted to kindness. I am addicted to patience. I am addicted to compassion. I Am Love.
    BeautifulSurprise BeautifulSurprise 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    This is a strange one. I'm writing this to refrain from doing something I shouldn't. Hoping this will be a judgment free zone. Just want to get it off my chest. I have an...
    SweetSpiritEnergy SweetSpiritEnergy 26-30 4 days ago

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    I'm 16 and currently trying to overcome my heroin addiction! I was always the daring one out of all my brothers and sisters, I started drinking alcohol when I was 13 then I started...
    SwimB123 SwimB123 13-15, F 20 hrs ago

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    I have had this addiction for quite a while now, it has really consumed my life and I feel like I cant be comfortable with myself, I feel like Ive changed so much from the person I...
    Doctorwhodat Doctorwhodat 16-17, F 16 hrs ago

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    I want all the pillows in the world to join me in a pillowfest.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 7

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    I love the cold pillow. We didn't have ac growing up. I was always flipping the pillow until I finally fell asleep.
    Warmways Warmways 46-50, F 1 Response May 7

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    When I go to bed at night I don't even hug my pillow but when I wake up I find one pillow under my head and one wrapped between my legs.
    Alex4eve Alex4eve 13-15, F 1 Response May 12

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    I enjoy pillow fights... the thrill of catching him unexpectedly gives me an adrenaline rush.....*slowly picks up a pillow and WHACK!!! over his head .... hahahahah *evil grin...
    Pand0rasCharm Pand0rasCharm 70+, F 3 Responses May 16

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    *grabs a pillow* anyone up for a pillow fight? :D
    wolflover514 wolflover514 16-17, F 1 Response May 22

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    I love sex so much I hump one when I don't have no one around me or I don't feel like using my toys fingers I use the pillow it still does the job and it feels good I picture the...
    starryeyes2008 starryeyes2008 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am a girl and I love to hump my pillow I am looking for someone that will Skype with me and hump their pillow as well! Girls only
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I used to be addicted to video games. Now I'm addicted to strategy board games, especially fantasy themed games. I can't stop thinking about them and wanting to buy new ones and...
    Rutherford82 Rutherford82 31-35, M May 7