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I Am A Prescription Pill Addict

damn guess just heads stuck up our asses or just plain denial 134 People

    Hi, There Again Everybody!!! I Need Advice

    I took 1/2 a 10mg. hydrocodone for the last time today to "ween" myself off hoping I will be okay after ... but I see now that's not the case.... I felt so angry and annoyed today I just wanted tto punch a wall .. for no good reason.... I didn't go to the bathroom really much...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F Jun 25, 2012

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    A Pill To Make You Anybody Else

    I struggle with mental illness. Wrongfully diagnosed with ADHD, I was given adderall. I still take it because when I don't, my body shakes and tremors. I used to take xanax. Horrible. I loved that pill so much, I would run out by then end of the month and face horrible panic...
    HighEndOfLow HighEndOfLow 18-21, M Oct 29, 2011

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    Just Got Out Of Detox

    hey sorry i have not been on in a couple days. i just got out of a five day detox program. the pain was really bad but what they gave me helpd im not throwing up anymore , i just have muschle ahches and seeing out my right eye is hard its blurry for some reason. im on bed rest...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 17, 2011

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    Just One.....

    I could barley go a day without taking paracetamol, Ibprofen, panadol, tremadol or diclofenac. I would just take it for no reason. But then it started to get really outta control if I toke 1 I then had to take then all. I couldnt control myself. I would take packet after packet...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 8, 2010

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    Hopefully This Is The Beginning Of The End For My Addiction...

    I have been taking 5 or more 10/660's of vicodin a day ... for about 2 years now .. I steal them from my moms bottle of medicine she takes for a REAL CHRONIC condition ... and I couldn't feel more low down if I tried ... I have to steel from her in order to keep myself "happy" is...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F Jun 23, 2012

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    No Motivation Other Then Pills

    So its me again i woke up this morning after a bad argument with my girl last night. we decided not to talk to eachotherlast night so i got high and went to bed. i woke up and she was pissed once again not because i did pills again but because i didnt realzie what i did wrong. i...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2011

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    I Need Help Learning To Live Life Without My Addiction

    I'm still not doing so great with being able to stick to detoxing I tell myself every night before I go to bed that tomorrow will be the day I change my life forever ... but I wake up I feel the stomach ache and panic and I immediately go to the pills that comfort me so much...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2012

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    The Diary Of A Narcotic Addict

    So I started taking pills when I was in the 10th grade my grandma had just passed away and I was looking for something to ease my pain. So I started taking ambien occasionally and I loved the way it made me feel that I started to take more and more and even started to take them...
    lonelygurl20 lonelygurl20 18-21 2 Responses Jul 27, 2013

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    Pills First Life Later

    i woke up this morning and i was ok i only took one pill just to start off the ay id usually be up to three as soon as i got up...... around 6:00 i took 4 more hydrocodones. i usually buy my own pills but i lost my job so my money has run out. my sister recently had surgery on...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 7, 2011

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    Please I Need Help With Making It Through Detox! Cold Turkey :/

    I'm going to start to detox again tomorrow ... cold turkey .. and everytime I do I give up because the panic and depression gets so intense i'm so scared ... i've been taking only 4 hydrocodones a day which is small to some people but the withdraw to me feels intense I already...
    Anonymousgirl7 Anonymousgirl7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2012

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    My Love-hate Relationship With The Contin Family

    I can still remember the day that I snorted a pill for the first time. It was 4 years ago, I was 17. My best friend, Pam and I found a bottle of Perk 10s in her moms bathroom. We had friends that did them all the time, so we said "**** it" and proceeded to break it down on the...
    smiling4now smiling4now 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2012

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    9 Hours Clean Already In Pain 24 HOUR UPDATE!!!!!!!!!

    We live in a society that worships the benefits of the pill. If you can’t sleep, take a pill. If you are too heavy, take a pill. If you are in pain, take a pill. There is a pill for everything and if a doctor prescribes it, it can’t be bad. when i started high schooll i was a...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 9, 2011

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    Time For Detox

    hey guys so the pain is unbeariable, thank you so much for all the prayers i know they are helping ad god is watching over me... i was going to admit my self into a detox last night but they idnt have a avaliable bed so im going to day if there is room.i will be the youngest one...
    addictionicantcontrol2 addictionicantcontrol2 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2011

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    Addiction That I Cant Stop

    i started when i was 15 i tried my first pill. i found my outlet on oxy, i kept it to myself didnt want my family or friends knowing what i was going through. i didnt think it was wrong cause it was perscription at one time why would a doctor give you something that wasnt good. i...
    addictionicantcontrol addictionicantcontrol 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    Used to take sleeping pills to induce zzz. Did this for days on end, non-stop. Might've been awake just long enough to use the bathroom and eat a bit. I don't do it anymore.
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    Addiction runs in my family, in one form or another – typically many forms at once. On my bio mother's side, every person is addicted to many somethings. It was such a natural...
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    I will not be vacant any more. I have multiple addictions, and I am working through some tough things right now on several different levels. I am learning how deep my denial...
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    Pills are poison... Unless they're legit life-saving drugs. Hard to tell whether you're going to be cured or made sick in a different way so that you stay a pill using customer.
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