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I Am A Product Of Rape

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    My Dad raped my mom one night

    when he got drunk. She was told that she couldn't have kids, so didn't worry about it. When she found out, and wanted to get the abortion, by law she was too far along. So she got stuck with me. I think its a main reason why my mom can't love me. I'm a reminder of what my dad...
    AlyAngel AlyAngel 22-25, F 8 Responses Dec 5, 2013

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    In late 1970 or early 1971 my mother at 17

    years old defected from her homeland(North Korea) to USSR. The Russian city Vladivostok is 80 miles from the North Korea border,so she went there. I was born in early 1972 there and was born with light hair and eyes and she had trouble convincing the hospital staff not to send...
    DoonJi DoonJi 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 3

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    Holding On To My Soul

    MY BODY HAS BEEN USED AND ABUSED SINCE A LITTLE GIRL. MY EARLIEST MEMORY OF SEXUAL ABUSE WOULD BE WHEN I WAS IN PRESCHOOL. MY UNCLE MOLESTED ME NUMEROUS TIMES. WHEN I WAS ABOUT 6 YEARS OLD I WAS ALREADY SEXUALLY ACTIVE SUCKING ON MY NEIGHBORS PETER WHO WAS AROUND THE SAME AGE. IN...
    heaven562 heaven562 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 30, 2012

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    Since finding out I was a product of rape I

    feel I've had to justify my existence. I find it hard to say no to people and I seem to spend my time doing favours and being kind to everyone. I feel I a bit like 'My name is Earl' and I have to spend my time making up for being the product of such a vile and abusive act.
    Levi66 Levi66 46-50, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    I was raped as a child

    and I can't keep it Hidden any longer
    ArcadeDanny ArcadeDanny 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 20

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    Finding Out On Your Own

         I was adopted at birth and my parents never kept this fact from me. I knew my birth mother my whole life, although I was not told who she was until I was ten. It didn't bother me to realize that she was my biological mother. I just wasn't an easily shaken kid. A few years...
    charlieissocoollike charlieissocoollike 18-21 6 Responses Jul 29, 2011

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    Facebook

    Would anyone like to make a facebook page on this topic? Please let me know.
    negolin negolin 36-40 Oct 6, 2013

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    I Know What Your Going Through.

    I was raped at a young age but I knew it was rape. I couldn't escape and i had blocked most of it out of my consciousness but not the fear, not the pain.As someone who has going through being taking advantage of, being disrespected and violated I know what you are going through...
    feistypepper feistypepper 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 24, 2012

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    Jerry - My Father

    My mother never kept it a secret that I was a "Rape baby" some days i'm pretty sure she hates me for it. My mother was 16 she tells me, and she was babysitting my older brother and sister. When my father asked her to his room so he could pay her. She went into his room about...
    twitchy156 twitchy156 18-21 6 Responses Mar 15, 2013

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    A Life Of Confusion

    My parents always had quite a volatile relationship. My father was physically and mentally abusive toward my Mum and myself and my two younger brothers. We lived in constant fear of my Dad. He was a compulsive gambler, my Mum had abused drugs since she was about 13 years old...
    BettyBanner BettyBanner 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 10, 2011

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    My Song

    Hello people. My name is Jason. I am from Kentucky. I am 34 years old. This is my story. I am a product of rape. I have never made public my story and have only told a handful of people about my creation. I am writing this for a couple of reasons. The foremost is in the...
    childofthealmighty childofthealmighty 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    My Son

    my son is a product of my own rape at the hands of my father and step mother... i love him dearly... i may have another child on the way the product of another assault on me... if it is my child, i will raise it no different... i will love it no matter the circumstance. and i...
    woundeddragon woundeddragon 18-21, M 3 Responses May 10, 2012

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    Happened Too Many Times.

    I have been raped by more than one person at different times when I was 15-18. I'm not sure why or how I kept getting myself in those situations, I am finding it hard still to deal with. I have never really seeked help for these issues until now. I'm frighted, I am seeing some...
    Katzendame91 Katzendame91 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    I am 13 years old, and im a product of rape.

    . i brush it off and tell my friends my dad is in jail, because i am ashamed. my mother was a a prat party, and she got a date rape drug, and the next day her friends found her on the floor passed out.. idk how to feel, i wanna find my father, but its like mission impossible and...
    averyowens13 averyowens13 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 28

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    My Daddy Changed Me

    When i was little my dad always bathed me, so he had seen me naked many times. When i was about 1 when ever he would bathe me he wouldnt just wash me he would touch me. When i turned 2 he started to finger me, not knowing what he was doing i would say nothing even though it hurt...
    sexcrazedgirl sexcrazedgirl 13-15, F 13 Responses Dec 11, 2012

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    My Mother Has Never Loved Me, Because I'm The Product Of A Rape....

    I found out when I was 8 years old that the dad I have now wasn't my biological father. Not sure how to react to it at that age, I just pushed it aside and considered him my dad, (he married my mom when I was 2, so he's the only father I've ever known.) Before this my childhood...
    482289atzx 482289atzx 41-45 6 Responses Nov 27, 2012

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    Me

    so i have been keeping a secret inside for a long time and finally decided to let it out. Im tired of hiding it, i know no one will care but i fell if i don't say anything i cant let myself be free from my past. So i was born into a very different family my dad left when i was...
    toro12 toro12 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 8, 2013

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    I need to deal with this somehow,

    and I feel that perhaps writing it down will help. I reunited with my birth mother about five years ago, and when I asked about my father, she told me that she was gang raped when she was in college. She became pregnant with me and subsequently gave me up for adoption. We've...
    pdxgtigirl pdxgtigirl 41-45, F Jun 20

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    A week after my 21st birthday I finally got in

    contact with my birth mother. My whole life I've known I was adopted and it never really bothered me. I love my parents and wouldn't trade them for anybody. The fact that I've never known where I came from bothered me a little. Random people would always ask what nationality I...
    LovePink22 LovePink22 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 28

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    My Child

    I was rapped a month or so ago. And now I'm going to be a mom. Her father is my now ex-boyfriend. He will spend close to life in jail. My child will never now the horribal things he did to me. I hope that she will have a wonderful life with her adopted family. Sorry soon tto be...
    Crazylover15 Crazylover15 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 27, 2012

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    Confused...still

    I am a 42 year old female. I found out that I was a product of rape at age 17. My father was my grandfather. Later on about six months after finding out that I was a product of rape. I lost my virginity through rape. To top it all off my stepfather prior to rape and finding...
    dd9592 dd9592 36-40 3 Responses Oct 16, 2012

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    Too Bad Too Fathom

    my mom was raped by a man and had meshe hated all that i came to beshe beat mevigorouslyconstantlydailymy name is ashleyi grew to be self mutilatorynow i see a therapist weekly;.
    msashleydurhamcounty msashleydurhamcounty 31-35 2 Responses Jan 2, 2011

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    Keeping My Story A Secret

    Saying "I am a product of a rape" is something I've said only once to another person. Saying it online without any association to me isn't so scary.I found out who my biological father was when I was 7 years old. I was asking more and more questions about when I was born that my...
    morriganofeire morriganofeire 22-25 5 Responses Apr 24, 2012

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    when I was four, I was raped by my cousin.

    when I was 13, I was raped by my boyfriend. the day after my boyfriend did it the first time, I burst out in tears in the middle of class and my friends were making fun of me.. they kept saying "why so glum chum" in this horrible voice, so I told this girl Megan what'd happened...
    rsteef rsteef 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    Daddy Dearest

    It is a farely recent revelation to me, that I was actually a product of rape. My mother and I were sitting having a normal and casual conversation. Somehow it turned to my absentee father that I haven't seen since I was six years old. For some reason I asked about my actual...
    hazeldreams hazeldreams 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 31, 2010

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    Just Found Out...

    I just found out Friday, the 20th of May, that my biological Mother was raped...and I am the result of that awful union. I then found out the following Friday (after searching for my half-brother) that she had died two years ago. I wanted to tell her how sorry I was that she was...
    litlred100 litlred100 46-50 2 Responses Jun 3, 2011

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    Here Is My Story....

    I have just found out that I am a product of Rape. And more the anything is hurts me cause someone hurt my mom. When my mom was 19 she didn't have a boyfriend, but more of a friend with benefits. His name is on my birth certificate. He did met me when I was born but then left...
    huneyWT huneyWT 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    I Almost Wish My Mom Kept The Secret

        At first I thought my father was dead even before my mom told me that story. It was the only explanation for why sisters and cousins all had fathers and I did not. Then when I was eight I start asking questions and one night I over heard my mom and grandma whispering about...
    JustAGirl456 JustAGirl456 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    WTF! Are You Kidding Me....

    So I sit here in bed, 49, single mom, young sons, ex-husband that sucks, and all I do is cry and search for who I really am. I knew, very, very early on that the wonderful man that I love and adore, was not my biological father. Holy ****, he is the nicest, kindest man I have...
    willieverbeenough willieverbeenough 46-50, F 3 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    My Mother Is The Strongest Person I Know

    As a young child, I never questioned who my dad was. In my heart and mind, my dad was the man that has raised me with my mother since day one. Growing up, I lived in a small predominantly white community. My dad is white and that's where his family lived so we stayed close to...
    lexi1112 lexi1112 22-25 1 Response Dec 13, 2012

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    Im Not But Will Birth One

    yes im pregnant from my latest rape and i could really use help from you guys. its took me long and hard but i have decided to keep my child (its father was a rapist) but when my baby gets here i dont know what to do should i tell my baby its dad was a rapist (obviouse when the...
    maystribe maystribe 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 29, 2013

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    Why Me

    When i was 15 years old i fell on an exercise machine and damaged my ligament and some months later i was involved in a car accident where again my same leg was damaged due to which i began walking with the help of sticks i was told that there were no chances of it being improved...
    soulattacker soulattacker 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 25, 2013

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    Overall Dysfunction

    My mom just blurted out in the heat of an argument that she had been raped by 13 guys when I was conceived. At first it made me feel exasperated because this is the like the  third story she told me about me. First was that a jeweler seduced her, then she told me she was a...
    marshmella1971 marshmella1971 36-40 5 Responses Jun 16, 2010

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    Where do I even begin.

    I had an awesome childhood. My grandparents raised me and I was a happy child. I always "knew" I had a father but no one ever talked about him. So let me back up a few years. My mom was 17 when she had me. She hid her pregnancy from her parents for over 6 months. Baggy clothes I...
    Lostandconfuseddaily Lostandconfuseddaily 26-30, F 5 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    I Feel As If I Should Not Be Here.

    When I was twelve my brother told me what happened when I was created, my father was heavily into drinking and drugs at the time, and I doubt he can even remember what he did. They had been married for fourteen years at the time, and were married for four more. My mother was...
    fallingapartt fallingapartt 13-15 1 Response Jan 29, 2011

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    Young With A Crush

    When my mother was 13 she had a friend who had a brother. My aunt lived on the same street as my mother's friend. My aunt was married so was my uncle. My mother was the baby of her siblings. My grandmother, mother of my mother ,was dying in the hospital. My mother was with her...
    forevery1bles forevery1bles 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 6, 2013

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    The Good That Came From Evil

    I am a product of rape and I am 15 years old. Being a child who has a mother that was raped puts you in a different category in ppl's minds. For example, there is help for the victims but what about their children. I am grateful for this website because it has opened my eyes and...
    mia1105 mia1105 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 13, 2012

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    Hi

    Hi I am Dennis. I am 43 years old, but I think I am finally dealing with the fact the I am a child of rape. It is hard to talk about, as it makes you feel as if you should not exist. My father and mother were high school sweet hearts. They married and happily had two children...
    negolin negolin 36-40 5 Responses Oct 6, 2013

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    I Am Cursed

    i think i am cursed. i have to be cos i don't think it is normal for this kind of things to happen to normal people. when i was a child, my own sister sold me for sex with an older man. i was 12 years old and he was above 40 years. he gave her money and she she sent me home with...
    wildvixen89 wildvixen89 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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