I Am A Product Of Rape

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 313 People

    Young With A Crush

    When my mother was 13 she had a friend who had a brother. My aunt lived on the same street as my mother's friend. My aunt was married so was my uncle. My mother was the baby of her siblings. My grandmother, mother of my mother ,was dying in the hospital. My mother was with her...
    forevery1bles forevery1bles
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2013

    Overall Dysfunction

    My mom just blurted out in the heat of an argument that she had been raped by 13 guys when I was conceived. At first it made me feel exasperated because this is the like the  third story she told me about me. First was that a jeweler seduced her, then she told me she was a...
    marshmella1971 marshmella1971
    36-40
    5 Responses Jun 16, 2010

    I'm 43 and just found out I am a product of

    rape. I and my husband decided to do an ancestry blood test with our family. After months of fighting with Ancestry about my father being my father. My parents decided they had to tell me. What they never wanted me to know. It ripped my heart out. I feel very unworthy of even...
    kelly98025 kelly98025
    41-45, F
    Apr 15

    Since finding out I was a product of rape I

    feel I've had to justify my existence. I find it hard to say no to people and I seem to spend my time doing favours and being kind to everyone. I feel I a bit like 'My name is Earl' and I have to spend my time making up for being the product of such a vile and abusive act.
    Levi66 Levi66
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Apr 2, 2014

    Why Me

    When i was 15 years old i fell on an exercise machine and damaged my ligament and some months later i was involved in a car accident where again my same leg was damaged due to which i began walking with the help of sticks i was told that there were no chances of it being improved...
    soulattacker soulattacker
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 25, 2013
    flipper1966 flipper1966
    70+, M
    Feb 5, 2015

    My Mother Has Never Loved Me, Because I'm The Product Of A Rape....

    I found out when I was 8 years old that the dad I have now wasn't my biological father. Not sure how to react to it at that age, I just pushed it aside and considered him my dad, (he married my mom when I was 2, so he's the only father I've ever known.) Before this my childhood...
    482289atzx 482289atzx
    41-45
    8 Responses Nov 27, 2012

    My Daddy Changed Me

    When i was little my dad always bathed me, so he had seen me naked many times. When i was about 1 when ever he would bathe me he wouldnt just wash me he would touch me. When i turned 2 he started to finger me, not knowing what he was doing i would say nothing even though it hurt...
    sexcrazedgirl sexcrazedgirl
    13-15, F
    12 Responses Dec 11, 2012

    Daddy Dearest

    It is a farely recent revelation to me, that I was actually a product of rape. My mother and I were sitting having a normal and casual conversation. Somehow it turned to my absentee father that I haven't seen since I was six years old. For some reason I asked about my actual...
    hazeldreams hazeldreams
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Mar 31, 2010

    My Child

    I was rapped a month or so ago. And now I'm going to be a mom. Her father is my now ex-boyfriend. He will spend close to life in jail. My child will never now the horribal things he did to me. I hope that she will have a wonderful life with her adopted family. Sorry soon tto be...
    Crazylover15 Crazylover15
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 27, 2012

    I am 15 years old, and my mom is a lesbian.

    She was married to my father for most of my life, but they recently divorced for obvious reasons. I also recently learned that I (and my 3 siblings) were conceived because he raped her repeatedly.
    passivemanipulation passivemanipulation
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 15

    My Song

    Hello people. My name is Jason. I am from Kentucky. I am 34 years old. This is my story. I am a product of rape. I have never made public my story and have only told a handful of people about my creation. I am writing this for a couple of reasons. The foremost is in the...
    childofthealmighty childofthealmighty
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Nov 4, 2013

    Happened Too Many Times.

    I have been raped by more than one person at different times when I was 15-18. I'm not sure why or how I kept getting myself in those situations, I am finding it hard still to deal with. I have never really seeked help for these issues until now. I'm frighted, I am seeing some...
    Katzendame91 Katzendame91
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 30, 2012

    Where do I even begin.

    I had an awesome childhood. My grandparents raised me and I was a happy child. I always "knew" I had a father but no one ever talked about him. So let me back up a few years. My mom was 17 when she had me. She hid her pregnancy from her parents for over 6 months. Baggy clothes I...
    Lostandconfuseddaily Lostandconfuseddaily
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Dec 29, 2013

    Here Is My Story....

    I have just found out that I am a product of Rape. And more the anything is hurts me cause someone hurt my mom. When my mom was 19 she didn't have a boyfriend, but more of a friend with benefits. His name is on my birth certificate. He did met me when I was born but then left...
    huneyWT huneyWT
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Mar 18, 2013

    I Feel As If I Should Not Be Here.

    When I was twelve my brother told me what happened when I was created, my father was heavily into drinking and drugs at the time, and I doubt he can even remember what he did. They had been married for fourteen years at the time, and were married for four more. My mother was...
    fallingapartt fallingapartt
    13-15
    1 Response Jan 29, 2011

    Jerry - My Father

    My mother never kept it a secret that I was a "Rape baby" some days i'm pretty sure she hates me for it. My mother was 16 she tells me, and she was babysitting my older brother and sister. When my father asked her to his room so he could pay her. She went into his room about...
    twitchy156 twitchy156
    22-25
    6 Responses Mar 15, 2013

    I was raped as a child

    and I can't keep it Hidden any longer
    ArcadeDanny ArcadeDanny
    26-30, M
    1 Response Oct 20, 2014

    Im Not But Will Birth One

    yes im pregnant from my latest rape and i could really use help from you guys. its took me long and hard but i have decided to keep my child (its father was a rapist) but when my baby gets here i dont know what to do should i tell my baby its dad was a rapist (obviouse when the...
    maystribe maystribe
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Sep 29, 2013

    A week after my 21st birthday I finally got in

    contact with my birth mother. My whole life I've known I was adopted and it never really bothered me. I love my parents and wouldn't trade them for anybody. The fact that I've never known where I came from bothered me a little. Random people would always ask what nationality I...
    LovePink22 LovePink22
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 28, 2014

    I am 13 years old, and im a product of rape.

    . i brush it off and tell my friends my dad is in jail, because i am ashamed. my mother was a a prat party, and she got a date rape drug, and the next day her friends found her on the floor passed out.. idk how to feel, i wanna find my father, but its like mission impossible and...
    averyowens13 averyowens13
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 28, 2014

    Im 33 yrs old and i was just told yesterday by

    my birth mom who i just found last year because i was adopted that i am a product of her rape. I am not sure how i feel. My whole life my adopted mother told me my birth mom was gone and now my life is in chaos from over whelming info n a family i never knew. Any one out there...
    Tainedluv13 Tainedluv13
    31-35
    2 Responses Mar 17

    Too Bad Too Fathom

    my mom was raped by a man and had meshe hated all that i came to beshe beat mevigorouslyconstantlydailymy name is ashleyi grew to be self mutilatorynow i see a therapist weekly;.
    msashleydurhamcounty msashleydurhamcounty
    31-35
    2 Responses Jan 2, 2011

    Finding Out On Your Own

         I was adopted at birth and my parents never kept this fact from me. I knew my birth mother my whole life, although I was not told who she was until I was ten. It didn't bother me to realize that she was my biological mother. I just wasn't an easily shaken kid. A few years...
    charlieissocoollike charlieissocoollike
    18-21
    6 Responses Jul 29, 2011

    I Am Cursed

    i think i am cursed. i have to be cos i don't think it is normal for this kind of things to happen to normal people. when i was a child, my own sister sold me for sex with an older man. i was 12 years old and he was above 40 years. he gave her money and she she sent me home with...
    wildvixen89 wildvixen89
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Nov 29, 2013

    I need to deal with this somehow,

    and I feel that perhaps writing it down will help. I reunited with my birth mother about five years ago, and when I asked about my father, she told me that she was gang raped when she was in college. She became pregnant with me and subsequently gave me up for adoption. We've...
    pdxgtigirl pdxgtigirl
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jun 20, 2014

    A Life Of Confusion

    My parents always had quite a volatile relationship. My father was physically and mentally abusive toward my Mum and myself and my two younger brothers. We lived in constant fear of my Dad. He was a compulsive gambler, my Mum had abused drugs since she was about 13 years old...
    BettyBanner BettyBanner
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 10, 2011

    I've known for a long time

    that I was a product of rape. I was told when I was old enough to understand that my father was an older relative who raped her when she was 15, multiple times.
    Pinkiepie98 Pinkiepie98
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Mar 22

    I Almost Wish My Mom Kept The Secret

        At first I thought my father was dead even before my mom told me that story. It was the only explanation for why sisters and cousins all had fathers and I did not. Then when I was eight I start asking questions and one night I over heard my mom and grandma whispering about...
    JustAGirl456 JustAGirl456
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 3, 2013

    Me

    so i have been keeping a secret inside for a long time and finally decided to let it out. Im tired of hiding it, i know no one will care but i fell if i don't say anything i cant let myself be free from my past. So i was born into a very different family my dad left when i was...
    toro12 toro12
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 8, 2013

    Growing up, I always felt

    as if something wasn't right. My dad lived in Tennessee and my Mom lived in Michigan. She had an awful abusive husband. He had beaten me with hangers, spatulas, belts, fists and much more. His favorite thing to do was sit on me and shove hot peppers up my nose until he couldn't...
    Whitlynn94 Whitlynn94
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Feb 15

    WTF! Are You Kidding Me....

    So I sit here in bed, 49, single mom, young sons, ex-husband that sucks, and all I do is cry and search for who I really am. I knew, very, very early on that the wonderful man that I love and adore, was not my biological father. Holy ****, he is the nicest, kindest man I have...
    willieverbeenough willieverbeenough
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Sep 22, 2013

    my son is a product of rape I had "friends" ask

    me why you keep him I don't believe in abortion and I'll love him till he pass away its my baby.....I just wish it was different.... they say I can't do nothing cause I'm so young with a baby..... I'm in school I have a loving mom and brother who are there to help and I still go...
    MaxwellFeelFree69 MaxwellFeelFree69
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 24, 2015

    Keeping My Story A Secret

    Saying "I am a product of a rape" is something I've said only once to another person. Saying it online without any association to me isn't so scary.I found out who my biological father was when I was 7 years old. I was asking more and more questions about when I was born that my...
    morriganofeire morriganofeire
    22-25
    5 Responses Apr 24, 2012

    Just Found Out...

    I just found out Friday, the 20th of May, that my biological Mother was raped...and I am the result of that awful union. I then found out the following Friday (after searching for my half-brother) that she had died two years ago. I wanted to tell her how sorry I was that she was...
    litlred100 litlred100
    46-50
    2 Responses Jun 3, 2011

    What Really Hurts!

    It is ujust! It tortures me! And i most live with it every single day of my ****** life! And it hurts, it hurts me a lot, and it will always do! I am who i am because of it! That ******* bastard shaped the way i am now! I was 10 when i was raped, he was a cousin, a man whom i...
    4 Responses Jan 24, 2013
    flipper1966 flipper1966
    70+, M
    1 Response Jul 20, 2015

    when I was four, I was raped by my cousin.

    when I was 13, I was raped by my boyfriend. the day after my boyfriend did it the first time, I burst out in tears in the middle of class and my friends were making fun of me.. they kept saying "why so glum chum" in this horrible voice, so I told this girl Megan what'd happened...
    rsteef rsteef
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jul 19, 2014

    Hi

    Hi I am Dennis. I am 43 years old, but I think I am finally dealing with the fact the I am a child of rape. It is hard to talk about, as it makes you feel as if you should not exist. My father and mother were high school sweet hearts. They married and happily had two children...
    negolin negolin
    36-40
    5 Responses Oct 6, 2013

    My mom was born and raised in Mexico,

    she wasn't poor, grew up sheltered with nanies, and her parents working in the United States. One day at the end of her time in University, she was drinking, what everyone says to be a smoothie with a friend. Unfortunately, it was drugged and my mom was raped. Thats how bad men...
    S921 S921
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 31, 2015

    The Good That Came From Evil

    I am a product of rape and I am 15 years old. Being a child who has a mother that was raped puts you in a different category in ppl's minds. For example, there is help for the victims but what about their children. I am grateful for this website because it has opened my eyes and...
    mia1105 mia1105
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 13, 2012

    My Son

    my son is a product of my own rape at the hands of my father and step mother... i love him dearly... i may have another child on the way the product of another assault on me... if it is my child, i will raise it no different... i will love it no matter the circumstance. and i...
    woundeddragon woundeddragon
    18-21, M
    4 Responses May 10, 2012

    Facebook

    Would anyone like to make a facebook page on this topic? Please let me know.
    negolin negolin
    36-40
    1 Response Oct 6, 2013
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