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I Am a Psychopath

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 496 People

    Time to Learn About Yourselves From A Kindred

    Spirit I often hear the argument: "Empathetic people can't actually understand us because they aren't like us! They project their biases and social conventions on us, thus skewing their research results!!!!" *sneers and turns on Dexter* Fine, refer to James Fallon...
    zoeb555 zoeb555 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 1

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    A Cure

    It isn't the first time scientific research has had an impact which has reached beyond science to delve into social and moral spheres. Scientists have discovered the right combination of chemical compounds for a pill to affect, of all things, empathy. The function and structure...
    zoeb555 zoeb555 22-25, F 22 Responses May 29, 2013

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    Human Hacking, Body Language 101

    You saw him when came in, strong posture and confident movements into the bar without hesitation. Not alone but the group seemed to move with him. You caught yourself lifting your chin to watch, exposing your neck but aside from the casual scan of the room, he didn’t seem to...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 4 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    I've been through some ****.

    It started with being born. Through files on my life it started with my mother using coke while pregnant or punching her stomach, she did not want me. When i was born she hated me. She wouldn't even name me and let my grandmother do it. Living was hell. She would beat me, whip...
    confusedguy23 confusedguy23 22-25, M 4 Responses May 28

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    Lullaby

    Hush, little baby, don’t say a word. Pretties should be seen and never heard. If you cry for help or scream, I’ll muzzle your mouth with a ball and rings. To pay for your sins I’ll spank your ***, And punch you in the stomach with my knuckles brass. If your bones before...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 5 Responses Jun 28, 2013

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    THE POWER OF EMOTION With

    so much crap around the internet about psychopaths not feeling emotions, let me tell you one thing-We certainly do. Though quite a few of us can't quite attend to them to the same extent as others and this is one main reason behind them rendered non-functioning. If you want...
    Michaelpup Michaelpup 31-35, M 5 Responses Jun 2

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    Emotes Won't Let Their Minds Believe!

    It's amazing to me how far you can reveal yourself to a victim. I have a girlfriend and I tell her I have shallow emotions , and can't connect to people emotionally. I often mistreat her when she doesn't give me what I want, yet she still hangs on. I am not one to physically...
    mattkc mattkc 26-30, M 7 Responses Sep 10, 2012

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    He writes "Anger is the only evil

    which makes love invisible for a minute. And love is the only thing barely visible even after anger. Love is a dangerous addictive drug.." I reply ... Anger for the sheep, is a way of satisfying ones own hunger for largeness. Savage tension in the body, willing you to climb...
    LisaRosenthal LisaRosenthal 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    When I was 19 (I'm 26-27 now) I went into

    long-term therapy - for psychopathy. My case was rather unusual in that I self-referred. The mental health agency had not had a walk-in of this kind before. In the lead up, I had found myself becoming overwhelmed with a predatorial instinct that I could not shake - I'd sit...
    zoeb555 zoeb555 22-25, F 6 Responses May 25

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    I wake up. It's 7 a.m.

    My classes begin at 10 a.m and my alarm is set at 8. I always wake up at 7. Whenever I sleep, I wake up at 7. I don't dream.. I don't feel. I get up on my feet, always on the right foot, they say it brings luck. It never did. I look at myself in the mirror. I observe the void...
    whiplash95 whiplash95 18-21, M Feb 27

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    Much like a neutered dog,

    you don't get it. You are one glorious mind ****. Just out of morbid curiosity, why did you bother engaging in any of it? I didn't tell you the price... Oops, it's the sin of remission love! As for 'Lying' lol. I think the technical term is speaking. You have the nerve to tell...
    LisaRosenthal LisaRosenthal 22-25, F 2 Responses May 5

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    Dear Psychopath

    The first time I met you, your eyes were the first thing I noticed. They were not of a particularly startling color, shape, or size. But they were cold and still, and I wondered how they could bore into me while taking no rest to blink. Physiologically, something within me was...
    zoeb555 zoeb555 22-25, F 15 Responses Apr 23, 2013

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    Gaslighting

    If I had been given a choice, a part of me believes I would have rather fall victim to sadistic torture instead. Burned flesh, sliced skin, unrelenting abuse. Gouged out eyes. This merely leaves superficial scars and wounds. There is agony far worse than what can be experienced...
    zoeb555 zoeb555 22-25, F 6 Responses May 15, 2013

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    When I look in the mirror now

    as I write I no longer see only myself. I see myself, I see me, I see I, and most importantly I see him. I look deep into my eyes and I see the eyes of Dahmer and Bundy. I see my humanity shredded by him. Most of the time I am your average person, held onto this world by natural...
    TheShadowWalker TheShadowWalker 18-21, M Mar 8

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    A Day In The Mind Of A Psychopath!

    It's 9:15, I wake up, I get up everyday about this time. No alarm clocks, just eyes open and i know it's beginning again. No, joy, no pain, nothing I am looking forward to, but I get up anyway. I text my mother, and invite her to go get coffee at a local drive through coffee shop...
    mattkc mattkc 26-30, M 16 Responses May 3, 2012

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    To my Love Eric258. The way your intelligence

    gleams out from your words, like water trickling upon the petals of a leaf, tempting the thirsting roots below. I am blown away at the immaculate way in which your conduct your research, it is awe inspiring really, what a clever idea to use free forums as a mantle! Has anyone...
    mattkc mattkc 26-30, M 2 Responses May 22

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    There are very few here

    who truly understand. They are the internets fillers... I found one other post here and one line resonates with me. "They give no literature to the true breed." This is true. I post here after reading so many other posts, seeking a common existence, only to repeat this message...
    OftheFroward OftheFroward 18-21, M Feb 10

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    When people meet me they like me.

    Being a psychopath isn't about being brooding and calculating and cold. Not on the outside, anyways. If you met me, I'm positive you would like me. This is because I can be whatever you want me to be. I make a very good first impression when I try. I mirror you. I compliment you...
    LuckTickets LuckTickets 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    A Dangerous Realization

    I am new to this website and I am learning, slowly, as to how it functions. I have come to realize how many openly perverted people there are; these guys(for the most part) fan me and message me with no idea of who they are talking to. They simply read "(18-21) F" and assume it...
    Rage21 Rage21 22-25, F 9 Responses Aug 12, 2012

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    This group seems like a complete waste of

    anyone's time. I didn't come here to see your shiity half-assed love crazed desires of what you want a psychopath to be. I am a true Psychopath and I cam here in the hopes of speaking to others that understand me, not see your death poetry or ****** stories that you think are...
    jrbrazil jrbrazil 22-25, M 6 Responses Mar 24

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    Real Psychopath facts number 2 psychopats can

    be unbelievably naive. As for myself I don't want to justify myself or copy and paste diagnosis text, it's really hard to share these experiences, looking for some interesting perspective. I can say some paradoxical things, I have been in jail, I have a family now, and I found...
    ArkadiSev ArkadiSev 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    Do You Follow The Light Or The Dark?

    From my blog : http://darkwolf40.blogspot.co.uk/2012/10/do-you-follow-light-or-dark.html   Some people follow the light. Everything about their life is in the Light. From their childhood experiences to their adult life, they have been in the light. They cannot understand...
    roadofdarkness roadofdarkness 36-40 3 Responses Oct 30, 2012

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    This post is more of an inquiry.

    The subject of which I am inquiring is of employment. I am interested in what fields other psychopaths have gravitated in to, why they chose it, and how they survive and thrive within that field. I sense this information would be interesting if compiled so I suggest you comment...
    fishlungs fishlungs 18-21, M 6 Responses Jun 14

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    I notice a trend on this site of people arguing

    over one another's validity of a psychopath. Unfortunately, the reason for this and the reason that this is really one of the only support group forums online for this disorder are the same. There is not enough information available and not enough accurate diagnoses of...
    bdz222 bdz222 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 16

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    Don't dish out what you are not prepared to

    receive, self proclaimed enlightened woman. I like how you always make a virtue out of your own desperate ignorance. You always act irrationally because you don't have enough information for rational action. You ask if i understand why you were angry, and I think to myself 'I...
    LisaRosenthal LisaRosenthal 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    My stories usually take the form of heated

    cryptic debate. It's my idea of entertainment. I had planned to write something similar although, I'm sitting here at 4am again, awake, alone, in content apathy. My mind is not up for debate against a ghost tonight. I see a reoccurring theme when i read other peoples stories on...
    LisaRosenthal LisaRosenthal 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 8

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    I was sitting there, with my girl

    and her friend sitting across from me. An unknown guy sitting across from me as well. Instantly I felt something eerily familiar, the nicely part hair, his straight smile. We were all drinking wine, and his demeanor begged for attention. He had these eyes that I have seen all to...
    mattkc mattkc 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 6

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    you receive a video of someone with your

    girlfriends hair color. it looks like she's trying to hold her breath. her face, pulsating and bloated. her eyes, pushed somewhere deep in her skull. her chest ******** from flesh. her feet, stretched to the back of her legs. the video ends. you can't breath. you try to make...
    blackpigeon blackpigeon 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    Sometimes I think they are all wrong,

    maybe I am not what they say I am. But then there are times when it seems undeniable. Am I really fooling anyone? My mind submits elaborate paradigms that I have to sort through in order to finally feel complete. If I can recommend a movie, "A Serbian Film", is one of the...
    mattkc mattkc 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 11

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    I been reading some of the postings on here

    and have made some personal observations. There aren't many ACTUAL PSYCHOPATHS on here. A psychopath really doesn't care about what others think about them because people are just tools to be used to achieve a goal. They only have basically 2 true emotions happiness or anger...
    psycho74 psycho74 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    You'd Better Watch Your Back, Babe!

    My wants devour me. I don't give up. I am the obsessed and i don't have an issue with it. I was wrong. Hesitation was strong. It just made me more hungry. I'm in prey drive and my eyes are glazed. It was so unlike me. To turn down something i want. Now i'm chasing my own tail. So...
    LisaRosenthal LisaRosenthal 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 22, 2012

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    Terrific Because I Bring Terror!

    I Lust again.. I don't care what you want. I don't bother myself with your side of things. I have carnal desires for growling adventures with eyes that would want to hurt me. Eyes that be like mine. In the dead of night. I enjoy it. I have a very wild imagination. It tends to...
    LisaRosenthal LisaRosenthal 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 5, 2012

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    My Only Daughter

    Its name was John.He’d been our neighbor since we bought the land. He didn’t own it; he rented from one of the original families out there, one of the three. He’d been a missionary for awhile, was still. He would load up his wife and daughter and they’d head out taking...
    OgoNay OgoNay 46-50 6 Responses Aug 24, 2013

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    This Is How I Play: Part 3.

    After a long period of no fkkin progress (drove me mad) I've finally got the wheels turning again. A little delayed, but my "plan" is alive and looking good. I had to make changes to myself, I realized. It's not a change I'm too pleased with to be honest, but it had to be done...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 3 Responses May 19

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    What Are Your Results?

    So I would like people to take the below tests. These are not all psychopathy tests, instead there are some general mental evaluations. Please take them and post your results. http://kevin-goodman.com/?page_id=1229 https://implicit.harvard.edu/implicit/user/pimh/index.jsp http...
    mattkc mattkc 26-30, M 10 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    General Portrayel Of A Psychopath!

    I have studied rather extensively the condition of psychopathy. I have read The sociopath next door and without conscience, I have also read many published articles on the matter. I am no expert nor do I claim to have a diagnostic ability. However it would seem that I can see...
    mattkc mattkc 26-30, M 4 Responses Aug 5, 2012

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    This is an excerpt from the book 'Wisdom of

    Psychopaths' by Kevin Dutton which shows that psychopaths at times can be more altruistic than the rest and that you don't require feelings to feel good in engaging altruistic acts: 'Mem Mahmut, at Macquarie University in Sydney, has turned up something extraordinary...
    Michaelpup Michaelpup 31-35, M 4 Responses May 16

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    Delusions Of Grandeur

    A psychopath often overestimates his own abilities, talents, or stature in a particular situation and is said to have delusions of grandeur. The people around him will claim that he has lost touch with reality. What I find so interesting is that whenever I hear the word...
    Michaelpup Michaelpup 31-35, M 6 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Real psychopath Facts 1 ok,

    I see some troubled people here, some craving for attention, some are for real, (send in the trolls) I just have to see inside and correlate somethings to share my point of view. psychopathy can´t be about support or idolazing, because so many vastly egos just can't coexist. I...
    ArkadiSev ArkadiSev 36-40, M 2 Responses May 28

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    I Have Rules.

    I have rules. A recent post says "we" don't have rules or masks and are the only ones who live free... I have rules. Rules to choose who's next. Rules for internet communication. Rules to play my way without consequence. Rules to maintain the identities I've built over a...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 7 Responses May 8, 2013

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    This Is How I Play: Pt.

    4 Fear and hesitation may have been vital to the survival of our species in the bloody Stone Age. But in the modern developed society there really aren't many real dangers left that warrant fear. Still people stick to extremely outdated thinking patterns that effectively make...
    Randahl Randahl 31-35 2 Responses May 30

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    What a rush! Do you guys know the feeling

    that you get when you manipulate someone to the point of achiving the expected goal but in record time?!!! What a freakin rush!!
    indifferent2016 indifferent2016 31-35 1 Response May 19

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    World War Z

    The Zoembies have spread and are among us now. Funny the things that can bring you together. Never before united by any cause but now all fight together against one common enemy, the Zoembies. Who is this sinister and most dangerous monster able to bring together the disparate...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 2, 2013

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    Hello, power. Where have you been?

    It has been lonely here as such a feeble thing. Oh, I do imagine it has. So swiftly you discarded me, weak and crippled creature you. So eagerly you hid me away when I no longer suited your purposes. I? No, not I. You played your part. Fear: you feared their power was greater...
    PMurinus PMurinus 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 28

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    I Am Something I Dont Know What

    I've never felt true emotions, for as long as i've lived, but when i'd read a story or see a movie something in me would change. I dont like peole unless they benifit me in someway. I dont like to use people because that makes me dependent on them. For three years i stole from my...
    augustus31544 augustus31544 22-25 20 Responses Aug 21, 2009

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    How To Get Rid Of Self-Doubt:The Psychopathic Way

    To learn this first we must first understand-why do people have self-doubt?If there was not some evolutionary advantage to having it 40,000 years ago, people would not have doubt today. Why can’t people just walk around all of the time with our mojo flowing? Doubt is a...
    Michaelpup Michaelpup 31-35, M 2 Responses May 22, 2013

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    Disappear In The Crowd, A Foray In Avoiding Identification And Surveillance

    In the spirit of so many providing how-tos this week – my favorite so far is to consider my karma and choose to do good – I thought I’d muddy the waters myself. So you’re minding your own business, walking around town and doing nothing particular, just passing the time or...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 3 Responses May 26, 2013

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    You Don't Have To Be A Sadist To Fit The Factors Of A Psychopath!

    I am writing this purely due to the fact that I am bored, and it's raining out so might as well write something that will waste time. My goal is to discuss the factors according to the PCL-R that define a psychopath, how they are manifest in me, and what the implications are of...
    mattkc mattkc 26-30, M 4 Responses Nov 2, 2012

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    Still Duplicitas By Their Very Nature.

    "Love is a complex fraction, deadly distraction, searching for truth in your reaction. your action is the key to the key keeper living inside of you when you choose to loose yourself to the wheel seeker. You think this love is different but its just one in the never ending role...
    LisaRosenthal LisaRosenthal 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2013

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    REACHING FOR WHAT YOU WANT When I was in

    college, someone I considered a friend suddenly blurted out to me, “Do you know why I hate you?” Typically, not something a friend would say unless he was joking. And he wasn’t joking. So I mentally downgraded our relationship status to acquaintances and calmly asked him...
    Michaelpup Michaelpup 31-35, M 1 Response May 6

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    Patience Is The Determinant

    The more patient a psychopath is, the less physically violent they are. Intelligence also helps. You're not monsters, you're just more likely to be dangerous, mentally and physically. I am also incredibly mentally dangerous. Even with my feelings and morals. :) The only...
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 4 Responses May 8, 2012

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    Is Today The Day?

    Everything is coming together and now is the time. The excitement is running, coursing, alive through me and carrying me along. Will it hpen today? I am anxious to see what will happen, will it play out in accordance with my plan? Will it do as I anticipate or surprise me with...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M Apr 30, 2013

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    Mirror, Mirror, On The Wall...

    At the age of 13-14, I recall always staring at a mirror. Inspecting myself. There was always a weird sense that spurred me to do so. I mainly stared at my eyes. They are chestnut brown, a bit light, dark all the same.Striations and orbs of black. I pondered my motives, but it...
    xylazam xylazam 18-21, M 9 Responses Aug 11, 2013

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