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I Am a Psychopath

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 577 People

    Human Hacking, Body Language 101

    You saw him when came in, strong posture and confident movements into the bar without hesitation. Not alone but the group seemed to move with him. You caught yourself lifting your chin to watch, exposing your neck but aside from the casual scan of the room, he didn’t seem to...
    PaleFox PaleFox
    46-50, M
    4 Responses Jul 10, 2013

    Do You Follow The Light Or The Dark?

    From my blog : http://darkwolf40.blogspot.co.uk/2012/10/do-you-follow-light-or-dark.html   Some people follow the light. Everything about their life is in the Light. From their childhood experiences to their adult life, they have been in the light. They cannot understand...
    roadofdarkness roadofdarkness
    36-40
    2 Responses Oct 30, 2012

    This is just the he and the she of it:

    Everytime you call out to me for my attention and time, you are asking for your own demise. I feed off your pathetic emotions. I am disgusted by your puny, romanticized weakness. By your devotion and "love" for me you prove that you can procure no one better than me. How...
    SweetSpiritEnergy SweetSpiritEnergy
    26-30
    3 Responses Jun 27, 2015

    Mirror, Mirror, On The Wall...

    At the age of 13-14, I recall always staring at a mirror. Inspecting myself. There was always a weird sense that spurred me to do so. I mainly stared at my eyes. They are chestnut brown, a bit light, dark all the same.Striations and orbs of black. I pondered my motives, but it...
    xylazam xylazam
    18-21, M
    7 Responses Aug 11, 2013

    You Don't Have To Be A Sadist To Fit The Factors Of A Psychopath!

    I am writing this purely due to the fact that I am bored, and it's raining out so might as well write something that will waste time. My goal is to discuss the factors according to the PCL-R that define a psychopath, how they are manifest in me, and what the implications are of...
    mattkc mattkc
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Nov 2, 2012

    anybody have an opinion here on secondary

    psychopathy? not meaning the theory where they have guilt or remorse or what the **** ever. but more of the theory where they have more emotions than a primary like aggressive anxiety, hate, rage, jealousy and rare attachment whether it is with or without connection and more...
    darkertendencies darkertendencies
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 3, 2015

    My Only Daughter

    Its name was John.He’d been our neighbor since we bought the land. He didn’t own it; he rented from one of the original families out there, one of the three. He’d been a missionary for awhile, was still. He would load up his wife and daughter and they’d head out taking...
    OgoNay OgoNay
    46-50
    4 Responses Aug 24, 2013

    Is Today The Day?

    Everything is coming together and now is the time. The excitement is running, coursing, alive through me and carrying me along. Will it hpen today? I am anxious to see what will happen, will it play out in accordance with my plan? Will it do as I anticipate or surprise me with...
    PaleFox PaleFox
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 30, 2013

    it kills me that I can't kill you.

    Still I lets talk about your death
    JonathanCTVirgo JonathanCTVirgo
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 11, 2015

    Everyone experiences their own existence

    differently. I hear talk about manipulation and ridiculous thoughts. It isn't like that for me. Internally I cry because I will never truly understand my children's love. When my 3 year old kisses my cheek and says I love you daddy. It hurts. That I am not able to connect with...
    Infectious100 Infectious100
    36-40
    3 Responses Mar 4, 2015

    How To Get Rid Of Self-Doubt:The Psychopathic Way

    To learn this first we must first understand-why do people have self-doubt?If there was not some evolutionary advantage to having it 40,000 years ago, people would not have doubt today. Why can’t people just walk around all of the time with our mojo flowing? Doubt is a...
    Michaelpup Michaelpup
    31-35, M
    1 Response May 22, 2013

    Everybody's afraid of me now!

    :'( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nGdFHJXciAQ I guess I should play with a different kind of persona now. "Functioning Psychopaths", what a nice label! I might use it when the day comes and I would have to reveal myself to the world! I haven't had time to scramble...
    InnocentPigeon InnocentPigeon
    70+
    Jan 30, 2015

    Disappear In The Crowd, A Foray In Avoiding Identification And Surveillance

    In the spirit of so many providing how-tos this week – my favorite so far is to consider my karma and choose to do good – I thought I’d muddy the waters myself. So you’re minding your own business, walking around town and doing nothing particular, just passing the time or...
    PaleFox PaleFox
    46-50, M
    3 Responses May 26, 2013

    I am fairly new to my diagnosis,

    and as a consequence, I am coming to many revelations. I also rationalized, that sharing/documenting may help me understand better. This evening, it is about feeling "Love" for another. I have never experienced this, and had never considered it odd. Of course, I was expectant...
    Souldom Souldom
    26-30, F
    Apr 17, 2015

    Lullaby

    Hush, little baby, don’t say a word. Pretties should be seen and never heard. If you cry for help or scream, I’ll muzzle your mouth with a ball and rings. To pay for your sins I’ll spank your ***, And punch you in the stomach with my knuckles brass. If your bones before...
    PaleFox PaleFox
    46-50, M
    4 Responses Jun 28, 2013

    Terrific Because I Bring Terror!

    I Lust again.. I don't care what you want. I don't bother myself with your side of things. I have carnal desires for growling adventures with eyes that would want to hurt me. Eyes that be like mine. In the dead of night. I enjoy it. I have a very wild imagination. It tends to...
    LisaRosenthal LisaRosenthal
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Sep 5, 2012

    I've been having issues filtering my behavior

    lately. I just started working a new job at a warehouse and its been putting money in my pocket but also causing me a certain fatigue. I've been more impulsive than usual. I've been avoiding social functions to an extent (only meeting and greeting apposed to drinking and...
    fishlungs fishlungs
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jun 6, 2015

    psychopathic and sociopathic woman are true

    beauty. I enjoy a good chat about acts of darkness, psychopathy is so much better with a woman's touch. so let's touch and chat lol
    JonathanCTVirgo JonathanCTVirgo
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2015

    OOPS, I did it again!

    I was alone this time. I stuffed a dog and broke the owner. I got out of the bar after two (forced) drinks. I was walking towards my car when I saw him walking his dog. My brain tensed up and I felt a rush. I took out my mask from the glove compartment and followed him, that...
    InnocentPigeon InnocentPigeon
    70+
    5 Responses Oct 16, 2014

    This doesn't happen anymore,

    but I find these fairly interesting, nonetheless: Third grade. Eight years old. Timmy was a fat, disgusting boy, that had somehow annoyed me especially well one day. I remember wanting to shove him to the floor, envisioning myself stomping upon his head repeatedly. His glasses...
    Souldom Souldom
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 14, 2015

    I wish we could dance,

    for one last time...zoe, rage21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGR9NuK_Hg0
    InnocentPigeon InnocentPigeon
    70+
    Apr 20

    I am in high school now.

    I get easily irritated. Every time someone or something irritates me I want to dismiss it from existence. I want to snap a neck, crack a skull and watch the brains come out, sever limbs and hit people with the bloody end. In my opinion I have allot of self control since I only...
    Tjen Tjen
    26-30
    May 12, 2015

    Time to Learn About Yourselves From A Kindred

    Spirit I often hear the argument: "Empathetic people can't actually understand us because they aren't like us! They project their biases and social conventions on us, thus skewing their research results!!!!" *sneers and turns on Dexter* Fine, refer to James Fallon...
    dezoed dezoed
    22-25
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2014

    My gauzy reverie.I am a woman,

    a cold blooded one, but still just a woman. La cucina è dirimpetto al mio loculo. The kitchen is opposite my tomb. Still, it's patronizing that you think i would be flattered by your reactions. How clever of you to observe the outward obvious lie, and act with clique...
    LisaRosenthal LisaRosenthal
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Sep 27, 2014

    I have this reoccurring fantasy.

    Well, I say reoccurring but it does vary. Like the way they die. But there's always so much blood. I have 2 dogs. I've had them for 10 and 8 years, and I guess I have some sentimental attachment. I managed not to hurt them, but somedays it's hard. I like it when things bleed...
    Cloud1122 Cloud1122
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 17, 2015

    Patience Is The Determinant

    The more patient a psychopath is, the less physically violent they are. Intelligence also helps. You're not monsters, you're just more likely to be dangerous, mentally and physically. I am also incredibly mentally dangerous. Even with my feelings and morals. :) The only...
    slow4speed slow4speed
    22-25, F
    5 Responses May 8, 2012

    Eight years ago, I considered pursuing a

    relationship with him, due to his eccentric interests and seemingly heightened intellect. To this day, he has yet to realize that the only reason I have continued our engagement, is because of its convenience. It's such a chore to keep this up, though.
    Souldom Souldom
    26-30, F
    Apr 14, 2015

    Still Duplicitas By Their Very Nature.

    "Love is a complex fraction, deadly distraction, searching for truth in your reaction. your action is the key to the key keeper living inside of you when you choose to loose yourself to the wheel seeker. You think this love is different but its just one in the never ending role...
    LisaRosenthal LisaRosenthal
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 18, 2013

    I am going to be somewhat brutally honest here

    because i would like some real feedback. I have always known that I thought differently from other people but recently I have been putting more and more things together that seem to fit the picture of a psychopath or sociopath (I am not entirely sure of the distinction since...
    eviscerated eviscerated
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Nov 8, 2015

    Ever since I took my new doctor's advise

    and stopped smoking, my life hasn't been amusing as it was. I stopped talking to most of my friends, I stopped having sex, I even sold my late driver's house. Soon after that, I became a total nut case! Thinking about what I did in the past and how I've ruined so many lives...
    InnocentPigeon InnocentPigeon
    70+
    Mar 7, 2015

    Gaslighting

    If I had been given a choice, a part of me believes I would have rather fall victim to sadistic torture instead. Burned flesh, sliced skin, unrelenting abuse. Gouged out eyes. This merely leaves superficial scars and wounds. There is agony far worse than what can be experienced...
    dezoed dezoed
    22-25
    5 Responses May 15, 2013

    When I was 19 (I'm 26-27 now) I went into

    long-term therapy - for psychopathy. My case was rather unusual in that I self-referred. The mental health agency had not had a walk-in of this kind before. In the lead up, I had found myself becoming overwhelmed with a predatorial instinct that I could not shake - I'd sit...
    dezoed dezoed
    22-25
    7 Responses May 25, 2014

    i am a 33yrs and i am a psychopath recently

    confirmed it and i can tell you a lot of people misunderstand the concept and make their own assumptions. firstly i don't see it as an issue or illness as some are people quick to point out. i come from a war torn country in africa never knew the term of it just kew i was...
    vegita12 vegita12
    31-35
    Jun 28, 2015

    Varieties of psycho You can't be one!

    You have emotions. You can't be one! You don't KILL people. You can't be one! [insert ignorant comment of your choice] We are not here to prove ourselves to you - you're not worth it. We are not here (well, most of us at least) to discern whether or not we are, or not. We are...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Nov 28, 2014

    I'm sorry for my last story,

    I was bored and confused. Now I'm in my zone. I've been smoking, weed of coarse.. I think I can say that my stories are pretty violent. It makes me happy to write about what I did because I feel that it lessens my responsibility of my actions. Like writing about how I beat a...
    InnocentPigeon InnocentPigeon
    70+
    2 Responses Dec 25, 2014

    Every time I see a baby,

    I have the urge to skin their little heads. My friend has a baby. When he cries, I want to suffocate the little thing until it dies.
    Ta3yeon Ta3yeon
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 28, 2015

    Ignorance. I have read sooo many posts on this

    thread and the internet, and wish that there was a way to skip all the attention-seekers and the people who's desperateness to become psychopathic, or seem to everyone that they are. ATTENTION: You cannot BS a psychopath. No matter how many internet, "Are You a Psychopath...
    emotionsseriously emotionsseriously
    26-30, F
    Feb 16

    This group seems like a complete waste of

    anyone's time. I didn't come here to see your shiity half-assed love crazed desires of what you want a psychopath to be. I am a true Psychopath and I cam here in the hopes of speaking to others that understand me, not see your death poetry or ****** stories that you think are...
    jrbrazil jrbrazil
    22-25, M
    8 Responses Mar 24, 2014

    World War Z

    The Zoembies have spread and are among us now. Funny the things that can bring you together. Never before united by any cause but now all fight together against one common enemy, the Zoembies. Who is this sinister and most dangerous monster able to bring together the disparate...
    PaleFox PaleFox
    46-50, M
    1 Response Aug 2, 2013

    An introduction to a series of stream of

    consciousness posts I'll be making. The Westerner I I am the child of western society. I am the child of excess. I am the child of loveless existence. I am the child of a burning world. I am the child of the psychotropic and the psychopathic. I am the child of the child...
    fishlungs fishlungs
    18-21, M
    Dec 18, 2015

    I Have Rules.

    I have rules. A recent post says "we" don't have rules or masks and are the only ones who live free... I have rules. Rules to choose who's next. Rules for internet communication. Rules to play my way without consequence. Rules to maintain the identities I've built over a...
    PaleFox PaleFox
    46-50, M
    5 Responses May 8, 2013

    I notice a trend on this site of people arguing

    over one another's validity of a psychopath. Unfortunately, the reason for this and the reason that this is really one of the only support group forums online for this disorder are the same. There is not enough information available and not enough accurate diagnoses of...
    bdz222 bdz222
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Jun 16, 2014

    A Cure

    It isn't the first time scientific research has had an impact which has reached beyond science to delve into social and moral spheres. Scientists have discovered the right combination of chemical compounds for a pill to affect, of all things, empathy. The function and structure...
    dezoed dezoed
    22-25
    18 Responses May 29, 2013

    I don't remember my early childhood.

    I don't remember much from before I was 10 or so. The only reason I know I was ever any younger is because I've seen pictures. Any memories I do have are very foggy, like dreams. Sometimes I ask myself if they are even real, or if perhaps I've conjured them up in an effort to...
    ohhowfun ohhowfun
    22-25, M
    Jan 23, 2015

    I've read up on It, watched documentaries

    and I have even done a few tests. I have an IQ of "Very Superior" I'm saying this so anyone that crosses paths with me on here knows.
    JoshuaGoodmann JoshuaGoodmann
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Aug 16, 2015

    Who even understands what

    that means, hm? Does it make me a threat to you? Pretty much, yes. But if you're a boring **** (like everyone else) I am not interested enough to even kill you. But if you interest me, catch my attention, make yourself deserving, you have a good chance of seeing real evil. I've...
    IWeasel IWeasel
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 28, 2015

    A Dangerous Realization

    I am new to this website and I am learning, slowly, as to how it functions. I have come to realize how many openly perverted people there are; these guys(for the most part) fan me and message me with no idea of who they are talking to. They simply read "(18-21) F" and assume it...
    Rage21 Rage21
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Aug 12, 2012

    People with no respect

    for themselves are truly disgusting. they are filth ridden vermin waiting only to be exterminated. If you cant find the confidence to bring anything to this world, what use are you to me? keep taking, avoid repaying my world and you'll soon find yourself under my knife.
    Aetch Aetch
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Sep 2, 2015

    REACHING FOR WHAT YOU WANT When I was in

    college, someone I considered a friend suddenly blurted out to me, “Do you know why I hate you?” Typically, not something a friend would say unless he was joking. And he wasn’t joking. So I mentally downgraded our relationship status to acquaintances and calmly asked him...
    Michaelpup Michaelpup
    31-35, M
    2 Responses May 6, 2014

    Fearlessness

    One of the main sources of the power of psychopaths is fearlessness or perhaps insensitivity to the consequences of ones' actions. Psychopathic or not, pretty much anyone can be fearless. And with fearlessness comes the real power. Power is a gift from the weak that is given out...
    Michaelpup Michaelpup
    31-35, M
    1 Response May 15, 2013

    I read this earlier today.

    Very enlightening. I suspect my comrades you would benefit as well. ;) Intelligence without wisdom is useless. A psychopath is living proof of that. How else can someone seem so slick, so cunning, so manipulative...also make such stupid choices? I believe the reason is that a...
    Infectious100 Infectious100
    36-40
    2 Responses Feb 15

    You'd Better Watch Your Back, Babe!

    My wants devour me. I don't give up. I am the obsessed and i don't have an issue with it. I was wrong. Hesitation was strong. It just made me more hungry. I'm in prey drive and my eyes are glazed. It was so unlike me. To turn down something i want. Now i'm chasing my own tail. So...
    LisaRosenthal LisaRosenthal
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Oct 22, 2012

    recently concluded that i have never

    experienced the feeling of empathy. everything makes so much sense now, and i feel great. i've never had a real connection with another person, but i'm incredible socially. i size people up and give them what they want, i'm so good at feigning emotion and relation and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 22, 2015

    Story 1 http://www.youtube.

    com/watch?v=GLqwE0Vh4sI Hello to all the people of experience project. It's not a thing a normal person would say, isn't it?! Lol, but that doesn't matter, if you continue reading, you'll see the reason why I said that I'm a bi-polar , not a psychopath. http://www.youtube...
    InnocentPigeon InnocentPigeon
    70+
    2 Responses Dec 15, 2014

    Hi, I'm constantly bored.

    .. I'm only ever slightly happy when I'm thinking about hurting people, or when I'm actually hurting people. I go to the gym and I'm a full time college student, but this only takes up half of my day, for the other half I am bored shitless... I am wondering if any other...
    JordanBryan17 JordanBryan17
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Oct 15, 2015

    What Are Your Results?

    So I would like people to take the below tests. These are not all psychopathy tests, instead there are some general mental evaluations. Please take them and post your results. http://kevin-goodman.com/?page_id=1229 https://implicit.harvard.edu/implicit/user/pimh/index.jsp http...
    mattkc mattkc
    26-30, M
    8 Responses Mar 2, 2013

    A Day In The Mind Of A Psychopath!

    It's 9:15, I wake up, I get up everyday about this time. No alarm clocks, just eyes open and i know it's beginning again. No, joy, no pain, nothing I am looking forward to, but I get up anyway. I text my mother, and invite her to go get coffee at a local drive through coffee shop...
    mattkc mattkc
    26-30, M
    16 Responses May 3, 2012

    Between us psychopaths

    and you normal people who are the ones who are truly broken? What does being normal even mean? Being normal merely means that you are like everybody else, that you are part of majority therefore it is fully possible to be completely insane and/or broken and yet still be normal...
    yaminokami yaminokami
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 24

    Dear Psychopath

    The first time I met you, your eyes were the first thing I noticed. They were not of a particularly startling color, shape, or size. But they were cold and still, and I wondered how they could bore into me while taking no rest to blink. Physiologically, something within me was...
    dezoed dezoed
    22-25
    16 Responses Apr 23, 2013

    The Westerner XII Don't act like the lack of

    emotional weakness is a disease. Use your time wisely. Respect the vehicle. Acknowledge the driver. Condition the later; tune the prior embrace pleasure; embrace pain. Embrace the purest of emotions. Deal out both. Love is delusion. Fantasy is as real as reality. Reality is...
    fishlungs fishlungs
    18-21, M
    Dec 18, 2015
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