I Am a Rapid Cycler

Bipolar Rapid Cycler 19 People


    Hard to explain though.  Now that I'm older, i find that i still rapid cycle, But not as often and it isn't as nerve wracking some how. When i was a teen it was, much more frequent.  I'd be out on the town and I'd switch from manic to depressed instantly, but only...
    Shierke Shierke
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Oct 31, 2008

    A Never Ending Battle

    All I can say is every single moment of everyday is a constant battle. I can be either manic: which causes me to talk too much and way too fast, feel super anxious to get everything and anything done possible at that moment, Super paranoid, prone to get violent and ...
    LittleFerrett LittleFerrett
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 11, 2010

    Up Up Up Down Down Down

    Rapid cycler is basically where the mood swings of bipolar hit harder and more frequently and, as if you didn't notice, I fall under this category. I need to talk about this today and will probably bug everyone on the topic all weekend because this is how I get through. I don't...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Jul 18, 2008

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