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I Am a Sadist

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 1,004 People

    Picking Flowers

    I see you there, alone in the field. Growing so straight and lean. You are young, I can see, and lovely to me, swaying slightly in the late afternoon breeze. Your flower is open, your petals glow. You are radiant, bright, and beckon to me. I hear your silent call. Will I take you...
    PaleFox PaleFox
    46-50, M
    3 Responses May 30, 2013

    Any man like to share his perv

    and Sadist fantasy with me?
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 21, 2015

    Blood And Tears Get Me Going

    I want to watch you bleed, I want to watch your life slip away. I want to stand there and laugh at you and mock you in your final moments. You're a loser.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jun 17, 2013

    Contest. I have an idea

    for any brave sadistic girl, regardless if she sees sadism sexually or not. There are lots of men able to do lots of things to please an attractive girl and men are very competitive as well. Why not to create a contest of self torture? She could watch several men at once on...
    darksidetr darksidetr
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 15, 2014

    I am 75% sadistic and 25% masochist.

    I thoroughly enjoy inflicting non-damaging pain on a masculine, muscular, athletic male. I love to yell, talk dirty, degrade, and humiliate males to see if they're man enough to take it. There's nothing more manly than a male imprisoning, enslaving, flogging, whipping, raping...
    MasterOfMuscle MasterOfMuscle
    36-40, M
    1 Response Dec 14, 2013

    wow... this is interesting.

    .. I mean sure, I enjoy playing with human emotions. but stabbing yourself in the **** with an ice pick? and I thought I had problems...
    SSSerpent SSSerpent
    22-25, M
    Mar 16, 2016

    I'm looking for someone just like me,

    my doppelganger. To talk to, confide in, share stories and fantasies through creative writing, etc... You see, I am a different breed of sadist. I'm not really looking for masochists as they enjoy being hurt. I want the pain to be real. The screaming, crying, begging, squirming...
    deleted deleted
    6 Responses Nov 29, 2014

    It all started in the 3rd grade during lunch

    time. I don't remember what caused me to do this, but I slapped another kid that was sitting across from me. A few seconds later this feeling inside me made me want to slap him again, but i couldn't or else i would've gotten in trouble. I love torturing people and see them in...
    SawChaser SawChaser
    Apr 21, 2014

    I've always wondered

    if am I a sadist? First of all I don't like to hurt anyone, I think that sucks for obvious reasons... what you do to others you do to yourself, law of karma, (I am a very spiritual and responsible person). I know for sure I am not a sociopath, and I am aware of my actions and...
    pavitram pavitram
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 13, 2014

    sadists, sickos, junkies,

    you'll come to know me well. The real me is dead. I am CoCrispy! This isn't this is punishment.
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 4, 2015

    Ok, This Is Taking A Fair Bit Of Courage To Write This....

    It started by a totally random chat request which i accepted and agreed to set up a yhoo account. Anyhow during the conversation he asked if i wanted to 'play' his game which would involve him requesting to remove items of clothing at random points. He said if i agreed it would...
    ukandlooking ukandlooking
    41-45, F
    14 Responses Apr 2, 2012

    Treat My Partner Like ****

    My bf n I have been together for 27 years and its a math made in heaven...I like to treat him like **** and he begs me to Sex for us is always rough n hard with me using the cat on his *** to loosen. him up for a no lube dry hard **** as i twist his nipples till there saw and...
    thegaychef thegaychef
    56-60, M
    1 Response Aug 9, 2013

    Masochist In Search Of ....

    I wanted to stop by and just ask if there is anyone out here who happens to be looking for a masochist ?????? ... I am seeking an extremely open minded and cruel sadist to chat with and maybe one day actually meet :) Contact me if you are interested. Thank you!
    MyssNikk MyssNikk
    26-30, F
    26 Responses Mar 29, 2011

    I can't inflict pain to someone who's been

    bullied by life. I just can't break him anymore because there's nothing to break. The person I prefer to torture is someone who's in the pedestal, who crushed others through his power, pride and arrogance. I want to see him begs for his life, doing the best thing he can do in...
    griefandpain griefandpain
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jan 14, 2014

    I love reading or seeing female sadists being

    sadistic beating, whipping, canning, hitting and hurting others especially when the female sadist has a look of pleasure on her face. I want her to show that being sadistic give her a lot of sexual pleasure.
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    1 Response Dec 29, 2013

    Part Ii

    I push the tip of the blade in further to quicken the blood flow. Soon the warmth of the blood is covering your lower leg and feet, creating a small puddle beneath them. I lick your flesh clean. The flow slows as it often does. "More?" I ask you. "No. No, please stop. It...
    ConfusedSadist ConfusedSadist
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Dec 21, 2012

    My Pleasure From Their Pain

    I being most certain the pleasure is yours to meet Me. I Madame Eva Evil am a shemale dominatrix,torturess,fetishist of un-repentant sadism, & versatile creator of inhumane pain. My fetish is for black kidskin leather clothes,underwear,corsetry,boots (with 5" or higher spiked...
    evaevil evaevil
    3 Responses May 16, 2012

    Looking For The Perfect Sub

    The idea that someone will let me torture him is a delight. It always excites me and makes my heart beat fast. I would put a collar in his neck, tie him and lock him inside my room. I wish he could handle my quirks. Just waiting here.
    griefandpain griefandpain
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Oct 23, 2013

    message me if you're a sadist.

    . I'd love a partner in my fantasies. and I'm also a bit of a masochist sometimes.
    LittleSlut666 LittleSlut666
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Mar 23, 2016

    Any women into the idea of torturing a man,

    then butchering, cooking and eating him?
    Food4you7 Food4you7
    31-35, M
    Dec 18, 2015

    On the Flip Side of the Coin...

    Currently in life, I am a full-fledged masochist (if there is such a thing) and it literally all started in one night. I say this because, I was never abused, never violated or molested. I had none of the "typical precipitating factors"... and I feel like it would be...
    Udneverguess Udneverguess
    26-30, F
    8 Responses Jul 23, 2009

    When I am talking to people I can urges to beat

    them up and torture them. I would love to encourage a woman or girl to torture people.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 22, 2013

    I am a masochist I love being hurt during

    sexual play. I desire to be slapped and bit and completly dominated. I will beg for it, to be tied up, to have my hair pulled, to be scratched. Take control, love my body with pain before you give me pleasure. Even as I type this, I can feel my sex swell. If your male and would...
    karnyn karnyn
    36-40, F
    4 Responses May 6, 2015

    I have both sadistic

    and masochistic fantasies and am looking for a female who is also both sadist and masochist
    Christuner666 Christuner666
    31-35, M
    Feb 18, 2016

    Give Me Your Light

    Your pain is beautiful to me. A soft feather brushing my heart with waves of feeling I can never have otherwise. Tickling in the depths of my darkness hinting at depths I want to understand. It calls to me from inside your heart, your mind, your soul. Calling out for release from...
    PaleFox PaleFox
    46-50, M
    4 Responses May 17, 2013

    So I Found My Limits....

    This is a sort of update to my stories in this group. Well... I think I do enjoy bondage, violence and causing pain. And the truth is, I think nothing of causing physical pain if it will somehow achieve my goals. If it were possible to achieve goals by beating people up, I think...
    Hhaawke Hhaawke
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Nov 10, 2013

    Movies are awesome. I don't know

    where else I'd be able to watch up close as someone's face twists in pain, watch it and enjoy it and not have to feel guilty about it. Staggering, crawling, groaning, screaming, bleeding, wincing, gasping... I'm not talking about the hardcore stuff either, I'm not a gore fan...
    consistentshift consistentshift
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Oct 26, 2014


    I love to hear thier pleading, thier begging, thier screams. I love the feel of my nails roughly draging across thier skin and as my they struggle to free themselves from my grasp. The thing that sends me over the ede though is when my teeth dig in and draw blood. It just relaxes...
    netgurl netgurl
    18-21, F
    16 Responses Apr 3, 2009

    If I Am Sexually Atracted To Sadists, Does That Make Me A Sadist?

    I love watching people hurt and in pain and crying. I love painful humiliation and betrayal. But I do not like inflicitng these things myself. Moreso, I like watching other people do those things, and then laughing and egging them on. Some of the sadists here, I would love to...
    deleted deleted
    9 Responses Dec 17, 2010

    Confused by a conversation.

    I was recently chatting to a friend online when I received a message by a complete stranger. Didnt think much of it and to be honest it was actually a reasonable conversation, turns out he was in his 70's and I think he was a bit lonely. But all of a sudden he types that he...
    melbcplenew melbcplenew
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Jun 5, 2014

    A human pet, what about cutting off arms

    and legs right in the knee and elbow (so he would have to walk as a dog) or just remove them completly (so he cannot even move) so your slave will be your helpless pet as long as you wish, well, I'm a volunteer looking for girls.
    darksidetr darksidetr
    22-25, M
    2 Responses May 9, 2014

    Once Upon a Time

    I think I've always enjoyed other people's pain.  When I was about 4 (probably the only memory I have of back then) I bit my daycare teacher and wouldn't let go until I drew blood and had some of it.  Mother was called and... well, I never bit another adult figure...
    XCRevolution XCRevolution
    18-21, F
    30 Responses Jul 21, 2009

    Uh how is this even allowed?

    lol but yet EPallie won't allow me to say something dirty in an experience post. ..Hey got some explainin to do!
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    22-25, M
    Oct 4, 2015

    i never knew what i was.

    why i felt the things i felt. why i enjoyed the fear and reactions of people and animals i had caused mental/emotional pain on. why did i feel so connected when i was told a story of someone getting murdered or abused? what was this strange feeling i was getting whenever i...
    jakeam24 jakeam24
    22-25, M
    May 13, 2014

    Im a Masochist But My Boyfriends Not a Sadist & I Hate It.

    im a masochist who doesnt like bondage. i have no idea if theres that many non bondage sadomasochism couples out there, or even... well i pretty much have no idea about really anything about sadomasochism due to the fact that im young & only realized what i was into (but...
    shxtfased shxtfased
    8 Responses Aug 20, 2008

    Need To Discuss An Online Chat From Last Weekend

    I had a chat with a complete stranger last weekend that has been keeping me awake all night and cant stop thinking about what he said. Really need to chat to someone about it. Anna
    ukandlooking ukandlooking
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Feb 19, 2012

    I'm Glad To Be A Sadist

    From the time I realized I was a sadist, I didn't think there were other people like me. I'm so ******* happy I found this group. So many people being 110% honest (hopefully) about their sadistic and masochistic fantasies, I love it!   I guess you could say I want to...
    cKing93 cKing93
    18-21, M
    32 Responses Mar 2, 2010

    I'm interested in understanding myself better.

    There's nothing clearcut about what I am. I struggled with sadistic fantasies when I was young, before I'd even hit puberty. They involved someone tied up and helpless being whipped or beaten by guards at my command. I already knew it was wrong, but trying not to think about it...
    consistentshift consistentshift
    22-25, F
    11 Responses May 15, 2014

    Always have been. I'm inclined to believe a

    sadist is born as a sadist, and there's not much that can be done about it. If God decides to make you a sadist for whatever reason (We must serve some kind of purpose, in the cosmic scheme of things), there is no cure. All you can do is try to control your sadistic urges as...
    lonewolfcat lonewolfcat
    41-45, M
    Aug 24, 2015

    The Making Of A Tender Sadist

    I give because I do not know what else to do. When I was 3 I had a vision of a new way of living on the planet. This was the birth of Heaven on Earth. I was immediately dropped back in the soup. When I was 4 I ran away from home to join the mob in Chicago because I knew Their...
    dragonofjapan dragonofjapan
    56-60, M
    5 Responses Sep 13, 2011

    All I Could Think About

    Sitting in this god forsaken church listening to your voice going on and on...Your so ******* annoying. You are a pompous *** with no place in this world. When I close my eyes all I can think about is tying you up, gagging you so your screams can't be heard. Letting you hear the...
    catwoman8837 catwoman8837
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Dec 19, 2012

    Who Do You Prefer To Torture?

    A question just popped into my mind. Who do you prefer to torture? Someone who's begging for it or an innocent victim who's afraid of it? Just wondering. Please share your thoughts and opinions. =)
    griefandpain griefandpain
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Nov 9, 2013

    So apparently I am a sadist,

    sexually anyway. I might be also just normally but I'm still sorta "discovering myself." So yeah, I get you guys, it feels great thinking about hurting someone. Sometimes I think of this girl i liked a lot but she turned me down and I think of all the fun I'd have with her. how...
    cheesefrommysoul cheesefrommysoul
    22-25, M
    Jan 3, 2015

    Sadistic Sub

    Even though I'm primarily a sub and a masochist, I can't deny the part of me that gets off on immobilizing someone and dealing them pain. Whenever I whip or beat someone, I feel a jolt of pleasure in my *****, the same way I do when I'm the one being beaten. I hope the day comes...
    belle33 belle33
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 6, 2013

    I want to have a relationship with a masochist

    girl and the relationship has to be like the movie 50 Shades of Grey
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    Jun 28, 2015

    In Response To Bunnyhunterz Comment!!!

    You said that you wanted to break me down. And asked if I would give myself to you if you helped me get my revenge. after trying to find some nice way or good way your comment could go, i found none. so this is my answer. (p.s. you caught me in a bad mood so don't take it too...
    RogueWolf0394 RogueWolf0394
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Jul 10, 2012

    Just Another Rant

    I want to rip and shred and tear and break and destroy. I want to smash someones nose into their brains. To ***** off knuckles with wire cutters. To slice tongues out of mouths. To drive a knife so deep into somebodys side until my fist penetrates their intestines only to cut...
    RogueWolf0394 RogueWolf0394
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Sep 24, 2012
    GoddessPandemonium GoddessPandemonium
    1 Response Jun 24, 2014

    I Genuinely Enjoy Hurting People....

    So.... truth of the matter... I do enjoy hurting people.... why I have not done it yet.... well... my only fear is the law and my only thought is getting away with it. i do not do bdsm or roleplay... cos well... I might get carried away... I mean... when I beat someone I really...
    Hhaawke Hhaawke
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jul 19, 2013

    I have fresh cuts Hold me against my will.

    Tie me up I will not resist My body is yours I want your hate I will love you I am love slave, a slave for love Or what is it? Why am I so confused .....and demented So enthused By the thrill ......I am waiting. Get to know me. Degrade me. What am I worth? See me and relish...
    anomalia27 anomalia27
    1 Response Sep 7, 2014


    It has taken a lot of years to come to terms with this part of my nature. I am a Scorpio,so is my partnerso naturally I'm highly sexed. But it goes beyond that.... I crave the physical pain,I thrive on it and if I don't get it I become agitated. i love to hurt,I get such a thrill...
    PurpleQueenofNowhere PurpleQueenofNowhere
    26-30, F
    19 Responses Jul 2, 2010

    And I enjoy it. I used to think this was a bad

    thing...then my councilor gave up on me and kicked me out of her office. At first I was concerned so I went to see a different one. Who also made me leave. So now most of my friends are more than a little afraid of me but I don't even care. I enjoy the fact that when someone...
    WynterN WynterN
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 2, 2014

    A Nailed ****

    I took my G/F to a club (private one) as she said she was into pain and punishment. I had a friends that invited us and on entrance he took her to a seperate room to ask her straight, about this desire or was in all a joke , she said it was'nt a joke, and wanted to be taken so...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 26, 2011
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