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I Am a Sadist

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    All I Could Think About

    Sitting in this god forsaken church listening to your voice going on and on...Your so ******* annoying. You are a pompous *** with no place in this world. When I close my eyes all I can think about is tying you up, gagging you so your screams can't be heard. Letting you hear the...
    catwoman8837 catwoman8837 18-21, F 8 Responses Dec 19, 2012

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    Who Agrees With This Quote?

    "The essence of sadomasochism is not so much "pain" as the overwhelming of one's senses - emotionally more than physically. Active sexual masochism has little to do with pain and everything to do with the search for emotional pleasure. When we understand that it is pain only...
    twiztedrune twiztedrune 18-21, F 8 Responses Feb 23, 2010

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    Enjoy...

    It has taken a lot of years to come to terms with this part of my nature. I am a Scorpio,so is my partnerso naturally I'm highly sexed. But it goes beyond that.... I crave the physical pain,I thrive on it and if I don't get it I become agitated. i love to hurt,I get such a thrill...
    PurpleQueenofNowhere PurpleQueenofNowhere 26-30, F 23 Responses Jul 2, 2010

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    Who Do You Prefer To Torture?

    A question just popped into my mind. Who do you prefer to torture? Someone who's begging for it or an innocent victim who's afraid of it? Just wondering. Please share your thoughts and opinions. =)
    griefandpain griefandpain 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 9, 2013

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    Masochist In Search Of ....

    I wanted to stop by and just ask if there is anyone out here who happens to be looking for a masochist ?????? ... I am seeking an extremely open minded and cruel sadist to chat with and maybe one day actually meet :) Contact me if you are interested. Thank you!
    MyssNikk MyssNikk 26-30, F 25 Responses Mar 29, 2011

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    The Fire Within

    I am an emotional sadist. I get enjoyment out of manipulating and hurting others. I find it to be somewhat of a game really. I will first get to know a person, learn everything about them, facilitate a friendship in which they feel as though they can share their most intimate...
    PerpetualAmbivalence PerpetualAmbivalence 22-25, F 33 Responses Mar 5, 2011

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    In Response To Bunnyhunterz Comment!!!

    You said that you wanted to break me down. And asked if I would give myself to you if you helped me get my revenge. after trying to find some nice way or good way your comment could go, i found none. so this is my answer. (p.s. you caught me in a bad mood so don't take it too...
    RogueWolf0394 RogueWolf0394 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 10, 2012

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    Sweet Agony

    I enjoy the suffering of humans. I like to play with their blood and watch the twisted tortured expression of pain on my victims faces, when they scream it is the most beautiful sound in existence. I do NOT like when they enjoy it! The hot sweaty stink of fear is better than any...
    Incaria Incaria 18-21 Nov 4, 2013

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    My Pleasure From Their Pain

    I being most certain the pleasure is yours to meet Me. I Madame Eva Evil am a shemale dominatrix,torturess,fetishist of un-repentant sadism, & versatile creator of inhumane pain. My fetish is for black kidskin leather clothes,underwear,corsetry,boots (with 5" or higher spiked...
    evaevil evaevil 41-45 4 Responses May 16, 2012

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    A Nailed ****

    I took my G/F to a club (private one) as she said she was into pain and punishment. I had a friends that invited us and on entrance he took her to a seperate room to ask her straight, about this desire or was in all a joke , she said it was'nt a joke, and wanted to be taken so...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 26, 2011

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    Looking For The Perfect Sub

    The idea that someone will let me torture him is a delight. It always excites me and makes my heart beat fast. I would put a collar in his neck, tie him and lock him inside my room. I wish he could handle my quirks. Just waiting here.
    griefandpain griefandpain 18-21, F 9 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    Sweet Revenge

    Every now and then I imagine the pain that I want to inflict to your body and your soul. The pain that will last forever. I will abduct you and your girlfriend and tie you with chains. In front of me and other people you'll be naked. Our faces would be hidden but yours will be...
    griefandpain griefandpain 18-21, F Oct 21, 2013

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    I'm Glad To Be A Sadist

    From the time I realized I was a sadist, I didn't think there were other people like me. I'm so ******* happy I found this group. So many people being 110% honest (hopefully) about their sadistic and masochistic fantasies, I love it!   I guess you could say I want to...
    cKing93 cKing93 18-21, M 28 Responses Mar 2, 2010

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    Hurting Her

    She's been restrained for hours --  her arms and legs spread wide, clipped to the heavy chains I've padlocked to the frame of My bed. Covered in sweat, breathing hard, her milky flesh now peppered with welts from the crop and the cane, she waits, knowing that it has all...
    ServeMistressP ServeMistressP 46-50, F 5 Responses Jun 20, 2010

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    Picking Flowers

    I see you there, alone in the field. Growing so straight and lean. You are young, I can see, and lovely to me, swaying slightly in the late afternoon breeze. Your flower is open, your petals glow. You are radiant, bright, and beckon to me. I hear your silent call. Will I take you...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 4 Responses May 30, 2013

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    I'm interested in understanding myself better.

    There's nothing clearcut about what I am. I struggled with sadistic fantasies when I was young, before I'd even hit puberty. They involved someone tied up and helpless being whipped or beaten by guards at my command. I already knew it was wrong, but trying not to think about it...
    consistentshift consistentshift 18-21, F 9 Responses May 15

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    Need To Discuss An Online Chat From Last Weekend

    I had a chat with a complete stranger last weekend that has been keeping me awake all night and cant stop thinking about what he said. Really need to chat to someone about it. Anna
    ukandlooking ukandlooking 41-45, F 7 Responses Feb 19, 2012

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    On the Flip Side of the Coin...

    Currently in life, I am a full-fledged masochist (if there is such a thing) and it literally all started in one night. I say this because, I was never abused, never violated or molested. I had none of the "typical precipitating factors"... and I feel like it would be...
    Udneverguess Udneverguess 26-30, F 8 Responses Jul 23, 2009

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    I Am Masochist

    I am masochist male searching for sadist female in nepal for BDSM. masochist80{}gmail{}com
    shykapil shykapil 31-35, M Oct 29, 2013

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    Honesty

    i like ******* girl's *** and to put clamp their nipples. Is it so bad? If there is a girl who likes it, please send a message to share our expierences!
    iclampnipples iclampnipples 22-25, M Oct 13, 2013

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    I am 75% sadistic and 25% masochist.

    I thoroughly enjoy inflicting non-damaging pain on a masculine, muscular, athletic male. I love to yell, talk dirty, degrade, and humiliate males to see if they're man enough to take it. There's nothing more manly than a male imprisoning, enslaving, flogging, whipping, raping...
    MasterOfMuscle MasterOfMuscle 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 14, 2013

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    I Genuinely Enjoy Hurting People....

    So.... truth of the matter... I do enjoy hurting people.... why I have not done it yet.... well... my only fear is the law and my only thought is getting away with it. i do not do bdsm or roleplay... cos well... I might get carried away... I mean... when I beat someone I really...
    Hhaawke Hhaawke 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2013

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    I Should Have Known Something Was A Little Odd When I Was 5....

    Talking with someone this evening, I realized something. I think I was like 5 when I first discovered that I might have sadistic tendencies. See I used to have this cute doll when I was a kid... One afternoon, I guess I was sitting on my parents' bed playing with it, when I had...
    Hhaawke Hhaawke 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2013

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    Dark Angel

    Im a f/sadist ive known this for twenty some years now...theres not a day goes by where im not day dreaming or watching my favorite snuff videos...i have personal experiances with sub ....anywhere from cutting to asphixiation ...to ...well ya..anyways my storie hasnt really...
    kema7 kema7 22-25 Oct 21, 2013

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    Treat My Partner Like ****

    My bf n I have been together for 27 years and its a math made in heaven...I like to treat him like **** and he begs me to Sex for us is always rough n hard with me using the cat on his *** to loosen. him up for a no lube dry hard **** as i twist his nipples till there saw and...
    thegaychef thegaychef 51-55, M 1 Response Aug 9, 2013

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    Can We At Least Be Honest.

    As fellow sadists we know each other well. My story is no different than yours and the fun we can have sharing stories of our conquests. But, can't we be honest about our lives? I am a sadist because I was physically, and emotionally abused as a child and this is the only reason...
    aponymous aponymous 41-45, M 3 Responses Oct 11, 2013

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    Divine Sadism

    I would make you ***** naked getting you to kneel at my feet stroking your **** as you look up at me as I look down at you. I want you to *** as you beg me to let you worship my ****. I will stand before you with my hard big erect **** standing proud before your face. Taking you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 18, 2013

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    So I Found My Limits....

    This is a sort of update to my stories in this group. Well... I think I do enjoy bondage, violence and causing pain. And the truth is, I think nothing of causing physical pain if it will somehow achieve my goals. If it were possible to achieve goals by beating people up, I think...
    Hhaawke Hhaawke 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    MESSAGE ME Female, 23,

    sadomasschist, bored
    madefrombrokenparts madefrombrokenparts 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    Sweet Revenge

    Every now and then I imagine the pain that I want to inflict to your body and your soul. The pain that will last forever. I will abduct you and your girlfriend and tie you with chains. In front of me and other people you'll be naked. Our faces would be hidden but yours will be...
    griefandpain griefandpain 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 21, 2013

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    Sadistic Sub

    Even though I'm primarily a sub and a masochist, I can't deny the part of me that gets off on immobilizing someone and dealing them pain. Whenever I whip or beat someone, I feel a jolt of pleasure in my *****, the same way I do when I'm the one being beaten. I hope the day comes...
    belle33 belle33 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 6, 2013

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    I can't inflict pain to someone who's been

    bullied by life. I just can't break him anymore because there's nothing to break. The person I prefer to torture is someone who's in the pedestal, who crushed others through his power, pride and arrogance. I want to see him begs for his life, doing the best thing he can do in...
    griefandpain griefandpain 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 14

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    i never knew what i was.

    why i felt the things i felt. why i enjoyed the fear and reactions of people and animals i had caused mental/emotional pain on. why did i feel so connected when i was told a story of someone getting murdered or abused? what was this strange feeling i was getting whenever i...
    jakeam24 jakeam24 18-21, M May 13

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    I've always wondered

    if am I a sadist? First of all I don't like to hurt anyone, I think that sucks for obvious reasons... what you do to others you do to yourself, law of karma, (I am a very spiritual and responsible person). I know for sure I am not a sociopath, and I am aware of my actions and...
    pavitram pavitram 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    If I Am Sexually Atracted To Sadists, Does That Make Me A Sadist?

    I love watching people hurt and in pain and crying. I love painful humiliation and betrayal. But I do not like inflicitng these things myself. Moreso, I like watching other people do those things, and then laughing and egging them on. Some of the sadists here, I would love to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Dec 17, 2010

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    Didnt See It Coming

    im currently only in the 8th grade. but ever since i was about 7 i loved hurting people and causing them pain.only did i just recently realize though that i am sadsistic. i think it had something to do with the fact that when i was 4 my gothic/emo cousin always chased me around...
    XXtaterXX XXtaterXX 13-15 4 Responses Sep 27, 2011

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    Blood And Tears Get Me Going

    I want to watch you bleed, I want to watch your life slip away. I want to stand there and laugh at you and mock you in your final moments. You're a loser.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 17, 2013

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    A human pet, what about cutting off arms

    and legs right in the knee and elbow (so he would have to walk as a dog) or just remove them completly (so he cannot even move) so your slave will be your helpless pet as long as you wish, well, I'm a volunteer looking for girls.
    darksidetr darksidetr 18-21, M 1 Response May 9

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    The Making Of A Tender Sadist

    I give because I do not know what else to do. When I was 3 I had a vision of a new way of living on the planet. This was the birth of Heaven on Earth. I was immediately dropped back in the soup. When I was 4 I ran away from home to join the mob in Chicago because I knew Their...
    dragonofjapan dragonofjapan 56-60, M 6 Responses Sep 13, 2011

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    Reasons

    Is everyone who becames a sadist were abused as a child? I understand that sometimes that is the case, however, I have never been abused as a child and I enjoy inflicting physical pain onto others. Whether that is because that it who I am by nature and I understand that I do it...
    Ariadne2 Ariadne2 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    Just Another Rant

    I want to rip and shred and tear and break and destroy. I want to smash someones nose into their brains. To ***** off knuckles with wire cutters. To slice tongues out of mouths. To drive a knife so deep into somebodys side until my fist penetrates their intestines only to cut...
    RogueWolf0394 RogueWolf0394 18-21, F 8 Responses Sep 24, 2012

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    Personal Epiphany And A Question For The Sadists Here ~

    There's a few things I'd like to spill out because I think I've finally pinpointed what I hope to achieve with a relationship. I may not be a masochist, but I love to give to others and i see it as my greatest purpose in life. Masochists enjoy receiving pain. I don't enjoy the...
    fervorflame fervorflame 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2013

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    I love reading or seeing female sadists being

    sadistic beating, whipping, canning, hitting and hurting others especially when the female sadist has a look of pleasure on her face. I want her to show that being sadistic give her a lot of sexual pleasure.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 29, 2013

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    And I enjoy it. I used to think this was a bad

    thing...then my councilor gave up on me and kicked me out of her office. At first I was concerned so I went to see a different one. Who also made me leave. So now most of my friends are more than a little afraid of me but I don't even care. I enjoy the fact that when someone...
    WynterN WynterN 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 2

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    Evil?

    I love to hear thier pleading, thier begging, thier screams. I love the feel of my nails roughly draging across thier skin and as my they struggle to free themselves from my grasp. The thing that sends me over the ede though is when my teeth dig in and draw blood. It just relaxes...
    netgurl netgurl 18-21, F 18 Responses Apr 3, 2009

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    My Hands Around Your Neck (Daydream)

    You have no idea how long I've waited for this very moment. How long I've waited for the sound of you gasping for air. The feeling of your neck throbbing between my hands. And the sight... of the life slowly fading from your eyes. Yes. It's just as I imagined. Now sleep. *snaps...
    SteinMaske SteinMaske 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 5, 2013

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    Give Me Your Light

    Your pain is beautiful to me. A soft feather brushing my heart with waves of feeling I can never have otherwise. Tickling in the depths of my darkness hinting at depths I want to understand. It calls to me from inside your heart, your mind, your soul. Calling out for release from...
    PaleFox PaleFox 41-45, M 4 Responses May 17, 2013

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    GoddessPandemonium GoddessPandemonium 18-21 1 Response Jun 24

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    It all started in the 3rd grade during lunch

    time. I don't remember what caused me to do this, but I slapped another kid that was sitting across from me. A few seconds later this feeling inside me made me want to slap him again, but i couldn't or else i would've gotten in trouble. I love torturing people and see them in...
    SawChaser SawChaser 18-21 Apr 21

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    When I am talking to people I can urges to beat

    them up and torture them. I would love to encourage a woman or girl to torture people.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    A Smiling Face With A Sadistic Heart

    'I am a sadist.' Though I've never spoken these words aloud, I've come to accept it as what I am. But to everyone else, I am a kind, helpful and caring young man. Seeing someone in pain, whether or not I caused it, makes my heart race with excitement. The strange thing is I can...
    SteinMaske SteinMaske 22-25, M Sep 30, 2013

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    Ok, This Is Taking A Fair Bit Of Courage To Write This....

    It started by a totally random chat request which i accepted and agreed to set up a yhoo account. Anyhow during the conversation he asked if i wanted to 'play' his game which would involve him requesting to remove items of clothing at random points. He said if i agreed it would...
    ukandlooking ukandlooking 41-45, F 15 Responses Apr 2, 2012

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    Once Upon a Time

    I think I've always enjoyed other people's pain.  When I was about 4 (probably the only memory I have of back then) I bit my daycare teacher and wouldn't let go until I drew blood and had some of it.  Mother was called and... well, I never bit another adult figure...
    XCRevolution XCRevolution 18-21, F 32 Responses Jul 21, 2009

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