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I Am a Sadomasochist

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 213 People

    These Urges Within

    I am 19 and I started having these "urges" when I was about 16. I have had more and more of them and they can be very intense sometimes. Almost to the point of crying out of pleasure just from the thought of torturing others. I sometimes sit for hours contemplating what I would...
    ThePicquerist ThePicquerist
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Jul 24, 2011

    Sexually Longing, Fearing An Endless Fantasy

    I fear I'm doomed to live my sexual fantasies only within my mind, never to be fulfilled and experienced. Everyone has fantasies, some they wish they could play out and others they keep only to themselves or wouldn't dream of actually doing. Me, I find myself longing to act, to...
    lustforpain lustforpain
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 6, 2012

    Pain Is Pleasure

    There is nothin better than sharing an embrace with your partner while you dig your teeth into her shoulder or neck as she claws your back. I am actually more sadist than masochist and my girl is more masochist than sadist so it works out pretty good specially since both are...
    AresBushido AresBushido
    22-25, M
    Jul 8, 2008

    I Wish..........................

    for every hurt my friends and family has been through,  a deep cut would be laid into my flesh. The deaths of my uncles, the death of my grandfather. The death of Chris. Karie's miscarriage. The deaths of Elizabeth's mother and Grandmother. The death of my friend Eric. The...
    JollyDevittaRoger JollyDevittaRoger
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 15, 2008


    and yet this only pleases and intrigues me even more. Indeed, I am a sadomasochist but, as you may find, I seem to be more of a Sadist. Don't get me wrong, there are times I love pain but I am very particular as to what type of pain and how it is inflicted upon me and perhaps...
    lustforpain lustforpain
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 6, 2012

    How Do I

    My girlfriend is a Masochist and I don't know how to treat her so she can be satistied in the bedroom.... She had been telling me about it, then she cheated on me with a friend to get out of her box. I don't have any experience with this and don't know where to begin or how far...
    ggragg3 ggragg3
    2 Responses Nov 26, 2010

    I Like It Both Ways

    I like to be tortured and do the torturing. I like to be 'raped' and doing the 'raping'.
    ashleymarie000 ashleymarie000
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jan 26, 2013

    Confused by a conversation.

    I was recently chatting to a friend online when I received a message by a complete stranger. Didnt think much of it and to be honest it was actually a reasonable conversation, turns out he was in his 70's and I think he was a bit lonely. But all of a sudden he types that he has...
    melbcplenew melbcplenew
    31-35, F
    Jun 5, 2014

    New To All Of This

    I only recently became sexually active, about a month or so ago, with my boyfriend who I started dating around the same time. Even before then I had suspected I would enjoy a little softcore sadomasochism, but now I'm starting to realize I really want my boyfriend to hurt me, and...
    TheMostAwesomePersonEver TheMostAwesomePersonEver
    Mar 28, 2011

    I'm A Masochist

    I know i'm a masochist, i've known it since i was about i was 10 years old, although i did'nt know what it was then. Believe it or not i used to get very excited watching the wrestling on tv, i could'nt work out why, but if a wrestler was in a hold and presumably in a lot of...
    canalboat canalboat
    56-60, M
    Apr 19, 2012

    I Want...

    The glass ceiling to break and shatter into a million pieces raining down on me and everyone underneath, I want to see the blood and hear the confused screams. I want someone to scream "FIRE!" in a crowded theatre, I want there to be a fire. I want to witness a...
    InsomniacVampire InsomniacVampire
    Nov 4, 2008


    I love everything about being Sadomasochist.Usually im macochist but i do enjoy being sadist too.I love it when girls claw and bite me.I just love feeling when she finally bites me.I love every bit of it,no matter what i might say at that time i love it.Love her bite,love the...
    Bitemetillibleed Bitemetillibleed
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jun 13, 2009

    Anyone Willing To Share Their Lifestyle

    I am not a Sadomasochist but, I am studying it and would like someone's input on what it's like and how it effects your life. Anything that you would like to tell me whether it be moderate to extreme. No names needed just someones honest input on what it's like and if it effects...
    PsychStudent2010 PsychStudent2010
    1 Response Oct 28, 2011

    I'm Not Sure...

    ... if this is me or not, I'm not sure exactly "what" I am in this picture, or if I'm even apart of this picture. I've always been a sexual person (I also have sexsomnia and Pure-O which involves intrusive thoughts) the thing is, I'm not extremely into the pain aspect of sex...
    micasterwild micasterwild
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 31, 2011

    Not Sure

    I am unsure if i am or not i mean i enjoy pain... but it also hurts and iv never done anything more than a few cuts with my girlfriend... im 15 and she is too. she cuts me and scratches me and it really excites me. she asked me to do it to her and i did but i enjoyed it... does...
    Grimdreaper1 Grimdreaper1
    Oct 5, 2012

    A Release Of Sorts

    From the moment I first began to write I've never stopped. It has been an escape and a release. The days I don't write, I crave it to the point of obsession. When I hit a writer's block it bothers me day and night, often I'll rewrite a story several times just to try and unblock...
    lustforpain lustforpain
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 13, 2012

    I Want You.............

    To pass me a scalpel, Iodine, and the blade, and let me rip my skin away from my body. To see my blood pour from my body, to feel the pain as I deserve it. But then again, don't I? Have I not sinned? Am I not worthy to fee like this? I want this. I enjoy this. I NEED THIS. To...
    JollyDevittaRoger JollyDevittaRoger
    22-25, M
    6 Responses Mar 7, 2008

    My whole life I have been looking

    for why I am who I am. Wondering why the thoughts that linger are there to torment me. I realize now my lingering thoughts aren't there to torment me. I thought why does pain give me pleasure? Why does hurting people give me pleasure? That's when I met my friend And She is...
    Remnantphil Remnantphil
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 10, 2015

    I Am a Sadomasochist

    thanks for your stories,because i am new so i just dont kow something,please helf me.
    baolgt baolgt
    2 Responses Aug 10, 2009


    I haven't tried giving or receiving pain on the feet. It sounds scary and very painful.. and also a real turn on because it is scary and very painful! Provided it doesn't do damage I'd like to try it - perhaps alternating excruciating pain with unbearable tickling... Anyone else...
    BlueDreamUK BlueDreamUK
    41-45, M
    1 Response Nov 26, 2010

    My Way Of Life.

    I've felt this way as long as i can remember. I don't remember not feeling this way and i don't even remember anything that could have provoked this feeling deep inside of me... When i was under the age of 7, i remember i would always do weird sexual things with my friends (that...
    MidnightAmethyst MidnightAmethyst
    26-30, F
    Aug 13, 2013

    Where Did You Meet Your Partners?

    The well has run dry on this end and all I seem to be able to dredge up are ridiculously boring men... I am thinking I need to spread out to new methods of meeting people, but as a sadomasochist, I have very specific sexual needs.   No matter where I go, I always feel a...
    Udneverguess Udneverguess
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jul 14, 2009
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